#like actually i was worried smth happened

[its-irsaa-fyp]

What if Yui was Carla and Shin's childhood friend. Like she was a part of founders family but in a war with Karlheinz everyone thought she is dead. Then Carla and Shin found her after many years in Sakamaki house.

Omo it's smth I thought about way before I even have imagined yui as founder like her being carla and shin cousin. Can yall belive it I am turning 18 this year and I had this idea when I was about 15-16 thank this person for making me remember @nerdywerewolffart 😭💞

💎Founder Yui headcanons:

🔴The ideas I currently have on this scenrio are :

🌸Yui is carla and shin blood relative basically they are cousin.

🌸Menae/Krone has a brother and yui is his daughter. Yui mother died while giving birth to her (my bbg is always without mom).

🌸Founder yui has big golden eyes that are very bright that's something that turns head of everyone whom sees her as they look like sun and on top of that her blonde hair she is nicknamed as sunshine because of her bright features.

🌸Founder yui has pale shin like carla and shin and she posses same power as them but they are weaker cuz her mother isn't from a strong background like Krone.

🌸Founder yui actually had a loving dad and a good childhood. Since they are relatives yui visited them alot as kids sometimes staying in bandmaden castle.

🌸Yui used to play alot with shin she and shin used to run around castle and play hide and seek.

🌸Yui didn't played much with carla as carla from young age was matured because of the immense pressure from his father and his mother illness.

🌸Carla took care of both shin and yui as he developed soft spot for the blonde girl whom is same age as his younger brother.

🌸He treated them as if they are his child and he wanted to protect their innocence and childish mind.

🌸Carla sometime played hide and seek with them but since he can easily sense them they decided to play in castle as its big and it will make game fun and they are allowed to teleport.

🌸When yui started baking she always made some cookies for them and always visited to deliver it.

🌸They had a very strong bond however when they turned teenagers their bond got strained because of founder situation and war.

🌸They all still had soft spot for each other but yui visits and their interaction got less as time passed.

🌸They barely met each other during their teenager phase because whenever yui visited they both are either training or out for work.

🌸When carla and shin relation got strained when carla plugged shin eye out, yui couldn't help but get angry at carla she immediately visted to comfort shin and yui provided the emotional support shin needed.

🌸When yui met carla she scolded him for being hard on shin, carla didn't tell her why he did that and what will happen if he didn't do it as it will harm founders in future he remained silent throughout her whole scolding.

🌸Yui expressed her worry for him too as she noticed giesbach off behaviour but carla dismissed her saying that it's not something that should concern her as she is a princess and she shouldn't put her finger in men works.

🌸Yui frowned at his cold behaviour and expressed that she is concerned about him she also expresses that she is worried about him about Giesbach but carla again gave her a cold shoulder and said her to leave him as he don't want her to worry.

🌸When yui decided to leave room carla called her and told her to stop visiting Krone, yui ran out in tears thinking he dislikes her when she is just worried about him.

🌸Yui wants carla to open up to her so that she could comfort him but he always rejects her. But carla only stopped her from visiting Krone because he doesn't want her to caught Endzeit.

🌸Shin bitterness towards carla was something yui was aware off as Shin always rant about it infront of yui.

🌸Yui always tries to mend the ties between two of them by telling carla to talk to shin but carla only ignores her saying" it's all for better" and when yui tried to make shin understand carla, shin lashes out on her in return and expresses that he doesn't need explanation as he isn't kid.

🌸He also tells yui to leave with a heavy heart saying that he doest need her lectures yui just silently stood up opened her mouth to say something but seeing the way both brothers told her to leave decided to back away.

🌸They didn't see each other for a long period of time for about years and shin regrets it as hell but he is too proud to go up to yui and apologise as it's always been yui whom came to them not other way around.

🌸Carla did miss yui presence as he haven't seen her for a long time but he had to surpress his feelings for yui as someone might use yui as carla weakness to expoilt him. He is aware of the fact that yui is strong but she is a female so he worries people might target her to black male him.

