#ok im gonna go to sleep or something i dont know

[machinedramon]

legit wondering if when I start going to the doc for all my physical shit I should ask abt who I should see abt maybe getting mood stabilizers

i'm sick of this unending cycle of getting eight million ideas and scrambling from one to the next before burning myself out on all of them and falling into a depression and hating myself for not doing any of the eight million things I was excited about

#i am losing my fucking mind here i cant fucking take it anymore #i dont think im bipolar i just think the adhd takes the wheel and fucking floors it #i dont have delusions of grandeur (not more than a flight of fancy that i know is unrealistic anyway) or like. euphoria. #i also dont not remember stuff from from those surges of inspiration #i mean i might forget something but thats bc i got distracted and my brain dumped it to focus on New Shiny Thing #this is the equivalent of my 2AM mental breakdown so bear with me here i am Going Through It when i should be sleeping #also it feels like theres shit crawling on me and there isnt but i cant sleep bc i am ITCHY WHY AM I ITCHY WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE THIS #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #fun fact: the sensation of shit crawling on you is called formication #which is really fucking funny #like i understand its from formica meaning ant but it is literally one letter away from fornication #anyway doing my usual webmd doom spiral and guess what gets formication as a symptom sometimes: bipolar disorder #im gonna laugh if i get a bipolar dx but it doesnt seem right #all the other options were autoimmune disorders like parkinson's and MS and fibro and RA #which. i might actually have rheumatoid arthritis. but the others? theyre scary. i dont wanna deal with that. #i dont even wanna deal with RA lets be real #farmer voice: i was just fine before i went to the doctor and now all of a sudden ive got an immune disorder #wait i dont think parkinson's is an autoimmune disorder thats a neurological condition #ok carry on #more fun facts since i am now down a wikipedia rabbit hole to distract myself from my itchy self #the process of ur limb falling asleep and going numb is called obdormition #then when the feeling starts coming back the pins and needles feeling is paresthesia #formication is an uncommon kind of paresthesia #obdormition is our funny word of the day and i look forward to telling someone about it randomly or for it to show up in a crossword soon #bc u know how u find something new and suddenly it's everywhere? #yeah. i get the feeling thats gonna happen here.

[silenthillbunni]

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#ok im not gonna let myself complain abt it too much. even if complaining is very cathartic to me. like its just part of the process #anyway im gonna try to not do that.... #but yeah i hate being ill and in pain. it's like a veil is pulled over myeyes and the entire world gets so dark and scary #idk how to explain i just feel so alone and so anxious and so unhappy #my experience with healthcare is sadly that treatment never helps and nothing gets better #so that's why i always get kinda depressed when something like this happens #the doctor suspects it is gallstones. and i got those rectal pills skskks that i'll try for the pain #then i just need to wait to get an ultra sound scan so they can check for gallstones. then i dont know #i was too stressed to ask her abt diet and such but im reading online and im like?? idk what im supposed to eat #that pain is just fkn awful and im so scared of triggering it #esp bc i dont fkn know how to put a pill up my ass that stresses me out even more #if i had an ordinary life i.e a job and friends and such it's easier to handle these things. but when u feel vulnerable nd scared it makes #it sm worse..... #and im so fkn stressed abt school now!!!! how am i supposed to sit and class when im in pain???? and barely sleeping #yeah idk. i need to find a way to get thru this ksksks :((((( #maybe im over dramatic or smth. i prob am. but i cant describe it im just in sm pain and im scared and confused and stressed af #i also have no idea how long this will last or if i can start eating normally and when i can start going for my walks again #like will this not pass until they remove the potential gallstone or what?? #i hate this pain sm it hurts so bad i dont know how long i'll be able to endure it #im also getting closer to a depression so.. idk im just not ok rn ksks

