#so if you really dont notice it thats just gonna be on you at that rate

[handsometheo]

You've gotta hear me out on Ithaqua getting a little too possessive towards his survivor partner during a match ! Love your works btw <3

Mmmmmm Possessive Ithaqua 😍

Warnings: You'll never guess this one but Possessive behaviours

Pairing: Possessive! Ithaqua x Gn! Reader

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- He isn't sure what caused it. Maybe it's his own instincts telling him he needs to protect you, or maybe the manor is affecting him somehow..

- Your Team is quite possible the worst concotion of players to have paired with you. The Prospector, the cowboy and the "prisoner". He's semi-alright with Luca, he doesn't really do much harm. Its more a case of him being annoying to deal with on a good day.

- However Kevin and Norton strike Ithaqua the wrong way.

- He immediately finds Norton but instead turns his attention to finding you, just to make sure you stay away from them.

- He finds you. Quite easily actually. He comes across you helping Luca to decode who quickly runs off in favour of saving himself. Smart man, Ithaqua has to applaud him for using that mildly malfunctioning brain of his. He does have to break the connection, if only to delay your guaranteed escape.

- He lets you finish the cipher and simply stands around impatiently huffing and puffing to the side like a bratty child not getting enough attention. And that's accurate to a certain degree.

- once the cipher is done he tells you to go into a locker so he can pick you up and take you with him. You think nothing of it as this is fairly normal behaviour he likes to carry you around you've noticed. His little giggle when he picks you up just melted your heart.

- However. Unlike the usual routine, Ithaqua takes you to the nearest corner of the map and places you there before trapping you within his arms. His cloak making the two of you practically disappear, well.. you know as much as one can with the terror radius thing..

- His eyes are animalistic and his jaw clenched, but he makes no move to act on whatever violent act is forming in his head. Just pulls you to him as though he is trying to mesh with you.

- of course, he was mostly..., kind of, calm.

-Until the two idiots turned up. And by that I mean Norton and Kevin.

-Kevin lassoed you from Ithaqua's grasp, that alone made him screeched out in rage, but just to add some extra sourness to the situation, a magnet gets thrown towards him. Forcing him back into the wall.

- You struggle your way out of Kevins hold and push him away right as Ithaqua dashes at him. Norton quickly runs off to possibly hide in case he needs to really save, or possibly help Luca to continue saving.

- "IDIOTS, BOTH OF YOU!" You yell out to nobody in particular as Kevin had already run off. Ithaqua stays still for a moment, left eye twitching.

- He turns quickly. "Stay." He commands as though you are a dog awaiting your next trick. You're going to stay near, obviously, just maybe that Cipher off to the left will somehow get finished off...

- He dashes away in the direction Kevin left.

- As you're decoding, the prospector returns around the corner.

"Hey."

"Fuck off. That was stupid and you know it."

"Yeaaah.. but got the reaction I wanted. He's a tad bit, whats the word, protective? No. Possessive. Thats the one! Like he owns you."

"If he ever got asked if he owned me he definitely would answer like that.. It's a bit much at times, maybe next time to come running up to try and save when he's clearly not going to chair me. Luckily he seems to have lost Kevin."

The last Cipher gets completed by you and Norton but just before you can run to the exit, Norton says something that irks you.

"Geez, I didn't ask for your life story.. no need to keep going on..."

Yoou dont even initially intend to do it but you're hand reaches out to slam his head against the nearest wall to temporarily stun him.

"Not so fun now is it.."

In the distance a pissed off roar can be heard from Ithaqua, who you can assume just missed hitting the now escaped Kevin and Luca.

"Now, we're gonna surrender." You tell the prospector sternly

"Why would I do tha-"

You grab his ear and stare at him, "Consider it your apology to Itha. Believe me Kevin's going to deal with far worse."

Quiet grumbles are all that are heard from the disgruntled ex-miner.

