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gaystardykeco · 9 months
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need to sleep but the Dread is consuming me
#i just feel like smth bad is going to happen tonight. but also i feel like this p often on random nights where nothing bad happens so.#it could be bc i had caffeine this morning and its still fucking with my. brain#or more likely its bc im back on the overnight call list for work starting tonight and continuing the rest of the time i have this job#being able to not be on it while i was on vacation was so nice like i could actually sleep#still couldnt sleep through the night but at least when i did wake up it didnt take me an hour to fall back to sleep#generally when i feel this much dread on a night i can get work calls its bc theres going to be a call sometime between 3 and 6am that nigh#hopefully there wont be but ik this dread and anxietys gonna fuck up my sleep regardless so whatever#i dont really want to move to nyc but if i get this job offer i think i just need to bc this job is fucking me up so bad#if it wasnt for this fucking on call thing itd be tolerable but i just can't handle the on call thing#the fear that ill get a call and not know how to solve the problem and have to call my boss or coworker to help is killing me#ik its stupid but i have really bad anxiety around waking ppl up and asking ppl for help and calling ppl so#perfect combination to make me Suffer ig#and i did try talking to my boss about it and told him it was the reason i was unhappy on the team#and he essentially said i just need to be better at my job so we get less calls and that being on call is essential and unavoidable#if i dont get the nyc job i might need to just quit anyway which i know is pathetic but i just cant handle this on top of the other things#like i cant have no friends and a useless therapist and meds that dont work and no sense of self and a million other things#and then on top of that a job that makes it so i cant even sleep which is the one thing ive always been okay at and not had problems with#i know its so silly and i know i need to be grateful this job pays me well and shut up#i just am so miserable and i need to be able to sleep like i need that one thing please#sorry for being ridiculous and insane i know its stupid to be this upset over this#sorry dkdkjd sorry about all this i genuinely cant believe anyone still follows me when i post this bullshit#hopefully its fairly easy to ignore and everyones just not expanding the tags so im just screaming into the void#cant tell if i really want no one to see this or if im putting it all here all the time so i can pretend someone is reading it and cares#idk im just so tired and so sad and so scared all the fucking time and i think i just dont want to always be alone in it idk#and i know my problems arent real or serious or bad but unfortunately im pathetic and spoiled and theyre destroying me anyway
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d2myg · 5 years
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50 questions tag
tagged by @rysiowate thank u darling!
1. What takes up too much of your time? my hyperfixations and constantly updating all my online accounts and personas
2. What makes your day better? when i feel like ive accomplished something in a day; also, getting to go to bed after a long day
3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today? i made really good tofu fried rice
4. What fictional place would you like to go to? the shire. just wanna live in a tiny hobbit house and eat and read
5. Are you good at giving advice? depends what it is about. and also, im better at getting my points across via text, so im useless at advice irl
6. Do you have any mental illness? anxiety and depression, im pretty i have some kind of executive dysfunction and maybe dependent personality disorder, but these two are just my assumptions. who knows really im broke and too anxious to go a therapist to get diagnosed lmao
7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? no thank god it sounds terrifying
8. What musician inspired you the most? even though i’m not an active stan anymore i’m gonna say bts because they’re the artists i’ve stanned the longest for and grew most attached to. i think they helped me develop as a person and they’ve been there for me in tough times. but also queen, because in freddie mercury i found a queer icon and role model which is very important for me
9. Have you ever fallen in love? i thought i was in love once but looking back, maybe not
10. What’s your dream date? i think this dream date business is bullshit. as long as im with the person i like, we could be doing literally anything and id still be like yeah this is a good day. like running errands or going grocery shopping or just lying in bed.
11. What do others notice about you?
idk probably my self-deprecating humour. also i if im wearing makeup that almost always gets commented on so i guess that
12. What is an annoying habit you have? just one? lmao uhhh when im super anxious about something i just shut off and like i cant function until that thing is resolved. my brain is just like ok anxiety time lets lay in bed and cry and nap for the rest of the day. also when im not in the mood to reply to someone’s text i will literally go days without replying not bc i forgot but bc i just.. yeah
13. Do you still talk to your first love? sometimes i check up on her (on her social media) but no we havent talked for almost a year since it ended. but then, was she really my first love. idk.
