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alison-anonymous · 5 years

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♡ first "i love you" | t.l.

This amazing little demon boy doesn't get written about enough, so imma just fix that😘❤ also, this is my first headcanon, so I'm so sorry if it sucks😢😂

Warnings - ANGST, buncha fluff at the end, poor heartbroken/pissed Tom

Tom Lucitor Headcanon - First "I Love You"

First "I Love You" with Tom...

♡ it legit all started with a party, courtesy of Star, of course. It was supposed to be a birthday party on your behalf, but of course, Star messed up the date so it was two weeks before your actually birthday.

♡ it wasn't that big of a party, just you, Star, Marco, Pony Head, Tom, Janna, and Kelly, along with a couple other friends and creatures (some you didn't even know).

♡ the party had began with you showing up slightly late because it had just started storming outside, and Pony Head had demanded that you bring along some of the best alcohol so she could "try some", but you knew there was more to it than that.

♡ obviously you brought some anyway

♡ it was a horrible mistake😂

♡ once you made it through the doors you were soaking wet, holding a case of beer in your hand and a useless umbrella in the other. It didn't take long for your friends to start off the party with a friendly game of Never Have I Ever. Of course, Star made you sit next to Tom, whom you had a majorly embarrassing crush on😘

♡ you were sitting so close to each other that your knees were touching the entire time. Face as red as a tomato the entire time, and you couldn't seem to stop stuttering from how close you were to the demon prince. Something about even just being near him gave you shivers.

♡ as the rounds went on, you all began to drink for every point you lost. And let's just say, you all got pretty drunk! Except for Tom, who seemed to have a strange tolerance for the burning liquid.

♡ you, being in your drunken state, at one point leaned your head against his shoulder and heaved out a big sigh, breathing in his scent. He had froze at first from the sudden contact, and the two of you were immune to the giggles around you and the shipping coming from Star. He relaxed and allowed you to lean in closer, stiffening slightly to support you so you didn't slump over.

♡ you didn't even remember when you mumbled low enough so only he could hear, "you smell amazing"

♡ to which he let out a small chuckle and glanced around to make sure no one was watching before casually reaching over to tuck a loose strand of your hair that had fallen into your eyes back behind your ear. "Thank you"

♡ if it were even possible, you turned an even brighter shade of red as the group decided that they were all drunk enough to switch to Truth or Dare. You got to ask the question first.

♡ "Marcoo," you drawled, feeling your senses leave you defenseless as the room grew a fuzzy. You definitely weren't good with alcohol. You almost tipped over from your lack of balance, but lucky Tom snaked his arm around your waist to support you once again. Feeling his warmth pressed against your skin sent shivers down your spine and sent the butterflies soaring inside your stomach. Getting a certain glitter in your eyes, you proceeded, "truth or dare?"

♡ "uuuhhh" he lolled to one side, accidentally smacking Pony Head in the neck as she floated sideways from the alcohol. "Truth!"

♡ "oooh okay," you giggled, tapping your lip as you snuggled in closer to Tom's side, loving the feeling of his arm around you a little too much than a friend would. Finally, the perfect question popped into your brain.

♡ "are you secretly in love with Star?"

♡ Marco let out an exaggerated gasp and placed a hand over his heart, almost causing himself to fall over. "Me??"

♡ but don't think no one noticed the way that he glanced longingly over at Star as she was drunkenly obsessing over one of the laser puppies for simply walking. A look of pure love was set in his eyes. A look that you wished a certain someone would look at you with...

♡ only you were too focused on Marco to realize that Tom was indeed staring down at you rather than at the Starco ship about to sail before you.

♡ "permission to knock myself out so I don't have to answer?" He questioned, looking at you with complete seriousness.

♡ "permission denied, you walnut. Now spill!"

♡ "fineeee," he ughed, collapsing onto the floor and covering his red face with his hands. You could already tell his heart was racing as Star finally returned back to the group, getting a repetition of the question from a very drunk Pony Head. Her eyes suddenly softened, and for a moment, you could swear she was suddenly sober.

♡ "yes."

♡ and then there was nothing but screaming shippers for quite some time. You'll admit, you did get in on that screaming session a bit as Starco finally was about to sail. After that, a couple more rounds passed (Kelly was dared to pee in an empty alcohol bottle, Pony Head to scream that she was pregnant at the guards, and Tom was dared to have you sit on his lap for the remainder of the game). You weren't complaining at all, to be honest. He had his arms wrapped firmly around your waist as you had your back pressed to his chest, your drunken self completely forgetting that just about everyone in the room knew about your crush on Tom except perhaps the demon himself.

♡ and while Marco definitely was going to thank you later, he wasn't done with revenge yet.

♡ so once it was finally his turn, he turned to you with a smirk on his face and once you said truth, he posed the question that would change your life. All of your friends looked like they were on the edge of their seat, awaiting to see if another ship would sail tonight.

