#jinyoung cheating

[looxxi]

actually so upset after watching yumi’s cells 2 ep 8 that I thought “jinyoung isn’t by got7 bias anymore, jaebeom is” ​like I know park jinyoung as a real human person is separate from yu ba bi the character but I am WOUNDED

#yumi’s cells #yumi’s cells 2 #yumi’s cells spoilers #yumi’s cells 2 spoilers #idk if this is actually a spoiler but I’ll tag it anyways lol #yumi’s cells s2 ep8 #the last ten minutes of the episode I went from literally in love to feeling like I found out MY s/o was cheating on me lol #jinyoung ik you won’t see this but I still love u #you’re just a v good actor and your acting has made me 💕✨angry✨💕 #jinyoung #jinyoung got7 #i have not read the webtoon and I am simply watching the show vibing

[star-suh]

Straight as A Line

Park Jinyoung x Male Reader

cw: homophobic top jinyoung, rough sex, dubious consent, hickeys, college au, swearing at each other, cheating, feminization, porn with a little of plot, a redemption arc for jinyoung lol… 

an: lmfaoooo that redemption arc happened when my music suddenly changed to lana del rey's songs changing the whole mood, i'm so sorry if this isn't what you wanted anon 😭🙏

this was a request.

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the university where y/n was studying was planning a trip to go camping in the mountains. it was a dream trip for y/n, he could be close to nature and breathe that pure fresh air but all that sounded too nice to be true. 

"i don't know if i want to go on the trip, fuckass jinyoung is going and i don't feel like arguing with that son of a bitch" y/n tells his friend. 

jinyoung is one of those rich guys who have a lot of ass-lickers behind them, they do whatever he asks just for the money, also the guy is a fucking homophobe, when he found out that y/n is gay he started to make his life miserable. throwing slurs and swearing almost everyday towards the guy…

every student had an assigned seat “are we in school or something?” mocked jinyoung, his smile slowly fading seeing that he has to sit besides y/n “what the fuck? who put this pillow muncher beside me?” he yelled, “can you just shut the fuck up? you're not that important dude no one cares where you sit stop being a manchild” responded y/n making jinyoung's blood boil in anger.

“listen here, cocksucker. i don't want people like you near me you disgust me” he spat while signaling towards y/n with one finger. “stop signaling me you weirdo. you know that usually men who make fun of someone who is gay do it to cover up their homosexuality .. like why are you mad about me sucking a dick that's not so straight from you, jinyoung..” a grimace of laughter finding its way onto y/n's face while jinyoung's was red for the anger, y/n swear he can see the steam coming out of his ears.

jinyoung quietly accepted he lost this time and sat beside y/n ‘this is not going to stay like this’ he thought, crafting his revenge towards the guy.

it was night already, all the tents are ready and everyone is going inside them, y/n was getting ready to sleep in his sleeping bag when suddenly the zipper of his tent opens “what the fu-” a big hand covering his mouth to prevent him from making any noises. “hello motherfucker” jinyoung smiled “you thought i forgot what you said on the bus dirty whore? i think someone should teach you manners and how to be a nice obedient bitch, what do you think?”.

managing to get away from the strong grip of jinyoung's hand on his mouth y/n says “what the fuck are you talking about you fucking psycho, get out of my fucking tent before i start to scream”.

jinyoung's big veiny hand found its way towards y/n neck squeezing it hard “do it and what i'm gonna do next it's gonna be worse, you hear me?” scared by how menacing the words came out of his mouth y/n just nodded, “what do you want then, a public apology?. fucking asshole”.

“you see.. i was talking with my girlfriend and i got so horny-”, “and? do i look like some type of… friend to you? i don't wanna know shit about it” interrupted y/n. “anyways as i said” jinyoung continued “i'm so bricked that my dick is poking his way out of my shorts, so i was looking for a way to calm it but the rest of the bitches are sleeping and apparently you're the only one bitch awake so… i thought why not use this opportunity to help you be my obedient slut. after all you like cocks” he slapped gently y/n's cheeks. “fuck you” are the only words coming out of y/n's mouth…

“shh be quiet” whispered jinyoung while forcing his cock down y/n's throat, the gagging sounds making him more horny “you're so talented at cocksucking, truly a whore. you do it better than my girlfriend” he snickered while thrusting his thick cock. 

“never thought i would see you this fucked up” jinyoung was stroking his cock while y/n was laying down panting, trying to catch his breath, with spit and cum covering his face “talking about dirty whores when you can't keep that thing inside your pants. coming here like a needy bitch looking for a hole to fuck”.

jinyoung just stared at y/n with a smirk on his face “i'm not done with you slut, look at this” he pokes his rock hard cock making it bounce a little “i'm gonna wreck your boypussy. come here” his hand snaking around y/n's shorts and discarding them quickly, along with the underwear. “leave me alone whore” y/n tried to push jinyoung with his feet but the bastard was so strong… and sexy.

jinyoung spat on his fingers and rub it on y/n's rim the cold fluid sending shivers up his spine “hngh.. stop it manwhore…” the pleasure clouding his thinking. jinyoung slap his fuckmeat on the rim and slowly introduce it, drawing a loud moan grom y/n due to the stretching “shush be quiet. you don't want someone to find us right? or is that what you want? woah what a pervert” y/n just ignored the comment and sucked on jinyoung's fingers.

“is that all you got, fragile masculinity slut?. not gonna be surprised if your girlfriend kicks you, you suck at fucki-” a slap landed on y/n's cheek. “stop being a loud motherfucker and let me fuck your pussy” his anger being canalized into fucking y/n “i don't give a fuck if you like it or not” he growls “i’m only here to use you like you let other men do”.

“fuck i love the sight of your gaping pussy. after being passed around the whole university is still so tight… even more than my girlfriend's”. “can you stop mentioning her you asshole?. she deserves a better man than you” y/n says, accommodating himself to ride jinyoung “let's get this over with, i want you gone”.

everytime he goes down y/n makes sure to do it hard causing jinyoung to moan very loudly, “look who's the loud bitch now. you call yourself a man and can't even handle me”. jinyoung laughed quickly grabbing y/n by his ankles pulling them towards him folding y/n in the process, his dick going in and out. y/n squirmed, his eyes rolled back and mouth agape, feeling that cock reaching so deep inside him, no other cock has made him feel like that.

“what happened pillow muncher.. too much to handle?” he starts sucking hickeys in the back of y/n's neck. “i'm gonna breed this pussy and after this you're gonna be mine you hear me?” he whispered while flipping y/n a fuck him while he leans on his back “no… i don't belong to.. to anyone not even to a loser like you” the older just ignored it and continued looking for his pleasure.

“guess you're not that straight macho after all” y/n murmured drawing jinyoung's attention, “just because i'm stretching your boypussy and about to cream it right now doesn't make me a homo… i'm straight as a line..”. y/n with his hooded eyes make eye contact with the top, smiled and caressed his cheek “even the straightest line can be curved dumbass” he then kisses his forehead “c'mon cream this fucking pussy… isn't this what you want hurry up before someone wakes up” fucking himself in jinyoung's dick y/n also searched for his pleasure his cock splurting with cum minutes later landing on jinyoung's chest and abs, while that happened he squeezed so hard that jinyoung came without realizing it, emptying his balls in the insatiable hole of y/n. 

jinyoung tried to catch his breath resting his head on y/n's chest falling asleep, followed by y/n minutes later.

the ride back to university was surprisingly quiet, jinyoung didn't say a word about sitting next to y/n, everyone was surprised. one by one they got off the bus with jinyoung and y/n being the last, the tall one grabbed the shorter one by the hand so that he wouldn't come down yet. "i'm going to break up with my girlfriend... what i’m doing with her is not right." "wow, at least there's some empathy inside that empty skull" y/n responded. jinyoung just laughed looking at y/n with a fond smile "sigh... i'm so sorry for what i’ve put you through all these years... i know that's not going to change the damage i've already done but i want to start being a good person… wanna go eat lunch? it's on me".

surprised by the sudden change y/n wondered what happened with him last night “are you okay? did you eat something strange this morning?”. “no fucking asshole i just… i just wanted to change my behaviour… you know if the straightest line can be curved that means that we can change and it's never too late to do it” y/n just stared at him dumbfounded “are you being serious right now? are you philosophizing over a silly phrase i just made up…ugh fucking corny anyways is free food and i can't say no to that so text me where is it and see you there. i guess..” y/n was about to get off but turned around, stood up and pet jinyoung's head, a slight blush covering his cheeks. jinyoung just stood there watching y/n get off the bus with a smile slowly forming in his face.

#jinyoung x male reader #park jinyoung x male reader #jinyoung x male reader smut #park jinyoung x male reader smut #got7 x male reader #got7 jinyoung #male reader #kpop x male reader #kpop x male reader smut #smut #male reader smut

[lookismstuff]

Reaction to Ep 462

SPOILERS ALERT

THREE major revelations take place in this episode and there will soon be a backstory that some readers are looking forward to reading.

So Jake (Gimyung) met Daniel (Hyungseok) outside of the Grimm clinic when he did his own reconnaisance. Then they both agreed on capturing CEO Charles Choi (Choi Dongsoo) and Park Jinyoung. Jake was bent on getting back at Charles for what happened to Big Deal and Daniel of course wanted to get his second body back (and uncover that mystery). They separated and agreed to meet on D-Day (the asylum attack).

I really love this interaction. Danny calls Jake "hyung" (older bro) and I wish that someday they could remain good friends. They were also joking a little bit about how useful Jake might be (or not...hahaha their short banter was everything).

Anyway they arrived at Jihan's holding cell and set him free (it was so easy, the plot must be moving at the speed of lightning again). Zack (Jinsung) came rescuing Jibeom and Hudson (Hyunsung) who, fyi, fainted after the monster's attack before Eli (Hyun) dragged it (him?) down with him two episodes ago. It was so funny, he was pissed that he was left alone helping them (I hope Vasco's fine somewhere... COME ON SOMEBODY FIND HIM).

And lo and behold, the ominiscient "Forever Man" is none other than Jihan's insane cell mate. The man is not called "Forever" for nothing. He was the first victim of Workers (lhae)'s forced confinement.

This is the first revelation.

The man's also Baek Hangyeol's father.

So somehow Hangyeol cheated the system as a minor to cosign with his mom in order to imprison his dad for reasons of insanity (I wonder if there'll be more to this backstory, like Jasmine [Youngmi]'s dad way back then who was actually a sexual molester to her).

