#then my phone mutes all of it

[amareinmortis]

Pretty little ghost.

#;my art #ISTJ #MBTI #MBTI ISTJ #coloured panel #I’ll probably do the rest later #the more I look the messier it appears #I wonder why the iPad shows a darker colour #then my phone mutes all of it

[journeyman-tier-fibercraft]

Knitting repeat 37 out of 40 on the lace shawl for my cousin’s wedding present

#knitting #lace knitting #lace rot #wip #knitblr #in the process of trying to remove the heavy breathing sounds (because my phone was basically in my mouth to get this angle) #i went through 5 different websites and 3 audio editors #all because my cellphone doesn't let me mute videos anymore even tho it used to let me. #tag before last should've said video editing programs instead of audio editors i am eepy #the pattern i'm knitting is free btw #bamboo wedding shawl by purl soho on ravelry #i just have to rewrite all my patterns out by hand to keep track of them repeat by repeat

[strawberrybabydog]

the tumblr ads that play at 25%+ volume and keep playing audio long after i've scrolled passed is really successful marketting. i am not annoyed or off-put by unwanted screaming royalty free audio after 10 minutes of silent peaceful scrolling. infact, every time this happens i scroll all the way back to the ad with glee because i am overjoyed at the idea of downloading the hospital gore app for children

#do you know what i mean by the hospital gore app for children #a few days ago i kept getting recommended genuine real cartoon gore ads it was a game for kids #and i was like what the fuck child is downloading an app where you pull bugs and puss and hair out of peoples infected feet. actual trauma #i reported all the ones i saw and havent seen them again because they are genuinely fucking sickening. im serious they are #but how the fuck did that even get approved by tumblr #anyways this specific gore ad didnt blast me with music but a fuck ton of them do now and im like. why #i have to manually unmute videos that automatically play on my dash #theres no way to mute these ads unless you turn your phone volume off so rip any music u were listening to #like you just scroll by and the uwu woyalty fwee music starts playing on blast. on its own. no mute button no way to opt in or out of this #what is going on why is tumblr this fucking bad. who approved ads that yell at you????? who approved gore for kids ad??? #not dog #personal

[deancoded-deangirl]

hello can nick and i get married yet just asking for a friend

#he's the weirdest dude but he's so fucking patient with me #i need someone patient and stable to ride the emotional waves with me until i get better at self regulating #so far i'm getting really good at telling him that i need a minute or i'm going to be mean and passive aggressive #so then he gives me a minute and i regroup and then can speak rationally #which is GREAT for me who was once so brutally cruel instinctively #anyway by patient and stable i didn't mean he's my punching bag #i just meant that he doesn't match my extreme emotions (he will match excitement and happiness) and thus provides a baseline #like he stays steady so when i'm upset or mad he'll ask why and i break it down and by the time it's broken down i'm like... okay #so there was no reason to be upset #and we talk about impact vs intent all the time like sometimes he a lil weird in talking so it comes off bad #but yeah he's just really stable and so it's easy to bring myself back if no one is hyping me up #and whenever i'm irritated with him i'll still call his ass and put myself on mute and fall asleep with him on the phone #he's very good at calling me out too (he's also great at taking accountability if he does something) #like one time he showed me a video and i only watched a sec before jumping down his throat #and he called me out and i apologized and redirected and all #one time he had an attitude (when I was upset) and i was like dude what's with the tone #he's also good at like... idk what to call it #but he told me during one of those times when i was upset that it wasn't fair to him to say no but then expect him to do it anyway #because how was he supposed to know when to listen to me and when to not? it was a no win for him and it wasn't fair #and you know what? he was so correct and true for it #i apologized for that too #anyway. when can i marry him. #nick

[brainfilehasstoppedworking]

I got an Amber Alert while writing about my dumb sandwich. Now I feel bad about it.

