#then again he also had the lollipop and $10 I gave him sitting in clear view but not like an altar or anything

[perriewinklenerdie]

Stuck with you (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Open Heart, Ethan Ramsey x MC

A/N: Hello, hello, hello! How are we, guys? Alive and kicking? Getting enough sleep? Drinking water? (also tea, tea is awesome, 11/10). It’s been (again) a while since I’ve posted anything on here, huh. I’m working on another fic as we speak (summer theme cause summer is ending and I’m not ready for it), so we’ll see how it goes :D

AO3 link:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/26013712

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Enjoy! <3

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Claire noted with an overwhelming sense of relief that as the end of her shift approached, the intensity of the day decreased significantly. What used to be a fast-paced march in the early hours of the morning, was now a slower stroll. It was mostly due to the fact that all her patients were stable, and her pager miraculously wasn’t going off every five seconds like it tended to do almost every day of her life at Edenbrook.

Her contemplation was cut short when she felt insistent tugging on her white coat. She moved her eyes towards the source of the movement, being only half surprised when she saw a seven-year-old girl, smiling widely at her.

“Dr. Claire! The nurse came to take my blood, to see if it was good and she gave me a high-five.”

“I’m sure you were so brave.” a smile blossomed on her face as she kneeled down to be on the same eye level as her little patient.

“I was! Can I have a lollipop now? I didn’t even cry or anything, it was just like you said, barely a pinch and it was over.” The girl asked, thinking back to the conversation they had that morning. It wasn’t even something that Claire did only for this patient, not a one-time event.

It has become a sort of a legend among younger patients and nurses, that she always had a bunch of sweets in her pockets, giving them out to the kids on occasions. Mostly because of it, along with how good she was with young people, she was a liked doctor that was invited into all the tea parties and book readings organized by kids, with a bit of help from the nurses.

“As promised, here it is.” Her hand disappeared into the pocket and emerged with a pink and white lollipop in a colorful wrapper.

“Thanks, Dr. Claire! You’re the best.”

“Don’t run while eating it, we don’t want you to get hurt, okay?” she warned her before standing up. The girl was already running away, though, waving the candy in the air in excitement.

“Sure thing, doc, have a nice day!”

Claire shook her head in amusement, straightening the creases on her coat as she turned away to walk towards the ER. She was stopped short in her tracks, however, by the sight of an eyebrow raised so high up that it might as well have flown off his face altogether, accompanied by a curious gaze of Ethan Ramsey. His arms were folded across his chest, his posture meant to intimidate.

“You’re a doctor, Herondale. Giving away sweets in a hospital? That’s promoting diabetes.” He pointed out, waiting for her to explain her behavior. She imagined that a comment like that had the potential to make some interns cry; hell, even less resistant to pressure residents tended to avoid confrontation with him if they could help it. But Claire? Hell no.

“It’s a little reward for being brave. I can attest that it works, they are much more likely to go through their procedures- “

“- and not be scared. Good call, Rookie, even though I still think you’re spreading diabetes in the hospital.” Ethan smiled, breaking the act of trying to reprimand her. Instead, he took a small step towards her, brushing a stray lock of hair from her face. Her eyes sparkled teasingly, holding his gaze in a tight lock with her own as she decreased the distance between them even more.

“The only diabetes you’re going to get is from me being so sweet.” Claire’s voice dropped to a gentle whisper the more she talked, then she slowly stood on the tips of her toes to kiss his cheek. The corners of his lips went up, forming a smile, partly concealed by her hair. Before anything else could be said or done, the sound of a phone ringing caused them to, albeit reluctantly, step away from each other slightly.

“As much as I would love to continue this conversation, I should get going. Us Herondales really do hate waiting, you know.” She grinned, beginning to walk away from him.

“Yeah, I think I do. I wish I could go with you.”

“I know you do, Ethan. Maybe next time? Actually, definitely next time; I don’t think my Mom will let you skip the next family lunch, no matter how much important work you have.” He laughed, shaking his head as he watched her retreating form.

“See you this evening?”

“You can count on it, Ramsey.”

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It was slowly getting dark when he got home, and by the time he got round to cooking dinner, the sun has already set. He didn’t think much about the lack of contact with her; he knew how those family meetings went, so if he had to guess, Will most likely kidnapped her phone.

The ringing startled him a little, but still, nothing seemed wrong, hence why he walked towards the sound calmly. Claire’s name flashed on the screen, pulling a smile onto his face.

“Right on cue, Dr. Herondale. Dinner is almost ready, will you be home soon?” he asked, leaning against the back of the couch. There was a short moment of silence before she spoke, her voice just a little on edge.

“I don’t want you to freak out, but I got shot.”

“What?”

It was good that he had something to fall onto, because the initial reaction of his body caused his knees to go weak. He should have known that something wasn’t right, but never would he have thought that while she was supposed to be with her family, she would get hurt.

“It’s nothing, really, a clean in and out wound, I’m already having it treated.” Claire’s voice was steady, nothing indicating any unbearable pain, but then again, he didn’t know what exactly happened, so she might as well have been trying to calm him down.

“Where are you?” he asked, already running to the kitchen to turn the burners off, grabbing his car keys along the way.

“Edenbrook, but as I said-“

“I’ll be there in fifteen minutes.” He cut her off, walking out of the apartment in rush.

It’s funny how fluid the time is. The more one is anticipating something, the slower it goes by. Consequently, the more one is dreading something, the more it rushes forward. Ethan was experiencing something entirely different. The whole ride to the hospital felt like it lasted two eternities, and yet he couldn’t remember a thing from that time, like it happened in a split second.

His feet carried him forward, recklessly running through the maze of corridors, ignoring stares he was getting from his coworkers. Any logical thought has evaporated, leaving only blinding panic, unprompted by her way of speaking, but pushed forward by what she said.

Danny didn’t even question his disheveled state when he asked for the room number, knowing better than to stand in his way. His muscles screamed, more tired than after any other exercise, but the fear of the unknown was pushing him towards her. He opened the door, only to see Claire sitting on the bed, discomfort clear on her face. Not pain, not distress. Discomfort.

Because in front of her bed were two people, sitting in a pair of chairs. The room was filled with crying of a little boy, shaking in his mother’s arms. He was muttering something incoherently; Ethan wasn’t able to figure out what exactly the kid was saying. Meanwhile, Claire was trying her best to calm the boy down, her hands trembling in frustration that she was stuck in bed.

Ethan expected everything. Literally anything but this. Because how the hell could he have predicted that he would find Claire, shot and panicking because her nephew was crying. The woman sitting on the chair, Claire’s sister in law, Louise, made eye contact with him, her face twisted in a mixture of helplessness and horror, not communicating a lot to him about what had happened.

Then he turned towards Claire, his eyes running over her, searching for the wound or any additional injuries. Her calf was bandaged and resting on top of the covers, but other than that, she seemed fine. Her head moved slightly, signalizing that she was indeed okay, after which she nodded towards her nephew giving him a clue.

How the hell did an eight-year-old boy shoot his aunt?

Ethan ran a hand over his face, breathing in deeply. With no idea how to even begin the conversation, he looked at Louise. She sighed, then started explaining.

“Our genius uncle decided that Toby was old enough to try shooting an air gun. He tried to aim towards the target, but it fired early by accident.” She took a break to look at her son, squeezing his shoulder reassuringly. “It just so happened that Claire was in the bullet’s way.”

“But I’m okay.” Claire rushed to reassure them, smiling softly at Toby. He started crying again, hiding his face in his mother’s sweater. Ethan sensed what she meant, walking over to the little boy and kneeling by his side.

“How are you doing, little man?” he asked, trying to test the waters before saying anything else. Toby didn’t respond, but he did turn his head to look at Ethan, his eyes red from crying.

“I- I hurt aunt Claire.” He muttered before another batch of tears gathered in his eyes. The older doctor extended his hand towards him, patting him on the shoulder comfortingly.

“I can assure you that your aunt is going to be okay. I saw her leg, it’s going to heal before you know it, yeah?” he caught Toby’s gaze, seeing him already feeling a bit better. “Let me tell you a secret. When she feels better, give her a big hug. It always works.”

“Hugs won’t always get you out of trouble, Ramsey.” The blonde doctor warned, grinning from ear to ear in a teasing manner. He schooled his features when he looked at her, then dropped the act and smirked, mischief spelled across his face as he took a step towards her.

“Ethan, no.” she warned him, her eyes growing wide. He took another step. “No.” She moved back into her bed, scooting away from him. Before she could give him another warning, he reached her and dug his fingers into her sides, tickling her mercilessly until she laughed. Claire tried to slap his hands away, to no avail, but the torture didn’t last long. Soon enough, he wrapped his arms around her, engulfing her in his warm embrace.

“Am I forgiven?” his lips brushed against her ear as he muttered the question. She took a moment, keeping him on his toes, giggling when he leaned away to look at her in consternation.

“For now, you are. We’ll see later, Mister.”

Their little game seemed to do the trick; Toby calmed down, and by the time Louise took him home, he was smiling. The door closed behind them, leaving Ethan with Claire. Visiting hours were long over, but there was not a one person that came to kick him out, courtesy of them both being doctors. He remained seated in the chair next to her bed, holding onto her hand as they talked.

“Shouldn’t you go home and rest? You have a shift in the morning.” She muttered, tracing his knuckles with her thumb.

“No, I don’t. Naveen let me stay with you, make sure you don’t injure your leg further. No walking, no running, only being carried.” He grinned, leaning towards her a bit, dropping his voice to a low whisper. “I’m your very own, private taxi.”

She laughed, pulling him onto the bed by his hand. “Okay then, since you’re not going home, you’re sleeping with me.” his eyebrow shot up in a teasing manner, opening his mouth to protest, but she was faster than him. “Yes, you are forgiven, and no, I won’t take no for an answer, Ramsey. Get in here.”

Sighing heavily, he removed his shoes and sat next to her, mindful of her injured leg. He looked at the wound for a long moment, being stopped by Claire pulling him to lie down. “I’m never leaving you again when guns are involved.” He pressed his lips against her forehead, muttering the words quietly.

“Only when guns are involved?” she joked, embracing him a bit tighter. Rather than seeing, she felt him laugh.

“Okay, you just scored yourself a lifetime of being stuck with me. Is that what you wanted, Herondale?” their eyes met, sparkling with humor and love. Stretching herself to her best ability, she pressed a short, sweet kiss to his chin before falling back into his arms.

