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frecklystars · 5 months

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Do you have a fav of the Pacthesis charas? I love the entire Number Days cast (especially Arlo) but I also especially like Xolga, Mr. Toko, Daichi, Jack, and Lewis :D Arlo is my best boy and Evelyn is my best girl, though if we’re talking MCs Saige’s my second fave

OOH good question!! :D

Arlo and Bryce from Number Days are my two favorite dateable options out of all of the games!! Number Days is also my favorite out of all of Pacthesis' dating sims. I love the story, I love the mechanics, I love the cut scenes, I love the character designs. All of it is gorgeous and funny asf. Lena's also my fave romanceable girl 😍😍😍

The Xolga and Mr Toko series is AMAZING, I remember crying the first time I played it. I don't even remember how old I was... I probably wasn't even a teenager yet... I think it was also my first time ever experiencing a visual novel and I was so fascinated with how complex everything was. I loved figuring out the puzzles. Pacthesis really has such a way of making her games so emotional, and with such unique twists! I really miss her games and would be thrilled to play any of them again, I'm still hunting for sites that might possibly have any of her games archived. Especially Number Days!

OHHH DAICHI!!! WOW I looooved Memory Days!!!! Daichi is such a Sweet Boi. Kai was my favorite from that one :D I also very much LOVE Emmett from Chrono Days 🥰 I remember liking Quoto quite a lot when Star Days was released, too. Oh my gosh, I remember the first time Star Days was released, it was a complete and total shock. Pacthesis returned from her years-long hiatus out of nowhere and completed the whole game and none of us had any clue. It was just... suddenly uploaded, such a pleasant surprise, I was so excited. It was such a treat to see her art again. I remember she used to have a website with backgrounds on ALL of her characters -- I wish I could find it again bc I really would love to look back on 'em!

YESSSSS you have such good taste in characters!!! I love the MCs you chose, I agree those are also my top two favorites as well :D

Have you seen her Redbubble? I really want the tree hugger merch, IT'S SO CUUUUTE!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰 Thank you for the lovely message btw!!! :D

#also i loved the world building #like how the city of Cigam is magic spelled backwards. and how all characters were from diff areas of it #Kai and Xolga being related. I think other characters were related in other games but I forget #subtle crossovers #whats that one thing she made??? with the toaster?? terry the toaster????#was that his name? oh my god that WRECKED me as a child #y'know the line 'goodnight terry' yes i didn't need my heart anyway #asks #violet-starscape #i love that all of the MCs had different personalities #but you could still project onto them #i remember pacthesis made an old tumblr post one time yeeears ago #where she said she made it a goal to have all love interests look as different as possible #like no two characters would have the same hair color or eye color #and when i read that as a teenager i was like 'WOW THAT'S GROUNDBREAKING'#i still think it is tbh nobody was doing it like pacthesis #queen of the internet

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entropys · 1 year

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#i couldn’t do anything today…. i didn’t leave my bed the entire time #i didn’t eat or drink water or even go to the bathroom this is crazy #i was just too frustrated to do anything it sucked today was shit #my body is already paying the price but i still can’t do shit #everyone left me here alone and only called to ask for favors :/// it made me feel so alone hh but whatever #i wish i could just go make myself some toast or something but everything feels so dirty and disgusting to me i can’t #everything as in the kitchen the plates the toaster the fridge everything #i’ll continue to rot at least i have my laptop w me to watch alchemy of souls i am Enjoying it #yk sometimes i wish preparing a meal didn’t give this much distress to the point where i can’t do it myself…#i just want to have a nice homemade meal that doesn’t taste terrible or look like its served on dirty plates..#im so tired of being here genuinely… i need to get out and live on my own that’ll fix me #at least ill have a clean kitchen to work with #ours is a lost cause its disgusting it makes food so unappealing to me i can’t help it #honestly i don’t get how my parents live like this im certainly not 🫠#every single thing that goes on in this house frustrates so much im going crazy

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bibleofficial · 1 year

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ok not smoking cigarettes is not that bad i’ll be honest like i was thinking this was going to be WAY worse

