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aftgficrec · 6 months

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ah I'm so excited you're open!!! thank you for the ridiculous amount of work you all do 🙏ok, this might be too specific but any fics with an alternate take on Andrew and Neil's post-trk reunion? Andrew gets out of easthaven early, Neil leaves the Nest later, AU's, etc.? i think it's a really interesting point in their dynamic, and I'm a sucker for sober Andrew realizing someone was watching his back for once

Feeling a bit like a Bernie Sanders’ meme – ‘I am once again asking myself why I spent so much time on an ask,’ 😅 but it's because this is such an iconic and beloved scene for our fandom. For a super fun ‘live’ first-time reader reaction to this high drama, check out ‘The King’s Men, Chapter 1 – Hello Foxhole, My Old Friend’ by @nickireadstfc here. -A

also see

Andrew's POV of throwing keys off roof here

‘Come and Save Me From It’ here (completed)

‘Learning To Feel (When You've Forgotten How)’ and the fandom meta posts here

‘pipedream’ here

‘reaching for the heights’ here

‘Lost boy’ and ‘[Un]broken’ here

‘I Know You From A Nightmare,’ ‘The Marks We Make,’ and ‘Draw Me Out, Mark Me In’ here

‘Marked’ and ‘Soulmates who can feel each other’s pain’ here

‘Of Stars and Stories’ here

‘What’s normal now?’ here

long previous recs with reunion mention

‘No More Fucks To Give’ here (updated)

‘The Sphynx and the Hare’ here (completed)

‘corvus, vulpes, lupus’ here

‘never fallen (from quite this high)’ here

‘Not a Pipe Dream’ here

‘everything and nothing begins with you’ here

Andrew gets sober, Neil stays at Evermore

‘Oh Raven,’ ‘Jailbird,’ and ‘Take to the Wing’ here

‘Scared to Live (But I'm Scared to Die)’ here

‘Comeback’ here

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in the dream I don't tell anyone (you put your head in my lap) by Fortheloveofexy [Rated T, 1850 Words, Complete, 2022, Locked]

The real Neil would never allow this, would not let himself be this vulnerable. The real Neil can barely stand to be around him. Andrew knows this. But Dream Neil? Dream Neil is a different story.

Will you be there when I come back? by Shamman [Not Rated, 299 Words, Complete, 2017]

Andrew is trapped in Easthaven with an eidetic memory and tries to focus his thoughts on the confusing image of Neil Josten's face. -Because however terrible it may look, Andrew's current circumstances are much less pleasant. Furthermore Bee has been making him sing and play the guitar in a very therapeutic attempt to make him express some sort of actual emotion over the past year.

tw: violent imagery

You Gave Me A Key And Called It Home by glintchi [Rated T, Collection, Complete, 2019]

Chapter 19: Yes, I Admit It, You Were Right [460 Words] Renee was waiting for him in the basement, fingers already taped, hair pulled back into a tuft of a rainbow ponytail.

Foxhole Tidbits by SpangleBangle [Collection Rated T/M, Updated 2018]

Chapter 14: My Friend, O My Friend [M, 953 Words] Prompt for Renee's reaction after Drake/Easthaven and Andrew's return.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: canonical character death

Did You Miss Me? by Deathandcommas [Rated G, 555 Words, Complete, 2023, Locked]

Aaron and Andrew have a late night chat after Andrew gets back from Easthaven.

tfw spoons by StrawBerryRains [Rated G, 216 Words, Complete, 2021]

Nicky offers Andrew ice cream when they arrive home from Easthaven.

A Taste of Your Own Medicine by caffeine_withdrawl [Rated M, 66454 Words, Incomplete, Updated March 2023]

Set after the infamous Thanksgiving, but then diverges from canon. Andrew and Bee decide it’s time for Andrew to come off the drugs, but works some magic so that he is allowed to do it in Columbia. Neil is tasked with helping him through it. They decide to do it the same way Andrew helped Aaron sober up, by locking him in a bathroom. Andrew doesn't react well, and switches between rage and panic. Andrew wonders if Neil is real or if he made him up because of the drugs.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: body horror, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: flashbacks, tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: drug addiction, tw: withdrawal, tw: vomit, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: ptsd, tw: emotional abuse, tw: hallucinations

making it harder to breathe by Azure_Allumiia [Rated T, 1643 Words, Complete, 2021]

Christmas Break with the Foxes, featuring Andrew at Easthaven and Neil in Evermore. Foxes celebrate New Years in NYC with the ball drop.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: rape/noncon, tw: medical abuse, tw: torture, tw: blood

Dead Birds by Noah98 [Rated G, 1601 Words, Complete, 2021, Locked]

Neil just got back from Evermore and Andrew has returned from Easthaven. Riko calls. He wants a rematch and oh boy does he get it.

tw: violence, tw: blood/gore

Art

NB: just a sampling of art for this scene

“Feel Again” original song by @whatbutandreil [Tumblr, 2020]

Picking up Andrew from Easthaven part 1, part 2 comic by @coldcigarettes

andreil keys off the roof scene: animation by @hahanken | comic by @rainbowd00dles | comic by @lunapiq | art by @esklinray

I hate you comic by @thematicallycoherent

I’m not a hallucination art by @clumsyartish

Stick around long enough to figure it out for yourself. edit by @m1nyards

You are a pipe dream art by @viennemort

“you spend all this time watching our backs” edit by @matthcwboyd

not a hallucination a pipe dream art by @kryptidfox

“you were supposed to be a side effect of the drugs.” art by @planetmontressor

"Go inside and leave me alone." art by @dimsunstuff

“No, you’re a pipe dream.” art by @starkingdraws

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meilas · 5 days

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#franc d'ambrosio #anthony corleone #godfather 3 #the godfather part ii #brucia la terra #godfather theme #I'm suffering withdrawal #I actually think he sounds better here than in the movie

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my-shields-are-down · 1 year

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Periods

REMEMBER: one word = Chenford one shot fan fiction

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“Tim can you come here for a second please? I’m in the kitchen.” When Tim arrives, Lucy asks “Why are the mock ups of our wedding announcement and invitation covered in blue circles at the end of every sentence?”

