#stupid things i'm proud of

[glygriffe]

I can now say that I once entertained an Oscar winner at my apartment. Well, he was there for my roommate - and he had not won anything yet - but it still counts!

Adrien won best hair & make-up for the movie The Whale.

It's always fun when a Canadian is nominated for the Oscars, ever more so when they win, but it's a different kind of thrill when you can say 'He is from my hometown. In fact, he was in my home once.'

#oscars 2023 #Adrien Morot #stupid things i'm proud of

[woolysstuff]

"Bit pathetic, isn't it?"

Thumbnail art undercut

#Finished a two minute long animatic i'm so proud of myself #it took me awhile to make though haha #a bit tired #tsams #tsams spoilers #the sun and moon show #tsams eclipse #tsams solar flare #wooly's stupid brainrot #wooly makes things move

[cosmic-kaden]

Chaotic Twinflame - Phillip x Kaden Playlist.

These songs are in chronological order! Super proud of this playlist and moodboard so I'm gonna tag the moots™️ {if you're not a self-shipper please dni. I have anxiety lol}

🧡 - By Surprise by Gemini Club

💜 - Downhearted by PegboardNerds

🧡 - I Like Me Better by Lauv

💜 - Falling In Love by Dennis Kruissen // Drew Love

🧡 - After Dark by Mr. Kitty

💜 - Simply Being Loved by BT

🧡 - Ready Or Not by Sleeping Wolf

💜 - Come And Get Me by Sleeping Wolf

🧡 - High by Sleeping Wolf

TAGGING: @kylars-princess || @ama-ships || @heatobrienswife || @lysandreslittlechatot || @dragonsmooch

#I'M REALLY PROUD OF THIS ONE GUYZ /GN #I EVEN DID THE LIL TEXT THING IN THE MIDDLE WAAH #I am really really loving this ship with Phillip honestly... It's healing me T_T well if you read the fic YOU KNOW! #Chaotic Twinflame #Phillip 💞 #my dumb stupid face;

[hxhhasmysoul]

wouldn't it be nice if the author of the fics finished them. the author is me.

#vent #for the last 4 months my life has been in stupid crisis mode #like constantly #from major ones where i had to move out for a while because it was impossible to stay where i lived #to not being able to use my kitchen for over a week #and like other more or less minor house related stuff that made it impossible for me to use something normally #not a single week without something like that or shit at work which is constantly being so fucking chaotic #and now someone died in my family #not someone very close but i liked them #and of course like feeling sad that they are gone can't be the only thing #because it has to come with the headache of i need to travel for their funeral and it's just before easter #so there's no one in this city to leave my dog with #because most of my friends either live abroad or have cats or are busy before easter.. #i'd just want a week where nothing happens #and like the writing is weighing heavy on me #because i miss it #also i wish i could finish something #i wish something good would happen that i could feel proud off #also because i'm mentally ill and fucking stupid when i was going crazy with my kitchen not working and work shit #i bought new furniture #because after 15 years i've finally had enough money to buy some that aren't fucking black and inconvenient and ugly #which is like a huge project and a crisis i brought onto myself #just because i was too burnt out to write #and i wanted something nice to happen to me #like a nice living space that doesn't make feel like i have no ownership over it because everything in it was some else's choice #and that old furniture was bought by my mother and my brother ages ago and it's handmedowns #and my fucking horrible mother feels personally slighted that i want to get rid of a bed that is broken #because my brother's kids jumped on it regularly when they used to visit pre covid #yeah it's been broken that long because i lost all my savings during covid and had to change careers to a souless pointless corpo job #long pathetic whine and overshare over

[pa-pa-plasma]

look i'm gonna say it. some relationships are not queer, & that's okay. you don't have to cling to the idea that it's only okay if you can somehow make it queer. it's okay to be in a cishet relationship. the type of relationship doesn't make you less queer & it doesn't make cishet people inherently like. evil or something. chill out

