#she cuddles me too much

[mammonsleftring]

GUYS SHES MASSIVE

#her dress is so frilly #shes nice and soft #but im scared to cuddle her too much #her eyes have nice detail as well!! #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me nightbringer #obey me plush

[thebrittanybrigade]

I have come to the conclusion that I will never benefit from deep pressure therapy as a task for a dog because every time one lays on my lap I Am Miserable

#I’m too restless and need to move my legs far too much to have a dog actually cuddle on me #Eevee is on my lap right now and I appreciate and love her but GOOD LORD MY LEGS NEED TO MOVE OR ILL DIE #thank god she isn’t any heavier than she is

[arlo-venn]

Someone found Arlo’s new bed ☁️

#gf and Arlo aren’t fully introduced yet so when she sleeps over the roomies and I swap dogs around #which is nice cos then I get banjo and juni cuddle time #gf has been on a walk with Arlo and I and she’s thrown his ball for him over the fence #we’re moving very slowly bc I really want him to feel safe with her in the ways he does not with Tyrell #he loves Tyrell but her constant high anxiety makes him nervous and unsure around her #luckily gf doesn’t have that #it used to be with woman all they had to do was give him a treat and they’re in #but I think he saw me fight with me ex who he loved a lot initially too much #or saw my ex fight with me rather #ever since her he takes some warming up #and he’s quicker to chomp #he doesn’t break skin or anything! he’s only done it to Tyrell #juni bites me harder in play #but obviously I still don’t want him to be so uncomfy he feels chomping is the necessary move #so #slow moving intro it is

[brainfilehasstoppedworking]

(Not a ship. More of some sort of weird toxic father-son shit that my brain came up with. That has to do with some sort of weird co-dependency. Which isn't the right word but shhhh.)

Kiyotaka and Takaaki both taught themselves that they didn't need anyone other than each other. Kiyotaka had been hurt by those who he called "friends" many times. Takaaki had been used, abused, heartbroken and scarred. And it wasn't like it was a rule in the house, they decided that on their own. They both decided and kept in their mind is that, there wasn't going to be any room for anyone else. Takaaki only need his only son. And Kiyotaka only needed his father that stayed.

They both know it's unhealthy. But it's been the only way they can keep themselves from going down a dark path..

Kiyotaka had "friends", people who treated him kindly. But in the end, they only had one thing in mind. It was to bring harm to him. It hurt him. Broke his heart. It made him despise his grandfather more. (The reason why he was being hurt.) Then, he finally realized that he didn't need anyone. It was only his father, the man who truly cared for him. And that would be it.

Takaaki had many people he cared for. People he loved. People who left him. People who hurt him. His first true sort of heartbreak was from his father. He looked up to him. He thought the world of him. Then it all changed. He was corrupt. He was awful. He'd gone through a life of abuse. And he'd gone through so many people whom he loved. But...they never lasted. They either died...or left. Left him alone. So weak. So vulnerable.

From these experiences, they decided that nobody else deserved anything, their love, their time, nor efforts more than the other person they hold dear.

#They of course get better after some time and realize that “Wow! People aren't that bad!” While cuddling with their partners #They've gone through some stuff alright? #I'd like to thank my shower for giving me this thought <3 #danganronpa #takaaki ishimaru #kiyotaka ishimaru #toranosuke ishimaru #<- He's mentioned ofc #mariana hernandez-ishimaru #<- she's implied too #But our main focus is how much of an asshole Toranosuke because he ruined my two loves' lives #Just me talking about my AUs #sam's talky talks

[fbwzoo]

These two have come so far in the past year with their ability to share mom cuddles - well, mostly Emma's ability. Thankfully she has had an easier time warming up to Phoebe than Shilo, but it still took time before she was okay with Phoebe climbing on me for cuddles when Emma was already attached to me.

Not only did they share me for 5-10 minutes, at one point, Emma even nuzzled Phoebe & licked her forehead & ears. 🥹

#cats and dogs #phoebe kitty #Emma pup #we're still working on sharing me with Shilo #he's got zero awareness and will start kneading claws too close to her #so if I'm not watching she'll get anxious and yell/lunge at him #but she's improving a lot with him too #we've had a couple shared cuddles with no incidents now #just takes a lot more vigilance from me #and usually moving Shilo along while we're still on a good note #also lots of praise and reassurance for Emma #but I'm very happy these two are doing so well now #also it's kinda funny how often i end up covered in animals now #Emma's always attached to me #then half the time you can add in a cat or spring as well #sometimes Addy but I'd usually rather she attach to Jack bc she big and too much pressure

[the-hilda-librarians-wife]

I’m going completely wild with the motifs of the ships I’m currently obsessed with and their implications

Because Johanna is obviously the Sun, and Kaisa is even more obviously the Moon. And their place of meeting is dawn and dusk, and it’s soft, and comforting, and certain, and gorgeous

