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wayfarer-orca · 7 months

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I haven’t thought about the mgs movie in a bit but a stress-induced dissociative fugue has suddenly reminded me of its (supposed in development) existence so now I’ll subject u to it

- What I’m thinking and fearing might happen is what I like to call the Top Gun scenario, wherein folks see “cool mech on the verge of possibility” and think it would be a great time to enlist. Nevermind that half the sticking point of machines like metal gear REX existing is their secrecy to both a populace and its army, the dirty millions funding their production, and in the case of the Shagohod + sahelanthropus, their purpose from inception as weapons to destabilize or annihilate any sort of existing detente. Real otacon moments. But I suppose that has already been happening (if that old ass Reddit post about that one dude joining the army bc of 1 was any indication) and who knows? Today’s audience might recognize this absurdity as the global violence in waiting it has yet to become, or they might point and go “cool mech” and that’ll be the end of it. Or both! No judgment here. I’m only curious, for now.

- I think this has just ballooned into a sort of mother-hen instinct that some self-fabricated straw man of a movie audience won’t “get” metal gear. Like sure it kinda breaks my heart to see dA artists draw snake like the next Rambo, oversized neck muscles and all, but I’ve read and watched just as many comments, op-eds, video essays from ppl with a general understanding that these pixelated soldiers are either generating military filth (yellowcake?!) or actively trying to wipe their hands of it ad infinitum. What love becomes to ppl whose violence is infinitely replicable, so on so forth. Neck muscles make for imposing men, and perhaps that’s “cool” here; it sells the myth he never wanted to be. Tbh I don’t know if I “get” metal gear either: I will never perfectly pin why kojima + co thought an agent who shoots hornets from his body should go where he did, but I think I like that. What an oddity.

- I suppose I wish for a few things: don’t tone down the “weird” bits… the odd monologue about love, the inexplicable powers. Don’t shy away from reality: real military treaties, real statistics about bombs or massacres, real tech, snide comments about both the future of the franchise and tech at large. I would love to see this movie break its nails from trying, bc a series of this stature shouldn’t be constrained to a movie I can file in past the endless war clones of its early 20th-21st century inspirations. I want this movie to taste of contradiction, and in doing so taste memorable. Speaking of love on a battlefield and looking like that… “how naïve!!” Good.

- Beyond that I don’t have a sense of what would feel “right” for the series: ppl have spoken ill about 2, 4, and perhaps even 5 in those terms and I’ve always found those arguments post-2 a bit tiring: things weren’t intended to go this far, yet Vogt-Roberts is still director, last I checked. So you do you, production crew. You do you, actors and writers. Stay the course, you peddlers of nostalgia—who to please, what kinds of stockholders would let you get silly? Your call sign is “rock and a hard place”.

#misc #blabs #mgs #metal gear solid

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arkaniist · 7 months

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Tagged by: @saccharineomens, thank youuu! you've been doing a lot of these lately hehe.

Top 3 ships at the moment: Sephiroth/Cloud bc of the fucking PUPPY TRAILER, bf and I's Tiefling/Aasimar dnd ship bc they're my angle and ym devil, and AppleDash has been on my mind lately bc I've been rewatching MLP:FiM and found out they're canon lesbian married in the epilogue. They made the horses gay, y'all. MoShang, Shieth, and AziraCrow get honorable mentions tho bc I feel like it.

First ever ship: Like honestly idk, probably something in Sailor Moon. First ship from when I knew what shipping was, USUK from Hetalia (among like a billion others, that fandom has SO MUCH shipping potential). First ship I ever sold my soul for, BroJohn & DirkJohn from Homestuck.

Last song: MORE by K/DA [Soyeon and Miyeon of (G)I-dle, Madison Beer, Jaira Burns, ft. Lexie Liu] (this is how i do it every day, wow, wow~)

Last movie: UMMM. I honestly can't remember but I think it was either the second Spiderverse movie or a documentary on Teotihuacan for class.

Currently reading: Harrow the Ninth, second book in the Locked Tomb series. I just got to A Certain Part and y'all. I had learned a while ago it was formerly Homestuck fanfic, so I was used to/expecting certain grammatical choices n narrative styles..... and then I got hit w the fucking 'me' out of nowhere?? WHEW! I had to put the book DOWN and WALK AWAY I was so blown away. I haven't stopped thinking about it. What a masterstroke. IYKYK.

Currently consuming: Food? Nothing. :( I'm hungry. Will probably be eating Taco Bell leftovers asap. Media? Aforementioned MLP rewatch, rewatching SecretSleepoverSociety's Julia Souls series, and reading a fascinating but very problematique danmei manhua called I Want To Be A Big Baddie (or I Have To Be A Great Villain, depending on the translator).

Currently craving: Well I attempted to make brownies last night and fucked up so so super bad so I guess I'm kinda craving not-fucked-up brownies.

People to tag: my beloved @madmaxxing and my darling mutuals @asherinn, @milarca, @shiibebe and anyone else who wants to do it, pls tag me :) i am esp so curious what ppl are reading these days.

#ark talks #tag game

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dngrs-untld-hrshps-unnmbrd · 15 days

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(previous anon - hi!) aaand you certainly never disappoint (not that you legit could've, but). yep, that's the exact ship i had in mind😈. for someone who's normally so touch-averse, he himself is certainly very touchy with Charlie, isn't he👀 (yeah yeah control, but there's a bit more to it than that).

i think the main appeal of this ship is its complexity and almost unlimited potential? they're extremely powerful, charming characters with similar interests (dancing, singing, dumb, dorky puns) who act as foils but who also genuinely enjoy each other's company and have fun together -hidden agendas aside. you want some power couple goodness? done! cutesy, wholesome, endearing fluff? ta-da! dark, angsty, sexy mind games? comin right up! on that note - the fandom (esp on twitter) is so crazy talented and productive -despite the gross hate it gets- that you have so many different options when it comes to Alastor's sexuality and the type of space it would hold if he were romantically involved with Charlie. i'm on that same spectrum too, and knowing (from my experience, combined with what i've read from other ace ppl) that those who are asexual/aro can also experience sexual and romantic attraction (just way less often), made it ok for me. i can only speak for myself, ofc, but yeah. and so there are so many fics etc that respectfully explore what effect those new sorts of feelings and intimacy would have on Alastor's self-image and dynamic with Charlie. You can find super well written interpretations of him as either sex-repulsed or sex-positive (there's a reason 'Deer Virgin' and 'Charliesexual' are some of the most popular tags around here, lol) all that to say if you do ever find yourself curious or peckish, i gotchu! couldn't recommend 'penance' by kinkydents enough (something tells me it'd definitely be your speed👌). on the lighter end of the spectrum, 'under my skin' by whamgram is also exceptionally good food (and so funny!). then there's 'the riddle of magic' by rubyfoxfire - an epic in itself, and one that generally sticks to the 'romantic friendship' sort of angle. just a few options on your table😻. thank you for indulging me with this ask and take care!✌️

Oh nonny you make me wanna dive into some fics and rewatch the show for the third time!