#i keep seeing posts implying that only queer relationships are okay & seeing people being so afraid to be considered cishet #like. some queer people will get confused for being cishet. that's fine. you don't have to get angry at that. simple mistake #like i understand what you guys are saying but it just looks to me like you guys are shitting on straight people #there are trans het & cis gay people in the community. saying being cis or het is bad & should be avoided & argued against is just weird #like i 100% get you guys are trying to do some positivity thing but. does it have to be stupid #i get that some relationships that appear cishet are actually queer but if both people are cis & of opposite sexes & genders then like #i don't see how it's a queer relationship #you can BE queer & out & proud but a het relationship is a het relationship #if i started dating a guy i wouldn't say it wasn't #idk maybe i'm tired & confused but like. het relationships are not evil & it just makes it confusing to describe if you claim it's gay #like it's fine to joke i get that but when people start saying shit about how much they hate cis or het or cishet people fr like. shut up

[jeysuso]

#jey uso #wweedit #friday nigh smackdown #wwe smackdown #that's my baby and i'm REALLY PROUD!!!!!!! #notice how even though he was sort of having ago at the crowd ain't nobody booing him #because they all know!!!! #the part about what he's going through is so telling though #like he said he didn't want to do it and now he has to deal with that too #i love him so much he's so hurt #no heel on this EARTH comes out and says they didn't wanna hurt someone. #triple h would've owned that shit #roman would've OWNED. THAT. SHIT. #come out saying yeah i hurt him and i'd do it again too type shit #jey was visibly troubled by this whole thing #and jimmy stood there with that stupid pretty grin on his face #baby you have a STORM coming and you have no idea #your brother is about to SNAP #my baby jeyshua is in emotional turmoil and when he takes roman down. oh it's gonna be so sweet #beat his ASS jeyshua <3 #hunter hearst giving jey uso the main events he always deserved <3 <3 #mine*

[moonsidesong]

honest to god i have never seen my friend this upset about media. ever. i've known her for years. we've been playing games together for a long time now. she finds something to enjoy about everything and i envy that about her. and apollo justice taking the stand to talk about his stupid jpeg bestie is what finally broke her down

#and the thing about this friend of mine is she loves mysteries and she's also GOOD at them #she's really good at catching onto foreshadowing really early on and she's VERY proud of this skill #if they left ANY breadcrumbs at all about fulbright i literally can guarantee she would've caught on and been so excited to be right #but there's nothing! and he's awful. and i hate it here. #dual destinies spoilers #aa5 spoilers #bri talks #we're not even there yet and i'm dreading the stupid Awful reveal #bestietag

[lokislytherin]

JAY HONG CONSPIRACIES

ok so y'all know i love hong jaeyeol / jay and i believe he should have more canonical importance due to the role ptj-nim gave him not only as a good friend of daniel and potential love interest, but also as a strong fighter in his own right, and the son of steve hong, who seems to have more canonical importance than his son (who is part of the OG Squad) at this point.

hence i am creating my own headcanons about jaeyeol's past, present and future, some of which are definitely not going to happen in lookism but i'm just creating them for Fic Purposes.

the valid ones will probably age like cheese but hey! if it ages like cheese it means jay's back in canon so we should all celebrate that together instead! if some of the valid ones age like fine wine someone should hire to me to be their ghostwriter so i can use them as a stepladder to fame as an independent writer /j i'm already working on being an independent writer

anyway here goes nothing!

1. WHY DOESN’T HE SHOW HIS EYES

pretty boy: he has the most beautiful eyes ever, or he has heterochromia, and he's just shy / ashamed / scared of showing them which is sad because we all want to see his eyes come on ptj it's been over 8 whole years since lookism was first published i just want to know if he has eyes man

unlimited powaaaa: he'd be too powerful if he could see properly so ptj nerfed him like gojo satoru blindfold self-nerfing and booted him from the canon timeline

galaxy brain crack aus: he has no eyes that's it. he's medusa and if he looks at people they will turn to stone. he's got shojo manga female protagonist eyes and we'll all pass out immediately if we saw them because they’re too powerful (jaeyeol with gojo satoru style eyes? we’d all die fr)

2. WHY DOESN’T HE TALK

potential to be legit: selective mutism + he'll talk in his own time, he's mute full stop and cannot talk

galaxy brain crack aus: past hanahaki surgery bc he’s implied gay and we all know the effect of societal norms on lookism arcs (been there doing that), he's Really Bad At Socializing so he just Doesn't (doing a komi au for that)