“Give me the ‘brave patient’ candy and it’s a deal”

They remained in that position for quite some time, conversing silently, his hand running up and down her leg in a soothing motion. A short while after he turned the lights off so they could get some rest, she gave him a more serious answer, her words muffled by the fabric of his shirt. “I’m perfectly fine with being stuck with you.”

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[shikamarubae]

War of the heart pt6

Pairing:  Kakashi x reader, Itachi x reader

Summary: The situation becomes increasingly confusing

Warnings: Mentions of rape attempt

A/N:  English isn´t my first languge, please keep that in mind, i hope you like it.(i appreciate comments and criticism).

The ages and order in the events may not correspond to the anime canon.

The parts in italics are memories/dreams with memories.

Tags: @flowersgirl02 , @affection-rabbit ,  @dumb-dork  @jillanaholland              @ maybeisthemoon  itskindofafairything    yoongnysus

Part 1  Part 2  Part 3 Part 4  Part 5 part 7 

Finally you were moving from the mountain, Itachi had appeared in your room just when it began to get dark and ordered you to follow him, you didn´t know where and to top it off he had not allowed you to see where you were going down from the mountain to the forest.

The trees covered the little sunlight that was left and you were not used to moving through that space so you clung to Itachi's robe, who advanced in front of you without signs of the slightest effort.

"This is pathetic," you thought as you watched your clenched fists around the cloth the man was wearing, but that was the situation you were in and you couldn't escape, there was no way for an escape in that forest, without chakra and having Itachi as an opponent it wouldn´t turn out well, also you didn´t know where Kisame was, he could be anywhere prepared in case you tried to escape. It was still a dead end situation until you came up with something that could help them find you, the clothes you were wearing were new, so it still didn't smell like you. It was clear that Itachi had thought that you could try to leave a trail, so he had made you change to a new and clean haori before leaving the mountain, but very carefully and without releasing one of your hands from him, you pulled several hairs on your head, dropping them to the ground, if they were looking for you, any trace you could leave no matter how small it would do.  

Going a little further you let go of Itachi and taking advantage of a rock that he had just dodged, you stumbled scraping your leg and leaving blood on the surface.

Itachi noticing that your grip had disappeared, turned just at the exact moment when you fell forward, making you collide with his chest -Be careful- he said and took you by the shoulders, separating from you and taking your hand.

During the whole way he kept the sharingan active, you might think that it was because he wanted to stay alert but the use that Itachi gave him was not habitual and that was something that kept you thoughtful, after what happened the previous day you had an idea of the reason why he used it so much, but you needed to check it.

-We have arrived- He said, taking you out of your thoughts, you looked up and found more forest and some hot springs.

-What are we supposed to do here?

-Bathing -he replied simply and threw you a cloth bag, you opened it and inside there was a towel and clothes, you were confused. Uchiha Itachi had just taken you to a hot spring? You looked at him not knowing where to start to ask.

-Is it some kind of  test?

-No, I thought you would like to take a bath.

You nodded looking at the clothes in your hands and then at him, you didn´t understand Itachi´s intentions, who seemed to notice your doubts and smiled, with the same smile that you had seen the first day-It´s my apology for what happened yesterday.

"You don't have to apologize" was going to automatically come out of your mouth but you bit your tongue and nodded again-Okay, it's the least you can do after attacking me.

-It wasn´t my intention- He replied calmly, without a slight smile leaving his lips. -You surprised me- He finally admitted, and climbed into one of the trees closest to the waters.

-Aren't you going to take a bath?- Itachi denied and settled on the branch.

-I'll stay here, don't worry, I'm not going to look.

"Okay," you murmured and away from him, you undressed and entered the water, the hot water felt so good that for a moment you closed your eyes, relaxed, forgetting where you were and who you were with.

When you opened your eyes again, you looked at the branch where the man was sitting, from there he could see you perfectly, but he was not looking at you, he had lost sight in front and his eyes were normal, that did not make sense, you swam towards the shore and you leaned on it, drawing the attention of the man in the tree.

-Itachi-you called him and when he heard your voice and looked at you his eyes turned red again.

-Are you okay?, your face is red.

-It's the steam -you answered somewhat embarrassed to find yourself in that situation with him, it was so strange that you didn't know how to feel about it -I've been thinking -you said trying to find the most appropriate way to say what you were going to say -Are you losing your sight? -You asked finally and it seemed that you had been right, because surprised, Itachi looked away while the Sharingan disappeared from his eyes.

-Why did you notice?

-You use the Sharingan too much, I know it spends energy and chakra and you are not the type to do unnecessary things and when i saw you the other day ... you didn´t use it and you seemed not to see what was around you.

The man closed his eyes and sighed, resting his head on the trunk of the tree, he seemed so human, so innocent and gentle, if you didn´t know what he had done you would think that it was impossible for that man to be a ruthless murderer, you wanted to be afraid of him, you wanted to be cautious, but every time he was near you,  you forgot about it.

Your gaze on him seemed to bother him as he tried to distract himself by playing with a kunai in his hands, was he really a murderer?  you wondered without looking away, even Sasuke was more intimidating than him. You really wanted to find its limit, where its murderous and ruthless side began, because so far you had not found it.

You enjoyed the hot waters in silence for several more minutes and when you decided that it was enough, you went out, making sure that Itachi was distracted and didn´t look at you, you dressed in the clothes in the bag, it was a shirt and shorts, both white , like the Haori. When you finished you went up to the tree where Itachi was sitting and observed the waters in which you had just bathed, the fireflies began to occupy all the space around you, giving the place a magical appearance.

-I never thanked you-you said without looking at the man next to you.

-It´s not necessary, it was the right thing to do- he said, dismissing it, but from his quick response it seemed that he remembered it exactly the same way as you.

-You skipped the mission and it took us two more days, I never had the opportunity to thank you.

-After that I left -he said looking the other way, of course he was gone, after assassinating his clan and you were wondering why he had done it, despite everything you knew or thought you knew about him, nothing corresponded with what you were seeing of him and what little you remembered of the man.

-You look like you´re 10 years old- said the man satisfied, the makeup you were wearing made you look more childish, like the pink kimono that they had put on you, in your hand, a lollipop and various children's jewelry adorning your hair-perfect.

You looked at the boy dressed in black who was standing next to you, Uchiha Itachi, he didn´t look at you, he only looked at the man in front of both, listening to the orders he gave you- Okimura Shiro is your target, he likes kids, he will receive the location of the weapons tonight, your mission you know what it is, as soon as you get it you must send it to Itachi, he has his own orders, understood?

-Yes sir-You both answered and your paths separated.

The house they took you to was more luxurious than you expected, there was a woman and several girls, all of them arranged to attract the male audience that walked the streets during the afternoon and night, you couldn't help but hear the murmurs of some of the girls seeing you go by "Poor thing" "She is so young" "That means Mr. Okimura is back, I'm glad i´m not her" with only 13 years old, you were already part of ANBU and you had killed people, but you couldn't avoid getting nervous with all those murmurs, they had promised you that the message you had to intercept would arrive before that filthy man could approach you and you hoped that it was so, you prayed for it, but your prayers didn't seem to have been heard.

-Oh, how old are you? -You heard the voice of a man when the door of the room you just entered closed, to your surprise Okimura Shiro was not at all as you expected, he was not even such an older man, perhaps he was only between 30 or 35 years old.

-10 sir-you lay quietly without leaving the door

-Come here, don´t be afraid, do you want to eat something?- He said as he extended his hand towards you, you approached slowly and carefully, you felt a strange cold running through your legs and stomach. Was it fear?

When you were close to the man, his hand fell on you and it didn´t leave your back at any time, you felt disgusting heat right where his hand landed, you felt that it burned you, you wanted to jump away from him.

-You know why you're here? -You refused and looked at the food, the man smiled and stroked your hair, you wanted to vomit.

"Didn't your parents tell you anything?"

-My mom just told me I could come to dinner here

-Oh, that makes it more interesting- her smile widened and he didn't stop touching your hair, after that you would cut it -And your dad?

-I don't have ...- The man's hands rested on your waist and he sat you on top of him, surprised you looked at him without knowing what to do, but he just left you sitting there on his lap and continued stroking your hair, while he gave you to eat.

-Then today we can pretend that I am your dad, I will take care of you, what do you think? -You agreed disgusted, wanting the message to come already, but when you thought about it you realized something, your mission was to intercept the message, but if you were going to do it you couldn't leave the room without fighting with the man, so why bother getting into that room, dressed like that to play that role with that man? Were you just a distraction? yes, it must be that.

A cold sweat seized you, when you felt how that guy's hands lowered the fabric that covered your shoulders to one side -Why don't we make you comfortable my little doll?

-No ... no, I'm fine-you said walking away and returning the cloth to its place, but the man didn´t give up, he grabbed your arm and drew you to him, you tried to let go, but his hands were digging into you-RELEASE ME -you shouted trying to avoid being undressed, you kicked and ran to the door, but he grabbed your hair and threw you to the ground, if you used any technique, you would reveal what was happening and the mission would be completely ruined, but if you were quick and killed him, nothing would happen.

Before you could act, the window was smashed to pieces, giving way to your mission partner, who in less than a minute killed the individual and dragged you out of the house, before anyone realized what had happened.

You didn´t speak, you were forced to find the weapons on your own, disrupting the entire original plan and endangering the mission, earning the anger of your superiors, you didn´t speak because you had no words to describe what you felt, triaition, you had been used and betrayed, if you had not noticed, if Itachi had not skipped the original mission plan ... what would have happened? But you could never thank him, the day after returning to Konoha the Uchicha clan massacre happened and you never understood it.

-I know what you're thinking -he said looking at you , his face seemed relaxed and his hand rested on your head affectionately -don't waste time thinking about my motives, i did it and that's all you need to know.

-I'm not the only one thinking about your motives.

-Are you talking about Sasuke?-At the mention of his brother's name, his gaze drifted away from yours again.

-You want him to kill you ... that's why you let him live, it's cruel to him, you know? but I guess I'm not in a position to give advice, this is a kidnapping after all and you are my kidnapper.

The man denied and stroked your hair with the hand that still remained on your head. "You have too much faith in me," he commented almost in a whisper and he jumped down from the tree, staying turned between the lowest flying fireflies, with his hair. long, his black clothes and red eyes, it was a beautiful vision, you did not know if he had come from paradise or hell.

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[dragon-star-light-knb]

What He Likes About You

This will be a short one, but we're getting closer to when he decides to ask you out. Oh bet you are all smiling now. Anyway quick little bit of information you should know before you it has be around a month since you first meet them, and you have become friends. Well as close as can be with some of them anyway. Also it will be in his POV.

