#thank fucking christ

[girlfriendline]

marking this down as basically the best news we could have hoped for

#thank fucking christ

[toointojoelmiller]

Damn. For a while there I actually was convinced that my medications had changed the way my brain worked and made it impossible for me to focus enough to write. Cannot even put it words what a relief it is to get a chapter together and feel good about it.

If you hate it please don’t tell me 😭

#finally updated #tlou fic #my fic #the last of us fan fiction #tlou episode 8 #post episode 8 #long fic #Joel miller #joel and ellie forever #thank fucking christ

[peppermintschnapps]

i could cry

#genndy tartakovsky's primal #spoilers #thank fucking christ #but i think now in the next episode the viking man #is going to kill one of the main gang #not sure who #but what genndy giveth he also taketh away

[mitchmrner]

THE DILF HAD ENOUGH

#AND SO HAVE I #THANK FUCKING CHRIST #leafs lb

[joeyisourranger]

ARSI MY ARSI

#thank fucking CHRIST #there was too much passing what the fuck was that #avs lb

[nbmudkip]

FINALLY. I’M FINALLY FUCKING FREE. IT’S LOCKED FOREVER

#NO MORE FUCKING SPAGHETTI IN MY NOTES EVER AGAIN #THANK FUCKING CHRIST #I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS MOMENT FOR A LONG LONG TIME. #me.txt

[maebymaedayidk]

Tw/ mental health, adhd, doctors

So 2 days ago, I was diagnosed with ADHD.

I cannot even find the words to accurately communicate how fucking VALIDATING getting that diagnosis was.

For years and years of my life I've been like "Yeah, i probably have adhd" but I felt TERRIBLE identifying with it because I didn't have a formal diagnosis. I was so worried I was just being an ignorant neurotypical, like the people who are like "omg yeah I'm SO OCD like I hate mess"

My parents always said I have ADHD, but because the school system does fuck all to support neurodivergent people they just never bothered to get me diagnosed. And I truly understand where they were coming from. I live in a tiny town, growing up the neurodivergent kids were more scrutinized than they were supported, it actually was safer at the time to go undiagnosed.

But I'm 20 now. At 17 my parents stopped making my appointments for me. For 3 years I was dragging my feet about getting diagnosed because out of EVERYTHING that I had to deal with growing up, all the struggle through highschool, the shittiness of zoomiversity, the thing that terrified me most was going to the doctor and hearing her say

"No, you're normal."

Because that's it, isn't it? The fear going to the doctor and them telling you that nothing is wrong, that its just *you*. That they have no idea what you're talking about. And for me i think that that is a response is rooted in the trauma of being a female presenting person trying to navigate the health care system. The fear of being told "no", then not getting the help you KNOW you need. And having to continue living your life when you KNOW that you could be so much more if you just got HELP.

But thankfully my doctor believed me. She told me:

"yeah, you've got all of the symptoms. Well set you up with counselling and I want to get you started on some medicine. We will find what works for you."

I nearly cried.

It's such a weird feeling, to be told that something you always suspected is correct. It's validating and you can finally allow yourself to be HOPEFUL.

I firmly believe that having ADHD is not a flaw, or the product of a broken brain or what have you. I truly think that humanity would not have gotten as far as it has if everyone's brain were built the exact same way. Having ADHD, being autistic, and just having a brain that works differently is a struggle because of the expectations and the systems of the society we live in. Our brains, fundamentally, weren't designed for capitalism.

We weren't designed to be individualistic, we weren't designed to not support eachother. The notion of "independence", with its modern expectations attached, does not create a thriving society. We have to rely on each other, and support each other. I'm slowly falling into a rant about ableism and although that is connected •♡°○lets stay on track○°♡•

I was so lucky that I was believed, that my doctor was quick to offer support. Not everyone gets that experience and it sucks. But I'm so happy that I finally got that diagnosis.

