#so many characters so little progress

[lizzibennet]

watched nate shelley sitting on top of his desk swinging his feet while staring at his team board. serotonin immediately up +1000000 skin clear crops blossoming grades up global warming over turtles happy birds chirping wars over. sorry to those who cannot share in the feeling

#the more the show progresses the more i fall in love with him!! #he’s my little guy i’m with him to the end ya hear #also. i don’t think i’ve ever watched a show where i wholeheartedly adore so many of the characters #truly An Ensemble #so many thoughts so little season left 🥲🥲🥲 #ted lasso #spoilers #not really but just to be safe #nathan shelley

[acoraxia]

I think people misunderstood my macaque post

Ah well you win some you lose some

#people saying ‘the sun cant exist without the moon’ #yes it can? #it just wouldnt shine #we wouldnt see it #thats why macaque is flawed from the start - you have him DEPEND on the sun to make any progress #with his character #moon and sun symbolisms are great but when you take it away #sun wukong is still SUN WUKONG but macaque is nobody without wukong and thats saying smthing #and i can give you so many examples of characters who have stories without relying on their childhood best friends #like jinx from arcane or marceline from adventure time #sometimes you can make it work if the story is about both of them #but the story has ALWAYS been about wukong never macaque #even macaque’s dialogue and actions and drives are all connected to wukong #and thats a little sad ngl #comeback kid #think pan

[cupcakesmoothie]

Sometimes I wanna draw and then I realise I can't draw

Anyway. WIP! I feel like this'll be fun if I keep going but I have a tendency to lose all motivation if I leave it so I usually do things in one shot. However, I need to go to bed.

I feel like this is a lot of research that people will never see unless they themselves are Mexican but one of the reasons I make/draw things like this is so people feel seen. I looked over a couple things for this, quite fun! This is supposed to be a chiapaneca dress, but I am not used to this more "realistic" style so the dress actually needs to spread out more. It's so pretty though! Will either be very fun or very torturous to colour

This is Paloma! I haven't started on her wings and at this point I'm not sure how to add them in. She's Mexican and was a fashion designer. I'm using that as an excuse to continue putting eyeliner on Alexis, who she is friends (?) with. She's older than him.

I have seen somewhere that Spanish Spanish and Mexican Spanish are slightly different, the two should still be able to communicate. I don't know what you call a "big sister/miss" in Spanish, or if that's even something you do. I guess Senorita would be it? I'm trying to convey that Alexis is showing respect to her though, so that feels like it's not it.

I'm debating between wing styles also. I think colourful wings (Like a parrot) would be pretty, and not as common as dove wings (Which are her namesake). Also it was while I was looking those up that I found out the Mexican flag has an eagle on it! The golden eagle wings sound pretty interesting, if a little bit drab, but having her be tied to the national bird would be fun I think. And lastly, wood pigeon wings, which are also her namesake, only in Latin.

#If any Mexicans stumble across this and don't mind sharing things about your culture feel free to dm me or send an ask #I have many questions. #I prefer to have someone to directly ask since looking stuff up on Google can be a little bit. You know #Have to scroll down so far to find the wiki article now #Honestly anyone can just dm me about this #Learning about cultures is fun and having accurate representation is awesome #If you are Spanish please please please give me outfit ideas #Alexis is probably my favourite boy and I still don't got an outfit for him #I wanna dress him up like a Genshin character. #Say what you will about Genshin and representation (Not good) but #I really love seeing those posts where they can point out exactly what the character is wearing and the history behind it #Like I wanna make something like that!!! #sweetmountainseeds #plagues blessings and journeys #my art #wip #work in progress #mexican

[khufiya-khaufnak-antariksh]

So earlier today I introduced some of my WIPs to some new people, and I realised that many people might not be familiar with those two WIPs.

