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[orchidyoonkook]

I wish you would write a fic where: UTWT Yoongi and Reader were cuddling while it was raining outside. 🥰

(This is just for that post you shared - although I would be over the moon if you did do this. But you do whatever your heart desires!!)

You're the best and I hope you have a lovely week. 💕

Rainfall Brings Tomorrow | MYG

Pairing: UTWT Badboy! Min Yoongi x (F)!Reader

Genre // Rating: (T) | fluff, touch of angst, some self reflection

Summary: You leave tomorrow, and there's one thing you need to say goodbye too.

Warnings: none! I think. Reader just thinks a lot.

Word Count: 923

Release Date: October 19, 2023, 3:00PM

A/N: Well I wrote this from 2am to 6:14am. I didn't even see this ask until about 1:30am and then I couldn't stop thinking about it. So I hope it lives up to your expectations, dearest Anon.

A/N 1.5: This was written in 3 hours and then only edited twice. I think it's coherent but if there are mistakes, please forgive.

The soft patter of rainfall falls around you, filling your ears with earthsong. His soft breaths flow in a steady rhythm to its beat, and the patio umbrella you shoved into the ground is doing its job well, keeping your resting forms dry from the delicate cadence of an afternoon shower. 

Your pond vibrates in its own little symphony of ripples, ducks hidden away in their nests while it plays. The boughs and branches of your home away from home rustle in its light wind, their tune mixing in beautifully with the rest. 

It’s cold and overcast out, but his body keeps you warm, as yours keeps his. He sits in your usual spot, back against the years worn wooden truck, while you sit against his chest, both covered by his leather jacket, preserving the heat you two were just beginning to learn to share with one another. 

It’s the day before you leave.

The day before you say ‘fuck you and goodnight’ to everyone and everything in your town, hop on the back of a motorcycle and never look back. 

But you needed to have one last visit to the place that brought you and Yoongi together for the first time, plus all the times after. And you wanted him here with you when you did. 

To say goodbye. To the one thing you would miss more than anything else.

Your willow tree. 

Yoongi’s arms circle your waist as you lean your head back against his shoulder. His touch still sends sparks anywhere it lands on your skin, and you hope that it never goes away. Hope it never dulls or fades. Because you’re learning way too fast that it’s becoming one of your favourite things, and you don’t even want to think of what you’d do if you lost it. 

A gentle kiss at your exposed neck, under your ear, lets you know he’s finished the page. But you still have a couple sentences to go as you hold The Mysterious Island open with a hand through the jacket sleeve for both of you to read.

You found it suiting, to truly bring this chapter in your lives a full three hundred and sixty degrees before closing it forever. And that’s what you need more than anything, you think. 

Closure. 

Because as much as you hate it here, and as much as you can’t wait to go, it’s all you’ve ever known. And while this change is good and needed and necessary, it’s also incredibly scary. 

You hate that a very small part of you doesn’t want to go, for the sake of familiarity. It’s safe here. You know what to expect. You know what will happen, when it will happen, what to do, where to go, who you’ll become. There’s a guideline written into your future by your past here. One you’ve never wanted to follow and always wanted to change.

But there are the absolutely terrifying ‘what if’s’ that comes with big change. What if you leave and it’s no better than where you were? What if you somehow mess all of it up? What if nothing goes to plan, everything goes to shit, and you’re forced to come back?

That’s your biggest nightmare, and it could very easily become your reality. 

But it’s not enough to change your mind. 

You’re going. Tomorrow morning, you’re leaving, come hell or high water or…maybe rain water if this keeps up. And you’re taking the man currently drawing you closer into him with you. 

He takes a quiet inhale of your hair, happily drowning in your scent. Yoongi’s still settling into the fact that the woman he’s holding is his. At least for now. The one that always caught his eye. The one that he never knew he could want so badly. The one who reads with him on a rainy afternoon in their shared space so she can say goodbye to the only thing that was kind to her, with him here to support her.

He’ll support you however you need, forever if he can.

His girl.