Thank you for sharing your perspective on Alastor as an ace spectrum person, that’s really interesting to know. I will for sure check out these fics. Penance sounds great!

You take care too, and feel free to come off anon and DM me because I’m alway happy to talk about our red flag radio darling ❤️

#ask and answer

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chellys-catbox · 27 days

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This might be unexpected for you to see this ask, but I wanted to apologise for any wrongdoings I did from last year. It would’ve been better if I sb and not bother you after finding out your DA instead of to the point of losing my temper and lashing at you. It was both my fault and the person’s (who go after to dox you) fault for dragging us into this. I was influenced by her and I’ve should’ve known sooner that she actually hurt you. It’s alright if you don’t forgive me for it, I would rather if you acknowledge about it. At same time, I wish you do the same esp the part where you spoke abt something to do w/ our late friend. The cause of our late friend wasnt because of the drama, however, we were very upset of ppl accusing that he faked it. We still do miss him til this day.

No this is not an April Fools prank since what I said is genuine. I choose to be anon cuz I’m worried that you might block w/o any proper message from me, but I promise that I’m not causing harm to you. I just wanted to the distance from you for the sake of it for this last time unless you are alright discussing it further.

i'd like to thank you for apologizing to me as i really needed it, please come forward into my pms so that we can talk more of this out, i wont block you or anything! just curious.

read a little bit more and i'd like to say, im also sorry for talking about yall's late friend like that, i didnt know that he actually did it and i thought that he faked it. that was very assholish of me /gen

#we've just got a letter #Anonymous

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nxiousxpsistence · 10 months

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bir işi düşünmeye başladıysam gerisi gelir

kendimi kontrol etmem asla mümkün olmadığı için, kendime güvenmeye karar verdim.

vardır bir bildiğim vol. 5.65.

sana yine bak söyleyemediklerim var. hani kulağına giderse, gözüne değerse sınır ihlali olacaklardan. ne sana'sı hatta, size. topunuza.

hani gerçek oluversek bir anda kim olduğumuzu unutucaz da o yüzden mecbur var olana razıymışız gibi.

ama diğerleri duymasın, çok mühim değil, senin duymaman sıkıntılı olur benim için, en azından uzun vadede.

10 parmak öğrenmem lazım, yardım eder misin bana?

uWu

Bugün sana "bak bir parçam da sende ama söyleyemiyorum" yazdım yazdım, sildim. öyle çünkü.

senden yine güç alıyorum çünkü. keşke bana kendini daha çok anlatsan, I'm really not very good with listening to what ppl have to say nowadays and I know damn well it shows.

sorry, not sorry. thank you for winning the war against you.

I am more me because of the space you've let me give you.

You're practically the only person I'd consider an authority worthy of my consideration.

My cognitive cogs eat money for gas.

So I do love you and it's this kind of love that'd die rather than invade any of your space with. I feel like you (and he) are like rare flowers I'd very much enjoy watching grow, as I grow - hopefully but maybe not.

I want to be there, the non-anxious one, the always horny one, the bubbly yet dark one, the one who wears her hair high just so they can be seen as an old person. Hey, IT'S FUCKING FUN.

Like, I don't know, I've been without human touch for so long that I can easily publish a better version of myself (my trick is to reduce myself to momentous pleasures rather than meeting my own god) out there and catch his eye. Why the fuck not?

And I don't know. I may just do that. Ppl grow exponentially when they come to hate me.

Like he can hate me.

But I can't bear the thought of you seeing me for who I am and not liking it - I trust your judgment. I know you'll tell the truth. It's not even a deep kind of thing - I understand how your mind works, am curious to know more, and perhaps be there for you when we can have happiness together? Like in any capacity whatsoever?

My only expectation in life is to be able to seize what I choose to add to my life. I'd like you to choose to be with me - even if it is for a moment. We can be real to each other, get naked hopefully in more ways than one - or none - and I can finally say "Well, I must surely exist NOW?"

The mirage I've built for myself would like to be perceived by you because you have the most well oiled machine I've seen around. If you see something that doesn't sit right, I'll consider it. I may not agree with it, but I'll consider it.

With him, it's too early to tell, but the feeling doesn't smell nice. It's there and it's fun and it's exciting and it gave me new life and new inspiration

BUT

his way of thinking does not intersect my way of thinking on enough number of points along the way.

he needs to see a home in me, I have built a magnificent home for myself, which I won't allow anybody to touch for a while.

he's unwavering in his quest for the ultimate love, thinking my annoying habits will brush themselves off with good sex, and oh boy is he wrong.

his claim of me feels unnatural. he doesn't know me, still. I'm practically the fun, bubbly, curvy bitch who is overconfident,

oh and a gaybie who's merely living through queer euphoria. like a stage I'll grow out of soon? Why?

I didn't realise it until you mentioned how toxic this is. Exhibit 1A, Your Honour!

Like he walks on eggshells around me and we won't get anywhere until he realises I haven't put those there, on the floor there.

It's surely me evading responsibility as the inherent mistake we've been born with tells us to assume responsibility over others when we feel stuff.

We take responsibility without authority. This is where the balance gets askew.

I want you to talk to me more, but I don't know how to do it. I can't believe I find regular flirting (romantic) easier than I do intellectual flirting, which I'm actually supposed to be good at.

Are you actually making me blush and feel awkward? Investigate when not high.

I really wonder what thoughts you had as you shared those stories and let us know how you were and made me happy just to see you and Baris happy.

Like I'm dying to know about the depression, the void calling you again.

I literally need your experience with withdrawals and self-medication as I don't know how to navigate it - and your experience will be like a good book for me to enjoy. You're so ingenuous in your ways!

02.07.2023 - I really needed you to discuss asexuality a couple of days ago. Your insight would've added clarity to my deliberations. I wish you'd been there.

You shine and I see you. Is it too foolish to say exactly that?

You make me feel like it is.

He makes me feel like I'm claimed and I don't like it.

Maybe I've driven it this far but it's no longer in my control.

Perhaps this is the dance and I shall just play along as I really need the touch of a person who makes me feel fuzzy and warm inside.

And oh boy is he promising!

02.07.2023 - I didn't enjoy it and he's not that promising.

-- Not me getting high on my own romantic thoughts, the figurative flowers I've bought for you, the meals I had with you in candlelight --

Maybe you'll read all this when we meet in September.

And me laying myself bare to you may have just given me a will to be seen.

I hope you're the above to my below and we run around naked for a while.

I mentioned you at the picnic, to somebody who I was amazed to find has the same exact thinking as I did - I'm more spontaneous. I said, there was this person who was open about their gender and I started following them. I learned from them. I felt things for them. Today, I realised how this all started as a parasocial relationship. I enjoyed the thought of me growing just enough to ask you to have a chat with me. I knew I was missing things, I knew I had some more exploring to do. I kinda knew the pandemic was coming (I actually did). But I knew our paths would cross someday and they did.