Back to the present time, The Forever Man led Allied to a set of emergency stairs that they couldn't find before (because it's walled from the outside). And per Hangyeol's instruction, Taejin was already waiting for them at the first basement, all prepared. (CHEONLIANG BACKSTORY SOON!)

The mere sight of Taejin smirking drove Vin (Hobin) to anger and tears and soon they began to fight as Vin was determined that no witnesses should be left alive, implying that Taejin was an eyewitness to the murder that Vin had to commit in the past, or to whatever happened to Mary (Miru).

That is the second revelation in the episode, btw.

Hangyeol also told Park Jinyoung to prepare. And by preparing he meant to use his three reprogrammed victims (Big Danny, Johan and Samuel [Seongeun]) to launch an attack against Allied.

Yep his experiments were apparently to turn them into some sort of soldier/bioweapons thingy and see which one of them was the strongest (predictable, I wish it was related to the double bodies). Thanking the mad scientist for not shaving Johan and Samuel bald.

This is the third and final revelation in this episode.

#lookism #lookism webtoon #lookism manhwa #daniel park #park hyungseok #vin jin #jin hobin #lee jinsung #zack lee #jake kim #kim gimyung #lookism spoilers #allied lookism

[sscarletvenus]

despite the lookism main story having an unfathomable lore iceberg, what i really really want is gen 0 lore. like do you think charles choi killed gapryong bcz that lousy bastard cheated on him too? and james lee is gapy is and charles' kid who ended up on charles' side of the divorce? would that make jake and crystal step-siblings? is park jinyoung the sperm donor for daniel's perfect body? did tom lee lose his left hand from jerking off too hard?

#lookism #lookism webtoon #lookism manhwa #idk just keeps me up #jake kim #kim gimyung #crystal choi #choi soojung #park jinyeong #park jinyoung #charles choi #choi dong soo #gapryong kim #tom lee #tom lee lookism #daniel park #park hyungseok #daniel park lookism #jake kim lookism #jake lookism #daniel lookism #lookism james lee #dg lookism #james lee #kang dagyeom #kang dagyum

[astroyongie]

so many idols are cheating, i need some refreshments, can u name some idols who u think would never cheat based on astrology?

For boys: Minho, Changbin, Junmyeon, Sehun, Hongjoong, Mingi, Jinyoung, Hyunjae, Chanhee, Changmin , Jinjin, Wish and MU

For girls: Joy, Jisoo, Lisa, Vivi, Jinsoul, Kim Lip, J, Haram, Tsuki, Eunchae, Gaeul and Wonyoung

[monatice]

Do or Not - Bae Jinyoung

Summary: You just found your boyfriend cheating on you with a friend of yours. But before actually talking to him about it you left the apartment to call your best friend Jinyoung who would know what to do. With the help of Jinyoung and the members, you make a step into a new life.

Jinyoung and you were best friends for many years. Everyone was always jealous of how close you were and jealous of how you could talk about anything. Love, Science or even the daily news. Jinyoung and you were able to talk about it all. You appreciated this for many years, and you would do that for many more years.

During a tough time like now, you were even more grateful to have Jinyoung. You just came home earlier from work as you saw clothing on the floor, not only your boyfriend's clothing but also female clothing that weren’t yours. As you walked towards the bedroom you already heard them. You had no idea why you continued to walk towards the bedroom, but you did. And then you saw your boyfriend Woojin cheating on you with one of your friends named Miyoung. You didn't even make yourself visible to them, as you had your proof that it was indeed him, you walked back out of the apartment. As soon as you walked out on the streets the tears were running freely. You were walking down the path as you dial your best friend’s number. Jinyoung was the only person you wanted to see right now.

"Hi, dear! Finished work earlier?" Jinyoung cheered.

"Jinnie..." you sobbed.

"(Y/N)? What's going on?" you heard him pulling his car over with loud tyres.

"Can you pick me up? I- I can't go home." you sobbed again.

"Where are you?"

"On the corner to our favourite bakery," you explained.

"Wait there. I'll be there in five," he said as you heard him starting the car with speed.

"Drive carefully," you mumbled before ending the phone call.

You were waiting there for your best friend, as you saw his car pull up. Jinyoung stopped the car in front of you and left the car walking over to you, and cupping your face. "What happened? Who do I have to hurt?" he stroked away your tears with his thumb.

"He cheated on me, Jinnie..." You looked up into his eyes which widened and then were filled with anger.

"That god damn ba -" Jinyoung took a deep breath, as you stopped him with your hands on his mouth.

"He is not worth it. Can I crash on your couch?" you sniffed.

"Of course. No question needed." he pulled you towards the car, opening the door for you to sit in. After you sat in, he closed the door and walked around the car. You saw him swearing about Woojin before sitting in the car calmly.

Jinyoung started the car and turned on the heat for you, knowing that you were freezing easily. You saw him looking at you from time to time, but he didn't say anything, knowing your mind was already loud enough.

"Never thought I would come home earlier and find him with someone else." you sniffed.

Jinyoung grabbed the steering wheel tightly, making his knuckles turn white. "I cannot believe that he would cheat on you. He has a dream woman in his life, and he treats you like this," he said through gritted teeth. "I swear, I cannot guarantee for anything when I see him." he pulled onto the path to the house, driving into the garage. He leaned over to you opening the door for you from the inside. "Wait here, I just need to park the car and I come here," he explained.

You nodded and left the car, waiting for Jinyoung to return.

It didn't take him long to return to you, he took your hand and walked into the apartment building towards the elevator.

"Who was the girl? Do you know her?" he asked carefully.

You nodded. "This is why I only trust you." you sobbed.

He pulled you into his arms, holding you close. "One of your friends, seriously?"

"Miyoung," you mumbled onto his jacket.

You felt Jinyoung taking a deep breath. "Whatever you do or not. I will be by your side, alright?"

You nodded again. As you heard the elevator arriving on Jinyoung’s floor you released yourself from the hug walking towards the apartment door, opening it with the code he gave you. Jinyoung followed you and took off his shoes after you.

"Do you want to take a bath? I have fresh clothing here," he suggested.

"Yes, I feel dirty after knowing that this might not be the only time he did that." you put your jacket onto the counter.

"Alright, I prepare the bath. If you want, there is a salad in the fridge. Eat at least that, even though I know you're probably not that hungry." he walked to the bathroom while you tried to eat the salad. As much as you could because Jinyoung was right, you needed to eat something.

As he came back a few minutes later, you finished the salad. He smiled lightly. "Bathtub is ready, clothing is on the washing machine." he watched you walk into the bathroom.

He was mad, to say the least. He can't believe that your boyfriend would let someone like you go. He would give anything to be with you, not just as a friend. But he wasn't meant to be that. And he accepted that a long time ago.

After you took your bath, you returned in fresh clothing to the living room where Jinyoung was lying on the couch, scrolling through his phone. He looked up when he saw you walking over to him and then crawling onto the couch. He put his phone aside and looked at you. "Any plan for what you wanna do?"

"Well, I want to break up with him. There is no way, I stay with him after this." you fumbled with your hands. "Jinnie?"

"Mh?" he looked at you and took one of your hands so that you wouldn't pick your skin on your fingers.

"Can I live with you for a while until I find something for my own?" you looked up to him.

"Of course. Shall we pick up your clothes together later or tomorrow? You can break up with him, I pack your clothes. And if you need backup in any way. I am just one room away." he suggested.

You nodded. "I rather do it tonight, to be honest. But we won't fit everything into your car."

"Well, I could ask Yonghee and Byounggon to come with their cars as well. I am sure Seunghun would also help. I am not telling them what happened, they won't ask. Only help."

"Can you do that?" you sniffed.

"Sure, I call them now, and put them on speaker."

"Jinyoung!" Yonghee cheered. "Oh, I see a group call with Byounggon and Seunghun."

"Hi!" Yonghee said.

"Why are you calling us like this?" Seunghun asked.

"You're so observing Seunghun." Jinyoung chuckled. "Alright, don't ask questions, but come with your big space cars to (Y/N) and Woojin's apartment. We need to get her clothing out of there, and one car won't be enough." Jinyoung explained.

"So, our cars together will be enough to get everything?" Seunghun asked.

"Yes, like if we also have enough bags." you interfered.

"(Y/N)! How many bags do we need?" Yonghee asked.

"Around 50 big bags." you guessed.

"HYUNSUK! DO YOU HAVE YOUR BAGS?" Yonghee shouted, making everyone groan as they heard his voice perfectly clear.

"I swear this guy." Seunghun groaned.

"Yes, I have them. Take them if you need." Hyunsuk's voice came from the background.

"Hyunsuk?" you asked.

"Yes?" his voice is now clearer, probably stepped towards the phone.

"Can you also help get my stuff out of the apartment? The more the faster we're done."

"Sure, I get dressed and we can be there in 10 minutes?" Hyunsuk said.

"Perfect. Thank you, guys." you were so grateful that they didn't ask and were just ready to help.

"Of course, see you there in 10." Yonghee ended the phone call first.

"Alright. I will be there in 10 as well." Byounggon said before also leaving the phone call.

"Do I have to hold Jinyoung back or?" Seunghun asked.

"Yes, I think you should." you looked at Jinyoung.

"Alright. See you in ten, holding back Jinyoung." Seunghun ended the phone call as well.

After ten minutes you all arrive at the apartment. You were nervously leaving the car waving to Hyunsuk, Yonghee, Byounggon and Seunghun waiting in front of the door. You walked to them so that Jinyoung get some of the bags he took. As you stopped in front of the guys, you smiled. "Long story short. I have no idea if he is already alone, or still in bed with Miyoung. He cheated. I will break up with him while you pack my clothes. Ask Jinyoung if you're not sure if it's mine or not." you explained.

"I might need someone to hold me back while I hold back Jinyoung." Seunghun shook his head. "Unbelievable."

"I am sorry, sunshine," Yonghee said. "We get you out of here in record time," Yonghee said, as Jinyoung just approached.

"Alright, ready guys?" he said.

"Ready," they said in sync.

 "And guys. No violence," you said before entering the building to walk towards the apartment door. You opened the door and walked in just as you saw Woojin kissing Miyoung and then his eyes widened. "(Y/N)?" he looked between you and Miyoung. "I can -"

"Don't even try to explain." you stopped him. "Guys, get to work," you said to the guys who were definitely glaring at Woojin, seeing it on his scared face.

