#sorry i didnt say this sooner

[seuonji]

my ex messaged me today n i fucking hate him so much! but anyways look at these stickers i made they’re funny.

#all my exes are still in love with me🕺 #bro had the audacity to say sorry i didn’t text you sooner🥺🥺 like he didn’t gaslight me for 7 months💀 #I DIDNT EVEN WANT HIM TO TEXT ME #💭aya’s current concern

[segernatural]

what is castiel's greatest regret?

link to panel is here, timestamp: 20:54, images below cut

when he was god he could've fixed the world but failed to

'he harboured his feelings for 10 years without actually sharing them, and waited until he was about to die to share his affections'

he never really patched things up with his angel brethren in heaven

he never actually felt like he belonged on earth

(likely connected to above but) he had very few friends

he had a very, very limited wardrobe

as cas looks back on his life, it's probably nothing but one giant sweep of regret

misha did book-end it with:

"Well, I think, in the big picture, Cas... the thing that I like about that character is that he always tried to do the right thing, always tried to do what he thought was good and righteous. And sometimes he made mistakes, but that was always his North Star, and I quite like that about him."

#this went in several directions. but it is very interesting to think about. #i use a destiel lens bc i often do #but its really something. to think about cas regretting not saying something sooner. and i think its a testament to how the confession went #because there were very legitimate reasons for cas not to say anything. but now. after. after the dust settles after the words are out. #after he sees dean hear it. he wishes he said it sooner. #because he knows hes not gonna lose him. fuck. and they couldve had something. #if only he didnt. stop himself. over and over and over again. #10 years. a blink in the eye for him and yet. everything. every moment. every time. i should've said it. i should've told him. #but i didn't. #at the very least he did get to say it. and save him one last time. but they could've had years. fuck. 😭 #sorry but also. the 'waited til he was about to die' cause he knows what itll do to dean. itll fuck everything up. itll break him. #(in hindsight he knows this now) dying is already enough. but leaving dean with that. with instead of 'we never...' it was. 'we almost' #'we did. for one brief second we did' #spn #destiel #char speaks #15x18 despair #favourites

[pinkseas]

girls following situations that make them feel so fucking sick Just In Case

#genuinely terrifying to know there are people blindly defending above all else #kind of becoming increasingly glad with the distance ive created which. ofc happened for Other Reasons Too but. #wasnt gonna say anything but realized that so long as i have mutuals who know abt it being silent could very well lead to them- #feeling unsafe or Wondering so. yeah. #im sorry i didnt say anything sooner its just. idk. really fucking personal and REALLY fucking terrifying #alyalyoxenfree #need to keep an eye out for anyone i follow who Is just. defending. i havent seen anyone yet but.

[elegyofthemoon]

IF YOU COULD be at any airport in the world rn which one

the bangkok one i wanna go home but also to look at this cool statue :)

#I DONT REMEMBER WHAT THE STORY IS BEHIND THIS STATUE THOUGH :( #my mom always explains it to me but by the time we arrive there im hella sleep deprived because i dont sleep on the plane #theres also a bunch of giant statues around the airport too to welcome arrivals ^7^ those are cool (i mean intimidating BUT COOL) #something something mixing a sea of milk #i dont remember T_ T #answered #anons #(i dont really remember any airports well because im usually spaced tf out at them laksdjafh) #anyways i havent been to thailand in so long :( like 4/5 years #i was supposed to go sooner but then i had covid and that makes me sad :( #AND I HAD PLANS TOO :((( I WAS LIKE BEGGING MY MOM CAN WE GO TO THE ANCIENT CITY PLEAAAASE and then my ass got sick #*angry punching* #my mom and sisters didnt even wind up going to the city either because my sisters were like 'BUT THATS BORING THATS ALL HISTORY #I WANNA GO SHOPPING' #T _ T i need friends who are also into historical stuff. we can make an adventure team and go travel everywhere together (the dream life) #i say im into history but i have no brain to remember anything btw so dont ask me anything asljkfaslkjh #sorry i seem to be >_> chatty today (procrastinating)

[spaciebabie]

spent ALL of this week so hyperfixated on making the outline for part 1 and 2 of t.w.o. i finished both of them just 2day 36 fucking pages in total it was glorious

#i started the outline for part 3 awhile ago but its really bare bones #needta get in there #sorry mutuals that you didnt see me for a week i was SO FOCUSED #I THOUGHT ABT SOLVING STORY ISSUES AND WHAT I WAS GONNA WRITE ABT WHILE I WAS ASLEEP #spacie spoinks #on that creative grind #i think im abt ta sink inta being hyperfixated on drawing so mutuals again you may not see me for another week LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #also let me say the original story of war is separated in2 6 parts #buuuuuut w/the way im writing things it'll probably end up being less #just cuz im moving things around #i want 2 finish plotting the whole story from beginning 2 end b4 i start making comics again #i mean i got parts 1 and 2 done in a week i can probably get the rest done sooner since they're not as chunky as the rest of the parts #parts 1-3 Have A Lot Happening #the 2nd half not so much #two talk