Key:

(H/C)- Hair Color

Akaski:

I walk into my office, and as usual there's a cup of tea and a muffin. (L/N) did this for me ever morning. At first I told her to stop, but she didn't. At some point I grew to enjoy seeing it there on my desk. She was like that she could be very stubborn and was helping people who needed it. She would always help other, but she would always help me first. She always looked at me before agreeing to anything. If I didn't think it was good idea, she wouldn't do it, well most of the time anyway. I sit down and open my laptop, and open a certain file hidden with in a special document in it. I never understood why I created this in the first place, but I did. It was a list of what I liked about (F/N). I look through the list.

1. She is always there to help. (Even when you don't want her help.)

2. Her smile that seemed to light up the room.

3. The way she won't back down from me.

4. How she seem to be a magnet for trouble. (Then I'm there to help when she is in to deep.)

5. Somehow no matter what the situation was she is always able to keep her dignity.

6. She able to clam me down.

7. She can a complete klutz, and is always tripping and falling. But she gets right back up. (Well most of the time, and if she doesn't I'm there to help her up.)

8. She never gives up. Even if she fails, she just tries again.

9. How she is very sensitive, but doesn't show it until she think she is alone. (I know where she will hide to cry.)

10. She is beautiful.

"Good morning, Akaski." I look up to see you standing there. "What are you looking at?" She leans across the desk to get a better look, but I shut me laptop before she could.

"None of your business." I respond not wanting to her to know. She pouts, looking a little cute. I quickly shake my head back and forth at the thought.

"Fine, come on we have five minutes before class starts." She say walking towards the door. I get up and follow her out of the door walking towards the class.

Aomine:

I let out a sigh as (F/N) drags me to basketball practice I didn't want to go, but she stronger then I gave her credit for. Most days she was to only reason anyone ever sees me at practice. She was literally dragging me down the hall by the collar of my uniform. Why I put up this I had no clue, but honestly for some reason it made me happy to see her. My mind then wonder to why I like her in the first place.

1. Her chest is a pretty nice size.

2. Her fiery personality.

3. The sparkle in her eyes when someone talks about basketball.

4. She can stand up for herself.

5. No matter what I do to chase her away she always comes back.

6. She won't bow down to anyone.

7. She actually makes me want to come to school and go to class. (Though she and Momoi drag me there.)

8. She can cook and is good at it.

9. Hearing her laugh makes me want to make her laugh even more.

10. She is amazing and stunning.

"Hey Aomine we are here." (L/N) say dragging me through the door. Momoi takes over when she steps into the gym.

"Thank you for getting him here."

"No problem, but I have to go I'm late for something." She waves goodbye and dashes out the door. I watch her go and I'm I bit disappointed. I sigh as Momoi makes me practice.

Kagami:

I sit with (F/N), Kuroko, and Lucy at lunch. I was stuffing my face with food and (F/N) told me to slow down or I might choke. I slow down a little, but just enough to satisfy her. She smiles and turns her attention to the other two and starts up a conversation about the new class project. I smile at how cute she looks pouts about having to do it.

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Wait, what I'm I thinking. Sure she's nice, funny, and fairly smart, but cute no.... Well, maybe a little. What I'm I even thinking? I study her and try to clear my thoughts with a list.

1. She'll practice basketball with me, even if she isn't that good. (Or are you?-Dragon. Wink Wink.)

2. She helps me study so I don't fail any class.

3. The way she always seems to get in fight with someone twice her size, but it gives me a chance to save her.

4. No matter what happens she is always there support me.

5. The way you puff your cheeks out when your annoyed at something making you look like cute.

6. You never under any circumstances back down from a challenge or competition.

7. You are willing to stuff your face and not worry about getting fat.

8. No matter what happens you seem to be around to help him if he needs it.

9. Some how your smile is the prettiest thing he has ever seen.

10. You have a way of looking and acting elegant under most circumstances.

"Hey, Kagami time to go." I'm brought out of thought when you snap your fingers in front of my face. You walk of with Kuroko and Lucy leaving me to scramble.

"Coming." I quickly pack my things and rush after them.

Kise:

I watch as (F/N) giggles at somethings Yui says. The teacher had just left the room and everyone began whispering amongst themselves. I watch as she pushes a strand of her pretty (H/C) hair behind her ear as she leans forward to hear Yui better. I had to admit (F/N) could be a model if she wanted to, but that would mean more guys would flirt with then before. Why should I care though? It not like I'm dating her or anything.

Sure, I like her, but do I like like her. I start listing reason why I liked her in the first place in one of my notebooks.

1. She encourages me in anyway she can.

2. The way her eyes light up when she watches basketball.

3. No matter what happens she always gets back up.

4. Her smile is something that I want to make sure is always on her face.

5. Though she may look dense she real isn't, well most of the time away.

6. She always finds away to get me away from my fangirls if I need help.

7. She will help me study.

8. She will come to any game she can to support me.

9. She protects her friends no matter what.

10. She says that you should always follow your dreams and never tie anyone down even if it hurts you.

"What are you doing Kise?" (F/N) is leaning over trying to look at what I was writing. I close the notebook quick a put it in my bag.

"Nothing."

"Well if you say so, come on we're going to be late for lunch if you don't hurry." She say sliding out of her seat. I nod and follow. I must have been out of it seeing I didn't hear the bell for lunch.

Kuroko:

I watch as (F/N) and Sasha hand out water bottles and towels to the rest of the basketball team. They were both the unofficial mangers of the team. They said they could come to ever practice because of some secret matter. (F/N) looks around and finally notices me. She smiles and walks over handing me my towel and a water bottle. "Here you go." She smiles then walks off. I watch as she walks away. Then my heart starts beating faster and my face heats up a little.  Is it possible that I like her?

1. She always is around to help.

2. Tetsuya 2# and her get along, and he likes her.

3. She will practice with me.

4. Her smile makes me want to smile.

5. She makes really great vanilla milkshakes.

6. If she loses sight of me she tries very hard to find me again.

7. She is gentle and sweet as long as you don't make her mad.

8. She can talk with me for hours and not get bored.

9. Anything to do with basketball or animals will make her happy.

10. She is the most perfect girl that I have ever met.

"See you tomorrow Kuroko!" (F/N) say waving walking out of the gym door. I lift my hand waving goodbye back.

Midorima:

I watch as (F/N) sits down at her desk and place her lucky item on her desk. It was a paper fan today. She pulls out a book and starts reading it. Most of the time she would start talking to me immediately upon arriving in the class room. I wonder what is going on, but it's like I care or anything. I open one of my notebooks to see a list. I had forgotten I had even written this; it was a list of the ten things I like about (F/N).

1. She is interested in zodiac like I am.

2. She has a way of making me want to smile.

3. The way here eyes light up when talking basketball.

4. If I can't find my lucky item, she always finds a way to get it.

5. She understands my personality and will try not to take offense to anything I say.

6. She has a way of making the people around her clam and relaxed.

7. Her smile is pretty.

8. She can compete with me on a intellectual level.

9. Her only flaw is she likes cats, but she looks kinda cute when she sees one and gushes over it.

10. She may not be older, but I don't care.

"Morning (L/N)." Takao says waving a hand in front of her face. She looks up and says morning, and then goes back to reading. Takao just looks at me and shrugs.

"I knew it!" (F/N) cheers suddenly. She closes her book and places it back into her bag. "I was right Midorima that guy was the killer. I so happy." She smiles happily giving me a quick hug. That explains why she wasn't paying attention when she is reading a mystery she doesn't really pay much attention to anything around her. I watch as she begins to tell Takao all about the book, and I give a slight smile at the sight.

Murasakibara:

I watch as (F/N) skips into the classroom smiling and say good morning to everyone. She then starts walking over to our desks, but she her attention is changed when someone calls out to her. She gives me wave as she is dragged of by one of her friends. I let out a sigh and continue munching on chips. I was kinda of looking forward to hearing (F/N) go on about some random topic, plus she gives me a lollipop every morning. She also makes my tummy feel funny and my heart beat fast. I told Himuro about, and he said I like her. But why would I like her.

1. She likes candy and sweets.

2. She gives me candy.

3. She is an amazing baker and makes these really good cookies.

4. Her laugh is sweet to my ears.

5. She cheers me on during basketball practice or games, as long as she can come.

6. No matter what mood I'm in she is always there for me.

7. She enjoys watching and talking about basketball, but she doesn't push it knowing I can become annoyed.

8. She a personality that if she happy the people around her are as well.

9. She is tall, but not as tall as me. She is a little shorter than Himuro.

10. She is very pretty and kind.

"Here you go." She says handing me a lollipop snapping me out of my train of thought. I take the candy giving her a lazy smile, and she smile brightly back.

#knb #knb boyfriend scenarios #knb scenarios #knb x reader #kuroko no basket #kuroko no basket x reader #akashi seijuro #aomine daiki #kise ryouta #kagami taiga #kuroko tetsuya #midorima shintarou #murasakibara atsushi

[misstinfoilhat]

The Boy in the Belfry Pt. 10, a Bungo Stray Dogs fic.

Dazai limped as fast as he could over the garden at the grand estate that had been his home for the past three years.

He had been good. He had been so good. Done everything they told him too. Spoke when told to speak, shut up when told to shut up. Fucking barked when told to bark.

But, even he had his limits.

Kill when told to kill. No, he just couldn't. How could they expect him to kill a defenseless animal?

The dog had been caged. It looked so defeated. Given up, abused, tired, starving, just like himself. They might as well tell him to kill himself. But he knew they would never give him that satisfaction.

He had lost count of how many times he had tried now. Nothing ever worked. Hanging, overdosing, drowning, starving, cutting his main artery, bag over the head and stabbed himself. 

Once, he'd been so desperate that he tried to bash himself to death by slamming his head repeatedly into a brick wall. Obviously, which he realized after the fact, he hadn't been in his right mind. It should have been pretty clear that he would lose consciousness long before he would actually die.

He could never do anything right.

Oh god, that poor dog. Stumbling down a small hill between Kouyou's flowerbeds, he ran towards the gazebo and huddled down behind it, drawing his sore knees to his chest, resting his sling-bound arm in his lap behind them and buried his face in the arm he left on top of his knees.

'Excellent camouflage, stupid- no one will ever find you here', he ridiculed himself, but couldn't move. His breathing was too quick and before doing anything else, he just needed to calm down.

“Hey kiddo, you alright there?”

Dazai startled and pressed his back against the gazebo as his head snapped up towards the sound.