Pulling your legs up to rest the book on, you flip the page though your focus wavers, and you stare out into the shower blurred haze of your favourite place. 

This is the last time you’ll ever be here, so you take in every detail you can. The way the grass feels underneath you, the shape of the pond and the colour of its water. You commit the height of the tree and the ebb and flow of its leaves to memory as best you can. You take in the feeling of Yoongi behind you, remembering how he used to sit a foot away from you.

How every day, whether you realized it or not, he got just a little bit closer.

And before you can stop it, a silent tear slides down your face. You wipe it away but Yoongi catches it, and gives you a reassuring squeeze.

“You okay?” he asks. 

You are.

It’s just finally hitting you that your years of pain and loneliness and misery are ending. You’re finally taking control of your life like you’ve always planned, and better yet, you aren’t doing it alone. You have someone now. 

You can’t remember the last time you had that. 

“Yeah,” you say, lifting your chin to look at him. “I think I’m going to be just fine.”

Holding the book back up, you see you’ve reached the final chapter. And somehow you know, it’s the first chapter of your own.

A/N 2: Thanks for reading, loves. Xoxo, Yoon <3

#Thank you lovely anon #i needed this i think #it was very reflective of my irl which doesnt happen often with me and my writing #writing requests #UTWT drabbles #drabbles #asks #ms.mailbox📬 #yoongi x reader #yoongi x you #yoongi x y/n #yoongi x oc #min yoongi x reader #min yoongi x you #min yoongi x y/n #min yoongi x oc #yoongi fluff #min yoongi fluff #min yoongi fic #yoongi fic #bts imagines #bts fanfic #bts fluff #yoongi #min yoongi #min yoongi bad boy au #yoongi imagine #yoongi drabble #yoongi scenarios #bts yoongi

[orchidyoonkook]

https://www.instagram.com/p/C11dEjBLbMB/?igsh=NzN4dnFoZjNtcDAz

i'm gonna share this here cuz i've seen that remmy is shocked too 😭 (helloooo remmy) but thing is that they didn't specifically said that is was tae but everyone says that it's him and they also tagged celine so 👀

-✨

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY GOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I’m going to literally combust if we get blue tae back.

COMBUST.

#FERALITY IS MY MIDDLE NAME #asks #✨Anon #ms.mailbox📬 #House of Kim T

[orchidyoonkook]

Raise your hand if you too have a lot of feelings about Jungkook, like this is not fair, he inspires a shocking level of clinginess and fondness in me sometimes, even when he's being objectively exasperating?? I don't fully understand it. -🦕

🤚🏻🤚🏻🤚🏻And it’s especially bad because he knows his power. He KNOWSSS how much control he has over us and he abuses it.

Because we love him when he’s cute. And hot. And sexy. And being annoying ASF! We love that giant ass dork who sings karaoke at 3am for hours just to spend some time with us.

I can’t blame you. I really can’t. He’s soft and hard and everything in between.

#it be one of those nights and I’m here to support that #asks #saurus #🦕Anon #ms.mailbox📬 #House of Jeon

[orchidyoonkook]

I'm the anonymous person from before..

I won't get into too much details about my personal conditions so I'm only giving enough details for you to know my remedies for migraines that might help. But, some remedies, you have already done by now.

So I severe from migraines a lot. And because I'm autistic, I've always had many migraines because of sensory overload type situations that would last days and even a week. Depends on the situations though.

Some of these are my "remedies" for my migraines.

Laying, even sleeping if that sleeps, in the darkest room you have so I would suggest covering your windows if you need to darken the room to make it less bright. Laying with an eye mask might help with that.

Ice. I recently got this icepack that's like wearing an eye mask, and it's giving enough pressure to your whole head (without hurting you) that tends to seem relaxing. But I don't think you have that. So you ice, ice packs, on your head and neck. Wearing the ice around your ice would be more effective than one your head from my personal experiences.