♡ "who are you in love with?"

♡ in your brain, dozens of images of Tom flashed behind your eyes. All of the times that he was there for you, all of the times your hands accidentally brushed, all of the sparks that you felt and were still feeling whenever you touched, the way that you longed to know what it felt like to kiss him, to call him yours... how badly you wanted to tell him how you felt and how you kept it locked away because you feared that he still loved Star. You wanted to get to slow dance with him, to get to cuddle whenever you wanted, to drape your arms around his neck and pull him close to you when he was angry to calm him down, you wanted to be the reason he was a changed man. You wanted him to be yours. Because you were in love with Tom. Every inch of him, every aspect, every flaw, every temper tantrum, you loved him. It was you, you thought to yourself, picturing him perfectly in your mind even though you were sitting on his lap.

♡ it was always you.

♡ you felt Tom stiffen as soon as the question left Marco's mouth, but you had ignored it when you were lost in thought. Now, remember that your brain was very fuzzy and your decision making skills were slightly impaired and your balance was off and things just weren't making much fucking sense when you looked directly at Marco and said, without hesitation -

♡ "you"

♡ the room grew dead silent

♡ Marco and you were probably the most confused of all as he stared at you with furrowed brows, recalling all of the times that you had gushed and cried to him about Tom. You were confused because, in your mind, it had made perfect sense who you were talking about.

♡ and then Tom fucking SNAPPED

♡ he gently slid you off his lap, even though you could tell he was pissed, and raised to his feet, all eyes on him, trying to surpress the rage that was boiling inside of him.

♡ you know Tom, it didn't work too well

♡ he was suddenly enveloped in fire, levitating slightly off of the floor, eyes a hot luminescent shade and a scowl embedded deep in his lips as he stared at you and Marco in pure hatred. His scowl faltered for a minute and for a second, just for a second, you saw a heartbroken gaze casted in your direction.

♡ and that was when your intoxicated brain finally put the pieces together

♡ "T-Tom," you stuttered. Struggling to raise yourself to your feet, you tried to reach out to him, but his burning with hatred body wrenched itself away from you, like he was repelled by you.

♡ you weren't quite sure who was more heartbroken here as you watched him snarl at you, "Liar"

♡ "Tom, you don't understand, I mean-"

♡ but the second you saw a lone tear slide down his cheek, he was gone, flying out the doors and out into the storm that was falling down hard outside. Thunder growled above and lightning shattered across the sky. Turning to your silent and very confused circle of friends, you placed a hand on your forehead and felt the tears begin to pool.

♡ "i-i didn't mean you, Marco. I meant him," you croaked, turning to the open doors. Just as the realization was setting in for your friends, you decided to race out after the love of your life before he got away.

♡ you should have paid more attention during health class when they were talking about the effects being drunk has on your body

♡ you were like a fricking octopus with your flailing arms and wet mop of hair as the rain cooled down your sore and hot body, making your clothes stick to your skin and your hair slump against your scalp. But that wasn't the important part. Trying to find Tom in your hazy vision was the important part. And it didn't help that rain kept making the fluffy trees look like floating bushes.

♡ "Tom!" You screamed. Tears began streaming down your cheeks once you finally caught sight of his retreating figure, standing eerily still in the middle of the rain. It had probably extinguished his flames, for he wasn't on fire anymore. Practically falling over yourself, you did the best you could to race to his side and literally did fall over, crumbling down onto the muddy ground below you.

♡ Tom's expression flickered from rage to concern, but he forced the rage switch back on as he refused to look at you, beginning to walk away from you as you helped yourself up. Before he could get away again, you quickly wrapped your hand around his arm and used what little strength you had to whirl him around to face you

♡ you must've pulled a little too hard because your foreheads touched from the impact right as your eyes met... and you were about to lose yourself in his beautiful red irises before he suddenly lurched himself away from you and snarled at you, his eyes turning red hot once again.

♡ "don't touch me" he snarled, a look of pure heartbreak written across his features. You felt your heart nearly shatter. He tried to walk away again, but you once again grabbed ahold of his arm

♡ "y/n, don't do this," his voice was suddenly pleading, though he refused to look at you, his tone wasn't the demonic rage-filled one anymore. Instead it was... pained and soft.

♡ "Tom, please, I screwed up, I didn't mean to say Marco," you bit your lip so hard you could almost taste blood. Tom pulled away from you once again, only this time, he stayed. Finally casting his gaze towards you, you saw the faint tear streaks on his cheeks and the angry fire still flashing through his eyes.

♡ "explain" he demanded.

♡ shivering slightly from the chilled rain, you took a deep breath and attempted to think before you spoke. But that's overrated, so you just let your drunk self take the reins for a bit.