14. How many exes do you have? one
15. How many songs are in your playlist? i have multiple playlists and i also follow a lot of playlists; all together there must be at least 1k
16. What instruments can you play? acoustic guitar
17. What do you have the most pictures of? travelling, i have folders of pictures since last year that i havent edited yet
18. Where would you like to go before you die? hm. everywhere i havent been yet. id really like to go to canada, also like everywhere in asia
19. What is your zodiac? scorpio
20. Do you relate to it? idk i dont really read horoscopes and idk the like scorpio personality traits or whatever
21. What is happiness to you? being content with myself and what im doing.
22. Are you going through anything right now? final assignments of the semester :)
23. What’s the worst decision you ever made? getting too attached to some people. 
24. What’s your favorite store? record stores are so cool. also there’s this store in brighton that sells prints of stuff like ghibli on tshirts and tote bags. not my favourite, but i like it. i dont think i have a favourite.
25. What’s your opinion on abortion? im pro-choice. i dont think it should be a debate.
26. Do you keep a bucket list? no
27. Do you have a favorite album? sheer heart attack by queen, that shit slaps
28. What do you want for your birthday? honestly not to be shallow but some coins so i can buy myself some stuff ive been wanting to buy but didnt wanna spend money on
29. What are most people’s first impression of you? idk probably that im a bitch or that im intimidating. before i open my mouth to talk. one of my best friends told me they were scared of me when we first met.
30. What age do you seem according to most people? idk i mean no one really questions my age tbh. when i was younger people thought i was older lmao cause i seemed mature or whatever
31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? usually on my bed bc i sleep with earphones
32. What word do you say the most? uuuh……. like. when i talk i say like after every 3rd words its annoying
33. What’s the oldest age you would date? 5-6 years probably
34. What’s the youngest age you would date? ½ years max
35. What job/career do most people say would suit you? i dont talk about my career ambitions with anyone lmao it makes me anxious. my mom says i could do personal couching or psychotherapy or whatever.
36. What’s your favorite music genre? classic rock
37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be? sweden sounds really nice. hong kong or singapore also
38. What is your current favorite song? hm. the iron man 3 credits soundtrack. slaps. suffragette city by culture club also
39. How long have you had this blog for? uuh i remade very recently
40. What are you excited for? goin home for the summer. also rocketman and spiderman far from home. also!!! i might be going to the rocketman red carpet so
41. Are you a better talker or listener? listener. i dont really like talking about deep stuff
42. What is the last productive thing you did? did some uni work today. actually, did a lot of uni work today
43. What do you want for christmas? go to budapest with my mom weve been planning that
44. What class do you get the best grades in? my best subject in high school was english and in college it was probably psychology
45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now? idk 5/6
46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years?
dude i dont even know what ill be doing next year after my ba course ok
47. When did you get your first heartbreak? i dont think i really had one. when i broke up w my gf, its been shit for a while and i just accepted that it wasnt gonna work so it didnt really like hurt