Drinking water. Coconut water, if you could actually be able to drink it since not everyone enjoys the flavor, is the real water that actually will help hydrate you faster. Mineral waters like fiji could help since lots of those waters have electrolytes. Maybe consume salty foods like soup or chips, or even a pinch of salt on your tongue, just to keep the water in your body. Since not everyone knows salt retains the water in body.

Ibuprofen. Or whichever medicine you usually take.. I would have said to try taking turmeric? Turmeric helps with head and body pains if it's a more holistic approach. Maybe add to your food? Supplements?

Bathing. Warm, or even hot, baths and showers. A hot salt water bath could help? Or just a regular hot shower. Not everyone knows a warm water may actually help with migraines. Since showers and baths are considered to be forms of heat therapy for migraines. They say that among other heat-related remedies, a warm shower has the power to stop pain signals from traveling to the brain and increase blood flow, which can help soothe muscles.

Eating. Because sometimes lack of eating causes migraines too.

Don't know if I missed anything? I was trying to think of my remedies.

Let me just say that I love you so much. I’ve only started getting migraines in the last 5-7 years so it’s still “new” to me.

Just wanted to start off saying thank you thank you thank you. I’m currently undiagnosed but very likely to be autistic as well and it’s only really presented itself fully in the last few years, meaning I’ve always had it, obvi, but I only recently started unmasking. So just learning that that could be a cause is something new and so super useful.

As for the dark room and laying down. I spent about 70% of the last two days sleeping and lying down hoping it would help. And it did a little bit.

The dark room is usually what I do for my severe migraines. I lock myself in my bathrooms and put a towel at the bottom of the door.

Ice is something I never thought about! I’ll have to go get some ice packs!!! I have a heat pad but no ice packs.

If I plug my nose I can drink coconut water but I’ve been guzzling all weekend I can promise you that ♥️.

I don’t have ibuprofen on hand but I did take a shit ton of acetaminophen and it unfortunately did nothing. however I’ve never tried tumeric so I will have to keep that on hand as well!!

And a shower was actually one of the first things I tried because I know it always helps. And it did. But I can’t stay in the shower for 48 hours :(. Stupid being a land mammal and the powers that be charging for a fundamental human right.

I had a really yummy dinner last night that my partner made me for eating. It was a big helping of chicken pasta Alfredo. I want to think it helped but I honestly couldn’t have told cause I felt a little nausea every time I took a bite. But it was so so good.

Hon if you’re missing anything I can’t say anything but thank you for the things that you did remember. I’m gunna keep this ask for later when I inevitably get another one because this has been so incredibly helpful.

Thank you thank you thank you so much truly ♥️♥️. You’re a good human. I hope you know that.

#the kindest of souls #if I hadn’t mentioned it earlier. thank you. i love you. i am 10000% referring back to this at a later date #my mum thinks this particular migraine was weather induced cause the weather here has been insane lately #but yeah. keeping this in my little storage container for future use ♥️ #asks #anon #ms.mailbox📬 #THANK YOU ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

[orchidyoonkook]

alright min yoongi......

but like debut min yoongi......

-✨

YES

THE VERY ONE

#agreed #A FREAKING GREED #star knows what’s UP #asks #✨Anon #ms.mailbox📬 #House of Min

[orchidyoonkook]

Missing Prince Jungkook. When can we hear from him again? ☹️

I miss him so much to my darling Anon ♥️

I’m hoping praying crossing my fingers and toes to get something out this month. I’m really gunna try! Promise ♥️

#missing jk hours #asks #anon #ms.mailbox📬 #TWWWBAATTA asks

[orchidyoonkook]

I assume that when you were young you spent long hours outdoors. The bare feet and scraped knees and climbing thing kind days.💜

Oh Vi how right you are. I used to walk around bare foot all day and I called it “hobbitting”. I spent my afternoons climbing trees and playing with my friends outside and biking and walking around town. I loved being outside more than anything.

Especially in the summer when I could go swimming. Me and my two friends would bike to their grandmas house on the outside of town because she had this huge pool. It was like a 20 minute bike ride and quite the trek for 8-14 year olds (8 is when we were allowed to start going by ourselves and 14 is around when we stopped going consistently). And so we’d bike or scooter or even walk allll the way across town to go swimming and eat fudge pops and just be kids in the summer. She had a huge property too so we’d just play for hours and hours in the sun and then cool off in the pool.

