#textmistas

[themistas]

sam is soooooooo. he's the it-girl he's the star of the show he's EVERYTHING. the boy with the demonic powers the demon blood addict the guy who's lost his soul the crazy dude hallucinating lucifer. he's IT he's EVERYTHING he could be the character with the least screentime and he'd still have SO MUCH to offer

#i'm literally foaming at the mouth we're on s7 and the sam plot is soooo. WHY DO YOU BEAT HIM UP!!!!! but also none does it like him.... #spn #sam winchester #s1 sam would cry and tbh i hate it here for him. but he's sooooo. he's always more interesting than whatever finale is happening #textmistas

[themistas]

going to scream. when castiel goes bonkers as god, powered-up over 9000, dean gives up on him one hundred and thinks he's no longer there. but sam, the blood-addict, lucifer's vessel, the freak, the one who is supposed to be evil, who has succumbed to 'darkness' here and there, knows, and doesn't. and castiel is still there, and in need of help. and what would have happened had sam not been there.

#sastiel #castiel #sam winchester #sam having so much compassion and understanding of his situation 😭😭 im never getting over this guy #also the quote-unquote on darkness is bc rly his moments werent that bad. they were bad to dean. but thats another can of worms #spn #textmistas

[themistas]

out of every atrocity spn has gifted the fandom, the delusion that sam is straight is the most headache-inducing one

#we were NOT watching the same show!!!!!! #sam winchester #supernatural #spn #textmistas #QUEER sam

[themistas]

'jotakak does not exist' to you. i see beyond the lack of interactions. i misread glances. i hang onto one line of dialog. i interpret things my way and i do not care

#textmistas #jjba #jotakak #theyre actually coded in a way that theyre only compatible in this universe but also a thousand others if you squint harder and harder #this isnt a diss @ anyone btw just that i saw a few posts expressing the same 'jotakak mid' take #and while i do respect. i actually see the vision

[themistas]

anime polpol when he realises avdol is alive: avdol 🥺🥹😍 you are alive 😭💖❤😖🤡❣️

OVA polpol when he realises avdol is alive: 😶🫢😵 av...avdol... ?..?...?!!!??!! 🫨🤯😳 you 🥲🫨 you are 🥹🥺💞 you are alive..??...?! 🥹💫💔❤️‍🩹💖💓❤️‍🔥 you are..!! 🥺🥺🫢😿💙💝💟💘 YOU ARE ALIVE...!!! 💘💝💞💕💚💛💙💞💗❣️💟💕💘💗💝💞❣️💓❣️💓💘🖤💞💘 [one hour long hug ensues]

#avpol #muhammad avdol #jean pierre polnareff #jjba #cant make it up i love both but the OVA truly is a 90s piece. it's not fully canon it's badass it's gay #fr dub experience btw. if the dub made it gayer i dont care ive decided to perceive it this way #textmistas

[themistas]

what is up with s6 sastiel. going insane. castiel going in for a hug and sam somehow not taking it. 'will you, boy' (??????????????????????) castiel appearing as soon as sam calls when he's been mia when he was soulless.

let me tell you what his soul felt like when i touched it.

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#sastiel #LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE??? #my eyes are wide open when they share screentime #spn #textmistas

[themistas]

NO because sam hasn't been alright since he got out of the cage and you can feel it. he was soulless, he was in pieces, he was hallucinating and couldn't see a way out... he's carrying himself like atlas the sky all the way to the finale, and it's so obvious he wants to rest. he's at a point in which quitting hunting and dying are the same -- the ends meet, after all: he simply yearns for peace

#and dean. proceeds to not give him that #dean critical #I GUESS!! im just so upset like who wrote that. it's a disservice to dean tbh like why did you make him become that #theyre v consistent on making sam shoulder every worst thing ever yet theyre unable to make dean anything else than mean #full of grudge and obsessive #like girl!!! you deserve better!!! #spn #sam winchester #textmistas

[themistas]

idk. there's something about sam winchester. as soon as he's born it's like fate itself punishes him for it. cursed to be The One, vessel of lucifer, sacrifices himself so that the apocalypse doesn't happen -- but he's raised soulless, and when he gets his soul back -

suffering clings to him, everything haunts him.

it's like he's not allowed to be at peace, not allowed to breathe. he's born and he's robbed of a normal life because desperate people do desperate things, and all he is is collateral damage. he's robbed of a normal life, because - actually - he wasn't ever supposed to have one. he's so smaller than god and he runs around in his palm, desperately trying to get off it. it's not a comfortable ride.

and at first he gets to avoid it. as a young stanford dropout he gets to squeeze through it. but fate catches up and catches him by the collar, and people die, and people drown around him, and he can't even surface himself.

there used to be a time dean could take it all for him. but once he's back from hell, it's as if everything screamed at him to go back there, to never rise again. dean wants the trials, and man - sam doesn't even get that. the promise lies empty, devoid of any hope on the floor.

all he gets is a hellhound, standing above him, pouring out a bath, a touch of you're it! down on him. it's hateful. it's disgusting. it's horrible.

and i haven't seen more, i'm for now stuck with a sam that's starting yet another quest that begs for suffering, but.

this man sees a light at the end of the tunnel. he has hope. he has faith. fate will have him again and again and again. but they will never own, not even touch his soul.

it's been reclaimed.