#sam's talky talks #I hate Amber Alerts. Not because I don't care about kidnapped children. It's just that... #It could probably end up with killing the child or something horrible #And the sound it makes gets me all panicky #Good thing I keep my phone on mute because I would've been freaking out

[softgrungeprophet]

spotify are you making fun of my angsty kaine playlist

#i'm assuming alt z is a combo of linkin park and the buttress #metropopolis presumably all the rina sawayama + lady gaga + marina #altho idk what Spotify is counting as pop vs metro pop ... #nadia rambles #also the creator message it played i was like. who tf is this guy? is this a mssg from linkin park or? #(the answer was Yes. it was Mike Shinoda 😂) #i have my phone perpetually muted and i am not unmuting it for a 10 second video on Spotify

[bonesofhoney]

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#I wish there was a dnd setting #for my brain #then I could maybe focus on one thing at a time #mute the things I don’t want to think about #wouldn’t that be great #I’ve had my phone on dnd all day and I just #sigh #ignore me #rambles

[killbaned]

sorry i'm gonna continue to sound like a broken record for a while but i cannot fucking believe i'm finally fucking free of her. there's still a matter of time of moving and leaving and finally having a true amount of distance but she's no longer my fucking problem i don't have to be on call 24/fucking 7 for her stupid bullshit i GET TO SIMPLY EXIST AS MY OWN PERSON.

#im about to feed/walk the dogs and feed myself and i can just lounge. relax. actually relax. #not sitting around trying to squeeze a modicum of enjoyment out of something on the TV #while waiting for the next time i'm fucking summoned #'i need some more water' #'can you put a movie on' #'can you put a different movie on' #'i muted the TV and can't get it fixed' #'i forgot why i called you' #i can sleep without getting jerked awake for stupid bullshit every few hours #i can sleep on my days off now without multiple people coming and going or dealing with phone calls #coordinating all her goddamn doctors and specialists and everything else #bc she can't be bothered to make her own phone calls

[lorelune]

the only way i achieve psychic peace is muting everything everywhere all the time

#see my 584 unread texts ❤️ #i have no notifs on for discord except for dms and even then like #not push notifications #servers i always mute bc it’s simply so much gong on :’^) #idk all phone notifs r designed to make u feel a particular urgency which i am respectfully too anxious for #and i hit overstim So quickly and end up feeling bad!! #idk i am very at peace w it but i also feel like i miss out in group settings #but then again i also feel too [redacted] to talk in groups well anyways #lore loops

[just-spacetrash]

🫥

#brain ran out of wwdits hype juoce and now i am profoundly sad #it is just cause its late but man....😔 #I'm thinking about my shit 20th birthday #sent a 'hey its my bday does anyone wanna go for drinks' text to the gc (sweating hands shaking almost passed out muted my phone for 8hrs) #and then everyone came and talked about their own relationship/mental health issues for like max 3hrs and then went home #and last week my best friend had her 20th bday #and the other friends had like. baked a cake gotten her gifts wrote cards #and like i know im not as close w the other ones as my bff is #but man it did sting a lot #at one point one of em said like 'we did all this because we care about you we wouldnt do it if we didnt care' #and ngl i almost cried then and there #but yea kept it together didnt say anything didnt ruin my bffs bday #and the rest of the party was rly fun #but it just #i wish i had friends like that #and ik im not like. like i dont know how to talk n stuff ik im not as easy to be friends with i know im super anxious n awkward like always #but like #u didnt have to say the whole 'we wouldnt do this if we didnt care' #on my birthday i cried from like 3am to 6am and then pulled myself together and went to a hotel breakfast w no sleep #and like. didnt even feel like shit in the morning so it turned out ok in the end i guess #but looking back it was kind of. fucked up #but yea even the fact that im thinking about it now means i should just go to sleep probably #or i guess i didnt ever rly process it but still #lets hope writing this to my diary (the internet where everyone can see it) #releases some of the pent up. stuff #yeaj #my post #vent #rant #whichever it is

[ghostlypawn]

anxiety is just a silly little condition until youve been needing to call the doctors for like five years and as every day passes it just gets worse but you wont call the doctors bc it will make u cry and have a panic attack

#ik sometimes u have to push through anxiety #but the last time my mum tried to make me phone them i cried so hard i went mute so like #and the last time i was AT the doctors the same thing happened #but also booking appointments in this country is so stressful #and im not even registered w my gp im still technically at my uni one !!!!!!! #im so sad and scared all the time #the only person i told this problem about wth was my mum and well :///

[kookjinnies]

please join us over stationhead for The Astronaut Event where we stream seokjin's discography along with coldplay's timeless hits and bts' songs 🫶

