#jesus FUCK i'm tired

[quizerini]

Im so fucken Sleep Deprived and it is Only 3 30 PM.

#quizerini #random #miscellaneous #sleep #sleepy #sleepiness #i am sleepy #mmmmmmmmm #snork mimimi time #do u go snork mimimi #or zzzzz #zzz #zzzz mimimi #zzzzzz #anyway zzzz #failed my exams and off to bed #i genuinely wonder if adults nowadays understand the exhaustion seeping in teenagers and childrens bones #cuz i feel like i can pass our rn #without a jiffy #jesus FUCK i'm tired

[ashkazora]

If fictional guy "bad" and "cringe" and "pathetic" than why my poor little meow meow?

They are not mutually exclusive! I'd argue that poor little meow meow is an intersection of all three like such:

Thus, applied into the context of Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney, PW:AA Justice For All, and PW:AA Trials and Tribulations, the chart will resemble this:

Note, in the intersection between pathetic and cringe, just a litol dude is used more often in a '(derogatory)' light while Baby is more '(positive).' However, this may vary from blorbo to blorbo.

Poor little meow meow, in a three dimensional figure, transcends the axis of cringe-pathetic-bad. May I suggest for the future, a similar figure to the three dimensional political compass axis, where the x/z axis represents cringe-pathetic-bad-fail, and the y axis poor little meow meow-skrunkly bastard.

It's 2am idk what the fuck I'm saying at this point.

#and in this essay I will- #I'd like to add that Miles is also very cringe I just couldn't think of anyone else but the judge to add #jesus fuck I'm tired #tiume to sleep? #but yeah I will defend phoenix wright aa4 with my life #man deserves to be cringe fail bad #ask #anon

[sonora-reyes]

I don't know when everyone somehow collectively forgot the actual definition of queerbaiting but like... yall know queerbaiting was never about REAL PEOPLE'S actual identities right? It's about the MEDIA they put out.

Queerbaiting is when media hints that there will be queer rep to lure in a queer audience with no intention of ever delivering on that rep.

Queerbaiting is NOT when a celebrity experiments with gender or sexuality without coming out. They are allowed to explore!

Queerbaiting is NOT when an author writes a queer book without explicitly stating they share the same sexual or gender identity!

Queer media is NOT queerbaiting just because you don't know the creator's sexuality or assigned gender at birth!

Is the media explicitly queer? Then it's not queerbaiting! Simple as that! No one owes you an explanation of their own identity, full stop.

#queerbaiting #god I'm so tired of this debate #also real people can't queerbait you about their own fucking identity jesus christ

[spacedace]

So. I wasn't able to sleep AT ALL last night, to the point that I gave up and went out to the living room so I wouldn't wake up my partner with all my tossing and turning.

And, this has happened before. I figured it was the fun one two combo of insomnia and chronic pain, since my nerves were way worse than usual last night. But no.

NO.

I literally just now realized as i was looking at my pill caddy to take my ADHD meds this exhausting morning that, uh oh. They're not there! You know what is there??

MY CHRONIC PAIN MEDS

I SPENT THE WHOLE NIGHT IN PAIN AND UNABLE TO SLEEP BECAUSE I WAS A DOOFUS AND TOOK THE WRONG MEDS LAST NIGHT

#jesus christ #i'm so fucking tired #and i can't evsn take today ofd from work because i'm already gonna be the only one on my team there today #weighing the options of not taking my adhd meds this morning now #pro taking meds: slight chance of a coherent thought happening today #con taking meds: there's a god damned shortage still and i'm already trying to make what i have last #motherfucker this kinda shit is why i have a pill caddy in the first place 😭

