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angclnumber · 1 month

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𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑪𝑨𝑳𝑳 !

here to say that i want even more sapphic stuff so i want to get some thing going with the muses under the cut ! if you are interested in a starter from any of them then please like this post ! ♡

𝑴𝑼𝑺𝑬𝑺 .

DAWN MENKEN LIAW / director / bi / she + they / chase sui wonders

born in amsterdam and ( mostly ) raised in new york and has the weird accent to prove it, brought up by the world’s grumpiest old man and it shows, mother owns one of europe’s most successful talent agencies, guitarist in all girl punk band called atomic boob as a side gig, painfully pessimistic, a tortured artist trying to make it in the film industry, has an attitude problem tbh, janis ian coded .

HAVEN MAURY LIANG / weather girl / queer / she + they / havana rose liu

local weird girl who will flirtatiously read your palm at a party, has big dreams of joining cirque du soleil as a trapeze artist and is simply forecasting the weather until then, in love with love and everything to do with it while simultaneously being a commitment-phobe, victim of the perfect little rich girl to quietly disowned pipeline, the vibe of a drunk girl in a club bathroom, a lil ty lee inspired .

ROMINA ESCOBAR / reality tv star / lesbian / she + her / camila mendes

a part of a family reality show inspired by the kardashians, deeply codependent and therefore painfully loyal to those she deems deserving, more than kind of bratty, vain, and self absorbed, hates men and is loud about it, is probably the last one to figure out her sexuality because doesn't every gal just want to makeout with her bffs sometimes ? mildly inspired by jennifer check .

RUTH RANSOM / actress / bi / she + her / kristine froseth

daughter of a washed up rockstar and his groupie, mommy and daddy issues ( double homicide ), ran away from home at seventeen, energiser bunny adjacent girlie who never shuts up, the world's biggest flirt with the world's biggest commitment issues, stumbled into the world of acting half hungover and still in last night's glittery makeup, manic pixie dream just a girl inspired by penny lane.

SLATER KATZ / rockstar / lesbian / she + they / ruby cruz

born and raised in australia, replacement child to an incredibly well off couple who wanted to save their marriage , has had a prodigious talent with music from childhood, has daddy issues, mommy issues, and anger issues, painfully obtuse with feelings, does not know how to talk to people, tends to hit first and ask questions later, never has an empty bed, billy dunn and daisy jones coded .

𝑻𝑬𝑺𝑻 𝑴𝑼𝑺𝑬𝑺 .

ELM MOSSBACH / museum tour guide / queer / she + they / taylor russell

works for a small museum in a small town in the middle of nowhere, generally the kind of place that people stop by for gas on their way to somewhere better, very much suburban gothic inspired in terms of environment . does she work at an oddities museum ? maybe so . longs for adventure but feels stuck, wants to get out of this town .

FELICIA 'FLICK' RELF / actress / bi / she + her / madelyn cline + meghann fahy

was in a mystery inc crew when she was a teenager and is the star of a limited series inspired by their exploits, is seen as a sellout by the other members of that crew but does it really matter if she's famous ? grew up in a motel as the daughter of the deadbeat parents who owned it, swears all the supernatural stuff in their stories is all fake, but was it really ? semi inspired by scooby doo and the x files .

KINSLEY 'KIDNEY' BEAN / petty thief / bi / she + her / abigail cowen

raised by two parents who had too many kids to truly give a fuck about all of them, the only girl in a hoard full of brothers, has the accent of a southern belle and the charm to match, will use that charm to walk away with your wallet, has never been single for more than a few weeks in her life, responsible for more than a few gas station hold ups, inspired by villains ( 2019 ) and bandits in general .

LORENA FONTBONA / grad student / queer / she + they / jenna ortega

drenched in dark academia vibes but exclusively the weird ones, family owns a successful board game company that a lot of them are convinced they made a deal with the devil for but ren has their doubts, a legacy in a secret society, game theory student who reluctantly plans to take over the family business, a natural cynic, april ludgate coded and semi inspired by ready or not .

OCTOBER 'TOBI' CRAFT / f1 racer / lesbian / she + they / margaret qualley

white trash golden retriever, grew up in a trailer park without a lot of prospects so even she's surprised that she got this far, raised by a father that specifically always wanted one of one of his sons to race ( surprise, dad !), got discovered by chance while street racing ( allegedly ) and hasn't looked back since, can't go to a gay bar without running into at least five girls that she's slept with .