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Hope you enjoyed :) I partially forgot what I was writing halfway through but I loved writing this ♡

#x reader #fanfic #idv x reader #idv ithaqua #idv night watch #idv nightwatch #idv night watch x reader #idv nightwatch x reader #idv ithaqua x reader #ithaqua x reader #night watch x reader

[internetdruid]

Evening, ladies

#🪴 #im remaking this blog. if you havent noticed #i felt awkward making a big text post about it so im just keeping it condensed in the tags #but anyway all the tofupupper posts are over on @tofupupper as an archive #for anyone that wants it #im probably gonna be posting about animals and botany here.. bc its what i enjoy right now #i used to really enjoy tofupuppers content but things got rough during the pandemic #and i was in a bad place. and i was just constantly getting anons from people venting to me #or talking about their mental health and im just so bad at comforting and constantly seeing #people tell me they want to die and such on my fan blog for a shiba inu was just so stressful #even though i havent posted tofu content since 2021 i still got messages like that now and then. 700 messages in my askbox rn #but anyway #im better now and i hope everyone is too #and i will still be rbing donation posts at peoples request here #i just felt awkward rbing them to a blog i didnt use otherwise #so. yeah!. wildlife biology and plants now. maybe other stuff #you dont have to stick around if thats not your thing #goodbye for now

[surreal-duck]

wanted to redraw their 7th anniversary homescreen before the next anni comes along o7

#duck scribbles #midori takamine #yuzuru fushimi #enstars #only now i noticed that their little accompanying logos r the mascot doodle in midori's autograph and a pen for yuzuru bc he likes drawing #thats fecking adorable what the heck #ensemble stars #midoyuzu #yuzumido #i dont play jp so i dont actually get to see it when playing myself but. it means everything to me #also you should totally zoom in to see random details i added. or not. up to you #this is actually a cropped ver the full thing is for a new phone wallpaper for myself whkjdsjkghkjdsg #i wouldve finished this yesterday if i didnt catch an absolutely horrid fever in the middle of my studio shift!!! #but rly this is the first time in a long while ive enjoyed working on smth so much its nice to be back into the swing of things #even if its a bit slow im!!! gonna like art again i hope #man my throat hurts and everythings cold and i think my head is getting warm again oops #feeling feverish on top of shark week Really sucks dang it #oh and another thing doing this has me considering making a mdyz zine sometime #just like. for myself maybe idk but it sounds like itd be somewhat fun #i already look through their tags on three different sites this one included on a regular basis only to see the same things most of the time #so why not!!!! new passion project why the hell not #highly doubt anyone would be particularly interested in that though LOL

[girlwiththegreenhat]

i genuinely love when you can tell an older show was Not made with high quality video viewing in mind. i am watching knight rider and constantly seeing all the little mistakes they surely brushed under the rug thinking nobody would see them on their crunchy little CRTs back in the 80s, that are huge attention grabbers now in HD fullscreen on my 3 foot computer monitor

the biggest one of course is all the drivers/controllers for the (in-universe) self driving car, kitt. there's guys tucked down in the footwells who can't always stay out of the shot. there's a guy who has a Car Seat Suit to blend in and look like the drivers seat from a distance, but you can always tell when that's the method they're using for a particular shot because its so much thicker than the passenger seat next to it and the headrest is missing it's cutout section. in at least one instance he starts taking the suit off too early, on a focus shot of the damn car, so its REAL visible.

all the extremely obvious stunt drivers or performers who look nothing like the character they're supposed to be

props, such as animals, vanishing from the car interior for stunt/race sequences.

the production crew (or their shadows) being visible in the background. only at a glance, but its especially hilarious in shots where nobody else is supposed to be around

the camera panning out from a sound stage set far enough that you can actually see over the edges of the set and into the stage they were filming in. mostly this happens with their truck trailer mobile unit thing.

this one isn't a mistake but every time the car "turbo jumps" they CLEARLY hide the ramp behind another car, a prop, the environment, and its just. so charming. sometimes its blatantly on screen just for a moment. like... of Course in real life this car isn't magically leaping 20 feet, of course its a ramp, but it's still so silly and fun to be reminded of how they were doing those stunts to begin with.

also not really a mistake but related, the bracket they keep on the front of the car for stunt work.... is just left on half the time. cuz it's a pain to take on and off.

and there are more examples that are more unique that haven't cemented themselves in my head well yet, but these are the more notable or common things i see and it's really charming. if i'm not giggling to myself noticing the "seams" and flaws and so human imperfections of your show or movie what EVEN is the point. hollywood is too flashy these days i think!