♡ "when I said you, I meant YOU, Tom"

♡ his eyes went wide

♡ you continued before he could interrupt, "it was and always will be you Tom. I've been in love with you for so long that I've lost track of the days. I've wanted to be with you so badly and tell you how I feel but I've held it in because I was afraid you didn't love me back, that you still loved Star. But...

♡ "I love you, Tom"

♡ at that very moment, he completely melted inside. Because little did you know, he too had been in love with you for so long, and in even more love with you than he could ever have imagined being with Star. You were everything to him, and he never wanted anyone else to have you. Which was why he was so pissed when he heard what you said. His eyes softened as he watched you stutter in the rain, shivering slightly. He must have forgotten to say something because your anxious self kept talking

♡ "I take your silence as a no... I completely understand if you're totally in love with someone else, especially Star, I know I'm weird an-"

♡ "I love you too."

♡ now it was your turn to freeze. Staring at him, it seemed that you were basically frozen in place as he shrugged off his jacket and stepped closer to you, wrapping it around your shoulders and letting his hands linger on your arms a little longer than necessary

♡ you couldn't look away from his eyes, your heartbeat racing and the butterflies screaming as he smiled softly down at you. You managed to grip onto the sleeves of his jacket and wrapped it tighter around you as you finally broke the anticipating silence

♡ "w-wait, what?"

♡ he playfully rolled his three eyes, and smirked down at you, the fire in his eyes dancing. He took another step closer to you, closing the distance greatly to the point where your noses were only inches apart.

♡ you could feel his warmth radiating off of him as your knees went weak. Almost stumbling, he snaked one arm around your waist and kept the other up by your neck to help you stay upright. A smirk floated across his lips as he chuckled at the starstruck state he had you in.

♡ "do you need me to show you what I mean?" He whispered against your lips.

♡ you were internally gasping for breath from the air you had been unknowingly holding in. Finally exhaling, you felt your eyelids go heavy as you subconsciously nodded.

♡ with the rain pounding down on the ground and your bodies, you watched through half lidded eyes as Tom slowly leaned in closer... and closer...

♡ until his lips locked onto yours

♡ and omg the sparks between you two could've killed a power grid

♡ like damn

♡ the sign standing a few feet away from you two burst into flames from you-know-who😉😉

♡ but let's just say that it was the most amazing kiss in the rain that you had ever had. And there are many more to come with Tom, I'll just tell you that😂

♡ but you had finally gotten Tom!

♡ the alcohol just helped a little ♡

♡ a.a.

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stormecloudyy-blog · 6 years

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Amor Probidio [v]

So I am redoing some of the parts because I wasn’t at all happy so I am happy I can salvage this story and make it end the way I wanted.

Don’t you ever say I just walked away I will always want you I can’t live a lie, running for my life I will always want you - Miley Cyrus

Two months prior

I stare down at my phone, wondering where Landon is. He said he was going to be here at 7 pm, and it has been almost an hour. I even left work early so I could meet him for dinner. He got a promotion so he wants to celebrate. Never mind I have been working my ass off at work to maybe even have a shot at a cover story. There have rumors for a few months they are planning on doing an up and coming artist, and I need that story. It is going to be my ticket to getting ahead in the magazine and becoming an editor someday.

Ready to call him, I resist the urge and decide to scroll through Instagram to look at everyone else having more fun than me. Usually the only thing on my Instagram is the occasional selfie or a photo of something random I like. The only reason I have any kind of followers is because I am writer for the one of the most popular music magazines and have a few selfies with some famous people, along with some famous followers. Just part of the job. I am looking at a friend’s recent wedding photos when I freeze.

LandonJames has a new photo. And not just any photo. I am staring at my fiance smiling at a pretty girl who is kissing him on the cheek. Literally, what the fuck? I know everyone he does and I’ve never seen this stupid woman before in my life. My heart starts racing and I am ready to strangle Landon for being a n asshole. Ever since I agreed to marry him, he said he would stop being a major asshole and stop his stupid flirting with every woman he sees.

I close the app and slam my phone down on the table. Loud enough I hear a crack and cause the people in the next table to give me a funny look. I stare right back and say, “Sorry, there was just a picture of my fiance kissing someone else on Instagram. My bad for interrupting your dinner!” They look away and whisper to each other, probably about how crazy I am. Whatever. I am happy. Life is great. Just because Landon is a flirt. That is just how he is. Everyone says he is just really friendly, he would never cheat on me because he loves me so much. That is why, after all, we are getting married. Because we are the right people for each other and there is no one else I could ever be with. Ever.

My phone screen is shattered. Just great. I make a note to go get a new phone in the morning.

“Autumn!”

Looking up, I see Landon walking toward me with a huge smile on his face and a single red rose in his hand. He slides in the booth across me and presents the flower with a flourish. “A rose for my love,” he sing songs.

I take it, wincing when a thorn pricks me. “Thanks,” I reply and place it off to the side. Two years and he still has no idea I don’t even like roses that much. “You were supposed to be an hour ago,” I tell him, holding up my cracked phone screen with the time.