[orcelito]

genuinely tho me jumping right into reading volume 9 of trimax and then volume 10 (and then most of the rest of the manga) on the night before i had a presentation at 9:30 am (that was entirely not prepared) was literally one of the most unhinged decisions ive ever made

this is what a hyperfixation does to a person

#speculation nation #like that experience was transcendent. i will NEVER be repeating it again but it sure was something #crying 5 times in a night chugging my monster perusing the wolfwood tag tearfully as i listen to the same sad song on repeat for an hour #struggling to get myself to work on the presentation but continuously going back to the manga bc it was SOOO GOOOD #me being like 'im gonna need a few days to process and heal' after reading volume 10 but then after an hour just. starting reading more. #gettign only 2 hours of sleep bc i was like 'ok i need to recover from crying Five Times and then i will focus entirely on this' #literally what is wrong with me lmfao. this sure was something. #this was literally just last week. i can hardly believe it. #this happened on tuesday/wednesday. i spent wednesday recovering. then on thursday i was like 'ok time to write' #there was hardly ANY wait time before i jumped into my next writing project #bc i had the idea after volume 10 but waited until i finished the manga to see where would be the best time to implement it #& that shit with the plants was the PERFECT time. i knew as soon as it happened that That was what i was gonna use. #wrote chapter 1 within a day (while working) then chapter 2 within a day (while working) #then chapter 3 within 2 days (while working AND doing family stuff) #guys i havent had a proper day off of work in over a week bc i covered on tuesday and came in on wednesday and covered on sunday #uhm. sunday before yesterday. i think my last day off was actually uh. the thursday before? a week and a half ago. #and im not getting a day off until thursday. two whole goddamned weeks. i am having a fucking time for sure. #and what do you know that coincides with The Time. oh i dont think it was even thursday. when the fuck was my last day off #uhmmm. oh haha it was that tuesday. aka the 18th. i havent had a goddamned day off since the 18th. #head in my hands. i am losing my fucking mind. #literally unhinged. and it makes sooo much sense now lmfao.

[frecklystars]

im a stupid broken mess in every universe but he loves me anyway

#vent art #self harm cw #i dont rly have a merformers design for him but thats ok #i will think of one eventually #💕 Two falling stars ✨ #i was listening to cameos and im like oh surely this will make me Stop Crying #HMHM i am a fool they always make me cry even harder #i dont want to work tomorrow i dont want to work my super long shifts next week either #i am hoping someone will be able to take at least one of those shifts #so i can drive to the convention at least one day #but i know nobody will #nobody likes this job #ive been feeling this weight in my chest for so long #i can rly feel it this year its either going to kill me or its going to push me into another situation #either way i cant take it much longer. i know something will happen #ive never felt this bad in my life and im gonna catch fire #its 4am i should be asleep but i know i wont!! bc i slept all day bc i didnt sleep LAST night #so im gonna go into work extremely exhausted #and then ppl are gonna be like wow keri you look like fucking shit and ill say thanks!! #and im gonna cry on the clock and hope it isnt in front of any coworkers #i am not myself anymore im so fucking broken now #i dont know how to fix it i dont think i can fix it #i think im just destined to leave when the month ends #to give someone their gifts and then figure out which stuff im giving away #we're moving this month too so i can use that as an excuse #when i have all my shit packed up

[larryjohnsoncosplayonthursday]