Kriya Petri: fantasy (with body horror & dystopian elements). Setting: A country called Fillor on a planet called Thuluke. In Fillor, to bind yourself to the one you love, you require a trinamate potion to seal the bond. 'Trinamate' is marriage (though that is a rather crude translation of the word). But to get a trinamate potion legally, the couple needs to be… acceptable. A man and a woman who plan to have at least one child. Yes, it's been 1000 years since the global apocalypse, but 'sufficient reproduction' is still a concern among the Filore people (plus it's a moral virtue for the Divine Monarchy, who reside on the cloudlands, with an iron grip on the institutes of Fillor). A potioneer wants to elope with their lover, but the pair is, let's just say, not acceptable. So what are they to do? The potioneer brews a trinamate potion on their own, finding the closely guarded methods & ingredients for the potion through who-knows-who, bunch of shady people. The potion explodes. The potioneer knows the punishment for something like this. They'll be condemned to Kaewoe (so will their lover, if anyone finds out), a realm so deep below the ground that it's close to the core of the planet. Kaewoe, where the mind & body are destroyed by the horribly high concentration of magic. Kaewoe, the names & lives & loves of all who enter it, all slowly turned to unknowledge. Good thing stealing identities is absurdly easy in Fillor! The potioneer wipes all memory of their crimes & love (or else the Thought magicians would know), flees to the city of Naebo. Their name is now Kriya Petri,

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Welcome To The Real World: scifi, fantasy, surrealism, horror, tragedy

This one's in very early stages Inspired by Frankenstein Setting: The Great South Asian Rip in Reality, where physics (time & space both) is just completely twisted. The year is sometime in the 2070s. Sometimes it's the 2040s outside the Rip. Depends when/where you step out. Moh-maya, reality's very fabric & everything that keeps up the illusions that comprise reality, are very malleable in here. Main character: Kabir aka Moksh. A closeted Indian trans man who lives a double life, perhaps even a triple life. One in which he's a cis woman & a regular bright STEM student (STEM studies also include study of moh-maya). Another in which he's just some guy with good friends (the most authentic of his lives), where he goes by the name Kabir & uses moh-maya to present as his true self. If only temporarily. (it's painful, mentally & physically, whenever he has to revert to the female form). The third is some mad scientist bullshit, he's going by the name of Moksh among his fellow mad scientists & his main project is a moh-maya Frankenstein's monster that others can share their consciousness with, such that they can experience shape-shifting more easily & go where they physically aren't, do things they physically can't. Let's simply call it the 'entity'. Due to many reasons, creating this entity is pretty illegal. Hence the new name & collaboration with fellow shady people. the plot, put shortly: he starts doing vigilante justice w/the entity & then goes far & gets more & more consumed w/work & things go verrrrrrryyyyyy wrong despite starting with (dubious but) good intentions.

in this second one i neglected to mention the fact that you, as the reader, get front row tickets to the main character's spiral into madness & justifying murders thru the entity + the entity is a whole person & has opinions + a whole lot of other stuff, I DID mention that this WIP is in very early stages but holy fuck i could go on & on about it (just not in a way that can be packaged in a structured & sensible introduction)

#i have re-written the introduction to kriya petri so many times because it's hard to know WHAT parts i should talk about first #and this introduction still isn't concise. currently i'm not really in the phase where nailing the introduction is super important but #it's still at least a LITTLE BIT important. but i never seem to get it right. i think this one IS an improvement over my other #introductions to this wip because it gets the MAIN FOCUSES across (and even without talking about the other major characters it at least #touches upon the issues kriya has which will be common with the other characters. so it works). #still not entirely satisfied BUT this is my 'baby' wip cuz i started it when i was 14 and it's grown so much in the past 4 years #and honestly i should probably just read a bunch of scifi (finish octavia butler's series lilith's brood maybe since i finished the last #book recently) because before i wrote this intro. THAT was what made some of the worldbuilding aspects 'click'. #i really need to make the amphibious nature of the thuluken humans play more of a part in their culture as well! #i just realised that so many aspects of this world have been DISCONNECTED! they need to be woven together! #it's midnight and i'm sleepy. why am i sleepy i could be working on this (or on my college assignments [it's okay i've got a lot of time #for them & am making progress on them at a steady rate])