“Oh duh, because there should be two spaces after a period not one. I was fixing it for them. Plus, I checked, the Chinese side (red paper with gold+black embossed characters) is done that way, but the English side (white card stock with black+gold modern script) is not. They should be consistent.

That reminds me, we need to thank Jansen for the idea to combine the two invites into one, back-to-back and have the appropriate side facing out for whomever receives the invite. Granted English + Chinese is a bit more colorful than the Norwegian + Swedish version his sister did.”

Lucy had been typing on her phone while Tim was explaining himself. She smirks as she finds what she wants, and reads aloud that “Microsoft decided in 2020 that while two spaces were appropriate to break up sentences (or Asian characters) when a typewriter was used - because each letter took up the same amount of space on a line, now that fonts were savvy enough to have “i, j, and l” take up much less room on the page, two spaces were deemed excessive and a single space post period, is now enough to break up sentences. Plus multiple style guides and Grammarly have adopted that decision into their recommendations. In Chinese we have a character which means “full stop” that is used instead of a period. And yes, each character takes up the same amount of space on a line, so two spaces are needed.”

“Why is Microsoft determining how English works? Is Oxford one of the style guides to follow this disparate path? No, I don’t think so.”

“Tim! You are ridiculous. But I love you, so if you want your side of everything to reflect your age and “olden times” motif, that’s fine.”

“Olden times? I’m not THAT much older than you Lucy. Sigh. But let’s ask Angela because I don’t remember what we did for hers. “

(Angela agrees with Lucy)

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#chenford #tim bradford #lucy chen #the rookie #tim x lucy #i love them #one word gets you one shot #periods #I thought about doing a sports theme because of March Madness #no ncaa basketball or hockey today #ask andrea #i'm in chenford withdrawal #i love this so much #things that are awesome #is the hiatus over yet

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child-of-hurin · 8 months

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living with the USA's extremely limited, outdated online banking like

#every time i have to withdraw money or GOD FORBID use checking the theme song starts playing in my head #if it were anywhere else in the world -- but in the pulsating heart of capitalism's universal champion... unreal #pelo amor de deus me deixa fazer umPIX eu imploroooo #personal #inane post

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muirneach · 15 days

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okay this is selfish but i had wanted to see a carlitos-rafa match at madrid this year…. or i guess any tournament would do but yk how good both of them on spanish clay are

#sorry. the themes of it all #rafa’s last year; the most prolific spanish player ever; finally returning to clay this week #hes the king of clay!! forever!#whereas carlitos is EASILY poised to be the next best spaniard in the scene unless theyre somehow hiding someone from us idk lol #a little big three-next gen action….. well im always defenceless against that #mostly im just scared for carlos in general but hopefully his withdrawal is all just precautionary and not actually too serious #maybe they’ll play together at rolland garros or something #sportsball

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autisticandroids · 2 years

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DEAN: Cas, I just can't...

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dean's perspective on godstiel arc. the way cas failed him. the feeling of abandonment. the obligation to control. affection for cas souring on his tongue as the imaginary idol he built in his mind shatters. the trials and tribulations of being the center of the universe.

that is not my lover and that's not even my friend.

#spn #vid #so. director's commentary. this video is mostly about dean's control issues with a couple of other themes.#like it's both about how dean feels responsible for cas (see: 'clear my name' over 'cas you child why didn't you listen to me' and also #death blaming dean for godstiel (????)) but it's also about how cas used to be someone dean felt he could control and that's no longer true #like cas used to be someone dean felt like he could just get to do anything. and now he's not and that's kind of a shocking revelation that #renders cas mysterious and unknowable and scary #like when dean felt he could control cas. when he felt like they were in it together. then it could just be the two of them against the #rest of the world (we made love in the tower of babel and it fell down). but now cas isn't doing what dean says #and worse: he has other loyalties. loyalty to god/heaven which is NOT acceptable in dean's book. it means there's a part of cas dean can't #have and dean can't deal with that. it's also bound up with another theme of this video which is: dean and cas' relationship is on the #rocks in s6 because sam died and cas didn't and cas didn't fix it and also he's still loyal to angels/god (very different things for cas #but the same to dean) and dean blames them for sam's death. and then sam continues to be not really back for most of s6 so dean's still mad #plus cas and dean haven't seen each other for a year so dean has had tons of time to massage his memories of cas to be more pleasing #so dean has all these idealized memories of cas and a cas who obeyed him when he threatened to withdraw affection and a cas who was alone #in the world and only his and now he's faced with the real cas who values other things higher than dean's approval and has other commitmnts #and he hates that cas for not being the cas in his head who is perfect. and also now that they're having this big conflict dean is denying #that cas was ever anything but his enemy and the object of his hatred. because he's so angry and also because he blames himself for #anything his loves ones do that's outside his control because he has huge control issues so the only way to assuage the guilt is by #denying that cas was ever one of his loved ones #oh and also the montage of dean refusing to help cas/helping very grudgingly/demanding things of cas is there as a contrast. to show that #the ideal cas who needed nothing from dean and did everything dean wanted never existed. he's an invention in dean's mind #and also that sequence is the explanation for WHY cas didn't go to dean (which is what dean's maddest about because it takes away control):#he had no reason to think dean would help. and if dean actually thought about it he'd realize that. but dean's self-image is OFF the WALL #and cas in 4x18 is THEE idealized image of cas because he's breaking ranks to be with dean he's choosing dean and doing what dean wants #because dean is able to get through to him EMOTIONALLY ('we're done') which is what dean likes. rationality is nothing to dean #and dean denies 'are you god' not only because he's denying any former affection for cas. he's also denying that he would ever put anyone #(god. heaven. cas.) in an authority position above himself. only he can be the authority. because he's angry and so all the cracks in his #shell close up. he has to maintain his identity as a Real Man invested in Freedom and Power harder than ever. he can't be told what to do #oh and 'under the bridges of fame it's always nighttime.' that's about dean being The Protagonist. & the consequences cas suffers from that