last

for realsies

#HELLO IM VENTING AGAIN IM SO SORRY #i am sick of everything the usual but i just need some fucking therapy and my diagnosises are taking too long because the system is shit #over here and i feel like i am a literal walking disaster a hazard to myself are my meds even working anymore idk? someone needs to lock me #in a fucking wardrobe before i loose my shit and do something stupid as fuck at least im self aware ok were growing this is called growth #wow ok amazing spectacular #like tonight ive decided i hate everyone again i want to quit uni actually might do it this time i just applied for a random job for no #reason i have a job but if i have 2 then i can over work myself to the max so i dont have to go into uni #i have three weeks off so now im cutting everyone off who knows how long this episode is gonna last for #i am loosing my god damn mind i do not want to do anything everything is so hard why is everyone so pressuring #i stopped doing some of my stupid habbits but now im just going full circle again so im thriving rn live love laugh am i right guys or what #AND WHY CANT I JUST HAVE A THERPAIST WHO CONTACTS ME ITS BEEN SINCE OCTOBER U FUCKING BITCH GO FUCK URSELF #anyway im in huge amounts of pain too idk what i do in my sleep or something but my shoulders hurt so bad #i hate wet tags on clothes when they stick to you throws up actually #i had stale fucking garlic bread today and i want to move out but if i move out then things will get worse for me #why cant i maintain a normal friendship without loosing my mind and hating everyone i mean no one knows my friends are pretty good with me #they understand but i dont know #ive come to the conclusion that i am just a shit

[infoplayerstart]

hi mutuals i might still be on break but fun life update i went to a new psychiatrist and he told me i wasnt psychotic because "i was aware that i was delusional and real psychotics are unaware that theyre delusional"

#he also ignored me having adhd entirely.. implied i wasnt hallucinating enough and brushed off me hearing voices 💀 #AND tried to get me to come out INFRONT OF MY MOM??? #yeah happy fucking pride month to me #i hardly even got to talk he kept cutting me off while i was elaborating on stuff. #and told me im JUST depressed and anxious.... this all happened in like our firsr ever sesh that lasted 30 MINUTES 💀💀💀💀 #OH AND I FORGOT I ALSO MENTIONED MY LEG PROBLEM AND HOW IVE BEEN GOING TO PHYS THERAPY 4 IT AND HE SAID #'but you seemed to be walking fine to me' #???!??!?!???? #of course the ONE time i dont bring my cane with me to a medical place 😭 #so yeah thats how my lifes been. :dizzy emoji: (i dont have that one my phones old) #barking #also its funny because most of the time im not aware im having a delusion i only find out after. #or its like a delusional attachment thing. like im aware of that but it doesnt change the fact that i believe it anyway #OR when im like #'ok this probably isnt actually happening to me but im gonna keep my baseball bat by my desk just in case anyway' #but of course i didnt get to go into detail about that. whatever man. #AND THE THING IS I USED TO BE UNAWARE THAT I WAS DELUSIONAL. I SPENT 90% OF MY LIFE NOT KNOWING I WAS!! #i had a year of my life where i was convinced i was going to die in my sleep bc i had injested something lethal unknowingly #WHEN I WAS A KID I WAS CONVINCED MY DEAD GRANDMA WAS TRYING TO CONTACT ME FROM BEYOND THE GRAVE #i used to think i was a GHOST and that i had DIED #i used to think my dad COULD READ MY MIND 🗣🗣🗣but yeah im sane. im only depressed. whatever #actual nightmare. especially since ive been avoiding seeking help again for a while. this just makes me want to give up 😭 #im gonna try to see a psychologist instead so i hope that goes better. god #this was 2 days ago now and im feeling better but still good fucking lord

[coridallasmultipass]

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#back to being depressed rn mN i feel like my health was bad back im 2019 but like #i still had hope about me #i feel like ive lost all of it and im so tired of everything #i cant even read that fic im just so depressed and tired and i dont want to keep being so hopeless and miserable #im not living rn im just existing and even that is too much when i know im not gonna get anywhwre in life #my chronic illnesses and pain have been kicking my ass the past 5 years and i miss feeling human and alive evem if it hurt #now im justl like a ghost or something performing humanity very poorly #i got like no friends and can barely take care of myself #my life has only ever gotten worse by the year since age 11 #like i saw a post earlier about how 'it gets better after ur done with teens and college age' but ive only declined my whole life #i feel like ive never even lived #im just tired #vent #delete later / / #am i even real like lol i feel like i dont exist honestly its just a dream or something #i shouldnt have attempted my therapy homework i know im bottling things and its spilling over but #it doesnt help to talk about the thing that happened it just makes it worse #fuck ok i need to try and just sleep before i really breakdown #depression #sorry idk what to tag i need to go

