#part of my soul is missing

[dirtytransmasc]

when you read an absolutely heart wrenching, soul destroying, tear jerking, yet simultaneously sweet, hilarious, down right beautiful fic you've ever read in your life, you've gone through every stage of grief, you've cried, you've laughed, you've mourned... and you have to act normal to everyone around you....

I hate this

#it was “pretty crow” by starkmeknot on ao3 #is was a #jonmund #fic #and I will literally never cope #ever #part of my soul is missing #forever #I will never get it back #(I will reread this fic as many times as my heart allows despite this fact) #go read it #but dear lord this feeling is god awful #how do I tell the average person how I literally want to keel over and die right now over a fic

[ludditeheart]

Layla, my best friend, I will miss you forever

#part of my soul is missing #she was the best cat ever #euthanasia #in case anyone needs the tag #Layla #10 years of joy #and now the house is empty #and bleak

[alright-fruitss]

Last night was beyond amazing and I loved being surrounded by so much pure queer joy 💕

#chappell roan #pink pony club #as someone who missed this growing up as a closeted lesbian in the south I think a part of my soul healed #wlw post

[uncanny-tranny]

I love you smile lines and worry lines and grey and white hair and wrinkles and purple spiderweb veins and the process of aging and living in a body that is standing the test of times. I love you experiences that make you wiser and stories that make you laugh, and every little process that happens to get to the point where you have so many memories because you have the fortune to be here and be so radiant

#positivity #pro aging #also i hate you 'anti aging' scams that capitalize on fear of aging. death by 1000000 papercuts for ye #saw a hair video where they restored the salt-and-pepper colour in an older clients hair and it looked SO GOOD at the end #i love when people throw in the towel and embrace their aging however that looks #it isn't productive to shame people who are ashamed of aging and i just want to. celebrate aging #in a world that simultaneously venerates youth and adulthood and hates BOTH you need to find some sense of freedom #as a Young Adult(tm) please please PLEASE older folks seeing this/following me know that i look up to you #older folks i need you to know that your worth NEVER diminished when you added a new number on your birthday cake #and your body and mind and soul NEVER lost worth because it started to creak a little at the joints #and i might be wrong about this because i'm still young but it can be SO tempted to miss your youth when you feel like... #...you've somehow LOST part of yourself by growing older. and so much of aging is about change and some things don't stay the same... #...and that IS scary and i will never once fault somebody for that. but please don't fall into the trap that because you've aged that... #...you somehow have forever lost fundamental pieces of Who You Are and you could never come back from that... #...for your own sake and sanity you deserve to find comfort and solice and understanding in who you still are... #...because you are still - at the core - the same. you can never take this away from yourself #and i know this might ring hollow because i just don't get what it's like to be older #but i have looked at my elders and felt awe at their age and their experiences #and i know what that is like and it's awesome. i just wish more older people knew that so many of us look at you with awe... #...and - if you can believe it - some of us ENVY your age or experiences or even body #i'm watching an 'older' content creator (older by internet standards 🙄) and i envy him for how eventful his life was #i envy that he experienced a different world - one that i have only heard about from my dad because i was too young to remember it #and i admire this person for their wisdom and thoughts because they've come from his experiences living in a Different World #it's that type of stuff that makes me unafraid to keep on living #inspired by following somebody like. twice my age posting about their excitement abiut growing older and !!!!!!! YEAHHHHHH #didn't realize they were closer to my dad's age but that's so cool???????????

[virgothozul]

Ok. I have listened to the people. I have watched the thing. It is very wholesome.

Kazu comes home. He is hopeless and tipsy. And he swings between excited and wasted.

#I am SICK of Miri’s voice ngl #I know kids are loud. And make a mess of EVERYthing. That’s why i stay away. #But for Kazurei ; I made it to the end #They are precious #Rei is so cute I love this guy #He has 0 human skill and still is effortlessly hilarious and a little cutie 👏💖 #i wish we had more of their relationship bc they have sth really special #They never question their trust in each other like it never crosses their mind. They disagree almost all the time but they never part #It’s more natural than breathing. They’re always saying stuff like « it’s not fit to involve other people in our way of life » #it’s not even an option to live apart. They clearly will spend all their lives together #Except that scene it’s so weird when Kazu says « hum with Miri gone we don’t have a reason to live together anymore » lol man #Not as if you guys were already joined at the hip before meeting her. But I get the «the family life changed us now sth’s missing #and it feels incomplete ». But still guys. You are soul mates. #Also the « of course he comes with me. He’s my partner. » line 💕💍 #even if at some point they meant to part ways ; really they can’t be separated. #kazurei #No homo daddies #Buddy daddies #kazuki x rei #Domestic gays