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pettyprocrastination · 1 year

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submitted my short story to a lit mag on a whim but there’s one that opens their submissions this friday that is perfect for me because my story follows the theme exactly so im tempted to withdraw from the first magazine so i can bring it to the other if that makes sense

#tj talks #the theme is 'hunger' and im like!!! :O HELLO WOULD YOU LIKE TO READ ABOUT A CANNIBALISTIC TEEN #praying sobbing hoping it gets accepted #but at the same time i know plenty of authors who do multiple submissions and then just withdraw the others once its accepted somewhere #because it really is a bit of a numbers game honestly

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ddenji · 7 months

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#hiii guys sorry ive been neglecting this blog college is beating me up lol #midterms and such #however i have a day off today! and i think im gonna update my theme and my pinned #and go on a queuing spree #two week break from csm sucks i need it like a drug & im having withdrawals #asa chapter when yknow what i mean???#i also just did a reread of part one and i have been cooking up some thoughts on that but those might have to wait until im less busy #however just know. i am seeing connections i am piecing together the puzzle.#its the false dichotomies and the themes of truly understanding another person and acts of violence as love and the dog motif.#i have much to say #but anyways i just wanted to say hi and that im still here lol #spence.speaks #spence.personal

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aleksa-sims · 2 years

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RL Simself-Story (18+)

⚠ CW: addiction, drugs, withdrawal, adult content ⚠

When I arrived home with Daniel, I felt much better. I gave Daniel the drugs I bought. His body ached all over, that’s why I gave it to him. 😔 But of course, I warned him and told him what happened to Sofia and me tonight!! Just Daniel could remember everything later! But as for that, I’ll tell you another time.

After Daniel did a line, he got also better. It’s kind of like......magic. I mean how fast his condition changed from extremely bad to extremely good in... just a few seconds!! Today, 10 years later, I almost don’t remember how it feels to be high. I never thought I’d forget that drug one day. I was in love with that fucking drug, you know? But not only was I in love with this poison, I also loved Daniel. The feelings I had for D., I have not forgotten!! 💙 I still know, at this moment, how it felt. Every time I see him again, it’s....so hard for me to....just breathe next to him. I feel like I’m suffocating. It still hurts so much what happened to us and it makes me incredibly sad that I can’t be with him! I know how that sounds! And I can’t and don’t want to talk it well. 😭 🤦‍♀️ Why I’m so sad about Daniel will soon be clarified. But it has nothing to do with this terrible incident, it’s about the time after! What he and I did.

That night, when we were sitting together, Daniel started telling me about his dreams, that he had for a few days. I think he felt or suspected, that he was going to..... die.😢 But don’t worry, Daniel will get out of this whole thing in one piece!! 🙏🤍 He will survive and even become clean!

Daniel: You just freed me from pain & agony. I’m so sorry I had a fight with you before you left. But you understand why?

Me: It’s all right, D.! 😟 I was scared and I just wanted to help you! And, no! I still don’t get why you were so pissed? There’s nothing wrong with me seeing M. to get us drugs.

Daniel: I wanted to go with you. If I had accompanied you, that shit with Sofia and you would never have happened.

Me: Yeah, probably not! 😔 I’m sorry...I just thought if I took you with me, that ass Mike wouldn’t come.

Daniel: As long as you’re okay and you’re back home......Shit, I’m so whacked out rn. Sorry.

Me: I don’t mind! I’m glad you’re better. 🙂

Daniel: I’m fine! I’m just feeling bad if you keep running away without telling me anything..... Anyway! ILY.

Me: 😟 ....Love you too!

Daniel: Then listen to me! This strange guy with that pissed, evil look from before. I think I met him in my nightmares. I don’t want you to go there anymore.

Me: What kind of nightmares? ....But I know who you’re talking about! I just didn’t really notice this guy. You think he wants to hurt me? Or you?

Daniel: Honestly? Y

eah! What I’m going to tell you now, I’m just telling you! I know you have these dreams too, and you’re not going to think I’m crazy. Right?

Me: What did you dream? 😟 You can tell me! Did you have another sleep paralysis?

Daniel: No! I wasn’t paralyzed or rigid in my sleep. I could move, so it’s just ordinary strange dreams I suppose? I can’t really tell you what I’m dreaming....but-.. I feel like I’m going to die. 😕

Me: Please don’t say that! 😦 I know what you mean! But dying? No, you’re not going to die! You’re not well lately, you’re in constant pain. Your body processes all this, while you sleep and that’s why you have these dreams.

Daniel: Maybe? But please don’t go to this place anymore! 😟

Me: Ok, I’m not going there! I believe you! And if you have this dream again, then tell me immediately, so you may remember it better.

Daniel: It’s more of a threatening feeling I dream about, and that’s exactly the feeling I had today when I picked you up from this place. So if anything happens to me, you’ll go back to your family! And don’t forget our little bud here, who’s totally into your... fluffy pompons slippers.🤨

Me: What? 😧 No!...I don’t wanna believe in this shit and that won’t happen!

Daniel: Agh, you’re right! I’m not gonna let anything happen to us! .... And now come on! Let’s fuck till we drop dead. 😄

Me: 😄😄....But no fun! You think something bad will happen to us?

Daniel: IDK? I wish, I could say no! And I don’t want to scare you! Really not! But you have to stop putting yourself in danger just because you’re frustrated or desperate. I know you’re sad about this baby thing, but you have to get back to work and stop meeting Sofia at this place!

Me: I didn’t run away today! I was afraid of withdrawal. But...you’re right and I’m going back to work on Monday.