#liz blogs #knight rider #kr #tv production #1980s #television #i dont even know if this is a 'older tv' thing or if its just a knight rider thing because i've seen all of classic columbo at this point #and i think i can think of... maybe one or two times you saw the edges of a sound stage room. and thats it #i dont know Why its like this i dont know how common it is for shows of the era but i love it to bits. cannot get through an episode #with somebody without pointing out the quirky little things i notice. #y'know what hollywood really can burn there is such a great backlog of media to watch #i need to gif that guy pulling off his Seat Costume in the MIDDLE of the SHOT. that was so fucking funny. my favorite blooper so far #a lot of these have to do with kitt bc he IS a prop but its extremely funny how hard they push the 'HES INDESTRUCTIBLE' thing #and every other boost landing has the car looking like its gonna snap in fucking half like a twig. got some ROUGH landings #i wanna know how many stunt kitts they went through they really beat the shit outta those cars sometimes #i think if this show were free on streaming like columbo way more people on this site would like it it is a weirdly charming little show

[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

#bakuspeech #number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u #he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up #(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out) #we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment #and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here #but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something #but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku #but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this #this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and #that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing #but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it #its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with #and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually #I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay #but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol #not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real #and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself #and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god #that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao #but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them #have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway

[kohakhearts]

theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh

#taylor.txt #im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything #i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation #and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school #like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling #like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk #it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah #tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh #when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :( #anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students #noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh

[maledistributionsystem]

thank u for posting transhet stuff, sometimes i fall down the "all men are a danger to themselves and others" rabbit hole so to speak and it makes me feel hopeless so seeing stuff of girls loving us being men and wanting us to be men is very helpful anyways your stuff rules no matter what :) have a great day bro

Thank you for contacting the Male Distribution System Bark Line. Remember: Self-made men are loved and adored. All of them. Your message is in the queue...

Hey you're absolutely welcome! I know what you mean too, there's this very loud and proud "i hate all men because theyre evil and they suck!!" mentality that has (in my opinion) a rather large presence in queer spaces and it makes existing in them as a trans man really, really exhausting. Especially when some people decide its okay to say these things to your face, as if you aren't a man. Especially when it comes from white people, since they tend not to recognize how they look saying that kind of thing to men of color.

But hey, i have a wife and she's like the coolest/strongest/lovliest person i know, and is my best friend. I promise there are literally millions of girls who love trans men and don't think we're becoming evil/violent/dangerous, and who also don't think we're hurting ourselves/making ourselves uglier.

I also know a handful of other men who have wives/fiances/girlfriends, and I wont lie and say that it was easy for them, especially since they tended to go for cishet women, but they're in long happy relationships nowadays. You can do it too. I promise dude :)

You take it easy and have a great day!

#MDS Bark Line #i'm gonna use the tags to continue a line of thought i had but didn't feel necessary to respond directly to nonny with #it really truly fucking sucks that it feels like as a trans man i have this very noticable very palpable 'decision' to make between #being seen as a man-full stop-but also being shunned from your community if you just look like some random dude bc you wanna be stealth #or accept proximity to womanhood/femininity to be given a sort of 'pass' from being assumed to be dangerous #it hurts my heart to talk to other binary trans men. you wanna know why they dont exist very much? #its because we get pushed out of spaces we technically belong in because we DONT want to be overtly readable as queer #and men get fucking tired of that and decide to make peace with cis bi/gay spaces or they decide to just not have any community connection #and thats. really fucking sad. #it shouldnt be so fucking hard to find other binary trans men who are deep in their transition. but it is. #and i feel like it really really shouldnt be. #It would really help if queer spaces would uhhhh stop demonizing men and our masculinity. :/.

[docnukes]

reminder to Not tag my posts as kin/id/me and etc, if you ignore this boundary, at this point im just blocking you. this also includes saying stuff in first person as if you are the character that i drew.

even if you do this jokingly i dont care! i am uncomfortable with this. respect it.

i reiterate, do not tag my posts as kin/id/me etc, otherwise im blocking you

#i shouldnt even have to point this out sm but i guess i do #from now on im putting “do not tag my posts as kin/id/me” in every art ill post in nice bold and red letters underneath the art #so if you really dont notice it thats just gonna be on you at that rate #my art is my own and i do not draw it for anyone else unless its my friends/people i know and commissioners!

