#something about this song heals me

[wakandas-vibranium]

#something about this song heals me #I can’t explain it #💜🤍 #missing Chadwick 🥺 #alone burna boy #black panther #Spotify #audio #music #black panther: wakanda forever

[mother-of-houseplants-2]

father // the front bottoms

#hi yes i'm back on my bullshit #ami weaves a web #yes i know I KNOW this is the second post i've made featuring front bottoms lyrics but HEAR ME OUT... #it is SUCH a fiona coded song i can't help it #something about the specific type of feminine rage that only an eldest daughter can have for her father #tw abuse #fiona should've murdered him tbh #fuck frank all my homies hate frank #this is one of my favorite songs i love screaming I HAVE THIS DREAM WHERE I AM HITTING MY DAD WITH A BASEBALL BAT it is so healing #highly recommend

[eskawrites]

okay who’s gonna take one for the team and write a super soft ptsd/recovery ronance fic with the title ‘if you wanted you could do no harm’

#is it gonna be me #ronance #can you tell it's been on repeat all morning #the thing about maya hawke's music is that i'll be vibing to the song as a whole right #and then out of nowhere one specific line will sucker punch me and ruin my entire life #and it's great #ANYWAY do you see the vision??? #idk i can't fully put into words what i'm thinking but i'm THINKING #like #something-something post-canon they've won and they're still so angry #(nancy is so so angry) #something like the closure nancy fights so hard for in s2 but on a much bigger scale #looking at all the terrible things the government has done and how none of this would've happened #she never would've lost ANYTHING #if it wasn't for their actions or inactions #something-something a la katniss at the end of the hunger games choosing peeta over gale bc she chooses peace over war #healing over anger #bc there will always be someone to fight and something to fight for #but how long can you really stay in battle? #at some point the something you're fighting for has to be yourself #at some point the strongest thing you can do is choose to heal #SOMETHING-SOMETHING KERREK IN CRITICAL ROLE C1 #a hammer to fight vs a hammer to build #do you SEE the VISION

[partiallithopseffect]

you know

#tmg #the mountain goats #raja vocative #love hymn to aphrodite #like… two songs about healing in the wake of something hurtful #and feeling somehow guilty for your own healing #to me. I know aphrodite is very open to interpretation #certified tara posting

[pilotduty]

been clawing at the walls of my enclosure over the lyricism in destroya vs the lyricism in millions

#something about healing changing discovering love #im sure people have been going nuts over this since 2014 or whatever but ive only just realized a few weeks ago #i do not particularly like this drawing but i do not have the words to express the way these songs make me feel so woe gerard art be upon y #gerard way #mcr art #mcr #my stuff #my chemical romance #i will never not draw gee with lil edgy cross pupils i think they'd find it silly

[gaytedlasso]

personal but good stuff in the tags cuz I just realized something and feel proud of myself

#being in the ted lasso fandom is very healing btw #because for a while I couldn't watch the show #cuz it was the last show I watched with my mom #we were rewatching s2 when she passed #so. yeah. #as someone who has an entire playlist of song triggers #and loooong list of movies and shows I can't watch #cuz they make me way too emotional and remind me of her #this is a huge step #and it makes me happy to enjoy something so thoroughly #even if at times I think about her

[leos-regression-cove]

I think it says a lot about me as a person now that that the easiest way to make me cry as a child (and still now. I didn't think I'd tear up while writing this lmao) was to imply that the majesties and wonders of childhood and imagination are all a dream that inevitably leaves us as we get older that we can only regain in death and that the vivid inner worlds and personalities we give our toys in our early years either feel abandoned, vengeful, or die entirely as we age.

#i would literally have to leave the room for some movies or skip the endings of others because I found them so upsetting #a quick list of properties this post is about: #frosty the snowman‚ the polar express‚ the Carebears movie: the next generation‚ the velveteen rabbit‚ peter pan #the third tinkerbell movie‚ winnie the pooh‚ toy story 3‚ narnia‚ the wizard of oz (books)‚ the miraculous journey of edward tulane #and the songs goodbye yellow brick road‚ hey there delilah‚ and rainbow connection (by my own 9 year old interpretation) #The idea that adults can't access magic and it is something you HAVE to grow out of and this mystification of childhood upset me so much #I'm so glad I can put it into words now that I'm older #there are also probably many other properties that fit this description btw #like the brave little toaster and the raggedy anne musical I think #but after being traumatized by the velveteen rabbit I purposefully avoided most movies about toys #there are a lot of christmas shorts I also skip for that purpose #so anyway I'm putting it down this low for a reason #but I was reminded of this because now I'm using these same tattered toy and attatchment motifs in my own writing #but subverting that original meaning by sewing the toys back together so it becomes about repair and healing AS WELL AS the horrors of time #but also how such things can bring magic to people of all ages #and how love and comfort can still be provided by these inner worlds so many years later #the world is filled with beauty and wonder at any age and turning to cynicism and rejecting that reality is NOT what 'growing up' is about