[felizusnavidad]

i'm going home tomorrow & i'm so excited to see my family, i really missed them

#also my mom told me some time ago that i'm really brave & i shouldn't give up #but i don't feel brave i feel tired #so basically i had three different jobs this year #first one i quit because i hated it & it was too chaotic #i got fired from the second one after over a month because apparently i was too nice #now the third one i know is just temporary because it's similar to the one i quit last year #and it's only because i need money so i can't stay jobless #my situation is kinda fucked up because i live here alone so i have to pay rent #and i really don't want to go back to my parents #i know i can but i wanna stay here #i've been working so hard to move to my favourite city and i want to start studies here this year i just can't give up #so i just took the job i didn't want #and i keep looking for something i might actually like #but god i'm tired #i feel like the biggest fucking failure #i just need a normal fucking job jesus why is it so hard #i don't want to work with customers anymore i hate people #and i also want to earn a little more money because trust me it's not that easy to live fucking alone #i mostly spend my money on food cause unfortunately i have to eat #but i'm not interested in just surviving i really want to start feeling alive again #ugh #talking shit for the hell of it*

[astromechs]

i officially told my boss i'm taking the summer off 🔥

#gonna have a college kid sabbatical summer when i'm college faculty in my 30s fuck yeah #to do what? i still gotta figure that out but jesus. i'm so tired and burnt out that i need this desperately #(i should clarify. this will be unpaid 'sabbatical' lmfaaaooo but.)

[gxlden-angels]

I've got a personal situation going on that I want to eventually talk about here, but in summary transphobes and fundamentalist christians hate women and can suck my spiritual dick about it

#idk maybe I'll go into more detail eventually #but essentially I'm very tired of the christian and terf narrative of 'don't get gender affirming care your body is healthy and perfect' #'the lord made you the way you should be :)' #and I know terfs aren't doing it based on jesus but they can still go fuck themselves over the same rhetoric with a 'fem' sticker over it #because I want to get top surgery but that's 'mutilating healthy tissue' #but I have a family history of early onset breast cancer which means getting preventative surgery is one of my best options #so what now? am I mutilated because it's gender affirming and technically not cancerous? or am I brave because I went under the knife to #prevent cancer I know Im likely to get? #You can't tell if I got top surgery to affirm my gender or a double mastectomy to prevent cancer unless you ask me #So right now Im very angry about the concept that I was 'beautifully and wonderfully made' by some deity that wanted my mom to die at 45 #I discovered quite a few more medical issues I have and the christian crowd is getting on my fucking nerves about it #'let me pray over you' pray over this dick my mom and her mom already got got and I was gonna chop them regardless #ex christian #religious trauma #parental death tw

[feenmies]

if you speak badly about my friends in my presence i am not going to fuck with you i'm sorry like it's not happening

#“i don't know how to navigate a friendship with someone so close to someone like that” yeah FUCK you dude #blabbing about how much you dislike someone i obviously care about and expecting my sympathy or even my understanding is absolutely asinine #this is aimed and targeted and i feel like i'm making it really obvious but i am soooo sick of people bothering me like i'm tired #white people get up in arms about me calling out their racist behavior in the most docile and non-confrontational way possible DAILY #and then tell me how scared and intimidated they are of me and how much i hurt their feelings #like jesus christ leave me alone. stop talking for several days. maybe even forever

[lesbiansanemi]

Gay trans men be normal about women challenge. Especially trans women and lesbians

#why are they so misogynistic. like why. lol. lmao even. it's infuriatingly hysterical #and not just misogyny in general #the TRANSMISOGYNY?????? #lord. god. dear fucking jesus it's goddamn horrendous #also genuinely one of THE MOST lesbophobic groups of ppl i have ever had the displeasure of interacting with #the disdain for women hidden behind 'well i'm not a woman nor attracted to them uwu it's okay to talk about how awful and gross and terribl #they all are. also i will accuse all of them for being either transphobic or a misandrist or both if they confront me about this' #'because i am trans and a minority group so therefore i can never be wrong uwu' #insane behavior #the way so many of them view afab nonbinary ppl as Women Lite because if you're not a binary trans man who wants to pass as cis perfectly #you are irrelevant and can have no opinions on trans topics or experience transphobia or identify it #crazyyyyyyyyyyyy #don't even get me started on the 'transandrophobia truthers' just admit you can't handle trans women being the main topic of conversation f #for once. not even in discussions over their fucking oppression #and don't even get me started on the internalized shit. like not just the misogyny but honestly this weird brand of transphobia #and homophobia too. it's fucking wild #once again. lol. lmao even. #sorry i saw some stupid shit this morning (and it's been building for a while) and I want to bitch. i'm tired. i'm so fucking tired #it's such a trend i have seen in this group of ppl #OBVIOUSLY i know they are not all like this but GODDAMN a lot of them are #and any time someone tries to point out any issues with the community they're just accused of being a bigot. whatever x-phobia is convenien #to cry at the time #okay i'll shut up now #kaz rambles