3. WHAT’S WITH HIS PAST?

traumatic gay backstory: came out and didn’t get accepted by the family except joy over time bc she’s a Good Sister, steve hong was like ‘damn i can’t let the public know my son is Gay’ so basically kicked him out of the house but let him have an allowance bc he’s a c- parent (barely above the pass grade but he’s better than what we know of canonical khun eduan from tower of god who i am ranking as a failing grade, and daniel’s mom is s rank parent)

second son vs politics: first son kitae is the most important one bc he’s the one taking on the family business. only daughter joy is also important politically because she could get married off in the future for business partnerships. ideally you want to keep the power so marrying off your second son isn’t that great even if you don’t really care much about him and he doesn’t really care much about what you do, so you just keep him around and he does his thing and you get annoyed because his ‘thing’ involves smoking, driving motorcycles and almost breaking speed limits, beating people up, etc. oh yes you are steve hong.

slightly unseiso and definitely canonically impossible but potential fic material: aboverse. jay excommunicated from the family because he’s an omega born into a family of alphas. the social power scaling could be so interesting to explore because 1) the contrast between the stereotypical submissive and breedable omega who needs to be protected and kickass protector figure jay who is fully capable of taking down his own opponents and then yours as well unless he gets paired up with people like logan lee 2) i believe in switch jaeseok supremacy and i don’t see a lot of bottom jay fics on ao3 but at the same time it would be cool for omega!jay to top and overcome the social stigma attached to being an omega

3. WHAT’S HE DOING NOW?

med student: he quit j high to pursue a degree in medicine because he’s Serious about being a doctor and helping daniel like that, that’s why he had his 1 panel cameo. he just went back to visit his old classmates in hopes that daniel would be there

op character arc: he’s being trained like an anime protagonist rn. miss sophia trained him when he was young, maybe he went to miss sophia again or he went to another master and he’s getting even more deadly at systema and kali arnis so he can fight and protect daniel better! he’s preparing for his Main Protagonist Character Arc or he’s just doing it off screen rip

detective arc: he’s trying to figure out what happened to big daniel through sleuthing and Rich Boy Ways. will do this fix it au in the future

this is way too long. i should’ve made it a thread. but i hope yall had fun reading lmao?? feel free to expand on any of my ideas please i like Discussion if i expand on this i’ll rb too

#so i did a thing #hong jaeyeol #jay hong #lookism #lookism webtoon #lookism manhwa #half of these are actually valid #the other half are stupid fic ideas #that i'm just slapping out here before i forget about them #hong jaeyeol headcanons #lookism headcanons #jay hong headcanons #gay gay homosexual jay (implied) #jaeyeol misser anon #are you proud of me #this one is for the jay stans *blows a kiss at yall*

[evil-crayon]

So FUNNY STORY!

We have reached the time of year where you can find dead bees on the ground because they are like. Dying right now, and some weird part of my gremlin brain is fascinated by dead things so I just pick them up occasionally.

Also, right now we are doing the subject insects in art class.

Long story short, I forgot we had to bring reference sketches as a homework, and since I really love my teacher and can't handle her glaring disapprovingly at me, I just pulled out a dead bumblebee and started sketching it.

Here's the result of that!

I got a compliment from my teacher who was very much ignoring the fucking corpse I had dragged into her classroom, so that's great.

But the thing is.

I can't just start bringing normal references in the form of pictures to class, now can I? It would kind of blow my cover. Probably.

So yeah, I might post a few sketches of a bee later.

#art class #dead insects #bumblebee #i mean I did already bring dead things into her class #but that was just teeth and they were not physically preasent #they were part of a stilllife that I really hope she's done grading this week because man I'm proud of that one! #i want to hold it #in my sticky hands #jesus christ this is stupid #i'm vegan by the way #my art

[moregraceful]

Sharks better be showering this man is kisses I swear to god

#or i'll do it. since yall are cowards #happy cuda hockey is for everyone night to all who celebrate #personally i just talked someone through a gender crisis at church so i need to say something stupid before i explode #wish mackenzie would explode in m- [continuous caltrain horn blast] #my birthday playlist is soooo good this year #i can't share it until my birthday (monday) but it's so good!! #it is not a cry for help. don't put in the papers that it is a cry for help #but i think it does very much capture a year that was hmm. chaotic at best #nightmarish at worst #i think today after i clean out my car and clean my bedroom i am gonna make a list of things i am proud of myself for doing this year #usually i try to make a list of positive things that happened in my life when i'm down but that's hard when i think abt this year #but there's a lot of stuff i did that i'm proud of #i did things this year to be proud of #i did a lot to be proud of!!!! #fresno oilers.txt #but for real. sharks r cowards. kiss this man with tongue or meet me on the battlefield (sap center parking lot)