#stream #but i still use like 2-3 patches / day (bc they fall off when i’m asleep bc im like a toaster oven & a pig bc i SWEAT)#& also several pieces of gum but no cigarettes no vape since like THURSDAY OR WHENEVER THE HELL #it’s nicotine gum obviosuly 😭😭😭#but i mean #having to literally #go outside & find somewhere to sit to smoke sounds really fucking horrible to do rn like it’s 90° it’s hot i’m dying no thank U !!!!!!!#stay inside in the FANS in the AC !!!#bro i cant wait until i can walk again #it’s been 2 days #i’m angry #like today is sooooo beautiful out #i could be on a bike ride rn #but i’m not #i mean ALSKALKSLAKSLA i haven’t even looked at my bike i think my chains a bit fucked too or the alternator or whatever #like u know switch speeds on the bike thing #wait why is that fucked up i went down on my left & it’s on the right #u know what idk maybe that piece IS on the left

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elprupneerg · 2 years

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Never move between apartments. Most stressful goddam thing on the fucking planet

#woke up from my 3rd nightmare of the night :/#I’ve had a lot of help which has made things easier #but also my dad’s version of helping involves making shit wayyyyyy more complicated than it needs to be #I had my toaster and stuff all set out for him to take but instead he walked right past it into the other room to shove shit around to get #to get to the microwave I’m still gonna need today when I go back to finish shit up #cuz at some point I’m gonna need to eat and my plan of microwaving up some leftovers while I pack up my fridge doesn’t work without a #without a microwave #and I can’t cook on the stove cuz my pots and pans and cooking oil are in my parents garage #the Only good thing about the past few days has been that my gf slept by me and now tonight I’m sleeping by her #probably gonna have to sleep by my parents for a night or two for politeness sake and I’m not looking forward to that

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toaster-hair · 1 month

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one thing i do like abt twitter more than tumblr is that i could just tweet out a hello neighbor gif whenever i wanted to wait hold on

were so fucking back bros

#if you didnt know hello neighbor is an inside joke on my twt for literally nobody else besides me #10 likes and ill watch that stupid youtube kids looking tv show #lazy post #toaster-hair #i still miss that specific gif tho

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werewolfrevenge · 3 months

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It’s Valentine’s Day so woah Valentine’s Day ‘03 Caleon fic be upon ye!

Casey had decided to make a romantic gesture this morning it was Valentine’s Day afterall and he’d be damned if he couldn’t do something for his special someone. Despite not being the brightest lightbulb in the world, Casey did have a heart of gold. He quietly snuck towards their bedroom. Casey snuck inside the bedroom and began setting up rose petals everywhere, all on the floor. He then put their wedding photo infront of the bed with a box of chocolates right next to it. Casey was waiting by the bed, holding a bouquet of flowers in his hands and he smiled softly waiting for he saw Leon open his eyes.

Leon shifted to his side grumbling quietly as he pushed himself upwards from the comfort of the bed Leon rubbed his eyes he patted the side of the bed confused “babe?” Leon muttered out sleepily “case where are ya?…..case?” He muttered in the same sleepy voice. Casey jumped on the bed and put the flowers on Leon’s lap. “Good morning sweetheart! Happy Valentines Day!” Casey kissed Leon’s cheek with a look of affection and warmth in his eyes. Leon smiled widely and gave Casey a big old kiss on the lips “awww Casey you didn’t have to do all this” Leon replied in a quiet sleepy tone

Casey laughed and nodded. “What kinda husband would I be if I didn’t do all this on Valentines Day? After all, you’re my valentine.” Casey kissed his forehead. Leon nodded as he examined the flowers they were flowers he adored sometimes Leon was amazed by the small details Casey could recall about him.The flowers were placed in a sloppy bouquet no doubt Casey did it himself but it was cute it was sweet he made something so sweet no matter how it came out all that’s mattered was the thought that counts “Alright what else did you do?…..I know you well enough that I think you pulled out all the stops” Leon commented softly “Hm?” Casey said, pretending not to know what Leon meant. “I don’t know what you’re talking about. This is it.” Casey stated feigning obliviousness

Leon raised an eyebrow as he sat up fully he picked up the chocolates and gave Casey a kiss on the cheek “aren’t you just the master of romance?” Leon remarked playfully before he stretched his back out. “Oh c’mon, don’t act so surprised. I’m just bein the loving husband that I am.” Casey said as he smirked titling his head to the side innocently. “According to my calculations that’s a true hypothesis” Leon replied, Leon next picked up with the framed photo with a fond smile “awww and here’s a picture of the best day of my life” Casey nudged Leon his Elbow “heh that’s funny cause, that’s the day I married the most beautiful man in the world.” Casey remarked with a sly grin he grabbed Leon’s waist pulling him in and kissed him gently. Leon’s smile grew wider as he quickly embraced Casey back tightly before pausing sniffing the air with a confused expression “why do I smell burning?”

