#or maybe just super out of touch

[lives-in-a-harpsichord]

this prince Harry character sounds absolutely unhinged

#or maybe just super out of touch #both i think #sonja's life

[weaselishmcdiesel]

katnep katnep katnep katnep katnep katnep

How sad, how lovely How short, how sweet To see the sunset at the end of the street

How Sad, How Lovely - Connie Converse

some katnep angst for you :)?

#my art #art #hs #homestuck #katnep #karkat #nepeta #i had this song on loop while i drew this :') #i wish there was a super good katnep fic out there yknow like ultra slow burn heart aching pining and just. agh. i want something like that #if anyone has any recs haha #i read 'fortunately for us' and that was sooo good mate OTL #i need MORE #context for this is just. maybe it's really hitting karkat how he's not useful to any mission anymore that he blew it #and that maybe trolls touch horns to show distress or to soothe :3c

[mermaidsirennikita]

I'm sorry, and I say this as someone who loves a lot of books with an accidental pregnancy in them, but like...

If you're writing a contemporary romance set in the now times, and your heroine gets knocked up in like a one night stand, and she isn't like, specifically crazy and attempting to get pregnant by a random, if she's genuinely not at all trying to get pregnant or planning on a pregnancy...

I'm not saying you have to have her consider an abortion, but the idea of her being like "this is all hunky-dory", even if she wants a baby in the long term, is INSANE

Like... in this economy? In this current world? In a reality wherein even if you don't typically support abortion, you know you can't have one even if it threatens your life depending on where you live? Not second-guessing your accidental pregnancy or having negative feelings at all is INSANE and to me it makes your heroine unrelatable, even if she was knocked up by a random billionaire who later swoops in and takes care of her

I mean, I know someone who recently got pregnant by accident, and she was with a man she was planning on marrying and kids with in the long term, they lived together, they had a dog together, the proposal was discussed and right around the corner... and she wasn't happy and she wasn't immediately sure she was going to have it. She decided to in the long term, but she was like, SOBBING when she found out. Because it's a big deal and even if, after some contemplation, you're super happy about having the kid, it's at min OVERWHELMING.

idk I just... that's bad writing imo.

#romance novel blogging #like i guess i can see a heroine who wanted babies super badly and previously had been told she couldn't have kids #being happiER about it #but if it's accidental and the father isn't a sure thing in terms of his emotional or financial involvement #i don't think your feelings would be wholly positive unless you were like DELUSIONAL #and i'm gonna be real... i've known girls who were just thrilled to be pregnant at like 16 #and i was 16 at the time and i thought they were idiots and i still think they were idiots #you don't have to terminate but to not be at least a little freaked out is idiotic and naive and out of touch w reality #and i'll say it: if you aren't at least somewhat concerned about your totally unplanned pregnancy conceived without a steady partner... #idk man. maybe it's not a gr8 time to have a baby just yet