I enjoy waiting for people who I kinda suspect would enjoy my company.

19.07.2023

I can't believe I've been going in circles since this all started.

It didn't start with me having a crush, it started with you unblocking me.

The laughter came when I made you blush.

My joy is delayed often and I get overwhelmed by happiness more easily than I do by sorrow nowadays.

I like to think I did my bit.

But there you are, as glorious as ever. I was just today anxious about this huge ball of feelings and yuck and more yuck and lovely pussy smell and boobs and feelings and yearning (for servitude?) being a side track to my feelings for him and ALAS FUCKING ALAS he was the distraction the whole time.

I literally couldn't even check if you unblocked me before rising and roaring and being (pretty loud). I was a shadow of myself.

Everything brings me back to your bedroom and I can't believe how incredible this feeling of being free to love you and NOT HURT YOU at the same time is.

I'll be your awkward toy and for that you do deserve some running around, but that's for a separate discussion, one we may never have - and it's ok.

There's a catch, tho, as this flow of juices has unfortunately damaged the ceiling downstairs and the council needs to be involved soo

Should I curse myself for this ability to experience love so deeply, so joyfully, so hornily, and so like bathing in a warm pool of bubble tea bubbles, all the while making reasonably adult plans to let you know about all this and letting you decide how to deal with this on your end. I'll be busy melting more the whole time, I know where mine goes.

I need to be brave and honest. I need to kill it just so it can make a conscious choice to respawn or not. Otherwise dimensions will collide.

I need to tell you all this.

It wouldn't be fair otherwise.

I knew I needed to write a love letter to you.

Never thought it'd be a love-love letter, tho.

Now this IS awkward.

Oh I want you so bad.

Ask yourself:

Would anais do this?

#anaisgotnothingonme #myloveletterstoyou #lifeshrinksandexpansinproportiontoonescourage

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mabaris · 2 years

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spent several hours putting together a long ass survey abt player choices but now im like. hm maybe i wont share it after all

#mine #like i have no concept of what some of the more popular choices are #i only know what i do #which is generally. i like to change it up #but talking to some people recently ive realized that might not be what most people do?? some people pick the same things always every time #i just have NO concept of how things lie outside my own personal experience #im very curious but also 1) idk if this data has already been collected and 2) im afraid of the fandom in general lmao #i KNOW people take their choices very personally and i feel like idk. it's dangerous to even ask #bc ppl would be like. how DARE you imply i would ever choose x #it's the only ETHICAL choice to choose z so why is this even a question #etc #and i just dont even want to open myself up to that bc its just idle curiosity after all #also i know i would get a biased response (If Any) bc im not active on twitter or reddit or wherever else da fans hang out #so it would Only be a handful of tumblr users

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twentytworoses · 2 years

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SOUKOKU HOGWARTS AU

Chuuya Nakahara

Gryffindor but the Hat very nearly sent him to Hufflepuff (Chuuya overheard someone in the train say that Hufflepuff is a house for ppl who aren't special and he tried to change the Sorting Hat's decision bcs he wants to look cool lmao)

He's good at Defense but someone constantly needs to remind him to use his wand, not his fists.

He doesn't care about his grades, until he met Dazai and suddenly everything became a competition.

He's got a black cat named Arahabaki and he's a little demon (Baki hates Dazai and thats why Chuuya loves him)

His rivalry with Dazai is widespread and professors have to keep them away from each other to avoid stirring fights.

He doesn't give a shit about house rivalry because Kouyou is a Slytherin, he'll beat up anyone who annoys him no matter their house.

Chuuya is a half-blood

Chuuya's housemates are confused with his relationship with Dazai; they say they hate each other but most times, you'll find them hanging out even in their free time. (this is mostly bcs of Dazai who goes out of his way to find Chuuya and annoy him and suddenly they spent the whole day together)

He's amazing in Quidditch, and has a talent for Charms. He later becomes the Captain.

Tachihara, a gryffindor and his teammate, is Chuuya's best friend (I LOVE THEIR RELATIONSHIP DONT @ me)

Nobody mentions his height. NOBODY.

Dazai Osamu

Before the Sorting Hat could fully reach his head, it screamed "Slytherin!" almost immediately.

Dazai hates green, and complains about how the colors don't match his fashion sense

Dazai's background remains a mystery to everyone. He has qualities that make up a high-class pureblood and his clothes are all tailored expensively, and yet no one knows who the fuck he is or where he came from. When someone asks, he bullshits his answer every time.

In big parties, people has seen Dazai interact with Mori Ougai (the Minister of Magic) in multiple occasions and people suspect that he might be Mori's ward or son he's kept hidden all this time.

Dazai mostly fools around, doesn't take anything too seriously and yet his housemates are fucking terrified of him. Students from other houses don't understand the fear considering they only see him as a "goofy" slacker.

Dazai isnt friends with anyone in his house, and if he isn't seen with Chuuya, he's with Oda, a Hufflepuff student who's two years older than him. They have an inseparable friendship and Dazai grows to respect him.

Oda is the only person Dazai is willing to listen to.

In potion making, Dazai is kept in a seperate table, alone, where he just sits there, not doing anything until all of the students finished with theirs. He's only allowed to do his potion when he has a supervisor watching him bcs he's drank or exploded his cauldron so many times that he's a safety hazard to his classmates and himself.

He's shit at Potions and following basic instructions.

He could score all of his subjects perfect, but he doesn't want to.

Yes, Dazai threw himself into the Black Lake. And jumped from the Gryffindor tower. And broke curfew to explore in the Forbidden Forest where he met a giant spider. And drank a highly dangerous potion before getting disappointed that he grabbed the wrong one. And—

Dazai broke every rule there is and somehow, for some ungodly reason, he isn't expelled yet.

Once a slytherin student was curious about what's under Dazai's bandages and snuck in his room to peak while he was dressing. He never came back the same again.

Professors rarely call Dazai out for recitation, because he'd always add an unnecessary comment and most of the times its directed to Chuuya and given the redhead's fiery attitude, Chuuya responds back and Dazai eggs him on until it ends with an inevitable brawl.

Someone spread rumors about Dazai had killed someone in the past; the fact that Dazai can see Thestrals and never denied anything doesn't help at all.

Dazai is incapable of producing a Patronus.

MORE SOUKOKU:

Chuuya knows something about Dazai's past considering when they first met, there was an instant resentment and familiarity. These two clearly had history together before they attended Hogwarts.

Dazai's grades are higher than average, but not like impressive. The only time he's ever shown a bit of seriousness in his grades is when Chuuya challenged him, and suddenly, his grades are all O's (except for his Potions LMAO). Chuuya loses.

No one's sure what the losing punishment is but Dazai now calls Chuuya his "dog" and Chuuya's face explodes into color but interestingly, the redhead doesn't oblige.

Dazai bemoans about the Quidditch matches as tacky and boring but he never shows up late when Gryffindor's team is playing.