[candycornfrog]

parallel canon

#splatoon #side order #splatoon side order #side order spoilers #frogart #agent 4 #idk what i was trying to do with this one #Not too proud of it either #Anyway ramble time!! #So basically my theory is that part of 4’s soul is in parallel canon #Except she lost her memories #So yeah that part of her soul doesn’t have any choice besides follow smollusk’s orders #Oh also the real world 4 doesn’t feel that well without such a big part of her soul missing…

[jomeimei421]

GYAAHHH people are reblogging ANCIENT art of mine

#mei talks #😭💀✌️ we don’t speak of Roosterteeth here any longer but #I genuinely do miss being in the RvB community! the people there were so so kind to me #I was something like 13 or 14 and still finding my legs art wise! I grew up in the community surrounded by people who #really poured their hearts and souls into their stuff and were sooo so kind to me #the art and writing communities were super tight and I actually am still in touch with many of them #including the man the myth the legend jason weight o7 you could have saved RvB if they kept you on for s18 king #like I still remember the day saltsanford sent me like. a 4 ask long text wall screaming about my lyric comic while I was in line at ax #nearly fainted #ahh my lyric comic….I still have it up on ur channel. before my dad passed away he would always show me when it hit a new milestone in view #old art is always kind of embarsssing and tbh I think my interpretations of the characters made me well known much more than my art skill #but after high school my life kind of. fell apart in a lot of ways. dad dying was def a part of that 💀 and I think I found orv exactly at #the time I needed it. but looking back at my old RvB stuff is kind of like #a little time capsule ig. I was happier then but I’ve grown up a lot too

[agentark]

whatever you do, don't imagine a young J Corvin waiting every day at the end of their drive, hoping today is the day the mail carrier finally brings a letter from their very best friend

#i'm personally about to start sobbing #how many letters do they try sending #how long does that sweet gentle soul wait - I actually don't want to know #little too close to home frankly lmao #grandpa i don't CARE that something evil lives in fernweh and wants to eat me or control me or whatever - that's my bestie!! #I just did James's route and this part hurt so much worse #fernweh saga #like J is SO scared to ask MC if they can write this time & they're trying to be SO supportive-- #--of the fact that the last time they tried MC was going through an incredibly difficult time in their life #but that doesn't mean it didn't hurt so badly #and like it's obviously not MC's fault bc they never even got the letters in the first place #but now I want to cry thinking about how my MC hugs James at the police station when they meet again and how he's probably like ??? #my MC missed him and James is like 'weird reaction for someone who couldn't be bothered to write back' #'and shattered my little fifteen year old heart into pieces' #i'm making wild assumptions about the inner workings of J's mind here but anyway #j corvin #all i'm saying is if my best friend was ripped out of my life and I tried writing them I would be religiously checking the mailbox #probably far longer than I should but still trying to hold out hope

[send-me-a-puffalope]

guys wtf i just had the most detailed dream last night about a girlfriend that doesn’t exist,,, like idk how to explain it 😭😭😭 and i don’t even remember her name, it’s at the edge of my memory but i can’t recover it. but i remember like all the events and her face.

#this is the most stupidly worded post i’ve ever made #but it was so fucking sweet 😭😭😭 and somewhere along the line i realized i was dreaming and that i was going to lose her #and it was soul crushing #the most distinct part was when i dropped by her house like i usually did #and she was throwing a party and i squeezed through everyone to find her and then she kind of ignored me so i tried to make my way out again #but then her best friend stops me by the door and asks me if i wanna sing karaoke with them and i was like ??? #and when i say oh okay. she says after all [name] threw this party for you #and this girl shows up in the doorway and asks me if i would do the honors of dating her #(and look this girl was way out of my league i assumed so) #(she was a really good artist and collected bunny plushies) #and i #SORRY THIS WHOLE THING IS SO STUPID BUT LIKE IT WAS A VERY POIGNANT DREAM #AND IT WAS VERY SWEET AND I MISS THIS GIRL THAT DOESNF FUCKING EXIST #BECAUSE OF A STUPID DREAM #nat’s rambles

[wulfhalls]

.