Daniel: FINALLY! 🤨... Better than sitting here alone and coming up with stupid thoughts & ideas..... Does that mean you’re okay? I mean because of your pain?

Me: Um, yeah! Actually, I’ve been pain-free since that doctor took that thing out of me. Why?

Daniel: I want you! And if you’re fine, why shouldn’t we?

Me: You know, I told myself I never want to have sex again after this incident in the ER and all this drama with my contraception... Besides, the last days have been really nice for me without sex.😕 🤷‍♀️

Daniel: Did you join a celibate club or what?

Me: 🤣 ......How do you know? (😉)

Daniel: You’re kidding me, right?

Me: You can try to convince me. Maybe you can get me off my chaste vow. ....🤣

Daniel: Easy! 😏 ...Under your sweet exterior is a depraved soul, which I know pretty well by now. 😉

Me: Well, then... convert me! ...........But-

Daniel: I know! I’m carefull.... I’ll do it slowly & gently. 😏

Me: Um, yea ok. But you know! It could happen that I might get pregnant? I mean, I really don’t believe in it, but....still! 😬 😟

Daniel: See? You’re also not quite sure if this doc was actually right. However, babe! Don’t worry about this anymore. We stay together - whatever happens. And I know what I’m doing. Just.... leave this thing to me.

Me: Hm? That shit: “I know what I’m doing” ...I’ve heard from someone else, too! And this person has a baby now! 🤨

Daniel: Yeah. 😒 ...But I, REALLY know what I’m doing!

Me: Okay, okay D.! ... Let’s go to bed. 🤷‍♀️

While we went to bed, something totally INSANE happened! That was one of those moments in my life, where I was wondering, if any higher power in our universe is messing with me? 😠

The moment we.... loved each other, his CRAZY EX Irena rang the doorbell. 😩 As if Irena knew what Daniel was doing to me at that moment.

Of course we didn’t know it was HER! And Daniel didn’t want to open the door, but I, as dumb as I am, thought, maybe it’s Dominick, who finally brought us our damn drugs! 🤦‍♀️ So while Daniel opened the door, I went to the bathroom to...change. Five minutes later, Daniel came to me in the bathroom. He was in a hurry to get dressed and apparently he told me, Irena was in the living room, but I didn’t hear it, because I was in the shower... However I’m about to hear some unpleasant things, that will hit me really bad & shock me!! 😭 Just a few minutes before that, he slept with me and told me how much he loved me and... suddenly it seemed like he didn’t give a fuck about me!? 😧 As if Irena had cast a spell on Daniel. I just couldn’t believe it!

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#ts4 #sims 4 #sims 4 story #my rl with my simself #simself #myrlgameplay #18+ content #cw addiction #cw drugs #cw withdrawal #cw adult themes

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the-great-donatello · 1 year

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DONNIE YOUR CAT ATE LEO-🐝

#WHAT THE HELL?#SHE WHAT #That's the second time I have gotten Leo killed actually #I DON'T LIKE THAT REOCCURRING THEME #bee anon #tw murder mention #tw withdrawal

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mellointheory · 2 years

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OH so they are just gay its like ah yes my rivals secret identity, damn they kinda..... or for ant, man if i look at this evil bookcase long enough a certain evil guy might happen to slip out of harm's way but jkjk jk unless.. then it escalates to the classic i couldnt turn to anyone else, thanks velva im brainrotting

i couldnt turn to anyone else is pretty similar uhh hold on where is that quote i wrote for a later chapter

“I need a favor,” Velvet says, running a hand through the damp, disheveled spikes of his hair. “I know you don’t owe me anything but I really, really need this fucking favor.”

#mello asks #vf superhero au #i feel like i gave him junkie-in-withdrawal vibes in that scene which u know what im okay with that it fits the theme

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cityrun · 10 months

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so tempted to join a sonic discord server unfortunately im allergic to most servers

#currently only have like 2 people i can actively talk about sonic with and its been krilling me a little !#problem is that i automatically withdraw from any themed servers with more than 20 or so active people #dont really wanna make one bc id also be interested to meet a handful of new people & get their perspective on stuff ..#hypertext

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novlr · 8 months

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How to Write Betrayal

Betrayal is a powerful plot element that is represented in countless stories. The gravity of betrayal brings a profound depth to character dynamics, plots, and themes alike, making it an indispensable tool for writers to explore emotions, conflicts, and the complexities of human nature. Let’s explore some quick tips on how to write betrayal!

Behaviour

Secretive actions

Dishonesty

Becoming emotionally distant

A sudden change in routine

Pushing people away

Nervous or fidgety movement

Frequent lying or making up stories

Unexpected aggression or irritability

Unjustified mood swings or emotional outbursts

Increasingly defensive

Interactions

Disturbed interpersonal relationships

Frequent misunderstandings or fights

Withholding information

Avoiding personal discussions

Insincerity in conversations

Frequently cancelling or missing plans

A sudden shift in relationship dynamics

Quick to deflect or place blame

Frequent subject changes

Gradual emotional detachment

Body Language

Avoiding direct eye contact

Defensive stance and crossed arms

Covering mouth or touching face

Shuffling or restless movements

Forcing smiles or laughter

Constantly looking around or at the ground

Stiff, tense posture

Heavy breathing or frequent sighing

Avoiding touch or skin contact

Exaggerated gestures

Attitude

A lack of concern or empathy

Increasingly personal and hurtful arguments

Erratic or unpredictable reactions

Self-centeredness

Insincerity

Dismissive or negative attitude

Callous disregard for other's feelings

A negative or pessimistic outlook

Inability to handle criticism

Withdrawal from relationships

Positive Story Outcomes

In the wake of a betrayal, a story can manifest various positive outcomes that add depth to the plot and its characters. Relationships can be strengthened, showing their resilience. Characters may discover newfound self-reliance and learn valuable lessons about trust and forgiveness, leading to an increase in empathy and understanding, personal growth, and the reinforcement of personal values. These experiences can encourage a clearer understanding of personal boundaries, prompt self-reflection, introspection, and the development of healthier coping mechanisms. Ultimately, these positive outcomes can bring about improved communication and honesty, forming the silver lining in the cloud of betrayal.

