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sleepytortellini · 1 year

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hello everyone! lena here, and welcome to my little 2022 follow forever!!

i am very new to tumblr- i only joined in july this year. i was initially very nervous to start making and posting my creations, but i found myself so welcomed and happy in a server i joined: @animangacreators! i learned many new tips and how to make gifs thanks to so many people's guidance and help. i'm so grateful to all of my mutuals for their endless support and positivity!

this year irl for me was chaotic. mostly good stuff happened, but of course there were some bumps along the road. i'm excited to start the new year!

to all of you, whether i've known you since the beginning of my tumblr journey or i recently became friends, thank you!! thank you for making me feel so safe, for making me smile and laugh. thank you for helping me and supporting me! i'm so grateful for all of you!

though i do want to write a bit for a few people i met on tumblr this year :)

@gojosattoru ANAAA DARLING!!! you were my first supporter on tumblr! i remember getting an answer to my first ask to you and being so excited, like i was meeting a celebrity! i was so happy and touched by your kindness and positivity. thank you for being such a wonderful person and always talking to me! you're the best big sister figure i could ask for!!

@itadorii-yuuji LISETTE!!! it's been so much fun getting to know you this year, though we weren't able to talk as much due to us being busy with school :c still, i'm so glad to have met you! all of our convos are so much fun and you're such a lovely person, inside and out!! hope school has been treating you well!!

@katsukes IAN <3 screaming with you about haikyuu and hamilton has been AMAZING! your interests are seriously so cool and you're such a wonderful person! talking to you about school and animanga and life in general has been so nice <3 i hope that you have an amazing new year and that college has been great!!

@koshoe JASSS!!! i can't tell you how EXCITED i was when i found out you lived in the same place as me!!! i really hope we get to meet up sometime! talking to you is so relaxing and it makes my day when i talk to you! you're so good at genshin (look at that spiral abyss scara team omg) and ranting about our faves in genshin and animanga is so much fun <333 hope we get to talk more next year too!

@natsutakashi MAMIEE NAMIEEE!!! you've been one of the sweetest people i've met on this hellsite. the aesthetic of your edits and pictures are so so pretty and i admire your talent! not to mention how nice and funny you are :) you always manage to make my day with your tweets! i hope everything goes well next year, you deserve all of it <3 <3

@reddriot ZEBRA <3 we didn't get to talk too much this year after summer break ended! still, i'm so glad that we got to become friends! you're such a positive sweetheart and so kind. talking to you is like talking to an older sister <3 thank you for being such a wholesome human being and i hope we get to talk more next year! and i hope college treats you well, as you deserve!

@tanchirou AKI! you're such a happy presence and so so lovely to talk to! it's been wonderful getting to know you these past few months! i hope that you enjoy the new year! love you!

and to all of my other mutuals: @aanyaforger, @alice-chan-chan, @alphonseelriic, @anyaaforger, @aslaanjade, @baskrvilles, @braunreiner, @bl-astoise, @bxchira, @crimsonrosee, @dabi, @deathberi, @fangrui, @fuyumatsu, @gizaoyas, @hokusu, @inosuks, @keikuns, @kishou, @kkzz, @kyaa-a, @man4jiro, @mcki, @misakarose, @mx-sinisters, @naoamaya, @nanamikeento, @ocarinnas, @okkottsus, @ponchizs, @queenrojpag, @rekiskyan, @sailorscouting, @shnidoarata, @sohmasyuki, @todorokistoya, @tohmura, @touyas, @xiexielians, @upperranktwo, @yooasobi, @ysukes, @yuujies, @zuura

whether i've interacted with you once, or many times, whether i became mutuals with you at the beginning of my journey, or only recently, i'm so grateful to you! you are all such wonderful, sweet people, and i'm so glad to be surrounded with such lovely people. thank you! and i hope you all have a wonderful and safe year!

#sleepytortellini #gifs *#follow forever <3 #i wanted to make a little something as a small thank you to all the people who made my 2022 so wonderful on the platform!#i love you all so much!#and i hope you have a wonderful year because you all deserve it!