[kaeyapilled]

. (tw heterosexuality)

#i am having the worst sexuality crisis of my life. i was so sure i was a lesbian but there is this One Guy.. #he makes me feel things. i think. but i cant categorize them #relationships w men sound.. unappealing.. if i think about it generally #like a random man? sounds weird. or maybe not. i dont know. i havent even had a first kiss lmao i dont really know stuff #but him............oh...........hes so funny and cool and nice to everyone. his hands are pretty (weird thing to notice but ok) #he explains math to me and i cant focus because he's too close. thats so MORTIFYING I THOUGHT I WAS A DYKE #but at the same time 12 year old me was having heart palpitations around my first girl crush and shit #and he hasnt made me feel anything that strong so far. so. idk. but also i was 12. so idk #well okay generally speaking women make me feel much more doing way less #there was this occasion where this girl who i always had a mild thing for but never did anything about it just came up to me #at school #and just. haha lol i had a dream about you last night ;) #i am not joking when i say i felt weak in the knees. she was smiling in a like playful way so i was gonna make a joke but i could not #because i was going to pass out from being too gay #this guy (or any other guy for that matter) doesn't seem to have the power to make me feel like that #..........am i bisexual with a female lean or whatever people say. or am i experiencinf the worst case of comphet of my life #this is awful. not because i don't wanna like men (its just sexuality idc) but because i don't want to prove my mom right #😭what if it WAS a phase #but who knows. mentioning the girl who dreamt about me kind of replaced the thoughts i was having of him for a bit there #i miss her she was nice. well sort of. but i was never involved in the drama so who cares fr. she graduated last year #anyways sorry for breaking character. tumblr user kaeyapilled is lore dropping

[wabbitears]

feddy movie

#EUAGH #SO FUN #okay im gonna ramble abouts spoilers in the tags heads up #dont read further if you havent seen the fnaf movie #bro when springbonnie showed up i was going nuts Its ITS FUCKCING WILLYYYYY #AND TEHENE THE I CANT BELIEVE THEY HAD THE FNAF 1 LIVING TOMBSTONE SONG AT THE END LIKE HOLY SHIT????? #it was a very fun movie. not a great one but boy its good food for longtime fnaf fans like me #i really liked how they handled the dead kids. got a lot of time with them as just. kids!!!!!! #the fact i didn’t recognize matpat right away was fucking with me. i knew his voice and fcukdibg face very well how did i miss him??? #it took him saying thats just a theory and my friend pointing it out for me to notice #it was the clothes im sure #i cant beleive the cupcake was so relevant #more screentime than willy #witch i mean. sad to not see much afton but hes stinky #shoutout to the scene where he gets springlocked OUHGH #also also the animatronics looked so good???? the sound effects the way they moved!!!! the practical effevts were awesome!!! #fort scene was weird not sure what thats about but its silly :] #i cant believe they referenced dream theory chicas magic rainbow and fucking sparky the dog #uhhauhhhh i think thats it yeah #look ive been following this franchise for years i cant be normal about thts movie #its a fun movie watch in theaters to be autistic with the rest of the crowd #wabbit speaks #fnaf #fnaf movie

[marklikely]

the framing of the critic character in the menu really pissed me off bc no offense but if i was paying 12k for a meal and you served me a broken emulsification id comment on it too

#man. she was engaging in good faith with the art of the meal the entire time and the movie is just like. lol isn't she sooo pretentious #isnt it so pretentious to engage with high art and try to read into the artistry of it. just eat a cheeseburger #god that movie thematically was so stupid. #avpost #i have watched enough food network to know that not breaking a sauce is like #its not easy but its a basic skill that a professional chef is expected to have. and youre charging thousands for this #within your own metaphor its like you can't get pissy when a critic notices your very rookie mistakes #that frankly you shouldn't be making at a high level of prestigious art. #also for me any art thats like 'look this critic character is so mean they just hurt the poor artists' will literally never play #if one honest negative review shuttered your small business restaurant then maybe you were bad at food. sorry #AND LIKE. ok i know plenty of art has been unfairly panned by critics who didnt really get it #but in my eyes when i see a piece of art complain abt critics it doesnt come across that way #its more like 'im a scam artist and i dont like that critics can call me out for making garbage and passing it off as art' #thats just always how it plays to my eyes and ears yknow #like it feels overly defensive and thin skinned like you just cant handle people not liking your creation. #so yeah. im always gonna like default to 'idk man maybe the critics had a point about you' #im also just in general like. i dont often agree with professional critics but im glad they exist. im pro critique. #which makes me biased lol