🌸A talk of marriage of yui starts going around as yui turns 18 and it didn't take long for her to be bethored to carla its something that pissed shin off. Shin immediately lashed out and destroyed things in his room.

🌸That was something that made shin actually go up to yui after some time of avoiding each other he asked her if she really want this marriage.

🌸This marriage was arranged and it was done by Giesbach. Yui expressed the fact that she is neutral she likes carla but not that way and that she isn't sure if she wants to get marry this early considering she just turned 18.

🌸This made shin smile as he realized that there is no love between them. He promised to her that he will free her from all this. But didn't tell her how.

🌸Carla on other hand finished giesbach off and took the throne, officially as King Of Founder while yui and shin were having this talk. Carla did plan on marrying yui as she was always someone he liked and he consider her as a good partner for himself.

-The plot of my scenrio follows original story line -

🌸Menae took yui along with her. Menae was like a mom to her during her child hood so yui didn't hesitate to obey menae and agreed to leave with her.

🌸Menae took yui because she wants to make sure that if she died while making cure yui could be the one whom will volunteer after her and it all was something that Karl suggested.

🌸A fight broke out and yui castle was attacked and yui father during all this got killed a rumor started circulating that yui died too as the castle was lit on fire killing everyone in castle no one survived.

🌸This news broke shin and carla whom went berserk and started killing all vampires whom assassinated yui and during this commotion it gave Karl opening to imprison founder.

🌸Menae was than married to burai she wanted yui to live normally so Karl decided to seal teenage yui whom was 18 and he putted her to sleep.

-The scenrio than follow original story line all events than take place-

🌸Karl woke yui up when his own kids turned adult. Karl than sended yui to his mansion with his children and introduced yui as sakamakis long lost cousin and he removed her memories and sealed her founder power and making her appear as vampire before sakamakis that's when yui life with all sakamakis started all of them were enraptured by her blood scent and her unique looks.....

#Diabolik lovers #diabolik lovers #Dialovers #tsukinami carla #tsukinami shin #komori yui #yui komori #Tsukinami brothers #yui x carla #Shin × Yui #Shinyui #Carlayui

[kitanas-lastkiss]

LOL my old user..... Serasavoureux ewwww

I WILL CHANGE IT ... I AM SORRY FOR USING YOUR DEAD(USER)NAME /J

#★﹕kitana replies #BRO PLS #the PANIC i had when i couldnt find one of ur accs #and didnt know how to credit #WHINES #im so happy ur alr #like actually i was worried smth happened #im glad yall r good :] #but ya i shall change the username HELDOFJ #need to make a mutual tag ty for reminding me abt that omg #have a lovely time frame !!

[thormanick]

Me, going about my day: i really like alhaitham and kaveh and whatever is happening between them. precious boys need to keep them safe

Evil Thoughs tm popping up in my head once in a while: canonically, Kaveh wants to be remembered. Alhaitham is a Scribe, which implies that he's keeping records. Alhaitham is closest to Kaveh and knows him really well. Alhaitham will be the best at remembering Kaveh. Therefore it might be a possibility that Alhaitham will outlive Kaveh, and by much-

Me, suddenly distressed: shut up shut up shut up-

#ah yes don't you love it when your thoughts go and do. that #anyways wishing nothing but the best to the boys may their respective reruns happen soon #genshin impact #genshin impact thoughts #genshin impact headcanons #genshin impact kaveh #genshin impact alhaitham #haikaveh #kavetham #alhaitham x kaveh #afinna explores teyvat #this was actually partially inspired by the idea that Vision holders give something up in order to receive a Vision #and if the Vision encompasses the most sincere wishes of the weilder #what will happen when the weilder achieves these dreams while still being alive #in my hc achieving the passion that Vision symbolizes like. annihilates you from existence on a certain level or smth idk #on this point. in-game we've seen people gain visions. get their visions taken away. and die while having a vision (kazuha's friend). #i wonder what will happen to a person when they achieve the goal that allowed them to get their vision in the first place #i think that would be interesting #also idk sometimes i look at kaveh and go 'ah yes you have the narrative potential of dying at some point of the story and I. Am. Worried.'