48. What age do you want to get married? marriage is overrated and expensive next
49. What career did you want to have as a child? i wanted to be a vet also but so much med school. ew.
50. What do you crave right now? to dye my hair bc im stressed insert this is fine meme
i also tag @hamkis also @crownedbabes also @funkysapphic, @milmercurios, @freddie-jupiter, @piscesyub, @cactustattoo, @tonyrights
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gumdecay · 6 years
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i just want to be comfortable!! i want to live in a place i can be however im feeling at that moment w/o worrying that ppl will think im someone different than i was before.. i want to live in a place i can make noise and breathe without worrying that ppl are annoyed having to hear me.. and like thanks 2 my trauma hellbrain that’s not gnna happen until i live on my own and Also thanks 2 my trauma hellbrain i cant afford 2 live on my own bc disability is only $750 a month section 8 isn’t available anywhere near me and rent is at least $500 and that’s in a house w 3 other people!! i was so so so so hopeful that i would be able to breathe here but they cleaned the place for the meeting and it hasn’t been clean since, i had a nightmare abt the one guy living here the.. second?? night i was here and now im scared 2 be around him, he still hasn’t signed the rental agreement that he asked me to leave on the table a week ago that he sits in front of every day, and im too scared to remind him abt it bc hes seen it every day for a week!! i cant get food without that signature, i cant evn apply and the longer i wait the longer it’s gonna take to get approved, and i have no money to buy more food once i run out of what i have!! i tried so hard not to think of this as a rescue but i did and now im disappointed and just as sad and scared as always and i still can’t breathe!! the only work available to me is tarot which no one wants to pay for and sex work which im not comfortable doing nymore bc my boyfriend wants to be exclusive!! i have no support irl other than my mom and i cant go to her bc her husband is disgusting and awful and i dont know what to do!! i am so tired of waiting and begging and working for things to be better and they never fucking are and im tired of pretending to be happy and im tired of wanting to end it just so i dont have to be miserable anymore!!! i don’t have my psych meds anymore and i know id be at least a little better if i did but i dont want to see a fucking therapist anymore bc theyre all useless garbage ableist assholes and at this point id literally rather die than try to find one who doesnt make things worse bc they dont exist lol!! its a saturday night and im alone as always and i feel so fucking empty and im honestly ready to overdose AGAIN and hope that this time my miserable fucking body actually dies lol!! the only good things in my life are 3 friends who live thousands of miles away that ill probably never see, my dog who i dont get to see anymore unless i go 2 my moms house, and my family who i have to deal with my moms shitty fucking husband any time i want to see, and my boyfriend who never ever places me in an important position in his life and never makes time for me and won’t ever know me or be able to really love me bc im too fucking scared to show him how fucked up and pathetic i am!! lol!! all of this needs to go in my journal but my arthritis has been killing me for days bc this body is useless and im crying too hard to try and fuck with putting this in the tags and none of it matters bc theres only 3 ppl who care abt me and i dont know how the fuck to talk to them so they might as well not evn care lol!! this is the most suicidal ive been in years and i dont know what to do every time i think im getting better i get worse and nothing ever changes and when it does it isnt good enough for me!! like literally what is the fucking POINT of waiting for things to get better if every time they do i need them to be better still????? i dont even want that much but its still asking for too much lol!!
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kingtransgender · 3 years
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i dont rly do this anymore - venting on tumblr. i keep that shit in my notebook or on my private twitter. but said notebook is at my house and im at my friends so fuck it.
i feel nothing. i feel so little that writing this is a fucking chore. ive been numb for days. yesterday was actually the first time i'd managed to shower and get dressed and do my hair in days. even brushing my teeth took a ridiculous amount of willpower. nothing makes me feel happy. the things i normally do to distract myself or engage my brain do nothing for me - not playing video games or watching youtube.
i dont go outside (ik we're in lockdown rn but i should still get out), i dont exercise, i overeat, im getting fatter, i dont take my meds on-time, my sleep schedule is terrible, i dont attend any of my uni classes, i have assignments to do and i dont do them until it's so late that i have to get extensions.
ppl keep telling me to to see my therapist again but idk what to say to her. nothings rly changed since i last saw her. she cant fix the situation w my dad and she'd probably just tell me to prioritise uni work and i dont need a therapist to tell me that.
ik this is severe depression but it isnt manifesting in the way it used to - self-harm and suicidal episodes. it's like i dont even have the mental energy for such extreme thoughts. instead im just a useless husk that cant get out of bed. but because im not at risk it's like it isnt as bad so i should just get over it?? but it IS bad it's just a different kind of bad.
being dead does sound quite nice but dying is too much work.
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Also, do I need car insurance if I drive with a driver's license and with a parent. Also, this car is not mine, it is my parents.""
Cheap Hazard Insurance?
Does anyone know where to buy cheap hazard insurance online? I heard of this company that gives free quotes. CheapHazardInsurance.com I have property in Florida and and the hazard insurance is killing me thats why i need to get cheap hazard insurance. Thanks in advance...
