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#today is my first day of uni and i had classes from 8.30 am to 11:45 which was. fine i was exhasuted but it was fine
bejeweledmp3 · 2 months
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computer how do i stop feeling insecure on my writting so that can i write. computer please
#talking tag;#ok so. story time sure why not#today is my first day of uni and i had classes from 8.30 am to 11:45 which was. fine i was exhasuted but it was fine#and then i had to wait to meet some friends for lunch and i started writting and it just hit me that totp is actually over 50k words#and it's like brooooo i literally wrote a novel length fic (that's still not done btw! not close!) and for whattt who even has the time#to read something like that like why bother. it's not even (directly) about the main characters and i just#i'm afraid that i'm repeating myself i'm afraid that chracters are not being developed like i hoped they would i'm afraid that no one will#care and i'm also afraid that the people that do care won't like it#and then i met with my friends who study cinema and they bumped into people from their classes and i was just.#there listening to their conversations without interacting like what the FUCKKK am i doing here pretending that i fit in with the cool#cretive people and that my prose is any good at all#just. 50 thousand words of fanfiction and i'm worried that none of them are any good#but lately my motto is that i will figure it out so. i will figure it out#i did cry about it (lmao) which i'm counting as progress from the empty nothingness i felt around this time of year a year ago#but yeah man it sucks. totp is my baby but (just like kim lmao) my default is being hard on myself. i just can't not be#i think i'll write on my diary about this and then!!! we move on. oh well#i will finish totp that's a promise but yeah. today just hasn't been great i guess#and i have no one in my life to talk to about this so!!!!!! shouting into the void i guess
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yetsopowerful · 5 years
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hello friends! it's time for a little update...
tuesday
I honestly hate tuesdays this semester. Those are the most unproductive days for me! The only classes I'm taking are the Korean classes that I took extra and those are from 6 to 8.30 pm. So yeah I have the whole long day to do nothing but revise Korean and ofcourse i always fail...
wednesday
Wednesday was a whole lot better, in the morning I went with my new friend to the library for the first time and we studied for few hours. I'm so happy because together we worked out the topics we were struggling with and now it's so much easier to learn those. Then in the evening after spending way to much time on watching netflix and dumb videos on youtube i spend some time on revising notes from one of my subjects and typed them to my computer (is it even the correct way to say this?).
thursday
I had classes from 8 am to 1 pm and got an essay assigned. Then after I got back to my flat I spent some time in bed as I wasn't feeling well. Then I had made some more notes and tried to study a bit, but as always I couldn't resist not watching few things on youtube and yeah you know how the story ends... It was 1am and my body was tired so going to bed was the only option, especially that i was still feeling not well.
friday
My shedule is pretty busy today and I have many things that have to be done today because I'm traveling to visit my brother on saturday. Currently it's 6.30 am and I'm by my desk since 5.30 revising for the language test I have to take afternoon. I also have to go to my uni and pay the insurance because today is the last day and I forgot hehe. I also am planning to attend the (free acces for all the university students and not only for them) lecture about 'how to study and think effectively'. It's always good to learn new techniques of studying. I read that they will be talking about mind maps and I always had problems with creating those so I hope that I will learn how to use them today.
I of course forgot to take pictures of the interesting things but I hope you will forgive me this time :D
See you next time, I hope I will be able to do all those things I should by then and be satisfied with my work.
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theblondegoesabroad · 4 years
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Day 4
Monday 3rd February 2020
Being on holiday still means no Mondayitis for me. Unfortunately, though my body clock wasn’t aware that I could sleep in and I was awake at 4am. Probably didn’t help that I had a big nap Sunday afternoon. Yay for jetlag. I spent the first five hours of my morning reading, I took a bath to keep warm, played some relaxing music, did some more reading. Overall, despite the hour, it was very relaxing and I enjoyed having those hours in the morning for the complete guilty pleasure of reading. Benoit didn’t have class or work today so I was lucky to have another day with some company, being home alone was definitely not something I was looking forward to!  Benoit had uni work to do but that was okay! I don’t think I did much in the morning, I did a bit of research for Joelle, we are going to do to Ghent in the last weekend of February to spend some time with Pablo before he leaves for South America so I was looking at possible accommodation to stay in. I found a few good places, so hopefully, we can book that in soon. There will be 8 of us going, so its quite hard to find a place! But it will be a fun weekend! I then wrote a few recipes down in my recipe book, I bought it with me in preparation for getting back into cooking!  For lunch/breakfast Benoit and I made a breakfast pizza, complete with bacon and eggs, it was actually delicious! The afternoon, I did a bit of work for Tislelys, and then we got ready to go climbing! My arms are still pretty sore from the big climbing session on Saturday but I am pretty keen to get back into it! To warm up I climbed four 5+ walls, then I did a 6a, then tried a 6b and a 6b+++. 6b was about my level when I left for New Zealand and I’m happy to say that it still is about my level. So I haven’t lost too much strength! Although after the last two walls, my arms were definitely feeling it! Benoit is a machine when it comes to climbing and has kept improving! It is fun to be back with my climbing partner again. Monday nights climbing are enjoyable nights to go as a lot of Benoits family friends/uncles/aunts are there too, there is almost always catch up drinks afterwards too. It was nice to see everyone again, although my jetlag was really hitting me at around 8.30, it was all I could do to keep my eyes open! After climbing, Benoit went to play a game of football for his uni team and I went home with Benoit (Joelle's brother). I was glad I got a ride home as standing in the rain for two hours really really didn’t appeal! But apparently, I missed out, as their team won 4-1! For dinner, we had a traditional Belgian vegetable - chicons/ Belgian Endive/chicory (not the chicory that makes the coffee chicory though). They were quite a bitter flavour, but rather delicious! After dinner, Joelle and I spent a long time trying to decide where to book for Ghent, a house a bit further out or a hostel right in the city. After much deliberation, we didn’t make a decision so decided to ask Benoit when he got home! I went to bed before then though! Love Kate xxxxx
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