#over three weeks now since hes gone #sometimes ill hear a noise and think. ah well there he is. ofc hed be back he wouldnt just leave me like that #like a specific way the wood would creek when hed jump up to his favourite sleeping place. the way his paws sounded against the glass door #the floor when he made his lil tap tap tap walk across the hall. #still haven't put away his boxies or his lil things or his bowls. #i still talk to him like hes lying just out of eyesight in his favourite boxie #we always did my puzzles together (i did the puzzle and he ruined it) and we just started one a few days before he. well. #i miss him all the time everywhere #cant stop crying. but like the curling up on the floor weeping type. #its like missing a limb or part of ur soul lol #collecting his fur like its treasure but then the realisation comes that thats it. thats all ill ever have of him now. #for the rest of my life. just this #and then we're back on the floor weeping lol #but i bought a locket to put some of it in so hes always with me still. #anyway. SUICIDE #bb boy #txt.me #u know the spiel. lets not talk about it i just needed to type it out #bb baby

[februaryberries]

#aziraphale #aziracrow #crowley #good omens 2 #good omens 2 spoilers #<- not really #but just in case ???? #if u missed it neil answered an ask abt other scenes from the past and eras we could have seen #1960s female presenting aziracrow was mentioned #im never going to be the same #i will literally sell my soul #neil take my money pls #it’s so important to me #i wish i knew how to draw already so i could draw this #but i know it won’t turn out how i want it to #can’t wait for the 5 course meal of fanart this idea is gonna prompt #the only time i’ll call myself a girl is if it’s part of a meme LMAO

[natjennie]

reprimanding myself to keep my expectations low before every d20 announcement.

#memes if we get it vs memes if we dont #i want my kids back so fucking bad #its like a part of my soul is missing. #but yknow. i get it if they dont want to go back #it just hurts #d20 #dimension 20 #fantasy high

[karda]

conversations with myself

#idkj something bout like 2013 me in my childhood bedroom hes the core part of my soul #my art #the idea of talking to ur childhood self and them reintroducing you to their life and their room is soooooooooo #so much #off center lately x2 #doodles #second pitchur explanation . my old house we had a door out to a balcony on the second floor that was like 4 feet wide with no railings #and it was nect to my bedroom door so id go out there a lot #i miss it dearly

[shepards-folly]

Hearts hand got uh fucking straight up disappeared… I assume when my teacher helped me with making the outlines so it was like an actual sticker but look blorbo stickers fr!!

#shep arts #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj heart #cj mind #cj soul #getting these printed was a fucked up game of telephone tbh. so theres a lot of mistakes that got through to the printed parts #but alas I’m so excited bout having my art in the real I can’t bring myself to care too much #tbh if hearts missing hand bothers me I’ll just draw him one with a marker or soemthing idk #I was gonna queue this but skfosjfh I have to be excited about it RIGHT NOW

[wayfinderships]

Good evening gamers!!! Just wanted to wish you all a good night! I had a very nice night <3 Also expect some new f/os to be added tomorrow!

#pan rambles #I was on call with my childhood friend and we watched H.aikyuu together!!! #I felt a part of my soul just heal when I heard her again-ajfnsdjsj #My crops are watered. my skin is clear- #Normally in VCs with online pals- I almost never unmute myself #Bc I tend to stutter and get anxious and worry of disappointing somehow #But with my childhood best friend I could be on a call with her for hours and talk with no worries-akfbsjxjs #It's just such a nice feeling to have someone I can confortably calm :> I still stutter but it's less bc I'm not anxious around her #Also she knows my massive Crush on U.kai #There was this one scene with U.kai and we were both completely silent for bit #and I went “I hope you know the silence is me trying to be calm. Internally I am giggling and kicking my legs-” #Also this other moment where we saw U.kai all blushy and I immediately said “I'm sooooo Normal” #I was not normal-afksnfjsndj #But yeah #I missed hearing her sm <3

[my-main-character-moment]

Alchemy of Souls | The Great War by Taylor Swift

#the second i heard this song i knew it was meant for this show #i loved making the first part of the edit but i also shed so many tears #i can't believe we all waited 3 months after THAT cliffhanger like damn #i miss my jang uk and naksu😭😭 #alchemy of souls #alchemy of souls 2 #kdrama #kdrama edit #my edit #jang uk #naksu #ukyeong #taylor swift #the great war