What is the average cost of having a tooth pulled?
I may have to have a tooth pulled and maybe a filling. Does anyone know how much this usually costs? I do not have dental insurance. Also, do most offices offer payments or financing? If offered would they have to do a credit check? I do not have good credit?""
Insurance cost for an 87 Fiero?
I'm considering purchasing an 87 Fiero and I am wondering roughly what insurance costs are like with these cars? Is it high or low? Considering the body panels are made of plastic I would think it's not too expensive to replace.
What would be the cost of a doctor visit for a pregnant woman who doesn't have health insurance?
its for a health project and if you could also help answer these other questions -does the baby have to get vaccines their first year of life? if so, what are the vaccines required, and what are they for? -what does it cost for a week of child care at a daycare center or a private day care facility? -What doctor specializes in the prenatal care of babies and also in the delivery of babies? Does this take extra training? If so, what? -What is the average cost per week for providing for and taking care of a baby? - List 10 reasons why teens should not be parents. - It is mostly the responsibility for the mother to provide care for the baby. Is this statement true or false?""
Car rental insurance in usa?!?!?
I'm going to L.A in october and renting a car for when i'm over there, but was wondering if any1 knows good car rental websites and does this include insurance or do i need to get this seperate? HELLP!!!!. Thanks Joanne""
What would the insurance cost for a citreon saxo?
I'm nearly 17 and i'm most probably getting a citroen saxo, a second hand one, something cheap. I was just wondering how much the insurance might costs roughly. Thankss""
How much is motorbike insurance?
I am 25, about to get my first 750cc bike, I have no previous experience, living in London how much is my motorbike insurance likely to be? Just want a rough idea, as I don't have a bike yet so can't get a quote.""
Good Car Insurance Agency in Kentucky?
I'm going to be heading to Eastern Kentucky, near Hazard. I currently have Nationwide insurance, but may change my insurance around if it is cheaper. What are some good and cheaper car insurance companies?""
Car insurance for young drivers?
I've just passed my test. How do I set up young driver's car insurance?
Health insurance for 18 year old?
I'm 18 years old. I am moving to California June 1st. I currently have a state insurance, but I wanted to know how I could get a new insurance when I arrive to California. Is there one for minorities such as myself? I am going to be living by myself so I'm not sure how to go about this. I have no money whatsoever, and will be working a minimum wage job. Please help, thank you.""
""Driving without insurance in CA, only 19 yrs old and does not own car, what is the worst case scenario?""
So I got into a bit of a fender bender at my college parking garage. I was trying to park and due to the tight space i apparently hit the back bumper of a car. I drove away because I didn't want to further block traffic, I thought I hit the side wall, and I was already late for an important exam. The campus police called me, and he's not charging me with a hit and run. We also have everything straightened out with the other driver. However, the officer needs my insurance to complete the police report. I do not have insurance, I don't own a car and the car I was driving was my sister's. Am I completely liable? I researched around and saw fines were up to $1000 and licenses were revoked 60-90 days. Please help me answer, I'm so stressed out and terrified of everything that's happening!..""
Selling insurance question?
What license/certification does one need to sell and distribute insurance such as home owners, auto, life insurance etc. in the state of Wisconsin. And what schooling if any would someone need to obtain these licenses and or certifications. My grandfather and a friend own a agency that affiliates with another independent agency that allows them access to a large variety of insurers, and they would like me to become apart of business.""
Where can my family find affordable health insurance?
We live in Minnesota, we're a young couple, newly engaged with a 5 month old son. We were working on getting Minnesota Care. Our son's coverage was suppose to start Dec. 1 and my fiance's coverage was suppose to start later. We just received letters stating we make 275% too much!! We don't know what to do. I am going to school so I am still covered by my parent's insurance but my son needs coverage. Where can I find something affordable but that has good coverage?""
