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alizardjae · 4 months
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Conquest Takumi is the most relatable FE character because I, too, would start killing if I had a migraine going on for that long and was 17
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mitskijamie · 10 months
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i love your takes on jamie and really want to know your thoughts on jamie’s “i’m flattered” when everyone was looking at him in the dressing room (if you haven’t talked about it before). like why does everyone think he’s the other gay in the room! why is he so cute and gives the perfect response to them speculating!
Thank you!!!!
Personally, I imagine that Jamie is bisexual and chooses not to come out to his larger circle because he just doesn't want to deal with it. The people closest to him know, and he doesn't care whether other people know or not. He's never sat down with the team and told them that he likes men, but he also checks Grindr in the locker room and doesn't really care if they notice yk. I think this is sort of in line with the way he said he wouldn't have sex with Beard because he's "not his type"-- he's not going to do a press conference talking about being bi or anything like that, it's just part of who he is and it comes up from time to time and people can make of that what they want.
So with that in mind I'd say his teammates probably think he's the ~other gay~ because of some combination of homophobic stereotypes they've absorbed from their hypermasculine environment (Jamie is notoriously a 'pretty boy' who is very invested in his appearance & spends a lot of time on personal grooming, for example, which is something a lot of straight men associate with gay men) and things Jamie has said/done in the past that indicate his bisexuality.
As for why he responded that way, I think he was actually a little uncomfortable being put on the spot like that in front of the entire team:
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and didn't want to tell them he isn't gay, because he is (sort of) and he isn't trying to hide it, but at the same time that was a very tense and (again) uncomfortable situation and I'm sure that's not how he wanted to be outed to his entire workplace. So he chose to respond ambiguously instead of confirming or denying
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bonefall · 10 months
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Oooh, can you talk about the meta reason you rewrote the blizzard holly relationship and blackstar's backstory?
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But I'm gonna preface this one; I hate Blackfoot's Reckoning. I think it's one of the most "solid" written books in the series and I still fucking hate it. I talk about authoritarianism on this blog a lot, and I think BFR was the one time that the series actually tried to textually address what they'd put on the page.
So TW for fascism, including discussion of an incredibly unfortunate quote from the book that is either an accidental or purposeful invocation of the Nuremberg Defense.
Blackfoot's Reckoning is a book that's supposed to delve into Blackfoot's backstory, what made him the cat he was during TPB. Throughout the book they're questioning, "what made him act the way he did?" And trying to drive home that Blackfoot needs to learn from his mistakes so that he doesn't repeat them
But, at the same time, they cling to their slimy Good and Evil dichotomy. So the book decides that Blackstar wasn't an Evil cat, no, he was just a Good Mislead Boy Who Loved His Clan. He's constantly lied to, mislead, people are murdered and he's duped into believing whoever gets framed, suppressing critical thought about his actions. They're trying to both write a "reckoning," but also make his motivations more sympathetic.
So in between questions of, "Is Blackstar really a Bad Boy?" and happy rewards for Blackstar when he goes through a memory, they've decided to shove in replays of Blackstar's most gruesome moments but this time he frowns :( and feels Guilty when he does them. In the eyes of the writers, if you feel sad doing hate crimes, that means there's a goodness inside of you actually.
And just like Clear Sky, all Blackstar "needed" was divine intervention. You can simply retcon in a "reckoning," even if it was never in the main series for the 10+ years the character was alive and active.
But it's not enough that Blackstar himself was getting a stupid retcondemption. No, see, they have to remind you that he was following evil people. The dichotomy inherently crunches away the nuance-- Good and Evil are inherent qualities. Tigerstar and Brokenstar are Evil People. Blackstar asks, "If I was following Evil People, what does that make me?"
The narrative concludes, "A Good Person, but mislead."
And because they can't have nuance with their Good and Evil dichotomy (or couldn't at the time), they failed to address the authoritarianism spectacularly. Think I'm reaching?