[chipped-chimera]

I am a woman looking for:

⬛ men

⬛ women

✅ a 20 gal/75 litre fish tank I can actually fucking buy in (Western) Australia

#kerytalk #fish nonsense #lol joking also looking for women #but no seriously why the fuck is everything under the sun available up until about 60L and then it's like 120L/31 gallon #yeah I could go to the local fish shop but that requires going outside and you know ... energy #it's also 41C today fuck that #last thing I wanna do is go in there and look at all the tanks like 'well none of these work and now I'm just tired' #western australia specified because oh boy do we get the short end of the imports stick #you thought aussie biosecurity laws were bad - wait until you find out my state has its OWN laws on top of that lmao #also tanks heavy #also jesus christ the amount of people selling tanks WITH fish on facebook marketplace #buddy I don't want your fucking fish also - literally shouldn't be selling them on here

[mashmouths]

florence welch shouldn't be allowed to write songs bc what if i listen to one and it punches a hole in my chest. no for real what do i do i'm bleeding out in my kitchen.

#category 5 'the bomb' moment jesus christ florence. she let it burn but it just had to be done!!! #i've been listening to this song for a good 30 minutes and crying to different lines like i'm putting emphasis on every word in a sentence #every time i repeat it. are you all fsmiliar with that post. #maybe i should be concerned that any amount of academic engagement and my mental health collapses for several hours. fuck it we bawl <3 #happy eating dinner in tears tuesday i guess #tea this song is ripping me to ribbons how could you do this (introduce me to a song that i love) #this post does not reflect my beliefs i am very happy that florence welch makes music but like. warn me next time. #yes i've heard this song many times before tonight i just didn't expect it to hurt me this badly <3 #a post #sorry ignore me being tired reduces my emotional tolerance to that of a toddler #it's just. when will someone tell me to come here baby and tell me something awful and true that only they could know and think my hands are #the most beautiful thing they've ever seen. florence how could you do this.

[shhh-secret-time]

I seriously don't know why people are reading your shit. It's garbage. Bet you sent those anons to yourself. Fucking give up with that love bullshit. 🤮🤢🤮 😂😂

You know. I was just gonna delete this and move on. Completely ignore it.

But honestly?

You had the balls to send that off anon, even if this is clearly a throw away account.

You wanna kiss me so bad it makes you look stupid.

#jesus fucking christ dude who hurt you? #are you okay? #do you need to talk? #my dms are open if you need me #like #you wanna give me some actual constructive criticism #or do you just like making an ass of yourself? #good shit tho #really hitting me hard with the middle school insults #dunno how I'm gonna recover from this #not a request #you're not the first and you certainly won't be the last #I'm too old and tired for this. #so real talk if you send hate like this #I probably won't answer it. #I just honestly couldn't believe this one #is this...my enemies to lover arc?!

[soldier-poet-king]

I try very hard not to hate and not to hate read and not to let little stupid things I see annoy me but oh god I hate [redacted opinion/topic] so much and I hate seeing [redacted topic/pinion] so much and I am full of violent rage and I hate that most of all