"(Y/N)."

"No. I don't want to hear that stupid explanation. I saw you with her. I was already here before I called them here." you said, looking at the person you thought you had a future with.

"You were?" he asked, shocked.

"Yes, I saw how much 'Fun' you had." you glared at him. "How often Woojin?" you asked. "How often did you cheat on me?"

Woojin looked down.

"Answer me!" you shouted.

"15 times," he answered quietly.

"15 TIMES?!" you shouted in disbelief. "Wow. Why? Wasn't I enough? Couldn't you wait for me?" you let out a breath of anger. "We're are so over, Woojin."

"(Y/N)..."

"No, you cheated on me, 15 times because you couldn't keep your pants under control!" you shouted. "You're not a man, you are an asshole." you shook your head.

"We're over. I don't wanna hear anything from you again. You can have this apartment. I find something else." You put the key onto the table. "Oh and, don't you dare talk to me or greet me when we meet on the streets. From this day on we're strangers," you said.

"I am sorry," he said.

"I don't believe anything." you shook your head.

"Sunshine, we're done," Yonghee said. "We meet downstairs at the cars?"

"Yes, I will be right there," you said, smiling at Yonghee and Hyunsuk holding the last two bags.

Seunghun and Jinyoung just came back into the room as you turned back to Woojin. "Have fun, Woojin. I hope you will regret this one day." you stepped back and turned around the guys.

"(Y/N), wait." just as he was about to take your arm, Seunghun jumped forward and stopped him. "Don't you dare and touch her? You lost that privilege when you cheated on her for the first time." Seunghun glared.

"Let's go, Jinyoung. Before we break our promise of no violence." Seunghun gave Woojin a death glare before leaving the apartment and closing the door.

Jinyoung took your hand and Seunghun was walking behind you towards the cars. As promised, everyone was standing outside the building. "So, what's the plan, now?"

"Everything to my penthouse. I have an extra room anyway. She can use that one." Jinyoung explained.

"Since when do you have an extra room?" you wondered.

Jinyoung chuckled. "For two weeks now? I cleaned that one room with all the boxes where I said it's a storage room. It's actually a normal room with windows and everything. I cleared it up but didn't know what to do with it. You can use it freely. I changed it into a guest room after all. And why not use it now." he smiled and opened his car door for you.

"Thank you, Jinnie. Really." you smiled and sat down in the car. He closed the door and turned towards the guys.

"You would be a better fit," Byounggon said, before walking towards his car.

"Agree with that one. You would at least treat her right." Yonghee said.

"Maybe one day," Hyunsuk added following Yonghee to the car.

Jinyoung looked at Seunghun. "I will have her with me now, but I will see her cry and everything. While I can't do much about it." he calmly said.

Seunghun clapped on his back. "Don't give up your hopes. Maybe now she realises that everything she ever needed was right in front of her the whole time." Seunghun smiled lightly.

"I hope you're right in this one." Jinyoung sighed. "I don't know how long I can keep hiding my feelings," he added.

"I hope this too, for the both of you. But now let's get her settled into your penthouse first." Seunghun clapped his back and walked to his car while Jinyoung took a deep breath before walking over to his car side to help you settle down, and be there for you when it was needed, as long as you needed it.

CIX Masterlist | @kbookshelf

#kbookshelf #k-labels #bae jinyoung x reader #bae jinyoung #cix #cix imagines #monatice creation

[vad-hander]

NO NAME

Pairing: Johnny (NCT) x reader x Jinyoung (GOT7)

Genre: Series | Smut | Angst | Fluff

Warnings: abuse, depression, toxic friendship, established relationships (?), mentions of self harm, messed up everything (you’ll get it as you read it), cheating, best friends to enemies, lovers to strangers

Words: 8.4k

PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3 | PART 4 | PART 5 | PART 6 | PART 7

“No.” you replied too quickly. Jinyoung’s hand that hugged your waist pulled your body closer to his, making you straddle his lap now. “What you’re doing?” you asked confused. 

“You love him?” Jinyoung’s hands caressed your side. “More than you loved me?” 

“You wouldn’t be doing it if you were sober.”

“Maybe that’s the solemn reason I got drunk.” 

“To make me confused?” 

“No, to ask do you love me or him.”

“So do you love me or her?” you whispered breathlessly, hearing your own heart beat in your ears. Jinyoung’s hand moved your hair away from your neck and pulled you in closer. You could feel his face against it and to not grip onto his neck you held against the wall. 

“You smell like him. That’s wrong if you love me.” 

“Jinyoung, please.” you tried to move back but his hands held onto your waist tightly. “You’ll thank me tomorrow. Just let go.” his fingers moved on your cheek to run his thumb over your lower lip in a slow motion, pulling your head next to his the next second. You felt his lips on yours and you couldn’t fight anymore. You knew he’d hate himself after this, you knew he’ll hate you after this, you knew all this happened solemnly because he drank and maybe because he fought with Sona but his lips moved so slowly and lovingly there wasn’t a way you’d refuse him. He pressed onto your jaw with his finger and you opened your mouth allowing his tongue to slip in. Your hands moved from the wall onto his neck and you hugged him tightly and moved your entire body closer to his, forcing him to lean onto the wall. 

You didn’t notice tears beginning to float down your face again but he could probably feel it with his lips and tried to kiss your face too but you pulled him back to your mouth. You couldn’t waste your time on something else but him kissing you. Sona probably will be back in less than a minute and you just needed to get the most out of it. Now that he brought you to that point you knew everything you built up was ruined. He licked into your mouth so hungrily it hurt you to think he was this hungry for you only because he was drunk and upset. Your hips rocked reflexively against his and the feeling of him getting turned on under you made you moan. Your hand lowered onto his lower stomach, sliding it carefully over it to go lower when you could hear someone approaching the door. You pushed him away and tried to sit next to him when his hands tried to pull you back to him. 

“Stop, Sona is here.” you hissed at him, wiping tears off your cheek but he pulled you in again against his shoulder, caressing your head. Did he try to pretend you were just crying on his shoulder for Sona? You pushed him away too harshly so he just sat next to you calmly right the time Sona opened the door. 

“I’m here, I hope you two had fun chatting.” she giggled but shut her mouth quickly realising you two weren’t having fun. 

“Y/n, what happened?” she said worried “Jinyoung?” she looked at him too. 

“It’s fine, I just got upset a little.” you chuckled and stood up. “Let’s go.” you moved your hands so Sona would go and she did, allowing for you to walk out. 

“What’s wrong?” Junwon asked worriedly as soon as he saw you. 

“It’s okay.” you smiled and hid your face by resting it against his shoulder. Junwon hugged your waist and caressed it carefully. 

“You know you can tell me.” he sighed and pulled you back a little to wipe the tears off your cheek carefully.

“I love him so much.” you whispered, gasping after every word. 

“It’s fine.” he pulled you back in, trying to calm you down only making you cry harder. “Want to go home? We can go home.” you shook your head no. “Are you sure?”

“Yeah, I’m fine. I’m fine.” you gulped and wiped your eyes, watching two people get up and leave. 

“Y/n, want to go outside? Fresh air will help you to calm down.” Sona seemed genuinely worried and you couldn’t take it. 

“Yeah, you’re right. Thank you.” you smiled and stood up. 

“Want me to go with you?” Junwon asked. 

“It’s fine.” you squeezed his hand reassuringly. 

“Okay.” you nodded standing up and found your way to another room that you noticed had a door outside. 

“I’m sorry I can’t take those games anymore, I had to come to you.” you turned your head to where Junwon’s voice was coming from. “Plus, you’ve been here for half an hour, I had to check on you.” he smiled and sat down. 

“Come here.” you patted empty space next to you. 

“You know, they have jacuzzi here.” he said randomly. 

“You want to go there?”

“Do you?”

“No.” you told him honestly. 

“Okay.” Junwon nodded understandingly and you couldn’t hold back your smile. 

“You know why I cried…?” your eyes focused on your feet. 

“I guessed it’s something he said.” you turned your head to face him. 

“He kissed me.”

“Oh… okay.”

“Yeah… He, I don’t understand really. It’s nothing like Jinyoung, he always has everything under control but he just got drunk and is doing mindless things. Like asking me if I love him, kissing me. He’s all grumpy and upset, I guess he regretted inviting us but couldn’t take back the invitation.” you sighed and looked away. 

“Or maybe he missed you so much so he couldn’t keep himself under control. Maybe he’s all upset because he can’t take you being happy with me? Or maybe we’re just over thinking and the guy is sick and tired of work and life and the relationship is not working out.” Junwon moved you closer to him and your eyes met his that were smiling. “Either way, if he reach out to you tomorrow, it’ll change everything, and if he won’t, then I guess we have to put in work of getting him in the farthest corner of your head again.”

“Junwon…” You sighed and didn’t know what to say “I wish you were my best friend for all those years…” 

“Don’t bring up Johnny to here too. Too much disappointment for one party.” you laughed out loud. 

“He’s not a disappointment anymore.”

“I told you before and I’ll tell you again, that terribly written letter full of ‘I’m sorry’s’ is pretty shit and doesn’t take any blame off him. It’s literally a waste and you choosing to act like a mother Theresa is not… smart.”

“Ugh… advise I never asked for. It’s here again.” you chuckled and slapped his shoulder. 

“Jinyoung would say the same if he knew Johnny reached out.”

“It’s not like we’re friends, I just said I forgive him and agreed to keep only good things in our memories about each other.”

“Yeah, exactly, not smart. He practically kept you hostage, I know you’re not very smart to notice, but he’s a total psycho.”

“Let’s not go there.”

“Yeah, I’m sorry.” he nodded and sighed. “It’s chilly outside, we should go back you’ll get sick.” his fingers touched yours and you could feel how frozen you were. 

“Oh, wait.” he said and you stopped, being able to hear his phone vibrate now too. “Yeah? I’m at a birthday.” he paused and his face slowly turned into a grumpy grimace “Come on, it’s Friday.” you came closer, hugging him and Junwon’s free hand hugged your shoulders. “No, I’m not drunk. I don’t want to though.” he sighed annoyed. “Okay, okay, I’ll come, leave everything as it is.” Junwon rolled his eyes and you looked at him upset. “No don’t touch anything, I’ll fix it when I’ll come, yeah, yeah, bye.”