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

*crawls through window* imagine... the entire Liyue arc and Osial plot getting derailed because Foul Legacy refuses to fight. you're a friend of the Traveler, someone who offered to accompany them on their journey around Teyvat to have an adventure and meet new people- despite your lack of a Vision, you're determined and good with a weapon and like helping the Traveler fight, so they and Paimon allow you to come with. you also happen to be acquainted with some of their allies, like Zhongli and Baizhu and particularly Childe, who quietly confesses to the Traveler that he's been trying to win your heart for some time. unfortunately you're wary around the Fatui, like the rest of the Harbor, and try to keep the relationship more formal despite how much you secretly like his company. you take the reveal of his betrayal quite hard. from the outside you look angry and steeled for a fight, but internally your delicate heart is crushed, knowing you were just another pawn for him to play with. he looks almost sad when his gaze lands on you, eyes softening slightly and fingers twitching like he wants to reach out, but soon the battle commences and you're left with Paimon on the other side of the burning hot barrier. bitterly you scold yourself, muttering that you shouldn't have become involved with a Fatuus, much less a Harbinger, in the first place, but your stomach still twists into cold knots when you think about it. it's your fault for staying, for hoping you could actually befriend him, and you despise yourself for it. then the floor gives way and crumbles, leaving you to fall painfully into the belly of the Golden House, hurting you physically as much as you're hurting mentally. you groan in pain and pull yourself to your feet, head sparking with aches. there's no barrier anymore. nothing between you, the Traveler, and Childe, who has transformed into a wretchedly beautiful, otherwordly form, and you know you're probably going to die here- there's no way someone like you can survive lashing lightning and waves. at least you got to see something wonderful before you left. but the battle never starts. when you manage to look up, the Traveler's standing still as stone, watching Childe, unmoving, watching you. the creature he's turned into tilts his horned head, almost like he's curious, piercing you with an intense stare. it's cute, in a way, but you're also terrified to your bones and freeze in your tracks as Childe observes you with a crystalline blue eye until you muster up the courage to speak. "...Childe?" the lilac fur around his neck suddenly poofs, his azure eye lighting up, and Childe swiftly darts across the arena and scoops you into his much-larger arms, pressing you against his chest and making purr-like sounds. you yelp in surprise, hastily clinging to his cloud-soft fluff to keep from falling as Childe spins you around in midair, seemingly overcome with joy. your eyes screwed tightly shut, you only feel him lower and sit on the ground, then an odd sensation, like something pushing into your hands, and when you open your eyes you're greeted to the sight of Childe insistently nudging his head against your raised hands. hesitantly, you settle your palms on his plated cheeks and feel the purring noise rumble throughout his entire body as he melts into your touch, even emitting soft chirps and coos every now and then. this isn't happening- this can't be happening- is all you can think, but Childe confirms reality by leaning his head forward and plonking it on your shoulder, trilling blissfully when your hands start trailing up his horns and under his chin. some tiny, miniscule part of Childe is protesting, reminding him of the Fatui's plan and the false Sigils of Permission and the Overlord of the Vortex waiting, but he dismisses that thought with a hiss, because who cares about the Fatui and the gods and Liyue when he's with you, more precious than mora, battle, and even all of Teyvat?

#genshin impact #childe #tartaglia #gi ajax #foul legacy #foul legacy childe #genshin tartagalia #genshin childe #genshin tartaglia #genshin x reader #childe x reader #the traveler and paimon try to get closer but childe growls like '>:( no!! do not touch!!!' #super protective of you and all the fatui/zhongli are waiting but nothing happens #and the harbor is just suspicious that everything seems so normal #while the fatui are freaking out wondering where the heck the eleventh harbinger went #and you have foul legacy being super affectionate and clingy while being wary around everyone else #ooOOOOO childe disliking interacting with anyone but you in foul legacy #maybe it's an abyss thing where minus the person he loves he's very nervous around people #ahhh so many thoughts!!! so many!!!! #wifi's brainrot #short scenario #oh and also around you foul legacy doesn't hurt #anywhooooo *skitters away*

[buildoblivionthenwewilltalk]

oh shit magnus protocol on thursday!!!??!!?

#quietly hyped #like I LOVE the ending of tma #and almost don’t want anything to touch it???? #but also I want morrrree #I hope they let it be its own thing #but I’m almost 100% convinced we might see jmart … maybe????? #I’m pretty sure they teased Alex and Jonny being in it as unnamed characters so 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞 #I just want them as little background characters #just two dudes living normal lives #(and being super married about it) #I’d love it if our main cast keep referencing like a dickhead librarian or some over tired stressed out teacher friend #just casual in passing you know? #and BOOM voiced by Jonny #all left up to interp but still probably our fave archivist #but we’ll get more spooky stories and cosmic horror and queer vibes and cool plots and new voice actors to love!!!!! #in making this post I’ve realised I’m much more excited that I thought I was 😂 #tmagp #the magnus protocol