RAVEN ZHAO / gas station attendant / bi / she + they / courtney eaton

final girl of death valley, nevada and no one will let her forget it, born as the child of a obsessive occultist and his lovesick wife and was abandoned by both respectively, spent most of her adolescence living in an abandoned 'cursed' church and ergo was the town's very own social pariah ( and the first scapegoat ) for it, refuses to go to therapy even if the killer ended up being her own mother .

WREN 'OZ' OSWIN / athlete / lesbian / they + them / brigette lundy paine

raised by a couple of zoologists who named all of their children after animals and dragged them around the world for their work, one of seven kids, grew up homeschooled and therefore chronically online in search of community and it shows, a goober who just happens to be tall and surprisingly athletic, the world's biggest romantic but they try to keep that on the low, in the wnba .

WYATT KILMER / student / lesbian / she + they / sophie thatcher

was the favourite child of the worst father in the world which sucked but happens to come in very handy in the zombie apocalypse, was taught to hunt under the guise of bonding, lost almost their entire family at the start of the apocalypse but is searching for their little brother, was the first person in their family to go to university but does that matter now ? deeply ( and reluctantly ) protective .

ZIAZAN 'ZI' DERIAN / mortician / lesbian / she + her / angela sarafyan

grew up working in her family's funeral home and always knew she would inherit it, has a passion for her work that was also inherited, deeply romantic in an only mildly creepy way ( most of the time ), almost always finds herself going for the crazy ones, writes gothic literature under a pseudonym, vaguely inspired by morticia addams and lisa frankenstein .

#indie rp #indie lesbian rp #indie bi rp #starters will be based off something in your wanted plots unless otherwise specified #also if you want your starter from a specific muse feel free to reply < 33 if not i'll do it at random !

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rockingtheorange · 3 months

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Get to know me!

Last song: Enemigos - Sebastian Llosa 🎶

Last film: Ron's gone wrong🤖😆

Currently reading: Wolfs-kinder by Vera Buck (a Christmas present)

Currently watching: Last Twilight (GMMTV series) / Percy Jackson (Disney series)

Currently consuming: pasta :)

Currently craving: corn cocktails I had in Mexico😣

Were you named after anyone?

As far as I know no, in Italian my name means happiness/joy. But the name I chose for myself is named after the ocean ☺ (Talay means ocean/sea in Thai)

When was the last time you cried?

I've been crying at night, before sleeping. I spent a month with my girlfriend and going back to long distance on the other side of the planet hit me harder than a truck🧸

Do you have kids?

Nope, and I don't plan on having them. I'm already struggling managing myself lol

What sports do you play/have you played?

Many when I was little: swimming, tennis, basketball... my parents wanted their children to try many things but I've always been artisty and I stuck to ballet for 5 years, then paused it for a few and came back for another 2/3 years. Then I went for theater ☺🤸

Do you use sarcasm?

Me? No. I don't use sarcasm, I AM sarcasm. But depends on the language I'm speaking honestly (different language - different personality is a real thing lol)

What's the first thing people notice about you?

I've absolutely no idea, but for some reason they always get my vibe wrong. People think I'm cold and quiet but if they earn my trust, I'm very warm and love physical touch

What's your eye color?

Brownish? Idk people have told me they look orange at times (???) or green under direct sunlight 😃 Let's say a light brown? copper maybe???🤭

Scary movies or happy endings?

I like both. Depends on my mood. (One of my fav series is scary with sad ending and all my fav movies are happy endings)

Any talents?

Some would say many, others would say none. I'd say I try my best in everything I do and talent is often a misused concept that only appreciates something you were born with instead of what you've worked hard on (even worse if people call talent the skill you've spend time and tears on)

Where were you born?

Milan 🙂 (fun fact I was kinda ☠ing and doctors had to remove my right kidney cause I had a tumor. All fine ever since tho☺👍)

What are your hobbies?

Many, I mostly make my hobbies collide with my growth in knowledge and working opportunities. Everything from writing, watching videos, playing videogames, listening to music, spending time in nature...

Do you have any pets?

2 meows 🐱🐱

How tall are you?

Shmall! I'm always the smallest one🥲 1,60 m 🤏

Favorite subject in school?