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iemondropsss · 1 year

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I posted 11,251 times in 2022

That's 5,169 more posts than 2021!

63 posts created (1%)

11,188 posts reblogged (99%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@wizardpotions

@sappho-ilmarinen

@snorfbin

@laecandraw

@dingdongyouarewrong

I tagged 1,584 of my posts in 2022

#slug posting - 63 posts

#the sandman - 30 posts

#dreamling - 29 posts

#arcane - 23 posts

#cave idus martii - 21 posts

#goncharov - 19 posts

#yes - 17 posts

#sandman - 13 posts

#exactly - 12 posts

#true - 11 posts

Longest Tag: 132 characters

#was somebody going to tell me that rob paulsen voices bobble from tinker bell or was i supposed to find that out in prev tags myself

My Top Posts in 2022:

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tagged by @fungimoth

Rules: Write out the letters of your under name using song titles!

In the Aeroplane Over the Sea - Neutral Milk Hotel

(Line Without a Hook - Ricky Montgomery)

Everybody Talks - Neon Trees

Mx. Sinister - idkHOW

Out of My League - The Walker

No Children - Mountain Goats

Diamond Day - Vashti Bunyan

Rhinestone Eyes - Gorillaz

Our Hextech Dream - Arcane (lmaooo)

People Say - Portugal the Man

Soldier Poet King - Oh Hellos

still feel - half alive

@sappho-ilmarinen @floryeet @xanzusx

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So I (M17) was reading over the yearly letter my best friend (M17) sends me before heading off on his own for the Winter. I had just been on a grand expedition myself just the Winter prior, and this time I was feeling particularly… yearny…. I don’t know. Anyway, so I packed up my boots and just a few commodities in my backpack and set off the the dangerous mountain scape that seals off my hometown from most of society. I traveled for days, so much so icicles formed on my face. By the time I finally scaled these thousand meter rocks I found the place my friend hermits during the season. It was a real cozy cave, and he had a fire going. Boy was he surprised to see me haha. So anyway he let me make myself at home and all was well but just as I thought we were getting to be comfortable together like we usually are in the Spring, he started to get all mad at me!! He pushed me away and thought we were better off apart :( Gods, I know he’s right, it was his personal time and I invaded it, even if I did miss him. But I’m a stubborn bastard so I went and found my own cave and started a fire (very cleverly) without him. But I may have gotten a little frustrated with the process (what are you supposed to do with dried beans?!!) and he came to save me, even though we were supposed to be fighting. But then!!!! He fell!!! That beautiful son of a bitch nearly became a snowball. Luckily he found a ledge, and I tried to find a rope to save him but got stuck too, whoops! 😅 but then we had a heart to heart in this blizzard… he told me he missed me too. Maybe it’s silly but at that moment my heart was hattifattener seeds and he was the moon. I really did think he was going to confess his love then—but my mom saved us from the cliff in the end, and I went home. I don’t know. Looking back I feel like such an asshole. I know the Winter is the time we need apart. And I intruded on the place he goes to be just himself. I just missed him, I dunno. AITA?

Edit: I got another letter from him. Delivered by some squirrel, isn’t that funny? He told me to meet him up there again. We saw the Northern Lights. They were beautiful.

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dirt-ghoul · 2 years

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you never seem to notice that my heart beats for you

#my best friend mx sinister #idkhow #i don’t know how but they found me #mx sinister #my art #digital art #ibispaint

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randombubblegum · 2 years

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NO YEAH b is technically a better vocalist but dallon just has Vibes. gnc kill my ex best friend for being an asshole Vibes.

ya like brendon has the pipes to do broadway i guess. but actually broadway is lame and musicals are for nerds so who cares. dallon can do a killer ambiguous register like you think kinky boots is more interesting than this? completely gnc ass vocals on a song with a deliberately genderless title? No

#and debra? COME ON #also dallons music is legit just more interesting it has TEXTURE. FLAVOR #mail time!