Landon scratches the back of his head and pretends to look embarrassed. “I know, baby. And I am so sorry. I got caught up with something at work, and I just lost track of time.”

I didn’t known kissing was “something at work.” Okay, then. “Oh, sure. That is fine. I wasn’t doing anything at all. No worries, I promise.”

“Good,” he leans in and gives me a sloppy kiss, getting saliva all over my chin. He grins as he pulls away and reaches for a menu. “I am starving. Let’s eat.”

He doesn’t ask me about my day, just starts rattling on about his promotion.

Yeah, there is no reason at all to think I made a mistake getting engaged. None at all.

Hiding out in my hotel room is reasonable. I can just do this for the next few days until I return home. I have been working really hard on this interview and story. I am going to get a fucking promotion from this. Then, I will get married in a few weeks. All of this is going to be great. Never mind the way my phone keeps buzzing with texts and calls and Snapchats. I am going to focus on my work. I sent Brice an email stating I am going to be sending him a rough draft very soon, and he will be pleased with what I have so far.

I am not going to think about Shawn. And his hazel eyes. Or his stupid messy brown curls. Or that smile. Nothing. This is just work. And I am getting married.

Married. I could start looking up a dress to order so I have one to wear in a few weeks. It doesn’t mean anything I have not ordered a dress yet at all. I am just constantly busy with work. I reach for my iPad, opening up a tab on Chrome to look at wedding dresses.

After perusing online for about an hour, I think I found a nice Vera Wang on a discount site I like. Before I can take the plunge and press order, my phone vibrates to alert me an Unknown Caller is trying to reach me. I press ignore and go back to finishing up my shopping. I order the stupid dress, ignoring the ill feeling that passes when it says it will be shipped to my home in a week. Probably just need to eat. I reach for the bag of pre sliced apples I have been snacking on, shoving a few in my mouth.

Now, there is knocking on my door. Ugh.

“Go away! I am working!” I shout, pulling my laptop back to me and staring at the same sentence I have been writing for the last hour.

The knocking persists. Fucking hell.

I walk over to the door and open it slightly, poking my head out. “Yes?”

Instead of Shawn, it is one of his friends. Geoff, I think? He raises his hand in greeting and says, “Hey, I was wondering if you wanted to come out with us later to have drinks. Shawn is at the gym right now, and I know he won’t ask so you. So are you in?”

I blink for a moment. “Drinks?”

“Yeah, drinks. It is one the band member’s birthday so wanted to celebrate. I didn’t want to be rude and exclude you since you are here for a few more days,” Geoff says, sounding a little annoyed I am taking so long to answer an easy question.

“Oh, I don’t know… I have so much work to do, and I am just really not up for going out after last night…” My voice trails off.

“I was at the party last night… we all heard you and Shawn…you know,” he gestures with his hands, blushing for a moment to finish his point.

“Oh, fuck. Well, in that case, I will not be joining you for drinks. Bye.” I slam the door in his face and wish the floor would swallow me up. So much for discretion.

Returning to my spot on the couch, my phone is ringing again.

“Yes?” I answer tersely, really annoyed with the conversation I just had and the way my life is just descending into complete chaos.

“I want to see you tonight,” Shawn says, his voice sounding all low and scratchy. “I want more of last night. Again.”

“Fuck off, okay? I am not playing your games anymore. I told you again and again. You are no interest to me at all. We had sex once and now you think you want to do again. Newsflash, I told you just because you are famous, I am not going to fall for your stupid words. Leave me alone,” I snap and end the call. I throw down my phone, ready to just pack up my bags and head home already. I would if this wouldn’t fuck up my whole chance to get that job.

More knocking. Are you fucking kidding me. I am going to give his stupid friend a piece of my mind. I storm over to the door and scream, “I already said no!”

“Fuck. Hello to you, too,” Shawn murmurs.

I look up at him because he is such a fucking tall kid. He is standing at my door in just a tank top, gym shorts, and sneakers. He is all sweaty, frizzy curls pushed back with a head band. My eyes travel around all of those muscles and holy shit, this boy is thick. Okay, this man. Fuck. I inadvertently lick my lips, suddenly unable to speak properly.

“Hello…” I say, not meeting his eyes. The amount of turned I am on right now is so fucked up. As long as I do not look at him, this should all be just fine. And I am definitely not going to reach out and touch the tattoo on his forearm with a finger, tracing the lines of the Toronto skyline and his parents voice to make the guitar design.

Shawn watches me trace my fingers along his arm before taking them into his hand and pressing them against his lips. “You’re beautiful,” he says, gently nudging me into the room and closing the door behind him.

Rolling my eyes, I take my hand back. “You can shut off your stupid charm because I am not interested at all. You are nineteen, and I am twenty four. You are famous, and I am just writing about you. There is no reason for you to even be in my room right now.”