Negative Story Outcomes

The aftershocks of betrayal can reverberate throughout your story. This might include an irreparable fracture of trust and damage to relationships. Betrayal can trigger psychological trauma, leading to an increase in suspicion and insecurity. Feelings of inadequacy or self-blame may surface, and characters can experience a heightened sense of isolation. The fear of forming new relationships or trusting others can become overwhelming. There may also be an escalation of conflict or violence and the reinforcement of negative behaviours or patterns. Damaged self-esteem or self-worth may be another repercussion, and this can encourage destructive coping mechanisms.

Helpful Synonyms

Treachery

Deception

Double-crossing

Duplicity

Backstabbing

Two-faced

Disloyalty

Unfaithfulness

Infidelity

Falseness

Perfidy

Treason

Fraud

Deceit

Slander

Misrepresentation

Falsification

Chicanery

Double-dealing

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chrollohearttags · 6 months

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UNDER THE INFLUENCE | e. jaeger

content + themes: our fav sluts being sluts, spit play, drunk sex, possessive eren, makeup sex if you squint, very vocal eren, he’s kinda a switch, oral sex, mentions of pregnancy/breeding, foot play, lots of praise, dirty talk, squirting, (daddy, princess, baby used) overstimulation..I mean, the ask says it all…there’s so much more though.

📝: shoutouts to you, anon. 🤞🏾🤍 (couldn’t find this in my inbox but I surely screenshotted it a while ago and decided to circle back!). Consider this my consolation for putting y’all through it. 😁

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addiction. A word with negative connotations almost every time it was uttered. A word that signified the need, the craving and desire for one thing..for some, it was drugs. For others, it was alcohol and for EJ? It was you… “Mmph!—okayyy, Eren! Baby, please…at least let us get through the door.”

“Nah…need you so bad right now. ‘Don’t know what to do..” although, he wouldn’t exactly consider it a bad thing! After all, you drew him in and he never wanted you to release the grip that was your love. But just as it was with any vice, when someone faces withdrawals, their next hit was going to be the best one. And for Eren, he was determined to get his fill! Making your way back to the hotel room where you had been residing during you guys’ stay in Los Angeles. It wasn’t a city that either of you visited often but you had gotten quite the opportunity to work with a large brand and wasn’t about to turn it down for anything. Of course, your doting husband was right by your side. Which came as a surprise to those who were on social media, feeding into the never ending rumor mill that swore you guys were splitting up. Allegations of cheating, fighting…it had caused quite the rift between you two but now, he was planning to rectify any mistakes or confusion..

“C’mon, mama..don’t hold it from me right now. Lemme eat that pussy.” Pleading in a whiny huff, he’d steady you against the wall, hands scouring your frame as he peeled those articles of clothing away from your body. Sliding that silk dress down far enough to expose your perfect tits. His lips, fresh with the scent of liquor still on them. A result of the copious amounts he had been drinking all night. Once your appearance was over, a lively after party was hosted at a nightclub and you both indulged in the amenities offered..him a lot more than you! Hennessy, Ace of Spades and vodka, he had been mixing it all and with that combination coursing his veins, he was much more lecherous than usual. He’d suckle on those erect nipples, sloppily lapping at those brown buds as he groped your breasts. Meanwhile, he was rolling the hem of your dress up and propping one of those toned legs on his shoulder. He was ravenous..craving you with all he had and was going to show you just how much! “Take it!..yes, baby—“ a finger slid between your teeth as you observed him sinking to his knees and spreading you open. “Imma fuck the shit ‘out you, I swear..” That heat was slathered in glistening slick; only partially covered by that lacy garment. He didn’t even bother to remove them when he began his rapid ascent into your juicy cunt. “You can have all this dick…just lemme taste you first, baby..” Slurping loudly with that swollen clit puckered between his lips. Nose brushing against your covered mound; folds making contact with his tongue, especially when your fingers were coiled around his thick, dark locks. Grinding your slit against his face. And he’d devour it..in his drunken haze, Eren smacked, sucked and licked at your sex vigorously. Not worried about the mess trickling down to his chin or diamond chain. Even when you shook violently from your first orgasm. He wanted all that you had..

“Put that shit in my face, mama. Use me..you deserve it.” Continuing his feasting assault. He was enjoying touching, kissing and peppering your most sensitive areas with affection. “Y’know how much I missed you? Missed kissing on this pretty pussy…” He couldn’t help himself, truly. Watching you strut about in that dress, dance and shake your ass with a drink in hand…it drove him crazy so when he got behind closed doors, you were all his. So much so, he’d become as freaky and fluid with you as he desired…. “Matter of fact…spit in my fucking mouth. Lemme taste that shit.” Lobbing a long string down to his lips where he’d graciously swallow and continue devouring you. Squeezing at your breasts, (y/n) rolled your hips and rode his face with all you had. “Oh God, it feels so good!—eating this shit so good, baby..” He’d slap and spank your ass, squeezing those plump cheeks..getting more than his fill of his beautiful wife. In a moment of haste, he’d rise from his knees and cradle you in one fell swoop. Sweeping you from your feet to carry you over to the bed, where he’d toss you to finish stripping you from your clothes and eventually, doing the same of his own.

“Eren…”

“Yeah, princess? Tell me what you need..tell me everything you want..”

huffing as he tore off his shirt and unbuckled his pants..whilst he did so, he’d watch you spread your legs slightly; revealing that line of slick he had drawn up. He couldn’t wait to sink his cock in between those fat pussy lips..feel that tight warmth once again and reclaim your body as his own. Whilst he’d do so, you were rubbing and massaging your clit; curling your legs up in the air..

