#need a minute to grieve

[wikiangela]

just found out Josh Stewart isn't coming back for s17 and I'm honestly devastated

like, I know for the 15 seasons he was there for like an episode a season but somehow I just fell in love with Will and his relationship with JJ and they're my favorite couple and them in s16 was just everything 😭 literally my favorite part of s16 ngl 😂

and istg if Reid comes back and they use that for anything with JJ and him... if there's even the smallest fucking hint of jeid again, that'll be the moment I finish watching, I'll turn that shit off so quick, I don't even care lol

I'll miss Will SO much 😭😭😭

#I literally wanna cry #I did cry the moment I found that out #I'm so sad lol #need a minute to grieve #criminal minds #will lamontagne #criminal minds evolution #anti jeid

[c-hrona]

Chapter 0: The End.

First chapter of my Trigun post-canon AU. It will roughly be 10 chapters and all in manga style :3c It will have a lot of gayearning and feels ywy So prepare, this is gonna be fun. You can find an HD version of it on my Ko-fi.

From next month, I'll upload the new pages directly on my Ko-fi page, as soon as I finish them. Then, after the chapter is done, I'll post it whole on my social media!

Thank you so much fro reading, lmk what you think!!!

#trigun #trigun maximum #vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #milly thompson #this all was born from my need to see vash go apeshit for 5 minutes instead of grieving #and because i want wolfwood smothered with love and care BY EVERYONE #chronart

[worthyofmygrace]

Her gay ass kickstarted the apocalypse lmao. We love to see it.

#it was an ok movie #I mean I think it should have been longer (I can't believe I said that) #there's no way she's just gonna go around like she didn't provoke at least 5 deaths #including herself??? She fucking killed herself for 2 minutes??? #I need to see her grieving this shit #guy who has only seen evangelion: getting a lot of evangelion vibes from this #ghostbusters #phoebe spengler

[dolotonglo]

while i think we all knew that this day was coming, i still chose, for seven years, not to give up hope. i put my faith in mappa and the yuri on ice team and while i'm not surprised by the cancellation, i'm still so dissapointed.

listen, i understand. there were a lot of factors that made production and release hard. it wasn't meant to be. i get it. but it still hurts. i still think we deserved clearer communication on this.

yuri on ice was a major part of my life for so long. that show opened my eyes to healthy queer relationships and made me realize that i was queer myself. watching the episodes as they came out and debriefing them with my friends was the highlight of my week. i have consumed fanworks from incredibly, astoundingly talented artists. i have created fanworks. i have talked to and connected with so many amazing people, all because of this show.

yuri on ice got me through the darkest points of my life. when shit hit the fan, i'd curl up in bed, wrapped in my blanket from hot topic, and loop the soundtrack to ground myself. yuri on ice has been there for every major turning point in my life, and comforted me through it.

although more recently i haven't been as involved in the fandom, it's still so, so dear to me. i'm sitting here, writing this, surrounded by yoi merch i've collected over the years. keychains, plushues, stickers. i'm blowing my nose with tissues from my makkachin tissue holder.

...it's just so surreal that the movie has finally been put to rest. but i'm happy to have known and loved this fandom, and i will carry these memories with me, always.

#this is my yoi heritage post #i owe these boys everything honestly #i was going through my docs recently and i have a mountain of yoi fics that never went anywhere haha #maybe i'll polish up some old wips and post them soon... #we'll see #also mutuals SORRY FOR THE YOI SPAM HAHA #ill b back 2 my regular ace attorney yapping soon ❤️ #just needed a minute to grieve #yoi #yuri on ice #yuri!!! on ice #ice adolescence #iceado #mappa #mannn fuck yall fr this #we deserved this news at least 4 yrs ago

[fastcardotmp3]

I know there are plenty of Steddie aus where they get together pre-s4 in one way or another, but are there any where Eddie still dies?

Because like. Steve grieving in a way and to a degree he never has before; steve showing up on Nancy's doorstep with an apology on his tongue because I didn't get it before I get it now I get it now you can't ever go back to normal Nance I get it now; Steve facing a mortality other than his own because he was supposed to be the tank, the thing at the front lines that took the hits even if it meant going down but no one else was.

Steve who wonders why this had to be the time he fails, who hates himself for thinking that when he'd never give anyone else's life in place of Eddie's except maybe his own.

Steve down for the count while they try to regroup and only a spare few people understand why, Steve who comes out to his mother on accident just by merely cracking when she wraps him in a hug after he tries to explain that he lost a friend in the earthquakes, he lost a friend Mom I lost him, I should have-- I couldn't-- I can't--

Just.

Steve who adopted himself into this world, chose to stay despite not being all that connected to any of them after he and Nancy break up; he felt for Nancy when she lost Barb and he felt for El when she lost Hopper but he never got it like he gets it now.

To lose your person.

It's enough to make a warrior out of a boy or a self-imploding missile out of a lover.

It's up to Steve which one he becomes.