[cherry-shipping]

ouwaaaaaaaaaaahhh sans undertale My heart beats for that guy

#cherry chats #wish i could like. do something about it #like idk draw or even talk about him #but uhh. ive said everything there is and i am Still unable to draw #aside from that piece of shit i posted on here the other day LMAO but idk if that counts #blaurgh. i still feel like shit for not being able to goddamn draw. #and whenever i feel motivated to try my hypersomnia is like Ahhh but how about quick nap first ? #and it bats its sleepy eyelashes at me and i love my hypersomnia so im like yes alright you little rascal #were gonna need the energy for drawing anyway. lets have a little nap ^__^ #then i wake up 9 hours later and drawing is the thing furthest from my mind #blargh blargh blourgh. just wish i could damn well DO something with my feelings #instead of just making generic ass posts like this #i feel the need to. create uhh. SOMETHING #i should let people place bets on when im gonna draw again and for every day i dont they get to charge interest #so in the end i have to either draw or end up owing them like 500 bucks #ugh. uuuuuuuuuuuuuuughhh. im just gonna drink sum more wine and then go to bed -_- whatever #it feels like theres never enough time to do anything cause i sleep so goddamn much #and this weekend im getting drunk and high on both e and weed so ill for sure not have any time then #at least i feel confident ill be able to make something for toris birthday. i know ur anxious about it but if theres anythnig i can do to #make it feel special just let me know ok because i love you and you deserve feeling special and getting attention and stuff

[totentnz]

also the twins are teenagers now! screenshots and more info under the cut (but mostly in the tags)

this is alexa! as you can tell, she’s the goodie of the two, she always felt like she had to put up the slack because her sibling is kind of a menace

meet rico! the enby icon of your dreams nightmares, got vincent’s face but kerry’s want for rebellion (much to their family’s despair lmao)

#sammy says shit #sammy plays sims 4 #funfact: i randomised the traits when they aged up and this happened #coincidence? i think not #rico is enemies with johnny #why? well technically i needed to be mean to someone for one of their wishes and johnny just happened to be around #but ofc i take those things and i make something out of it #so you know how kids are weird sometimes? #(this happened when they were a child btw) #basically they really like v and they were like when i grow up im gonna marry her #so naturally johnny became the enemy #they get teased about it to this day and johnny and them still dont get along #another funfact about rico is that when they aged up from toddler to child #the game gave them makeup for their sleepwear? and i was like ok king i see you but not just are you a child #but you are also not putting eyeshadow to go to sleep you fcking weirdo #but i took not of that and was like we're gonna do something with this #similar thing with alexa actually! the game gave her hearing aids in one of the outfits when she aged up from infant to toddler #and i was like yeah okay i can vibe with this #also i love ricos hair its from werewolves i think #same with the top #cas aesthetic from that pack is chefs kiss #why did i put all this in the tags and not in the actual post? because *runs away* #otp; industry baby

[theood]

"I think I'm getting out of depressive slump! I did so good last night after feeling bad! This is good, I'm doing good!"