#he is the most heartbreaking tragedy to ever appear on my tv screen i will NEVER get over him #just saw the hellhound ep and man i am soooo. soooo. he is soooooo. i love you sam winchester #sam winchester #supernatural #spn #textmistas #also maybe im too naive too hopeful but i do believe that sam no matter how broken he is always manages to rise. #he is lazarus. to me. he is jesus. to me. he is everything. to me.

[themistas]

i think s8 is awful then i start s9 and it turns out sam, ready to kick the bucket, BEGGING not to be brought back, is robbed of his agency so that this dumbass show can go on for six additional seasons. i will howl to the moon until this buffoonery ends

#I AM SO MAD LET HIM GO LET HIM CHOOSE!! #death came for him HIMSELF too. god i am so sad big F to you dean srsly #why did they have to write dean this way why couldnt they make him grow a little and realise the codependency was toxic #spn #sam winchester #i am soooo mad #textmistas

[themistas]

the emotional rollercoaster of sam and lucifer playing detectives, it backfiring into lucifer gaining control again, castiel being alive, attempting and failing to save sam, then taking the hallucifer into him... supernatural writers are insane

#textmistas #spn #sastiel #? maybe? i am feeling many things abt castiel to right this wrong but also who wouldnt LMAO #the fact sam never hears what cas says and vice versa 😔😔 castiel never seeing sam's reaction to him being alive... IVE HAD ENOUGJ!!!!! #this was soooo. like for a moment you almost had me rooting for samifer!!! but alas too much britney spears toxic.mp3 for me...

[themistas]

i miss 2016 when fitzgerald was the biggest villain in bsd and the shin soukoku team-up that resulted in his loss seemed to be the dawn of a long and fruitful partnership between atsushi and akutagawa. never once occured to me that my aus full of training sessions and allyship between the two would be rendered null, nay, absurd, by fyodor ruining everything and akutagawa fucking dying

#all the aus i drafted were silly but a mere Stretch back then. now they simply look ABSURD!! #current dazai would not have the time to send shin soukoku on a sleepover so they can bond. he's in jail and also playing dead. THE FUCK !! #it b feeling like there was more hope for silly headcanons then than there are now #cant write atsushi noticing akutagawa has chapped lips during training sessions now... there never was a training session.. never will be.. #textmistas #shin soukoku #bungou stray dogs #bsd

[themistas]

oh so when okuyasu gets his stomach blown up by a chef he's all healed but when dio does it to kakyoin kakyoin is 'deceased' and 'part of the jobros cemetery'

#this is a joke. #jjba #jojo's bizarre adventure #stardust crusaders #diamond is unbreakable #noriaki kakyoin #textmistas

[themistas]

i'm not gonna be over damsel (2024) actually. the parallel of elodie trying to save the bird at the beginning and deciding to save the dragon at the end. poetic cinema. we don't kill the monsters anymore. they have suffered enough. we understand them and we will help them

#damsel #textmistas #😔😔😔😔😔 what can i say i coulf have cried...!!

[themistas]

why are you, as a vampire, in need of blood?

to bite a man's neck?

to lick his skin and lap at his blood like a little kitten?

to turn him and have him as your forever lover?

gay shit

#akutagawa ryuunosuke #nakajima atsushi #bungou stray dogs #shin soukoku #BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE GIRL IS BITIIIINGGGG #bsd #textmistas #big smooches to nineofscans for these

[themistas]

incredibly specific i guess. but work setting sastiel is obviously castiel as that one coworker who does his job meticulously, seriously, properly, and continously gets screwed over by upper management (he never gets peace when he is done), who always takes it silently, nods and accepts it. and sam as the guy nearby who's part of the union watching it all unfold, giving a replay to the entire union office whenever a new screw-over happens -- sighing when castiel once again refuses to speak up when he suggests he does

#eventually castiel gets his union card. and one day he says no. sam has never been prouder #sastiel #spn #sam during the works council: so get this. according to the LAWR. youre not supposed to exploit your workers #textmistas

[themistas]

rashoumon is about a guy who steals a coat to survive... akutagawa dies without his coat on... after lending it to atsushi... sacrificing himself in his stead...

#it's not shin soukokover IT WILL NEVER BE SHIN SOUKOKOVER #bsd #akutagawa ryuunosuke #shin soukoku #went as far as to use his shirt too... this man would strip for love #textmistas