Chuuya's Patronus turns out to be a dog and he threatens bodily harm on anyone who'd tell on Dazai. Everyone wants to keep their heads so they agreed to keep their mouths shut.

When Oda graduated on his last year, Chuuya and Dazai's relationship changes. They still argue, still claim to hate each other, but they appear closer.

Dazai becomes touchy and Chuuya doesn't brush it off like he used to. Their arguments are less heated, and more playful banter.

"We're not dating!" a voice booms at the gryffindor table once, when heads are turn to Chuuya, his face is all red and Tachihara seems tired about something.

A ravenclaw student sent a love letter to Chuuya, and a week later, a Troll invaded the girl's dorm (no one knows how it even got in) and she nearly got stuck with it. In the same week, someone pointed out marks on Chuuya's neck

"It's a mosquito," Chuuya answers venomously. "An overgrown, annoying mosquito."

Dazai seems to find his answer so hilarious.

Here's the link for the Shin Soukoku Hogwarts AU

#bsd #bungo stray dogs #soukoku #chuuya nakahara #chuuya x dazai #dazai osamu #bsd hogwarts au #bsd headcanons

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barbiebraganca · 2 years

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HELLO! it’s your resident brazilian and i am here to try and explain carnaval to you guys so neither you or your characters are lost during this whole thing so very long post under the cut.

BRUNCH:

quinta da boa vista is an enormous place and one of the most beautiful parks there is. the entire thing is basically a huge garden for the imperial palace and the number one spot in the city for picnics and outdoorsy cute things. it’s also next to the recently renovated biopark, which is kinda like a zoo/wild animal shelter so it’s the perfect spot for family fun and kids. so how should your character dress for this ? as they would for any brunch, as long as you keep in mind that this is an outdoors location and temperatures here have not been under 35 in weeks. tbh, for those planning on doing outfit posts, i’d suggest staying as far away from anything long as possible; sleeves, pants, dresses and most definitely no jackets.

PARADES:

how they work: the parades are a huge competition between samba schools. there are hundreds and hundreds of them as every neighborhood in rio has their own school. they are divided in leagues and the special group is made of the twelve best schools in rio. the ones that win the most years, earn more points, etcetera. the parade is divided in two days (friday-saturday), with six schools each and each school has an hour to finish. they have to pick a theme for their entire entourage and it’s normally either paying homage to an important brazilian figure or regarding some social issue. the parades start at 11pm and end around 5am. they’ll have their own little vip area though and those normally have pre-parade parties with free food, open bar and some big name brazilian artist performing. in case you’re curious to see what a parade looks like, this is last carnaval’s winner.

should my character pick a school to support? yes, mocidade independente de padre miguel. but what if they- we all support mocidade independente de padre miguel, no buts. srsly tho, sure. they can watch the whole thing and pick their favourite, the voting that picks the winner only happens tuesday morning anyway.

can my character leave in the middle of it? not really. all streets surrounding sapucaí are closed and heavily guarded until it ends so, unless your character is going somewhere at a walking distance (which the hotel isn’t) or didn’t go at all, i’d say they’re stuck there until morning.

how should your character dress for this ? normally vip seats at a parade come from a sponsor and they give you a special kind of shirt with their logo that you can personalize and use it there. surely that won’t happen here so i’d say wear the most slutty outfit you can think of. that’s just what carnaval is about. tits out. body glitter for sure. make sure it’s sparkly enough, colourful makeup. this entire event’s purpose is to make everyone fail the irina test. so show nips.

BAILE DO COPACABANA PALACE:

there’s nothing to explain here rlly. it’s a ball, the theme is camp-y. think of this as a less glam met gala and go off. this is the only time where you can have your chara in long anything.

STREET PARTIES:

let’s begin by saying if you attend a street party you must wear a costume. it’s a rule, pls don’t disrespect it. there’s nothing rlly exclusive about them, there’s a big truck playing loud music somewhere and a lot of people in the street dancing, drinking and whatnot. they happen everywhere, you just pick a street, get there and start partying. chances of one random person grabbing and kissing you without saying a single word then vanishing are of 90%. some ppl make these parties about how many ppl they can kiss in one week. not sanitary, i know, but i’ve seen couples go on breaks so they can enjoy the holiday to the fullest so… use it to your advantage i guess. if ur chara wants to take a kid there, there are kid friendly street parties. don’t take them to regular ones it might be traumatizing and they’ll be heavily judged.

#hshqevent036 #hshqooc

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pansyfemme · 3 years

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hi homie, u don’t have to answer this if u don’t want to and u can also answer it privately obviously but u live in connecticut right? cuz me and my friends might be going to connecticut this weekend and i thought i would ask like area ur from? cuz it’d be cool if we were like in da same city or something lol, but ofc if thats too personal u don’t have to answer (or you can be vague) i was just curious :P

hey :) im ok answering this bc ive said this once or twice but im from southern ct :) essentially new haven! (where yale is, since thats what most ppl know it from) It’s where i spent most of my childhood but i live a bit away from there now! its kinda the less rich area of ct thats more diverse and has a really cool art and music scene!

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queenaeducan · 2 years

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I posted 2,093 times in 2021

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For every post I created, I reblogged 38.5 posts.

I added 763 tags in 2021

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Longest Tag: 135 characters

#she cuddled with more way more last night. was it a birthday treat? or bc its getting cool at night? or... does she fear replacement...

My Top Posts in 2021

Six Sentence Sunday!

Here’s the modern Thedas fic I’ve been working on b/c everything else is for the zine/calendar. A small snippet of texts that I haven’t figured out how I want to format yet.

Also ty to the ppl who tag me! I don’t have new stuff to share every week b/c work sometimes be like that, but I appreciate the tags!

[Ian]: Feeling cute. Shame you’re not here to enjoy it.

[Solas]: I can admire it from here.

[Ian]: Not the way I want you to. ;)

A breath of laughter parts his lips, which he covers with one hand to disguise his smile. That premise in mind, his mind is drawn to different details: how the strap drapes part-ways off his shoulder, how the sheer fabric allows an impression of what lies beneath, how high the hem falls across the thigh. It’s easy to imagine how he might ‘enjoy it,’ as Ian puts it. His thumb drags across his phone, curiosity piqued.

[Solas]: What did you have in mind?

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My, uh, actual current personal WIP is nsfw and I don’t really want to post it on this blog atm. The finished work will likely be linked to AO3 with only SFW stuff here. My focus rn besides that is the Solamancy zine or the DA Calendar fics which I can’t share much of, so I hope you’ll accept meta writing instead!

This is a piece from my WIP that takes a look at spirits throughout the DA series and reinterprets their actions so they’re not just conveniently non-human cannon fodder, beginning with Mouse (the first spirit/demon any Warden possibly meet). This section is about the rage demons we fight in Origins in the Denerim Alienage’s orphanage.