It was a young man, older than himself. He was tall, had auburn hair, beard stubbles on his cheeks and greyish eyes that looked at him with a mix of confusion and concern.

Dazai couldn't remember ever seeing him before, and his tan coat didn't fit in with the black ones usually worn by the members of the Port Mafia. That didn't mean he could be trusted, though. Or maybe it meant he definitely couldn't trust him. 

Shit, he didn't know. He didn't know anything anymore.  

“You okay? You looked a little distraught over here,” the man smiled and crouched down in front of him, his arm moving from his side and proceeded towards Dazai.

Dazai quickly braced himself for whatever he was going to do to him, but was surprised when his rowdy bangs were gently brushed away from his face.

With weary eyes, Dazai peeked up on the man, still guarded.

“My name is Sakunosuke Oda, but, most people just call me Oda.”

His smile didn't budge. It was unnerving for Dazai. The only smile he was used to was Mori's twisted plastered-on and stiff grin. This one seemed… genuine?

Could that really be, in this house of horror?  He decided not to say anything yet, just to be safe.

Oda chuckled mildly. “I'm new. I just got hired. You don't have to be shy.”

Voices were heard closing in on them, yelling Dazai’s name in an indecipherable tone. Dazai curled more tightly in on himself.

“Is that you? Dazai?” Oda asked, and looked towards where the voices were coming from.

“You probably shouldn't be seen with me,” Dazai's said weakly, peeking up from where he had placed his face against his knees. “You might get in trouble.”

Oda looked at him with keening eyes, before getting up and meeting Mori as he turned the corner to the gazebo.

“Oh,” Mori exclaimed. “Sakunosuke Oda. How nice to see you again.”

“Dr. Mori,” he smiled. “I just had the pleasure of meeting this bright young man,” he said, gesturing to the trembling boy in the grass.

“Really? Yes, he certainly is a brilliant young man. Now, if you will excuse us, we have some training to get back to.” 

Mori's eyes hardened as he looked down at Dazai. “Come on, Dazai. Recess is over.”

Dazai got up on shaky knees, obediently following his mentor back to the house. Looking over his shoulder one last time, he could see Oda give him a short wave, looking deep in thought as they disappeared back towards the mansion.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

The dog wasn't as defenseless as Dazai had thought.

The furry body laid, finally unmoving, in a bloodied pile. A few feet in front of the cadaver, sat Dazai in his own pool of blood with his back turned away from it,

His body was covered in bites and scratches. Most noticeably, his face had several bleeding wounds, and his inner thigh had a deep bite mark.

He sobbed quietly, holding the small butter knife he'd been given as his only weapon in a tight grip. The taste of bile was in his mouth, and he could only shift slightly before his stomach churned and he retched and started to throw up all over the floor and himself.

As soon as his belly had settled, he scooted away from the vomit and further from the carcass before he hurled the knife with all the force that was left in his battered body to the wall. It chimed sharply as it bounced off of it and landed somewhere behind him.

The sobbing was less quiet now, but he didn't care. He wanted to scream until his voice gave out. Wanted to shout and curse and cry and laugh and... die. 

He just wanted this to be over.

If only Master Mori would come back and let him out soon. See how good he had done. Maybe then... it wouldn't be so bad. Mori always praised him when doing good, and he had, hadn't he?

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

He'd been sitting there for several hours, but Mori had still not shown up. The floor was cold and his entire body was covered in goosebumps- blood and goosebumps. 

Closing his eyes, he allowed himself to travel to his happy place.

It was in the garden, except, the mansion wasn't there. He imagined that it had burned down with everyone in the Port Mafia still in it. He had locked the doors himself.

It was just him and Chuuya, teasing each other, laughing and playing soccer. How long had it been since they had been allowed to play together? Probably more than a year. They were still talking, studying together sometimes, but, they were never able to actually enjoy themselves anymore.

To his surprise, a tan coat appeared in the picture. The auburn hair waving slightly in the refreshing wind, smiling reassuringly at them and standing with his hands in his pockets.

How he wished he had that coat now...

Dazai snapped back to reality.  But, not to the dark room with the dead dog. 

No, the reality.

The reality where Chuuya and himself had been bitter enemies for years. The reality where Oda was dead. The reality where his father had seemingly rose from his grave.

The reality where he was chained to the wall in the belfry, just like he had been as a child.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

The first place Kunikida wanted the agency to look, was at the dorms. History tended to repeat itself. Even if he had his doubts, he wouldn't do the mistake of not checking, like the last time.

He sent Tanizaki and Naomi to check there (actually, he had sent Tanizaki to check, but he would not get into whatever fucked-up relationship the two siblings had when Naomi automatically followed).

Initially, he had tried to send Ranpo and Kenji to the hospital to search for any leads over there, but Ranpo had blatantly refused. He thought his abilities were needed elsewhere. So, in his place, he had to send Kyouka.

Fukuzawa had an important meeting but told them to call him whenever they found something of importance, and that he would be there as soon as possible if he was needed.

That left himself, Atsushi, Yosano, and Ranpo.

Kunikida thought carefully through their next step. He knew they needed to go back to that ominous church. Also, it would probably (unfortunately) be useful to make another phone call to that unbelievably condescending mafioso, Nakahara Chuuya. If nothing else, just to let him know what was going on. Something told Kunikida that he wouldn't be the worst person to have on their side in a potential confrontation. Either with the stubborn idiot or potentially, his attacker.

“So, Ranpo. What do you think?” he asked, turning to the brown-clad man, sitting with his legs folded on his desk with a lollipop in his mouth.

“I never thought you would ask,” he grinned and reached ceremoniously for his black-rimmed glasses, imagining the air around him shifting into a small whirlwind swirling around his body and mumbling the name of his 'ability' ultra-deduction.

The rest of the group acted impressed and cheered him on, a little less eagerly than usual.

“He didn't escape by himself this time. Considering his injuries, and the complications of them after his last escape, he is in no way able to move around by himself. He was abducted.” Ranpo hesitated and took off his glasses with a frown, to the other's confusion.

“They must be defected or something,” he said, wiping off the glass and peering at them suspiciously.

“What did you see?” Atsushi asked.

“I didn't,” he confessed. “Well, kinda. I'm not sure.”

“Just... tell us. Maybe it will be useful, even if your glasses are... broken,” Kunikida tried.

Ranpo hesitated while his teeth started to crunch as he began to chew at the lollipop.

“I don't know...”

“Oh come on!” Kunikida snapped. Yosano's hand grabbed his shoulder painfully tight, letting her nails bury themselves into his skin.

“Sweety,” she said pleasantly. “It would probably be more helpful if you told us what you think than nothing at all. Maybe we could piece something together.”

Ranpo sighed. “Okay. Well, I think that Dazai might have been raised in a strictly religious household, based on his knowledge of bible passages and prayers. And, I guess that it possibly could have something to do with whoever pushed him from the Shinja Church. That makes it fairly possible that the church has something to do with his past. Maybe his father was a preacher?”

“That actually makes sense,” Kunikida mumbled.

“It could also explain why Dazai has most of his body covered with bandages. It's no secret that Dazai has hurt himself a great deal. We've all witnessed his creative ways of trying to end himself, so it's not a greatly hidden secret that he has a lot of scars, so why cover them up?” Ranpo thought out loud.

“What do you mean?” Atsushi asked, sitting down on a nearby chair. He didn't like this kind of talk about his mentor and wasn't sure if his legs would hold if something more gruesome was revealed. “It's not like the Christian church hasn't had a history of pretty torturous violence. If his father was an extremist, which isn't unlikely considering the specific Bible verses Dazai resited in his sleep...”

Atsushi was starting to pale. “That's enough,” Kunikida said sternly. “We've... heard enough. Atsushi; I want you to call the others and ask them to meet us at the Shinja church when they have completed their tasks. They probably won't find anything, but we need to make sure. Let's get to the cars. No matter if Ranpo is right or not, we have no time to lose...”

#bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #Dazai Osamu #dazai centric #doppo kunikida #edogawa ranpo #port mafia #mori ougai #oda sakunosuke

[marshmallow-phd]

Sculpted Raven

Part of The Untamed - EXO Wolf Universe

Genre: Supernatural, Wolf Au

Pairing: Chanyeol x Reader

Summary: It had been just you and your brother for the longest time and that’s how you liked it. Politics and lies had drove you away from your home five years ago and that has since left a bitter taste in your mouth. While exploring the latest town you’d settled in, you met Chanyeol. He was everything you didn’t want: goofy, happy-go-lucky… a wolf. Mate pull or not, you were going to try everything you could avoid him while keeping the secret from your brother. But how long would you be able to fight? Will Chanyeol be able to pull you back into the world you swore you would never enter again?

Part: 1 I 2 I 3 I 4 I 5 I 6 I 7 I 8 I 9 I 10 I 11 I 12 I 13 I 14 I Final

**

Lon frowned. “Um… what?”

You swallowed to try and relieve your dry throat. It didn’t help much. “I think we should just pack up and go to Mom. She needs us. I want to be there for her.”

While you didn’t expect your brother to start jumping up and down and filling up his suitcase, you hadn’t been prepared for his harsh reply.

“(y/n), we already discussed this,” he huffed. “We’re staying here. If you want to go visit Mom, that’s fine. I’ll ask Kris for a few days off, but we’re not dropping everything here.”

“No. We didn’t discuss it,” you argued. “You decided on this place. You decided to come here. Just like you always do. I’ve never had a say. I’ve only ever followed you because I trust you. But, please, listen to me this one time. Let’s leave and go to Mom.”

“Why do you want to leave so badly?” Lon questioned. “I mean, yeah, that idiot attacked me, but Kris has my back. I’ve got a good job here. We can stay here as long as we need to. And do you really want to be stuck around Markus forever?”

Of course you didn’t. But considering the fact that you just told your mate that there was no chance of you ever accepting him, you needed to get away. You needed to get out. You needed to leave this place before you crawled back to him, begging for forgiveness. The way Chanyeol looked at you as he shouted for you to leave… That was what truly made you break down. The anger, the hurt… the betrayal….

If someone had asked you if Chanyeol was capable of any facial expression that wasn’t that lopsided grin or a pinched, cute look of confusion with pouting lips, you would have firmly said no. Even after all the times you’d lashed out and been mean to him, he still smiled through it all like an idiot. The thought of doing something to try and make that grin come back was sitting in the corner of your mind like a ghost. Or maybe more like an executioner silently sharpening his ax. If you gave in to the urge, you were a goner.

“Listen,” Lon sighed. “I can’t get tomorrow off, but I can see if Kris will give me a long weekend. We can drive up, stay with Mom for a few days, and come back. Deal?”

