#thinking about junior high

[yourknightinshiningplastic]

bro he is literally just laying there saying whatever in their head talking about anything and everything but not sleeping.

#thinking about junior high #specifically it started with me saying i should relearn the clarinet i should get one again #then somehow to getting stuff i missed from teachers 'before or after class' because they were busy or i didn't want to be late for class #then to how i was usually on time so i had like no reason to worry #except for pe because i had math all the at the bottom of the junior high hallway then pe at the entire other end of the school #and we had to change but he was pretty lenient and i was usually one of the first kids out #also how most of us left our stuff in the locker room and not the lockers because they were a hassle and somehow we never had any theft #then i thought about how this kid next to my actual locker in fifth grade (no locks) took one of my pokemon magnets im pretty sure #and i never got it back #then i remembered another thing that happened in the fifth grade hallway #where that guy i had a crush on gave me a golf ball he found in his bookbag #well he asked if i wanted it and i said yes (like having things and liked him) and im pretty sure it stayed in my bookbag the entire year #if i knew which bookbag i used that year and if i still had it it might still be in there tbh #also when i was thinking about band i couldn't think of my study hall in 8th because i quit and then suddenly i membered #and idk how i forgot she was like my fav teacher and i had so much fun cus my 2 best friends (like the waterparks song?) were also in it #and since it was like the end of the day she let us like talk and mostly do what we wanted if we didn't have any late work #and me and andi probably spent like 75% of it doodling our little oc guys #i think our other friend spent a lot of it drawing aswell. #wait. now that i think about it. was she in our study hall? doubting myself all of a sudden. #yeah she was because we walked home together and i dont remember waiting in the hall for her or anything #i do remember that when me and her were still in band andi came and got us basically because we always took our time #i miss them :( #winona has something to say

[emptyjunior]

Okay Chosen One Kristen au where she STAYS, where she goes the buddy dawn path, where she's full repressed homosexuality Helio prophet

#i Cant stop thinking about last ep #tracker fucked me up #Fantasy high #fhjy #kristen Applebees #d20 #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #art #fanart

[evil-sometimes]

i love gorgug as the car owner friend. slightly grimacing like oooh no dont scratch the paint, cmon guys my parents gave me this car i dont wanna dent it. no don't let ur blood demon pet sit there hes gonna stain the seats.

#it feel like a very teen sentimentality amongst the action which is part of what i like about fantasy high and the seven #and i think this season is gonna continue to show that contrast #but more complicated thoughts for tmrw #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #d20 #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high junior year spoilers #gorgug thistlespring

[ornitharts]

“Average Aguefort student kills 3 rats a year” factoid actualy just statistical error. Average Aguefort student kills 0 rats per year. The Rat Grinders, who grind and kill over 10,000 each day, are an outlier adn should not have been counted

#has this been done yet? #spider georg #anyway I literally haven’t been able to stop thinking about the sheer number of rats and spiders the buttfuckers have killed #like killing that many would literally destroy the local ecosystem #d20 #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high #fhjy #kipperlilly copperkettle #ratgrinders

[xiewho]

no time to celebrate

#drew this thinking their bdays were during night yorb summer for some reason #i went looking for the clip midway and when i saw it was the other way around i kinda died a little inside #BUT I AM NOTHING IF NOT COMMITTED !!!! #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #gorgug thistlespring #riz gukgak #so anyways we can pretend this is a time quangle thing yes yes #they fall asleep making the solar lasso and no one has it in them to wake them up (esp riz) #so the rest of the bad kids leave them stuff for when they wake up #joint birthday party is real and depressing ! but not really ! the power of friendship is still very real #dont ask me the logistics of the hangvan interior ill die #i dont wanna thnk about this piece anymore it aged me 10 years #my art

[rooolt]

but also can we talk about how seemingly none of the other bad kids know how big of a deal baron was for riz. Like they know he kidnapped him and they fought them, but did “a very private boy” riz gukgak ever tell them about his experience in the nightmare forest? Did he ever explain the extent of his insecurities that baron represents? Do they know that baron is a manifestation of what riz in sophomore year believed to be too different about himself that he needed to like about it? DO THEY KNOW?!!?!!??

#Bc they (Fabian) are always making jokes about riz #And dating baron and kalina specifically and I don’t think they would if they knew #Anyways Brian Murphy will look directly into the camera next episode and say the words “riz gukgak is aromantic and asexual” #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #riz gukgak

[ribbittrobbit]

i read @brennan-lee-mother 's post and well... yikes

#lucy frostblade #kipperlily copperkettle #fantasy high #d20 fantasy high #d20 spoilers #dimension 20 #spoilers #fantasy high junior year #tw gore #tw blood #im not saying that i think kipperlily is redeemable #but she is tragic #but i am unwell about lucy frostblade #ribbittrobbit #d20 fanart #fantasy high fanart #dimension 20 fantasy high

[twinstxrs]

just now realized that kristen started off fantasy high choosing the path of doubt & uncertainty by choosing to go with the bad kids. for unrelated reasons i need to lie down forever.