Where can i get the cheapest insurance for saxo vtr?
ive just passed my test and i already had the car well before i started lessons. ime 26 with 2 kids under 16. ive been getting stupid quotes for 5000. i know its a boy racers car but it doesnt meen ime going to be doing handbrakes and racing in it. just using it to get to work and take my kids out. i got the car for 600 2000 model and really want this car cant be doing with a 1.0 L or anything under a 1.6 can anyone give me a insurance company that will give me a decent quote. thankssss
Insurance for Yamaha enticed 125?
I'm Looking at buying a Yamaha enticer but insurance is very dear as I haven't been riding a year yet but I'm Moving up from a 50cc Moped. If anyone had been in this situation and found cheap insurance deals for 125's please let me know.
How can low-income people *afford* lower cost health insurance?
Huckleberry suggested that low-income people will be able to afford low-cost private health insurance--but he doesn't say *how* that will be possible. Guliani says that with tax credits, people will be able to afford low-cost insurance. (How is that possible?) I haven't figured what the other GOP candidates want, but how can low-income people--and those on disability--be able to afford expensively HUGE health-insurance plans on what little money that is already afforded to them per month?""
Help with car insurance cost?
I'm a 18 year old male with a clean driving record I'm on my parents insurance plan I want to get a used jeep wrangler with a lift kit what's a good estimate on how much it would cost monthly for me to have this vehicle?
Is it really imperative to get an insurance for a second hand car I've been driving uninsured for a year now?
A lot of my friends have been pushing me but I don't see the need.
Cheap insurance?
im 17 & i live in toronto (CANADA) and i gotta 1992 honda civic , and i m looking for the cheapest insurance possible does anyone know some kind of insurance agency who can get me a cheap insurance $300 or less?""
Car Insurance Question?
Hi I was involved in a road traffic accident, I have valid insurance & my vehicle is being repaired. My insurance is registered at my current home address but I have just realised that my driving licence still shows my previous address. I am being provided with a courtesy car & have to provide my licence number, will this make my claim invalid???""
Would it be the cheapest sports car?
I saw the 4 cheapes sports cars for insurance a mazda mx 5 and a pontiac solstice would they be the cheapest sports car for insurance for a 16 year old or what sports car would be the cheapest to insure for a teen I know for a teen with a sports car would not be cheap we have the money but what sports car would be the cheapes for a teen
What motorcycle insurance i should get?
i am not sure wat i want cause like whose the cheapest one to go for
HOW MUCH can my insurance rate rise up after hitting another car? backing up i hit the front right bumper/ligh
I live in California and I have full coverage on my vehicle currently I am 26yrs old and have about 6 yrs with my Dirvers license and NO accidents or tickets on my record. BUT a lot of people mention that my insurance rates will go really high whn an accident happens. I hit the car behind me it donsnt seem to me a a major accident, but a small one. I need help just an advise to know what to expect, please!! maybe in an expert can advise.or other personal experience by someone?""
Am I paying too much for my home insurance?
I live in a suburb in Norcross, GA, a suburb area. My mom bought the house about 8 years ago, it is now maybe 11 years old house. We've been using Liberty Mutual since 2005, premium was $1450. I just found out that premium is now $3800. *knock on wood* my house condition is fine, not close to ocean or river. I think my mom is paying way too much, but I am not sure what should I do now. Should I call Liberty Mutual to lower it or should I look for another company? If I call, how should I ask to lower the rate? Thank you!""
Affordable health insurance in Florida for someone who is 22 with no kids.?
I am 22 years old and I live in Florida. I have no health insurance but I really need it because I have asthma and alot of other health issues that seem to come up alot. Does anyone know of any type of affordable health insurance or anything that could help me?
HELP help help! Prego and no insurance
ok i applied for insurance (blue cross blue shield) right when i found out i was prego (I am 3 months now.)I told the salesman i was prego. He said he will get my cards out to me asap. 3 months passed and i was waiting for my cards. Then i spoke with some1 else i told them i need my cards cause im prego they said OH NO u can not apply while bein prego. Soo they denied me. WHAT DO I DO!! Medicaid wont accept me. Can i call another insurance company dont tell them im pregnant and when i get my insurance cards act like i just became pregnant. Please some1 help. I dont no what to do. SORRY FOR WRITING SO MUCH. THANKS!!! =)
Help with car insurance after acciddent?
recently my car was written off. i pay my insurance monthly by direct debit. as the car is un fixable my insurance has told me to find a new car in 7 days as from last sunday or pay 2000+ up front in a one off payment, which would have been the remainder of my insurance. is the insurance within their right to do this? can i have some advice please.""