No. It wasn’t not what you wanted. It wasn’t the permanent resettlement that you’d hoped for.

But it would have to do for now. Maybe once he was back with Mom, Lon would change his mind. Maybe the idea of all of them being together again would be too hard to resist. There was always hope.

“Okay,” you agreed reluctantly. “I can live with that.”

Lon smiled at you. “Good. Now, what’s for dinner?”

Rolling your eyes, you shuffled into the kitchen to see what you could throw together.

**

There was one treat your mother always made for you when you were kids. It was your favorite thing in the world, even with how simply it may have seemed to everyone else. You could have even only that treat for the rest of your life and nothing else. No one could make them like your mom. Who else added the special ingredient of love into the mix?

Okay, so it was cheesy as hell, but when your mom told you that secret to her recipe and then gave you a wink, you couldn’t help but laugh, even as a teenager eating the frosting as you sat on the counter.

Even though the bakery you were currently headed to didn’t make their chocolate cake lollipops with Mom’s love, you still thought it might be a nice surprise for her when you showed up. Besides randomly showing up as an answer to her letter.

In many ways, Chanyeol was a lot like your mother.

Both of them preferred to look on the bright side of things, to keep a positive perspective even on hopeless situations. Your mother had constantly told you that your father would be all right, even when you knew the trial would have only one possible outcome. She’d still kept a smile on her face up until the end.

The bell above the door chimed as you entered the bakery. Heat filled the closed in space thanks to many ovens creating delicious smelling goods in the back. A girl around your age was manning the front counter. A small, shy smile pulled on the corners on her lips as she looked up from whatever she was sketching.

“Hi, how can I-” she stopped when she met your gaze. The smile was wiped from her face and after a few blinks, she tried again. “How can I help you?”

Confused and feeling awkward, you stuffed one of your hands into your jacket pocket as you pointed towards the display case. “Can I just get about half a dozen of those chocolate lollipops?”

She nodded. “Sure.”

Silently, she wrapped up the individual pops before gently placing them in a clear plastic bag.

“That’ll be twelve-fifty-eight.”

You handed over your card and waited for the transaction to be finished out. You weren’t sure as to why the girl was being extra awkward with you and you just wanted to high tail it out of there. But then you saw her scar.

It came up about halfway up her neck, curved and slightly raggedy. You knew exactly what it was.

“You’re one of them, aren’t you?” you asked before you could stop yourself.

Gasping, the girl’s hand flew up to cover the scar. But you didn’t move or leave or even apologize. You simply waited. Slowly, the girl removed her hand, nodding.

“Yes, I am.”

You nodded back, although it was more like a weird bob than a nod. “You must be happy, then.”

“I am,” she confirmed. “A lot happier than I was before.”

A snort escaped. “Yeah, those hormones will do that to you.”

“That’s not why I’m happier,” she snapped, actually making you jump back. “Maybe you should give Chanyeol a chance.”

Shaking your head, you scoffed, “Look, you don’t know my reasons–”

“No, I don’t,” she interrupted. “But I also had my reasons. In the beginning, I didn’t want anything to do with Kyungsoo. But he is the best thing that happened to me. Not because of destiny or whatever it is that draws us to our mates. But because he helped me see a better version of myself.” She looked up at you with a half-smile. “Chanyeol’s a good guy. One of the best in the pack. And the pull has a way of bring us to the person that we need most in the world.”

You cleared your throat uncomfortably. Because she was hitting a few cords with you. Some very sensitive cords. You knew Chanyeol really deserved a happy-go-lucky, giggly-type girl, but he got stuck with you instead. And yet, he still look at you like the very stars shined in your eyes.

“I’ll, um… I’ll keep that in mind.”

The girl tapped her pencil against the counter. “I’m sorry. They all told us not to get involved. And I planned on that, but….”

“It’s okay. I get it,” you reassured her. Then you held out your hand. “I’m (y/n), by the way.”

She took it, the smile growing in size. “Dana.”

“It was nice to meet you, Dana,” you said honestly. Holding up the bag, you joked, “If these are as good as my mom’s, you’ll be seeing me more often.”

Dana nodded. “I hope so.”

Waving goodbye, you walked out of the store, feeling the weight on your shoulders grow in size. You really needed to see your mom.

**

“Are you sure this was a good idea?” Baekhyun asked for the millionth time.

Chanyeol punched him in the shoulder as he rinsed his hair out under the faucet. He honestly probably should have let a professional do this. Oh, well. If it looks bad, he’ll just shave it and grow it out again. That was the great thing about hair. He could always start over.

“I think this is a sign he needs to seek professional help,” Tao mumbled.

Sehun snorted. “Oh, yeah, that’s a good idea. ‘Tell me, Chanyeol, what’s bothering you?’ ‘Well, you see, doctor, I’m a werewolf and my mate has basically rejected me so now I’m going through an identity crisis and have now dyed my hair.”

Tao scrunched up his face. “Ha ha ha.”

“Ha ha ha,” Sehun mocked.

“Both of you shut up,” Chanyeol grumbled. Turning off the faucet, he rung out most of the water from his hair and grabbed a towel to dry the rest. When he thought he’d gotten it mostly dry, he removed the towel and prepaid himself to look in the mirror.

“You know,” Baekhyun crunch on a mouthful of popcorn from the tiny bowl he was holding, “it’s not that bad, actually.”

“Yeah,” Tao agreed. “But why gray? Why not blonde or bright red?”

“I think it’s more silver, actually,” Sehun corrected.

Chanyeol turned towards the mirror, admiring the fresh, new color.

He wasn’t the first to dye his hair in the pack. Sehun kept his a steady blonde while both Baekhyun and Minseok had experimented with several different colors and shades. Even Junmyeon had played with a few interesting colors in his pre-professor days. Who could forget the pink hair he sported for a while during his junior year? The fact that he actually pulled it off and made it look somewhat cool was still mind boggling to this day.

But now it was Chanyeol’s turn. And, by a miracle, it actually worked out. Even unstyled, the silvery white color looked cool. It made him feel different, too. Not so much the goofball reputation that he was stamp with, but more tough. Someone who could stand next to you and look like he belonged.

No. That was not why he was doing this. He was doing this because he needed a change, a distraction. As far as you were concerned, he could die in a ditch. Which, considering you told him there was no way in hell you would ever accept being his mate, was pretty much the only outcome he could see. Might as well live life the fullest while he could, right?

“So, what’s next?” Sehun teased. “A tattoo?”

Chanyeol smirked. “Actually,” he checked the watch on his wrist, “I’ve got about an appointment in about two hours. I should change and head there soon.”

He only took two steps towards the door out of Junmyeon’s master bath before the pain hit. It was like someone was stabbing him in the chest with a white hot iron poker. And then twisting it around for good measure.

With a hard landing, Chanyeol fell to his knees, clutching his chest. Yells and hisses escaped from him in a pathetic attempt to scare away the pain.

“Junmyeon!” Baekhyun and Sehun cried.

At the same time, Tao yelled, “Kris!”

Both leaders came running into the bathroom at the same time. They both knelt down, holding onto Chanyeol and trying to figure out what was going on as they simultaneously asked, “What happened?”

“I don’t know,” Tao whimpered.

“He just collapsed to the ground,” Baekhyun said in a panicked voice. “One second he was fine and then next….”

“It must be (y/n),” Kris concluded. “She’s still rejecting him.”

“That’s already painful enough,” Chanyeol coughed. “Why do they have to add this on top of it?”

“Cause life’s a bitch,” Kris replied. That actually made Chanyeol laugh through the pain.

Just as quickly as the aching sensation came, it subsided. Able to breathe normally again, Chanyeol pushed himself up to his feet.

“Chanyeol, are you alright?” Junmyeon asked. His face was pinched and wrinkled with worry. If he wasn’t careful, with everything going on at the moment, his face was going to freeze in that position permanently.

Plastering on a smile, Chanyeol nodded. “I’m fine. I’m going to go change now.”

He left the others behind in the bathroom and left Junmyeon’s room all together. But he didn’t head for his own room to change like he said. Knowing his brothers like the back of his hand, he hung around in the hallway, leaning against the wall, the fake smile now gone from his lips.

“He’s not really going to die, is he?” Baekhyun asked, none of his usual jokiness in his voice. “That’s just a myth, right?”

“It’s not a myth,” Kris confirmed. “If she truly rejects him, Chanyeol won’t last long.”

“Why do our lives have to be so connected to theirs?” Tao complained.

Chanyeol couldn’t really blame him. It did seem really unfair. If the mate rejected the wolf, the mate still got to go on and live their life while the wolf wallowed in agony until the pain became too much and they died.

Why couldn’t you see that he didn’t ask for this either?

Okay, so he did actually ask for it. He asked for it every time he saw his brothers with their own mates. He asked for it when he saw how happy they looked, how in love they were. But he didn’t ask for it to be you specifically. He would have been happy with anyone. The shy girl from his history class. Or the really pretty girl who always took his order at the diner where he often ate lunch.

In the end, though, it was you.

What could make you hate the idea of wolves and mates so much?

Sure, your brother was an omega, but Kris said he was never kicked out of a pack. He just simply chose not to. So where did all this hostility come from?

Well, two could play at that game. Whether or not death was coming for him, he could be just as unattached as you. See how you liked it then.

“It’s just the way it is,” Junmyeon replied to Tao solemnly.

“It’s complete shit, that’s what it is,” Kris growled.

“We can’t exactly force her to accept him, Kris,” Junmyeon sighed.

“I know. But it never should have been Chanyeol.”

“Then who should it have been?”

“Preferably none of us,” Kris snapped. “I would have preferred if the fates just left us all alone and let us make our own damn decisions.”

Chanyeol slid down to the floor. Kris was right. Life would have been much easier if the fates above could just leave them to their own devices. Chanyeol didn’t think his choice in mate would be that bad.

Stomps alerted him to someone approaching, but he didn’t have the energy to care or move.

“Yeah, that’s what I thought,” Kris sighed above him.

Chanyeol looked up at his hyung.

“I don’t want to die,” he confessed.

“You won’t die,” Kris promised. “I won’t let that happen. We’ll get her to come around. I don’t care if we have to kidnap her to do it.”

An angry growl erupted from Junmyeon’s bathroom.

“I was kidding,” Kris called over his shoulder. He looked down at Chanyeol and mouthed, “No, I’m not.”

To his surprise, Chanyeol actually chuckled. No, he would never kidnap you or force you into anything, just like he knew Kris never would either. But he appreciated the joke.