They literally wrote the Nuremberg Defense into their book. I'm not doing hyperbole, Blackstar word-for-word thinks the Nuremberg Defense, "I Was Just Following Orders," but then they bury it in a barrage of scenes showing he's Actually A Nice Guy who is Sad to do Bad Things. Either they attempted and failed to do something more meaningful with this book, OR they are so fucking stupid they accidentally included the famous Nazi officer legal defense for a character who DOES A HATE CRIME for a racist dictator.
What was IN TPB was a Blackstar who supported a massacre and expulsion against another group, was complicit in the use of child soldiers, and rehearsed a public execution for a mixed-race character. Like it or not, this is a really heavy subject... and what they decided to do was downplay every one of his actions, because he was good deep down.
And I just find that disgusting. This was ABSOLUTELY the wrong conclusion. They can't show Blackstar ACTUALLY being bigoted. They can't delve into REAL hate, or the idea that maybe he LIKED the power he had over people. Those are Evil People Things. He has to "know," deep down, that what he's doing is wrong.
He cannot have a real change, in spite of the title of the shitty book being Blackfoot's "RECKONING," because he is not bad to begin with.
So, Hollyflower and Blizzardwing.
To recap for everyone who didn't read BFR; Hollyflower is raising her three kits alone because Blizzardwing cheated on Featherstorm with her. Black only learns that he is an accident because he stayed up late one night and overheard an argument. By day, he gets bullied by Clawpaw specifically that he might be mixed-Clan and has to seethe over the truth he knows.
it's dumb. I'm sorry. This is dumb and boring, which is even worse
The war criminal was bullied as a child and that's why he did bad things :( He was good all along he was just sad :( shut up shut up shut up
The "bad environment" he was raised into was... having a single mom and being suspected of maybe being half-clan, but then learning that he isn't half-clan, and being indignant that he can't just share the information he knows about because it would make things complicated or something idk
None of this particularly contributes to his mindset as an adult because he does not HAVE a unique mindset as an adult.
He was just nebulously Sad and followed whatever strongman leader came along, constantly being tricked and bamboozled by outright lies.
"Omg WindClan killed Raggedstar >:0 ??? Oughhhhh that butters my biscuits... was it wrong that Brokenstar sent my baby nephew to battle? No, nevermind that thought that makes me uncomfortable :("
He never has any particular bigotries that were exploited, he was just tricked and mislead the entire time, while also being sad, because God Forbid Blackstar ever have been an 'evil cat'
He gets THANKED by his dead parents for keeping the secret??????????????????? girl ok.....
as usual the bully itself never really gets addressed
It was cheap and easy to just make Blackfoot's backstory the same shitty 'bullying' they write for most villains. This bullying is how he ends up bonding with Brokenkit, a villainous 5-year-old who says, "other cats don't matter" because he's eeeeeevil.
They're supposed to have a commonality connection, Blackstar who is Good Deep Down and Brokenstar who is Evil Deep Down, and that is supposed to serve as the reason why Blackstar willingly blinds himself to the incredibly obviously evil things that his superiors do.
His flaw isn't that he had bad intentions, it's that he didn't think.
FUCK that. FUCK this book. FUCK the Erins for trying to say that there are fundamentally good and bad people. That with the death of Tigerstar, of Brokenstar, of whoever, the society gets to return to 'peace' because now there's no Evil Tyrant to lead everyone astray.
The Erin's depictions of hard childhoods are sauceless. Dry, unbuttered, burnt bread. You want to see a BAD home environment? I'll SHOW you a bad home environment, not just a single teenager being rude. You wanna see the sorts of conditions that prime young people to joining radical causes for a sense of belonging? I'll GIVE you those conditions. Let's TALK about what bounces around in the head of people who aid and abet tyrants.
It's not this dumb ass sadboy shit I'll tell you that much
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Terfs are like “Hating AMABs is right because I was raped and it’s been healing”
like okay so are guys who were molested by men allowed to be homophobic?
are white women who were raped by moc allowed to be racist?
Can I start campaigning against feminists if I get assaulted by a woman?
I’m just trying to understand the rules here
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datamodel-of-disaster · 6 months
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Cw: personal, whine about art and writing and not knowing how to improve my writing so people will want to read it.
So... here's a confession:
I think my writing is good, actually.