“No.” you furrowed your eyebrows. 

“Yes.” he sighed annoyed and put his phone away. 

“I’ll stay then…” you said when he walked you through the door back into the house. 

“Alone?”

“There’s plenty of people.” you pursed your lips. 

“Don…” 

“Only because I’ll cry alone all night if I’ll go now too and this will just keep me occupied.”

“Okay, but you could’ve just went with me.”

“It’s fine.” you watched him change into his normal clothes. 

“Am I allowed to kiss you or after Jinyoung I can’t…?” you couldn’t understand if he teased or genuinely asked, pecking your cheek before you could reply. “Bye, just text me if you’ll decide to come over tonight.”

“Okay, I will.” you smiled and waved him goodbye. 

This all felt dumb now so you went and changed into your clothes too. You noticed a couple of people wearing normal clothes too. Your eyes ran over the living room where people spoke in small groups now, the games were probably over or were paused. The music played loudly and the amount of people that were standing in corridors really made it seem like some sort of teenage party. You tried to remember which way was the bar, feeling lost without Junwon. 

Your eyes could see Jinyoung the second you entered the room and you walked towards him. Not because you wanted to be next to him, but because he was at the bar. You noticed Sona too, she was standing next to him and you guessed they made up, until you reached them. 

“Hi.” you said awkwardly and Sona turned around. 

“Hi, why you changed? Are you already leaving?” your eyes ran behind her to see Jinyoung laying with his forehead on the bar. Was he knocked off or just tired?

“Junwon had to leave for work so I changed because I felt dumb in those pj’s without him.” you chuckled. “Is he okay?” you asked pointing behind Sona. 

“He’s not, I don’t think he can walk.” Sona said breathlessly. “I feel so bad but at the same time embarrassed. This is not what I planned, I was hoping I’ll blow candles on the cake and he’ll kiss me, but we’ve been fighting through the whole evening about little things and he got drunk because of it, now I’m just trying to get him back to his senses, maybe he’ll be there for me when I’ll blow the candles, but the time is ticking and I can’t leave him alone too. The whole party is a mess, i should probably go home and take him to bed.” 

“The party is cool Sona, you don’t have to be so stressed, I think you should blow those candles. If he’s knocked off here, he won’t go anywhere.” 

“I ordered coffee for him so I’ll hope the courier will be here soon and I’ll go home, everyone can stay to party until morning.” 

“Sona, I’m so sorry everything is not going according to plan.” you made a sad face. “I should probably go home too.” you sighed and looked around. 

“You’re not planning on staying…?” 

“No, I know no one, so if you’re leaving what’s the point.”

“Wait, can you take him home?”

“Huh?” 

“I know I shouldn’t be asking but I just want to blow those candles and play last two games I have prepared. If you’re leaving anyway, of course.” she looked at her phone. “Oh wait, the coffee is here, I’ll pick it up.” she ran away quicker than you could reply. 

“Do you hear me?” you leaned in to Jinyoung and could smell a strong alcohol odour. 

“I do.” he replied quickly. 

“Are you sick?”

“No.” 

“Okay, can you sit up then?” 

“Yeah.”

“Okay.” he raised his head and looked at you. You just wanted to kiss him, the thought didn’t leave you for the slightest second. “You don’t look too drunk to not be able to walk.” he blinked slowly as if he was just sleepy. “All those years it’s my first time to see you wasted.” you smiled and bit onto your lip. “Sona got you coffee, I’ll take you home, okay?” 

“Where’s coffee?” 

“She’s getting it.” You turned to where she left “There it is.” you pointed with your hand at her but he didn’t look. 

“Jinyoung, here, drink it, maybe you’ll feel better. Maybe you’ll be able to be there for the cake?” 

“I’ll go home, she’ll take me.” he stood up and almost fell back. Your hands caught him quickly and helped him sit back. 

“Drink this and we’ll see.” you suggested to smooth out the situation. 

“Yes, Jinyoung, drink it.”

“Sona.” he said and took the cup from her hands. 

“Yeah?” your eyes moved onto hers. She looked at him so lovingly and caring. 

“Thanks.” he sipped on the drink and closed his eyes. You didn’t realise he was still hugging your waist with his hand until you tried to sit back and couldn’t. You pulled the hand off with yours, sitting down. 

“Y/n, are you sure?”

“Yeah, I wanted to leave anyway.” 

“Y/n, thank you so much.” she leaned in and hugged you. 

“I’ll order the car.” you fished the phone out of your pocket ordering the taxi and sending Junwon a simple message saying ‘I’m bout to take Jinyoung to his home bc he’s wasted. I’m dying.’ “It’ll be here in three minutes we should go. Thank you so much for the invitation and the party was super fun. Please eat the cake for me and Junwon, and happy birthday once again.” you smiled and moved your attention onto Jinyoung. “Let’s go, okay?” 

“Jinyoungie, I’ll call you tomorrow.” she told him and moved closer to try to kiss but he kind of refused her and you tried to make it seem as if he fell back. 

“Bye, bye.” you smiled awkwardly and put his hand over your shoulders but he kind of walked normally, only leaning onto you a little. —

You helped Jinyoung sit on the seat and walked around the car to get onto the free seat next to him. Leaning over to fasten his seatbelt you felt his hand on your waist. 

“Thank you.”

“It’s no problem.” you smiled at him genuinely and moved back. 

“Sit in the middle.” he stopped you by grabbing your hand. 

“Okay.” you agreed and sat down. He tried to help you with the seat belt but it more felt like he was just touching you so you pushed him away and did it yourself. Jinyoung rested his head against the window and you finally made a loud sigh, closing your eyes too. Suddenly you felt tired from everything that’s been going on. 

You could feel a hand very up your thigh and for the slightest second you believed you fell asleep and that was a dream, but the heavy breathing into your ear made you realise it all was very real. 

“Jinyoung.” you tried to pull him off you but he only insisted more, leaving warm wet kisses on your neck. His fingers were gripping onto the upper part of your thigh harshly, making the hem of your dress go up. “Jinyoung, please stop.” you hissed for the driver to not notice but he seemed to do it anyway. 

“Sir, please don’t touch her in my car.” Jinyoung seemed to not hear, sucking onto the spot behind your ear. “Jinyoung, do you hear.” you tried to move his hand from you. 

“Sir, I’ll stop the car if you’ll continue.” 

“Okay, okay. I won’t touch her.” he pulled back and looked at you with the most sober look ever. “But change the address please.” 

“What?” you looked at Jinyoung confused when he said your address to the driver. 

“Let’s go to yours.” 

“What you’re trying to do?” you looked at him more or less shocked. 

“Nothing.” he said quickly to you and pecked your lips leaving you astonished. “Just take us there please.” he smiled politely and propped his head against the window again. His hand went back to your thigh and you closed your eyes trying to breathe normally. 

-

“Jinyoung, I promised Sona to take you home, you weren’t able to walk and now you’re the one dragging me to my house?” you couldn’t describe your feelings any other way than just confused. “Did you even drink or you pretended all the way through?” you pulled onto his hand forcing for Jinyoung to look you in the eyes when the both of you stood in front of the elevator. 

“The coffee made me feel better.”

“Okay…” You said confused and allowed him to pull you behind him into the elevator. 

“I can’t believe you left me for three months right after I told you I can’t loose you after just having you back in my life.” he cornered you and leaned in. 

“You just disappeared after I met Junwon. I thought that’s what you wanted, to make sure I’m save and disappear.”

“I want to get inside of you.”

“What?” you looked at him shocked and tried to push him away. The elevator opened and it forced him to go away himself. 

“I always think of that one video you sent me when we were together.” Jinyoung’s fingers dropped onto your waist the second he walked through your door and shut it behind him. You felt too warm and wanted to open a window immediately. “The one where you’re showering with wet hair dripping.” you gulped and wondered where he’ll lead it. “You know that I’m obsessed with your body but you still made me watch you in that club wearing that blue dress. I still wish I didn’t refuse when you tried to make me sleep with you.”

“Jinyoung.” you gasped and held onto his hands to move them away from you. 

“No, listen. Nothing could compare to your smile. It’s what does it for me, but seeing you smiling because of another guy… it’s what made me realise I’m a terrible person for making you believe I didn’t love you back. It was so… knowing that you still loved me after a year, I thought I’ll work out everything quickly but I didn’t. I made you suffer only to realise I still love you, but I don’t know how you feel now.” his hands turned you around and you met his stare. “But to be fair, I don’t really care right now either. You don’t need to be in love to make love to me. Just say that you want me too.” you touched his face with your fingers to make sure you weren’t dreaming of him once again. Jinyoung was standing inside of your apartment, explicitly hinting that he wants to sleep with you but something made your heart screech. Something made you so scared and insanely confused at the same time.

“You’re saying you love me?” all that came out of your mouth. 

“Can we leave the love talk for tomorrow?” 

“But why…? Why would you want to do all this now…?”

“I can’t talk anymore.” he sighed and pulled you in, crushing his lips against yours. Running his fingers down to your butt he tried to force you to jump onto him but you ignored it, wrapping your hands around his neck. You could burst from excitement the very second you realised he wanted you too. He made you feel warm in every way possible and you couldn’t wait for him to take everything off you to cool you down. You walked the both of you to your bedroom without breaking down the kiss. You had to let go of him to open the door, feeling Jinyoung’s lips move down to your neck and shoulder, sucking and licking every centimetre of your skin. 

“Fuck.” you mumbled, hitting your legs on the same tripod Junwon always bumped into. You kind of pushed Jinyoung and he fell back down onto the floor making you chuckle while your thoughts ran to Junwon suddenly, hoping he won’t decide to come to yours after work. 

Jinyoung caressed your thighs now that you were straddling him. “I don’t have condoms.” you blabbered randomly when he stared at you quietly. 

“You don’t trust me anymore?” 

“I don’t know if you trust me.” 

“I want to call you mine again. I want to wake up next to you every day and feel like the love of my life is here. I want to marry you too, I want all of it still.”

“Stop making me believe you won’t hate me tomorrow for allowing you to do it.” 

“I won’t because I’m making you do it.” he leaned in to kiss you slowly, pulling your dress up your thighs. He broke off the kiss, sliding the dress up your body, closing his eyes slightly after taking a glance at you. “Turn around.” he had to clear his throat before speaking. 