[puppyeared]

if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified

#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing #i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though #at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself #as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed #escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date #although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL #ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting #workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety #i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back #AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO #im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts #i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem #in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material #and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school #maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess #only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard #hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms #i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work #not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall #anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh #yapping

[spearxwind]

.

#question... has anyone of you with neighbors ever had your attention called over making noise bc it happened for me yesterday and i feelbad #it was 100% our fault it was really late and we didnt realize so the neighbors #hit the ceiling hard a few times but theh hit it a lot so they were clearly pretty mad 😥 #obviously we're not going to do that again but like. irrationally terrified that they hate me cause i make noise sometimes #its also jarring bc I've always lived alone so I've always been extremely quiet almost like a ghost but its so much easier to make noise #if you're with someone else #god does this make sense?? augh. i just needed to vent a little #this is actually the second time we get a notice like that but over something else and now im worried babey!! what if the neighbourhood #kicks me out or something!! augh (this cant happen i dont think especially not about smth like this but like auuuggghhg panic) #I just dont wanna be a bad neighbour man

[cupiidzbow]

bites my thumb I know I already talked abt nicknames they’d call me but I thought about it again and got sick to my stomach (good way ) 💔💔

#everyone should do this . it’s healing . #anyways i call banjo jojo or jo or jojo honey and it makes meeee sooooooo GRAGHGGH. #he likes my name . he wants to use it he like how it sounds when he says it I think….. #he saves pumpkin for more special occasions or when we’re one on one …. I think it sweet ….. #FUNKY ALWAUS USES THEM literally if he doesn’t sweet talk me he would drop dead . #sweetness or sweetcheeks … cutie pie…. baby cakes maybe …… he likes babe or baby for simplicity too…. #MAYBE PRECIOUS. drops dead #I KNOW SHIT IS SERIOUS WHEN HE USES MY ACTUAL NAME but that’s only when he’s worried abt my safety or smth serious happens yknow… #i Like using his name a lot but I love calling my guys honey or sweetie it’s so natural for me …… #TOM LOVES CALLING ME SWEETHEART…. or bell . what who said that . #idk he makes me sick. we’ve been married for so long maybe there’s a name that stuck since we were younger…. #I love calling him tom tom or thomas jokingly . honey of course . #i Like to think tommy’s full name is thomas. thomas jr (Tom’s not very creative ) #and Timmy is Timothy. #ID BE LIKE THOMAS ??? and they’d both look at me and I’m like oh wait. looking for my son not husband . #txt #idk im just spitting out words I’m sick in the head #🐻🍯🪕 #🦍🏄‍♂️🌊 #💰🦝🍃

[skitskatdacat63]

I looked forward in a fic I'm reading bcs the authors note was like "it feels bittersweet to finish this fic off" and the last chapter is titled "a year later" I DONT WANNNAAAAAAA STOP WHAT HAPPENS THAT REQUIRES A YEAR LATER UPDATE

#timeskips in fics is like actually the most horrifying thing in the world #<- not in a bad way #in the way that you feel like. oh god. what happens in a year from now. like why is this required #bcs its so often that the two characters seperate or get seperated or smth 😭😭😭 #the one time i was reading a fic and the second to last chapter was super traumatic #and then the next chapter started w a time skip and my heart fucking dropped #also i was reading comments on this fic(its from a couple years ago) #and the author was like yeah i probably will make a sequel #and there is no sequel :< so god please end nicely i beg #theres some other fic for this ship i want to reread #because i remember it being good but i can only vaguely remember the ploy #the downside is that whenever i think about some subconscious part of myself gets morose so im worried it will heart break me again 😭😭 #but ah man i am rediscovering a prev ship rn and my god am astonished at the quaility of the fics. i am EATING them #its rare for me to get into the mood for long fics but w this im like oh my god please feed me #catie.rambling.txt

[tangledinink]

... the fuck you mean you've had too many teeth broski.