Health and Maternity Insurance.?
My wife and I are wanting to have a baby and need to get health insurance that includes maternity. I have gotten a couple quotes, but they all seems somewhat high being that she is only 22 and in great health. Who would be the best and most affordable provider to talk to? Thanks, Dustin""
How much would car insurance be for this person?
for a girl 16 years old, doesnt own a car in the state of NJ. any more info ill be glad to help. im asking because i want to know about how much it will cost will different insurances for me alone.""
What do you wish your insurance agent would do for you?
Aside from the impossible, what do you wish your insurance agent would offer, help with, take care of for you or do differently?""
Passing a drug test for life insurance?
I smoked weed rather heavily for about 5 weeks over the summer, and now i havent touched it all for about 5 weeks, am i going to be clear for it? Before those 5 weeks i smoked VERY rarely (once every month or 2 months). Also i smoked a couple packs of cigarettes in the past couple weeks...how long will it take for me to get the nicotine out of my system (also smoked VERY rarely before last couple weeks)""
How much is health insurance for a 55 yr old women??
i live in southern ca and we are looking on getting a affordable health insurance for my mother she is 55 yrs... around how much will we be expecting on paying mothly... and what good health insurances are recomended??
What is the cheapest way to get insurance on my first car.?
I am 18 and am buying a 1.2 corsa. I need to know the cheapest way to insure it. Even if I have to go on a relatives insurance. Please help
How can I get the best and competitive online insurance quotes?
How can I get the best and competitive online insurance quotes?
Car insurance for young drivers?
I've just passed my test. How do I set up young driver's car insurance?
Young Person Car Insurance?
Hi there, I am currently looking for my son who is 19 and has just got himself a new job, i promised him if he gets a job he can have a car to get there. However i am very worried about the insurance quotes ive looked up on the internet which is looking at 3700 a year which is the cheapest i can find. Very worrying seeing his mates are 2500 which im happy to pay. He is looking for a old ford fiesta, is there any ideas where i could improve and seek a cheaper quote? Possibly phoning up companies or is the internet quotes better, any other suggested cheap car insurance websites? Thanks Fiona""
Best oklahoma home insurance companies?
What are some good homeowner insurance companies other than State Farm?
What is a car under 1000 for young drivers with cheap insurance ? ?
What is a car under 1000 for young drivers with cheap insurance ? ?
Affordable and good quality health insurance?
I'm looking into purchasing some health insurance. I'm 20 years old with no major health concerns. I'm thinking about Allstate but I hear it's around $100 a month.
Cheap Car to insure?? (UK)?
Hey, I'm 18/female and was looking to start my driving lessons soon and I was wondering what cars would be cheap to run and insure, and does anyone reccomend any driving schools that are an okay price..if you could put links up to cars I would be grateful. Thanks :)""
Car insurance cost if I want car insurance only 3 months?
Hi, I'd like to buy car insurance for only 3 months, and I'm wondering how much this will cost me approximately. * car price: $3000 * city: Phoenix * new driver, no record Could someone give me a ballpark figure please? Do you think it will be more like $300 (this is $100 per month) or more like $1500 (this is $500 per month)..... I have no idea. Thank you in advance.""
Which is a better career..A realtor or A insurance agent ??
what the average income of a insurance agent?? who makes more money??
Me and my wife wants to add our 16 year old to our insurance.?
If we tell them he does not have a license yet how much would it cost in Texas
How much is Allstate Car Insurance for and 18 year old in North Carolina?
Live in North Carolina have a Honda Accord
I have a car insurance question (teen)?
