#p sure im losing

[petite-gloom]

little sketchbook scraps

#fighting for my life against art block #p sure im losing #sketchbook #own

[sangfielle]

nice

#finished the last puzzle in a game needed 2 100% it a few mins ago #dont know what game to do next.... #ig prbly pyre i just need 2 run thru the campaign on true mode #but i dont wanna.... im bad at losing and im p sure completing that mode w/o restarting a few times will require me 2 get good at accepting #losses. ugh #personal

[volatilechemicalz]

I will not ramble about my aus I will not ramble about my aus I will not ramble about my aus I will not ramble about my aus I will n

#noodle talks #not art #im trying so hard rn i will lose this battle #i just have so many thoughts rn but im trying to hold them off bc im p sure that nobody wants to hear them dnsk ANYWAY -

[kits-ships]

my husband ranks my f/os.png

things i love about this:

he has watched moon knight, yet didn't recognize jake lockley or marc spector

he does NOT know who rex is. he said he just likes that picture of dt hgfsdfhh

wtf did din do to him

i love who he put in 'my wife needs help.' it's everyone i expected him to put there

i thought 🪓❄️ would be in the last category tbh

WTF DID POE DO TO HIM

#oh lord tagging on mobile sucks #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #m; ive been fooled many times; but you seem to truly be mine #ac; as sure as god made black and white #c; i love everybody because i love you ! #b; after youre gone and the house is mine alone #kr; she'll answer me wherever she may be #j; im holding tight- will you come back someday? #a; baby are you coming for the ride? #h; inside the hollow word i can only hope this will do some good #r; i bet on losing dogs #f; im taking your girl and making her mine #e; cant your heart find its home in me #m; a love made of matches is destined to burn #m; moonlight to show the way we can follow #o; somewhere in these eyes im on your side #n; no one ever said it would be this hard #p; lets fall in love for the night #b; youre still the only light that fills the emptiness #d; ill be yours till forever falls apart #o; run away now and forevermore #m; falling for him was like falling from grace #p; i shouldnt cry but i love it starboy

[viinapulloposti]

i just had migraine aura for the first time 💀👍

#im pretty sure it was migraine but idk??? pretty scary to lose 25% of my sight for over 30mins :P #p #and now my head hurts❤️

[incorrectskyrimquotes]

the universe said no

#OH MY GOD i keep briefly losing power and im p sure im just gonna. lose power for a bit #WHILE IM TRYING TO W R I T E #god help me lmao this might not get done by tomorrow but i promise to get it up as soon as i can

[dandyshucks]

not me finally realizing just as im going home that i accidentally dressed like arthur today 😭

#im snfjdlsl losing my mind oh my god #I'll look up a picture of him when i get home but im p sure it all matches his colour scheme 😭😭 #this is so funny fhjfkdl good lord #the good thing abt the cold weather months is that i can wear my big jacket and then wear bright colours underneath :3 #i can finally wear semi-fun little outfits bc nobody sees under my jacket except my old lady group shdkdl #dandy.cmd

[skunkg1rll]

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#maybe im meant to be alone forever #maybe im not meant for friendship or love or closeness #i havent had a friend in 10yrs #and when i did have friends....... let's just say no one has ever actually loved me or cared for me #maybe im just mean to be a freak who's always on her own #maybe the only friends i can make are guys who say the fantasize abt raping me and then stop talking to me when they lose interest #im clearly not ever worth of real friendship bc no one ever fucking likes me nd no one ever stays #im never worth to get to know or be cared about #i mean like lmao most ppl i talk to i have to sexualize myself in order for them to even talk 2 me :p #it's whatever but #fuck if i dont get so jealous seeing girls being friends w eo and hanging out and loving eo #i will never have that #i'll never get to have close girl friends nd be besties nd trust them or have them care for me #lol #all i have when im lonely is that blog where i whenever im lonely can chat w some guy #sure they dont care abt me nd barely listens but at least theyre always there for me when im alone :p

[monstersqueen]

anyway

fucking love dazai's crazy eyes and how little we're allowed to see of ango's expression

#myposts #some sadness and a whole lot of lack of surprise #but also wondering. that's a very impulsive move of dazai here #that's what i take from the eyes #also very much not productive because. he can't shoot. #not if he wants the government's help for the agency #he shoots and the government turns against him and eitehr the agency rejects him or th agency loses the special division's support #it's a very bad move ! he's the one who called ango ! he could have resquested that the division sent someone else ! #so. p sure this is a spur of the moment decision #which. ango expected. let me scream. #meanwhile the car accident. is a luch more premediated attempt #i'm pretty sure dazai didn't intend to be in the car for it. #i expect his plan was to have a talk #disable the airbag #arrange for a car to hit ango's car the next day #reminder that dazai wants his death to be painless. i do'nt think he would want to be in the car for it #unless that's how much he wanted to be there for it #but im pretty sure the car was a warning from the guild that interacted with dazai's own murder attempt #anyway #bsd march 2023 not lb #i really want dazai's thoughts process through this scene really #what did he plan and what did he not

[themyscirah]

Trying SO hard to be a normal human being right now (just got the first two Green Lanterns trades)