Kris held out his hand. “Come on. We’ve got an appointment to get to.”

“We?” Chanyeol echoed as he took the hand and let the alpha pull him to his feet.

“I’ve been thinking about getting another one for a while.” With a soft laugh, Kris pulled up the left sleeve of his plaid shirt until his under arm was visible, showing off black script.

If you can’t live longer, live deeper

“So, it is possible,” Chanyeol grinned.

Letting his sleeve go, Kris laughed. “Yeah, it’s a tattoo. Why wouldn’t it be possible?”

“Sehun said it might not be possible since we heal so fast.”

Kris shook his head. “Not that fast. The needle does its work before your skin has time to heal up.” He clapped Chanyeol on the back. “Come on. Let’s get you changed and head out. Even if it’s for a few hours, let’s take your mind off of the dreary crap.”

Chanyeol scrambled to his room to quickly put on fresh clothes. If he’d been happy at the return of Kris and the others when they first arrived, now, he couldn’t be more elated to have a brother like Kris. When everyone else focused on the negative, Kris was about ignoring it for a while. Maybe after the appointment, they could go get a few drinks.

#exo fanfiction #exo fanfic #exo wolf au #exo wolf!au #exo werewolf au #exo werewolf!au #supernatural au #chanyeol x reader #Park Chanyeol #byun baekhyun #kim junmyeon #suho #huang zitao #tao #Kris Wu #wu yifan #oh sehun #Sculpted Raven #untamed wolf universe

[artificialqueens]

Your life is gonna change me (Biadore) Chapter 17 - AbbiNeedless

Since the beach incident everything had been awkward between the two girls; they would see each other at school but completely ignore the other and things at work were any better, Raja loved to see the two girls working together, they used to be the power couple of the studio but now it was very difficult to get good results between the two girls.

“Bea, this needs to stop.” Raja told her on their weekly meeting. “I know it has.” “Some designers are interested in them to model their creations but they want the two of them and if they don’t stop acting like this they can lose this opportunity.” Courtney added. “I know that but I don’t want her to do anything if she is not feeling ready, that never ends well.” Bianca said and typed something on her tablet. “They better get ready before the end of the month.” Raja said and took her laptop. “Or they are going to lose this too.”

—-

Adore hated to see Valentina in such a depressing mood, the sparkly girl she knew was gone; she would arrive home and lock herself on her room and any time she was out she had her earphones on and never talked to them.

“What are we going to do with her, Yankx?” “I don’t know.” Bianca said, she placed her glasses on top of her head and looked at her wife. “This Violet thing is now affecting her job in the studio as well.” “Bea, when you were her age what did you do to light up your mood?” “When I was her age I really didn’t do a lot for my mood.” She took a sip of her steaming tea. “I was always busy working, studying and paying rent but…” “But?” “I was already friends with Bunny, sometimes when she noticed I was feeling like shit she would take me to comedy shows.” “But Vale doesn’t like comedy shows that much.” Adore said, she had her head resting on her hand and was running her finger on table verge. “What about…” “What?” “No, wait.” She got up and took her cellphone from her bag. “Give me a moment.”

She went to her backyard and sat on the grass with Dede and Sammy climbing to her lap, she looked for certain number on her contacts list and dialed it.

“Farrah? Thanks for answering, I need to ask you something.”

—-

Valentina knew it was morning already, the curtains were closed and the light couldn’t enter the room, 10:34 AM read on her phone but she didn’t have the energy to get up from her bed, she felt too tired to do it.

“Val?” She heard Adore call for her in the other side of the door. “Vale, time to get up.” “I’m tired.” “Valentina, I respect your wishes to be left alone in your room.” She heard Bianca say. “But I reaffirm my authority as your parental figure by getting in anyways.”

They opened the door and all the day light hit her on the face.

“Oh God, close the door.” She covered her head with the blanket. “Not today, kiddo.” Her aunt took the blanket from her and Adore opened the curtains. “Not today.”

Valentina groaned and covered her face with her pillow, she felt how one of her aunts got on the bed and sat next to her.

“We have some news.” She could hear Adore’s voice next to her head. “What news?” “Sasha and Kasha called this morning.” Bianca said, Valentina took the pillow from her face and looked at her aunt. “Ethan and Willow don’t need the cannulas anymore.”

Valentina’s mouth was agape after hearing the news from her aunt, Adore was hugging her now and Bianca was looking at her with a big smile.

“That’s amazing! When are they coming home?” “We still don’t know.” Adore said. “But we wanted to talk with you about something else.” “What?” “Kiddo.” Bianca said. “We are worried.” “Ugh.” She put the pillow back on her face. “I don’t to have this conversation again.” “Ah no.” Adore took the pillow and looked at her. “Let’s converse.”

Valentina sighed and sat with her back on the headboard.

“Ok.” “Kiddo.” Bianca began. “We know you’re not ok.” “And we want you to feel better.” “We also know that you don’t really want to talk about it or having someone comforting you.” “Aha…” “And we thought that you should go out party a little bit!” Adore said excitedly next to her, the other two women looked at her confused. “I thought we were-“ “No, Yankx, let me talk.” Adore said and looked back at her niece. “When I said ‘we’ I meant some other people, I talked with Farrah.” “Farrah? We’re not exactly friends anymore.” “I know that but Farrah knows you a lot, even if you ain’t friends anymore and she told me that you should join the girls for the camp in the mountains that the university does every year.”

Valentina and Bianca exchanged another confused look before someone ended up the weird silence between them.

“I’m not very fond of camping.” “I know but I think trying something new would be good for you.” “I don’t think she should go.” “No shit, Bianca.” Adore said. “She needs to clear her mind” “Hmm…” “Come on, Vale, Nina is also going.” “You asked her?” “Yes, she said she would go with you.” “Hmm…” “Come on, baby!” “Ok, I’ll go.”

—-

Bianca drove them to the university parking lot where thry were asked to wait for the bus, she parked next to a white car and walked out the car with her family.

“Last chance, kiddo.” “I’ll be fine, tia!” Valentina had her backpack over her shoulder and was waiting for Nina to appear. “I’m serious.” “I’m serious as well.”She saw Nina approaching to them. “Hey, bitch.” “Hi!” “Hello Mrs. Bianca, Mrs. Adore.” “Hi, Nina.” “I’m going to get some seats for us, see you in a bit.” “Ok!” “Are you sure you want to go?” Bianca asked her one more time, she felt Adore pinching her arm. “I told you like a thousand times, I’ll be fine.” “That doesn’t let me be relaxed.” “It does for me.” Adore hugged Valentina and messed her hair. “Call us when you get there.” “I will.”

Valentina hugged her aunts one last time and joined her classmates, she saw that Katya was also in the bus.

“Miss Zamo, you’re going too?” “Yes! Visage thought they would need some extra help.” “Who else is here?” “Bob and Trix over there, Miss Mayhem and Miss Mateo as well but they’re in the other bus with Professor Carson.” “Oh, ok.” “Get in the bus, girl.”

Valentina walked past Katya and looked for Nina but found someone else instead, Violet was sitting next to an empty seat where her backpack was laying, she took it and looked at her.

“Hi, Val.”

That was the first time Violet talked to her since that awkward morning in her house.

“I…” “Valentina!” Nina yelled to her from the back of the bus. “Come here, bitch.” “I’m coming! Sorry, I told Nina I was sitting with her.” “Oh… Are you sure you-“ “I’m sure, see you around.”

Valentina ran to Nina, she put her backpack over their heads and let her body fall on the seat next to her friend.

“I think I saved you from a very uncomfortable situation, didn’t I?” “You did.”

She saw Katya talking with Trixie in the front of the bus while professor Bob sat on the driver seat, the blondes got down from the bus and he closed the door.

“Ok, kids. Listen up.” He said. “Put on your earphones or whatever you’re doing for the next hour, we are leaving now.” “What about Miss Zamo and Miss Mattel?” Someone in the firsts rows asked him. “We needed two extra seats here so Miss Zamo and her girl are driving in Miss Mattel’s car.” “Can I go with Miss Zamo?” “No, Laila, sit your ass down.”

—-

“Where’s Tina?” Victoria asked Adore after going over all the house without finding her. “She went on a camping trip with her classmates.” “And is she coming back soon? It’s already night time.” “No, Vicky.” Adore said. “She is coming back in like three days.” “But I wanted to show her my cool shirt.” She said with a sad face. “You’ll show her in a few days.” She gave a lollipop to the little girl who sat with her mom on the sofa. “So, how many days have they been in the hospital?” Sharon asked her. “Today is the eleventh day.” Adore took a marker and reached to the calendar in the wall. “Adore.” She felt a little hand grabbing her sweater. “Yes, Aquaria?” “I want to mark the day.” “Come on.” She took the little girl on her arms and helped her to get to the calendar. “Mark the one who says October sixth.” “This one?” “Yeah, that one, put a cross on it.” “Like this?” “Yes, very good!”

Adore put Aquaria on the floor and took the marker from her little hand, the blond girl ran back to Sharon and sat on her lap.

“I helped Adore to mark the day, mama.” “Very good, kid.” “And what have the doctors told you?” Alaska asked her, she was sitting beside Sharon and had her head resting on her shoulder. “Yeah, when are we going to meet them, bitch?” Willam sat on the couch with Victoria on her arms. “Mommy said that you couldn’t say bitch.” Victoria whispered to her mom. “She also said that you couldn’t wear this shirt with the horse mask on it but we didn’t listen to her.” “Yeah, we didn’t.” “Doctor Davis said that they’re very optimistic.” Adore explained to her friends, she saw Sammy trying to climb to her legs and helped him. “They already took the cannulas off.” “That’s very good, Dorey!” Alaska grinned. “We cannot wait to meet them.” “I don’t like babies, mom.” Aquaria said with a very grumpy voice. “They’re too small to play, I prefer cats like mine.” “Do you have a cat?” Victoria asked her with a very excited tone. “Yes, his name is Cerrone.” “I want to have a dog but mommy said no, that’s why I like to come to my aunts’ house.” She got down from Willam’s lap and sat next to Adore, she petted Sammy’s head. “They have Sammy and Dede.” “Why is he small?” Aquaria joined the little girl and looked at the dog. “Because there are a lot of dogs and all of them are different!” Victoria said. “They can be big like Pluto, enormous like Clifford or very small like Sammy.” “And where is your other dog, Adore?” Aquaria asked her, she was very excited by now and Adore could see it. “She is in the backyard, wanna come to meet her?” “Can I, mama?” “Sure, kid, serve yourself.” Sharon smiled to her daughter and the little girl smiled her back.