#sometimes. i see mutuals mutuals mutuals in laws bullshit #and their shit ends up on my dash #and we live in VASTLY different worlds #like ho ho holy shit you are vile and mean and for WHAT #would you say that to JESUS CHRISTS FACE???? no??? then shut the FUCK UP #anyway. yes. normally i strive to be calm an5s kind #but i saw smthn so infuriating and cruel and i am so tired and still getting over being sick #and i just. i cant hold on to my emotions anymore #everytime im like. well maybe not every single rad trad conservative holds the vilest opinions ive ever hear #heard* #then i go and see this shit and I'm like. oh no. actually. im absolutely correct in doing this whole institutional church thing alone #and on the sidelines with only a few trusted friends #bc yall have some RANCID behaviour #if ur reading this it is NOT abt you #i would never vagueblog abt a mutual or followe #this is like. a 4th degree connection and im just >:( #take ur slurs and cruelty somewhere else. better yet. log off. permanently #go become a monk. hermit. learn patience and humility and the divine beauty of creation

[antimony-ore]

It is 2023 and no one is fixing inflation or the housing situation, we could all use a third, or fourth, or-

#I'm tired of monogamous heterosexuals insisting everyone do the same thing they're doing because their god/jesus/bully/daddy said so #I say #it's all going to shit and you are never going to retire #the system is going to fail jist when we can no longer take care of ourselves and we're all going to start dying #soo #fuck nasty and be promiscuous #realize bigamy is no longer about aseemblig a harem #adapt and overcome #sorry for being too real I'm just not getting any healthier any more likable or any more financially stable #I try to have realistic expectations and I have eyes so...

[blujayonthewing]

the worst thing about bringing in and putting away groceries is that if it ends up happening at the same time that I'm struck by an intense fit of 'I haven't eaten anything yet and I'm about to turn into the joker about it' I can't just wait until I do feel like doing it because the frozen foods are gonna melt on the floor

#AUUGHH. WAILING AND GNASHING TEETH ETC. #I have done it now and I am eating something but jesus fucking christ. ten thousand years suffering etc #'too hungry and turned evil about it' happens to me SO rarely but I've been eating badly lately for ???? reasons so I guess it caught up #TOO TIRED AND ANNOYED TO COOK ALSO. ANGER CLIF BAR AND GREEN SMOOTHIE WITH MY ANGER COFFEE. UNTIL I'M NOT EVIL ANYMORE #I had to turn the fridge 'door open' alarm off because I could feel myself coming unhinged in real time fdgkjhkdjh #about me

[pastafossa]

Hey pasta, I saw your updated post about the impasta and I was curious so I went back to your original post and clicked on the link to their blog.

The blog is still up and they are active right now. Like they just posted something 5 minutes ago. So maybe they just blocked you? Either way I wanted to make sure you were aware of that

This wasn't what I thought it was referring to, so I figure I can respond. Yeah it looks like they blocked me and not deleted. They're still active and posting stuff, although I can't see it, so thank you for the heads-up (the other people who'd checked from me were also blocked so it appeared deleted across multiple people)!

Honestly at this point, all I want is two things - that people not steal my shit, and that the impasta leaves me alone. This time they denied being the impasta, and you know what? I don't care one way or the other. They still stole from my fic, stole work that wasn't theirs because, in their words, 'I just thought it was a good line and didn't think there would be a problem'.

I'm so tired of people stealing from my work when I invest this much effort into it. This is, roughly, the 5th time I've had to deal with this, since even before the Impasta saga I've had people try to plagiarize TRT. It's tiring.

If they want to keep that blog up now that everyone's aware they're a plagiarist, that's their choice. Not what I'd do but then again I wouldn't have plagiarized in the first place. What I'm hoping now is that they'll leave me alone, and they'll stick to their original work. Literally all I want. (edit: as stated, what i want is for them to leave me alone and stick to their own work, now that their stolen works are down, you can stop messaging them.)

#fanfic plagiarism #Like jesus fucking christ dear god please #i'm tired of having to deal with this #i spend so much time on trt and as much as we joke #it is exhausting having to run the plagiarist gauntlet over and over #and to just have this person wave it off as 'well i know it was wrong and yeah i stole but it was a good line' like seriously??? #yes it's a good line you wanna know why? cause i put the gd effort in to make it one #i'm not getting paid for this shit #i'm sacrificing my free time to try to write a good story and all i want is a little respect #so if they could stay away from me and keep their hands off my work that'd be *great* #sorry about the tag rant this is not directed at you