“..Need you to fuck me..want that dick so bad…”

whilst listening to your demands, he’d stroke himself from the base to the tip, getting his already stiff hard on even more erect. Chewing at his lower lip as he watched you toy with that plump cunt. It looked so good, he put in his mind right then and there that he may never pull out. You were going to be stuffed full of his cum.

“Then open them legs, baby..hold ‘em open..” traipsing straight up to you; placing a knee in the center of the bed as you spread yourself to his desire. That slit was overflowing with arousal and waiting for him to sink his cock in between those walls. You were already pulsating, recollecting the last time he had truly made love to you. With his entire being…fucking you slowly and relentlessly until you screamed out his name. Clawing your nails into his back until sharp red marks were left and every last droplet of his nut was housed inside of you after emptying those giant balls of his. You needed it and he craved you all the same. So without another moment of hesitation, after tapping himself against you..he’d glide right in.

“Oh my—fuuuck, baby. You feel so good. That pussy’s so tight..”

howling out as if it were the first time all over again. Regardless of how many times he took claim of you, the ever so familiar clutch and grip of your hole remained. Almost as if it were perfectly designed for him. He didn’t waste another second in trying to adjust or acclimate but rather, feeding you rhythmic, fluid strokes. Clawing a hand through his chocolate locks, Eren honed in on you and ensured that you felt every single thrust. “..goddamn…look at that shit. She’s creaming on me…you missed me too, baby? You missed daddy?” Cooing to both you and your needy cunt..referring to the milky sheath dripping all down shaft and balls. “Yes, daddy! Fuck!…I missed you so much. Missed the way you fucked me…” Although he was still gaining his stride, it took no time for your bodies to become reconnected. Housing him like that of a glove after each stroke. Regardless of his lack of sobriety, he was love drunk on you any day of the week and that would never change. With your quivering legs resting on his shoulders, he’d grab and position your foot to the center of his chest and kept a hold onto it. Suddenly, his lips would make home on the instep and ankle, ravaging it with soft and tender kisses. By then, his pace had begun to speed up and his opposite hand was circulating near your clit; massaging the sensitive bud with his thumb pad. Once he heard your response, he’d started to throb inside of you, loving how desperate you were for him..time and distance regardless.

“I know, princess…I’m so sorry I was away from you..” just then, you’d feel the sensation of your white painted toes gliding in and out of his mouth. Suckling and licking on them as faint growls arose from his throat. He was like a man unhinged, needing and craving you carnally. “That’s okay..because I swear imma make it up to you…” vowing through heavy pants as the feeling of you wrapped around his member had begun to take its toll. “Imma make you come until you can’t anymore. I’m yours..all night. Use me to get that nut. As many as you want..” That fat mushroom tip had swollen to its capacity..seeping precum as it pecked the inner corner of your cervix. Because of it, you had begun to emit splashes of squirt. “Fuuuck yes! Right there…right there, you’re stretching this fucking pussy, baby.” He’d slow down as not too catch them all at once because he wanted to take his time enjoying the onslaught of it. You had never heard him so vocal and primal, taking his time to ensure that your body was well and satisfied. Still thrashing around inside of you, Eren left one final kiss on your foot before bending those legs back behind your head; folding you into that of a quintessential pretzel shape. Either way, each movement of his thick cock was visible..down to the bulge in the lower part of your belly.

“..Nngh! ‘S too much, daddy! Need you take some out..”

whimpering for him with your fingers pawing at his abs, tapping because not even he realized how deep he was in it. Buried to the base with balls smacking your asshole. The bed was rattling around and the headboard slamming against the walls of the suite. Luckily, you had no guests nearby..otherwise, they were in for an earful. But that was neither of your concern. Even so, he couldn’t grant your request until you did something in return for him. Halting, he’d allow that dick to rest idly inside of you as he shoved his fingers into your mouth, working them in and out. “You gone squirt for me, mama? Nut all over this dick?” And naturally, he’d received a prompt nod back. He seemed satisfied with your answer so he’d slowly ease that throbbing cock out; a stream of his cum absentmindedly spraying across your torso and as promised, you’d spray his entire abdomen and cock up with those sweet, warm juices. He was pleased with the little display of waterworks, regardless of your whimpers. “There we go…good girl.” Praising you as you pushed out more of that nectar. Your legs were left in a trembling mess but he gave you no time to recover..

“Save some f’r me..” chuckling as he lowered his head and lapped up every drop of it, even latching into your clit despite the sensitivity. He was insatiable and hungrier for you, now more than ever! With your entire body left in shambles, he’d work his way back up from your thighs to your neck with that trailing tongue..wrapping a hand around your throat as he whispered into your ear. “I love you, fuck I swear..I love you so much. Don’t ever forget that..” whilst doing so..lingering on his every word, he’d ease himself back inside and resume his movements. Each one felt so much better than the last and you were hooked, on his every word and embrace. “I love you too, ‘Ren! I love you too..please, don’t stop..” He truly meant it and you never doubted for a second, even if that liquor was making the feelings more intense. He was yours and nothing could keep you two apart ever again. Peppering your temple with kisses, he’d persist and pound your core until you were leaking yet again. Almost without missing a beat, he’d spout a small loud into your womb and continued going..

“Don’t worry, princess. I’m not going nowhere…I’m right here wit’ you. You opening up so good f’r me…gonna make me give you all this nut..you want it? Want me to get you pregnant tonight?”

questioning in a high pitched coo as he were reaching his second peak so soon. Running on what seemed to be fumes but he had far more in the tank. You were throbbing; smiling with a fucked out expression on your face at the thought of him breeding you. Whatever he wanted to do…you were more than happy to go along with. As long as he kept making love to you like this.

“Please..come in me. Come in this pussy…it’s yours, always been yours..”

Glaring into his eye and encouraging that cum out of him. Low and behold, it didn’t take long before that he’d halt yet again and release not only a loud, ear shattering moan but a warm load as well. Right in the depth of your womb. Your nails dragged into his back, signifying just how good he was making you feel. But this was only the beginning of your drunken..steamy stupor. The best was yet to come!..