[monimoonn]

PLS he’s so adorable I love him

#the forbidden marriage #he’s just a sad little guy #his acting in this tho is devastating for many reasons #I don’t think i have liked two characters so much so quickly since business proposal #but they’re both so cute I can’t wait to see how the story progresses

[natsmagi]

hi again

#thinking abt deleting the prev rambling i did in the tags #bc i think i got a lil heated and i also feel my point may get misconstrued #the point i was making is i feel like people are coming at the current state of switch from very biased perspectives #and lacking in nuance of said characters aswell as the current state of all other units #a Lot of the !!-era stories have sucked and rehashed old conflicts between charas that had been resolved in !-era #and all in all its just been. Weird. for everyone #but i didnt like seeing people ignore the progress switch have made #which can even be evident in current stories #the charas have also changed since !-era and that shift should be acknowledged when discussing them in current day which i felt it wasnt #in a sense all of them are outcasts. the current state of switch is a very complicated one #i dont wanna talk about this too much #ive just been sad about the way the switch community has formed i guess #i remember when there werent many eng speaking switchPs #its the reason i even started posting about them so much to begin with #i wanted to share my love for them with people who loved them too #but whenever i check twitter its just so much needless discourse........ esp at the expense of tsumugi ?? #or just ntmg in general. its a weird shift that has happened and i know its to be expected but i cant help but feel a little sad #seeing these perceptions of the characters i love deeply be created and skewed in real time #i know i should just ignore it #and i have been for a while #but when nearly every single switch account is talking about the same stuff? i get tired #i dont know #this is very rambly #i was struggling to fall asleep which is why im typing this #this is very venty and i apologize #but yea. i dont know #nat rambles

[j-esbian]

see the problem with all of the puzzles in bg3 is like. sometimes the player (me) is stupid. and at least in a real dnd game you might get the dm to take pity on you

#the number of ‘’walkthroughs’’ that i’ve found that don’t actually. help #they tell you the map coordinates or whatever. what about if i cannot physically find what you’re talking about AT THOSE COORDINATES #or cannot figure out how to get to those coordinates (like when i spent three days trying to find karlach) #i’m in hell. actually still having a very hard time getting invested and like. not rly enjoying this game lmao #I AM PLAYING ON EXPLORER MODE AND SOMEONE GOES DOWN IN ALMOST EVERY COMBAT #also just. open world syndrome a little bit #too many quests that apparently i can’t actually move forward in yet. and too much open space #making me feel like. i need to go explore and grind when i just want to finish the quests i already have good lord #idrc about exploring every corner of the map. at this point??? #tried going into the mountain pass and it was like ‘hey you’re really low level. reconsider <3’ and im like #literally WHAT is there to do for me here #(it wanted me to go to the underdark. which i figured would progress the story so i was trying to find lae’zel’s crèche while we’re here??) #also on a non gameplay note #inSANE that all of the questlog items for daughter of darkness list her and i having interactions that We Did Not #got to act 2 and she’s like ‘hey i worship shar btw. this is supposed to be a reveal’ but like. the quest log told me that immediately?? #was i not supposed to read that?? she never told me that she wanted to join the justiciars. i never gave her the idol. #but it said all of those happened??? #maybe i’m biased bc my first save was trying to play as her but it REALLY feels like they’re pushing her to be the main character #like. kinda sucks how she’s the only companion you can check in with and say ‘how do you think we’re doing’ #and these fucking controls #why are the items hit boxes so weird. my cursor is a centimeter away and yet it still highlights something #the label isn’t actually next to the thing it’s describing so holding the alt key does nothing to show me where it is #god forbid you try to point at something through an open door #the fucking. camera angles. impossible to see what i’m doing or where i’m going because the trees and walls and shit keep getting in the way #straight up not having a good time #but this was a lot of money and i’ve heard it picks up #when tho #also the fact that i rly like wyll and he’s got like. nothing. id heard he has less content than other origins but #didn’t realize it was to a noticeable extent #maybe it’ll pick up and give him more to talk about once i save his dad. please god