This is an admission of defeat.
You see... no one likes my writing enough to stick with it.
So when I say I think my writing is good... I'm saying that I don't know how to make my work better. I don’t know why my writing doesn't hook people.
Comparing that to my art... well. My art is bad. I know it is bad, and I know what makes it so. I lack the ability to improve it, but I know what a more skilled person would do to fix it. I understand the flaws. This gives me peace: I can just focus on making art, with no hope or expectation of positive response from others.
With my writing?
I think it's good. And so, when it meets the cold indifference of others, it *hurts*.
I try to play it off as "haha I'm such a shitty writer lol" the same way I do with my art. But the truth is that while my art is genuinely not great... I don't think my writing is bad. I don't understand why people don't like my work. I can't instantly envision what a more skilled person would do to fix it.
I feel like such a pretentious shithead saying that, but I mean it in a decidedly negative way. I think my writing is good like someone tonedeaf might think they're a good singer. I can tell it must be bad because people don't enjoy it, but I don't understand why.
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torchwood-99 · 11 months
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Today I learned that "true" Brienne of Tarth fans don't want her finding love and romance, but that her real happy ending will be her living a life of devotion and duty to the pretty person who happens to be their fave.
Funny that.
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autogeneity · 4 months
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ough guess I am regaining the sense of being Personally Responsible for all and sundry occurrences
but also not sure what I'm imagining I might have done about a clearly doped up man chasing another with brick in hand
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vashtijoy · 1 year
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Akechi and Joker are often presented as two sides of the same coin – their rivalry highlights the fact that, had circumstances been different, Akechi might have been a similar person to our main character. However, this is where all the character-building and setup for redemption comes to a screeching halt, and the wheels fall off the catbus. The main issue stems from Akechi’s motivations, and ideology; though the heroes challenge this, he never really changes. He never acknowledges that what he did was wrong, nor does he show any remorse for his actions. He is never presented as uncertain, reluctant or fearful. He’s certainly influenced by the adults in his life, but when left to his own devices, it’s unconvincing that he isn’t just as twisted.
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>"man what kind of person accidentally reblogs niche emo band posts to their king of the hill blog"
>you post a selfie
>"oh that makes sense"
(the whole vibe looks great btw 🖤)
HA YEAH the answer to that first question is "30 year olds who never made it out of 2005 and have looked exactly like this since age 12". and thank you very much btw however are you calling mcr and fall out boy niche bands 😭
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realbeefman · 3 months
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FOREMAN MOMMY ISSUES. THATS WHY I LIKE HIM SO MUCH. FUCK. MAKING CONNECTIONS DRAWING LINES
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musical-chick-13 · 8 months
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Ro Ramdin once again proving she is the Only youtuber.
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gothprentiss · 8 months
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i slept so badly last night i have straight up just been in bed all day. like ive gotten up and done a series of tasks outside of my apartment but none of them are sticking in my memory. only Bed and Lying In It are penetrating the smooth surface of my consciousness rn
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basingstokemercury · 10 months
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The youngest of the main cast having the most emotional intelligence is an interesting setup
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cithaerons · 1 year
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tumblr poll of what i ought to do about this guy who. we went on date 1 three weeks ago, date 2 two weeks ago, on monday after date 2 (which was sunday) he says let’s meet again. i reply saying sure when are you free. on friday he tells me sorry for not getting back to you this weekend is going to be crazy let’s do a different time. and im like no problem. and he’s like great when are you free. i replied saying i could do the weekend after. no response. it is now tuesday. do i just leave it and be a cool girl or do i double text and if the latter what level of passive-aggressiveness do i employ
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just because you have figured out how to code a minigame doesn't mean you have to add it!
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bunnyb34r · 6 months
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Was thinking ab my fatigue today bc I have to see my dr and he usually asks. I've come to the unfortunate conclusion that I'm at a solid 7 on the fatigue scale 😒
My usual is a 4 typically. Where if I push myself I can theoretically do it, but will need to prepare to crash for 20hrs straight the next day, but otherwise I'm tired during the day but it's typically low enough that I can do minor things when I'm home after work.
This shit sucks man
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