Casey froze and let go of Leon pulling away a worried twitch In his mouth, his eyes widening. "I... uh.. forgot something. In the kitchen." He replied, trying really hard to force a smile despite him freaking out internally. Leon blinked in surprise as he pulled away “Casey I think you should maybe…..deal with that….not to nag you but…..” Leon said with a hint of fear in his voice “Yeah..yeah... Of course." Casey replied as he pushed any negative thoughts out of his mind. "You uhh.. stay here, alright?" He added before he frantically got up and ran off to the kitchen.

Casey ran into the kitchen and stopped dead in his tracks when he saw the kitchen was covered in smoke. "Damn! Must've forgotten to turn the burner off!" He muttered, quickly turning it off before he opened all the windows as the smoke alarm began to go off. Leon shook his head “oh that meathead” Leon muttered to himself in a love stricken tone, as Leon got out of bed admiring the rose petals laid around the room he walked over to the pairs closet and pulled out a reasonable sized wrapped box. Leon covered his ears once the fire alarm started beeping like it was a a profit receiving messages from an angry God , Leon dropped the box with a thud due to the alarms wailing much to his dismay “…..Arnold” Leon said with an affectionate sigh

Casey freaked out his mind going completely blank as he decided the best solution was to punch the fire alarm Casey watched the alarm fall to the ground with a loud thud “aw crud” Casey groaned to himself before he quickly ran back into the bedroom, his face bright red. "I uh... might've done something wrong. There's a bit of smoke in the kitchen.. uh.. sorry." He mumbled, his voice sounding a little sheepish as he stared at the floor. He couldn't help but smile though as he heard Leon calling his name in that loving voice.

Leon laughed softly “case it’s fine…..so long as your here with me” Leon replied before he got on his tiptoes to give Casey a kiss.Casey laughed pushing the murder of the fire alarm out of his mind as he bent down to be closer to Leon's height. "So long as ya promise not to make fun of me for burning down the kitchen and another thing that we don’t need ta talk about right now." He said before he returned the kiss that Leon gave him. Leon nodded though he was rather concerned about the loud thud and also that another incident had occurred apparently “well everybody makes mistakes……” Leon gave Casey another kiss for good measure before his attention snapped back to the box, which he picked off from the ground and shoved it at Casey “here here! Here here!” He chanted in a hyper tone,Casey snickered and took the box, slightly curious where this was going. "Alright, alright. Calm down there, Romeo." He said affectionately, and began to unwrap the box.

Leon gave Casey an excited smile “It’s just I know ya really needed a new one cause you broke your old one and ya were really sad about it so I wanted to make you happy again” Leon rambled on giving his usual over explanation not that Casey didn’t find that cute….it was kinda adorable Casey smiled and continued unwrapping the box, though his eyebrows shot up when he began to take note of just what was inside of it. "This is.. really generous of ya, honey." He paused for a moment before finally pulling out a new baseball bat. "Ya.. got me a new baseball bat for Valentine's Day? Really?" Casey questioned enthusiastically. Leon nodded with a wide smile “yeahh cause I knew you needed one and I couldn’t stop seeing the kicked puppy dog look in your eyes when it broke and just….i needed to right the wrongs of this world”

Casey chuckled, placing his hands on Both side of Leon's face. "It's not yer responsibility to right my wrongs, sweetie. But I really do appreciate it." He said, kissing his forehead. Leon tilted his head to the side “sure whatever you say” Leon commented before he thought of something “wait babe what did you get me?” Leon asked softly."Huh?" Casey said, and it was like his brain just stopped functioning hearing that for a moment It was like a blue screen of death, as his head went completely blank which was a common occurrence with him. He blinked a couple of times before he finally thought of something. "Uh... Well, I... I did get-.." He paused and thought some more, his head shaking from side to side like he was shaking off the cobwebs in his brain.