He chuckles, placing his hands on his hips. “And yet you were the one who touched me first when all I said was hello.”

I wrinkle my nose. “You’re all sweaty. Get out.” I point at the door. “Right now.”

“But I just want to get sweaty with you again. This just saves me some time.” His hazel eyes twinkle with mischief. “And I am not that sweaty. Just like more than normal. Just work around it.”

“No, thank you.” I shake my head. “Go take a shower.”

He raises his eyebrows suggestively. “Yes, please.”

Before I can open my mouth to speak, he has dragged me by the hand to the bathroom.

I slam the shot glass down on the bar, knowing I should stop. There is a limit, but I don’t seem to care too much right now. I am on my third shot, and I have been sipping on beer since we came to the bar. Shawn, Geoff, Andrew, and some other people whose names I forgot since I can’t stop taking shots. My entire life is just going to shit so at least I can get drunk to forget about how much everything fucking sucks once people find out Shawn and I had sex. There goes my whole career. I gesture for another shot, but Shawn nixes it with the bartender.

“Maybe we should have less tequila shots for right now, Autumn,” Shawn tells me as he points at the three empty ones I have downed along with the few beer glasses. Plus his I have been sipping from as well.

“Maybe you should have less tequila,” I tell him, my words a little bit slurred.

Shawn takes a sip from his beer and says, “You are the only one who is having the shots like there is no tomorrow. Just because the tab is covered doesn’t mean you have to drink away the whole bar, you know.”

I glare. “Are you throwing in my face you have more money than me for tequila shots? You are the one who told me I should come out with you!”

He takes a deep breath and presses a kiss against my forehead. “That isn’t what I meant at all. I just thought you would have a nicer time if you were awake and not blacked out. That is all I am saying, babe. I swear.”

He called me babe. I should say something about this, but my mind is little too blurred for me to make any comebacks. And he kissed me. I will tell him tomorrow when I have had time to be less tequila happy.

When one of my favorite Mariah Carey songs, We Belong Together, starts playing. I try to jump off my stool, but I stumble. Shawn catches me before I fall. I straighten myself off and say, “I love this song and I wanna dance so I am going to go dance now.” I point in the direction where some people are dancing and walk over there so I can have some fun too. I have not had fun in soooo long. It could be because of Landon. He sucks a lot. I wave to Shawn as I try my best to dance without falling down, getting lost in the music and singing at the top of my lungs. I giggle as a guy dances up to me, grabbing my hips and dancing close to me.

“You’re very pretty,” he says to me, alcohol rolling of his breath as he whispers in my ear with his hands tight on my hips.

“Thank you!” I gush and give him my best smile. “You are so sweet! And I am glad you came to dance with me because Shawn didn’t want to dance with me.” I pout.

The guy raises an eyebrow. “Who wouldn’t want to dance with a pretty lady like you? Maybe you should come home with me so I can show you what a real man can do.”

I point at Shawn who is now watching the two of us with narrowed eyes. He downs the rest of his beer and slams the glass down the bar. I blow a kiss to him which makes him pause for a moment before pushing through the crowd to make his way toward us.

“Shawn!” I say, waving as he is coming to us. “That is Shawn,” I tell the guy who keeps his hands on my hips, still grinding against me. “Shawn! This is the guy who is dancing with me because you don’t think I am pretty enough to dance with.”

He rolls his eyes. “Autumn, I just fucked your brains out like two hours and you honestly think I don’t want to dance with you?”

The guy pauses and steps back from me. “This your boyfriend?” He has to look up at Shawn who is taller and more built than him. Shawn takes a step forward, making him move back even more.

The song switches to Baby One More Time by Britney Spears and I almost scream because I need to dance again. Shawn is still staring at the guy who looks like he wants to leave now.

“Shawn is the one who said I should have less tequila, and he didn’t even offer to dance with me,” I inform the guy who is not dancing anymore. He is just kind of staring at Shawn like he is waiting for something bad to happen. A few other people are watching as well, but Shawn is not making any moves.

I dance to the music, grabbing Shawn and forcing him to dance with me. He grabs me and pulls me close to him, placing his hands on my waist and whispering in my ear how much trouble I am going to be in later. It sends tingles in all of the right places. The guy just shakes his head and walks away, not wanting a fight he would probably lose because Shawn is really tall and really thick.

“Shawn, I wanna tell you something! But you have to promise you won’t tell anyone because people will think I am a horrible person. But I think you are like the best person I have met in a long time and I like it when we get naked!”

Shawn laughs loudly and presses a kiss to my head, pulling me away from the dance floor and sitting me down where we had been at the bar. His friends are all talking and drinking, just barely glancing at us to see what the heck is going on. I am sure they don’t even care.