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albatris · 2 years

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Hey, hi, hello. The music associated with ocs thing: nat & quinn please! I'm love them & every rental car related post I've seen. ^^

hello, hi, hey! I'm very very late, but I was in the mood for Tunes today so I come bearing gifts for u

thank you for the ask!! and for the kind words also, I'm so happy you've enjoyed rental car so far :D

nat and quinn were popular choices for this game, which is fine by me because I obviously have a soft spot for these two ahaha. so, there are a few tunes for them I posted a while ages back in response to this game and potentially some more on the way! again, I know I'm late, rip

but for now mmmmmm two tunes for both I think c:

and pls forgive my rambles, I love talking oc music so much

"Mx. Sinister" by I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME is a funky little Quinn tune! albeit a distressing one. pretty self-explanatory for an all-round shady bastard. a tune fitting for both an early story Quinn who is. for lack of a better word. Extremely Fucking Sinister. in their hunting down and acquiring of allies and useful people and "friends", as well as an early story Quinn who's in a bit of a love-and-obsession spiral with a particular new ally of theirs c: either way, shifty, ruthless, manipulative, little regard for the other person's opinions on the matter

Oh, you never seem to notice when I follow you home / In the dark of your apartment when you think you're alone / What will it take? What else should I do? / How far must I go to prove that I love you?

whether it's genuine love or just a convenient illusion they spin together to get folks to trust them It's Fuckin Shady As Hell

plus the chorus in general of course

And I'll get you yet / I've got to make you mine / Just know I'm not the sinister type

aaaand next up for Quinn is "The Fox" by North Bloom, which is one that came up on my discover weekly that I immediately yoinked for my playlist

fantastic vibe for a scared Quinn who's starting to slip a little bit

I thought I was always awake / I thought I wouldn't make a mistake / They say I lost hold of the glue / They say that my view is skewed

n particularly this part lmao

But it's hard to get around / When you can't see the ground / Or the path that leads me to / A bond built on something other than bluffing

these are some Quinn vibes if I've ever heard them :( most of their relationships aren't exactly mutual and trusting, the only way Quinn feels safe in their relations to others is if they can maintain the upper hand at all costs, often resorting to manipulation and bluffing and occasionally blackmail. they feel uncomfortable and vulnerable without it. Quinn's approach to relationships is to immediately establish the best way to gain control over the other party and keep that control at all costs, so constantly being paranoid and On Guard and lying through their teeth comes with the territory, n they have very few real friends

n like. oh, sure, Quinn doesn't recognise it at first, but they're SUPER fucking lonely and isolated, like, this song has some good Yearning in it too. they have no fuckin CLUE how to establish a bond built on anything other than, yeah, bluffing and manipulating and whatever in a frantic effort to Keep Control and maintain their image as someone formidable and not to be backstabbed. plus also

Could I have your attention just for a second / I'm trying to tell you that all of this blame and this shame / It is all mine to take, I have so much to say / So I'm trying my best just to do what I can / Without addressing the topic at hand

Quinn Cooper, master of "I'm desperately lonely and scared and isolated and I want to open up to the people I care for but I'm going to sidestep the entire conversation and beat around the bush and never use any specifics because this is fucking terrifying to me"

(genuine connection and real friendship?? no open up and be vulnerable!!! only genuine connection and real friendship!!)

n lastly "chronically dire / reliable liar" is too delightful a Quinn description to skip out on c:

as for Nat tunes!!!!

I have to include the obligatory Super Edgy Nat Tune which is "An Ode To Death" by Birds of Tokyo. honestly this song all round is a fantastic vibe for this poor boy's many, many, MANY ongoing personal crises

Tell me, how far would you go / Would you take the life of another? / Will you be the one to say no? / Forgive and forget when you die, my love

plus of course the repetition throughout the song of "Never will I see the sun again" and "Where were you Monday? / I was not missing, I was dead" are real good too :3 like, oh, perhaps a dash too literal but not technically WRONG. either way they're good lines for a truly sad little miserable vampire lmao

and finally, I was tossing up between two songs here, but I think "Dear Wormwood" by The Oh Hellos is an excellent Nat tune, specifically for the kinda..... ramping up to the climax of the story scenes, where the mystery is mostly solved and all that's left to do is fuck shit up with the Garble

like. the end gets Loud and Passionate but it's still quite a gentle, sad song imo. I have plenty of angry vs. Garble tunes but this one is. just. yeah. yep