I miss it a lot. They sold the house a couple years ago but I have such fond memories.

Or we’d have bond fire nights, which was when all the adults on my street would bring their fold out chairs to one double driveway in the middle of our street and everyone’s kids would run around and play while all the adults would sit and vibe and socialize around a fire pit they’d drag onto the driveway. The kids would get to all play together without having to worry about curfew cuz the adults were out, and the adults got to have like 12 pairs of eyes on the kids while they got to chill out and have a beer and relax.

Yeah. I was an outdoors kid for sure.

#damn taking me down memory lane with this one #asks #Violetsiren90 #Violet 💜 #ms.mailbox📬 #House of Yoon

[orchidyoonkook]

hi yoon, I was reading your post about you. when you say most foods (not by choice) in least favorite things. Do you have food selectivity?

-🦋

Hi love! I’ll answer under the cut!

Sort of? I have the type of ADHD (and my doc is guessing a form of AuADHD but that’s unconfirmed) that severely affects my sensory inputs. So certain textures or tastes or smells I can’t be near or interact with.

So I can’t have a lot of foods due to their smell, texture or their taste.

For example I can’t drink any form of carbonated drink because the bubbles make me freak out. Or I can even be near any seafood because the smell makes me nauseous. i usually hold my breath when I’m near it. As for texture, I love passion fruit seeds, but if I even get a bit of the goopy pulp that holds the seeds to the shell in my mouth I gag. (Which I did right in front of my boss which was mortifying)

So when I say not by choice it’s because I really want to like food. I want to be able to eat more and try more without worrying. But I can’t.

#about Yoon #asks #🦋Anon #ms.mailbox📬

[orchidyoonkook]

i love anything and everything you write and i will fight anyone who dares to say something ☝️

-✨

BABY STAR 😭😭♥️♥️♥️♥️

Thank you thank you thank you.

Your support means the whole world to me as do you. I hope you are doing well ♥️♥️

#i got your update ask!! i just haven’t been near a computer to answer it yet! #asks #✨Anon #ms.mailbox📬

[orchidyoonkook]

This has been on my mind all evening, I just had to share it somewhere:

MY SEATS. MY CHAIRS. MY BOYFRIEND AND MY HUSBAND. THE PLACE WHERE I REST. THE PLACE WHERE I AM SAFE AND I DREAM AND IM HAPPY THE PLA—*giant hooked cane yanks yoon from the stage of very confused onlookers*

#I WANNA SIT AND STAY SO BAD #LIKE I WANT MY KNEES TO MEET THEIR HIPS AND NEVER LEAVE #*foams at the mouth* #asks #loki-wants-an-army #ms.mailbox📬 #House of Jeon #House of Min #Yoons loosing her goddamn mind

[orchidyoonkook]

i'm currently in the middle of class but all i can think about is yoongi 😭

-✨

A whole ass mood star. A WHOLE ass mood.

#I’m with ya. just at work #asks #✨Anon #ms.mailbox📬 #House of Min

[orchidyoonkook]

no cause yoon i cried like… 6 times yesterday because of taekook and the whole post in general and then taekook AGAIN on suchwita?????? what the fuckdjjsjsjsjs 😭😭 imagine i was in the middle of writing my taekook fic and then boom; this happened.

The gods have blessed your Taekook fic. I don't make the rules. It is so.

So it is said, so it shall be done.

#SAME BESTIE 😭😭😭 #asks #jjkeverlast #Lati <3 #ms.mailbox📬 #House of Jeon #House of Kim T

[orchidyoonkook]

If you watch one episode of Run BTS a day, it's about six months. I'm playing a numbers game. There is so much content to watch. So if you watch one thing a day, by they time you're done it will June 2025! LOL That's what I'm doing anyway.