This didn’t instill much other than concern in Leon’s mind which was already in concern level hyperdrive from the possible previous fire and also the other unnamed incident that probably wasn’t great either ”babe…..it’s okay take your time” Leon responded patiently. He snapped his fingers. "Dammit! I completely forgot! I'm sorry, baby! I.. I promise it was just my stupid brain going on an idle. Here, lemme go and get it, real quick." Casey gave Leon a forehead kiss before he turned around and ran out of the room. Casey was gone for about five or so minutes, and when he came back into the room he was holding something wrapped in red wrapping paper. He walked over and sat on the bed next to Leon. "Sorry for taking so long."

Leon exhaled softly “baby you don’t need to apologize for anything it’s fine your just doing your best Casey bear” Leon reassured him in a tender voice as he took the wrapped item and started unwrapping it “hmmm I wonder what this could be?” Leon hummed to himself softly Once the wrapping paper was all off, Leon could see that Casey had gifted him a fuzzy adorable care bear! Specifically a love a lot bear. "Happy Valentines Day, sugar!" Casey said, as he smiled widely confident in his gift and how it’d totally woo Leon. Leon looked at the pink love themed bear plushie and gave it a kiss on the head before giving Casey a kiss on the lips “Casey you sweetheart you!…..did a great job i couldn’t ask for a better gift a better husband or a better Valentine’s Day” Casey felt really proud of himself when he saw just how joyful Leon was. The way he was smiling really warmed Casey's heart. "Hehe, and that makes two of us. It wouldn't be Valentines Day without me spending it with ya." Casey replied in a tender loving voice before he kissed Leon's forehead.

#I’m still figuring out how to properly format my writting if its off…..look I suck at this #I just wanted to write something sappy about them for Valentine’s Day #Casey murders the fire alarm because I thought that’d be a funny way to solve that problem #……he hates common household appliances #toasters he’ll smash ‘em! fire alarms he’ll punch ‘em!#they have to buy a new fire alarm immediately after this #🏑🔮#Casey tag #🪦my writting🪦

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davidtennantpussytulpa · 4 months

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repeating my mantra of i will not get angry at my dad for getting me a toaster. pray for me

#its a nice toaster! its a very nice toaster. but based off of what my mom said to me before it’s literally pissing me off i cant help it #first of all its a long slot toaster which is so weird. just one long slot for 2 pieces of bread #but she said that she was looking at retro style toasters and that my dad ended up sending one to my apt so it should come after i got back #so. when this is the second or third year in a row he just did zero christmas shopping and let everyone else get each other stuff INCLDUING #FOR HIM!! and then ALSO didnt help with my birthday shopping with my mom or brother #he gets one singular thing that my mom DIRECTED HIM TO SPECIFICALLY. because i needed a toaster and i like to get cute things that make me #happy to use them. and he still couldnt do that #looking at the company it looks like the retro style was out so he got me the ONLY. OTHER. TOASTER. ON THE WEBSITE.#so again. instead of taking a MINUTE to look around and maybe see if there was anything similar to the style my mom picked #he just went with the only other fucking thing in front of his face.#again. i know its stupid to be so upset about it because its a fucking toaster. but its so indicative of his whole attitude for the past #years that im so sick of. like he lives like hes a roommate instead of a family member and wonders why we’re all frustrated with him

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whereisthedamndaddymanual · 6 months

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We're in our early 20's and I'm taken into a deceptive web of a child psychologist who spends a lot of time describing her lacy bra and panties.

And she is convinced I'm Hung. So strange when she's never seen the size of it.

Me: *sigh* it would be great if Andrea would get online on top for the top and still somehow remain a bottom feeding sub.

#hold on need to go get ham #does that mean you licked it I hope so #mmm #hell yeah #you know how dirty I get with you #sometime in the near future to pass past and such #it opens at the close yes that is cryptic #yeah there is still the whole listen bro you're ass is for real gonnabe flying #and that is just too much to believe and yet it is pretty insistent a want for stratos was not in vein #it is possible I require a decent dose #op's...well I would just like I dunno oass out nodded or whatever #but mix that with some snow from Colorado (ok I get it you gotta cold need a hanky)#odd the thought of Arthur crossed my mind in that room #you: oh my grandpa thoughts together you're great #this old one seems to know #he is the one that said not long now #blackened whatever in the toaster #3 and 7....like the man almost knows they look the same on the knib position #10 year warranty... classic #these keyboards Lenovo #boy: playing keyboards #*shrugs* with him? you never know with wiki Cooper #weird old manager on the graveyard shift playing coast to coast #Galactica space ghost(s)#if you are inside his mind smh good grief #(btw I think they got some like hella freaky shit going on)#what kinda my boyfriend is the most important thing in the world (I wasn't there)#but he definitely liked her amd was confused about the statement #A lot of feelings from her to him to conclude but this is what she said #hey bud look at her I don't care ok alright sorry tell your dom I'm sorry but I you're both mine so kiss my ass

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the-cimmerians · 3 months

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It's 2024. I have been participating in fandom for 40 years. This is a ramble commemorating some history I've experienced along the way.