#WILL post pics later along w the other comics i got but just AGGGHHHHH #my strategy is to simply not look at it too hard until im not losing it or whatever but i popped open the first one to check if it had the #rebirth issue too (it does) and anyways i saw a good picture of simon and just SIMON!!!!!!!! #im literally in love with him oh my god #anyways. we can be normal about this. i should start the OTHER book i was freaking out about (my novel in spanish) bc that way ill have to #use my smart brain so the crazy brain can shut up #and i can be horrifically nerdy in a more acceptable way etc whatever #but omg. simon... JESS... we are not okay folks #also im p sure i got all the comics i asked for which is wild and i love that #also books i got so many books its amazing #blah

[im2tired4usernames]

Huh do you guys remember the book tuck everlasting? How the main girl Winnie was a fat ten year old with an immortal love interest who was "17" but actually like 100 n something and the whole thing with him was he wanted her to drink the everlasting water when she turned 17 so shed be 17 forever and they could get married like that was kinda weird he would.like take her just the two of em and talk up marriage with her and she was like TEN ? They changed it in the movie and made her a skinny fifteen year old but still wow I'm surprised why so many christan parents let that romance book be allowed but like....pride n prejudice was a debate? I don't understand the logic of homeschool mother's AT ALL WHY WAS THAT BOOK ALLOWED BUT WHY WAS I SCREAMED AT FOR CHECKING OUT OLD YELLER AT THE LIBRARY BY A HOMESCHOOL MOTHER IN OUR CO-OP???

#like uh i remember reading that book when i was 11 #and uh it's a lil weird just saying #i remember being really angry they made her skinny in the movie but uh maybe I'm misremembering but i picked it up to read to my siblings #and once again had to 'lose it' because uhhhhhhhhhh what the fuck #im not sure if the author made it intentionally creepy for jessie to be pushing and preparing her for marriage and being alone with her but #uhhhhhh I didn't like him when i was a kid and i sure as fuck am like wow #I'm not sure if the author was trying to make it negative and about grooming because the homeschool moms always acted like it was romantic #they always went awwwww i wish she hadn't wasted that wayer on a frog but like #idk #once again why was that romance ok but pride n prejudice romance not ok for some homeschool moms????????????? #like we did p&p the play in lur drama troup and uhhhh a lot of familys dropped out #i loved it though i played jane it was so good and fun #also there was.like 6 moms in the homeschool co-op that just made my life H E L L #like they literally humiliated and bullied me constantly and over minor things like reading OLD YELLER????????? #like don't get me STARTED on the harry potter lotr and anything that had magic drama #giving Narnia which is like the most Christian homeschooler books got me in trouble with like four of em BECAUSE MAGOC? EVEN THOUGH ASLAN #just I do not understand the logic #like i just DON'T GET IT #like grooming is romantic but #like magic is evil? and don't you dare read that book where the dog dies you evil little bitch

[dearbisexual]

so the superbowl is today, which more importantly means the puppybowl is also today, but they REALLY don't want you to watch it for free this year, spent forever looking for a um [yohoho and a bottle of rum, etc] link for my friend Kayla

so anyway if anybody wants the link just dm me. im not responsible for any viruses or like legalities tho

#zee.txt #im not posting the link publicly or in asks. im p sure it's grounds for getting banned #and ive had this blog since 2012 ive too much to lose

[candidghost]

So... OM! Nightbringer people... Is MC still open gender?

#obey me #om! nightbringer #I saw the to make the ladies swoon ad #p sure it should be gn but if i spend 2 hours downloading this shit #and its fem im going to lose my shit

[mundanemiseries]

^ literally knows nothing about sex, doesn't know what sex is

as for murder, however....

#??? barely tbh #// #also admittedly those stats are a tad outdated #i uh....im p sure his kill count in my game is like....860k by now #● | dash games/comms | when you're talking to yourself | #● | crack | unmotivated. inconsistent. bored. | #■ | v. | main | the one thing we will never lose is the ability to change |

[rhysdarbyarchive]

Ads for some of Rhys's shows at Wellington's Bats Theatre printed in Guano, Bats' quarterly magazine, including Rhys Darby and the Time Machine (2000), Rhys Darby and the Supernova (2001), Swingball (2002), and The Everymen (2006), the latter two with Dai Henwood

#rhys darby #dai henwood #rhys darby and the time machine #rhys darby and the supernova #2000s #2000 #2001 #2002 #2006 #nz #literally no one else is going to lose their gd minds over these grainy ass scans other than me but idc #what sucks is that the first four issues of this mag arent online and im p sure rhysently granted played a gig here #i also think he did more shows than these here but these were the only ones i saw ads for #but i feel like rhysently granted wouldve been in there and im so upset i cant see that potential ad rip #bnl

[batz]

OK my mom returned Some of the cookware so im Less in need of commissions. most of the pots and pans r still hidden in her room but at least i can Actually cook dinner now

#frank.txt #probably realized that me and the other roommates kinda. need 2 Eat lmao? #im gonna probably grab a cheap set from walmart when i can afford it tho and keep it in my room #in case this happens again:( #all of this over some cheap scissors. i Bet that she lost the scissors somewhere in her room during christmas #and now shes blaming everyone for stealing them even tho. im p sure every roommate here has their own scissors??? i.. #fhskdhdkdd idk:') i prefer her losing it abt some scissors than her s-icide baiting me so . HFKDBDDKDH #abuse m #just in case. but YWAH i have some cookware againn . making some quick food so i can go back 2 hiding in my room