You have no idea how tempted I am. I have intentionally not watched things like the Bon Voyage and half the movies just so I can experience them for the first time while the boys are gone. So it still feels like new content for me. I haven’t seen half the Run BTS’s and while I thought I was missing out. I’m actually happy I’ve held off. This is a great suggestion too. Thank you!!!

#seriously you’re the best #asks #erica2283 #ms.mailbox📬 #House of Bangtan

[orchidyoonkook]

Fanfic end of the year asks:

15, 17, & 23.

And thank you for bringing me Yoongi this year - be he under a willows tree or in a Valentino suit, he was breaking me down and healing me up. 💕

VIOLET 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹. My love. My darling. My Moot. My bestie. My friend. How I adore you so ♥️♥️♥️

Thank you for asking 🫂

15. Something you learned this year

Apparently I can write smut. Which was both incredibly relieving and also terrifying at the same time?

Or even the fact that people like my writing. Prior to posting fics, only high school English teachers had read my writing. So I’d never really gotten a response on it before. Didn’t know if it was any good. Didn’t really give it a worth while shot. All my friends were writers so I just assumed I was the odd one out.

But then I got tumblr.

And posted a fic just to see if it was worth continuing.

And learned that maybe I can write a little bit.

And that if I keep going. Maybe I can write a lot one day.

17. Fics you’ll continue next year

I’m gunna use this as a planned fics and continued fics question to keep track for myself cuz I will forget 😂😂

So!

I currently have two requests (literally how wild is that!!???) in my inbox that I have to brainstorm. One for JK and one for the UTWT couple.

I will also hopefully be much more active in updating TWWWBAATTA. (Ideally I get at least 6-8 chapters out this year)

As well as a collab that’s been in the works since maybe August?? It’s currently on hold due to life on both ends, but I love love LOVE the concept and the plot and everything about it so I’m excited to dig into that! It will also probably be my first darker work, so I’m stoked for that too! Trying out a new genre.

I have an (undisclosed member) fic in my head right now that I’m plotting out. (I’ve talked about it with you but I wanna keep it under wraps until I at least have a rough draft). It’s a winter themed fic so ideally I’ll have it out by at the latest, February. But if it’s later in the year, it’s later in the year.

And lastly, for planned works that is, I’m toying with the idea of potentially expanding the TDWV universe due to the wonderful reception of the world it takes place in.

23. Fics you wanted to write, but didn’t

The previously mentioned collab fic. I wanted to have at least one chapter of it out by the end of 2023. But then I got a new job and moved within a month of each other, and went from working one shift a week, to full time, and then the holidays happened and I ran out of free time.

My New Years Resolution this year was to try and write more/ create more. And I would really like to stick to that if I can. But with quality over quantity.

And then the undisclosed member fic, also previously mentioned. I’d hoped to have it done over my winter break from work. But timing and plans said no!

———

You’re so so so welcome my dear. I don’t even have the words to begin to describe what your support has meant and done for me. And I can only hope I’ve been able to do a fraction of the same for you.

I hope I can bring you more Yoongi’s and maybe a Joon or two in the future too♥️

#wow this got long fast #my never ending problem of never being able to shut up has struck again! #I’m pretty sure you don’t mind tho #asks #Violet ♥️ #Violetsiren90 #ms.mailbox📬 #ask games with yoon #Yoon on writing

[orchidyoonkook]

At least this way none of them is left waiting as the last one alone for too long... Jin will come home next summer, then Hobi a few months after, then all the other 5 at almost the same time in 2025...

This is the only thing keeping my head above water rn. That they’re going together. No one left behind. And we only have to make it six months without at least one of them.

We got this 🫂🫂🫂

#asks #loki-wants-an-army #ms.mailbox📬 #House of Bangtan

[orchidyoonkook]

I am. I am Losing My Mind

My mind was lost so long ago yet it’s only gotten more so today. It’s so far gone it’s on the other side of the universe by now.

#i cannot cope #it’s so bad I even told my partner about this #asks #loki-wants-and-army #ms.mailbox📬 #House of Jeon