I am a 16 year old teen just about to get my license pretty soon. I am aware of the fact that insuring a teen is incredibly expensive and annoying. my family is middle class. the car that i really want now is a 2004 infiniti G35. the car itself would be around 5-12k which i can put up most of. but my dad is not gonna let me because of the insurance of a teen driving a sports car. i know that, but i really do not want to be driving a piece of crap. i know a bunch of friends my age from my town who have 2012 sports cars i just don't get how they afford them.can someone explain to me the price of a male teen driving a 2004 coupe. and i am aware that there are exceptions such as school. if you get good grades its less.. can someone please let me know of any exceptions to help me pay less insurance.. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE..""
Car Insurance in Missouri?
I need help finding car insurance that is affordable. My boyfriend moved out of his house 3 months ago and his dad says that he will give him his car back if he gets insurance on it. He is 17 and cant afford $400 worth of insurance each month. [works at Mcdonalds] Does anyone know of any cheap insurance?
BMW car insurance?
my car insurance doesnt provide anything with mechanical problems, is there any other way on this or is it a dead end?""
How/where can I get affordable braces?
Hey Yahoo Answers, I have been wanting to get braces for the past 5 years (since 2007). My main obstacle is affording them. They're heinously expensive. Also, the idea of ...show more""
2003 Hyundai tiburon 2dr coupe. Insurance price?
So I'm a 17 year old girl.I'm getting my first car. Idk if where I'm from makes a difference, I'm from texas. Would a 2003 Hyundai tiburon 2dr coupe be considered a sports car on the insurance? If so, how much more would it be vs. a normal car? Please help me!!!!""
Roughly how much would a BMW x3 in group 16 insurance cost?
My mum wants to buy this new BMW x3 2004 and it's in group 16, so is there a rough guideline of how much it would be for a years insurance?""
Does anyone know where I can find auto insurance to cover car parts?
I need new tires and brakes, and rather than paying for them I want to get insurance so all I'll have to pay is the deductible. Please help. Thanks.""
What are the recommended coverage i should have for auto insurance?
i don't know anything about auto insurance, so im trying to figured out what i should include in my policy, not just standard, but recommended coverage, so that if anything happen the insurance company can't say this or that doesn't covered...im a person that rather be safe than sorry later... so far i have statefarm in Florida, and here are my coverage and limit so far: liability bodily injury 10/20, property damage 25 per accident. no-fault coverage comprehensive collision uninsured motorist bodily injury 10/20 is there anything else i need to add or missing? is there different between the personal injury protection and no-fault coverage? is my limit enough? my friend has 50/100 limit and pays much lower premium than me (about 40% less).""
Estimate how much will car insurance cost me?
Im 16 and will be getting my license soon. I was thinking about buying a 1998-2002 pontiac trans am V8. Im a male driver. About how much will it cost me for full coverage or liability(spell check)
Can somebody explain what term insurance means?
if you get term insurance for 10 years, can you get your money after 10 yearrs even if you didn't diie?""
Trunk Insurance vs. Car Insurance?
I recently changed cities on my auto insurance going from a Cleveland, OH zip code to an upper middle class Cleveland suburb and my rates fell more than $200/half...I drive a '99 S-10, just a regular pickup truck, I am in the market for a new vehicle and ideally it would be a full size truck (Chevy Silverado or GMC Sierra half ton)...my agent has the exact truck I would like to buy, so I asked him what that truck would be insurance-wise for me. It automatically went back up to what I was originally paying in Cleveland...around $650/6 mos. Other variables of my car purchasing ordeal are that I took a buyout from General Motors and I got a vehicle voucher included in the buyout, so another option for me is to get a Chevy Malibu which I could basically drive off the lot for zero money...I've been reading that sometimes car insurance can be more than insuring a truck, with the information I've provided can someone help me out and estimate if my insurance would be more for a basic/no frills 2011 Chevy Malibu or a 2011 Silverado/Sierra with some bells and whistles...and also, do Insurance companies look at the more options a vehicle has as being more to ensure??? any answers would be appreciated""
Why is Auto Insurance in Quebec cheaper? And how do I go abouts changing my insurance to Quebec?
I've been told insurance in Quebec is much cheaper. I know a few friends that live there can I change my license address to Quebec then seek insurance over there? Im getting sick of paying 400+ in Ottawa.