[edmundpevensiesqueen]

If the Wiggles - the original Wiggles, Greg, Murray, Anthony, and Jeff - went on tour right now, I would go despite being 22 years old and I feel like I’m not the only adult who would

#like sometimes I’ll just listen to wiggles songs #something about Greg’s voice is very soothing to me #probably because my mom would play the wiggles cassette tapes in the car to make us go to sleep #the wiggles #healing my inner child #edmundpevensiesqueen

[asteralien]

hurt my own goddamn feelings going in the alabama state poll tags but also made myself angry. yall motherfuckers are the reason why, when i listened to weird al's "complicated" parody in middle school, i immediately felt like i was doing something wrong or was something wrong because i was really close, best friends, with my cousin. a long ass time before i figured out i was queer, i felt dirty and dangerous and morally suspicious because of who i loved and where i came from because people still think Hurr Durr Incest State Sweet Home Alabama Stupid Redneck Cousin Kissers is a funny joke and not at all demeaning, classist, just plain mean, and very potentially damaging. get better soon.

#state poll Opinions(tm) #guess who has moral ocd about touching or looking at family members now <3 #guess who is terrified at all times that if anyone sees me being affectionate with literally any family member #they will think i am a weird creepy alabamian incester #so. thank you for that. <3 thank you for persisting in new ways for me to hate the way i exist. <3 #thank you for putting more guilt and shame on marginalized communities. <3 #i hope it was worth it for that super funny 'incest.' joke in the poll tags along with 200 other people who had the same idea. <3 #anyway i love my state. it sucks in a lot of ways but it's beautiful in a lot of other ways. #i will live here forever and i hope i will one day do good for it. help bring out its beauty and help it heal from its wounds. #i hope i can be a part of its history in some small way and that small-minded ppl never hold me back from pride in where i come from #mythtakes #(also this is why i will never be able to enjoy weird al. i don't hate the guy i don't think he's a bad artist i used to love him) #(but the wound has really never healed tbh. like that one stupid line of a stupid song literally broke something in me)

[puppyeared]

uhh. uhhhhh

#realistically i knw that if i went thru with making animatics for all of these songs I think my hand would fall off BUT. i have brainrot #half of these songs are either here bc of the vibe or because i listened to the lyrics and read analyses and put 2 much effort than i had t #ALSO LISTEN. LISTEN BODYBAG IS EXACTLY EVERYTHING I IMAGINE WHENEVER I THINK OF WUKONG AND MACAQUES RELATIONSHIP OK #two birds and baby hotline is also kind of self explanatory. although most of the jack stauber songs are mostly for vibe #bitter water is a very specific flavor of pining / unhealthy outlook. kind of has like an insatiable vibe to it but idk how to name it #i want soap to be a healing song but maybe im just being optimistic. im here for the vibes although i feel like if swk and macaque were #actually to make up i think they would go into it kicking and screaming. and im frustrated because i cant find a song to match that #except maybe bodybag which AGAIN. THEY ARE SO FUCKING STUPID THATS HOW THEYRE GONNA HEALL FLYING BARK PLS #what if it doesnt end well also feels like a doomed narrative to me. like if you think about it from how their relationship might have st #started (and im probably taking from how everyone romanticizes their relationship as something really innocent or sweet at the start which #i am also not immune to that). but knowing them it is also a very good possibility thats not the case at all. what it is i dont know #primadonna also strikes me as a swk song but like msotly because he serves cunt. on that note I like to imagine rose colored boy as swk to #MK.BECAUSEEE i love how MK brings out the best in people AND AND AND!! 5000 year old immortal who has seen some shit come on people 'and i #have taken my glasses off' COME ON LOOK ATIT. you could also argue that could be macaque to MK and it would make sense #Spotify #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #yapping #playlist #monkie kid

[futurewife]

they (imaginary fans. no I feel like I have at least 5-6 consistent fans who are mutuals + real people tbh I LOVE YOUUUU 🥰🥰🥰) make edits of me and adrian to t.swift songs and they are all off l.over e.g. i think he k.nows. p.aper rings, c.ruel summer etc. and c.arly rae jepsen. want you in my room etc. that is the energy