Aquaria took Adore’s hand and walked with her to back of her house, Victoria was carrying Sammy and walked behind them. “Do you think we will meet them soon?” Alaska asked Sharon. “Probably.” Sharon said to her partner. “What do you think, Will?” “I’m not sure.” “Hey, where are Courtney and Bianca?” “They should be here in any minute.” Adore walked back to the living room and sat with Willam. “Bea texted and said she was going to go to the hospital to see them.” “Are the babies ok?” Willam asked her. “Yes, she just needed to ask the doctors something.”

After Adore finished talking the door opened and they saw Courtney enter carrying a lot of Chinese food boxes.

“I need a hand in here.”

Willam got up and helped her wife, they put all the boxes on the table. “

Where is Vicky?” “She is playing with Aquaria and the dogs, let me go get the girls.” “But where are they?” “In the backyard.” Willam headed to the kitchen’s door. “Tell them to wash their hands!” “Where’s Bianca?” Sharon asked her and took an egg roll from the boxes. “She is parking the car.” Courtney seemed excited, she looked at the door. “And she is coming.” “You know something we don’t know.” Alaska said and took a bite from Sharon’s roll. “I do.” “Don’t tell them!” Bianca said and crossed the door. “Then you tell them.” Courtney said. “What are you going to tell us, bish!?” Willam joined them with the kids, Courtney took her daughter on her arms ‘Why this shirt? Oh my God.’ “We went to the hospital to check on my kids.” “We know that.” Sharon took one more egg roll and gave it to Aquaria, the little girl sat on Alaska’s lap and started eating. “And I had a talk with Doctor Davis.” “Aha?” “And she told me something.” “What did she tell you? You’re killing me with the suspense!” Adore leaned her body to her wife’s and whined on her ear. “They are good to go.” “Wait, does that mean that…” “They’re coming home, yes.”

Adore smile had never been bigger and happier, she clamped her arms around her wife who gave a lot of kisses on her face leaving read marks all over her. They heard her friends cheer by their backs.

“When?” “Tomorrow morning.” A

ll of them screamed again and Adore hugged Bianca tighter. When she parted the hug she was crying silently. “But don’t cry!” “Sorry, I’m just so happy.” She sniffed one more time. “We have to tell my mom, your parents and Vale.” “Wanna call them?” “Give me my phone.” “Mama?” They heard Aquaria whisper to Sharon. “Does this mean we can eat all the egg rolls to celebrate?“

—-

Valentina would never admit it but she was having an amazing time in the camp trip.

She met Miss Mateo daughter and was having a lot of fun with Vanessa, she learnt she liked to be called Vanjie and that she was in the first semester of the dancing major. Valentina gave her some advices for the years to come and Vanjie thanked her a lot.

There was a big lake in the middle of the mountain and the professors let them swim on it, Valentina enjoyed the water, California was very hot that day and the cold water was helping them a lot to go through the day.

When was nighttime Bob and Michelle started a fire with Katya’s help, some of the girls brought marshmallows and were gathered around the fire eating them. Valentina understood why her aunt had followed Farrah’s advice, this was good, she felt good.

Valentina got to know more students that night, there were some other new students in the dancing major and Vanjie introduced Valentina to all of them.

“She is Vixen; she is a lot of fun and an amazing girl we had a lot of fun the other day. Oh, and she is Monet, hi girl!” “Hi, Vanjie!” “Blair and Dusty are over there, they’re from the musical theater major but we share some classes.”

After talking for some hours Valentina finally decided to go to bed, she noticed that Nina fell asleep after a while ago, she had her mouth agape and was hugging the Garnet Valentina had given her on her birthday.

After taking a couple of pictures of her friend she laid down next to her and tried to fall asleep but couldn’t do it. Valentina got up again, she put on a jacket and stepped out of the tent. She walked through the tall trees until she found a big rock where she could sit and see the tents surrounding the fire where some girls were still gathered around listening to Trixie playing the guitar.

“She is such a good singer.” She said to herself. “She sings good.”

She looked where the voice came from and found Violet standing next to her.

“God dammit, Violet, you cannot approach to people like this.” She covered her heart with her hand. “Sorry, old habit of mine. Can I sit?” “Sure.”

Violet sat a few inches from her and looked at the fire, they could hear Trixie sing.

And I don’t smell you in my sheets And I don’t hear you in the hall Without your cologne Your calls on the phone I don’t know you at all

“What are you doing here? Shouldn’t you be sleeping?” “Aja and Farrah are fucking in the tent next to mine, I didn’t want to hear that.” “Ok.”

They remained sitting in the rock without saying anything else just listening the words of Trixie’s song.

And I’m growing older I know that we’re over The way we’d always have been And then I see you… And I know you all over again

“You made new friends today.” “Yeah, Vanjie it’s pretty cool.” “It’s the daughter of one of the coolest teachers, I thinks it’s obvious she was going to be cool as well.” “Yeah.”

An awkward silence was present again, Valentina hated the stated of their friendship.

“Val.” “What?” “I think we need to talk.” “About what? I think there’s nothing here to be discussed.” She looked to the fire and saw Katya hugging Trixie from her back and resting her head on the top of Trixie’s. “That’s bullshit, you know there is.”

And I don’t leave you in the night And I don’t up and go away No green in your eyes Or teary goodbyes No one cries on the plane

Violet took a long breath and looked at her feet. “

I’m sorry for what I said that night.” “…”

“I don’t think you’re happy because the babies can’t leave the hospital, I didn’t mean anything of what I said that day.” “Why did you say those things? They hurt a lot, you know.”

Her voice was more like a whisper, she didn’t want to look at Violet, she knew how she must look like and she knew that if she saw her she would cry at the sight.

Is it wrong if I listen to songs that we’ve lived and The stories are staying the same I lie by the speaker Just getting weaker Until I remember your name

“I was angry and sad and drunk, I didn’t mean to let all those horrible feelings out and I shouldn’t have used you as my punch bag.” Valentina could hear the tears on Violet’s voice. “You’re my fucking favorite person in the whole world and I used you as a target of my anger, I didn’t want to do that.” “Then why did you do it?” “I don’t know! I just needed to take out all of these horrible feelings and you were the only person there and I just did it. After that I couldn’t even look at your face, I was so embarrassed and angry at myself for hurting my best friend.” “Your best friend…” “Yes.” She took her hand and Valentina didn’t toss it away. “You have something that I cannot explain but it makes me feel less alone, you understand me and you always have my back.” She ran her finger down her hair to her spine. “You are an incredible friend, I don’t want to lose you.”

Violet leaned towards her friend and pressed their lips together.

Violet’s lips were soft on hers, they felt the way she always thought they would during all those years. Valentina felt like she could melt in this moment, she was finally kissing Violet, she had waited so long for this to happen and the feeling of her lips were amazing.

Violet parted the kiss and let a trail of kisses from her lips to her jaw and neck, the feeling was overwhelming, Valentina ran her hands in Violet’s hair and felt her hands going under her blouse, she felt her cold fingers trying to get to the line of her bra.

It felt so right.

But at the same time so wrong.

“No.” She parted from her. “I cannot do this.” “What?” “It’s just… It’s not right.” “But it’s ok!” “Don’t joke about this, Vi.” “Vale?” “I’ve been waiting to kiss you since we were 17 and… Fuck, I would have given up anything for this to happen and now that it finally did I turned you down.” She gave her a chocked laugh. “I think I’m going crazy.”

There was silence, they couldn’t hear the voice of Trixie singing in the distance anymore.

“Val, I-“ “No, I don’t want to be your second choice, Vi.” “What? What are you talking about?” “Now what you broke up with Matt you come to me looking for someone to comfort you, someone to give you the feeling of being wanted and that’s not fair!” “Vale, please…” “Don’t.” She ran her hands on her face an gave a big sigh. “I want to be with you but not like this, not when your heart is someone else’s. I don’t want to be the second choice, I want to be the first one.” “I-I don’t…” “I’m not going to put pressure on you, at the end of the day it’s your choice and if you decided you want to be with me I’ll be here, I can wait.” “Are you sure about that?” “I’ve waited three years, I can wait a little bit longer.” “If you say so.” “But no more kisses for now, ok?” “What about hugging?” “I can work with that.”

Violet cut the distance between them and rested her head on Valentina’s shoulder, she put her hand around her waist and kissed Violet’s hair.

This was a peaceful moment, the only sound they could hear was an owl somewhere in a tree and-

“Valentina!”

Nina was walking towards them and she seemed annoyed.

“What happened?”

Nina looked at them confused, she just shook her head.

“Your phone has been ringing all night long, next time you come here to make out with Violet take your phone with you.”

And with that she went back to the camp. Valentina unblocked her phone and saw she had seven missed calls and a lot of messages.

Tia B: kid, answer your phone! Tia B: KIDDO! Tia B: Valentina?

Tia Adore: VALE Tia Adore: VALE Tia Adore: VALE Tia Adore: VALE Tia Adore: VALENTINA DEL RIO, PICK UP I HAVE NEWS

“You should take your phone with you.” “Shut up, Vi.”

She dialed Adore’s phone, after a few tones she heard her aunt pick up.

“You won’t believe this.”

#abbineedless #biadore #lesbian au #romance #fluff #angst #moms #sad past #rpdr fanfiction #your life is gonna change me #parenting au #bianca del rio #adore delano

[yumenosakiacademy]

metr0con 2019 friday diary

Cosplayed/breakfast/snack: same as thursday diary

For future me only. preferred that you dont read this, thanks. 