Rage

We meet many Rage demons in Origins and throughout the series, but the spirit I’m referring to are the ones we meet in the Alienage’s orphanage. The recent site of a massacre, the orphanage is now home to a spirit of Rage who attacks those who enter. Rage, I thought, was a curious choice, when Despair and Terror exist. Although the fact that they probably didn’t want to make a new spirit model for this one sidequest would probably explain it on a development level, but then I wondered— whose rage?

The spirits don’t seem to embody the rage of the people who massacred the orphanage, or even the rage of the victims. They tell the Warden and Ser Otto that they “do not belong here” and one is furious that the party has killed “my brood.” I think the presence of the spirits here is indicative of how helpful or benevolent spirits can be twisted by the horrors of our world, that they were drawn by the misery of what happened at the orphanage and upon witnessing it they became enraged. They are ultimately protecting nothing, just an empty building that’s probably best torn down or cleared out, or whatever the elves of Denerim’s Alienage decide they need to properly mourn. Yet as we walk through the building the screams of children still play around us, it’s still happening for them. In the final encounter of the quest, the Rage demon targets and kills Ser Otto (assuming those mabari you encounter like two minutes in don’t get him first) out of your entire party. It makes sense, he is representative of the human justice that allows horrors like this, and what’s more— how many orphans were taken from the orphanage’s midst by people wearing armour just like his, never to return?

The rage demons had every right to be angry, even if their anger manifested in a harmful way. The real tragedy is that, outside of Denerim’s Alienage, most people weren’t.

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Happy Sunday! Here’s the first few lines from my fic that’s kind of a sequel to @/theshirallen’s fic With No Heart to Recall. It begins with Solas plotting a little trip to Crestwood with Ian. Don’t let this very gentle slice-of-life opening fool you it’s gonna get angsty in here. No one is gonna have a good time.

“What are you working on?” Thora asks her question quietly and close to his ear, hanging over the couch with her feet suspended in the air to get a look at what Solas holds in his lap. “Is that a map?” As he jerks away she slides onto the couch cushions, a little laugh upon her lips.

“Yes.” An annoyed flap of his papers punctuates his answer, straightening the drooping corners so they point towards the ceiling. “Though I don’t see what business it is of yours.”

“It is my castle,” she says, “and my room.” In that respect, she’s correct, though it’s difficult to forget the fact. The entire room is sized for her, from the library shelves to the very couch he’s curled on. Should he choose to stretch his legs he would find his knees jutting a foot off the floor, angled awkwardly toward the ceiling. Thankfully, he is comfortable enough as is.

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We Tame the Sky

Pairing: f!Cadash / Josephine Fandom: Dragon Age: Inquisition Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No warnings apply

In the quiet before the final approach on Haven, Thora Cadash and Josephine share a moment together in Skyhold's chapel.

Written as a fill for Spronky as a part of the @/sapphic-solstice event!

Read on AO3 here.

Sitting in the quiet of Skyhold’s chapel, Thora begins to see why her ancestors favoured the stone so. Being born Casteless she had always been as likely to choose a sun-soaked field over a well-lit cave, but tonight is different. Outside, the light breaks in a sickly green over the Frostbacks, scattering across the sky like a spotlight through the pieces of a shattered mirror. Thunder rumbles without storm clouds, booming with Corypheus’ ambition. Beneath the stone chapel ceiling it's not easy to forget the chaos that threatens to tear their world asunder, but peace seems a little more feasible here. The harsh light of a Breach wrenched open is blocked out by a heavy wooden door, and she sits awash in the scent of incense, beneath the watchful eyes of the Maker’s chosen.

She kneels before Andraste, her hopes and dreams clasped between her palms as they come together in prayer. She sings a prayer for those who will ride beside her into the abyss, perhaps never to return, a prayer for those she’s leaving behind, with nothing but belief to buoy their hopes for the future.

And one for herself, should Andraste have any grace to spare.

“You have walked beside me Down the paths where a thousand arrows sought my flesh. You have stood with me when all others Have forsaken me.”

The prayer for the despairing comes too easily to her, the hymn had played a companion to her countless times through the years, but never had its words rang more clearly in her heart than tonight, as she steeled herself to face Corypheus one last time. She can’t pretend she knows what was in Andraste’s heart as she stood before the gates of Minrathous with her army at her flank, but this is likely the closest she’ll ever come to knowing.

“I am not alone. Even As I stumble on the path With my eyes closed, yet I see The Light is here.”

Though the chant evokes the Maker’s light, it’s no longer His face she sees as she closes her eyes, lips pressed against her thumbs in reverent devotion. Before Him come the faces of her friends, the brilliance of Cassandra’s sword as it cleaves through their foes, the glow of Solas’ staff as he cuts through the Deep Roads’ dark, the soft gleam in Josephine’s eye as a smile spreads her lips. Heavensent or no, those were the lights that had gotten her this far.

“There you are.” The sound of Josephine’s voice startles Thora from her prayer, with thoughts of her so near at hand she’d almost thought she imagined it. She looks over in time to see her step lightly through the door, her slippers just a whisper against the floor. “I had thought to find you in the garden, but…” The distant roar of the Breach completes her thought in fewer words. She’d often take her evening prayers beneath the bows of the maple trees, preferring their sanctuary to the small chapel that harboured most of Skyhold’s believers, but she’ll find no peace under them tonight— nor any night until her job is done. Josephine’s lips turn in a smile, a practised expression Thora had seen persist in the darkest circumstances, but it strains now. “Well, what matters is I’ve found you now.”

Thora’s words stick in her throat, all she can do as she rises to her feet is stare dumbly. There always seems too much to say between herself and Josephine to know where to begin.

Thankfully, Josephine always seems to find a way. “I suppose it won’t be long now,” she says.

“It’s just a matter of time.” She wishes they could find anything other than the oncoming fight to talk about, but it may be asking too much of them both. Corypheus is difficult to ignore even at the best of times, now that the ruins of Haven tremble at their doorstep every thought is stained by his influence. “I thought I’d see if I could get a few words in before we set out.”

This time the smile that graces Josephine’s features sneaks up on her, chased by a short breath of laughter. “If it’s good fortune you’re after, I may have just the thing.” Before Thora can so much as ask, the ambassador produces a flag of cloth from the folds of her doublet, flourishing it with a street magician’s flair. “Do you recognise it? The pattern, that is.” She proffers it forward, supporting the fabric with the tips of her fingers so the image lays flat before her eyes. She doesn’t need long to know what she’s looking at (she’d spent far too many hours looking for the blasted thing to ever mistake it): a proud ship sails across an unruly sea, the bow cutting through choppy waves and rendering them calm.

“Your family crest…”

“Soon its likeness will fly above a fleet of ships that will rival the great houses of Antiva, but this one is yours.”

“Mine?”

She nods. “My favour may not have the same weight as Andraste, but if it can accompany you where I cannot, then I give it gladly. May I see your hand?”