You moved around and felt his fingers on your waist pulling you to sit down on him once again. Your back pressed against his chest and his hand held you under your chest. You could feel his teeth nibble on your ear lightly before he lowered his head to caress his cheek against your neck. “I just missed being next to you, holding you and touching you.” 

“You just thought you loved Sona.” 

“I didn’t.” his palm began its way down your stomach and you felt way too excited even by that. Your fingers ran up to his head immediately, running your nails over Jinyoung’s  nape and holding onto it afterwards. 

“Why did you act like that then?” 

“Just because I thought its for the best.” he sighed and touched you through your underwear. “It really wasn’t, and I’m not doing it because I’m drunk. I was the one that asked Sona’s permission to invite you, it’s what I dreamt of for the past months.” his fingers put pressure onto your bud and let go the next second, making you rub your butt against him. “You’re my favourite human in the whole wide world. I can’t wait to hear you moan.” he whispered into your ear, sliding his finger against your slit up and down teasingly. 

“You’re not doing anything to hear it.” you sighed and felt him slide under your underwear. 

“Am I now?” you could feel his lips brush against your cheek. 

“Maybe a little.” you gasped and held onto his neck tighter when you could feel him draw circles on your sensitive bud. “Now more.” you made a weird screeching sound trying to not react too vigorously to what he’s been doing. His other hand found your breasts, massaging them carefully.

“Spread your legs more.” he suggested and let go of you, forcing you to have your legs on outside of his, spreading them more by placing his legs wider. “Do you want me to lick you?” 

“No, I won’t be able to take it.” 

“Why?”

“Because even this is too much already.” you gasped trying to find what to hold on to with your free hand. 

“Why? Should I stop?” his finger slipped inside of you and you moaned right into his ear, moving your body to feel pleasure.

“No, no, don’t.” 

“Why are you so strained?”

“I’m going to cum if I won’t be.”

“How come this quickly?” he pressed his face against your cheek, moving his opened lips against it mindlessly. 

“Because it’s you.” 

“What’s with me?” his other hand moved to lay against your shoulder blades, pressing your body against him strictly. When his second finger slipped inside of you, your other hand finally found it’s place - on Jinyoung’s wrist, grabbing onto it for dear life. 

“I won’t hold back.” 

“I’m not asking you to.” his fingers pumped in and out of you quicker than before, feeling him let go of your shoulders only to dive in his fingers to rub onto you clit. “Cum if you want to.” you couldn’t stop yourself from moaning his name and letting go of his neck you grabbed onto his other wrist, trying to make him let go of you. You felt his teeth bite onto your neck trying his best to stop you from moving all over the place but it barely helped you. “Will you?”

“Mm, yeah, here, I will, please.” your nails dug into the skin of his wrists and it probably hurt him terribly but he seemed too focused on what he was doing to notice it. Your moans fastened when Jinyoung’s tongue began licking the bitten skin of your neck. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.” you swore when you felt the awaited high make your head go dizzy. Your entire body felt like jelly and even though you wanted to turn around and kiss him you had no physical power in doing so. 

“You’re tired?” he whispered into your ear after a minute, pecking it. 

“Aren’t you?” 

“Not after you moaning my name like that.” he pressed his lips over your temple. 

“5 minutes is all I need.” You sighed breathlessly and rested your body against Jinyoung’s. “I’ll lay on the bed, your hard on is kind of not nice to sit on.” you laughed and caught yourself at the thought of not starting to act too casual, it’s still not settled. 

Jinyoung helped you to stand up and fall onto the bed and the strong smell of Junwon’s presence hit your nose. He just slept there last night and now you were about to have another man sleep there. The situation wasn’t really crooked but Jinyoung didn’t know that and would probably feel burdened. You rolled your body over to the side where Junwon usually slept so Jinyoung would sleep on your side of the bed. 

“This mattress is so much better than the one you had.” Jinyoung sighed laying on the bed. 

“We’re here to talk about mattresses?” you said sarcastically. Jinyoung rolled over to your side and pecked your lips before talking. 

“Ride me.” just two words that left his lips made fire burst inside of you and you were almost sure he most definitely knew what he did. 

“Id love that but I want to be under you.”

“Reasons I should listen to you?” he moved his body atop of yours and kissed you slowly, rocking his cock against you. 

“Fuck I’ll probably go insane with you inside me.” 

“Trust me I’ll lose my mind completely just slipping inside of you.” your hands slid down to the belt on his waist, undoing it quickly and forcing the button and the fly of his pants to get out of your way in less than 30 seconds, you slid your hand into his pants, squeezing his member in your hand multiple times. 

“How come everything about you is so perfect, Park Jinyoung?”

“What?” he gasped when you squeezed your hand tighter. 

“Even your cock is perfect, there’s not one flaw, I just can’t believe the fact you’re all perfect and in this much need of me.”

“Because you’re perfect for me maybe?” he asked quickly and pushed your hand away from his pants. You watched him take the pants and the underwear off, making your mouth water at a single sight of his perfectly built cock. 

“Oh fuck, just go all in.” you pumped him in your hand, before he took your panties off. You felt him slide up and down your slit, covering himself in you. 

“All in?”

“Yeah.” you sighed and spread your legs wider than before, mentally preparing for a stretch you craved for the most. Your moan and his grunts were the only noises that filled up the room. “Just go deeper.” you gasped and felt his  hips smash against yours. “Yeah.” you nodded again. 

“Baby, shit, I mean Y/n, this is driving me insane.”

“Why?” you gasped when his palm squeezed your side to get inside of you better. 

“Sex with you is always making my heart burst with love.” he paused mid sentence every time his hips slapped against yours. “I just love you so much no words are helping me to express my feelings even though I’m teaching freaking literature.”

“Slow down.” you pulled his face towards you and hugged his neck “If you’re doing this not just to get yourself off, do it slowly, make love to me. I’m so scared to say out loud that I love you. I’m scared because if you won’t be here tomorrow I won’t be able to live this life anymore.”

“Don’t say things like that. I won’t leave you and I’m not doing it to get myself off, now I won’t let you sleep until the break of dawn.” He kissed your lips slowly and your eyes closed in pleasure immediately. “Is that better?” he asked breathlessly probably regretting his decision to slow down.

“Yes.” you moaned into his ear. “But if you want to cum, just do it.” 

”Inside?” 

“Everywhere.” your eyes rolled backwards when his pace fastened once again. 

You could feel his seed spread inside of you in 10 minutes, only taking a slight break before cuming inside of you another couple times. 

-

You never felt more scared to wake up in your life before. All those night stand would never compare to what you felt right now. You tried to work out if you slept facing the bed or the wall and the simple calculations you did made you believe you were sleeping with your face to the wall. You wanted to open your eyes to understand somehow if he was next to you still but you didn’t work out yet how’d you do it without facing it. Opening your eyes firmly you closed them back in a second. Jinyoung made a low chuckle and you couldn’t believe you forgot you slept on the other side of the bed. 

“I did see you opened your eyes.” his hand landed on your cheek. You opened them back up to look at Jinyoung who smiled at you softly. 

“Am I in parallel universe? Why are you so chilled right now…?” you asked confused. 

“You don’t need to worry about anything.” Jinyoung ran his thumb over your lower lip. 

“But are you worried?”

“No.” his smile gave it all away and you pushed his hand off you. “Why?” 

“You don’t have to play pretend.” 

“I’m not pretending. Even if I’m a little upset with my own self it doesn’t mean I’m not happy to be with you right now.” 

“But you are upset.”

“But why does it matter now? I want to not think of these things while we’re here.” 

“Why?”

“Because it’s not something you have to worry about.” he looked at you, pulling your head in gently. 

“Why?”

“You just wanted to help Sona, if I didn’t risk it all in that taxi I would’ve woken up on my own in my bed. When you let me touch you and kiss you in that car I knew you won’t be against sleeping with me. I know we both wanted it but I’m the one who initiated all of it so if there’s anyone to blame it’s me.” 

“Okay.” you nodded not knowing what else to say. You kind of wished now he left before you woke up. 

Jinyoung moved your head closer to his and kissed you slowly. “Do you have plans for today?” he moved his lips to your cheek. 

“No, but what time it is?” you reached for your phone and looked at the screen when it lit up. “Shit it’s 3pm.”

“You needed to go somewhere?” Jinyoung’s fingers ran down your back making you shiver quickly. 

“No…” you gulped noticing one message on your phone from Sona. “Did you give Sona my phone number?” 

“What?” Jinyoung’s lips kissed their way up your side now. 

“Sona texted me.”

“Texted you what?” he moved away concerned. 

“That she came home and you’re not there. She’s asking me where you are. You live with her? That’s why you wanted to change the address?” you felt somehow betrayed. Jinyoung acted like a great liar and you couldn’t understand when did he start to lie so professionally. “You just wanted to sleep with me but didn’t want to upset her? And what if I lived with Junwon? What would you do?” you pushed him away disappointed. 

“I don’t live with her, what are you saying. She came because she knows the code, I didn’t think of anything when I wanted to change the address, your house is closer, that’s the only reason, I swear.” you turned your back to him keeping quiet. “Maybe you just don’t trust me anymore and think of me differently.” you could feel him move on the bed, standing up and by the sound of it putting his clothes on. 

“Yeah, sure, just leave.” you mumbled disappointed. Everything was bound to go down in flames in the morning and you just knew it, but still gave in last night. Knew it’s going to hurt but still allowed yourself to do it. Jinyoung walked over your bed and you could see him approach you with your peripheral vision. Jinyoung squatted in front of you and you tried to pretend you never noticed him. He laid his lips right above your knee, making you shiver immediately. Jinyoung’s fingers touched your feet and you couldn’t understand what he wanted until you felt material of your underwear slide up your legs. You helped him put it on and sat back down onto your bed. Jinyoung stood up and your eyes ran up after him, quickly going back to looking straight when his eyes caught you. He put on a shirt over your head, forcing your hands to go through designated holes making them drop back down lifelessly.

Jinyoung’s body lowered next to you, touching your hand ever so slightly. You didn’t pull away and he took it as a green light. Jinyoung’s hand hugged you around the waist, forcing to fall back when he fell back, intertwining your every limb with his. He made your head lay atop of his biceps, resting his lips against your forehead. Even though you tried to fight with your own body, you hugged him back quickly, hiding your face against him. 