Def art class when I was little, then maybe math cause it has always been very easy for me. (But I used to love a subject depending on the topic and my own willingness to study it lol)

Dream job?

I'm trying to get a job as a 3D animator but it's hard. I just want to work in the cinema industry honestly 🥺 maybe travel from time to time...

A bit late but thank you @meraki-yao for the tag, you're always lovely ☺❤

Tagging someone that I hope hasn't done it yet: @manic-pixie-fever-dream @mylucayathoughts @couldvebeenus @onpurposeilovehimonpurpose

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aftgficrec · 3 years

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Do you have any long ish aus where Andrew and Neil are like best friends? I've read if you must by tourmaline147 and I am obsessed. Possibly with pining or acting like an old couple? Thank you for what you do 💕💕

Oh yes, there are lots of friends to lovers andreil fics for you to enjoy! Word counts are included, so pick whatever suits your mood. - A

Also check out

andreil meet in juvie here

andreil meet in the system (includes ‘If You Must’) here

more like ‘If You Must’ here

fics like ‘A Different Matter’ here

andreil friends to lovers here

andreil roommates + pining here

teenage Andrew w/crush on Neil here

high school crushes here

high school andreil here

soft high school aus here

pre-canon andreil dating here

we’ve been dating all along?! here

long cute fake dating here

oblivious andreil here

‘Something Better’ and ‘I'll Follow You’ here

‘you are my morphine (i had my first good dream)’ here

‘Take Me Home,’ ‘Sometimes (I Like You),’ and ‘Band AU’ here

‘Friday Night Big Screen’ and ‘What Once Was Lost’ here

‘Raspberry Friands’ and ‘Love’s Keen Smell’ here

‘bloom (just for you)’ here

‘Interlaced’ here

‘band aid on a broken heart’ here

‘every kind of way’ here

‘How to Be a Human Being’ series here

we were together series by by bazookajo94 [Rated T/M, Collection, Complete, 2020]

part 1: night by night [T, 6689 Words]

“Maybe he’s bringing a friend.”

“That’s even more unbelievable, Aaron.”

“I don’t know, Nicky, and I don’t know why you care.”

Nicky sniffed. “I just feel like if we’re going to be spending a week with someone who Andrew has willingly invited, we should be prepared to meet a potential murderer or, like, a manic pixie dream girl.”

“A what?”

tw: scars, tw: implied/referenced violence

part 2: day by day [M, 7852 Words]

“Sometimes it can help to give pieces of ourselves to strangers, because it feels like they don’t really know us to judge us. Is that how you feel around Andrew?”

“Not really. Am I supposed to feel that way around you?”

“Some people do. How do you feel around me, Neil?”

“I feel like this is a big waste of time, and Andrew isn’t a stranger.”

“Then is he a friend?”

tw: vomit, tw: side effects from withdrawal, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: violence, tw: self harm, tw: blood

part 3: long been forgotten [T, 5259 Words]

“Maybe I’ll sell my kidney,” Neil told Andrew at one point that summer while they had been searching for a place for Neil to live and seeing that nothing was under five hundred dollars.

"Or all of my organs," he amended later, still unable to find sustainable housing for anyone not working forty hours a week. "How much do you think they'd take for one of my lungs? There's two for a reason, right?"

tw: alcohol

always you by Willow_bird [Rated T, 5365 Words, Complete, AFTG Mixtape Exchange 2021]

Andrew Minyard has been in love with his best friend for over ten years at this point, but he does his best to try not to think about that. This becomes incredibly more difficult when he accidentally bases the characters of his newest novel off of himself and Neil -- and then each time he tries to start the damn thing it ends up sounding like a romance novel! It's the strangest cause of a writers block he's ever had to deal with.

tw: implied/referenced torture

Small Smiles by erosandhades [Rated T, 5819 Words, Complete, 2020]

Neil is a Tiktoker who decides to do the "kissing my best friend" trend. His best friend is Andrew and Neil is fucking oblivious.

Forever Home by moonix [Rated G, 1957 Words, Complete, 2018]

Neil works at a movie theatre. Andrew is his favourite (and only) customer.

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constantlyirksome · 5 years

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This Week Euphoria Walks the Line Between Reality and Fantasy (1x07 Review.)

The episode is named “The trials and tribulations of trying to pee while depressed,” which sounds funny until the reality behind it is revealed. Rue is almost catatonic during a depressive episode, so emotionally fatigued that she can’t even get up to pee. That’s the theme at the core of this episode, peeling back peoples perceptions of illness, romance, and sexuality.