[cinnabeat]

im seeing people say azz would get mad at iruma for hiding that hes a human (if it DOES get revealed next chapter) and like idk i dont think he will. like azz and iruma had a whole Moment where iruma saw how nervous and uncomfortable azz was with sharing his own secret and iruma told him straight up he doesnt have to say shit if he doesnt want to just bc theyre friends bc theyre all allowed to keep stuff hidden even from the people closest to them. like he literally set himself on fire bc he was feeling So Much i dont think hes gonna get upset with iruma for hiding it

#at most i think hed be confused? #rattled? bc this is A Big Deal #iruma being a human i mean #like its more about what is azz gonna say or do if he does find out rather than him reacting to there being a secret at all #and anyways i doubt azz is gonna react negatively anyways like all that development and friendhsip and azz being So about iruma #and people really think hes gonna react negatively to this info? #id HOPE not like thats just. i dont like that its a cop out for more drama and doesnt reflect azz already established character #i would love to see azz kick kirios ass before he can finish but on second thought he looks a little Too startled #so my money is on either bachiko ameri or amaryllis #i wanna say bachiko bc there was a strange panel when kirio says therell be jo place for you #it shows sullivan all calm (?) and bachiko turning around like she noticed something and azz doing his best to break thru the barrier #so im gonna say bachiko will save the day and it has the added benefit that She Knows #also find it hard to believe amaryllis doesnt know where iruma is i feel like she followed him? bc shes a woman of her word and she promised #to protect him #anyways #i have Maby Thoughts #michi tag

[ihatebnha]

That’s their problem if they think it’s nasty, we’re in love and they need to suck it up and deal with it lmao. Thank you for the imagery beloved!

Something I think about because I’m a touch-starved weirdo who craves all kinds of affection is you and Sho just kind of… Touching noses and breathing in each other’s air? Like you’re on his lap and he’s holding you and you’re holding him and maybe someone is reassuring someone else or maybe you both just want to do it, but you just sort of… Boop and rub noses and stay like that for a bit. Is that weird? I don’t know. And then someone kisses someone’s cheek, and the other kisses the other’s forehead, and that goes on for a while and there isn’t much talking outside of little murmured sweet nothings because it’s just quiet intimacy and… Yeah <333

Oh god... yand of course you do a little bit of that every morning... you know, before you have to get up for work when you're both just barely awake but still want to get that little bit time with each other in...

But also, you have full days of this, too. Entire nights. When Todoroki is off of work and just wants to recover by spending time in your space. And the fact that he has so few... WHOLE days off where you can just do this makes it all worse. So when you can, you snuggle like this for hours at a time. In bed, on the couch,

And its sweet cuz like... as special as it is, I also feel like it's the type of thing you can do in public. Obvs sometimes you just aren't going to because there's never a moment (and it's never gonna be that long)... but other times, like when you're waiting for the subway together, or for your friends to show up, even just standing in line somewhere... it's so easy to just put your faces together and not even kiss just. Be close.

Anon, just... wah. Not weird at all :(((

#Todoroki #thank YOU for this actually tbh #and tbh its couples goals if i do say so myself #kinda funny cuz he definitely gets addicted to it a little bit #ur playing on ur phone and he's just leaning right into ur face #u hardly notice probably but someones like 'yn.... did he just fall asleep on u? is he okay?' #and ur like 'oh yeah thats totally normal' #gets really needy if u dont let him too LOL and tries to bully u into it (like but getting real close anyway) #and even when ur fighting. which is like never prob. he's doing it to talk to u too #JSDJKADLFJKANDSJK god this is gonna make me go insane anon #ur mind is so ginormous for this god bless and thank u #ask #anon #caitie things #anon thoughts #queue

[dangaer]

i know a lot of people get mad at it but tbh shin really looks out for the heroine in spade and diamond route.