“Do you still feel it?” he spoke so slowly and quietly you felt like you could fall asleep once again. “Feel like you love me? Like you belong right next to me? Do you think you still trust me? Think I’m the one you’ll be able to love? Do you think I can make you happy? Or do you think I’m not someone you loved anymore? Do you think we can’t go past this night? I’ll never be able to live my life like the happiest year of my life didn’t exist. Like you never existed in it. I just miss us talking, I miss your stories, I miss the way you listened to everything I told you. Nobody listens to me the way you did. I miss how you teased me about everything, I miss the way you teased me for doing things not the way you were doing them, calling me old and all that. I just miss how you brought light to my life and made it all make sense. How you’d hug me for hours just because I couldn’t see you for a day, how you’d always make time for me, how you’d do anything if I ever asked you for help. I miss your smile, I miss kissing your lips before I fall asleep and kissing them right after I wake up.” he paused and the sound of your heart beating deafened the room. “You’re probably wondering why the hell is he saying all this after all those months of rejection or after I said we probably won’t work out anymore. I still remember that look on your face after I said it. I wanted to take those words back immediately, I wanted to just kiss you and go back home, but I couldn’t. Somehow I thought it’ll all go away if I’ll keep the things the way they turned out, but nothing went away and when you brought Junwon to our movie night I just felt so disappointed with myself I couldn’t talk to you. I realised you finding someone wasn’t actually something I wanted for real, it was something I thought was right.” he paused again and rubbed his face your hair. “Please say something?” his fingers moved over to your face, trying to see any reaction on it. You held onto his palm, pushing it off your face when you suddenly remembered how you held onto his wrist with your nails. 4 blue moon shaped bruises caught your eyes on each of Jinyoung’s wrists. 

“I’m sorry.” you ran your finger over them, raising your eyes to look him in the eyes. “How are you going to explain this to Sona.” 

“It’s not what I wanted you to talk about.” he caught your finger and moved it away. 

“What do you want me to say…” you sighed and moved your body a little to have your face closer to his neck. “You’re saying all this but you’ll get back to reality when you’ll exit this place so what matters is what you’ll do or say later. You’re going to go insane when you’ll actually process in your head what you did, when you’ll process that things you’d never do were done so easily last night and I have no idea what you’re going to do about it and how you’re going to feel about me. At least, I know I risked it all and got the taste of what I wanted for the last time, because I don’t believe you’ll come back here tomorrow. I doubt you’ll come back here at all.” 

“I meant it when I said I love you.”

“Okay.” you sighed into his neck. “Why does it matter to you suddenly? After living all your life with your brain, why suddenly listen to your heart?”

“Because when I’m with you I always do what my heart tells me, even though I make it seem for you the other way round. I just wanted you to be able to depend on me.”

“I understand nothing, Jinyoung.” you raised your head and looked at him with tears in your eyes. 

“I’ve got so much love for you, but I don’t know what to do.” he said hopelessly and it was probably the first time in your entire life you saw that look on his face. You leaned in to him, kissing his plump lips with love. Jinyoung’s hand helped you straddle him, running his hands back up to hold your face in place, while your hands were hugging his neck. You kissed him deeply, you kissed him trying to return all the love you had for him back through the tip of your tongue, but the more you kissed him the deeper you fell, the harder it felt to unlock your arms and let go of him. The longer you kissed the more it felt like your last ever kiss. You couldn’t stop thinking it was a goodbye on his side, you tried to make yourself brave enough to make it a goodbye on your side too. Jinyoung’s lips sucked onto your lower lip teasingly making that heaviness in your chest grow bigger. You tried to pull back but Jinyoung’s hand suddenly pushed your head back down, taking all you had for him himself. When it felt like too much, when you felt like you reached the point of no return you pushed back, catching his hands and making them let go of you. 

“I want more.” he whined like a child and you slapped yourself internally for moving your head a millimetre towards him. 

“Please go.” you tried to move from his legs but his grip was stronger than before. 

“Why?” 

“Sona’s looking for you, I have to see Junwon too.”

“Why?”

“Because I miss him.”

“Even when you’re with me?” you didn’t reply and Jinyoung’s hands let go of you, allowing for you to move away from him. “I’m sorry for everything.” he said bitterly. 

“Are you saying sorry for everything you said and did?” you felt yourself getting worked up. 

“No, I’m not sorry for that. I’m sorry for not understanding how much you’re attracted to him and how much you love him. I made you cheat on someone you love, so I’m sorry.” 

“Okay.” you wanted to say what was actually going on between you and Junwon but he just went on and you decided to not make him feel better about himself. 

“Okay.” he repeated after you in a minute, putting all of his clothes back on. “Bye.” 

“Goodbye, Jinyoung.” you gulped loudly not being able to hold yourself back when you heard the door close behind him. 

“No, I was thinking of this Friday maybe?” 

“Just for the weekend?” 

“Maybe the weekend, maybe a week, who knows?” you chuckled into your phone. “You should come with me, my mom would love to meet you.”

“As who?” you could hear him tap his keyboard through the phone. 

“A dear friend.” you heard Junwon’s low giggle. “What? Scared?” you teased, running your eyes over the crosswalk. The light turned green and you made your way towards your house. 

“No, I’m not scared. I just have to work.” 

“I get it, I totally joked.” you said quickly and listened to his breathing for a while. 

“I’m a little worried about you though?”

“Eh?” 

“Two days after the Jinyoung accident you’re leaving.”

“This isn’t related to him, my mom calls me to come home all the time.” 

“Okay…” you could hear in his face he didn’t believe it.

“Plus… I said I love you right into his face, if I didn’t lie, he would’ve stayed so it’s my decision and I’m fine.” 

“But why? Why you said it? Do I need to know something?” you laughed out loud. 

“Because I didn’t understand if he did really want it or not.” 

“So this just proved to you he didn’t actually want it?”

“Yeah, I guess so.” you sighed and felt heavy. 

“Do you thi…” a shock wave ran through your body the moment a stranger pulled you by the hand. 

“Let go, I’ll scream!” You shouted immediately, pulling onto your hand. Your phone fell onto the ground and you turned around to remember this persons face. You were hoping they just needed money and was ready to give it to them. “Oh my god.” you gasped when you realised it’s Jinyoung. 

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you.” his hand let go of you and you bent to grab the phone. 

“Y/n, Y/n? Do you hear me? Y/n?” you could hear Junwon shout into the phone. 

“I dropped the phone.” you sighed. 

“What happened? Where are you? I’ll come.” 

“No, no. It’s fine, it’s… I dropped the keys and the guy just gave them to me. I didn’t hear him call.” your eyes ran over Jinyoung’s face while you were talking. 

“Are you sure? Are you lying? Name a fruit if you’re in danger?” his concerned voice made you chuckle. 

“No need to worry, I am totally fine. I’ll text you later, okay?”

“Yeah, bye. You scared me.”

“I know, I got scared myself, bye.” you hid the phone in your pocket. “You could’ve just called my name. I’m not deaf.” 

“I did, but I guess you didn’t hear because you were on the phone. I’m sorry, you walked too fast I…” he paused. 

“Whatever. What you wanted?” your eyes ran over his entire body. He wore sweatpants and a hoodie, probably coming to you from home. “Forgot something?”

“I…hm…” you looked concerned “I broke up with Sona.”

“Congrats?” you made a careless face expression. 

“What?” he looked at you confused. 

“What you wanted me to say?” 

“I don’t know.” he shook his head and looked at his feet. “I just wanted you to know that I was not planning on dating her after what happened.” 

“Okay.” 

“And I understand that you love your boyfriend and everything is so crooked.” his eyes met yours and he paused. “Did you tell him, by the way?” 

“I did.” you blinked mindlessly. 

“Are you two… okay?” he bit onto his lower lip and stared at you asking. “It’s none of my business I guess.” he shook his head trying to get back to what he wanted to say. “I came to tell you something.”

“Yeah?” you suddenly felt nervous, gulping. The pause felt like forever and you couldn’t understand what he slowed down for. 

“When I left your place I realised my timing was wrong, when I realised I love you, you already found someone else and I can tell you’re not making it up like I tried to. What really matters is I made you cheat, I’m so sorry, I want to apologise for making you do it. I honestly feel disgusting because of myself. I came to apologise and to tell you that I’m transferring to a university in Busan. It’ll help us to get over each other. I mean, for me to get over everything that happened and for the both of us to not ruin each other’s life’s anymore.” 

“You’re what?” 

“I’m moving to Busan.” he said once again and you couldn’t breathe for a second. 

“But why?” you took a little step closer to him. 

“I just don’t want to trigger neither of ours feelings.” you chewed onto your lower lip, wishing to touch his elbow but resisting.

“I really … really am sorry. Guilt is eating me alive, I ruined your relationship..” 

“You didn’t.” 

“What do you mean? You didn’t tell him?”

“I did, but he doesn’t care.” 

“Wh… what? What do you mean?” Jinyoung were confused. 

“We’re just fuck buddies, we don’t care.” you said quickly. “You don’t have to blame yourself for nothing on my side, if it’ll make you feel better.” you touched his forearm. Jinyoung’s hand laid atop your fingers, holding on to them. 

“Come to Busan with me then?” 

“Jinyoung, this all is so confusing.” you shook your head and took a step back, losing all contact you two had. 

“Y/n, please. Just this once.” Jinyoung’s fingers landed on your cheek, holding you in place. “Just say you want me to drop everything and stay with you? Just say you want us to be together again. Or say you’ll go with me. Please say anything.” he begged you hopelessly and you couldn’t believe your eyes. It wasn’t anyone, this was Jinyoung. You just couldn’t work out it was real. He was asking you to do crazy things, Jinyoung wanted to be crazy and asked you to be crazy with him. 

Your fingers touched his on your cheeks, while you chewed on your lower lip. 

“And what would you do for me to say this?” you asked seriously, making his hands hang down his body holding yours. 

“What do you mean? What you want me to do?” 

“You’re the one who should tell me what you’d do to have me back. Shouldn’t you show me your determination?”

“Wh…what?” his confused look almost made you chuckle aloud. 

“Close your eyes.” the words left your mouth slower than he closed them. 

“I really… really don’t know what you want me to do but if you’ll tell, I’ll do anything.”

“Jesus, Jinyoung, shut up.” you sighed and took a step closer to him. “You really shouldn’t have done everything this way.” you whispered. “But the way you did it makes me feel like the both of us are still teenagers.” you sighed heavily. “I wanted you to close your eyes so you’d get all nervous while I make you wait. Are you nervous? Do you want to know if I’ll refuse or agree?” 