[cowboy-robooty]

physically holding back my rage when i go get my weekly uchuujin no kakushigoto update and see people bitchin and moaning about it. I WANT TO HURT YOU AND IM NOT FUCKING AROUND. YOU SHOULD HAVE BEAR MACE SPRAYED IN YOUR EYES SINCE YOU OBVIOUSLY HAVE NO FUCKING APPRECIATION FOR GOOD LITERATURE. S2G SHUT YOUR DUMBASS UP BEFORE I GO AHEAD AND SLICE OFF ALL YOUR FINGER TIPS TOO AND PUT YOUR TONGUE IN A BAG CORPSE PARTY STYLE CUZ YOUR OPINIONS ARE ACTIVELY MAKING SOCIETY WORSE.

#i will make a review for uchuujin no kakushigoto later... bc rn i want to see more how the story plays out to see if it gets even better or #if it falls from grace #rn tho im so hooked like every week i need my update its what i look forward to ngl #the manga is soooo good i adore it from the artstyle to the characters to the romance to the message #i love the pyschological aspects so far and think its been interweved nicely if not a little too in your face but its being done p well #i cant wait to see how the author handles the main theme rn of exploring the selfishness in helping people #so many people keep saying its 'so weird' and 'keeps getting more fucked up with each chapter' #AND I DONT GET IT #ITS NOT WEIRD IMO ITS NOT A BIZARRE STORY #ITS A GOOD STORY AND I THINK EVERYTHING MAKES PERFECT SENSE LIKE TBH #IM SURPRISED WE HAVENT SEEN AN ALIEN ROMANCE STORY LIKE THIS YET #THIS IS AN UNTAPPED MARKET THATS LIKE UH DUHH!! WHY DIDNT I THINK OF DOINF THAT FIRST?!? #IDK LIKE I DONT THINK ITS WEIRD I THINK THE AUTHOR IS MAKING VERY NORMAL DECISIONS TO PROGRESS THE STORY #you wanna read weird go read fuckin #KAMI NO KODOMO #I HAD TO FIGHT FOR MY LIFE ON BAKAMANGA TO FIND THIS AGAIN #i should write a review for it. its interesting #not really a fan cuz it just doesnt hit for me but its interesting and unique

[icewindandboringhorror]

Daily Log 3

Trying out (probably just temporarily) making short daily-ish notes about things, in an attempt to see if it helps me be more reflective or productive lol.

Activities: Not too much, stomach kind of upset today and my chest muscle aches/shoulders/etc. are still too irritated for like typing a lot or anything.. grr... At least it was less hot than yesterday, still not feeling great symptoms wise though.

Worked on painting the tapestry thing and getting more of the basic design down. Still don't have the Avirrekava text fully translated.

Recorded another sims episode for the let's play series on my games/side youtube channel because I just realized that I definitely won't be able to in the summer since it gets so hot in my apartment that my computer runs hotter too and I can't even play games lol, so I should get a few recordings out of the way as a backlog before it gets warm. I'm always so caught in the bliss of winter (favorite season, best season, ultimate season) that summer kind of sneaks up on me and I have a moment of realization like "OH gOds I only have like one month to get a bunch of things done that are way harder for me to do in the heat!!'' , and then scramble lol..

Wrote down a script for calling a few doctors.

Thought more about the religions and other cultural systems that exist in certain elven cities in the south, where the story I mentioned in the first Daily Log takes place. Drew the basic sketch of an outfit for one of their primary religious figures (kind of like priest robes?).

Put together a load of clothes but didn't actually wash them because by that point I didn't feel good, but at least I have them out for tomorrow lol.. hashtag ultimate productivity win

Notable sights: Found 19 four leaf clovers and 1 six leaf clover that's actually kind of a double clover? Like there's a clear spot on the stem where it's two 3 leaf clovers not entirely all the way merged. Saw 4 cats in windows, one cat actually outside roaming, and a rabbit in a tennis field. There was also a pile of rocks outside that was very nice, resisted the urge to pick one up and take it home for my rock collection. Watching a show about tudor monastery farms and there was a sheep on there that looked round and funny.