[ff2-soda-pop]

i dont wanna go into graphic design i dont wanna go into graphic design i dont wanna go into graphic design i dont wanna-

#sorry hi my mom mentioned Again how the only thing i should think about going into is graphic design because 'you're good at art!' but like. #i fucking refuse to turn art into My Job because i refuse to turn my fun for-me thing into a stress thing. it will ruin everything if i do #and my mom doesnt Get That and keeps trying to force me into graphic design #and shes forced me into way too many Life Choices i didnt get a say in and i already feel like i have very little control of my future so i #NOT letting her control this one too - cons is that she doesnt fucking care :) #anyways hi welcome to thing thats been building up in my head for like a year(?) and that sooner or later im gonna snap over <3 #vent

[todayisafridaynight]

oh girls dont look im rambling in here

#spoilers #?? ig?? potential y8 spoilers??????? #snap chats #anyway its been recently revealed by hidenari ugaki that he hasn't heard word about reprising his role as majima yet #and like. part of me doesn't mind the possibility of majima not coming back to LaD8 but: #1.) ugaki sounded upset bout the fact he didnt hear back yet :( if it means he isn't worried anymore then please bring maji back #2.) if majima isn't in the game then im just curious as to what the fuck kiryu's purpose is going to be then #maybe he just hasnt gotten word yet so i dont wanna say its official hes not coming back #but LaD8's set to release two years from now- not even maybe a year and then some #so if he hasnt gotten word yet it is lookin a bit uhhh whats the word/phrase. idk Down To The Wire thats it I Think #im not saying majima and kiryu are stapled at the hip and if one of them is there the other one has to be #it's just... it's just so baffling having kiryu come back as a protagonist #this is less of a ramble about majima's potential return to the franchise and more about kiryu's return haha baited yall sorry #him coming back in LaD7 was already a bit of a stretch but i get it- i cant say im totally mad about it #if that would really be the last time we saw him then i wouldve been happy #but yeah im just.. really anticipating LaD8 now like whats he going to do in it if none of the past players are coming back #cause LBR if not even majima is making it when he's been beyond established as a fan favorite then there ain't hope for anyone else #ugh 2024 get here sooner please i just want to know what's going to happen #i also wanna see my boy ichi again. my sunshine my fellow my guy my pal my-- #ok thats all from me for tonight feel free to send me your opinions or somethin idk

[daydadahlias]

Hi! Are you okay? Sorry but you haven’t updated on here in a while and I’m worried.

#ok hi im done faking my death #so sorry abt that guys #uhm was not my intention to be gone for a week #was kind of thinking it would be like 2 days lol but stuff kept coming up #just. irl things and then like overarching feelings blah blah u dont need my life story #the bottom line is !! im totally good !! #im sorry i didnt get to this ask sooner!! #im alive and well etc etc have lost no limbs and have no illnesses except i got stung by a wasp the other day and BOY does it hurt #anyway i will promptly be queuing a million posts bc ive <33 missed a lot of things on here <33 and need to decorate my blog <33 #dw i followed info abt the luke show diligently on twitter #and have some operatives in the field reporting back #and i will also get to the asks i have unfortunately neglected #sorry kids #i apologize genuinely if anyone was worried abt me but also do know tumblr isnt the only thing i do ! #and if something happened to me irl i have friends who have my password to notify people #so silence usually just means im busy in the real world!! or just not vibing. and even then i always come back <3 #nothing to be concerned abt ^.^ #i will say. kind of humorous that. my last few posts were abt how i wont be leaving the fandom and then i promptly dipped for a week #that's my bad sdfghj that was not on purpose #i just ended up having a lot of stuff to do and was too tired to make posts at the end of the day #anyway. now that im resurrected uh. magnolia day :) and also... i have a lot of stuff to reblog #ok !! #hope this covers all the bases #ily #pigeon #anon

[teyvat-writer]

:3 🫶

OMG HI :3

#beloved comrade : hissmajesty #felix says words #hhhhh im sorry i didnt respond sooner i saw this in my inbox on desktop but then forgot to go on mobile to answer

[luvrbunni]

BTW TNKU FOR A 1000+ FOLLOWERS??

#so sorry i didnt say sooner #but yeah this is insane i think #muah muah im kissing all of u

[octo-l95]

I was checking some stuff and realized I got a tip on Ko-fi recently! Thank you very much lovely individual!!!

#misc #Sorry I didnt say thank you sooner the ko fi email notification got lost or something?????? #I found it when I was reviewing my transactions

[the-kipsabian]

i just want to say thank you for all your gifs and say that you're an awesome person.

oh anon thank you, thats very kind of you to say 💜

#i also think i know who this is and if im right im sorry to see your blog is gone admittedly i peeked in every now and then when you liked #my posts. if you ever come back feel free to poke me i'd love to talk sorry i didnt say anything sooner </3 #anonymous #thank you for asking! <3

[simonstamenovic]

genuinely very very happy about maya still Do Not get me wrong. I simply wish... the world was better and less cruel. and that I was not complicit in that cruelty. and that honorspren in shadesmar werent such hypocrites.

