I can't believe I'm going to have to go to the secondhand bookstore & buy every copy of star trek tos books they have. and also all of the buffy ones I don't have yet. oh no
man i havent seen like anybody talking about it--probably because i do my level best to block every transphobe i can find and purposefully avoid twitter as much as possible--or else i wouldnt say anything but the sophie from mars situation seriously has been breaking my brain. i dont wanna be the exact guy i would criticize in this situation and shift focus from the victims but i truly thought she was one of the most incisive political commentators on youtube, i actively looked forward to her perspectives & shared them with so many people around me. its hard on some level to not feel shocked and blindsided particularly because she was someone who consistently and articulately spoke about abuse and exploitation.
God, you know you have *serious* issues if a B grade for an assignment messes you up so badly u're launched into multiple crises at the same time.
The funny thing is: the assignment is a personal essay. But I hate having to put my experiences in neat little boxes because nothing in my life is like that. Every experience is permeated by this constant sense of threat of genuine death and ruin.
Did you know since I was at least 10, I was already taking note of all the 24-hour places, places with free showers, and libraries that I could feasibly walk to because I felt something so deeply wrong with me that it became natural that I will eventually be disowned? I wish I was less fucked up.
I have to keep telling that 10-year-old self that I'm not going to die. That a B grade doesn't spell the end of my entire life even if it feels that way. That I'm going to do fine.
That’s a real cute crush ya got there, Monty. Sure would be a shame if someone corrupted it into a single-minded obsession that ultimately destroyed you both :3
ive been listening to this song on repeat and i couldn’t get this out of my head, pls enjoy. and yes. there is a second part i wanna make *_* on my life, i promise it wont be as polished as this (also, yes, i know this is a my little pony song, im SORRY, i LITERALLY couldn’t help myself)