And then the Raven Leader is also the Sun, so you expect the same to be true for Raven Scientist, right? But it isn’t, because Victoria isn’t the moon, she’s a rain cloud, and those two aren’t complementary but opposing forces, and the place of meeting between them is a rainbow, and it’s surreal, and fragile, and rare, and show stopping and I’m going absolutely feral thinking about it-

#one of them is soft cuddling at sunrise and the other is desperately hugging each other during drizzling rain #one knowing that the other is there and the other always afraid of letting go #do you SEE???? or am I going insane???? #haha I’ve been writing too much fanfic and I’m not too sure it’s doing me well :)) #guess you can say that she was sunshine I was midnight ra- [gunshot] #sketchbook ship #sketchbook ship hilda #raven scientist ship #Raven scientist ship hilda #kaisa hilda #Johanna hilda #the raven leader hilda #Victoria Van Gale

[praublem-child]

Me: This 🤏 close to a room destroying meltdown due to a lack of sleep

Also me: remembering weed can fix this without the meltdown and tearing through my bedroom to raid my mom's stash because I haven't been to the dispensary in literally months now

#seriously guys #it's almost 5am #I've been up since 8am #I wanted to go to bed at like 6pm #I actually went to bed at 2am #and then tossed and turned in the dark and quiet for three hours #I was already to the point of crying and throwing shit off my bed before I remembered weed existed #how can I be so exhausted I'm having a meltdown #yet so unable to sleep #and I always wait too long to get weed #always insisting that I'll fall asleep on my own #or that I *really need* that rem sleep tonight #ffs rem sleep doesn't fucking matter if I don't sleep at all #I probably don't even get much rem sleep when completely sober lets be real #I don't dream #I have bi-annual nightmares about my father #and that's it #It'll be like 5:30 before this gummy hits #I have cottage cheese and meme videos until then #maybe an excedrin for my exhaustion headache and my cat if she'll cuddle me #god I'm so fucking tired #I should call my grandma and see if her offer to hit me upside the head with a hammer is still available #She used to joke offer that to me when I was a kid and couldn't sleep #If only she knew the sleep disorders I'd be diagnosed with a few years down the line #I'm rambling now so I'll do the actual informative tags now and post #sorry to anyone who has to read this /hj #autism #adhd #medical marijuana #cannabis

[the-eclectic-wonderer]

I wanted to keep this headcanon for my fics, but if I don't share it with you all now I will explode, so:

Dorothy canonically snores.

Rose canonically talks in her sleep.

I'm willing to bet that Blanche is a cover hog. She goes to sleep and becomes a cover burrito in five minutes tops. Oh, you sleep with her? Hope you like being exposed to the cold and monsters the whole night through. The covers are hers.

#it just makes sense to me. on a superficial level she's just the one who tolerates the cold the least #unlike dorothy and rose who grew up in cold(er) places #and she's also self-centered so it fits with her personality lmao. who the hell cares about her bed mates as long as she's warm and comfy?? #but on a deeper level. she needs affection and comfort *so much* #im guessing when george was alive she just wrapped around him (not necessarily in *that* sense) and that was it #and after he died she had to simulate the warmth somehow. the empty bed was *too much* to deal with #so she started to wrap *herself* in the covers instead #obviously the only solution is for her wives to hug her in a big cuddle pile the whole night through #so she doesn't get cold and lonely #yeah anyway this has been living in my brain for months and i wanted to wait until i could do something more substantial with it #but i can't keep it in my brain alone anymore #the golden girls #golden wives #blanche devereaux

[aparticularbandit]

mikan what do you mean you can't swim

#musings #bandit liveblogs #bandit liveblogs danganronpa #i figured she'd be into suspense or horror so i was not surprised about thay #*that #was surprised by her reasoning re: panicked frightened people #(not so much by the blood) #was surprised it wasn't because she liked cuddling up when she was scared #also mikan did junko smash your sandcastles too because #do we need to have a talk with her about that #(also mikan's inner thoughts and 'did hajime bring me here for sexytimes no it can't be that he's never touched me #wait hajime has never touched me THAT MEANS HE HATES ME' #mikan. mikan baby no.)

[aaronymous999]

I will never shut up about one of the worst tropes in fiction THAT NOBODY TALKS ABOUT- and ahem the winner is: “Pairing off every main character, and I mean EVERY into a romantic relationship at the end of the story or sometime during the story” even if it makes no sense to the plot, or the character made it clear they aren’t interested in romance, all because some authors for some reason ( there actually is a reason but yknow ) think all the characters need to be paired off for a happy ending. Fandoms engage in this trope too sometimes and I very much so dislike it. And then there’s the weird cousin of this trope, “Most characters get paired off, but mostly the women, the men don’t need a partner and three kids, mainly just the women.” LOOKING AT YOU WARRIOR CATS DONT DENY IT YOU ARE GUILTY AS CHARGED.