[suffarustuffaru]

i just. remembered again that i have a fembaru fic but also the premise is. Very Messed Up hah and also it was written before the canon genderbent au with its official genderbend names for everyone so its also outdated on top of that T^T i had like. Genderqueer subtext going on too. but i also wrote this fic like almost two years ago and havent touched it in forever so im unsure if i should go back to it…. o.o but i would love to finish it one day if only for my own satisfaction hah… i had a very detailed outline for ch 2 (its a twoshot) and several scenes written already anyway!! (and also i would probably update those names, make minor edits, etc etc hmm…)

#just thinking about this wip again………… mmmm….. not super confident in my older ao3 fics but the premise for this one was like. i think i #ended up brainstorming it with a friend or two and then i was like wait holy shit howd this play out. and then i took about two weeks to #write ch1? :o #and then i like. REALLY got into revolutionary girl utena after finishing ch1 so like that def bled into um. the themes. #just. thimking…….. bc ive had so many ideas to explore like. themes regarding gender and misogyny and Choice and destiny and queerness and #all sorts of things….. bc rezero Touches on them and is even Detailed on them sometimes and id Love to go in depth. but im also a bit #nervous to bc 1. writing fic is….. so much work sometimes fr and i am but a lazy writer and 2. the slight anxiety of what if i get flamed #o.o wild to think about….. #like. i have ideas for emilia fics that are. definitely darker maybe a bit controversial but i will go off the walls with writing for the #sake of answering the questions of. can this be done. and is it possible to narratively critique canon and fandom treatment of emilia. that #sort of thing. #not that im the best writer ever akdbdnd but i do like darker fiction sometimes. and i also like being meta about things in fiction. and i #also like writing to get out a tiny bit of salt. etc etc. #i tried to write these kinds of thinngs with my atm sole emilia centric fic that i wrote. uhhh more than a year ago? and i would love to try #again one day bc ive def improved and changed as a writer since then. u know what i mean?? :o #just like. rezero and queerness is very interesting to me. #suffaru post #saving this on the blog bc i talked Too Much about my writing process here HAH #my writing process being: HOW FAR CAN I TAKE THIS IDEA AND HOW OFF THE WALLS CAN IT GET???? #in reality tho im really just a massive nerd whos gone down a massive rabbit hole of writing anime fanfic. 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏 #if you actually read all these tags big thank you HAH

[talaricula]

Six months into living in the same house, Sornette and Silex's level of friendship has evolved to "hang out on the same surface" levels

#Sornette #Silex #They are SO BAD at becoming friends #They're clearly trying but they keep freaking themselves out #They'll perform an Approach and then freak out and run away or bat at each other #But they also want to be together and keep trying to get close to each other (and then freak) #There's been nose touches #And they don't get freaked out anymore in a way where they start fighting #When they fight it's very clearly playfighting and v short #But yeah the repeated approaches and then freaking are v funny #We did the introduction super properly BTW #Gradual over more than a month #So it's not like we rushed them #They're both just deeply silly nonsense #Anyway if we give it another six months maybe they'll play together and cuddle ;p

[the-shy-artisan]

having to reorder faux fur because the texture is not up to your standards is so annoying ;;

#paige chatter #finally got around to opening the white fur i ordered MONTHS ago and the texture is abysmal #it's plasticky and thin and just not fun to touch #there is no way in hell i'm making more beastos out of that #so i ordered from a fursuiter website; i've used it once before and i LOVED their stuff; it's super soft and silky; the best i've ever used #only problem... i've got too much faux fur in my stores; left overs from old projects ;;; i'm trying to get rid of it lmaooo #hoping maybe someone will come forward and want to use it for halloween costumes at least #ah well; time to wait for the mail again lol

[altruistic-meme]

6 and 17!

yayyyy <3

6. How do you feel about general intimacy? (Kissing, cuddling, etc)

I love cuddlinggggg I love holding hands I love hugs please I crave physical affection soooooo much and I never get it;;;;;;;;

i wanna try kissing cus I've never done it and it doesn't seem... Bad....... though it does seem kinda weird in theory which is so interesting fjajjfjs