Goals moving forward: Same as yesterday basically lol.. especially post the poll adventure thing that has been sitting in a draft for weeks (I thought I would get it done today, but alas.. I don't even have to do much, just proofread and post it, I just keep having no energy/being preoccupied with other things/hurts to be on computer.. grrr.. I want to continue the story >:T.. for the second day in a row, nothing has changed lol..).

Notable foods: Not much of interest, but had salmon, my favorite fish. Also had a chia seed fruit snack sort of thing which was in a squeezy pouch, and I love anything in that sort of packaging so, very fun.

Really craving spicy udon, chicken wings for some reason (which I don't even like that much), and something like lasagna?? I'm probably vitamin deficient again from my weird diet and it's making me yearn for hearty savory foods.. evil... chronic anemia cravings lol..

#just posting these publicly since it feels more like I'm doing something or easier to hold yourself accountable if you make public #declarations of goals and progress or etc. .. perhaps.. for now.. #It's clover finding season apparently #so many good patches of clovers with lots of mutuation in them. Most of the 19 I found today were right next to each other spread among jus #t a few groupings of clovers. I think it runs genetically or something - so if you find one you're much more likely to find another #somewhere closeby. Or at least this is what I have found as someone who has like 150+ special clovers collected #I also really need to bleach my hair again before the summer but that's such a process... #I'll probably have to bleach it two more times to even get it light enough to dye it so. It's just like.. I wish I could have it done #all at once. I think anything that has to be done over multiple days makes me able to put it off more in my mind. #Actually just so so so so many things to do and it always feels like no time to do them..... AUghhhhhGG *collapses to my knees #in the rain like a dramatic character in a movie. wisps of rain soaked hair cloaking my face as my fancy velvet cape billows #in the stormwinds behind me. after a few moments you realize I'm also eating a little square of cheese whilst I sob #but am trying to hide it behind the hair that is flopped in my face and fumbling bc my evil vampire claws are too long* #ANYWAY #daily log

[orcelito]

Ok though its actually kinda nice to see some of my earliest rps... 15 year old me just having fun 🥺🥺🥺

Might go digging more later. Don't rly feel like getting That into it tonight lol

#speculation nation #the funny thing is that back in 2013 u could still edit people's posts #which with rp i used that to delete old responses so that the posts wouldnt get too long #for the purposes of rp this worked WONDERFULLY so the threads wouldnt get too long on dashboards #but it's also kinda insane to remember that we could just... do that. change posts. fuckin wild Genuinely. #but ahhhh baby me's early writing... so nostalgic #i had 3 characters in this roleplay group. had a lot of fun for the time that i was there #since then tho i havent done any roleplay blogs on tumblr. only ever done one on one roleplays with a select few people #and dnd lol. which counts for the roleplaying aspect. #but for the Writing experience. rp was very definitely a huge thing for the development of my writing. #feeling a little bit emotional almost thinking about the many many words ive written in my life to get to my current skill #ten years ago i was 15 and just messing around with some characters i enjoyed #and now here i am with 663k words uploaded to ao3 and thousands of kudos across all my works #kinda makes me emotional. ive come a good ways since then. #and i have MORE PROGRESS TO GO 💪💪💪💪 i will keep at it. bc at the end of the day i just really love writing.

[despairforme]

Ok so what if he had a female best friend who was like, exactly like him, or a trans dude bestie who was like "being a woman? Nah fam"

❝ Actually, most 'a my friends are women. ❞ Which was SHOCKING, considering how he treated women. He really couldn't understand why the fuck he had so many female friends. Why did they put up with his shit? It was a mystery. He thought that maybe they thought they could "fix" him. Like some cliche movie plot, where he was the bad boy who just needed to be "understood". Hah. AS IF. Mah, he supposed he did act civil with them ( as long as they didn't do anything that annoyed him ). His relationships with them was mostly built on them giving him food or whatever. He didn't need to put in any effort, so he sure as shit wasn't going to complain. But he really didn't understand why they wanted to be his friends.