Okay so we arrived at like, 10:23 or abt that time so i had some time before my first panel so i just kinda walked around. i dont think anything happened around that time, sorry. my memory of today is a lil bit hazy at parts. but while on the escalator, i looked over at registration n saw creeper print and a yellow crown n the person rly looked like king gavin n i openly Gasped but i couldnt get to them obviously but i was like gjhnsmjgh hh.

then, i went to the yoi panel! uhm.. not much to comment on for this panel, sorry. there was a viktor, yuri, and yurio! i remember there was a personality swap ask and for part of the panel, they all had switched jackets because of a dare.

next was the oh-shc panel! the honey was rly cute n gave a lot of hugs to a lot of the audience members n they were such sute hugs gjhnsm.. like the ones where u semi-leap at a person n hug em w slight movement it was so cute. kyoya said his entire budget book he brought was all for tamaki’s expenses and tamaki proposed to haruhi as a dare but earlier in the panel he was imagining outloud him n haruhi’s wedding gjhnsm

after that, i couldve went to the grav!ity falls panel or the bn-ha one, but since the bn-ha one was in the same room as the previous two, i just decided to stay in my seat for that one. the todoroki n kirishima came in late w starbucks which todoroki says was paid for by endeavor bc he had his dad’s credit card n he actually gave out 2 fake paper credit cards to ppl. aizawa got asked what the dumbest thing he’s gotten asked by one of his students n he said it was “whats your quirk, aizawa?” n todoroki said “it’s not ‘is mayonaise an instrument’? then there was other stuff n they played Sentences and i suggested the scenario “furry convention” after someone suggested todoroki and izuku. ALSO!!! i won the raffle for a bn-ha poster! it was drawn by the uraraka that was one of the panelists n it looks so good ;w; dunno where im gonna put it.. but as my first fanmade print (that’s not my hs wall scroll, which was officially licensed), ill cherish it.

after that i had time to walk! i saw a bunch of id0lish cosplayers! the id0lish7 ones in the dream journey outfits n the 2 trigger members i saw were in similar outfits? i forgot the name for them. anyway! i saw a gentaro n took their pic n they were like “i hav a dice n ramuda somewhere around here.. we’re fl!ng posse” so i wndered around the dealers room n eventually found the dice n ramuda together n took their pic too! thn i kept wanderin n i!! found the king gavin n i was like “are you cosplaying king gavin” n they were like “yea!” n i was!! so happy!!! n they turned to their friend n they were like “see you shouldve stayed in costume! [turns 2 me] they were mad k!ng ryan up until a lil while ago; they changed” but anyway i took their pic n they were talking abt how it feels kinda odd to come to terms w the fact theyre cosplaying minecraft n how they saw a minecraft person earlier n thought abt talking to them but it’s different bc it’s ach!evement hunter so they dont kno the full picture. i saw a corrin w arei button!! which was exciting. also met a nico who said they were gonna b arashi that day but didnt wanna contour but theyre gonna b her tomorrow!! DURING THIS TIME i also saw an adachi body pillow at an artist’s booth n im.. gjhnskm....... i wanted it...... i later found out it was $60 tho so. ;w; i met a sougo n tamaki n i asked if i could take their pic n they said yea, just give em a sec, n the sougo was like “r u cosplayin tsukasa??” n i said yep n they were like do u wanna b in our mv?” n i thought it was a whole event thing n i was like “oh. id hav to check my schedule i might b busy but” n they were talking abt how we (me, the luka next to them, n the kaito next to luka) would just do like steps to the side by following sougos lead n i was confused n repeated myself but the sougo was like “oh, no no it’s right now” n so i did that w them while the tamaki filmed n unfortunately i 4got to ask their instagrams so idk where the vid is but w/e. the sougo told me abt an id0lish meetup at 5 pm, too, out on the docks. 

the h!veswap panel was p funny! an eridan n feferi in the audience were also entertaining, esp during the improve games. i remember someone asked lanque “what r ur fashion tips?” n lanque was like “...Dont Bother” n joey was confused by troll stuff n i asked daraya what her fav punk band was n she was like “we only listen to the grubbles. have u heard em?” n i was like “i.. actually havent heard the full album yet so i guess not?” but as im typing this i think i actually have?/ oops. anyway a lot happened but it’s rly hate so im gonna.... move on. im typing this paragraph last bc i 4got to type it lmao.

a ruby and dia complimented my nails! then i saw a doppo!! they were apparently the reo i took a pic of yesterday. they said their jakurai was still getting ready. 

i tried to go to the grav!ty falls party but it was just one girl as mabel making the audience do games for prizes that were rly boring like decoding n stuff so i left after abt 15 minutes n went walking again. i had 2 hrs to walk now.

i went downstairs after walkina round the dealers room n there was!! a bloody banquet rei and koga!!! they were so pretty.. i was intimidated kinda but i managed to approach them n we talked abt rei’s rei itabag n koga’s goro itabag n rei said they once spent $150 dollars in rei merch in one sitting on yahoo auctions whoa. they were rly cool tho! we talked for a few minutes. later, i also saw another hypm!c group of MTR + ramuda n took their pics n the ramuda was like “ur sign omg. wait r u tsukasa??” n i said yep n we got excited abt ES n the jakurai told me theres an ES meetup tomorrow at 1 pm!! unfortunately, i hav a panel (2, actually, but i can only choose 1) that is at that time so idk if ill go... esp since it’ll prob only b a few ppl n im not the type of person to make friends anyway, yknow? ....anyway! the hifumi game me a lil clear heart tin w tiny fake yellow flowers n a piece of paper that said: “thank u, prince/princess! -hifumi [doodle of 2 champagne glasses]” n thats.. so cute. i gave them a lollipop in return. little while later, met another jakurai! i think we also talked abt ens-tars!! cant remember a lot of it tho gomen. then a lil while later, i saw the kakeru cosplayer i had heard abt on twitter! they were manning an art booth. i was like “are you cosplaying kakeru?” n they were like “yea!” n i took their pic n i was like “i didnt think id rly find k!npri cosplayers here aa” n the kakeru went “FINALLY i can use one of these!” n handed me a lil kakeru sticker they drew n i was like “his fumb bg pink jacket.. it makes him look like a Shrimp” n we both laughed n they showed me the k!npri stuff on their table n a joji on the other side of their display that looked like he was behind bars bc the display thingy and a jin hanging from one of the bars. they (the kakeru n the person they were with) were like “we kept seeing you walk by w ur sign n we were like ‘i hope they find leo!’” (both days, bc the other person asked if i was tsukasa yesterday) n i showed them my yug!oh card that’s an obscure reference to a tsukasa cg! n i talked to them a lil bit abt ens-tars but i cant remember a lot gahh!! and while i was standing there, a honoka came up and asked for my photo n i was like “ANOTHER ES FAN??” n i talked to them for a sec n forgot to put up my prop for the photo at first gjhnsm but that was cool!!  oh, the honoka also asked me if i liked anzu n i was like “she’s super cute in the anime”

after that i tried to go to the fru!ts basket panel but im only 6 eps in the remake anime n they had almost all the characters n i didnt understand a lot of the questions bc i hadnt seen much of the show so.. then after only a few minutes of q+a they started up trivis so i left n just walked around the dealers room. it was during this time that my crown fell off (SECOND DAY IN A ROW) n i searched the whole dealers room but couldnt find it?? ghh..

ANYWAY i found another ramuda w a jakurai n the ramuda liked my sign too n they were like “ur tsukasa!” n i went yep n they saw the buttons ns tuff on my bag n all my keychains n they were like ‘oh, sry” n i was like “no no, it’s okay, u can go thru all the keychains on my backpack i hav A Lot” n i pointed out chiaki as my best boy n mika as my 2nd fav n they said they cosplay hakaze. at some point, i played drops on my flip phone i think bc ramuda was saying smth pertaining to drops?? mayb not. but i played it n jakurai was like “oh god i hav to hear it hre too..” (in-character, i think) n i spotted another ramud in the distand n asked them to wtch my stuff while i took the ramudas pic so i went over n the person next to them had an arashi plush!e n we both squealed (i think. i did tho, Loudly.)

after this i just wandered n i danced on the dance floor! chacha slide, cupid shuffle, n time warp iirc! def time warp tho. also to some 80s song n some guy not in cosplay spun me around nt ried to swing dance we me but he was completely leading it n i didnt kno what to do!! after that i saw a tumblr/con friend while on my way to the yoi panel!!

then the yoi panel was actually p funny! a lot of questions abt yurio’s parents being viktor and yuri and yuri n viktor slowdanced to an edd sheeran song n otabek showed off their muscles (like, flexed their arms in their tank top) n yuri kept dramatically thwipping open their rainbow fan esp in responses to gay asks. at one point, someone asked abt yaois n a mom who was attending w their preteen or teen child was like “whats yaoi?” n the ppl behind her were like “i dont wanna b the one to do this..” n ppl told the mom n the mom to their teen/preteen kid was like “what are u watching? where? is it okay? is it on tv?” n the kid was responding to ehr questions but i couldnt hear them gjhnsm. yurio did a dance to a song n after that, we all danced to cupid shuffle n wobble n then i stopped but others did the time warp too. oh! also i answered a trivia question right (”who’s yuri’s best friend?” “pichit”) and got an utapr! keychain/strap! it’s reiji in a glitter thing. none of the other stuff there aside from some yoi straps was my fandoms so i saw utapr! n went for it.

then the bnh-a pj party! ...uh. the original panelists never showed up so random bn-ha cosplayers (and their non-cn.ha-cosplaying friends) tred to host the panel but everythign was hectic and loud n unfocused n a wreck but i noticed a ramuda n a hifumi i hadnt taken a pic of yet in the corner of the room (there were no chairs) so i eventually got annoyed/bored n went over to ask for a pic but ended up asking to sit w them (i walked over, put my sign down, n went “i said Fuck leo rights n higumi was like “that chara is familiar..” n i said leo from ES n they were like “oh i watched p 1 of that” n i was like “ep 2, this unday. stan ryuseitai”) n i ended up talking to them abt hypm!c n cosplay stuff n i talked a bit abt ens-tars and we all agreed that stella n papillion Slap on the new album. n ramuda said they were cosplaying as a prom!sed neverland haracter tomorrow n recommended it to me n i was like “oh im watching fru!ts basket rn tho” n the hifumi said they were too n the ramuda was like “do u kno the horse one in fru!ts basket? My Horse Boyfriend....” (the game. i think that was the name) so i showed them the hypm!c ask blog where they draw some of the charcaters as horses n the other characters as cowboys n the ramuda showed me the pics that r on their swear jar (photshopped pics of kinako w long legs in stockings+heels) n id0lish memes n it was all chill!! i played drops for them on my phone too. someone came over n went “if u can type w those nails, ur a god[dess]” n i said i could w Only my nails n they said i was like a god[dess] hehe. the higumi said they should make a tumblr n i heard them muttering “should i put 14 on here?” n ramuda went “well i mean, you Are 14-” n i went “ur 14?” n they nodded n i asked the ramuda how old They were n they said 14 n i was like “oh my god.. yallre babies..... gjhnsmk im 18.” n the ramuda crawled back a bit n they were like “18??” n the hifumi was like “u look so young tho whoa! rly?” n i was like “yea i look p young.. ive been compared to a freshman b4..... n yea i graduated like 2 months ago” n the hifumi was like “congratulations :o”

#A LOT MORE COULD HAV BEEN SPOKEN ABT BUT IT'S LATE N I AHV 2 GET UP EARLY OKAY #con diary