#aaronymous ramblings #warrior cats #tropes #actually though it bothers me so much when romance is seen as the happiest end for a person so creators and fandoms enforce it so hard #meanwhile my aromantic ass is sighing and banging my head against a wall because the only single owl house character is Gus yet who knows I #thought the same way about hunter and vee and willow but then oops shipping #nothing wrong with those ships or shipping in general but sometimes it starts to feel like they are just a result of this world’s #insistence that romance is better than platonic or any kind of affection #where are my platonic love stories I want more of them #as much as I love romance anime sometimes it has this problem too #biggest critique of Horimiya despite how much I love it #Also WARRIOR CATS. STOP INSISTING YOUR FEMALE CHARACTERS SETTLE DOWN AND HAVE BABIES #Like the only ones who dont are like. Feathertail because she’s dead. Hollyleaf because she’s dead but she also apparently had ghost cuddles #and then Bristlefrost. because shes dead. #this sounds like a really dumb thing to complain about but nobody talks about this trope and it annoys me to no end!!

[achilleslyre]

ppl i live with got a puppy……. i’m already her favourite lol

#they both keep saying how much she loves me LOLL #and their friend too keeps saying it ajsjsjs #she loves to follow me around and if i’m sitting down she comes over and crawls right into my lap and curls up 🥺😭 #shes soooooo cute and sweet #fr gonna steal this dog or smth when i can move causeeee oml 😵‍💫😵‍💫 #they also dont want her sleeping in their room so she sleeps in mine lol #shes cuddled up next to me clocked tf out rn gah… #so adorable #jitter bugs u

[lavenderedhoney]

Ugh she made me cum last night and I'm still thinking about it

#it was so good i was jelly afterward #just laid there needing cuddles and kisses #and it was a much faster one than usual too #typically it takes her 20-30 min to get me off #this time it took like #10? #she kept calling herself my owner and it got me really really ready to go #text #baby 💖

[jonny-b-meowborn]

Y'know I really wish I knew more furries/otherkin personally. Like some of my friends are furries, but to my knowledge no one I know is otherkin, and I just wish I had someone like this around me. Maybe someone I know online is, but idk. My best friend who I love more than anything is a human and I mentioned to her a few times that I kinda vibe with the therian label, but I never went too deep into that. Honestly I'm just too embarrassed to talk about it with her, and that's the main reason why I go to Tumblr to talk about that. If I can't talk with my bestie about something I'm just gonna say it to a bunch of strangers online who can't judge me to my face lmao. But yeah, I really wish I knew someone like this irl, I really wish to have just. Otherkin interactions. Y'know I wanna have someone that isn't weirded out by me making some animal noises sometimes and could pet me like a kitty and all that cool stuff. I just wanna have more doggy friends to be doggies with

#sometimes i read patricia taxxons posts where she talks about interactions with her friends and how they do treat her like a dog and. #im just so jealous ngl #i dont think im at the same level of dogginess as her #shes way more into that therian stuff than me #but still. some of the things she says. i want that too #and if it turns out i do know some therians online thats really cool and i love that #but yknow as much as i think online friends are just as valid as irl friends there are some things you just cant do with an online friend #like cuddle like lil animals or get pets and all that physical stuff #okay also. i am again worried that all this sounds like some kink stuff #i dont know if its just my anxiety or if it really reads like that #but it is not that im just. an ouppy #not that like pet kinks or whatever are bad in any way theyre cool i just wanna be clear that i mean therian stuff not kink stuff lmao #bee buzz

[yamikawaii]