In 1984, I attended my first convention, and made a beeline for the one long row of covered tables in the Dealer's Room that was, according to the whispered lore of my friends, 'the one'. "um", I said, very suavely and coherently, except for how it was totally the opposite of those things, "I'm here for the... for the, uh. For-"

"Come around here," the man behind the table said with exhausted ennui, so I went around, and he lifted up the table skirt next to him and pointed to rows and rows of boxes underneath the line of tables. "It's all under here."

It was all under there. Along with about five older ladies with glasses, graying hair, cardigans. Flipping through slash zines and chatting in whispered voices like old friends (which of course they were). I noticed one of them had the good sense to be wearing kneepads. I was still too young and ablebodied to need kneepads when crawling on a carpeted floor, but I immediately found her preparedness skills to be both impressive and hot. "You're new," one of the ladies whispered to me--a bit warily, which made sense. "Are you sure you're in the right place?"

In the faint light (the kneepads lady had also come prepared with a flashlight, additional practicality hotness points for her) I grabbed a comb-bound book with a heavy line art piece on the cover, featuring a musclebound Captain Kirk getting righteously and enthusiastically plowed by a stern-yet-ebullient Spock. "This," I said, pointing helpfully at the cover, like I was trying to make myself understood in a language I had only the vaguest knowledge of. "I'm here for this."

Outside at the convention, most of the attendees were wearing large homemade circular pins that shrieked 'K/S is BS!!!'1. But underneath the table, we reveled in the forbidden.

***

In 1985, I fell very hard for Starsky & Hutch fandom. Which was simply referred to at the time as 'the other fandom', because there were only two. We were upstarts. Many fannish elders predicted that it was just a phase.

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The 'circulating library' was a massive stack of barely-legible pages that smelled strongly of mimeograph ink. When you were on the list, you would write stories while you waited for your turn, and when the big box was mailed to you, you would read everything (new finds, old favorites), add your own sloppily-typed or hastily-mimeographed stories, and then mail the whole thing to the next person. For me, at the time, it was an extremely expensive indulgence--but my favorite one.

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By 1990, slash fandom had grown enough that I no longer knew everyone in it, which was both thrilling and a bit daunting. A young woman at a convention waited for me after a panel I was part of (I think it was 'writing impactful smut' or something like that), and said she had a question she didn't want to ask in a group setting. I'd heard that before. I said that's fine, go ahead and ask; and she came out with: "Why do you have to be gay?"

I blinked. "Is... that a problem?"

She looked annoyed. "Yes, because your stories are on all the recommendation lists and in all the top zines, but if you're gay and I read something you wrote and I get hot from it that makes me gay, and I'm not gay."

"Wow." I grinned, I couldn't help it. It probably made me look very predatory-dyke-about-to-score-a-toaster. Whatever, it was enough to make her back away from me fast.

When I thought about it later that night, I wondered what it would be like not to be the only queer person in slash fandom.

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By 1997, slash started appearing on the internet. Many fannish elders claimed it was the death knell of slash fandom, or dismissed it as 'just a phase'.

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Anyway, I wrote all this for myself as a commemoration of sorts, but if you took the time to read it--thank you. Love you, fandom. I always will.

1 In those days, m/m fandom was known as 'slash', which grew from the fannish shorthand where 'K&S' meant a story of Kirk and Spock having adventures or tribulations or what have you, and 'K/S' meant a story of Kirk and Spock getting it on (Kirk divided by Spock or Spock into Kirk--it was mathy fannish humor and I was into it then and I still am now). Slash was decidedly unpopular in the fannish world in 1984, and there was a concerted effort to force slash authors, artists, and fans out of 'mainstream' fannish public life. Hence, under the table.

#fannish shenanigans #fandom history #rare ass personal post

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