“Fuck..need you to take more of that, baby..need you to empty me.”

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My RL Sims-Story (18+)

CW: addiction, drugs, withdrawal symptoms

When I got up this morning, Daniel wasn’t in bed. It was only 5 am, so I went over to check on him. He was totally tense & restless. I knew what was wrong with him! I was in this damn situation often enough myself. But why does he have withdrawal symptoms? Actually, this should not happen! He’s got his drug substitutes, just like I had mine. 🤷‍♀️

Daniel got methadone when he started his therapy 2 years ago. Recently he stopped this drug with his doc and got other pills. Another opiate! One that actually just keeps you from getting physical withdrawal symptoms. It doesn’t make you high or anything. This drug only helps to alleviate physical withdrawal, with the goal of one day, to completely stop it. But since Daniel and I relapsed together 3 months ago and have continued to use drugs like two crazy, life-weary........ addicts, this drug had no effect. 😟 😢

Me: Daniel! 😧 Are you ok? Didn’t you take your pill today?

Daniel: I need... MORE!!! 👿

Me: You want my pill? Then you’d have two, but- ....ugh 🤦‍♀️ , what am I talking? 😩 It’s no use anyway! You need something stronger! I could take you to the addiction clinic!! There’s an emergency room & you’ll get methadone. I got that once there.

Daniel: I don’t want that fucking methadone! This shit just makes me even more sick! I will somehow get through the weekend and on Monday, I go to my doc!!

Me: You can’t do this! 😟 You need help! A cold turkey without medical help, thats....insane! 😨 But... can’t you call Dominick? I mean, he’s been getting us something the last few days? 🤷‍♀️

Daniel: I called D.! He went to that fucker Tarek, to ge me something! But he won’t be here till tomorrow.

Me: You know what? I’ll call that guy Mike. I’ll get you what you need.

Daniel: I can’t let that happen!😠 This is not good for us! I don’t want you to buy drugs for me and meet those... people alone!!

Me: I can dig that, you know? And tbh, I’ve met him a few times alone. He’s fast and uncomplicated. Don’t worry, I can do it.

Daniel: You stay here or go back to your parents. That might be best for you anyway! Or go to Philip or anyone else. But you’re not dating those fucking dealers for me. If, I’ll do it myself! 😠 🤕

Me: You can’t! 😨 And that guy, Mike, only comes when I call him or- ...Sofia!!!😲...Yeah, I’ll call Sof! She’ll help us! She owes me some favors! And I will stay with you! I will not leave! 😟 😢

Daniel: Idk? 😩

I called Sofia and she’s coming.

Me: She’s coming! It’ll be over soon. Come with me, maybe you can fall asleep somehow? You look absolutely exhausted.😟

Daniel: You talk like you don’t know what I’m going through. Do you think I can fucking sleep now? 😠... Look, I demand nothing from you! You don’t have to take care of me! Just please leave me alone and stop talking.

I left Daniel alone and took care of his kitty in the bedroom. I knew he was desperate and had hellish pain 😟 .....Some hours later, Sofia came! But Sofia couldn’t meet Mike yet, after all, she owed him money and she had none.

Sofia (to me): What’s up, A.? 😧 And... why the hell are you half naked?🤨

Me: 😭 😭 Idk what to do? He needs help! Urgent!! And I can’t do anything, he won’t let me.

Sofia: Did he hurt you? 😟 I will help you! No matter what you need.

Me: What? NO! 😩 🤦‍♀️ He’s really sick! I’m totally confused and worried about him, I didn’t even have time to get dressed, you know? Please help us! Can you meet this guy Mike?

Sofia: He-he 😬...okay, but you know? I owe him money.

Me: Damn, Sofia!!!! How much???? 😩 🤷‍♀️

Sofia: 200! But he said, if I return 50 today, he will come. I will need about 2 hours until I am back. Sorry. It’s not my fault, that motherfucker Mike needs an hour before he can come.

Me: Ugh no! Two more hours? But....come on in first.

Me (to Daniel): Sofia is here, D.! Only two more hours! Hold on! We can do it! You & I! 😟

Sofia: Holy shit!!! 😱 That’s not how I remembered Daniel!

Me: Sofia!! 😠

Sofia: I’ll get him this shit, but if something goes wrong, you have to take him to a doc!

Daniel (to me): Can we trust her, babe? 😕

Me: Don’t worry! Sofia’s never been to this damn club with me. She doesn’t know anyone from there and nobody knows her!

Sofia: You look like shit, man! Totally shit! I know how it feels! And believe me, you won’t last until Monday! You’re a smack junky!

Daniel: I don’t bang, you crazy freak! 😒

Sofia: The way you look...I’m not sure, dude! 🤨

Me: Shut up, Sofia! Daniel DOESN’T shoot! 😠 ...And look at yourself, how you look! I mean Daniel is going through hell rn, but you, you’re fine. Or maybe not?... Anyway! Can I rely on you?

Sofia: I’ll be back in two hours! And just by the way!I look like I always do. You’re the one running around naked.

Me: Well!...Here, take that! And now you owe ME,50 €! 🤨

Daniel: We just gave that sick person our money. If she doesn’t come back, I’ll kill her!

Me: Yeah, Sof’s such a pain! But she keeps her word! And now come on! Let’s go to the bathroom! Water has helped me with my pain and it will give you some relief. Just try....And don’t smoke so much Daniel, it doesn’t help! 😕

Daniel: Yeah, you’re right!... And I’m sorry, I was rude to you, I’m just not used to being helped. But I’m glad you’re with me.

Me: And I stay with you! That’s what I want! You were there for me too, but even if not, I would stay with you. 😳

Daniel:....Are you coming?... Just distract me, please.