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #kristen applebees #the bad kids #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #feel like one of those ms paint type stick drawings covered in blood & tears. THE BAD KIDS 😭😭😭 #kristen was offered the certain path and chose to walk through the trees GODDDD #maybe fantasy high is just choosing to walk through the forest with your friends. for your friends. #i fr need to go to bed but like. oh my god. #‘​keep going’ or whatever #sorry for being dramatic i listened to televangelism by ethel cain when thinking about kristen & lucy & the bad kids so. yea

[rrat-king]

the sorrow of lucy frostblade

art by @caitmayart // dimension 20: fantasy high junior year // unknown // stopping by woods on a snowy evening by robert frost // photo by @writhe // lucy gray by william wordsworth

#i cannot stop thinking about her #lucy frostblade #d20 #fhjy #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #web weaving

[emiko-matsui]

Ragh Barkrock to Gorgug Thistlespring in Freshman Year VS. Gorgug Thistlespring to Mary-Ann Skuttle in Junior Year

#i dont know why this was so interesting to me but i was immediately thrown back #the moment he turned around and yelled to other students with the phrase 'this freak' i went oh... oh like... like ragh did.... #and to be so clear i dont think gorgug is a bully absolutely not #but something about it scratched a deep part of my brain #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high #fhjy #gorgug thistlespring #ragh barkrock #mary ann skuttle #fhfy #fantasy high junior year #zac oyama

[sea-buns]

it wasn't that long ago that i was in a high school math class and yet my eyes have never glazed over faster. i was good at math. i enjoy math. you want the fucking train question? in two minutes? omg i didn't know you were so funny haha

#i dont think i EVER properly understood how to do the train problem #like i mightve done it for one lesson and then never saw it again and happily forgot #the fact that lou ally and murph even tried is astounding #and emily zac and siobhan immediately thinking about the pass stamp is so fair lmao #if i cant do it now i sure as hell cant imagine doing it over a decade out of hs #godspeed intrepid heroes #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers #fhjy

[okthatsgreat]

i hope i REALLY hope we get to see kristens brothers again this season... i worry about them........................ that very brief moment in sophomore year where kristen gives her brothers a cut of the dragon hoard that was EVERYTHING 2 me. she CARES SO BAD. imagine having to leave your home because it was unsafe but then having to grapple with the guilt of leaving your siblings behind the angst could go crazy. it could go insane

#kristen is such a tragic character but the second you start thinking too hard about her ally comes in with a ribbon dance #fantasy high #kristen applebees #fantasy high junior year #dimension 20 #lee chat

[championofnyx]

Totally not stuck thinking about what if Bucky becomes a Paladin of Ankarna. A young boy who leaves his abusive family, but doesn't have the doubt his sister did but rather clarity because Kristian already left and she found a family. Bucky has this proof that Kristian didn't; his bigger sister, his shield gave him the conviction to act.

Sol, the sun, cast his sister out and holds his younger brother to either suffer the same fate or to continue growing in abuse. Ankarna, however, gave him fury, in light, bright, and strong as the dawn to leave, to grab his brothers and run, to protect them from the wickedness of their home.

Bucky comes to live at Mordrid, getting to pray again with Kristian, but this time to the goddesses they choose rather than the god forced upon them. The two grow into adulthood next to each other. Coming to terms with their trauma, growing from a chaotic girl and an obedient boy. Becoming, for the first time, themselves.

Sister and Brother.

Cleric and Paladin.

Prophet of Doubt.

Saint of Conviction.

#fantasy high junior year #dimension 20 #d20 fantasy high #kristen applebees #bucky applebees #Yeah im completely normal about this #Yes #I also think Fig should become a paladin as well #Her and bucky can share

[agendercryptidlev]

Thinking about how Riz is the one who first used he/him pronouns for Baron & what it's like being AroAce is a queer space. Thinking about Riz seeing the kinship that Raugh and Kristen formed over both being gay and wanting that connection, that sense of community, but holding himself back because while he wasn't "normal" he also wasn't like them. When you're gay you're family and when you're straight you fit in but what happens when you're neither? How do you categorize that.

Riz isn't afraid of his orientation because he's different by societal standards. It's not being queer that scares him no, it's the isolation of not knowing if anyone else feels the way he does. He knows that if he were gay or bi or pan his friends would understand, he'd be like them and be surrounded by people like him. But he's not like them, he is different in a way that seems entirely unique to himself.

So maybe he kind of wished he was gay, and that Baron existed because that was what he was afraid to admit. It'd be a lot less lonely than the truth.

#riz gukgak #Fantasy High #Fantasy High Junior Year #Dimension 20 #D20 #baron from the baronies #It's like the experience of knowing someone accepts queer folks but not knowing if they accept how you're queer #Tho I don't think Riz fears not being accepted as much as he fears not being understood #He realizes the second he admits he's AroAce he admits there's something entirely different about him than his friends #And he just wants to belong to a group for the first time in his life #To the point that his identity as part of this group is prioritized over his personal identity

[mattzerella-sticks]

Adaine Abernant is a hater first, and an oracle second.

And I love that.

#adaine abernant #dimension 20 #d20 #d20 fhjy #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high #thinking about this bc of her casting legend lore of kipperkettle #and also reminded of her dunking on the prev oracle who die #she mightve been chosen as the oracle but she was born to be a hater

[xiewho]

happy moonar yulenear to these two specifically

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #gorgug thistlespring #fabian seacaster #d20 #fabian aramais seacaster #fhjy #spreading the glasses gorgug agenda #yes that is fabian;s battlesheet yes that is gorgug's hoodie #i am a thistlecaster enjoyer but i also do love them as just a duo in general #so whatever this art means is up to u thumbs up emoji #my favorite jocks theyre so silly TT #i think about them so often their dynamic is so extremely funny and precious 2 me #my art