I don’t suffer from bipolar, but a combination of depression and anxiety, and the portrayals by Zendaya of her lows and manic highs were spot on. Rue was largely bedbound, consuming copious amounts of television and avoiding looking after basic human activities like eating or hygiene. She doesn’t find joy in things that usually interest her as they start to become emotionally taxing. She starts watching Love Island marathons because reality TV doesn’t take a lot of energy to consume and can be quite comforting.

She tries to draw energy from her memories but finds it more and more difficult to remember what actually brings her joy. “Eventually all you think about is how life has always been this way, and will only continue to be this way….”

These scenes, for me at least, were some of the most relatable and comforting than I’ve seen on TV in a while. Zendaya approaches these topics with care not to overdo it, with a knowing humor that comes from being a Gen Z kid who knows her audience, because almost everything lands or has an impact. The scene where Rue experiences a bout of mania was brilliant, likening her heightened mental state to one of an overworked, paranoid detective, was genius. Detectives Bennett and Lexi Howard actually manage to piece together what happened with Jules, Nate, and Tyler. You have to wonder what Rue’s actual physical state was when you take away the magical realism and suspenders.

I think it’s important to separate Rue’s mental state from her relationship with Jules, both because it’s not fair to put that much pressure on someone, and because I don’t actually think they’re related. Rue may have tried to sober up but anything that happened after that was biological. No one could/should blame Jules, who has been put in a difficult position despite how much she genuinely loves Rue. It’s not fair to hold someone on a pedestal, just like it wouldn’t be fair to make someone feel like a burden or “boring”. (Jules said this last week but couldn’t possibly mean it.) In this was Euphoria sends an important message about looking after yourself, boundaries, and dependency. Hopefully Jules and Rue can find a middle ground where they can support and uplift one another without relying on each other for happiness and health.

Jule’s Journey leans more toward fantasy, as she heads into the city to escape the situation she’s found herself in, confiding and hanging out with some old friends. Her insight into why she has casual sex, to achieve new heights of femininity, and to then shatter that concept entirely, answered a big question as to her motives. And it humanized her, which is something the show needs to do more of. The reactions I’ve seen saying if she leaves Rue she’s heartless is an attitude that reflects the shows focus on Rue when Jules has motivations and feelings of her own. In maintaining this manic pixie dream girl thing the audience becomes more alienated towards a character that could be really important to the LGBT and trans communities. She’s not perfect, ghosting her best friend just to send her a guilty “I miss you” text was a dick move, but not nearly bad enough to vilify her.

Her final scenes, in the club (overlayed with scenes of Rue passing out from a kidney infection) admittedly confused me. Was Nate actually there? Who was she actually having sex with?

The other characters only got slivers of progress. This week’s flashback is for Cassey, and while we get a sad look at her history with her father it does little to add to her character and zero impact on her current problem, an unwanted pregnancy. Her and McKay deal with the issue with a lot of maturity actually. While Cassey dreams of starting a family, that maybe it’s what she’s “meant to do with her life,” but ultimately she was just daydreaming as McKay lays down some hard truths about what being unwed teen parents would be like. The storyline wasn’t given the time or emotional weight needed and was tossed aside again to deal with Rue and Jules.

Kat was given two scenes, one was a fight with Maddy and another was a cam session gone awry. Because Kat has had more screen time and a fuller narrative so even these had more of an impact. She’s starting to realize while her new persona and philosophy towards sex is liberating, it comes with some drawbacks. The creepy video chat she has could be foreshadowing to her final transformation in the season finale that I’m excited to see.

Lastly, the peoples champion Fezco. I’m always cautiously praising this guy because, despite the good he does, he’s still a drug dealer who deals to kids. His refusal to sell to Rue didn’t feel like a big enough step, but throughout the season he’s had enough conversations with Rue for us to realize he does actually give a shit. Last week they had a touching moment at the Halloween party, and this week he sat patiently and listened to Rue rambling while he tended to his sick grandma. He looks on at Rue like a wilful little sister; even their dialogue seems like sibling rivalry (“sit yo manic ass down and shut the fuck up,”) while he’s trying to protect her from the gnarly drug dealer he works under. There’s a peek into what his work life is like, the pressure to sell enough to make the higher ups happy. With only one episode left I would love to see a flashback episode for how he got to where he did.