#outgoing transmission #adolin post #the desire to have everything be good forever and be told by some almighty being that #actually you didnt mske anything mistakes and did the best you can and were good vs like #how... not hollow. but. that is also not true i messed up so very much and do have to wonder if my existence was Not worth it #disregarding the fact that... well. it is a story someone wrote and yes obviously I needed to be there. #but. as a person? mmh. craving not necessarily reassurance but Being Sure i didn't make awful decisions to make things worse. and i simply #cannot know that. not at the moment and potentially not with any certainty ever #which is no different from anyone elses life really. but there is a certain agony to it #i dont know. i love kal. i dont have many memories yet of. well. but #id like to think he loves me. coming face to face with that however is... well why would he? #he is. well i feel anything i say wouldnt really encapsulate it to be honest i could worship that man and i mean that so sincerely #he... would not like it. but it isnt...... well hes a better man than me but not because i think hes flawless or anything #just. he tries so very hard. i didnt even have it in me to not murder someone despite how risky it was #for the best. and i wish id done it sooner still. but i do also think it says a good deal about my character in general #sorry again about this i hope everyone is well. #it is too bright out now honestly which is kind of funny. half comforting. half annoying. a small part... some other thing. weird i suppose #brain is. mm. partially shadesmar. partially... something else. stormy. near kal. tense but not necessarily in a danger way. #but something... stuck a bit maybe. not sure if it is a natural thing or more a. spren parent trap situation. for lack of any better terms. #cute and mildly obnoxious... hm. something to consider.

[touyaz]

I just read "let us love each other until the end" on AO3 and had to run to gush about it. The bathroom scene, with Toge signing "I'm sorry" in Japanese over and over is one of the most beautiful pieces of literature I have ever read. (I should preface this with I am deaf lol) There's a certain intimacy with signing wholeheartedly like you described, and I can tell how much work you put into researching how to convey signing while writing and I really appreciate it. <3

HIII first of all I'm so sorry for getting to this sooo late but pls know I've thought abt it countless times since you sent it in & it makes me so 🥰💗🥹 I'm really glad you liked it so much!!! I think the bathroom scene is like. one of my most favourite scenes ever written. and him sitting on a stool in a bathtub, staring at the ground, hair soaking wet, was the only thought I had going in to write that fic lmao

also I'm like. over the moon at how that kind of intimacy came through!! for me bathrooms have always been this kind of safe space where you're free with your own thoughts. you're like an open wound but you can control what infects it (you) - you can let in whoever you want. and inumaki doesn't /want/ to let the reader in, per se, but he bears the pain and lets them in anyway. and I think there's this added vulnerability that comes with being so exposed (literally and figuratively lol) in a bathroom when you're not alone and your safe space isn't just yours anymore. and it's like he's at his lowest and he feels useless and pathetic and utterly unlovable but he's already let you in so now he thinks you should stay. the damage has been done and now he wants you stay. despite it all. is that too much to ask for? that you stay even though you know he's not worth it? he finds himself desperately clinging to the hope that you say no. that you shut the door behind yourself and you lather shampoo in your hands and you tell him that he doesn't even need to ask. there's just something so needy, so pleading in his repetition. his begging the reader to look at me. please look at me. please don't leave me, too.

#I RAMBLED FOR WHATTTTT #im continuing my reply in the tags bc im embarrassed now LMAO but fr words cant explain how much i appreciate everything you have said #like im sooo glad that that intimacy did come thru and i didnt make a Fool of myself trying to write abt smth im not experienced in #what is repetition if not desperation if not devotion if not an act of worship!!!!!!!!! #AAA honestly i dont know what else to say im just super happy that you enjoyed it!!!!! and thank you so much for taking the time to write #to me about it too it honestly made my day!! and im so sorry for not getting back to you sooner abt it i wanted to treasure it for a #little longer and then just. completely forgot to reply 😭😭 #Omg i will shut up now bc i could go on and on about bathrooms they're my fave. and also how repetition and devotion go hand in hand<33 #but thank you so much again i rly rly do appreciate this beyond words can tell 💓💓💓 #anon #comeback tag #ult fave

[beegswaz]

why is it so easy for someone to ruin my mood man fuck this

#going to bed now #rrorojgjjhjgg not happy #hope u all sleep well or smth i dont know what to say #also happy birthday bugs im sorry i didnt say it sooner :(

[adhd-head-empty-no-thoughts]

To answer your question about Catholics being more into witchcraft than protestants I kind of have an answer for you. I am studying theology and my family of Haitian/PR descent practice santería. All people have their own reasons for it but it's probably because after the reformation Catholics leaned really hard into the mysticism of the religion while Protestantism became very against it. As well as with the colonization of latin American and African land and the enslavement of them there became a blend of religion as they couldn't wipe out native religions even with the forced evangelicalism.

Sorry for taking so long, I only just saw your ask.

I admittedly don't know much about the history of Catholicism nor Protestantism. It never really crossed my mind, to be honest...

#I'm sorry im not sure what to say #but thank you for the ask! #I'm going to look into the history of different denominations now #I really should have sooner but like i said it didnt cross my mind... #ask