“Okay, Autumn. I want you to do something for me. I need you to please drink this water and maybe eat something. I would feel so horrible if you had a hangover tomorrow. So here,’ he hands me some water. “Sip on this and I am going to order you some pizza, okay?” He gestures at the bartender and puts in an order for pizza, thanking her profusely and even giving her a large tip so the food gets done faster.

I take a few sips of the water, wishing I could have another shot. But I don’t want to make Shawn mad at me when this is the only time I have had fun in a long time, and I just want to stay here with me. Shawn keeps his arm on me, staying close and just looking at me like he thinks I am special or something. Like he just keeps smiling and I want to ask him what is making him smile. I even finish the water so he gets me more and he runs his hand through my hair like it is just a normal thing like we are a couple. Like we could just fall in love and be happy someday.

“Okay, I am going to run to the restroom. I will be right back. Do not go anywhere,” Shawn tells me. “Hey guys? Watch Autumn please.” He jumps off his stool and heads toward the bathroom. When I am sure he is gone, I pick up the new beer he ordered and chug it. The alcohol hits me really fast and I am suddenly feeling even greater than I was.

“Shots!” I scream and the bartender and obliges, placing two tequila shots in front of me. I down the first one and I am finishing the second one just as Shawn comes back.

“Are you fucking kidding me right now, Autumn?”

“I just had two more!” I hold up two fingers and start giggling uncontrollably. “Two shots. Just two more. And you were gone. You weren’t even supposed to know…”

Shawn shakes his head and lifts up his almost empty beer. “And this is you too, I assume?”

I shrug, still not able to stop giggling and almost falling down from my sitting position.

Shawn sighs and places his arm around me to keep me steady. “What am I going to do with you, pretty girl?” he sighs, kissing my temple. I wrap my arms around his neck and pucker my lips, demanding a kiss. He kisses me softly and smiles, those hazel eyes filled with so many emotions at once.t“

I go home soon so you don’t have to see me anymore soon,” I say with a pout, knowing it is going to suck when I don’t see him anymore. Because there is no way these stupid feelings aren’t real. Denial isn’t just a river in…somewhere.

“I told you you aren’t going to just get rid of me. That is why there are phones and planes and all of those things. So we can still see each other,” he reassures me, still oblivious to the horrible truth that will make him hate me the day he finds out. But for now, we can just have these few moments before it is all gone for good.

“Time to go back to the hotel?” I ask with a yawn, suddenly feeling like the room is spinning.

“Yes, babe, let’s get you to get some rest.”

Back at my hotel room, Shawn is doing his best to get me undressed. I ended up just throwing most of my clothes on the floor and saying I want Shawn to come to bed already.

He takes off his own clothes, stripping down to his boxers and crawling into bed with me. He lays his head on my chest and looks up at me. “You know, I am pretty fucking sure I am in love with you. Which is fucking crazy because I just met you, and I know insta love is such bullshit. But I don’t get why else I would feel like this.”

“Maybe because you are just a horny boy who says whatever he wants so he can get more sex,” I say with a giggle.

Shawn rolls over and stares up at the ceiling. “You think I am a joke all of the time just because I am younger than you. At least when it comes to emotions, bt I am always more than enough when we are fucking so you need to make up your mind already.”

This is the part where I should tell him I am going to be married in a few weeks so none of this matters. The words are at the tip of my tongue, but I don’t dare speak them. Instead, I tell him, “You know there is no way you and I could ever be together. You are going to be so fucking famous you will have all the tits and ass you could ever want, and I am going to become an assistant editor and be one of the best fucking writers around. We could never ever work out.”

Sighing, he gets out of bed and starts to pick his clothes up off the floor. “I am just going to go then. Since we will never fucking work out.”

“Shawn, please don’t leave…” I whine, reaching my hand out to him.

Hazel eyes bore into me. “Make up your fucking mind. Either I stay or go. I am not going to go around and around with you forever.”

“Stay with me,” I say.

“I can’t fucking believe you already own so much of me, Autumn,” he tells me as he climbs into bed with me, his long limbs resting against mine.

“You have my whole heart forever,” Shawn mumbles.

I can’t get married.

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meltaren · 7 years

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Leo Valdez imagine|Fireworks

Yo waddup! Imagine number 2. Again, don’t be hard on me, I’m new with this stuff.. enjoyyyy!

Summary: The reader and her crush Leo Valdez happen to see some colorful fireworks in the night sky.

-any godly parent -no warnings, perhaps some swearing?

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The 4th of July. Happy Birthday America yeah. Even though everyone around you was keen on celebrating this wonderful day, you were frustrated.

Why? Well the reason started with ‘L’ and was latino. Yeah! Right guess! Leo Valdez! (Hehehehe)

The adorably funny fire boy never left your thoughts. You couldn’t shut them off, you couldn’t think of something different. You even tried to band Leo from the fucking server. No luck.

Lost in thoughts, you didn’t notice Piper approaching your bench.