> Tuesday

#im not gonna elaborate bc it's funny this way and maybe I'll actually feel my progress #like idk. #through gritted teeth and all that bad days don't limit my progress its ok to feel bad its ok to have bad days as long as I try again #tomorrow #now if I could actually believe its true for me #or if i could stop feeling like im utterly fucking worthless bc i do nothing but sleep in till the afternoon and stay up bc I can't fall a #sleep that'd be great! #like idk ngl I haven't felt like I had any purpose or I'm contributing to anything since I was like 8 or 9? 4th/5th grade #i had art for a bit if i could make something then I could be useful and people would want me but I dont do anything. #i should just suck it up you know? people have it worse then me I should just work in fastfood like everyone else and stop whining bc its #annoying to everyone I know it is. Like to be around me I can guess its fucking exhausting bc all i do is have a good week if that and then #I'm right back to my mentality throughout school #like haha at least im graduated #maybe if I write * **** now * *** *** ****** ** * *** ** * *** ****** #idk. I just don't. Trying to stay strong for little me to show we can do it but god everything ever wants to drag me down #If I make it through December January will be good to me. If I could just get a glimpse of hope maybe I could actually see a good life for #myself! #idk it always boils down to Im just a stupid worthless fucking kid who should've been left out to rot and I don't deserve anything because #its wasted on me because I can't be good I can't be happy and everything I wished for just isn't gonna happen for me #like I know I'm just never going to get to transition. 5 fucking times. I need to take the hint I'll only be able to be myself online and n #o ones gonna accept me outside of online spaces and I'm just forever gonna be some chick and I'll never fucking get to be happy in my body #or see it as mine #its all so fucking hopeless #Next month will be better I just have to say it so little me gets to smile and dream big while I cry silently because people are home

[kuiinncedes]

bruh

#my mom was like lets watch something right and i was like u choose bc i thought i was gonna just do work and not rly pay attention #but she chose 18 99 just kinda randomly but now we're 6 eps in and im kinda invested ngl TT #it's so far from what i would usually watch and it's creeping me the fuck out #but it's highkey rly good i think #i ws like scrolling thru the tag a tiny bit bc i was just like #i need to see some ppl saying like it's gonna end ok or something bc im just lowkey freaked out at all times rn watching njfnjfnbjggffj #i did see a bit of a gifset of some of the actors in an interview/game thing like laughing and having fun #and like usually w shows i like i get invested in the cast a lil bit and watch interviews and everyhing #but i feel like im gonna fucking NEED to for this LMAO just to be like THESE R PPL THAT CAN BE HAPPY AND GOOF AROUND JSGJHKFJDJHGKSDF #idk if my mom's gonna stay up to watch this whole thing tonight....... but ngl i feel like if she doesnt im going to #bc im like i need to know at this point i need resolution idk if i can like sleep if not lmfaooo #also the fucking soundtrack for this show is too fucking good at being mysterious and creepy #like pls lmao jfnfjbnjfkkfgdf im like half watching most of the time bc i . dont watch shit like this lol #but the fucking music and sound effects and stuff damn #also the damn violence rn wow :D #watching over top of my glasses so i cant rly seeeeeeeee lmfaooo #also the language thing rly makes this so interesting to me #woof anyway i was not made for watching shit like this lmfao *continues to watch* lets go #need to watch some hea/rtstopper interviews and shti after this make me happy and calmer LMFAO #jeanne talks #also i have aboue a 20% idea of what the FUCK is going on in this show lmaoo #and i think that;s all i could take knowing lmfao

[lovphobic]

very tmi in the tags (category 5 tummy event) bc i need to air the woes but im the only one awake.

#ok so i need to give a little pillow fluff so the point will be buried LMAO. anyways. i was sleepin real good probably an hour or so into #said sleep right. and i only got like 3-4 hours of sleep prior so id been up a long time. this was some GOOD. SLEEP. but my tummy was not #fucking having it. i woke up real quick. i thought i was gonna throw up. so i was like ok lets go to the bathroom #i am not sure what time i woke up. it was 5 something. 5:40s or 5:50s. it is 6:20 as i write this #i have never. in my life. had a shit session where it left me walking stiff legged barely moving. until just now #everything HURTS my energy is GONE i STILL FEEL LIKE IM GONNA THROW UP!!! NOT AS STRONGLY AS BEFORE BUT STILL #i dont know what i ate!!! i had a croissant and some chicken fries!!! and like maybe 2 hazelnut wafers!!! NOTHIN CRAZY!!!! #literally the fear in my body when it started sounding like i was peeing. when i was not peeing. i knew that was the fucking end ok. but at #that point you just have to accept it. you just have to wait it out. and its the most miserable experience of your life in that moment #i know this is gross but like. DUDE. #asshole raw not from wiping but from the sheer amount of shit it went thru. ba dum tss except for real #IM STILL HURTING. ITS 6:29