“I do.” he gulped. 

“What if I’ll make you wait for an hour?” you held back to not touch his soft cheek. 

“I guess I’ll wait but…” you interrupted him by smashing your lips against his. You couldn’t tiptoe because you lost your balance, forcing Jinyoung to bent a little. Your lips moved slowly against his, and even though he kissed you back his hands didn’t touch you. You wrapped your hands around his neck, kissing him faster than before and he pulled back. “What does this mean?” he blinked quickly. 

“Nothing, I’m just kissing you. It’s not the reply.” you tried to kiss him again, when his hands held onto yours, forcing for you to let go of him. 

“I don’t understand your game.” 

“It’s because you’re not smart, even though you try to seem so.”

“Y/n.” he licked his lips and you wanted to kiss him again and again. 

“Want to go upstairs?” you didn’t let him speak. 

“What for?” 

“To spend last minutes before you go to Busan together.” 

“I shouldn’t have come.” he dropped your hands, turning on his heels to walk away. You watched him take quick steps towards his car that he always parked there. Halfway through, you suddenly realised. 

“Jinyoung, wait. Wait!” you ran after him, quickly getting in front of him when he stopped walking. “You forgot something.”

“What?” he looked confused behind you and when he couldn’t find anything on the ground looked back at you. 

“Me?” you raised your hands for him to hug you but he froze confused. 

“Huh?”

“Didn’t you say you wanted me to go to Busan with you? I thought you’d feel relieved and would want to hug me.” you pouted and moved your hands back down. 

“I can’t feel relief when I’m confused like this.” 

“I want you to drop everything for me, and I want to go anywhere you want me to go with you, if you’ll promise to love me like you did, if you’ll promise to always stay by my side, okay?” 

“But, what was this with doing something for you?” his brain seemed to not move on. 

“I fooled around but you weren’t able to understand. I need to once again get used to the idea that you’re the biggest grandpa in the world.” 

“I was thinking of all the options you could come up with.” 

“Everything you do is more than enough.” you made your lips go in a straight line and smiled. 

“I love you.” he leaned in to peck the corner of your lips. “And your crazy brain.” 

THE END

#kpop imagines #nct x reader #kpop fanfic #kpop smut #got7 fluff #got7 fanfic #got7 smut #got7 scenarios #jinyoung fluff #jinyoung x reader #jinyoung smut #park jinyoung #jinyoung #kpop angst #kpop fluff #got7 jinyoung #Jinyoung au #Jinyoung series #Jinyoung angst #got7 x reader #got7 x y/n

[zkdlliinrecs]

rec guide

by group/characters:

SEVENTEEN: MATURE, NON MATURE

jeonghan, cheol, joshua, seokmin, hansol, wonwoo, mingyu, seungkwan, soonyoung, jihoon, chan, jun, minghao

NCT DREAM: MATURE, NON MATURE

jeno, mark, donghyuck, jaemin, jisung, renjun, chenle

ATEEZ: MATURE, NON MATURE

seonghwa, hongjoong, mingi, wooyoung, san, jongho, yunho, yeosang

GOT7: MATURE, NON MATURE

jaebeom, mark, jackson, jinyoung, youngjae, bam, yugyeom

ENHYPEN: MATURE, NON MATURE

jay, heeseung, niki, sunghoon, jake, jungwon, sunoo,

ANIME: MATURE, NON MATURE

by trope/au:

FRIENDS TO LOVERS: MATURE, NON MATURE

BEST FRIENDS TO LOVERS: MATURE, NON MATURE

ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP: MATURE, NON MATURE

ENEMIES TO LOVERS: MATURE, NON MATURE COWORKERS TO LOVERS: MATURE, NON MATURE STRANGERS TO LOVERS: MATURE, NON MATURE ROOM-MATES TO LOVERS: MATURE, NON MATURE BROTHER'S BEST FRIEND AU: MATURE, NON MATURE CHEATING AU: MATURE, NON MATURE FAKE DATING AU: MATURE, NON MATURE

[lhes-variant]

GUYS MRS PARK CHEATED ON DANIELS FATHER. IM TELLING YOU THIS JINYOUNG IS THE FATHER 😔😔😔😭😭😭

[lgcjinyoung]

「          sugar rush                                                                                                                                       feat. @lgcjisoo                                                                                                                              spring market food tour     」  

jinyoung is enamored by everything regarding this trip. he never thought being smart would pay off like this. now he truly thanked his brain for being naturally gifted in soaking up knowledge with minimal effort. the gym was already calling for him tomorrow but today- today he would indulge himself. that’s what they were here for after all, right?

“do you think they’d be shocked if I ended up eating everything? I want to at least try it all,” jinyoung asked with a smile directed at jisoo, already aware of the potential judgement he’d face but not entirely finding it within him to care. 

it wasn’t like this would be his first cheat day ever. he was sure his metabolism could shoulder the additional calories for just one day.

#lgcjisoo #para: slow journey; #lgc:springboys

[revejoy]

see hyungwon that's why jinyoung is my ult while you're out there cheating i know he's at war

#pt

[its-chelisey-stuff]

What makes this conflict perfect (as in super messed up) for me is the added layer of nostalgia for the fans of He is Psychometric (a favorite of mine because it got me out of my worst kdrama slump). I truly never thought I would see these two on my screen again and even less in a romantic setting. But dramaland has its ways of surprising you.

Yet, she said it lol it’s out in the open now and Babi’s heart has been shaken! Oh, Babi. You bad, bad Babi.

I can say that I'm rooting for Yumi and Babi (even knowing how the original story goes in the webtoon) and I'm not so low-key wishing they change their fate as a couple somehow. Yet, as a fan of both YeEun and Jinyoung's chemistry and their last work together, my feelings are all over the place and I find myself excited for a new loveline, for their hinted future together. I even feel like a traitor to Yumi. (The Director or whoever casted YeEun knew very well what they were doing and I salute them for it lol)

Now, is this wrong? Not yet. I mean, to a certain point, you can't control your feelings sometimes and you cannot choose who you like and when. Even if you are in a relationship, it doesn't mean that you can turn off liking other people like a switch (it sure would be great if stuff like that could happen irl) but you can choose how to act upon it. And fact is, loving and being with someone in a committed relationship is a choice, and is one you take everyday, and some days it is harder than others. And Babi is presented with a situation that shouldn’t be a dilemma, yet it is.

In defense of DaEun I have to say, she’s only taking a chance. It’s now or never. They say all it’s fair in love and war and well, this is it. I don’t think fault about Babi’s feelings should fall upon her shoulders because it’s not like he is a kid and it’s not like he doesn’t have the emotional intelligence and the maturity he is supposed to have as an adult. And as a man in a serious, one-year relationship.

Which takes me to another thing I like about this and is how this perfect image of Babi is crumbling before our eyes. Even that small but chilling glimpse at that part of his subconscious (did you see the clubs and bars?? Looks like Babi had a dark past) was so telling and it showed me why the director and writers haven't show a lot more of Babi's cells. It's on purpose, otherwise that Perfection of his would've been destroyed a lot earlier than it did and how on earth would we have rooted for him in the first place? I don’t know but imo this drama is so clever for that. I still feel cheated, but I respect it hahaha

#Yumi's cells 2 #yumis cells #park jinyoung #shin ye eun #kdrama #omg I just realized that DaEun is doing what Babi did last season #but Yumi never wavered from Woong #she started liking Babi after the breakup #i felt inspired to write about a drama after weeks #that's a long time for me lol so I'm happy!! #this is why i love dramas #they make you forget real life and provide and good and healthy distraction even for just an hour

[princeofjinhae]

Before the last 2 episodes of Yumi’s Cells 2 are out I just wanted to say I really appreciate Jinyoung’s acting this season as Babi. He really works so hard and put himself in the shoes of this character. We didn’t get much of his back story or his cells unfortunately. But with Jinyoung expressing amazing emotion in his acting we could feel the sincerity and understand Babi’s difficulties and his struggles as a character.

In the beginning we think that Babi is this perfect boyfriend who is so supportive to Yumi. But we see also that he has these flaws that makes having a relationship with Yumi hard. For example in last episode even though he was back together with Yumi he was so insecure and afraid to lose her that he lied to her and didn’t tell her he was in the hospital. As an audience member at first this really annoyed me and made me so frustrated with the writers for doing this to Babi and making him look even more like a bad boyfriend. Then he proposes to Yumi and this seems like an attempt by Babi to keep Yumi from leaving him as if once they are married they can continue to live happily together. But there is already trouble with trust in the relationship and it could only be worse.

I don’t know how Yumi and Babi could end up happy together again. It was a really sad relationship when you think about it this way. Yumi was just broken up with Woong. Babi was someone who her love cell didn’t accept at first but instead all the other cells in her body earned to be with him already. They liked the feeling of Babi being someone that would love them and treat them right. But Babi was never seen as more than a fantasy boyfriend. Someone to support and encourage Yum’s writing. A person for Yumi to feel all cute and happy with. But once he makes one mistake its over. The fantasy is broken.

Babi recognized that he was in trouble because he let himself gain some feeling for another girl. But instead of acting on those feeling and cheating on Yumi he tried to distance himself and focus on his relationship with Yumi. But it wasn’t enough for Yumi because already her image of him being this perfect boyfriend is broken. Did she ever truly love Babi or did she love the idea of him? What did Yumi even know about Babi such as what are his passions and his goals in life what is his dream? What is he like with his family? Did Yumi love Babi for who he is or did she love him for what he did for her?

This is way too long and i doubt anyone will read this but I just needed to get all these emotion and thoughts i have been having out.

In the end I appreciate Jinyoung’s acting with Goeun was amazing. If I just ignore the storyline I can just see the cute sweet moments and the beautiful heart breaking moments as wonderful acting. I wish the characters were written with more care but that’s not my choice. I can just take it for what it is. I understand that as viewers we expect a happy ending where the male lead and the female lead end up together in the end after facing all kinds of obstacles because love conquers all. But what is painfully real about Yumi’s cells is that it’s not like that. In season 1 the main leads broke up. The end.

I think this season will be the same ending. Yumi breaks up with Babi this time it’s final. She can’t have the same feeling for him anymore the trust is gone she doesn’t need him anymore. She is a writer now she has ambition and is growing to love herself instead of having a man love her. Maybe that will be the ending. The person Yumi ends up with will be someone she can see herself living with forever to love unconditionally as a best version of herself as possible putting aside her painful history.