Whats the best California insurance ?
I want full coverage what's the best company
How to get cheaper car insurance?
I'm 18 and want to get insured. How much would it be? I've been passed since July? What if I get my dad the registered keeper and me second driver? My mate she's 18 and she's got insurance. Come on, there must be a way!""
Which car insurance doesn't charge for points?
I went to traffic school for two speeding tickets last year, however when I received a quote they ran my drivers license and saw I had two points on my driving record and my rates sky rocketed. The speeding infractions remained on my DMV record but I do not reflect any points because I completed traffic school. I heard that some car insurers don't necessarily go by the points, but they go by infractions... WHICH car insurer will ignore the points as a result of my completing traffic school? ps. i live in california Thanks in advance.""
How can my car insurance go up from 128$ to 178$?
My car is all paid off and has been since I bought it. But I don't know why it went up. I looked up other car quotes and there much higheer then what im paying now.
Car insurance for young drivers?
I've just passed my test. How do I set up young driver's car insurance?
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I spend a good portion of every single day thinking about how I’ve been fucked over in almost every single situation. I spend hours applying to jobs and cleaning the house and also ocasionally getting ready for and going to job interviews. I never get the job. Ive been fired for being gay. Ive been fired for not working fast enough when management literally never paid attention to my work. I got a job at an Indian food restruant at one point.. I was supposed to be a line cook. They had me washing dishes all day. They called me after the first 6hour training day and told me they “wouldnt need me anymore.” Everything has been a shit show for me ever since I’ve been little. My mom had cancer for 8 ½ years of my life. I basically ended up providing hospice care to her. She died 3 days after my birthday. It makes the holiday season unbearable. People tell me happy birthday, or happy thanksgiving and I literally want to punch them in the face. I would be happen being punched in the face. In the time that I dont spend looking for work and cleaning the house I think of every different way I could kill myself. I was recently in the hospital and on my way there this psychriast tried to talk to me and even after I told him I have PTSD and can’t remember my childhood and I’m trans so I’m a boy he gave me this bullshit speech about how I need to “find the little girl who I was and ask her if she would want me to kill her.” I have trust issues. I have multiple good reasons for wanting to kill myself and I’ve been so unhappy for so long that even if I was admitted to a hospital today I don’t feel like it would help much. I have a therapist that I talk with for an hour ever two weeks. I tell her things and she tell me she’s concerned that I won’t be there for the next session. She basically makes me promise I won’t hurt myself before I go. I never mean it. Every single time I want to kill myself and I dont I always end up regretting it almost immediately. Ive been on meds but they make me hungry and give me migraines. I stopped them last night. I was diagnosed as bipolar when I was 18. They took me to the hospital because my primary care doctor gave me 80mg of Prozac and I lost my mind for a while. I dont know why he thought raising the dose on an antidepressant was the answer to my sadness. Bipolar people cant have antidepressants. If my best friend handn’t been there I probably would have just went ahead and done it. My best friend lives in a different state now. As much as she would want to, she probably couldn’t help me. I moved a few times between 18-19 years old and eventually found myself with some friends in Missouri but otherwise alone. No support from any of my family. I ended up back in the hospital for what was maybe the 4th or 5th time at this point. I had stopped eating. I was going to the gym a few times a day. I wanted to stop existing. Fast forward to now. I’m sitting in my car listening to modest mouse which sounds kind of emo.. And probably is.. But it feels good to scream along to it. At least it usually does. I’m not finding much joy in it today. I’m not finding much joy in anything. I moved to California for better health care and I’ve got a pretty good partner, but she gets upset over me not being able to make decisions. Its hard to make decisions when all you think about is how much of a disgusting useless human you are and how much you wish you had killed yourself at 15 when you ran away from home. I’m 22 now and I’ve been in the hospital maybe 6 times. My therapist says shes terrified of the fact that I feel like I don’t really have much reason to live. I feel like its not my fault that my life seems meaningless. No matter how hard I try everything just seems to dissolve around me. I’m having a hard time finding a reason why anything is worth living anymore.
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