I told Daniel to take a shower and it actually relaxed him a bit. He was still very tense and nervous, but I think, I could help him a bit, by just being there for him. All this made a strong bond between us. But we got lost and caught up in that..... intense rush of emotions. The perfect illusion. But the cruel reality will soon catch up with us and show us that we have barely escaped death.

And let’s see if Sofia will come back. 🤨 Actually I thought it couldn’t get any worse. But I learned that this is possible! Even when I had reached the low point, I learned, it can still get worse. Nevertheless, I am not a pessimistic person! I have always told myself that in the end, everything will be fine! 😟

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𝐃𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐎 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃. | jack hughes

꒰ genre: mature ;established!relationship!au | drabble

꒰ word count: 1k

꒰ warnings: 18+ themes !! MDNI ! literally 1k words of just raw sweet filth, pussy drunk!jack, unprotected sex (be safe people), soft sex, swearing, praising.

꒰ author’s note: surpriseeee !! my first ever time trying to write smut, i’d say it went well ? (i really hope it did..) butttt this is also what i chose to write for my 1k follower celly !! (this is part 1 of 3 different drabbles i am writing for this celebration) thank you all so much for getting me to this point, and i’m so excited to put out all of the works i have in my drafts coming soonnnn :DD i hope you all enjoy this !

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it never ever mattered just how many times jack found himself sinking down into the heavenly feeling of your pussy, he knows for a fact that he'll never be able to get used to the intoxicating hug of your walls around his length.

he always felt like you were just silently begging for more of him, luring him in deeper with every needy stutter of yours hips whenever his palms squeezed at your waist as he bucked against you.

"come on, aghh—you gotta stop doing that, love." jack was already so out of it. he had just started, only a few thrusts in and he already felt like he could barely create a single breath when the deep kiss of his cock against your sensitive spot makes you purr his name and clench around him.

his hair is ruffled, a mess of light brown locks on his head and a few long strands hanging down, sticking to the light coat of sweat across his forehead. some other strands fall over his lidded gaze and framing his defined features, but thankfully he can still see you so so clearly; such a pretty sight seeing you underneath him like this, he thinks.

jack believes he’s never had a woman moan for him the way you do. he keeps chasing the intoxicating squeeze of your walls around him as he digs deeper and deeper for more of the sweet sounds that leave your lips—the sounds that are only for only him to hear. your back arches high off of the sheets as he lets his fingertips trace along the path of your skin, taking a slow and gentle handful of your hips with another tight squeeze before he whimpers low, pace slightly stuttering as he presses himself further into you.

he had a long day, dealing with the early morning practice and the tough game that was played just earlier that night—he really needed this; he needed you.

maybe that was why everything felt so good. because he had been imagining the feeling of your skin pressed up close to his all day. and now, through gritted teeth and restless hands just trying to touch every inch of your soft skin, he throbs long with his next withdrawal from you, right before he pushes straight back in.

"j-jack please!" you gasp at the feeling he sends through you, and his lips part to moan sinfully as he lets himself drop to rest on his forearms—just close enough for his lips to graze themselves along your prominent collarbones with tender open-mouthed kisses. he lets his eyes flutter closed, trying not to focus on how perfectly you're hugging around him, small hands grabbing ahold of his broad shoulders in a desperate attempt to pull him closer but also keep yourself steady as well.

"i know, baby, i know. s-shit, just be patient with me for a sec." jack feels so drunk on the feeling that is you. his mind and senses blurring all into one big blob as his name continues to fall from your lips between soft pants that make him feel like he's about to pass out right there from how sweet you sound. he starts mouthing his way at your neck, smearing messy and completely fucked out kisses along the expanse of your flesh as his movements slowly become even more desperate. "god, you just feel soo-so fucking—mmph—good baby.”

this feeling is dangerous. the heavy trembles of his hands where they squeeze at your skin, the painfully pleasing throb of his cock as desire begins to warm through all of his nerves, trickling down his spine as he grinds out another low drawled moan of your name.

his skin feels like it’s burning from every touch you give him, but he also thinks you're even hotter when you let him hear the sweet sound of praises and his name rolling off your tongue in rampant mumbles that has his abdomen tightening up.

"d-don’t do that, love. just gonna make me f-fucking cum." jack’s babbling every word, like sex-drunken mantras spurring out of him with every needy roll of his hips into yours. you can feel the blunt head of his cock grazing over ever sensitive and sinful spot inside of you that only have you squeezing him even tighter; just sucking him deeper and deeper down into you.

"jack-a-ahhhh.. doing so so good.” the whimpering praise falling from your lips is like honey as it drips in his ears, making him tilt his head to plunge his mouth right into yours before his body starts to shake, and his lungs continue flaring with every heavy pant of breath he exhales with his thrusts. his sudden orgasm catches him off guard when he feels your tongue tangling with his own, sliding across his top lip as he then cums, hot spurts of him filling you up to the brim.

a low grunt releases itself from jack through your kiss from deep within his throat as his pace starts to slow slightly, kissing at your lips slowly as his next wet withdrawal leaves you, right before he's pushing his load deep down into your cunt. every lewd squelch of your pussy makes him gasp against your lips as he kisses you, inturn making you even more wet for the man that’s fucking you absolutely senseless.

even though jack had already reached his high, he still doesn’t want to stop, not when you just look so pretty in your fucked out and inebriated state, and you’re doing so good for him.

"j-jacky. feeling any b-better? mmm" his body continues to clap against yours, speed slowing down ever so slightly before he pulls away from your lips to rest his head in the tight crook of your neck, panting as he grinds steady thrusts into your pussy, despite the way the sensitivity of his cock is hitting straight at his nerves. every thick throb and strained squeeze felt like it was knocking all of the air out of him, but every soft moan from your lips is just enough to remind him how to breathe and he knows for a fact that he's not stopping so soon as he sends you short lustful smirk before he's smearing a wet kiss upon your cheek.

"mmf.. all better, but i gotta take care of my little baby now."

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