I have always known you You have always been there in my mind But now I understand you And I will not be part of your designs

I know who I am now And all that you've made of me I know who you are now And I name you my enemy

like!!!!!! hello. this is just such a great little vibe for a Nat who finally has all the pieces put together and has accepted what he's about to do, intense and determined but not angry, with a newfound self-assuredness and understanding of himself, both in terms of the role he's playing in this whole stupid mess and just like........... himself as a person, what’s at his core, what he wants, what his morals are, the ability to stand firm in his convictions. v good. yep

anyway thank u for coming to my ted talk and also for reading these rambles <3 mwah. goodnight I'm going to bed

#a rental car takes a left down rake street and disappears #ty for the ask!!!! im love u <3 #first quinn song is. concerning and more than a little stalkery lmao #it's fitting for early quinn!! they don't ever stop being a shady motherfucker but they do become slightly less......#that. bc nat is basically like ''hey you need to fucking Stop or I'm out lmao <3'' and quinn is like. fine #early quinn is a bastard for sure and a very bad person but the power imbalance evens out REAL quick don't you worry #because of Reasons

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starlitsilvereyes · 3 years

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It’s officially September!

In celebration of me turning 19 this month, I am opening Drarry art requests based on songs!

Any song would do, however, I do have a song list where you can choose songs from — if your preferred song is not there, then you are welcome to prompt any other song you like.

My Song List:

I Wanna Be Your Slave - Måneskin

Mx. Sinister - I DON’T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

Valentine - 5 Seconds of Summer

Medicine - (Originally by Harry Styles) Sunny Tiscareño

Only Angel - Harry Styles

Watermelon Sugar - Harry Styles

Cherry Flavoured - The Neighbourhood

Cruel Summer - Taylor Swift

august - Taylor Swift

Knee Socks - Arctic Monkeys

Cigarette Daydreams - Cage The Elephant (SFW only)

Sky in Your Bones - Tutlie (SFW only)

Hey Barbara - IV Of Spades (SFW only)

Beggin’ - Måneskin

Prey - The Neighbourhood

Like Real People Do - Hozier

Like a Child - Mother Mother (SFW only)

Fallen Fruit - Lorde

Where The Skies Are Blue - The Lumineers (SFW only)

Other Requested Songs:

Presence - JOSEPH

Dirty Pretty Beautiful - The Maine

When requesting, please specify if you want SFW or SPICY ;) Art, otherwise, I’ll be the one to decide 😆

Requested songs will be in orange; WIPs will be in blue; finished art will be in purple

Requests will be open all September!

Although, I cannot promise to do all of them this month (depending on the number of song prompts I get outside of my list), I’ll try my best!

I will not be accepting 18+ art requests from minors, for obvious reasons. While my account is open to people below 18 (as I, myself, was a minor last year + I have friends who are below the age of 18), I ask you to please not interact with any of my 18+ posts.

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sohcean · 3 years

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bub !! hi <3 ☕️ and 📚 for the ask game ~ ilu !

hi bub nonnieeeee ilu too !!!!

☕️: talk about your ideal day

oh.... um..... there are a couple ^^ there’s the one where i eat breakfast in this restaurant i’ve never been to before and have my favorite (french toast) and i spend all day huddled in the car with my best friend because we’re going to the mx concert and i have the time of my life... there’s the one where i haven’t seen my friends in awhile and i see them and we hug for like a minute straight and then we go on an adventure, like hiking and sunbathing on a rock face or playing all day in the river and scaling the rocks... and then there’s the one where i wake up on time, and i feel alright, and i spend all day writing whatever i want and my window is open and i have my favorite snacks and it smells like honeysuckle outside... wow this got long

📚: share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them.

okay i like:

1. the secret garden by frances hodgson burnett (“at first people refuse to believe that a strange new thing can be done, then they begin to hope it can be done, then they see it can be done--then it is done and all the world wonders why it was not done centuries ago.”)