Thora immediately extends her right arm, then draws it back just as quick. “No, wait,” she says, offering forward the other, fingers closed into a loose fist to contain the faint buzz of the Anchor. “This one could probably use it more.”

“Naturally.” She winds the handkerchief up so it resembles a bracelet, coiling the fabric up like a rope and measuring it against her slender wrist before she tries Thora’s. Curled ringlets coil around her ears as she leans over to tie it properly, and in all the chaos of Corypheus’ attack she’s still found the presence of mind to perfume herself. Thora discovers this herself as she breathes slowly, and tries to forget her daydreams. “I’m afraid I’ve little else to offer but my hopes, Corypheus has proven most resilient to my charms.” The fabric slides across the smooth finish of her gauntlets without purchase, and then again, each time reset by the patient hand of Lady Montilyet. At last it catches against the details, winding around dwarven runes that spell the Cadash house words in an alphabet that rarely saw sunlight. The sight of her words and the Montilyet crest winding together around her wrist moves something in her. It creeps up her ribs and into her throat and blossoms. Not for the first time since they’ve met, Thora finds herself grateful you can’t choke to death on love.

She ties the knot once, twice, and Thora thinks she sees some reluctance as they fall away to her sides. “May you tame the sky as we tamed the sea, Lady Cadash,” she says in a trembling voice, her words straining against her fears.

“Josephine, I—” Brown eyes rimmed with tears look up at Josephine. The sharp end to her sentence is a keen reminder that while she can’t choke to death on love, she sure can still choke. “I’m…” What she wants to say more than anything feels selfish to say, now more than ever, when her death is so near at hand. What good would it do her to die with no regrets, if it meant sentencing Josephine to a lifetime of them? She grinds her hopes beneath her heel, and tells herself that, should she live to see morning, there’ll be nothing stopping her anymore.

Even if it’s a lie, it’s a lie that can get her through this moment.

“Thank you,” she manages after a moment of tear-induced silence. “I’m... I don’t- I don’t know what to say.”

“You don’t have to say anything.” She folds her hands around Thora’s, cupping the armour-clad knuckles between tender fingers, like her glove was wrought with silk and not steel. “Just come back to us, please.”

Her heart constricts with the burden of a promise she may not keep. The sky calls her name, spelling her doom in the air with the ruins of her first failure, but Josephine’s words have worked miracles for her before. “I’ll do my best, I always— oh.” A distant horn blows, signalling her departure, and their farewell. Eyes laced with tears, she turns to the statue of Andraste as though she were a friend forgotten in the tide of the conversation. “I didn’t get to finish.”

The threads of Josephine’s smile start to unravel, grief twisting the manners from the corners of her lips. “I will finish it for you, Inquisitor,” she says in a voice laid thick with tears she wants desperately to dab from her cheeks. “Go with Andraste’s grace.” Her hands tremble as they release Thora’s, only finding stability as they lace together in prayer. As her footsteps echo with her retreat, she hears Josephine’s voice lift in song, words burdened with her weeping but warm with the Maker’s light.

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It is a disquieting revelation, knowing his worth does not lessen the more he is known; all the rage and misery Ian witnessed in him these past few weeks hasn’t lessened the love in his eyes. (x)

I had the pleasure of commissioning @/artist-rat (commission info here!) to illustrate a scene from a Solavellan fic I wrote earlier this year. They did such a great job bringing the moment to life and I’m still screaming!! Look at them!!! They’ve in love and the world is a mess!!!!

Ian (he/him) is created and written by @/theshirallen. He’s non-binary so please don’t tag this m!solavellan or f!solavellan please and thank you!

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floorbed · 3 years

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15 (And Explain), 32, 48, 67, & 98 for Pen !!

haha funny guy time

15. What battle in the campaign has been most memorable to your character?

okay so basically i have three. so Like. the fight right before we found ewelin in the skew Αnd Ori Was On Death Saves and pen was just holding her and brought her back b4 he had spare the dying. like they werent that close but now that like ori is one of the most important ppl in pens life I Think Abt That Moment A Lot. also that was the first time in his whole life pen encountered the idea that ppl he knew could Die?? he just considered everyone in his life to be untouchable until that point and it was a big wake up call for him that he was in Big Real World

and then wachterhaus. lol. being paralyzed right next to juni and coming to consciousness watching ori and alba desperately trying to save them and just getting stabbed over and over and then Literally Dying, and then having a deity show him (what he thinks is) unconditional kindness when all of his patron experiences thus far had been fucked?? Did SOmething. also like,. when he came back at level 20 and killed everyone both him And me thought that was his final act before he died and like. in that moment he was completely at peace with that. all he wanted to do was help his friends and that was the moment he was like yeah fuck that i literally cant front with these bitches anymore i just unconditionally love them is the thing and im going to start openly expressing it and it helped him. a lot socially

And Then . Uh. Last Fight. Yeah. he didnt even know it was juni who got him back up and like didnt even Know he was down until he followed ori and he just like. refused to believe it and held him and tried to spare him like hed done so many times before even tho he was literally just A Wax Torso . and then he saw ori literally Sprout Wings And Bring Him Back From The Dead. and at first he was super panicked bc usually ori fire meant Bad It Was Going To Hurt Her Time but then she just?? literally became a beacon of healing??? And Juni Was Okay?? he didnt even like. fully wrap his head around not having juni there bc he Had to be okay and then ori gave him back to them and he. so many feelings abt 2 of da closest ppl he has at once. ah

32. What is your character the most insecure about? early pen wldve been like. not being nobility and not being married to the graf girlboss powerwife. but he has made a lot of progress getting over that lil dream. currently it is his pact and how he is endangering his friends By Existing and he wishes he didnt have to be like. a constant burden In That Way. like oh what new Stupid Demon Thing has his gullible ass gotten into. he just wants to be a pillar for his friends and family and not have ppl worry abt him 48. What aspect of your character’s future are they most curious about? (If they could know one thing about the future, what would it be?)

If His Friends And His Mom Will Be Safe And Okay And Recovering Living Somewhere Where Nothing Can Hurt Them 67. What is your character the most envious about, regarding anyone in the party?