His showdown with Nate was a triumph. After telling Rue that threatening Nate was crazy, Fez can’t help himself when the lanky son of a bitch wanders into his den spouting off. Fez rightly reminds Nate that he is actually a gangster and will end his sad existence. I don’t know how Euphoria has managed to make a character like Fez so popular or likable, but I hope we get more of him next episode and next season, and while I hope Nate gets what’s coming to him I hope it doesn’t come at Fezco’s expense. (But really Nate signed his own death warrant as soon as he called the cops, Fez’s bosses will NOT be happy.)

I honestly don’t know where Euphoria will take its finale as Rue and Jule’s relationship, as well as Nate’s shenanigans, come to a head, and so far it’s been pretty hit and miss with story progression/ending things, but I still have hope it will be satisfying.

#euphoria #euphoria hbo #zendaya coleman #rue bennett #hunter schafer #jules vaughn #fezco #kat #barbie ferreira #angus cloud

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ghost-of-bambi · 6 years

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I was tagged by the lovely @prongsno

birthplace: Dublin, Ireland current time: 22:54 but I swear it was 6pm like, a minute ago drink you last had: Tea easiest person(s) to talk to: @obiwan-katnobi, my Melon girls, my Tumblr ladies, my partner, my brother, probably my stepson most of all because our conversations are often quite specifically centered on him, a topic I find endlessly fascinating fave song: I don’t have one favourite but I’m listening to “Can’t Help Falling In Love” by Haley Reinhart a lot recently grossest memory: When I had kidney stones and was so ill that my boyfriend had to carry me to the toilet and stand there while I spewed from both ends

horror yes or horror no: NO! in love: Yes, very jealous of people: Not really

kylo ren: I sincerely wish that he and twin brother Severus Snape would leave on the pale, self-pitying, indie-boy, manic pixie dream girl worshipping horses they rode in on (also wtf Kylo Ren what a random insertion) love at first sight or should i walk by again: This is a terrible pick-up line that a character such as Kylo Ren should never attempt middle name: Jeanette Lillian Claire Catherine number of siblings: 2 one wish: That I could eat or drink anything without enduring severe pain in my chest and stomach, a feat that has not been achievable in over a year person you called last: My doctor question you are always asked: Is that your real hair colour? (If you’re interested, the answer is ‘yes it is, random woman who approached me in a public bathroom’) reason to smile: My readers song you last sang: “Tell Me” by Johnny Jewel and Saoirse Ronan time you woke up: 7am underwear color: Not wearing any vacation destination: Barcelona worst habit: Cracking my neck x-rays: Ask @fetchalgernon about the time we played mini golf your fave food: Fries zodiac sign: Pisces

Tagging: @alrightsnaps @obiwan-katnobi, @dearprongs, @wildlingprincess @honourablepirate

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olivieblake · 7 years

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This weeks podcast was great! I really loved it - you had me laughing all the time. I might try the crazy girl approach, even though I've met men who were more curious than weirded out before after I told them I was only going to parties where there was blood (I was talking about walls of death and such ) those guys still weren't desirable. Sincerely, the everyhting short murder Anon ♥

okay well maybe @sallyjavery and I weren’t clear—just attending parties where there’s blood is still sort of a particularly dark breed of manic pixie dream girl territory, so that won’t work

you just have to straight up be like

“…so what’s your life insurance policy”

“are you giving your kidneys to science or would you prefer someone to simply preserve them in a jar”

“logistically speaking are you okay with sharing my ancestral burial plot or do you feel you require your own separate grave”

“if we die in the same house, would you prefer to haunt the upstairs or the downstairs?”

—no, nevermind that last one because I personally feel I’d be v receptive to that question. I often think about places I’d enjoy haunting and I also frequently consider how upset I’ll be if someone else is haunting it too

(though it might be worth knowing the answer)

#this podcast is satire #don't forget to submit asks my dudes #or else how will you get such quality advice

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aftgficrec · 3 years

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@just-some-spoopy-shit asked: I read a fic where andreil met in Easthaven (https://archiveofourown.org/series/1858567) and I was wondering if you knew of any more like this?

Your link leads to the ‘we were together’ series, listed below, and here’s what else I could find. - A

previous recs

‘until you’re all white-knuckled’ here

‘The Waiting Game’ here