17. How do you feel about sex/love songs?

I enjoy them!! I'm so biased about music just in general but i find them fun!! sex songs especially tend to be super good :)

[ ask me asexual questions bc its international asexuality day ]

#i feel like i would hate making out lmao #but i would try it maybe #anyway yeah i do not get like ANY physical affection and I'm constantly touch-starved and it SUCKS MAJOR ASS #my sister will occasionally hug me but it always feels super awkward and kinda forced so i don't even get to enjoy #the little bit i DO get ;;;;;;;;; #but i love holding hands and i love just kinda laying on each other #the most #ask game #askers #cozy-fish-crow #shh ac

[that-was-anticlimactic]

okay so hear me out: one of ritsu’s tics is scratching. just like... imagining him scratching himself subconsciously all the time and he can’t stop even when he realizes it because it’s a compulsion. he tends to scratch his hands and knuckles and wrists a lot and it just gets worse the more stressed or anxious or overwhelmed he gets. and sometimes he doesn’t even realize it’s happening until someone points it out or mentions that he’s bleeding.

and thinking about that being a tic he’s not great at suppressing so he does his best to hide it from his family (he doesn’t care about that one at school as much because he could easily lie his way out of that one) so they don’t realize it’s a problem until one day when ritsu walks into spirits and such with blood caking and dripping from his hands (maybe during final exams or he’s in the midst of an anxiety/tic attack or maybe he’s just really overwhelmed with everything on his plate) and. y eah.

#it's about ritsu being willing to show people he's hurt and to let them take care of him because he's so used to making himself the perfect #little brother/son so no one would have to worry about him / so he wouldn't stress shige out and just. yEAH #i have. feelings. #i just think it'd be a big problem #i think one way the s&s gang would help with that is by holding his hands #like maybe shige would take his hands and just. hold them while reigen or serizawa or someone bandages them and he doesn't let go for awhile #and then teru and shou start grabbing his hands and holding them if he's scratching too (and either of these can be romantic or platonic) #and i feel like he wouldn't be totally comfortable with tome doing that yet but he would be eventually and he doesn't want the adults to do #it because it makes him feel like a child so they don't but. ough. and maybe one day he's freaked because he's worried that he'll scratch #whoever is holding his hand instead and like someone (maybe reigen👀) suggests trying to redirect that into tapping instead so he taps #everyone's hands and he feels so uncomfortable and awkward at first especially when the tapping gets - in his words - excessive and his #premonitory urge is like 'yes RUB rub their hands!!!' and he's so upset but no one minds and maybe tome and the adults will give ritsu their #hands and just let him tap and rub and poke their hands and stuff because ritsu is SUPER picky about touch and allows very few people to #touch him partially because of the ts and partially because he is Insecure and Textures and Comfortability and just. this is so important #for him??? and such a BIG step and shige is so proud and the scratching doesn't really stop but it gets manageable and not as bloody #it's about ritsu learning who he is and learning to love all the parts of himself even the ones he finds repulsive ough aNYWAYS #mp100 #ritsu kageyama #ritsu with tourette's #i am so right for this wow

[nymfaia]

HAURCHEFANT ; ANCIENT VERSE.

Svalinn is most known for how keenly Azem speaks of them: a being with a gilded tongue and a golden heart that could rival the very sun. While decidedly not a member of the Convocation or their close inner circle, his name tends to be familiar to most of those in Amaurot, especially those closely tied to the creation of arts:

He is the author of many and more of the oldest pieces of poetry, the rhymes and rhythms that those across shards remember but cannot place the beginning of. While most of it has been recreated and credited to others across the history of the shards, many of them echo what was once common reading in the Ancients.

He and Azem had a bond like no other. While they traveled on occasion, Svalinn held little power - metaphorically or literally - to truly embark on his own. He wished to see the world, but feared weighing down the one truly meant to do so: and as a result, he wrote.

Most of his works are wholly inspired by the traveler themselves and the tales they shared with him, and are - to everyone but himself - blatantly things created from love, both of them and of the world itself.