I Dont Think He Envies Anyone In The Arsonparty Anymore Lol. if anything, ori’s ability to Give Advice and be Comforting , but its less of like he envies it and more like he wants to emulate it

98. What advice would your character give to a younger version of themselves?

when you go out into the real world someday, because it will happen, be kind. acting like youre better than people isnt a defense its a hindrance

#dnd tag #penance the jester #mel talks #brain be like *arsonparty*

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badheart · 4 years

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GENERAL name: sef birthday: 10.11. sexual orientation: pan school status: fach-abi (idk: advanced technical college entrance qualification??) ... i didn’t wanna learn french... idk kinda was necessary in most schools

QUESTIONS what is your special talent/skill as a roleplayer? i do actually manage to roleplay on this blog, so that’s something for sure. and maybe that i can do some fanart of my muses and ships, it is a neat extra haha. what is your favorite type of roleplay genre, and why? conflict, just look at the characters i play, but also fluff is nice once in a while, but mostly i want some deep talk, which allows some nice development, aka learning much more about my own muse and my partners as well, depending on how curious i am about them. why did you pick your muse? i have a thing for bad boys, and usually characters who ain’t part of the protag team, and by women i love very powerful, cool - collected ones. grimm was the first here, and he simply filled the bill and looked pretty, also kinda fun to play, in things depth, ... he lacks somewhat tho, due to being a hollow, also i find the goal to get stronger generally boring (yet a bunch of my muses have it, so welps) and being fixated on the protag, but another welps. / harri one of the few fem characters who interested me and i found aesthetically nice, i rly just wanted to rp / own her? idk you ever see a cool character and just? grabby hands?? def nice to rp her once in a while, but she difficult and tragic. / shu was mostly added after i wondered, which fem character has the highest chance to end up with (ila’s) aizen. it was her, and aesthetically, thematic wise my total type, she is pretty cool and bleach sure lacked some more evil, mature fem characters, then again it is a shonen, so not surprised about the lack. Also her position and role allowed a lot of interesting interactions, views. / ginjo is my rebel boi, one of the few characters who wont shut up about SS’s system, he holds some strong opinions and his entire story just gave me so much to work with and god i love him, shame the fullbring arc was not handled so well. / hubert, finally my first quincy, i blame my friends but also the lil bit interaction he had with ju and bazz, it just promised a lot interaction wise, also did i mention i like uniforms? also someone who is above most sternritter, also a neat perspective / bazz happened due to going a few times thro the last chapters, also cuz of hubert. he sure seems like another standard character, but he turned out to be quite a chaotic, egoist, i take him! if you could write any other muse - but know you don’t have the muse for him/her - who would it be? bankotsu, ezio what is one thing you think you need to work on as a partner? on my honesty level i am pretty good already, but sure not knowing some ppls reactions makes it still hard. communication, always, but it could be far worse for sure. in sympathy i suck pretty much as well, if u rly need help, better go to someone else, i am not good with words and would rather hug u, but obvs not possible in da internet. what would be your warning label to other roleplayers? i cannot concentrate well, and if only on a few (like partners), i am german & angry :^) fear me, ok but rly u can be chill with me, i do handle everything privately and i don’t waste my time on telling ppl what to write or not, that’s not my job and will not change anything anyway, it is da internet, somewhere will still someone write something u don’t agree on. i swear the shit i see on youtube, comments, or on reddit, or wherever... i don’t wanna waste my lifetime on that. what is your favorite episode/scene of your muse? hopefully the one in the future, where grimm meets askin. what crack!ships do you have for your muse? none, not much of a crack fan anyway. what is your senpai blog? �� mmmmh :^) ila’s, her writing has such a nice flow and is still easy to understand, I am still so fuckin happy, you started to rp again, because damn you got talent! Ila can capture characters so well, it is truly mesmerizing, 10/10 forever blessed.

tagged by: snatched away tagging: i know u like talking about yourselves, i certainly do haha, @levaer , @fcarher , @hirako5hinji , @amutucry , @tatarfora , @toketsuu , @sphaeraa , @serasarc , and here are some neat questions.

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heavygloomxx · 4 years

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Rammstein Family Game: Get to know me!

I was tagged by the lovely @thislovelyoptimist and @i-ndil-cuimhne-ar-daniel to do this tag game. Thank you kindly 💖 and to @vapor-stein this is wonderful 💖

Rules: There are no rules. Tag whoever you want. Don’t tag anyone. Tag yourself. You don’t have to answer all the questions. Do what you please. Have fun.

Created by: @vapor-stein

1. I’m curious: when did you discover Rammstein?

I discovered them when I was like 11/12

2. Tell me your story. How did you discover them?

I just remember that I saw Engel on MTV and i was like woooahhh (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ

3. Favourite song?

Spieluhr, Ohne Dich, Pussy, Führe mich and so many more I cant choose!

4. Least favourite song? Come on. I know you have one.

Mhh maybe amour and Frühling in Paris

5. Favourite album?

Sehnsucht & Mutter & Herzeleid

6. Least favourite album?

I don’t like all these piano versions that much but that’s just my taste :)

7. Something that speaks to you in the deepest sense of the word: a lyric? A specific song?

Sie wollen mein Herz am rechten Fleck doch sehe ich dann nach unten weg da schlägt es links!!

8. Unpopular opinion: about a member? A scandal? Anything?

I just wonder that ppl are still shocker about thinks they do. Like when the Deutschland Video came out everybody here in Germany was so shocker without even looking at the Video?!

9. Have you ever seen them live? Tell me what you felt.

Yess!! I saw them last July I Munich. My Bf and I travels all the way from Hamburg to Munich. It was so crazy. We had a hotel really close to the Olympiastadium and the hotel was only full with Rammatein fans 😂 that was so cool! And then when we arrived at the stadium we got a pretty close place to the stage and when it started I was so blown away!!! It was perfect 🖤

10. Do you play any instruments? If you do, can you play any song by them?

No not rn but I am learning e-guitar at the moment!

That was so much fun thank you!!🖤🖤🖤

I Tag @ofmemesandbands @birdiebobbi @krankes-gehirn @nikonothere @skjaldmo-ulf @flakelli @one-air-ghoul @lindemannhiddles @radiomeinradio @herrgott-gibt @oblvions @petercushing @jellybelly30 if you like to do this!

But everybody feel free to do this 🤗✨

#ask #personal #rammstein #thank you!!!

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sarasfm · 4 years

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Sarauniya “ Sara ” Davies, 24, pansexual, cisfemale, ISFP Enneagram 9w1; Pisces sun, Sagittarius moon, Pisces rising 1st year Advanced Encryption Major; did not go to a spy prep hs

Imma keep it real with you, chief, I have absolutely no idea what’s going on. I mean, obviously, I know what espionage is ; I’ve read books and articles, and I’ve seen Spy Kids and all the Charlies Angels and James Bond movies, but I genuinely think I need a minute to wrap my head around everything. Make that two weeks, because what’s this I hear about two murders ? I literally just got sent here to be safe, I — I’m sorry, I’m freaking out. Give me five seconds, and we can start again, because I promise I can totally pretend this is all normal. @gallagherintro

full name: sarauniya “ sara ” davies

dormitory room: 105

birthday: 20 march 1995

soundtrack: “ go gina ” by sza

favorite dish: efo riro

aesthetic: when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of light reflecting from her earrings, eyeglasses perched on top of her head, and a caviar iphone always in her hands

Bio Points

her mom’s a nigerian baddie billionaire & her dad’s a soft academic brit

she grew up between london and abuja where their family’s business is based. it’s a trading enterprise, the largest industrial conglomerate in sub-saharan africa

she’s the eldest of three siblings, was raised to be prim & proper and groomed to run their family’s business. her family’s not pushy though and they’re really cool. very healthy dynamic so she doesn’t mind ; she loves her fam and would do it w a smile !