[toastsnaffler]

sometimes I wish I was a more interesting + charismatic person just so I could keep conversations going bc I like sharing space with other ppl but they routinely lose all interest and leave once I run out of things to say/start talking abt things that don't concern them :-(

#and boy do I run out of things to say so fast when I'm talking to friends who ik dont give a fuck abt any of my interests... #theres only so much i can make small talk or ask them questions abt their own interests/lives yknow. man #it just makes me feel like im constantly competing with smth else for other ppls attention all the time + constantly losing #eg. when i say smth + my flatmate reaches for her headphones a little dark souls banner appears across my vision like INTERACTION FAILED #and i can feel my rsd + insecurities praying on it like the more i feel this way the more it prophetically fulfils itself #by making me less willing to try and take up space so i become a smaller and smaller person around others #it frustrates me a lot sometimes and i dont rly have the will rn to undo that and force myself to take up more space regardless #ik this sounds like a water is wet complaint like oh nooo woe is me people get bored of me when i talk abt boring things (!!) #but when im spending time w ppl i like i enjoy listening to them talk even if im not interested in the subject bc its Them talking #and if they care abt smth then its worth hearing abt!! to me anyway. but it rly feels like no one reciprocates that idk #oh well not that it matters. at least i like the shit im into so i can talk to myself abt it in my head or on this site lmao #and i like myself as a person even if other people dont so theres always that. ur no 1 should always be urself <3 #voicing this makes me feel so stupid + embarrassed urgh. i hate being anxious abt dumb shit i hate being the sort of person who worries #that their friends privately dislike/just tolerate them or whatever bc id never want a friend to worry abt whether i thought that abt them #and im not naturally a very insecure person!! i think im just feeling particularly vulnerable atm bc of the season + jobhunting so long #+ the fact im dissatisfied with my current social life + still feel very wobbly from not having other ppl i can trust or rely on etcetcetc #and thats just bleeding into other areas. and it sucks a lot. but theres nothing to be done abt it rn bc im not going to communicate it #to other ppl bc im not pathetic enough to make my anxieties someone elses problem + beg for pity attention im too proud for that 👍 #anyway. gonna play some noita + then i rly need to work out today bc thats probs part of why im feeling so shite #if ur reading this ignore me im just venting itll pass. i hope youre having a nice day :^) #.vent #.diaries

[izzy-b-hands]

im ngl i had a lil breakdown before my shower (which i took just before i went to bed to chill and watch the new eps) abt some thought-id-already-worked-all-thru-it irl stuff that resurfaced on me like trauma tends to and i just

it made everything in the show so. I don't know how to say it right. but i feel seen and understood and emotionally overwhelmed in a safe yet weird way, just like i did with a lot of s1 and I am Feeling So Much akdnfkgb (i cannot stress enough that this is a Good Thing and I'm absolutely thrilled and happy with the new eps and like. Going to be fine mentally I just gotta wrangle this like i have the times before.)

#text post #god i need a therapist that specialises in PTSD when i can afford therapy again #in the meantime recognition of the self thru the admired other while im in this state weirdly helps #makes me feel like im gonna burst out of my skin and I'm blasting metal in my ear buds to deal with that for now #gonna sleep eventually #i think lmao #im fine honestly bc like. this is not my first breakdown by any means but just. the fucking timing could not have been better #that said i both need a hug and absolutely could not handle being touched rn so that's something #no one's gonna read this far so im gonna just let myself have one little extra messy vent in that #my stupid fucking dad triggered part of this last one and I'm so mad abt it #he doesn't give two fucks abt me now (but he'd pretend to if he saw me in person bc jason LOVES keeping up appearances) #and he would just do a little nod and smile and talk over me telling him all that's happened this last year #i moved across the fucking country with help from friends so i wouldn't wind up dead in ND #and that's the thing i keep surviving and I dont understand why when I'm so often stressed and struggling to want to live #that and more has been sitting weighing and i just. want to tell him all of this and for him to be proud of me #he'll never be proud of me the way i want bc even my mum hasn't pulled that off #where they're proud of me as I am with no caveats or hiding parts of myself #if u think this is bad pls know i deleted a maximum tags tag essay/trauma dump just before this on this post lmao #i am In The Soup rn but it's gonna be fine #gonna rewatch s2 eps and be slightly but safely triggered by bits of ed and izzys stuff and get stoned and try to. process feelings #find some ptsd therapy worksheets online like dr. blohm suggested i try #forgive me the long tags and scroll by it fast if u want/need friends ill try to contain my current mess to this post & few others