While he has likely been invited to speak at conferences or contribute to the Bureau on an official manner, Svalinn has consistently refused to be recognized officially as anything but a man with too many words and not enough time. Words had little reason to be called his own when anyone else could have pulled them together just the same, he would say sheepishly, and that was that.

(If Azem asked nicely, he may, eyes closed and voice but a whisper, recite the ones he has memorized, the ones that remind him the most of the being that, to him, walked among the very stars and hung the sun in the sky. But only if they asked.)

#🛡️ fawn ; ( v: sun shield. ) #putting this under a readmore until im happier with what i made #i liked it. and then i didn't. and then i did again. and then hated it lol #ew spoilers #🛡️ fawn ; hcs. #anyway i absolutely blasted this out in two hours so. it's. mediocre #the creative person struggle to both want to point all the little references and nods you intend in ur craft. #and to not mention them to see if anyone else will pick up on them LOL #☄🛡 ( a farewell that came all too soon ; alta/hau ) #i was trying to think of what kind of role he would play but frankly. like he is in his sundered state. i think it would be understated #like unironically h.aurchefant's letter to the wol still sits with me. obviously. it's my blog bio #the french version is super touching in its own right. they both just... hurt me #i just love the idea of - some time in e.lpis - someone reciting a line of his work - #and the w.ol absolutely being fucking FLABBERGASTED because it's something h.aurchefant has said word for word in a letter he's written - #and all of a sudden being struck with the realization that maybe he's here too. that the man they loved - romantically or with camaraderie #would OF COURSE be there somewhere. and being crushed knowing they had the world to save and couldn't simply indulge in seeking out who the #had loved. ahhHHHHHHH #anyway i did not cry doing this not once not twice not at all

[l-cereta]

oh my god u know the hrt is working when u get genuinely white girl drunk

#ive never been this drunk before this is crazy. the gender euphoria of not having any tolerance despite being able to drink 4 drinks a year #ago #like its that or someone Did something to this drink but it was from a housemate's stash. oh my god i wanted more of this im so glad im in #bed rn i could have made so many bad decisions #im like this close to posting one of the thirst(?) pics i took on my sideblog that i havent touched in a month #oh my god im fucking up so many words . gang im not pretending here i drank like 2 shots tops and its Fucking me somehow #WAIT I CAN EDIT TAGS #typos fixed :sunglasses: #genuinely crazy how much im feeling it tho ive literally Never felt it this much. id ask if ibuprofen or spiro interact w alcohol but i #think there was a decent amount of time between when i took both #yeah like i took spiro ~10:57 and then uh drank after. 11 hm ok this isnt as spaced out as i expected #i dont think im going to alcohol jail tho. im being responsible im In Bed im not gonna go do anything stupid (altho i do. want to ask #someone downstairs to do something stupid. but maybe thats the alcohol talking) #also shileas is downstairs and shes a bitch and i dont want to be cringy in front of her #i dont know if shes trans or just a really masc lesbian btw . shes cool but she also has some bad takes sometimes and i dont think she #likes me #im writng so many tags <3 but thats what love is. if anyones read this far idk like the post or something #you know the one post where the person puts an egg in their mouth. and then people share the tags. this is that #i was gonna be typing this out on a discord server but i thought no. this deserves to have everyone see it #man also if i went down and asked like if anyone wants to fuck like who would say yes . shileas is a super senior maeve is in a relationshi #p #i dont like riley and . man idk about griffin. but i think im a lesbian. maybe im just desperate. #bUT IM NOT GONNA. im not gonna. #i dont want to sleep tho i want to have fun :(( but my roommate is asleep #& its not like anyones gonna fuck me on this bed . with like my lovies (thats what i call my stuffed animals) and shit . #i genuinely didnt expect that i could get this drunk and whats crazy is i know i could be more drunk #can u imagine if someone reads this and goes 'well shes clearly sober and faking it' no </3 im simply very eloquent i was neglected as #a child so i read alot lol #whoops *a lot not alot #wasnt there a limit of like 26 tags. when do i hit that