OH well when I was like eight I had an extra tooth that was trying to grow upwards, like, into my nose, so they had to go in and surgically remove that one. smh. it fucked up all my other teeth somehow so then i got braces immediately after. i have really good mouth genetics actually.

#unfort i was EIGHT YEARS OLD #and therefore not capable of taking care of braces #so then they removed them #and then when i was like twelve i had another oral surgery #to remove that flap of skin like? under your lip #just below your nose and above your front teeth? #the place where you get a smiley piercing #yeah i dont have that they cut it out #and then immediately after THAT surgery i got braces again #and then when i was fourteen i had to get a root canal #coz ig my teeth have pits in the backs of them? #which makes it easy for bacteria to crawl up in them? or smth #anyway i had an abscess and a massive infection #was in horrible pain had a fever etc etc and we went to the dr and he said go to the dentist so we went to the dentist #and the DENTIST said i was just being DRAMATIC abt my braces and to ignore it #and then i happened to see my orthodontist like a week later and he was like #yah uh the color on that tooth is weird i wanna xray it #OH YEAH ACTUALLY THERES A HORRIBLE INFECTION. were referring you to an oral surgeron #and then i went to the oral surgeon for the consult and she said mmmm actually im like? #super dupes worried that the infection is gonna move into ur brain and kill u like. literally any minute now so uhhhhh can we do the surger #like #RIGHT NOW??? ill cancel all my other appts #so we did #but then the infection was so bad that it came back so a week later we did a second surgery #but this time they went in thru an incision in my gums to like. scrub out all the infection i guess #and it had eaten away a part of my jaw so i got a BONE GRAFT #and like sixteen stitches #but now its okay :) #i have a gum scar #anyway now my wisdom teeth are doing things lol

[daz4i]

uh oh i think my laptop's officially dead

#i really hope not. but. the keyboard stopped working suddenly 😭 #idk maybe i turned smth off accidentally?? idk if that's even possible #I'm trying to restart it now but it's going. very slowly. which is also worrying #even holding the off button isn't doing anything. shit #it was so sudden too??? it was actually still working like i could use the mouse and it was playing music #this is so weird I'm so scared 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #it's like 5 years old man don't do this to me 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐 #update: well it's not turning off so i took the charger out and hope it dies from a lack of battery power soon #and then I'll plug it back in and see if it helps 😔 #i THINK it happened before?? like that it didn't turn off and i had to wait for the battery to drain first #I'm so worried i really hope it doesn't die 😔 it'll break me mentally i fear. #(yes it's an object but like. i need it man. and it has a lot of my stuff there. and a lot of distractions from the fact I'm alive) #bro why is this taking so long #usually when i use my laptop and it's not actively being charged it dies within 5 minutes #it's been over 10 now and it's still going?? now?? when i actually WANT it to die?? #:/ think I'm gonna leave it alone for now hhhhh whatever. I'm very anxious but there's not much i can do besides waiting anyway

[soiwatchthestars]

I spent last year starving myself and excessively working out until i got really sick, and i've spent the past three months trying to get myself out of that but i'm still. super sick. i hoped that if i started eating and taking care of myself again I'd feel better but I don't and its kind of scaring me. heart feels fucking weird n fluttery. super dizzy. nauseous. always in pain. im scared lol

#beginning to think ots unrelated and theres actually smth else wrong with me n i feel like a such an idiot #spent the past three days super ill n ny family are worried too 🤙 #literally every 30 seconds i go from boiling hot to chills n its been happening for months n its the worst

[dreampearls]

I have no idea why but out of all the fanart I've ever drawn my genshin stuff for some reason stays the most consistent & I literally can't figure out why