❝ But I ain't got no best friend, 'n there ain't no way a woman would be exactly like me. ❞ This suggestion was extremely insulting to him. Yeah, sure, he'd like a best friend, but if she was a woman, she would be NOTHING like him. His personality was built around traits that a woman couldn't have. A woman couldn't be strong, for example. ( she could be strong around other women, but not in comparison to a man ). He had no feminine qualities about him. Yeah, sure, a woman could be masculine, but that wouldn't make Nnoitra want to be her friend. It would put him off from being interested in her, actually. If she was going to act like a guy, he might as well have a dude friend, right? The whole point of having a female friend was that they were kind, caring, gentle, attentive... Everything he was NOT.

Would he get along with a guy who was just like himself? Probably not. Nnoitra was fully aware that he had a bad personality. Yeah, his best friend would have to share some of his traits, but not all of them. If Nnoitra met someone who was "just like himself", he'd want to beat the shit out of that person for being an asshole.

❝ A trans dude? Ya mean a woman who thinks she's a guy? I don't mind bein' friends, 's long as she don't make me call her a dude. ❞ He'd never met a trans guy, or at least he didn't think so? Some of them really did look like men when you first looked at them. He highly doubted a person like that would WANT to be his friend, and definitely not his best friend. Trans people didn't like it when you didn't obey them and call them what they wanted. Nnoitra was not good when it came to following orders.

#[ goooooooood ask anon !! ] #[ he had many thoughts about the subject! ] #[ and... his misogyny and transphobia is showing BIG TIME ] #[ he actually got a little educated in his canon verse WHICH WAS NICE ] #[ so he made progress there ] #[ but main verse........... it's bad ] #[ nnoitra please educate yourself ] #[ thank you for sending anon! ] #despair for me. ╱ in character. #talking shit. ╱ answers. #burn the city. ╱ main verse. #misogyny // #transphobia //

[perenlop]

SM48

#GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #i think its one of my fave sm eps sheerly just because that ending is so fucking impactful #most of the episode is about a sleepover where all of the gang is just relaxing and playing games and having nice little slice of life momen #moments #and thats fantastic not just because its really nice but because WOW its needed from whats about to come next #lillies healing progress has been highlighted by so many characters and in this epidode lusamine even wants to see how she and snowball inte #interact cause shes curious about it. lillie just casually interacts with and plays with others and even wants to battle in this episode #shes not totally there yet. she freaks out when nebby touches her. but its still progress. shes even the one who named nebby #and she comes close to wanting to reconcile and communicate her feelings with her mom #and then all of that gets ripped away in a single second when shes nearly attacked by silvally who’s associated with her trauma #she relapses hard and now she freaks out over snowball interacting with her and AUGHHHHHHHH #it hits like a goddamn truck to me augh. cause i kinda relate her to her a bit more on rewatch #cause she reminds me of my issues with bigger dogs…. #anyways uhhhh yeah this is where i stopped watching cause i couldnt watch the next ep without crying #echoed voice #sm lb

[silverselfshippingchaos]