#once I started deeply imagining me + f/os w the songs I was like can't even call myself an anti anymore I am enjoying myself LOL #this playlist I made is healing me every f/o truly teaches me a new lesson and unfolds something new in me like a mystery prize envelope #unpeeling my layers etc. like every one of them is like a gift of self discovery and emotional fulfillment!!! im emotional #f/o:adrian #enjoying tswift if I can make it about meeeeeeee :3

[balkanballad]

I think hearing Lane Moje live would heal me (parts of me)

#j. talks #I've got 2 concerts to go to this year and if everything goes right might visit my grandparents in June in B. #also probably go and see my friend with another friend in Copenhagen and maybe even another trip to B. but you know what I haven't done? #I haven't dared to send in the master application for the nearest uni or contact my beloved former prof or even reply to my old work crush #although I miss everyone dearly. sometimes it makes me sick at work and I haven't cried in a bit about all of it #tbh when I came back from Vienna last month everything went to shit and I am slowly getting better again #but it's fine. right? what even is normal and a stable future? but yeah #that song live? it would heal something (though probably none of the problems mentioned)

[yu3s]

** i think reading dungeon meshi and frieren and witch hat atelier at the same time does something irreversibleto you... .

#yu.txt #relistening to the wizard the witch and the wild one too so whatever happens to me after this will unthread/resew the fabric of my existenc #do you see it? do you see the vision? im pacing around the house humming “your eyes are the size of the moon” from a song i used to hear #on the radio as a kid and i'll look up the lyrics later but i finally get itnow. i get why people were making posts about senshi and cookin #and nourishing yourself!! eat a balanced diet rethink your lifestyle rhythms get proper exercise!! yes sir senshi dungeon meshi sir!! #my dnd group is going to get my best character yet im putting notes in the character sheet as speak for devouring and consuming and becomin #song was nine in the afternoon btw. i have to write i have to make a story i have to make the most diabolical au to ever exist i have to #i love you stories i love you stories i love you stories if stories were a food i could eat them forever and ever i would always be cooking #and baking and sharing and the table would be full and the meals would be filling and i would try so many things and find what i liked best #this post was brought to you by: the birds are chirping but its not tomorrow morning until i go to sleep. with a note from our sponser: #i don't have work tomorrow and nature is healing. i need to make a little wizard sketch bc dungeon meshi was so good and also i m going to #sleep and when i wake up im going to write something and it will be so fun i love you making stuff i love you stories i love you writing!!

[l-e-g-i-o-n-losh]

I'm so persistently afraid of stupid bullshit and i know its stupid but I'm consumingly scared of it and i spend like all day every day trying to walk the tightrope between "that's your stupid brain screaming at nothing again, get on with your life" and "turning your smoke alarms off doesn't make you safe from fire idiot, what if it IS scary this time and you ignored your warnings" and im so fucking exhausted can a bitch get a break

#songs that the hyades shall sing #aaaaAAAAAAA #idnt even get headphones today bc dad threw a hissy fit when i asked without explaining so i had to sit and listen #and luckily i was ticked off enough about our communication issues to stay grounded through the actual service but NOW my heads FULL of #flashbacks and old paranoid delusions and i feels so sick about it and dads too busy rejecting basic communication to care how im doing #and if he did notice something was up hed think its for HIM to FIX ME not for him to shut the fuck up and let me heal #dad just does NOT understand how my issues with him can trigger my issues w mom and more to the point my issues with the Scary Yawning Void #just *behind* mom

[volinare]

i called out... like right before my shift too. i am truly a monster. like they're going to have to find someone to cover my trucks. i just can't. like yesterday wasn't even that bad and i've been having fun, i enjoy the job i enjoy working and i just.