#dot post #steddie #steve x eddie #where my girlies (gn) who like being sad at #when I write both this /and/ the dead steve fic what then who is gonna stop me #i think steve and nancy bonding over what it means to grieve someone in that way would be... everything I need actually #this is an eddie stays dead au by the way do not doubt my insistence on that #more 5 minute posts from dot tonight but I shan't apologize

[the-bensolos]

The soul crushing weight of human emotions Roman is displaying while also serving cunt is a hard line to walk but man does he do it with ease.

#roman roy #succession #succession spoilers #like he needs like five minutes and a hot bath like a MOMENT to grieve and then get to work #he’s showing such a wide range of human emotions connected to his loss and then getting pushed over that line like go crazy go wild!!!!! #tell that man to fuck off I agree!!!!!

[minorfamilysupremacy]

good to see the twitter fandom is respecting bible’s pain and human boundaries by (checks notes) hounding him for not being vocal enough about pride

#every fucking DAY with you people #hand to god at this point i hope he quits the industry #it’s not that i want him to and quite frankly the entertainment industry would lose a massive talent #but his fans are fucking vultures who won’t be satisfied until the bones are clean #lot of fucking people need to take a mike’s hard look at themselves and understand that bible is a human being #not some animated puppet who responds on cue to stupid-ass questions #he’s a young guy new to this and he has been continually thrown to the wolves #it’s a wonder it’s taken him this long to snap #sorry to fucking chris crocker this shit but leave the man ALONE for five minutes #let him process let him grieve let him have five minutes to call his own #it’s so upsetting to see how much of this has been playing out publicly #but then there’s all these unhinged lunatics demanding their pound of flesh on top of it #fucking leave him the hell alone #bible wichapas

[muutos]

good morning ! i'm giving myself one more day off before i start my next order, 'cause i've given out another slot, so i'm gonna try to get as much done as i can! my queue is dwindling ughhh

#found myself falling asleep to south park fics that's where i'm at. #it's been a hot minute since i did that in high school... #but anyway - i just need to eat something - grieve my cherry stick #might make a new general starter call bc i did not finish my last one ooops #𝐢. . . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ [ 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐧 › out of character ]

[littlemisstrashcan]

(genshin inazuma and honkai star rail xianzhou luofu spoilers!!!)

i don't mean to compare but it's kinda obvious how honkai star rail has better writing than genshin specifically about battles and war.

inazumans were literally having civil war against their god and when it all ends everyone is like, "that's great!!!" kazuha is one of the few characters visibly affected by the war. you can't tell me sara, who was so anguished when she found out she was fighting for nothing because her FATHER was the one ordering for the war which she herself had to lead, wasn't affected by having to watch her comrades die and practically opress the people. her faith in raiden shogun was literally the only thing helping her power through the whole thing. also kokomi, the one who had to strategize their countermoves and send people to their death, wasn't more affected by it?? all we got for her was that she's smart, she's a priestess and that she's overworked. now personally, that might be an oversight on my part but i would've loved to hear more about the aftermath of the war on both sides.

HONKAI STARRAIL 1.2 SPOILERS!!!!!

now, the first thing we see when we got in was literal soldiers on the verge of dying. not just that, when we arrived at the safe zone, their army was overpowered by the sanctus medic something that most soldiers was losing hope. there's one young cloud knight who was panicking because he's so too young to die and that's he's only a rookie. we see a soldier in shock from seeing their friends dying. we met a knight swearing he would avenge his comrades.

that's it. that's the post. i just want more depth on the outcome of war. is that too much to ask for

#hsr #honkai star rail #genshin #genshin impact #kujou sara #kokomi #xianzhou luofu #i want to see inazuma healing from the war #i want to see ei trying to mend the broken trust between her and her people #i want to see people who lost their family in the war whether it be from the shogun's side or the watatsumi's #i want to see sara grieving the people who died under her command #i want to see the people with survivor's guilt #i want to see people with trauma from the war #i want to see kokomi losing her composure for just a few minutes because what she's been doing cannot be easy #i want to see what happens to merchants after their business got shut down #i want to see inazuma recovering from their crippled economy AND population #not to mention their defenses is considerably weaken from the war #kazuha #cloud knights #i need whoever is working on hsr to lend a hand with genshin it's not too late yet

[c-nan]

okay but jackie can still come back right? like sure they gnawed her to the fucking bone, but she CAN come back as outlined in my completely sane and not at all desperate 10 page essay—

#i miss HER #the way i actually thought they were going to somehow save her s2 i need a minute to grieve #like i’ve been holding out hope for a year and a half #🫡🫡🫡 #jackie taylor #yellowjackets #snackie :(

[cryptidm0ths]

Thisng that are being manifested : kaname changes state (preferably wakes up and maybe joins the cast) during the graduation events very quickly followed by himeru fs2 as they scramble to gather an understanding of themself to project outside of their self imposed role of HiMERU

