Uni starts on the 3rd of October I'm excited and terrified
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Time loops are just about the whiplash of constant highs and lows until you reach the point where it becomes monotonous, but in the back of your mind it's still a rollercoaster; you're just numb to it.
Death as comedy because there are no consequences. Is it allowed to be tragedy when there are no consequences?
Watch the descent laughing until your breath is stolen by the horror and you don't know if you even care anymore.
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maybe this a strange thing to get hung up on but like. I can’t be the only one who subconsciously texts my friends a bit more professionally after writing a long email to my professor. Or whose internal monologue temporarily changes to sound like that YouTuber I just binged for 3 hours. Or who acts a little more excited and dramatic after watching an action movie. It’s normal to pick up patterns from other people and situations, right?? Why do my friends act so surpised when I start acting more like them, or tell me I “shouldn’t change who I am”? Like buddy. In NO social interaction am I presenting the Real Me. And besides that, you’re an important part of my life—why would it be so weird to be influenced by you? I don’t like being thought of as Weird or Not Genuine just because I do something differently from your previous expectations of me.
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I can't stand being open about negative emotions, but covering them up feels like a fucking knife to the chest.
I think it's because the system is autistic and misses social cues / boundaries, so Grey has overshared and accidentally put too much on people in the past.
And from a combination of autism trauma + abuse & us not actually knowing the line between healthy sharing/support and Too Much, my brain processed it as "if you admit you're having a hard time or ask for support, they won't love you"
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WITCH ASK :)
Fuck there are so many things but, uh....
I guess the one thing I would change about the world is make it so that being unemployed isn't essentially a death sentence anymore, anywhere. That you could still have a basic standard of living and just vibe even if you're not employed.
One of my favorite comics is Spaceshipping by Alex Steacy (if you like goofy slice-of-life sci fi, and you're at least ok with porn, I highly recommend it). And I think I recall him describing his world's "boring utopia" as "the worst you could ever do is a small apartment with basic appliances, food, and free healthcare." Or something to that effect, I should try and find the actual quote.
But yeah, as someone who has been unemployed for about eight months now due to factors outside of my control (believe me, I've been working my ass off trying to find employment) this is something I'd love to just wake up one day and see.
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'this is a goddamn bitch of an unsatisfactory situation' sounds like the kind of exaggerated, colorful complaint that I associate with like, modern-day internet humor, but when hear see it in context it's completely different. jack's voice is breaking, he's holding back tears. the pain in his delivery of that line is starkly audible. this is at the end of nearly two decades of seeing ennis only a few times a year, and just hearing that ennis has to cancel their next meeting. he's at the end of his rope, and he's ready to break down. as much attention as "I wish I knew how to quit you" got, I think this is the line that stays with me for the sheer emotion in its delivery
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...i just recalled bits and fragments of a dream i had in which i had made a post for some reason criticizing an aspect of ao3 (which i do not now recall) and the antis took it and ran with it and my followers were all betrayed and i just had to screech through my recent posts to make sure that it was only a very stupid nightmare
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i guess it's sort of a taboo thing that hunters just love to drink & make merry . but there's one thing that is for certain , krissy doesn't get drunk with just anyone . being intoxicated means being vulnerable . vulnerability is one of krissy's most hated things . sure , she will get tipsy with friends . but she only gets white-girl wasted with people who she knows wouldn't take advantage of her or leave her to the wolves . to her it's one of the utmost signs of TRUST .
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