[cieloclercs]

Eternal life

Oscar piastri x russian figure skater

the ice queen — oscar piastri

pairing. oscar piastri x russian figure skater!reader

face claim. alina zagitova

warnings. swearing, google translate russian (im sorry), look guys i know the winter olympics were last year but for the sake of this they’re this year ok ?? 🙏 i used pictures from oscar’s sprint podium in spa for singaore (which obviously isn’t accurate plz overlook it hehe)

author’s note. hello anon! i hope you enjoy this, sorry it took so long ❤️

requests are still open for my 1k event! send something in if you’d like <3

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username doesn’t y/n skate in circles? the shade works both ways honey 😚

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yourusername thank you for having me mclaren 🥰 and congratulations to oscarpiastri on your first f1 podium !! i had a blast 🧡🧡

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mclaren Glad to have you on board, champ 🧡 See you again soon 😉

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landonorris you do know oscar’s not the only mclaren driver right 😃

yourusername the only mclaren driver with a podium this week though 🙃

oscarpiastri Thank you Y/N 😊🧡

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landonorris ice queen? 🤨

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oscarpiastri ouch ☹️

↳ yourusername just telling you what you need to hear, babe ☺️

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yourusername олимпийский чемпион! после стольких лет упорной работы я не могу поверить, что эта мечта наконец-то осуществилась 🥹 я хочу поблагодарить многих людей, которые помогли мне достичь этого: моего тренера, моих товарищей по команде, мою семью. я бы не справилась без каждого из вас! 🤍

olympic champion! after all the years of hard work, i can’t believe this dream has finally come true 🥹 there are so many people i want to thank for helping me get to this point: my coach, my teammates, my family. i couldn’t have done this without any of you! 🤍

i also want to thank my boyfriend and number one supporter oscarpiastri for putting up with me these last few months of prep 😭 i don’t know what i would have done without you 🥹 love you baby ❤️

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oscarpiastri congratulations, my love 🩷 i’m so proud of you 😘

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[hijackalx]

GALE NSFW ALPHABET

A = Aftercare (what they're like after sex)

gale will insist on doing the clean-up himself. like cleaning up both u and him. it's just his gentlemanly nature 😇 i think he also will ramble about stuff completely unrelated while doing it too 😹😹 like while he's wiping off ur face or something with a warm rag he'll be saying shit like "hm. i wonder where tara is, haven't seen her in a while. probably off eating pigeons, i suppose" STOPP IM IN LOVE WITH HIM

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner's)

i think he's pretty proud of his shoulders. they have good width to them and idk they just look nice and stronk 💪🏻 as for his partner, he is a thigh man. he lovvessss thighs. will kiss and squeeze them while u sit on his face. also, if ur AFAB, he will not ever hesitate to grab a titty 🤭

C = Cum (anything to do with cum,

basically)

not getting any specific places where he likes to cum. i think he will cum anywhere as long as it's on/in u. waitttt he probably does like to cum in ur mouth doe. and maybe to smear it on ur lips a little like some lip gloss 😊 LMAO

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

lowkey think he's a little bit of a voyeur ooohhh nasty boy. idk like i think hes into watching/hearing other ppl fuck but he is deeply ashamed of this so dont ever bring it up 😹😹

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they're doing?)

dawg. nobody can convince me his first wasnt mystra. sooo.... not SUPER experienced in terms of like... numbers...... but him and mystra was doing some freak shit....... i just know it.......