“Watcha thinking ‘bout (Y/N)?” You looked up to see her smirking. Did she know? Was it that obvious?

“U-uhm nothing, why?”

“Oh don’t 'nothing’ me! You know damn well what I’m talking about. Wait let me help you remember: does your huge crush on a certain member of the seven ring a bell?” She asked raising an eyebrow.

“Wh-what.. h-how did yo-.. no.. I-i don’t have a c-crush on Leo!” You tried to save yourself, oblivious to your mistake.

“Ha! I knew it! You have a crush on Leo!” And suddenly she started singing. “(Y/N) has a crush on Leo, (Y/N) has a crush on Leo!” A small amount of charm speak, that Piper didn’t mean to release, washed over you and you started to lightly hum to the rhythm. Until you noticed what you were doing and stopped yourself.

“Piper! Stop! Please.. I don’t want anyone to know. It’s already embarrassing enough.” You whined.

“Oh come on (Y/N)! Leo’s a good guy. And i think he likes you back.”

Your heart skipped a beat. I didn’t matter if piper was right or not. Somewhere your hope lit up and, no matter how hard you tried, you couldn’t avoid smiling. As you pictured the both of you together you felt your cheeks lit up and looked away, embarrassed to be seen like this. Changing the topic, you asked something you had wanted to ask her all day.

“So what’s the plan for tonight?”

Your best friend seemed fed up about the change in subject, but quickly forgot that, as she started talking about the plans.

“So at first we wanted to do something in couples. Just the seven… and then we noticed that Leo is the only single… so now we will all just go see the fireworks and enjoy each others company. Why? What are you gonna do?”

You thought about your plans. “I’m gonna do the best thing on this planet. Make myself a huge bowl of popcorn and watch game of thrones. And when I’m done with that, imma grab a bag of chips and begin the walking dead and then imma finish reading harr-” you were interrupted by an unimpressed piper.

“Ok stop” she put her hand on her hip and smiled “you’re gonna come with us. No but’s! It’s decided!”

“But..-”

“I said no but’s! Meet me at 8 in my cabin. And take some clothes with you. And by “nice” i mean NICE, alright?“

You sat there, thinking about your answer. Sure, it was cool having friends and going out with them. But you wanted to finish reading your favorite book.

Then you thought about your crush. Usually you never wanted to be seen by him. It made you think you looked suspicious. But at that moment you didn’t care. So you decided to give it a try.

"8 it is then.” You simply answered. A huge smile grew on pipers face. It made you happy to see your friend like that. You had seen her sad so many times. She was a wonderful person. All of the seven deserved the world. Not to save it. To enjoy it and live a happy life.

But you couldn’t just magically wish them a happy life. Maybe you could just be with them and make them laugh. Even if it meant to skip a perfect Netflix night.

'Le time skip’

All afternoon you were nervous. Regretting your decision, but then catching yourself making inhuman sounds as you were filled with excitement. A ton of emotions washed over you again and again. Some positive and some negative, but they were there.

You decided to try to nit be hopeful. Every time your heart pictured you and Leo together, your mind screamed for the image to go away. It was a fight no one could really win.

Caught up in the show of the battle in your brain, you didn’t notice it was getting late. So you quickly moved to the closet in the cabin of (G/P), trying to find something to wear. Soon you realized though that you were not going to find something in there. So you made the decision to ask Piper for advice.

As quick as possible you walked to the Aphrodite cabin. There were already some fireworks, symbolizing that the fun evening with the group was getting closer and closer. That made your heart skip a beat and your feet walk faster.

Soon you reached the cabin and knocked on the door. Piper opened and didn’t seem surprised by your appearance.

“Didn’t find anything, huh? Well I have ton of stuff. Just come in!”

And so you did. You entered the Aphrodite cabin and were overwhelmed by the smell of oil and sweat, which you found odd. So you asked Piper about it.

“Uhm Piper… why does it smell like in some kind of fabric in here? Isn’t it supposed to smell like perfume and roses?”

Your best friend just turned around and looked at you with the biggest grin you had ever seen.

“Hm.. so that’s how it smells for you!” You were confused and Piper could tell by your face.

“Girl. Aphrodite is the goddess of love, right?” You nodded your head. “Well it should smell like love in here. But there isn’t just one smell of love. Everyone smells something different, because everyone has a different definition of love. Understood? Good. So me for example, I smell the rain after a hot day. Or sometimes the wind in winter. So it smells like Jason basically. Annabeth, she smells the sea, duh… everyone smells something/someone different.” And with that she gave you a second grin. “Which means….”

You stood there in shock. You hadn’t meant to embarrass you. Luckily none of her siblings were there to laugh at you.

“Wh-whatever. Let’s just- let’s just… you know-”

“Calm down!” She laughed, “I have the perfect dress for you!”

“Dress?!” You hated dresses. So you hated what was about to happen.