#you can play stationhead whilst you're studying cleaning working etc. #just don't mute it. you can have it at the lowest volume #let's continue streaming the astronaut by seokjin and also play it on YouTube and buy digitals and physicals too! #im sorry this is a text post and the gifs i have saved on my phone lmao but i need u all to stream im on my knees #fiz pops up

[tragedykery]

GOD'S VERY SIMPLE AND LOVE SHOULDN'T BURN//GOD'S VERY SIMPLE AND LOVE DOESN'T BURN

FR THAT CONTRAST MAKES ME SO INSANE

#square is about contrasts actually #elli replies #I mean. among other things obviously #ask #tj tag #like. what is that quiet of snow in the night / the dark rings with white noise as you stand and drown / maybe it's all of these snowflakes #screaming a choir of mute / as they brace for the ground #where’s that annotated screenshot of that verse I have somewhere in my phone library

[theangiediary]

....if you see me on here and not the server it is bc i forgot i had it muted and now there are!!! too many things to catch up on and it stresses me out !! 🚨🚨

#i do this regularly #get notifs while working so i mute a specific app (discord/fb messenger/signal/whATEVER) #and then am sad my little social phone is 'quiet' 😔 #ahHa nope! #..also been going through like ALL of whiskeyboys's ff 😅 #anyway. i still love dj 4ever i am just dumb #😘 #not spn

[even-if-in-another-time]

YOURE DATING SOMEONE???? HOW??? WHEN???

THIS IS THE THIRD ASK AJDJDKBDKDBDJD IM DECEASED /POS

#but yes i maybe kinda sorta have a boyfriend #(he’s genderfluid) #(and the reason i discovered i’m mspec lesbian as opposed to just lesbian) #but uh. yeah. childhood-best-friends-to-him-shutting-himself-off-from-the-world-when-i-had-to-move-because-it-was-really-painful-but-then-on #-the-last-day-before-i-move-we-have-a-sleepover-and-stay-up-all-night-until-i-have-to-leave-to-literally-drive-two-thiusand-miles-and- #because-we-didn’t-have-phones-promising-to-write-to-each-other-and-then-my-new-life-starts-in-a-brand-new-place-and-i-just-never-do-write- #until-two-years-later-when-covid-hits-and-i-think-of-him-and-find-his-old-address-on-google-maps-and-then-send-him-a-letter-and-am-terrified #-we-won’t-be-anything-like-the-people-we-were-because-i-sure-as-hell-am-not-until-we-get-each-others-phone-numbers-and-i-call-him-and-it- #just…-clicks-and-we-slowly-become-closer-and-closer-friends-and-as-we-both-discover-our-sexuality-and-gender-shit-and-maybe-kind-of-realize- #that-we-both-like-each-other-but-not-telling-the-other-because-we’re-literally-two-fucking-thousand-miles-apart-but-it’s-been-two-years-of- #going-to-sleep-with-each-other-on-facetime-and-being-there-to-say-goodnight-and-i-love-you-and-putting-my-phone-on-mute-to-scream-into-my- #pillow-because-fuck-i-love-him-and-then-finally-one-day-he-asks-me-if-i-like-him-and-im-99%-sure-thats-the-closest-ive-ever-been-to-having-a #-heart-attack-but-i-cut-him-off-and-tell-him-yes-of-fucking-course-and-we-both-are-sitting-there-at-1am-for-me-and-4am-for-him-crying-on- #facetime-and-laughing-at-the-absolute-absurdity-of-it-and-then-just-going-on-with-our-lives-and-our-conversation-because-of-course-it’s- #always-just-been-like-this-with-us-just-somehow-inexplicably-clicking-and-the-only-thing-that-changes-is-that-he-tells-me-“goodnight love’’- #when-we-go-to-bed-and-i-want-to-explode-because-im-ninety-percent-sure-its-a-fucking-dream-but-it’s-NOT-and #i #okay im going to hope that absolutely nobody took the time to read those tags #because the more i type this the more im realizing just how much it sounds like a fucking ao3 story #anyways. #so moving on

[dragonbleps]

Yes that is on purpose because you want to make 3 noises every time i make 1 post!!! Be quiet!!

#missy rambles #even with all sounds turned off it still made sounds #so now you get no notifications either #im tired of muting my entire phone just bc tumblr wants to make noise sdfghjkl