#as moth ahs been saying to anyone who s willing to talk to thwm for more than 5 minutes um the only way for meru to significantly evolve in #their character arc is for kaname to not be in a coma as himeru is currently just stalling in the grieving process full of regrets that #they cant mourn for obvious reasons but they cant act anyway outside of the preset parameters of HiMERU just in case so they are stuck #they cant move on(?) #bc of the constant cloud of regrets and selfloathing/blame #and um while slowly watching them open up to crazy b is fun and all moth loves fictional characters in intenseemotional distress #and so with kaname waking up you get the relief of well kaname not being almost dead + a very direct callout of himerus plan being fucking #illogical and fueled by the worlds least healthy coping mechanism #+himeru not wanting to sacrifice the relationship theyve made with crazy b + but also just the whole mes s of youve been lying to us for a #year and the mixed feelings that come with that #and and and um moth is tired but majnly they just feel like meru is stalling in their development not really allowed to change almost just #survival instincts #oh and also if kaname dies idk it feels cheap almost like himeru and kanames relationship never gets fixed or atleast flattening out to a #more normal sibling dynamic #bc himeru regrets how they treated kaname and just need them to sort that out #god #moth is sorrybthey are rambling words have been difficult lately #hope this made sense as always #moth chitters #might delete later #oh this is vvvv himeru centric but honestly at this stage we can safely say teh si is specifically on himeru so no otehr characters exist #anyway the younger himeru sprite from obligato is wrong they re not a carbon copy of kaname and and mmm trust mlth they are happy elements

[ace-no-isha]

looked at this panel cus i was sad and started BAWLING. “say that you want to live” i’m trying but it’s so hard

#i can’t say it still but i hope it’s true for me too one day #had to type this between heaving sobs so it took me forever #seeing luffy tell robin say you want to live and robin saying it with every bone in her body is so so personal to me #it is what i need to hear from luffy and what i want to feel from robin and god what id do to find my people #when saul said no one was born into this world to be alone #that one gets me too #tw sui ideation #tw.suicide #survived an attempt in may and i can’t help but think i wasn’t supposed to make it this long #cus i feel so painfully tired and alone and i don’t know if i can wait to find my people #i do have friends again don’t get me wrong #but it’s different now #it’s all my fault anyways so i have no right to feel this way #but i’m selfish and i’m grieving what i lost #i need a hug #i’ve been typing this for 15 minutes cus i couldn’t breathe or see from how hard i was crying lol

[zombiepatch]

i need to draw christmas cards but i am not fucking feeling it at all wtf is the point dude i can’t do it

#tried to do last minute shopping to at least get SOMETHING for my brother and his gf but i couldn't find anything #bc all i'd be doing is just getting them something they don't even need and would likely get rid of #it'd just be junk to throw at em #it's stressful and i'm already deeply depressed right now and everyone is grieving and #dude i have nothing to give

[zamalie]

the problem with your average su fan is that theyre still under the impression that SpineI had the same problem as PearI in that she physically couldnt disobey Rose's orders which is. Not true

#even if Rose remembered her she had no reason to believe she was stuck in the garden at all #she could have just like. left. on her own #which we know because she literally did in the beginning of the fucking movie #which isnt to say that what happened was SpineIs fault #its just kind of a sad case of her adoring someone who could not return that energy to her for a slew of reasons #and being in intense denial about it #and this problem was severely exacerbated by the citcumstances of their creation #like if you think about it from Pinks POV for a minute #Spinel was clearly incredibly invested in her #but like. why would you ever assume that anyone would love you enough #to stand in one place for thousands of years based off nothing but your word? #like canonically. Pink has a difficult time wrapping her head around how much people love/need her #she never feels as significant as she actually is #and given how young she was and how she was still grieving.. #i mean it wasnt right but it wasnt malicious #it drives me nuts that people cant wrap their head around it #dottxt

[snail-scholar]

i don't care how funni haha bkub april fools! this event is, whoever did this ON THE FIRST DAY OF THE EVENT I FINALLY GET TO HAVE ONE(1) MIKA CARD NEEDS TO DIE BY MY HANDS

#enstars #snail is enstarsposting again #DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA #HOW HARD IT IS TO DO THE ARROWS #ON SPEED 9 #WHEN YOU ALREADY HAVE TROUBLE WITH THEM #ON R E G U L A R NOTES?! #HAVING 2WINK'S BIG ASS FACES GRIEVING MY COMBOS IS HELL #AND I DON'T EVEN GET TO ACTUALLY HEAR THE SONGS AS A CONSOLATION PRIZE?! #IT'S ALL WOOF WOOF NOW #IT GETS OLD AFTER THE FIRST 5 MINUTES OKAY #I JUST WANNA HEAR SILENT OATH PLEASE JUST LET ME HEAR STIPPLING #BUT NO #it's all woof now #i still like mao's 'weeee~su!' #he has 'i love this boy' privilege #but all the other notes need to die #SOME PEOPLE WANT TO DO THE EVENT LINDSAY #i am actually deranged #i just want free mika points that's all i want #just let me have my 100% fever and no one gets hurt.

[velvetwastaken]

all my open tabs on my firefox app vanished and i feel like i just lost 32 friends

#i don’t even remember what the tabs were #but they must have been important or else i wouldnt have kept them right? #i’m gonna need a minute to grieve #microblogging