2. the mysterious benedict society by trenton lee stewart (“you must remember, family is often born of blood, but it doesn't depend on blood. nor is it exclusive of friendship. family members can be your best friends, you know. and best friends, whether or not they are related to you, can be your family.”)

3. the entire series of unfortunate events by lemony snicket (“at times the world may seem an unfriendly and sinister place, but believe that there is much more good in it than bad. all you have to do is look hard enough, and what might seem to be a series of unfortunate events may in fact be the first steps of a journey.”)

honorable quote mention: “but i must admit i miss you terribly. the world is too quiet without you nearby.”

#bub non #mail #alright i switched one out hold on #okay im back so 1 is a classic and as most classics do: it did not age entirely well imperialism is a Disease #but past that point it means a lot to me i read it as a really young girl and it was one of the first books i remember having a profound #effect on me rather than just... devouring it like i used to #asoue is still my favorite series of all time i think like i'm not even lying #i have thoughts about classic elitism (namely that it is stupid and bad) and i adore children's books still #and fairytales.... hehe #but i read a lot more poetry than novels these days so i had to take a peruse through my bookshelf

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jungnoir · 7 years

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tough guy;

lee jooheon | to everyone in your city, lee jooheon is a force to be reckoned with. to his gang members, he’s their fearless and strong leader. but to you? he’s the boyfriend who forgot to bring home eggs like you asked four times. | 2.3k words. | fluff. | for @minsugadotcom‘s request :)

“Didn't anyone tell you not to fuck with my boys?” Jooheon’s smirk is something so sinister that the man writhing on the ground thinks the kick to his head earlier might have had him hallucinating, imagining the devil in the place of the gang leader he had wronged. He had heard the warnings, sure, and maybe if he had listened, he might not have been clinging to life by his fingernails.

But that’s what happened when you wronged Lee Jooheon, leader of MX, the biggest and baddest biker gang in Seoul: you got what was coming to you.

Some referred to Jooheon as a devil, a monster, a beast even. But Minhyuk, Hyunwoo, Hoseok, Changkyun, Hyungwon, and Kihyun all knew him as their leader, a leader that would exact all of hell’s fire upon whoever decided they’d lay their hands on one of his members. In this case, it had been on Minhyuk. It was completely unprovoked and had left the boy with so much bruising that the gang’s doctor could barely look at him before he had suggested that a hospital visit was best. And while the gang had usually steered clear of places they could be recognized, Jooheon had been certain from the get go that Minhyuk deserved the best, screw the rest.

What was worse was that the asshole that thought he could get away with such an offense didn’t even belong to a gang they were rivals with. No, he just decided to cause a little trouble with the wrong guy, is all. And Jooheon really hated dealing with the general, innocent public. But this guy was not innocent, and he certainly wasn’t going to get let off just because of Jooheon’s ideals.

Changkyun, the newest recruit, passes Jooheon a bat, just as Kihyun rushes into the alleyway, a phone clutched in his hand and a terrified look on his face. “Boss!” He shouts, and while Jooheon stills, he doesn’t look back. He heaves a deep exhale, one that warns them all that his patience is wearing incredibly thin the longer he goes without beating this bastard’s face in, “What?”

“I-it’s... it’s her. She finally called.”

The bat thuds next to the bastard on the ground, making the man jump back in shock. His eyes trail up Jooheon’s frame, attempting to meet Jooheon’s eyes and figure out just who had enough power to make such a man freeze like that, but a shoe comes in contact with his cheek and shoves it back into the rough gravel, pieces of rock biting into the skin as Changkyun stands above the bastard with a smirk, digging his shoe in further as the squirms.

Jooheon takes a quick, almost worried breath, and then looks at Kihyun, “What did she say?”

“Well... she actually called three times. And then she texted... she's on her way.”

Jooheon swears under his breath. “When did she text that?” “’Bout fifteen minutes ago.” Kihyun answers, wincing slightly.

Hyungwon, who had been standing in the alleyway idly for the majority of the time, suddenly perks up, his eyebrows rising in surprise, “Oh! That means she’s-”

Hyungwon doesn’t get to finish his thought before Jooheon is suddenly sprinting, Hoseok trailing behind with a small grin on his face. Quickly, Jooheon stops to yell one last command for Hyunwoo to take over before he’s flying around the corner to his bike, pulling off at the speed of light.