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MINE AND ONLY MINE

Sincerely, 🤍🤍 Yoomtah 🤍🤍

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#TTHINKING ABT HER CALLING ME HERS THIS MANY TIMES IS MAKING ME A LITTLE JUST A LLIIIITTTTLLLLLEEEE CRAZY.JUSTA LITTLE #(HINT: NOT JUST A LITTLE BIT.IM GOING TO DIE.) #IM SLEEPY AND OVERLOADED WJTH YANDERE INSANITY AND I CANT THINK WORDS ENOUGH HELPME #I JUSSTTTTTTDTXFJFJGJFJFHKFJGFJHDJFHBGBƁNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNBBXBBCVBNVCBB #I JUST WANT HER TO HOLD ME FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR AND LOVE ME AND NEVER EVER LET GO OF ME BC SHE LOVES ME TOO MUCH TO EVER LET ME GO AT AL #MY FACE.JS WARM #AND I THINK MY HEART IS MELTING INTO CHERRY PIE FILLING AND WHIPPED CREAM #I JUST NEED HER TO CUDDLE UP WITH ME AND HUG ME TIGHT AND TELL ME IM HERS OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL I FALL ASLEEP THEN I WILL BE CURED #SHE IS LITERALLY ALL I NEED I DONT WANT ANYTHING ELSE JUST YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH #IM BREATHING REALLY NORMALLY RIGHTNOW BTW AND NOT AT ALL CONCERNINGLY HEAVILY.IM A TOTAL NORMAL PERSONGIRL #I ALREADY TOOK MY NIGHT MEDS AND JM SLEEEEEEEPYYYYYYYYYBUT I CANT SLEEP BECAUSE I NEED TO BE INSANE #I DONT NEED SLEEEPPP I NEED YOOOOMIEEEEEEEEEE💌⚠️❤️‍🔥⚠️🌼🌟🩷💜💘⚠️💓🎆💟🌠❤️💟💐🏵💋💕💚👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🤍❤️‍🩹💝🌈🎉🩵✨️🧡💗❤️💞❣️💍⚡️ #I NEED HER TO KISS ME FOREVER CUDDLE ME FOREVER LOVE ME FOREVER KEEP ME ALL TO HERSELF FOREVER KILL ANYONE WHO LOOKS AT ME WRONG FOREVER #YOOMTAH IF UR READING THIS PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I NEED YOU FOREVER.RIGHT NOW.FOREVER AND EVER #FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND #EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER #A N D E V E R !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ourbastardofsorrows]

crying a truly stupid amount over what's really just an exaggerated fender bender because i'm confronting my own mortality in a way i haven't since the great trazodone disasters of 2015-2017

#tia text #like. i know i'm fine. the other driver is fine #but on some level i keep thinking about what it would have been like if i'd died yesterday. how i could have #how that would have meant my mom would be waiting at the house for me to come home #when would she realize i wasn't? would they contact her first? #how tiberius would never get to cuddle me again (and vice versa) #how with just 10 1/2 days left in the school year my students would never see me again. they'd need a long term sub for 10 1/2 days #it sounds silly but it's worse when tiberius & i are cuddling #bc it really brings home how close i was to never having that again #anyway i'll be okay. i might walk to work the rest of the school year bc i had a panic attack at the library after driving there #(a car came too close to me on the side where i was hit & it was just. too much) #g-d i'm pathetic

[welcometoteyvat]

hi it’s op of the yingda and xiao posts I am SO happy you like them and I really want to hear whatever hcs you mentioned thinking of in the tags :3c the rarer yaksha brotps are my lifeblood

it's not much they've just shot up in my blorbo brotp list WHKFEJKWEJF. initial relationship dynamic vibes are xiao @ yingda "if anything happened to her I would kill everyone in this room and then myself" yingda asks him to please not

if I'm allowed to just throw things out there I feel like yingda would be a weapon nerd. idk what weapon she'd be!! but they'd have sparring sessions together (nothing like a good bonding session than sparring your sworn sibling am I right) bc xiao is insane about his training and yingda is like "it's casual fun :3" she can be a little silly as a treat

...is her hair is like magma?? slightly viscous and kind of liquid/solid? would xiao be able to put his hands in it to warm them up hot water bottle style?

it also gets me that yingda is implied to have gone crazy but didn't harm the other yakshas when she died (unlike minu and fanan who self destructed 😭) I've taken your hc about her as the youngest so based off of that I'd assign her a bright personality with lots of heart, but she definitely wavered a little bit about who and what she was protecting after bonanus and menogias killed each other :') if she talked about it to xiao I honestly don't know if the conversation would go well, xiao's one of those people who stick to whatever their orders are because they're Orders (in this case it's even more important since yanwang dijun saved him etc. he feels he owes rex lapis a bigger debt than his life). he'll see it through even if he loses everything in the process; yingda though... I feel like she lives as much for herself as for her relationships with others,, if the people who are important to her are gone she'll rethink her motivations for why she's doing this and its worth, obviously the ending is that she comes around and keeps fighting until it's too much but the slight doubt crisis is for a bit of character complexity </3

misc thoughts are that their relationship is the blueprint for xiao's interactions with hu tao and xiangling, something about liyue pyro girls and one short emo yaksha

#also last thought she would slay in a tang dynasty hanfu. this is only based on her eyebrows in her one appearance but its true trust me #i'm in the 'microwaving them in my mind' stage of liking them rn... too little coherent thoughts 😔 #tbh idk what the seniority lineup is between them like we know bosacius is the oldest and most powerful but the others hmm #menogias feels like 2nd oldest to me and then bonanus but that would also make xiao the fourth oldest/second youngest #also sorry i think this turned into more yingda brainstorming than yingda + xiao thoughts #ramblings! #ty for the ask <33333333333 #esmeraldablazingsky #id also pay so much money to see all of them in their animal or animal adjacent forms #fire rat................. can she be cuddled is my only question