[shoechoe]

I only lurked on the Internet for a long time and still do not post on most websites I visit but it really is nice to have a place where I can talk about things like animated shows and music and other assorted interests without being judged

#personal #i will go on and on and on about the things i like and IRL it makes people sick of me #especially because my friends when i was younger were mean about my interests #i remember one time (i was 13) i was hanging out w/ my friends and we were watching shows so i put on invader zim #and then in the middle they said ''turn it off this show is so stupid'' and the rest of the night they watched superstore #i had to uh... resist the urge to run and jump out the window the rest of the time #people including my parents would make fun of the music i liked since i was like 11 #it would get to the point where i would snatch my headphones out of people's hands and obsessively clear every tab so they wouldn't see it #i would also get made fun of because i was bad at drawing (by my own parents too) and was kind of awkward in general #it made me very self conscious about so many aspects of myself i really wasn't happy #i think i am only starting to get a little better about it #and i'll be honest i'm not innocent when it comes to making fun of people for harmless interests too. the behavior is contagious i think #i try not to do it now i'm not proud of it #not to be too incredibly vent-y. but i really like feeling more comfortable talking about things i enjoy somewhere #i have found more friends that have some similar interests to me now and old friends have apologized and gotten less harsh #which helps. but also posting paragraphs on the internet about random shit helps too

[virtie333]

Me: Hey look! A Poe Dameron smutty one-shot! Just like Tumblr likes!

Tumblr: But it's Damerey...

Me:

I give up.

#a stupid post i thought about for 1/2 second and made in 2 seconds gets 67k notes #while things that took my heart and my time and i'm proud of are lucky to get 10 notes #i don't belong here on tumblr anymore than i belonged on discord #sorry for getting depressing again #i was doing good yesterday but this migraine derailed me today #this is the last time i beg for a chance here #i promise

[eliasbouchardslut]

:^)

#i'll be okay #logically i know this whole thing is so fucking stupid but my anxiety enjoys having field days #but honestly? i'm coping so much better than i would have like 2 weeks ago #so i'm proud of myself

[sherlock-is-ace]

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#ok i'm going to complain of an extremely petty thing #but i'ts eating me inside and i need to get it out without ruining my brother's day #he passed his last exam today he finished uni today and we're all very excited and happy for him he deserves it i love him #my aunt and a friend of her are coming to my house with food to celebrate this achievement #a lovely thing for them to do #my mom hasn't stopped saying how happy she is that he finished and passed all exams and she's proud and excited #all valid feelings ofc #there's special food for a special celebration for how special is my brother for finishing his studies #cute and fun #and i'm supposed to be the same level of hype (which i am don't get me wrong this IS exciting) #but here's the thing #i don't think ANYONE in my entire family has ever said ANYTHING about the fact that i graduated my university in 2018... #and they know... today in fact my aunt literally told me she didn't even know when i graduated #and listen i know this is petty and i don't want them to do a big thing that would be in fact annoying for me #but like... i can't help but think this is because what i studied was art and my brother studied programming... #you know a Proper Respectable Smart Career #while i'm here just doing silly drawings and starving to death like all artists... #i'm literally working on my field! #and i'm upset although i shouldn't be because it's stupid and the alternative would be them doing a big celebration for me #WHICH I DON'T WANT!! #so this whole rant is useless and stupid... #anyways i'm SO FUCKING PROUD OF MY BROTHER! he struggled so much with this degree and he's finally done :') #i'm getting him a present skjfsd #ok that's it #i'm done thanks for reading ksjdfhgdf #i had to say it here cause obviously i can't say any of this out loud lol #it's not only a dick move but also embarrassing af kdfjhfg #angel talks #personal