#its not even something im consciously trying to accomplish either i rarely ever think about trying to maintain a consistent style #my two priorities when i draw are always 1) have fun and 2) make it look pretty . art style ''consistency'' is negligible in the end #and something thst just happens naturally as a result of you learning yo draw more things #hence why i hate the idea of consistency tk begin with its more of a marketing tool for yourself than anything #But anyways enough of my tangent. i think it is so weird that my genshin art looks like it was all actually drawn by the same person #my orv art is so 😭😭😭 its everywhere help #though that is partly bc i like experimenting more w orv the novel provides a vast amt of material to work w #if i had to actually logic out a reason behind my genshin art staying consistent then id say its probably smth im just doing subconsciously #since all my genshin stuff is quarantined here in the first place #Worried face. im pretty sure genshin is now the media property ive drawn the Most fanart of #next to hxh. Worried face

[piplupod]

nooooo dont find omens in the otherwise explainable, you're so sexy ahahahaaa

#IM THE SPIDER!!! IN THE JAR!!! FUCK!!!!! #like I Get It but im not gonna do anything about it!! thus! spider!!!! #FUCK!!! i hear u i see u but i am choosing to look away. but i do see it. i Know!!! #i am making a Choice right now and that choice is to sit on my hands!!!! #we are NAWWWT making it through the winter if this is already happening dear fucking god i need something for this all #maybe i will confide in the counselor but i dont want to go to psych ward again sbdhfkdl i Can't Actually #because now im in charge of making sure mum doesnt fucking die while dad's at work #so if i end up in psych ward then nobody will be home to make sure mum doesnt just collapse or something fhfkfl #but i Need help fhfjsl fuck!! i hate how it all overlaps!!! i come last though so I'll figure it out #if u are seeing this do not worry about it but i will maybe tag these types of posts w smth so i dont accidentally set anyone else off #i would start journaling again instead of posting here but that quickly spirals into ''keeping notes hidden away from everyone'' #which is uhm. well it feeds into everything #so i am unfortunately stuck posting here for now sorry everyone fhfkdl pls lmk if u need anything tagged and i will absolutely accommodate! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #paranoia tw #delusion tw #idk !!! idk what this is !! i am not diagnosed with anything that can give me language for this !!! #but i figure maybe those will cover the bases hopefully!!

[rubys-domain]

holy jesus christ...

fontaine's act 4 is by far the most stressful act of any archon quest ever

#⇢₊˚⊹ 🩷∥ruby∥yo，ide yo !! #genshin spoilers #a big part of it was everything with lyney lynette and freminet #seeing lyney so beside himself with worry was already intense #i don't think i needed to literally relive what happened to freminet seconds before drowning to death #that genuinely made me extremely uncomfortable. i mean it drove home the direness of the situation. but still....... #but even after things wrapped up i still didn't feel at ease #everyone seemed way too relaxed #like... your whole nation LITERALLY just almost got wiped out. how do you have it in you to even think about having a tea party????? #(this isn't meant to be a dig at lynette btw. it's just the most obvious example i could think of) #and there's still so many unanswered questions #what's the deal with furina，really? could it be possible that she's not actually a god like arlecchino suggested? #“her” secret? why would the former hydro archon be keeping a secret like that? a literal ticking time bomb like the primordial sea? #where did the primordial sea come from，anyway? did egeria create it? and if so，WHY? #(unlikely imo... but not totally impossible either) #plus furina's mention of some kind of plan to deal with the crisis that we still know nothing about #and we still don't know what the hell happened to childe #did he fall into the abyss again or smth? #it's just a lot #they really nailed making me feel that the stakes are sky-high #i should've realized that since this wasn't going to be the last act，that there's no way things would go to shit for real yet #i don't know if i can say that i “enjoyed” it. it sure as hell left an impression though #i still kind of haven't fully calmed down yet #i'm probably gonna need a week or something before i can relive this on my main account #oh，i'm also a bit impressed that there was zero combat in the whole two acts #with there being a literal fighting ring and the fortress being a mek factory，i would've expcted some amount of fighting #i mean that works great for me since that means i can play through them while eating lunch or smth #and not have my meal be interrupted by combat #i feel like most of the online community probably wouldn't like that though #good thing i'm not most of the online community