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

ugh this is a good question. i think he likes cowgirl. u have to hold his hands tho and make eye contact with him or just forget it gurl 🙄✋ he likes to admire ur body and watch u use him to get off

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

okkk gale can be a little silly sometimes but are we surprised ?? HES ALWAYS SILLY !! i think he switches between serious and goofy. he takes mess-ups and embarrassing moments pretty well and will never make u feel bad over them 🥺 like he'll use humor to make u feel comfortable and safe I NEED HIMMMMM FUCK

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

yeah hes pretty hairy. i dont think his hair is EXTREMELY thick tho. like he has fine, kind of curly kind of straight body hair? not a lot on his chest but he does have a happy trail, pubes, ARMPIT HAIR 🤤, and leg and forearm hair. i think it looks rlly good on his forearms too eugh.......

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

he can be really romantic if he wants to (which is most of the time) but like i said he can also be unserious. but that doesnt make it less romantic i guess ???? anyway yeah he'll even plan everything out. like the type of dude to light candles and lay rose petals and shit 😹😹 probably likes to have some wine beforehand to get yall in the mood better too

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

he will but i dont think he does often. if ur an option he prefers that. if not theres like a 50/50 chance he'll beat off. lowkey feel like he might debate on whether or not its too much work and if he should just go to sleep instead LMAO WAIT PAUSSEEEEEE MAGE HAND ????? yeah...... yeah gurl. if hes feeling lazy thats how its gonna go. prolly will close his eyes and pretend its ur hand

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

normally somewhere secluded like in a room together on a bed but if hes feeling spicy then somewhere with the possibility of getting caught 😏 maybe on a balcony somewhere or IN THE FUCKING SKY

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

i think hes pretty sensitive and in tune to teasing glances or accidentally-on-purpose touches. wordddsss too bro. loves dirty talk so much. especially if ur the one to talk dirty to him. ugh ok gemini vibes yall? yes or yes? anyway whisper things in his ear or say suggestive things in front of other ppl, like innuendo shit 😹

N = No (something they wouldn't do, turn offs)

uhhh... umm.... uh

jk he wont do any noncon roleplay or anything like that. not sure if theres anything else tho 😭

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

wants to give and receive but has a preference for giving head like its probably his fav sex act 😭😭 yall know hes good af at it too and probably says nasty shit while hes doing it

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

he'll adjust depending on what u want. but if ur riding him he likes when ur more sensual that way he can admire ur body a little better

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

doesnt seem like a quickie guy to me. like i said he likes to plan it out most days.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

😐

yes. hes a freak yall

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

if he does most of the work then he wont want to go another round but if its u then he probably will. i think it just depends on his mood too. if ur not satisfied yet tho he will use mage hand or projection gale to help 😹😹

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

i think he likes to tease a generous amount. he can dish it out but cant take it tho he gets flustered pretty fast lol

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

not extremely loud but will moan/whimper whatever. hes not afraid to make noise like not ashamed at all but i dont see him being obnoxious lol. mostly just talks tho LMAO

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

hes pretty much always thinking nasty but not always horny. he just like me fr. prolly not trying to smash often tho cuz he likes to plan ahead and make everything perfect. will fuck maybe 3 days a week unless ur really raring to go 😭

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

will prolly catch up on a book afterwards for a while before going to sleep. this is so comforting to me tho like what? imagine being all fucked-out and snuggy while ur bae reads their lil book and looks after u while u sleep.... need

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[cemetarywoman]

ok heres a lil silly hamzah request but could u write something abt reader and hamzah going on a double date with mandy and martin, idkk im bad at this :00

I hope you dont mind if i do headcannons!! Im so unbelievably nervous to post this I WILL KMS IF HE EVER SEES THIS

Double date headcanons with Hamzah

(+Martin and Mandy😇)

-you are gonna have to pry those camo pants out of that boys hands if you want him to wear something nice to the date🙏

-he spends so long doing his hair before you leave JUST TO PUT A DAMN HAT ON THE SECOND HE WALKS OUT THE DOOR

-if you guys are carpooling to the date then you and Mandy would sit in the back together

-(because Martin and Hamzah wanted to sit by each other 💀)