Coding is her Passion though. total dork. stayed up all the time just sleuthing and being an internet geek since she was a youngin’

loves education and is the type who would willingly stay in school to learn. has a degree in economics from harvard and was almost done with her mba when her littlest sister got abducted ! was it about business ? money ? who knows ! the sister’s fine now but her family sure is Scared especially since sara’s alone in the big bad united states

her mom made some calls and went “ gimbiya, look, u aint safe n we sorry. we’ll work something out to make sure u get ur mba degree somehow but shit is wild so we gotta get u somewhere near that’s safe asap. u like studying & ur a geek with computers right ? cool beans, go back to school & welcome to gallagher, babe ”

she enters gallagher in the middle of the spring semester very overwhelmed & inwardly ignoring how unhappy she is about having to be here bc she is not & does not want to be a spy. she just tryna distract herself by looking at this entire thing as a weird vacation where she can do stuff she wasn’t able to before because it’s literally detached from the world. she is mostly probably in way over her head, but let’s see !

Other Information

Nicknames: Sara (to everyone), gimbiya (to family, means princess in Hausa)

Languages: English (native), Hausa (native), Arabic (C1), French (B2)

Strengths: is money a strength ? also coding. and being the sweetest. and a general smartypants but that’s in a university setting & gallagher probably doesnt give a fuck

Relationship History: only has one (1) experience. ( well,,, 2 if a three-second drunken kiss w kass counts ) his name’s royce and they’ve known each other since their bougie secondary school back in britain. started dating at sixteen and went to harvard together. they’re long term as fuck. he’s like her best friend and their families adore the couple & each other. got engaged last september and sara broke it off before leaving for gallagher, oof. she deadass milked the opportunity but lbr she wasnt rlly Feeling It so she’s kinda glad for the ‘valid reason’ to appear bc it rlly wasn’t Love for sara so boy bye

Physical appearance: 1.76m, 55kg, long black hair, slim and toned build

Classes: GEN 105, GEN 206, AE 101, AT 101, PE 101

Personality

the sweetest. v charming & sensitive to others & curious about things. enthusiastic too ! loves adventures & is very passionate. queen of empathy.

she’s not stuck up even tho she loaded. she doesnt rlly talk abt her family having 12B or the fact that she’s an ivy league girl, bc she’s just generally very uwu

easily stressed and flustered and overwhelmed ! man, gallagher’s gonna shook this goddamn academic dork to her core for the love of god someone pls get the aed ready

rlly fun !!! can be a lil unpredictable bc it b lyk dat for rich girls. loves her independence which she hasn’t maximized bc of her ex fiancé & responsibilities but it’s chill so chill totally chill, no ounce of further longing exists in the crevices of this girl’s heart

she is so not good with confrontation and is so allergic to conflict ok. she will sweep discomfort under a rug and lie on it ‘til it’s flat which makes her a queen of repression & conforming

is she easily overwhelmed & stressed ? yes, but she’ll try not to show it so much. it’s all mostly an internal monologue so don’t underestimate her pls. she’s v smart and competent. can be so competitive ( albeit mostly inwardly ) and a boss ass business bitch like her business momma bc that’s what she’s been training for altho she is still generally a soft bab so ... yeah, if u would be so kind as to Estimate her, that’d be grand

she needs to always be on top of her game. maybe not the best in the class, but definitely pushes herself to be her best, so a lot of late nights studying & won’t settle for bad grades ever. gonna be rough in gallagher bc she is not spy material ok, she’s just a pretty rich geek behind a computer

just imagine her as the nice girl in ur ap classes who’s a lil awkward & just so happens to be super hot & stinking rich

Fun Facts

has a six-month old rescue pup named sooty ! who kinda looks like a sheparnese

has a tendency to ramble if she’s comfy w u enough or mayhaps if it’s too much man

is v diligent w keeping a journal & does it everyday

likes to dance ! not super good but she likes it. hits da clubs for dat shit

is a lil instagram famous bc she’s a gorgeous rich harvard girl & all that jazz. queen of selfies & of looking hot but doesn’t actually get to play around rip ffff

doesn’t drink much bc she is an extreme lightweight and 2 is her tap out limit

if she’s had more than 2 drinks, she is Very Honest but still very ramble-y

she is physically active but mostly just runs and does yoga. knows very basic self-defense. is not sporty, definitely not a fighter, may god have mercy on her soul

isnt a virgin but is not sexually experienced lmao lbr she kinda Itching to get out there

don’t ask me what her accent is because i have no clue it’s all over the place

Established Connections — just bc i think y’all would like to know

kassandra sutton — internet friends ! loves kass to bits. have known each other since sara was 14. when kass was 18, sara took her on a grad trip to montreal and became a lil lowkey into her. doesn’t help that kass drunk kissed her & doesn’t remember lmfao. poor sara told her then-bf & they had a lil fight but they made up bc sara didn’t talk to kass for months. eventually they became friends again & now sara’s in gallagher w no idea that kass is a mf sutton & honestly, my girl is just very shook w everything

Possible Connections

crushes — she does not know how to flirt. she is ,,,, p pathetic tbh but a real heckin cutie. will be super nice to ur bab ok

flirtationships — sara and i r gonna continue to keep it real w u chieves, her ex fiancé royce was vanilla and bland as fuck. can u believe she has not been single in a decade ? ? someone give her love & attention & fluster this soft innocent child. get her Experienced but also dont hurt her

enemies/angst !!! — or maybe do ! maybe hurt her. maybe obliterate her. maybe smash her poor heart to pieces, because tbh i would love that. so someone pls for the love all things holy and divine, someone hurt her !!!!

fwb — probably just one (1) bc she’s still a romantic ? and she’s probably gonna want something exclusive even if it’s no strings attached and will surely want to ,.,. get to know them a little bit more first ,,, at least ideally , idk , maybe impulse & thirst gets the better of her one of these days who knows lets find out !

friends !!! — sara will love u ok. she may be a lil easily flustered but she’s doesn’t rlly give up on ppl quickly. as i’ve said, queen of empathy. probs feels v sorry for majority of the gallagher & georgetown kids bc, .,.,., this environment just screams highkey Trauma to her and she’s valid bc she’s right

mentors !!! — she hates feeling dumb ok she Always has to be on top of her game, so u can bet ur ass after her first meetings in her classes she goes to ppl going “ hey could u help me out w working out ? boxing ? firing a gun ? literally everything & anything ? ”

anything & everything — meaning just come @ me & let’s talk about it uwu

( did i just create georgina’s antithesis ? fuck yes, and i am sooo excited to have a child that’s not always plotting & scheming & being mean like y’all have no idea ;_; nywy, that was long bc shutting up and brevity are things i do not possess. whats up it’s ur og flower garden girl rose here aka bugleweed aka fiancée of many and lover of all, and i am open to anything and everything ! just drop an IM or hit dat like & ill slide in ur dmz w love, plots & sanitized hands x )

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