“Yeah! Look here.” She held out a dress. It was white and had two hearts on it. Both on the chest. You cringed. “Really Piper?”

She looked confused, the took a look at the dress herself and laughed. “Oops! Wrong dress! I apologize!!”

Then her head was lost in the closet again.

The next dress she pulled out, was much better. It was reddish, but a little tighter on the top. From the waist down, it fell beautifully. It convinced you from The moment you saw it.

“Yes.” You said and Piper had a victory smile all over her face.

“Ok now… make up and hair.” She said and both of you moved to the cabins bathroom. You were there for like 30 minutes and when you left it, both of you were ready for the party.

Piper had a white dress and her hair pulled in a ponytail. You had your dress on and your hair was straightened. With only a little bit of make up, both of you looked like natural beauties.

“So… you ready?” Piper asked, clearly seeing how nervous you were.

“Yeah… let’s do this” you tried to get yourself to believe, that everything would be ok. But it was difficult with all the nervous thoughts filling your brain.

“It’ll be ok” Piper said and hooked her arm with yours.

“It’ll be ok.” You repeated and the both of you walked out of the cabin, towards the beach.

'Le time skip 2.0’

It was difficult walking on the beach with a dress. There was a light wind, but the weather was ok. As you approached the others, you could see that you were the last ones to arrive.

To your surprise you could see two more people. They were holding hands.

“Omg it’s Will and Nico! I might not be able to contain my screams.” You said to Piper. You had shipped them since they first talked. It was your OTP, and seeing everyday that it had become canon made your life worth living basically.

“Same girl!” Piper simply said as you reached the other ones.

“Hey guys!” Your best friend said, catching the others attention “I brought (Y/N) too! I hope that’s alright.” You looked at her, with your eyes saying everything. She hadn’t asked them?! What if they didn’t want you there?! What if they wanted some privacy?! What if-

“That’s perfectly fine! The more, the better! Hey (Y/N)! How are you?” A voice spoke and you instantly recognized it as Percy’s.

“Oh.. H-hey guys. Thanks Percy. I’m good! How are you?” Percy smiled at you.

“I’m perfect! Well I’m feeling perfect too of course!” At that Annabeth gave him a quick slap on the arm.

“Oh come on Seaweed Brain. We don’t want (Y/N) to leave because she thinks we are so weird.” She said and looked at you with a sorry face.

You laughed and wanted to say something, but then he spoke.

“Hey (Y/N)!”

“H-Hey Leo! How are you?”

He smiled, and for a moment you think you were gonna fall to your knees. Thank gods your arm was still linked with Piper’s.

“I’m really good, thank you! How about you? Oh wait you answered that to Percy already right? Ugh I’m sorry.” He smiled and looked down. Your knees were definitely pudding now.

“I’m great Leo, thank you so much for asking.” You said and smiled at him.

“Wanna take a walk till the fireworks really start?” He asked and you were wondering how you were still standing.

“Yeah sure. Be right back.” You said the last part to Piper, who was talking to Jason.

Leo and you took of and walked along the water. Your feet were inside, while Leo’s were on the sand only. At first there was silence with some random small talk. Leo had asked you about your day and you repeated his question.

It wasn’t awkward though. You loved to be around him. Sure, you got all nervous, but it was comfortable and you could be yourself.

After some time of talking, Leo turned towards you and stopped walking.

“(Y/N)?” You hummed in response staring at him, waiting for his next question.

“Do you like someone?” He asked and you weren’t prepared for that question, so you blinked and started stuttering.

“Uhm.. I-I.. do you?” You were taken aback by his smile. It was weirdly confident.

“In fact, I do.” He said. You didn’t know If to be happy or sad.

Happy because there was a chance that he liked you back. Sad because there’s a chance that he loved someone else.

You stared at him, frightened of your next question. “W-who?”

“Well she is beautiful.” He started. Your first thought was 'Oh wow.. definitely not me’

“She has (H/C) hair. And beautiful (E/C) eyes. I love when she smiles. It makes my days better. She enters a room and you could think the sun started shining even brighter. I love her so much, I wish she’d know.”

You wanted to scream Don’t tell her! Tell me!’ But obviously that would look suspicious. So you tried for the helping best friend kinda advice. You ignored the pain in your chest and said. “T-Then tell her. I-I think she’d want to know if such an amazing person as you loved her.” It was only the truth. Right as you said that, the fireworks, that you had completely ignored, became louder.

“Alright then” he looked you into your eyes “(Y/N)…. I love you.”

Your brain was on fire.. well it felt like it was. Your cheeks were to 100% as red as your dress.

“Oh my gods.” Is all you could say for the moment. He smiled and took your hand into his.

“Do you want to be my girlfriend?”

“Fuck yes” and he kissed you. It was a tenderly sweet kiss that had you on cloud 16389. After pulling apart, you hugged him. The smell of a machinery filled your nose and everything was perfect.

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