-but they let you guys pick the music so its ok!!🤗

-Hamzah likes to try and make everything a (playful) competition with because he likes being the “better couple”

-“babe lets run ahead of them so we can beat them to the door” then bro runs away giggling 😭

-yall probably go to a ice cream shop or something fun like roller skating

-I JUST KNOW HAMZAH AND MARTIN PROBABLY FUCKING SUCK AT SKATING LMFAO

-you’d have to hold onto Hamzah the whole time so he doesn’t fall (he eventually falls anyways and you go down with him😰)

-you and mandy are better off leaving them to struggle together and just go have fun on your own💀

-martin get taken out by some 5 year old who was skating 10X faster than he ever could 🤕🙏

-after that you all would probably go back to Mandy and Martins house to watch a movie and order some food

-Hamzah lays with his head on your shoulder and pets whichever one of Martins cats is on your lap awww

-and I can totally see him falling asleep like that too

-if yall are asleep for a long time then Mandy and Martin eventually just leave you there to sleep for the night😭

-you wake up in the middle of the night with him COMPLETELY on top of you and hes still passed tf out

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[zapernz]

Anakin wearing a collar HSHSGSGHS, he wore it a lil too tight on purpose when youre gone in a long mission and he misses you real bad. He struggles to hide it underneath his robe, its stupid!! and it would be embarassing if someone sees, but he misses you so badly :(( so his goal were to only have it taken off by you. He never took it off. He trains with it, sit in council meetings with it, sleep. (ok maybe its unrealistic but like) and you would be on his mind the whole time, not like you havent already.

weeks passed till he have you back with him again, picture this, yall hugging eachother and your arms wrapped around his neck, so romantic!! then you feel a cold bump instead of his warm skin. take a lil peek - TADAAA. "anakin?" and he looks at you with teary eyes. Prolly left marks from how long and tight he wore it, marks from how it digs to his skin esp if its out of leather, shows just how much he misses you. UGHH WHAT THE FUCK😿😭 gonna be so gentle to him that night.

ugh nonnie i love you bro

cw; collars

anakin had begged you to get him a daytime collar, he couldnt stand the feeling of not being collared by you at all times, with hesitation, you got him one, it was small and discrete and hid under his robes, exactly what he needed.

however you were out of a mission that just got extended by a week, anakin missed you so much, this stupid daytime dainty collar wasn’t cutting it, and wasnt going to cut it, so by himself unprompted puts on his other collar, the heavy one, the prominent one, the one thats says, im owned. instant relief washes over him as he puts it on himself, hes never put it on himself, but he had to imagine you putting it on him to make it feel right.

after that day he wore it nonstop, he wore an extra turtleneck under his robes to hide the accessory, he wore it out on little missions he was assigned to here and there, in meetings, training with various partners, he wasnt going to take it off.

a week finally passed and you couldnt wait to see anakin, and get him in your arms, kiss him again, you open the door to his quarters, where he immediately embraces you, “hi baby i missed you” you start another sentence when he burries his face in your neck making you feel something noticeable. something youve felt before, surely not, why would he have it on?

you pull away hesitantly, he gulps, he knows you know, he broke a rule, he’s done for, his eyes automatically start welling, you peal down the turtleneck, and there it was. in shock you ask “why do you have that on ani? how long have you had this on? oh baby.”

tears start falling down his cheeks, “i jus missed you n needed it, ive had it on all week” he stammers out the last part. “all week?! anakin!!” you hands immediately fumble to take it off, then his shirt to properly assess the damage, “oh honey” you say sympathetically, “go lie down mkay?”

he nods and lies down while you grab various items to help the damage done, you sit next to him applying the items you have, he’s looking at you teary eyed, “dont cry baby its okay im here, im not upset or mad, but its not safe to keep that on for that long okay?” you say softly.

he sniffles and nods, pulling you into him so he can cuddle you, “okay baby, okay you have me its alright” you coo while you stoke his face to calm him down.

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