gwynriel week day 3: confessions
gwyn and azriel singing from eden to each other
both
I think one of the biggest similarities between gwyn and azriel is that a lot of their trauma comes from loss of innocence and autonomy. There is something that enacts such a sense of loneliness in their respective abuses, that despite each of them having found friends and family, the people around them are just unable to understand that degree of self hatred, fear, and isolation. and I believe that this song should be how sjm writes them confessing to each other that they are still recovering but there is something inevitable and unyielding and healing about the way in which they need each other. Not to be a final piece to fix a broken heart but a tool to remold it into something new. Something eternal.
Babe
There's something tragic about you
Something so magic about you
Don't you agree?
Babe
There's something lonesome about you
Something so wholesome about you
Get closer to me
No tired sighs, no rolling eyes, no irony
No 'who cares', no vacant stares, no time for me
Honey, you're familiar like my mirror years ago
Idealism sits in prison, chivalry fell on its sword
Innocence died screaming, honey, ask me I should know
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
Babe
There's something wretched about this
Something so precious about this
Where to begin?
Babe
There's something broken about this
But I might be hoping about this
Oh, what a sin
To the strand a picnic plan for you and me
A rope in hand for your other man to hang from a tree
Honey, you're familiar like my mirror years ago
Idealism sits in prison, chivalry fell on its sword
Innocence died screaming, honey, ask me I should know
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
anyways that’s what you missed on gleeriel
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Cat lmao
The catgender thing is actually really funny, because I think a year and a half ago now, I had a thought along the lines of “man, xenogenders are a little strange but, I think if I went with one it would be catgender” and wow look at me now mom!!
Btw I don’t think xenogenders are weird at all now I think they’re very awesome and cool
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My year(s) of desensitization and unfounded rage
-a memoir
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Wifey lettuce. Goop is so wifey lettuce material
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They call my mr swag dick.
I have three weeks left to live.
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