Changkyun narrows his eyes, “Who is ‘she’ and why is boss so scared that he missed her calls?”

From his spot against the wall, Hyungwon laughs, casually strolling through his phone contacts for Minhyuk’s number, “Kid, if Jooheon is a storm, she’s a hurricane.”

Jooheon isn’t sure exactly what’s scarier: the fact that you’re sitting on the couch back at the base, casually talking to Minhyuk like old friends, or the fact that he had walked in three minutes ago and you still hadn’t looked at him yet. It’s only when Minhyuk looks up from you, into to grab his cup of tea, that he sees Jooheon standing semi-frozen in the doorway, Hoseok standing behind him and mouthing something Minhyuk can’t even understand. “Oh, boss, hey! (Y/N) stopped by while you were out.”

It seems you only pay Jooheon any attention when Minhyuk mentions him, which makes Jooheon gulp so hard Hoseok can hear it.

Your head turns nonchalantly, a vague smile on your face when you see him. Calmly, gracefully, you get up from the couch and walk over to him, and Jooheon nearly backs into Hoseok, but the older boy places a somewhat comforting hand on his leader’s back and pats, as if Hoseok is signaling that he’s praying for Jooheon and his soul, wherever it may go after you’re done with him.

“Hey, baby. Can we talk in private real quick? It won’t take long, I swear. Minnie told me you and the boys were just out... taking care of things.” You ask him, wrapping a hand around his bicep and squeezing, a squeeze that easily translates to “you have absolutely no choice or say in the matter”. Jooheon only nods once and roughly swallows, glancing at Minhyuk who looks completely oblivious to the situation as he shoots a big smile at the two of you. You quietly tug Jooheon in the direction of his office, the walk down the long, dim hallway making Jooheon’s heartbeat accelerate all the more.

He reaches a hand out to open the double doors to his office, and you follow in silently behind him, twisting on the balls of your feet before closing the doors behind you both with a resounding slam. Jooheon gulps for the third time since he’d seen you.

“Where. Are. The eggs?”

Eggs? Is this what you called three times for and nearly given Jooheon a heart attack over? “I don’t follow…” Jooheon chances to say, and by the sight of you aggressively rolling your eyes, it was not the right thing to say.

“Remember when we found out Wednesday morning that Minhyuk had been jumped, and then I said ‘Hey, Jooheon, I’ll be working pretty long hours today and tomorrow, but I’ll try to make it home during lunch Thursday so I can make Minhyuk a get well cake, so can you pick up some eggs tonight?’ and you said ‘Sure!’ and then I came home Wednesday night and they weren’t there? And then, do you remember I was so exhausted that I just told you you could pick them up today before I got home and you said ‘I’m on it!’ and then this morning when I got up I reminded you to get the eggs? And then I texted you two hours ago, a text you didn’t answer by the way, to make sure you got the eggs because I was taking my lunch hour off specifically to make that cake and I didn’t have time to shop for eggs?”

Jooheon swallows, but stays silent.

“So here I am, barely enough time to climb in my car with a rational thought and all I’m thinking is, ‘Oh god, today is the day. He’s not picking up the phone and he’s ignoring my texts. Something must’ve happened to him.’, only for me to call Kihyun and hear that you were in some alleyway getting into trouble?!” In rhythm with your last three words, you smack his bicep exceptionally hard, which doesn’t necessarily hurt him so much as make him wince. He can see the obvious frustration in your eyes of course, but underlying that was a fear he’d never really been able to see up close too often.

Granted, you knew the risks of dating a gang member, especially one like Jooheon. He had made it irrevocably clear to you on your first date, a blind date thanks to the internet (and Hoseok’s incessant whining about Jooheon needing a love life), that he was not a simple man with a simple job. He had went to all ends of his might to use big and scary words that would deter you, so at least he could get back to the base sooner and get some work done, but then you had done something he hadn’t quite expected. You had, up until that point, kept your long black trench coat on with purse in lap. But as soon as he had given you the initiative to either stay and regret it, or leave and live normally, you had dropped your bag to the ground and shimmied out of your coat, settled into your chair, and smiled over the table at him.