Anyway i wish Babi to have a happy ending too. But this isn’t called Babi’s Cells so i guess the writers might not have any obligation to give him one. He will just end up being an Ex.

But congratulations to this amazing cast thank you for your hard work.

#yumi’s cells 2

[beyejun]

hi everyone!! first of all sorry for the late intro i had an incredibly busy couple of days and just now have the time/energy to make a proper intro post... laur here back with a new muse! i’m also bejinyoung for anyone who doesn’t know!!

so i was telling myself i’m not gonna rp another skz for a 2nd muse in wannabe if i even had a 2nd wannabe muse at all and then i got slapped in the face with a jisung muse and. now we’re here.

he’s sooo different from jinyoung and that’s kinda why i love him... i’m gonna put more details and maybe some plot/relationship ideas under the cut! but if you wanna get in touch to plot w him, reaching out to me on jinyoung’s account is probably the best bet since i’m gonna be chipping away at replies over there for a bit!!

anyway, about yejun,

TL;DR OF HIS BACKSTORY

knew he wanted to pursue music professionally basically since middle school, however his parents are extremely opposed to the idea and would rather see him do something more “respectable” (aka something that he’ll actually make money at lol)

saved up his allowance to buy his own guitar and taught himself to play with the help of youtube because his parents said that if they were going to pay for instrument lessons, he’d have to learn violin or piano or something more “formal”... so as u can see as a child he was (respectfully) defiant and did his own thing anyway

he made a deal w his parents that if he could get scouted by an entertainment company by the time he graduated high school, he could pursue music. obviously, he is not a trainee or an idol, so that failed. so his end of the bargain was that he’d go to university for whatever they wanted instead.

he had to retake the exam once bc the first time he took it his scores were So Bad so he started a year late and is currently in his sophomore year as an economics major. it’s still a mild disappointment to his parents since he has a brother who is a lawyer and the other is in med school, but it was the best program that yejun could get into.

needless to say. he hates economics. he’s doing his best but his motivation is at an all time low, he constantly feels burned out and tired, and honestly he’s probably depressed but he doesn’t know it bc he doesn’t think he’s “bad enough” to be “actually depressed” but he is just gaslighting himself honestly

INTERESTS AND PERSONALITY QUIRKS

since starting economics school he’s slowly lost motivation to do anything that he used to do for fun, which unfortunately includes playing guitar. he hasn’t touched it in about a year... :(

does the bedtime revenge thing where he stays up late when he really shouldn’t... he says it’s bc he doesn’t want to wake up and have to go to class

because he doesn’t sleep much at night he survives on a delicate balance between a caffeine addiction (he loves a good iced americano) and mid-day depression naps.

kinda hard to get him out and about these days... but that said he’s into video games, mostly team-based first person shooters, and is apparently a tank main. i don’t actually play any first person shooters so i have no idea of the details on this but he’s supposedly a decent player (nowhere near pro but able to be somewhat competitive in casual games)... when he’s staying up all night he’s probably playing games with his friends

also plays minecraft when he wants something slower paced... not particularly good at anything in it but he likes building his silly little house

oh by the way! he has an aunt who lives near his parents who visited often... she’d often make remarks about his chubby cheeks, call him fat and ugly, and after growing up hearing that constantly yejun honestly believes her

another fun (and by fun i mean decidedly unfun) tidbit is that he had a gf he was very serious about in his freshman yr of uni... it was a relatively short relationship but he genuinely thought he’d marry her. until she gave him chlamydia. turns out she was cheating! needless to say they broke up, yejun is now healthy after a round of antibiotics, and he doesn’t want to talk about her ever again. he tried a rebound or two to see if they’d cheer him up but they honestly made him feel worse so he ditched that idea pretty quickly... happy to stay single for now (supposedly)

PLOTS & RELATIONSHIPS

this boy... needs some friends in his life that’ll deal with his depressive tendencies and maybe push him out of his comfort zone. maybe a friend who keeps trying to set him up w other girls to help him find someone who actually makes him forget about his ex? or a friend who invites him out for coffee at least once a week just to make sure he gets out of the house for something other than classes sometimes... other cute ideas too pls i would like to put so much love into his life he has no choice but to get better

classmates too ofc... i dont expect anyone else to be an economics major but maybe they had some gen eds together? or were in the same freshman orientation and stayed in touch? i didn’t specify where he’s going but it’s not an arts school, so this is open for plotting out the details!

along w classmates... study buddies? they dont have to go to the same school or anything tbh they can just meet up at the same libraries, cafes, etc. and work on their own stuff... just having someone else around helps keep yejun on track a little bit better

high school friends too... he went to sopa thanks to the deal w his parents, so anyone he was close with then would’ve probably known about it and known what became of it... he’s a lot quieter and more subdued than he used to be so i wonder what your muse would think about that 🤔

i also do love some good antagonistic plots so maybe some old rivals who are happy to kick him while he’s down... alternatively rivals who miss his competition and want him back in the music/idol wannabe scene to help push them both

considered the idea of him having been in a band in high school with friends that’s since dissolved... so ex-bandmates might be cool

i think those are all of the ideas i have off the top of my head right now... but i’ll add more and reblog this if i think of any!!

#.ooc #be:intro

[astroyongie]

CIX April Reading

Note: Please remember to take this with a grain of salt and thank you so much for the support and the patience of waiting for these ! 

BX

Love: A lot is going on with him, it feels like BX was in a serious relationship but that he ended up cheating and breaking up with them to be with this new person he is currently with. This relationships feels kinda long, or at least they think they are very serious together. Although he is over the moon, BX still isn’t satisfied, almost like there’s something missing on his relationship.

Career:  He knows that his career is about to take a huge turn over very soon but he doesn’t seem sacred about it. BX has been working on himself to assure his career. Other than that, he is close to his coworkers and even traines and other groups of his company and he has been helping a lot around

Health:

Physical: Heart palpitations are something that happen a lot. BX also has been suffering from his throat and vocal cords, probably got a flue not very long ago. His arms, shoulders and neck feel very stiff  

Mental: He suffers a lot emotionally and I think there’s a lot of unsolved problems that he ignores instead of solving. Feeling of betrayal concerning something private  

Seunghun

Love: Seunghun is currently in a relationship and things seem to be going on very well. This relationship is kinda recent and they are still learning to Love and appreciate each other, but they truly seem to be happy for the moment

Career: Just like BX he has been through some stuff career wise, but he has been able to figure things out and I see a new beginning for Seunghun happening very soon. Although at the moment he is stuck on his idol routine, that is going to change before or around June

Health:

Physical: He needs to be careful with his heart, his blood pressure and what he eats

Mental:  His mental health isn’t the best either, he has a lot of self esteem issues and blame that he keeps to himself. Spiritually Seunghun is also very stuck on his karmic chains, like his karma is being awful to him at the moment

Yonghee

Love: He needs to be very careful for the next days, because Yonghee who’s currently in a relationship haven’t been happy and it eels like he has been neglecting his partner a lot. The thing is I also see someone entering his life very soon and this could cause a lot of problems for his relationship.

Career: He is on a bad period when it comes to his career, his karma is hitting him hard too, I sense a lot of troubles and arguments with his manager and higher ups, him not being payed and being mistreated by his company. He has faith that things will change, but once again, Yonghee needs to be very careful here, or his name might come out with rumors or scandals that he doesn’t wish people to know about

Health:

Physical: Nothing much but his hormones need to be balanced

Mental: A lot of bad thoughts going around his little head, his energy is chaotic and bad, he is trying to fight it off

Bae Jinyoung

Love: I didn’t got much for his love life, other that he is on a secret/discreet relationship for now with someone, however that relationship isn’t official yet and Bae still sees people outside it because he gets a lot of propositions.

Career:  He is probably the only one until now that has a good reading when it comes to the career part, because I see him having new solo opportunities that will hep him envolve as an artist, but also being being payed extra and rewarded for his hard work. He knows that he has to give 1000% of himself due to all this benedictions that have been here for him. This is really a new thing for him that he is happy to have. His company is being him and supporting all the future projects he shall reveal and do soon

Health:

Physical: Nothing much, a little sore throat

Mental: Extremely emotional lately, he thinks a lot about the past

Hyunsuk

Love: I also didn’t got much information about Hyunsuk current love status other that there was a cheating here somewhere, but this could be crumbs of the last relationship he had last year. In anywise, I only see him being very close to his family lately and following their advice concerning his emotional and career life

Career: He has been having some luck as well, however two managers/higher ups don’t agree with the path they want him to take for the moment. Anyway that’s not a choice he will do, since it will be the management that will decide his next activities for him. I see however, a lot of changes as well, and sacrifices he will have to do to make his name being heard of. Hyunsuk needs to be careful with that male higher up that would rather see him sink

Health:

Physical: x

Mental:  nothing much he just needs to adapt himself to his own emotional needs

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[thedeviljudges]

I wanna watch something else with Jinyoung and I was thinking Yumi's Cells. Have you watched it? can you tell me something about it?

ah i personally haven't watched it and probably won't ever. it's too... straight for me lol

and kinda spoilers from having witnessed the twitter tl and my opinions from not having watched it but seen clips.

also don't let what i say stop you front watching this (if you read it bc again, spoilers), but this kinda het stuff is not appealing to me in the slightest. so it's gonna be negative. im sorry about that but i also have bitter feelings over it seeing the treatment of tdj vs yc.

watch it if you want, tho.

babi is supposed to be the 'bad guy' for emotionally cheating ig? which the way they filmed it, he doesn't really? kdramas have horrific pacing tbh, and it's not believable.

but apparently the way yc and babi's relationship was filmed just left it with them trying to paint babi's actions as bad and yumi being the heartbroken main lead, but she does questionable stuff that doesn't paint her in that light at all.

i do know one of the plot points is babi having lied to yumi about being somewhere and it was just him having a broken foot and staying home. i think yumi's issues with him are him not being totally honest or smthn.

however, there's a scene where yumi literally leaves babi to go see her ex. she straight up ditches him after having these conditions on their relationship.

and like i said, they tried to paint it as babi being in the wrong, but a lot of fans came away from it thinking it was yumi instead.

aside from that, i think the lead actress is a terrible actor, and she's got the most emotionless expressions on her face during the entire show. just seeing clips with her is a pain for me, fjfjslekf.

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