[raine-but-irl]

as happy as I am that tomorrow is the last day Im obligated to go to school by any standards, I have such a weird knot in my stomach. I KNOW some kids im friends with/know will be coming back next year but I cant help but feel... weird. Idk how to explain it I feel scared kind of that maybe something could change over the summer and one of them will just not be there anymore

#note: I am one of the few ppl who lives rlly close to my school #I know someone else who lives rlly close #but other ppl live in whoooole other towns!! #god I hope they dont just leave.. #ik at least 2 ppl im #friends-ish with r returning bc student council stuff #but what about the one friend i reaaally have/only person i rlly care ab.... #vent #im jusat. scared. #idk #i always worry smth could happen... #i hope next yr im more like. open/social or whtvr and can actually make more than one friend...

[deeisace]

Well, I made it through today without throwing up or my knees fucking up, so even tho I was half hour late to work I count that as a successful day tbh

#im so scared of all this depo stuff #im worried of taking it anyway cs what if it means the gic won't let me go on t #also if i stop it then my joints are gonna be fucked for like half the time or more #compared to atm it's been like two three days in this entire 2-and-a-bit month block including today #but if it is actually making me ill in other ways or if this horrifying thing is gonna keep happening #it's a fucking shitty decision to make #at least I'd. idfk. i just don't want to be in pain #i want to be able to move without hurting #but if that's not possible then it's not possible #maybe going on t would have a similar side effect - it's my hormones going up and down that send my joints so much like this #mum's the same she used to get bad one half the month #she has a worse baseline than me but doesn't go up and down as much as i do if you know what i mean #going on depo helped her but idk about it for me #oh fuck mobile i can't read my tags back #anyway im stressed #ive liked depo so far (less periods and less pain) but this like i said this morning im scared of #im v scared of getting checked but i know i have to #and im gonna stop typing and think about smth else before i can't stop crying

[lesbianwords]

i’m gonna be ambitious and try nanowrimo again this year!! i wanted to do it last year but i gave up pretty quick, i’ll try to take it seriously this time lmao

i’ll be working on “queen’s echo” (i’ve actually just been calling it “echo” recently) which used to be a lighthearted fantasy romance but has now become darker and horror-ish? idk if it’ll be that scary and i’m not really committed to the genre yet but there will be some horror elements i think. i want to just write it out and see what happens! basically the previous idea was like fun celebrity wedding planning shenanigans in a hotel that’s possessed (in a fun quirky way) but now the wedding happens in the beginning and the bride and groom die bc the spirit possessing the hotel actually possesses one of them and kills the other that way. so yea. the main cast of characters (who all work at the hotel) is pretty much the same the plot is just more unhinged

#there's more to it than that but i'm too lazy to try to describe it properly rn lmao #the characters will be a bit different too but technically the same! my mc just got some violent urges. as a treat #i started this wip in december of last year #so this is like the longest i've ever gotten myself to stick w a project #so when my previous plot idea just wasn't going anywhere (like i couldn't figure out what would actually happen) i decided to rethink #the whole thing without giving up on the wip itself #i also took out some worldbuilding stuff that was tripping me up and now it feels like it's easier to get somewhere w it #im worried that once i start drafting i'll lose steam again but i'll try to push through #my on the job training also happens to be during nanowrimo so i'll be working 6hrs a day + doing lesson plans and essays and stuff #(i'm studying early childhood education) #but i'm gonna try my very best to write a little bit every day #i've tried to help myself by outlining a bit for once but the outline's not done so we'll see #also im struggling bc a big part of the plot is figuring out stuff that happened in the past which is something i dont enjoy reading #that much? like obviously it depends but i do tend to avoid it. and it feels weird to write smth like that when i dont prefer to read it lol #but thats how im doing it for now! the story will obviously keep changing so i shouldnt get stuck on details rn #also will i ever rewrite the mess of a middle grade fantasy draft i wrote in nanowrimo 2020? we shall see #vee.txt