#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc. #I SAID. WHAT I SAID. #people absolutely despise him in ikk.i's route which is honestly fair if thats how you feel im never gonna be like HOW DARE YOU #but the reality is is that while shins words are very cruel in certain parts ( cannot deny that and he should apologise for them ) #at the same time. ik.ki was currently flirting with other women openly and not just “for work” and then he was also lumped in to having an #extra shift because a girl couldnt come into work as she was rejected by him. i would be mad too ... #but also like. at near the end of the route he makes a point to actively help them out which is his way of showing his support for them #like ... as a friend the way he looks out for the heroine is rlly remarkable. #its the same with diamond world bc for context. shin has done A LOT to help the heroine and her love for toma for this route #shins been papparazi #probs had to go round his face and find out random facts #he's always round toma's it just happens #but like. he actively gets involved when he starts to notice things aren't right and tom.a's getting restrictive #like he actively takes that role to help the heroine out. as a friend thats a really incredible thing to do #and SEE HAPPEN #it gives a good message despite the countless bad ones that surround it. #shin ONLY gets concerned when things dont feel right for him. and he backs off when hes proven wrong. hes genuinely got a soft heart ... #I PROMISE. #anyway. ull never guess whos character page ive done today--- FGSGFDGS i got lost in playthrough vids bc i forgot some of the events in #joker world so may have to revise that part #but we will see #i forgot how difficult bios are im ngl people who do them all in like a week are incredible mine are taking me literally 4+ hours and they #dont even look like 4 hours of work. gonna do my pages a lil diff tomorrow to see if that helps and then go from there somehow #TBD. #im emotional its 2:30am and im emotional about shin again 2022 is coming back to me

[spartalabouche]

i feel like every time ive seen a youtuber guy do a ‘girlfriend does my makeup’ video they always have an ‘allergic reaction’ to the makeup afterwards and im not saying the reaction is fake im just saying that i think maybe its an affect of having 10 pounds of paste put on their face and in their eyes for the first time in their lives. they always use foundation and concealer and highlighter and everything you would use for a full face of makeup and obviously thats the point of the video but did anyone really ever start out with doing that much makeup all at once i know nobody came out of the pussy knowing how to contour. im just saying i dont think your five billion makeup products are actually hydrating and promoting skin health i think your body has just adjusted to this foreign sludge being put on your face every single day

#txt #gekkering #this post was brought to you by the id rather die than use foundation gang #‘there are some really lightweight foundations that you dont even notice when theyre on your face❤️’ not true i can feel it and so can #the acne its gonna cause #and even things like eyeliner obviously thats gonna irritate your eyes. and mascara. and eyeshadow. you are touching your eyes so much #no shit its gonna make your eyes red #this isnt like some kind of serious topic it just drives me nuts becauze its like it is not ‘normal’ to put all of this on your face 24/7 #which to be clear im not inherently anti makeup like i am in the sense of covering imperfections or else you die #but i love eyeliner in the way of making fun shapes and fun colours and stuff #but i think concealer is evil in any context i think concealer should be illegal

[chewwytwee]

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#okay yeah this is gonna be a litle bit of a venttttt #so like... idk I'm always just kinda upset and dissapointed at least a little bit that i did piano and not art #like its honestly petty as fuck but like #idk I didnt dislike drawing #but like I wasnt all that good at it and thats fine #but it was just super frustrating seeing my art which objectively wasnt all that good #get way more publicity as some silly hobby I had than my music which is like the most important thing to me #its just frustrating #like I'm way better at piano i put way more time into it #and im fucking PRETTY GOOD AT IT #like im FUCKING NOT THE WORST AT PIANO #if anything i'm WAY more fucking competent at it than I probably will ever be with any kind of visual arts #and thats FINE but its just the fact that like #the observable facts are just that there are more people out there who care about furry art than classical music #and its dumb but its frustrating just kinda knowing that the things that i really care about are always kinda gonna be second fiddle #im in furry circles and obv in those circles its just like #you dont get social cred or get noticed or get notes or likes or any kind of validation #unless youre making a really narrow kind of art and that DOES include music and writing #sure there are some super tiny ass niches for it but like its a niche #idk I just wish that people noticed classical music in the way they noticed my art #and its saddening knowing the kinda harsh reality is that just isnt really gonna happen