goodness I love him so much

#wow. today was wild. i made more progress on the game and he showed up a LOT #he did some horrible things. beat some people up. kidnapped a child. suggested he cut the child's finger off and mail it to her grandpa. #but... 😳. im so in love with him. he's such an asshole but wow... wow. he's so funny and handsome.. and so strong... and his voice gives me #so many butterflies!!! to think that i once hated this man... funny how fast things change huh? #also. another character called him “the meanest son of a bitch i know” (direct quote) #HE'S SO RIGHT. BUT.. HE'S MY MEAN SON OF A BITCH #he totally owned it too ajsjajsj he KNOWS he's horrible!!!! but also.. he cares a lot about his Blade... too bad she didnt last for long LOL #ash tries her best to comfort him during that time. she had grown to care so much for the man she considered her biggest rival in the world. #she also falls in love with him- ahem- and um... if i may be a little self-indulgent........ a.khos falls for ash too. #AHEM SNDHWIRYWBRBW #it's the enemies to lovers ship of the century!!!! #(i never said this but... he can get really cuddly when he's sleepy. it's the cutest thing in the world honestly) #and... you know how he's a theater kid and always talks about the script and shit? well uh... after their first kiss ash just chuckles #'that wasnt on the script right?' #of course he says no. falling for ash wasnt on the script but... for once he doesnt mind going off script #ash just shyly smiles. 'youre really good at improv then.' #OH ALSO #AHSJWHDJQHDJ #a.khos also likes to call ash his 'leading lady' #GAAAAHHH I HATE HIM (lying) ive fallen so hard for him. he's all i can think about. my heart is his. i am so sorry to all my discord friends #because i never shut the hell up about him #ash rambles 💚 #i love him!!!! i know he's an asshole but i love him for that too!!

[cerealmonster15]

ummmm. wip wed…… I don’t have actual writing but I did start making a buncha bullet points for more ideas for the kalisil jamiazu fic…. And I have decided one thing lol - since I have masquerade event on the brain… if I get around to writing this fic I’m keeping the timeline vague HOWEVER it would take place sometime after masquerade bc I want that event to be when jamiazu had gotten together in backstory bc they #danced together in the little rythm minigame (and the duo THE DUO ATTACK-)

#idk how I’m gonna bring it up but I’m sure I can Make It Relevant for a second LOL #unrelated to this fic I was haunted by cater/Leona yesterday and #wrote ideas down for a very short fic lol #and it involved ruggie Percieving #and I was like damn it ruggie I’m sorry I keep using you for comedic energy and Catching Couples Next To Each Other #listen ruggie like all twst characters has a lot that could be explored #but I can only explore so many characters… other writers I trust u with him #he fills silly little guy role in my stories #for now #me when I don’t know how to progress a scene: what if ruggie was there. #THERE ARE OTHER CHARACTERS!!!!! idk I just like ruggie he’s fun LOL #but also he’s literally the only character that would make sense in this context for leocay….. #but if I write that I’m gonna have to like. hype myself up to post it LOL #when the idea came into my mind I was like I CANT PUT IT ON TUMBLR IT HAS TO BE STEALTH AO3 #and like. it literally isn’t different from my other fics I’m just easily embarrased LOL #this was about the silverkalim Jamilazul fic. I got distracted. #anyway. struggling on the actual silver/Kalim half of the idea so we’ll see if I ever write LOL #it would take a Lot of planning and I’m not used to that #but also!!! I should let myself be as loose as I want. it’s for fun. it’s to try new thing. playing in the mud. who give a shit !!!!

[fantasy-costco]

Adhd meds will have you monologuing to thin air I stg

#Spent the thirty minute drive to campus explaining the progression of a characters narrative symbolism in the story I'm working on #(as in the initial version of the character through to the version I'm working with now and how a particular motif ties into each version) #Adhd meds gives you many thoughts head full disease and talking out loud helps me sort my thoughts #So talking out loud to an empty car is what I shall do ig #Had a little breakthrough though so 👍 monologuing helps #Call me fucking hamlet over here

[gailynovelry]

Yeah the characters in Heralds of Rhimn have officially decided that the wlw romance subplot should develop into a wlwlnb sideplot.

#too many things line up for it not to progress that way honestly #Gildhe/Crislie have chemistry + Gildhe has clear interest + what holds Crislie back is “but Vae” + Navaeli is from a polyam culture anyway #it takes Crislie a little longer than Gildhe to go “oh. i really like this person.” & it’s also a little because Initial Meparik Bias #love Meparik as a character #*pats his head* this kid can fit so many grudges in him #and at least half of them are quite justified