I'm mae, the possum, and I have ADHD.

#queer #mental health #adhdawareness #ADHD #adhdlife #adhd things #adhd diagnosis #diagnosis #healthcare #thank fucking christ #i can't believe i went 2 whole decades with a brain full of bees though #adhd brain #brain bees #brainfullofbees #dave

[samsrowena]

BLUE GEORGIA BAYBEEEE

#thank fucking christ #i wish we could've ousted kemp too but hey. at least we got this #a.txt #us politics

[yeahaurelia]

One thing I've noticed about tumblr since focusing more attention here is a distinct lack of family guy funny moments

#thank fucking christ #i hate family guy

[gaydelgard]

they fixed the girl octoling animations

they get to have the same walking and standing animations as everyone else

#thank fucking christ #alexi talks #splatoonblogging

[theteaisaddictive]

pre-employment checks complete, motherfuckers!!! come through, whichever one of my previous mentors it was who finally gave me that job reference!!

#I'M NOT GOING TO SPIRAL INTO HORRIFIC DEBILITATING DEBT BC I NOW HAVE A JOB!!! HURRAY!!!! #genuinely i have been so busy with 'moving flat' stress i didn't have time for 'no official job offer' stress #but i just checked this evening and like magic there it is #thank fucking christ

[taptrial2]

oh my god, ive gotten to the point in pokemon legends arceus where finding a cascoon makes me actually lose my mind and make monkey noises. ive had to find at least 40 of these little shits and the rng involved is so annoying, and cherubi and cherrim are gonna be even WORSE, FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#exoticbutterstxt #anyway im almost done with cascoon's research entries FINALLY #i just have to burn like seven more to death and i'll be good #thank fucking christ

[itsmyroadroller]

#THANK FUCKING CHRIST #RZR SPEAKS

[eclysia]

my dad managed to break into my house. holy fucking hell

#thank fucking christ

[egg2k16]

Why is being an art student literally so stressful, I just wanted to create, now it feels useless

#post #onion college #happy to say that this is my last semester #graduating in May #thank fucking Christ

[vaguely-concerned]

So much of Garak as a person starts to make sense once you know his childhood was a fucking gothic novel. His main playground was a graveyard and he'd play pretend by perfoming improv eulogies to an imagined audience. For a long time his main touchstone for most important figures from recent history is 'oh yeah I know about that guy my dad buried him. great flower arrangements for that one'. He finds out later his 'parents' are actually a brother and sister who had to get married to avoid the utter shame and social devastation of having a child born out of wedlock, and they live in the basement of his biological father's house. (the madwoman in the attic vs. the tiny elim in the basement.) His biological father calls himself his uncle and locks him in a closet whenever he fails to live up to his insane and unpredictable expectations and everyone just has to act like that's normal and expected, and his will hangs over everything at all times, unseen but always felt keener than anything else. The father who actually raised him grows the world's most beautiful (and as it turns out, most poisonous) orchids and keeps the mask of a god hidden in a box in his work shed. Everyone in the house is choking down secrets like it's the only air they know how to breathe anymore.

What I'm saying is that right from the get-go this guy never had the faintest shot at turning out normal, so I'm glad that by middle age he's found a way to get a bit silly with it as he continues to be deeply deeply not normal about anything ever <3

#guess who's reading a stitch in time! #star trek ds9 #elim garak #a stitch in time #star trek #ds9 #I will make a monster post of asit thoughts eventually but just. jesus christ!!! what a start in life lmao #tolan and tain seem to have been... well not exactly friends probably but to have had some connection beforehand #did tain know him or mila first??? how was mila and tolan's sibling status presumably not known publicly? #at what point during all of that did tain start to have sex with tolan's sister. the more you think about it the more fucked it gets lol #under the circumstances... shoutout to tolan and mila for not leaving him somehow even more fucked up interpersonally than he is #and no thanks to tain for anything ever I hate him so much