“It’s gonna take more than a little warning to get me to leave, now.”

From that moment, Jooheon knew you were different. And it wasn’t that he blamed the other girls he’d gone out with, who had run at the first sight of his exposed scars and winding tattoos that he barely kept covered under his leather jacket, it was just that for the first time, he actually felt human. Normal. Able to have a real life.

You had been somewhat of a rock to him for most of your relationship, always the one he’d air his grievances to at the end of the day with legs intertwined and hands playing with each other’s hair, and you were always the one that he could get a clear, objective viewpoint from whenever he was knee-deep in god knows what kind of mental hell hole. He had seen you cry over him twice: once, when he had come home with two shoddily wrapped bullet wounds in his abdomen, and the other time, when he had left you for what felt like the last gang war he’d ever be a part of. You hadn’t cried when he left, only when he came back, because you hadn’t wanted his last memory of you to be you sobbing over his imminent death. He knew then you were far too special and far too strong for him. He constantly felt like the villain that got the girl, wrong but so, so happy he did.

So when you would cry over him, something would tear in his heart, and the big, bad, scary Jooheon that ruled his streets with an iron fist suddenly came crashing down and he was soft putty in your hands, willing to mold to whatever to make you happy again.

He slinks toward you and grabs your wrists, the ones that had still been beating him this whole time, and he brings them up to his lips as tears start to trail down your cheeks. He presses warm kisses to the insides of each wrist, never breaking eye contact with you for a second. His touch is gentle and delicate, a touch he’s trained himself to use when he handles you. He was so used to being hard and rough some days, but he knew that you were the only exception for this side of him... you always would be.

“I’m sorry, babydoll… I guess this just goes to show how dissimilar we are,” He whispers, a light grin playing at his lips when you tilt your head in confusion, “you bake cakes for the injured and I beat their assaulter’s face in.”

You let a soft, almost disbelieving laugh fall past your lips before you’re reaching for Jooheon’s neck and pulling him down toward you. His lips instinctively pucker as you press mouths with him, the kiss a little teary and a little angry, but all loving. As soon as you pull away, he’s pouting. “I’m gonna take the day off just so I can kiss you for the rest of today. Come here.” He grins when you start laughing, his arm hooking around your waist to pull you in.

“Uh, boss?”

The two of you instantly freeze, the soft and warm atmosphere slowly sinking into one of blushing embarrassment when the two of you realize that the doors to his office were open, and seemed to be for quite some time now, because the gang were all standing there with various looks of amusement, and of course, Kihyun’s look of mild disgust at his boss’ mushiness. “Uh,” Kihyun starts, almost in a trance when he actually sees Jooheon’s cheeks blare red, “the guy was taken care of. But we need to have an emergency meeting about a possible turf war on the other side of the city. That rookie NCT gang is getting rowdy again.”

You gently peel yourself away from Jooheon, his hands instinctively seeking you out once more before he realizes that he’s got to wait until you both get home to find that piece of heaven again. He tries to steel his pout when you straighten up your lovey-dovey expression for a small, polite smile for the boys. You nod at them and they nod back, parting like the red sea as you begin your walk back outside and to your car. That is, until…

“Baby?” Jooheon calls, and you immediately startle and turn, thinking something was wrong, but all you see is Jooheon holding his arms out, almost like an expectant child. “A kiss goodbye?”

You shake your head, unable to hide your laugh as you run back up to him and kiss him again, giggling against his mouth when he whines and tries to pull you back in for longer. You slip away again and blow a kiss as you walk out, yelling that you would be expecting those eggs when you came home tonight, and Jooheon just sighs, melting against his desk with a fond expression.

It’s quiet for a little while, the other boys standing in both mild shock and entertainment at the sight of their usually terrifying boss acting like a lovesick fourteen year old boy with his lover.

Changkyun is the first to speak, quite boldly, “That was so fucking cheesy.” “Shut up, kid.” “Yes, boss.”

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