[saturnsuv]

i need opinions on smth rly quick

#theres this guy i’ve hung out with a couple times and both times were pretty flirty and he wasnt shy about casually touching me #the last time we hung out he spent the night and slept in my bed and we cuddled and whatever #but since then i’ve barely been able to get a single response a day from him #ik maybe he’s busy and whatnot it just feels off #my question here ig is should i try asking him out again #for more context the last time we hung out was a movie date at my apartment and i’d previously texted him asking if he’d wanted to watch #a movie sometime but he never actually answered that then a couple days later he asked if i wanted to watch a movie #so i think it’s possible if i did ask it would just get a delayed response if that makes sense #i don’t want to come off too forward or clingy or smth bc i’ve kind of been the one to message every time since i’ve kinda assumed he’s one #of those people that you just don’t talk to unless you start the conversation #and it’s not like i rly have anything to lose tbh we’re not super close friends or smth it’s just been a couple casual dates #so. should i ask him to get dinner or smth yes or no

[nomaishuttle]

ACCIDENTALLY GRABBED HIM WITH MY KEYS RHIS MORNING SO HES JUST BEEN TRAPPED IN MY POCKET ALL DAY SRY GIRL...

#isnt he so cutes.. lamp gave him 2 me b4 i left :]] i havent had a chance to wear him out yet... none of my outfits have been fitting 😭😭 #i hope now that its getting colder i can wear him more i have a hat hed look rly cute on bc the yellow matches his yellow so thatd be soo #perfect... #i think my primary issue is that the outfits id wear him with r brown pants outfits. but i only have 1 pair of brown pants and theyre very #comfortable but no pockets. so i dont pike 2 wear them outtt 😭😭 #maybe that cab be my first sewing project.. adding pockets #dude once i learn pockets ill be jnstoppable. my little black dress? brother IT IS GOING 2 HAVE POCKETS !! #i wish i hsd a little black dress that was just a bittt longer thiugh.bc my current one . is like.. not suepr super short but its above the #knee. so everytime j sit down it feels like my entire ass is touching the chair and my whole pussy and vagina is out. its scary... #and if i still had all my little shorts id judt wear those and thatd solve 90000 percent of the issue but i left them like une idiot.... #idk why i made idiot feminine sry? misogyny era.

[birdmenmanga]

Currently designing my business card, and the back lists all my social media. I got a suggestion that said to just put a QR code that maybe links to the contacts page of my commissions carrd, which never occurred to me. What do you guys think?

Current back design

#just thinking thoughts... #see like. I personally would hate that because then I'd HAVE to follow people on my phone. and I hate using my phone #and also like. anything could be in that qr code... #but maybe I'm just out of touch... #if you guys could comment reasoning that would be super awesome as well...

[mage-ical-character-person]

Bing throws himself into potentially dangerous situations so often. The rest of 341b has to worry about him, right? I know they do, because they do react with some panic or concern when he does these things. But they also just let him wander off on his own in unfamiliar locations so that he can be comically trapped in a chocolate bar. .

I don’t know I’d just like to see a “You’ve got to stop worrying us like that!” Sort of moment, y’know?

#Like in the eyes episode when Bing falls off the robot the others throw themselves after him #He gets eaten by a fish in the rain episode #There’s everything that happens in the chocolate episode #Gets stuck in a spider web in the flowers episode #He touches the sun in the Super Songs ep on outer space #Experiences the most extreme sugar crash known to man in the dessert episode #Like he just… can barely move and then he passes out. From a sugar crash. #I imagine it might be a little bit unnerving for the rest of 341b. Seeing Bing so… still. #Even if he is just sleeping off that sugar crash #Anyway I know 341b cares a lot about Bing but when there are so many opportunities to show it #So many times Bing could’ve gotten seriously hurt #and of course there’s a moment of panic from the others #but after that there’s rarely any further concern expressed #It’s a little weird to me I guess #Maybe I just love hurt/comfort stuff too much #Storybots #storybots bing #*chatter chatter*