#like i put up with deep open sores on my ankles for this job. theyve only just now healed #and that didn't drive me to quit #but the last week has just been. like i didn't even go in that much because i hurt my knee last week and monday was labor day #my knee is fine now and i'm fine but i like had to leave early on tuesday because i was about to start fucking sobbing #and my brain was like . going joker mode. #i feel like. i have failed. #well actually i feel like a failure but i'm going to try and not be a bitch about this #i just want to have a job i keep and that i can go to while still like... feeling okay. and this is certainly not it #i guess i still had hope that this was... sustainable. because it was fun and easy #and really i'm being a baby like im not injured or anything #god being a quiter used to be so much easier before i like. realized i was doing that thing #that greg does in school in crazy ex girlfriend #he sings a song about it #like 'well i failed cause i didn't try' #and now im like. i tried. and i still weh weh weg #im also quitting before i like worked my self to the absolute bone and for some reason that makes me feel like i actually didn't try at all #do you think that black and white thinking is autism or bpd? vote now in the comments #i feeling like carving something pretty into my skin #wehhhh i made this whole post hoping to feel better after i vented but i still feel bad #i hope i die in my sleep #and the timing you know? the timing like this is just so fucking embarrassing but i dint fucking care #like congrats you got what you wanted there was a retard within 2 feet of you and now there's not

[linawritesocs]

seth's new design!! wow!!

SO YEAH this is the seth redesign i was talking about in my last post!!

basically i was like "hey.. so rapunzel's hair changed color in the end, right. and it got shorter. so what if we did the same with seth, except in his case it's getting longer". and. yeah, here i am.

i think it's good for my ocs to have redesigns actually! i want them to age and i want them to change!!

and yes. yes, i know that he looks so much like riku and arata. i know. i blamed myself for not being creative enough but then i was like "well. all of them have different personalities and backstories and arata is especially different from seth and riku". so. yeah👍 i just have my fav tropes and styles and aesthetics and obviously i try to include them in my oc designs as much as possible! my vidia boy is probably going to join this dark-haired boy gang hehe.. i will introduce him. one day. give me some time.

some design notes + bonus drawings under the cut!

seth's redesign notes:

as you have probably already noticed, his hair is getting longer. he doesn't really want to cut it and he actually wants to grow it out. he's not sure if he wants it to be as long as it was when he was a child, but.. we'll see. it's actually a huge deal for him because he was afraid of his hair getting longer and he tried to cut it as often as possible since luna claimed that she thinks seth looks better with long hair, so.. he's finally able to move on :)

it's not so noticeable here bc of the filter i used but seth still has purple highlights! they're just more subtle now.

what is not subtle at all, however, that he has even more piercings and tattoos everywhere now. he has some on his back and legs too, they're just not visible here.

the tattoo on his neck is actually supposed to look like a chameleon's tail.

he has a new choker too and surprisingly, it's more pastel compared to the rest of his outfit.

he decided that he's too cool for the nrc uniform, so now his uniform doesn't have that many similarities with it, he doesn't wear his jacket anymore and his shirt has shorter sleeves. the thingy on his vest is kinda supposed to be a reference to the dark mirror.

again, not that noticeable here, but seth is wearing new colored contacts and his eyes are actually supposed to look like a purple and pink sky full of lanterns. he's still refusing to wear his glasses more, haha.

his nails are hot pink most of the time and they look more bright compared to the rest of his design.

Y E S he's wearing matching rings with rollo >:3 i am so insane about this concept, STOP ME BEFORE I START RAMBLING ABOUT IT. i actually think seth would wear a matching accessory depending on who he's dating at the moment/in this universe/timeline. and since i'm in a very strong seth x rollo mood as always, i went with this one. but i'm sure i'll get to draw the rest of them in the future!

and now. just take these silly doodles bc i had this redesign opened on my tablet when i pulled for rollo and. he didn't come home (he will. he will i am dragging him as he's screaming for his life) and i was like. at first i was like "did he not like it :(" but then i came to the conclusion that this repressed catholic school boy just. needed a moment to process it.

#i am actually so proud of seth like.. hell yeah this is my son!!! he's finally healing!!! #idk if design notes are that interesting i just. like to ramble about designs 😭 #listen. rollo singing in front of the fireplace whenever ANYTHING happens is so funny to me. 10/10 the best concept ever #a mild inconvenience happened? sing in front of the fireplace. something terrible happened? sing in front of the fireplace. #your bf looks so good with his new hair color and new uniform and everything you have no idea what to do with yourself? sing in front of #THIS IS HIS MENTAL BREAKDOWN AND HE GETS TO CHOOSE THE SONG #also i have a hc that rollo's phonecase would be like. you know those cases that look like books. yeah that one #bc he's just. he's a grandpa. that man reads a newspaper every morning what is wrong with him /pos #*CRYING* I HAVE SO MANY NBC DRAWINGS IS IT OKAY IF I POST THEM HERE.. #at this point i should just. create an art ask blog for them or something /j #okay. okay. now. i have to do my latin hw. i'll try #lina draws ocs #[ ✧ 𝐬𝐞𝐭𝐡 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐲 ✧ ]