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[v3xxy]

how’s everyone feeling today

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[tboyautism]

ive been thinking about trans julian and how his parents call him jules and a lot of ppl r like "oh well being trans is accepted in the federation so theres no way his parents could be transphobic!" which like. thats what living in a blue state is like lmao. btu i was thinking about this more from that angle and ended up with the idea that yeah, his parents are supportive, but its all superficial. Julian's parents are obsessed with reputation and images (his father specifically, and I personally do not believe they chose to alter Julian absent of any kind of shame. Come on now.), and because of the acceptance thats commonplace on earth and the federation, they cannot be openly transphobic without risking their standing and reputations. So they use his pronouns, let him do informed consent hrt, but all the while telling him how hes "wasting" and "ruining" the" perfect body they gave him". and julian knows they only support him for their own image. And this is how I get to the "Jules" thing. It is his deadname. That was his given name. But Jules is a masucline enough name for people unaware to not think its deadnaming. Even people who do know Julian is trans, they think it's just a nickname his parents have for him. That's why they're so inistant on calling him Jules. They can't misgender him, they'll look ridiculous, and thats more clearly transphobic than calling him Jules. Its the last thing they have to truly let him know how they think of him as an individual. He can get as far away from them as possible, but they will always have something over him. They will always be able to remind him of what they think is "the truth". Julian's parent's see his transition as a betrayal and a waste, but cannot openly be unsupportive, so they use the last thing they have. Calling him Jules. And nobody notices, nobody thinks anything of it. It's Julian's weight alone to bear, surrounded by people who love him, but can do nothing to help because they just don't know. He's terrified of having even more of his weaknesses revealed.

#and post! i am crying. #dr bashir #julian bashir #ds9 #deep space 9 #deep space nine #trans julian bashir #trans #transgender #star trek #this is long sorry im insane

[magpieandpossum]

Ok so I've watched Deep Space Nine's "Far Beyond the Stars" about a million times, but tell me why I just noticed that during that episode, Bashir is only referred to as Jules, or what is essentially his deadname? The first time I heard it, it took me a moment, before punching me directly in the gut a bit, because it's just one more example of someone who wasn't able to fully express themselves or be themselves, besides Ben's character. Just knowing that if Julian's character lived in a different time from that "flashback" (or dream sequence, window to the past, whatever theory you have) he would have wanted to have a different name than the one assigned to him is simply heartbreaking </3

#he's my little trans swag man and he makes me sad #like literally sometimes crying #i love him to pieces #I'll try my best to find a screenshot of the dialogue #I know it happens at least twice in that episode #julian bashir #bashir ds9 #bashir #ds9 bashir #dr bashir #trans #transgender #star trek #ds9 #deep space nine #deep space 9 #star trek ds9 #star trek deep space nine #trans julian bashir

[walkingstackofbooks]

Julian-is-pregnant-with-Yoshi AU but the timeline is squidged a bit so he's one month due when he goes to his medical conference.

(Miles protests, of course, but Julian has a pretty solid argument with "I'll be literally surrounded by doctors, even on the shuttle there'll be at least five, it will be absolutely fine.")

The Founders still plan to impersonate Julian, but they've done their research, so while kidnapping Julian they also deliver Yoshi and return to the station pretending to have given birth at the conference.

("Unbelievable!" says Miles. "I knew I shouldn't have let you gone." "I'm sorry you weren't there," replies the changeling, "but we were in the best hands. Dr Girani says we're both in excellent health.")

Julian wakes up at the Internment Camp, no longer pregnant. He assumes the worst. When Worf and Garak turn up, none of them mention the baby. Even Garak is too distracted by Tain to remember that Julian wouldn't know his child was safe. Or maybe he does, but chooses not to bring it up, fearing what the baby might actually be.

They escape. The irony is, if the baby hadn't been taken, he might actually have survived the camp, safe inside Julian. It's 37 days after his kidnapping. 5 months since he decided he was a more viable surrogate than Kira. He would have been due tomorrow.

Back on DS9, he does his best for Worf - always a doctor first - and waves off the concerns about his own health until later. There's something he needs to do first. He's dreading seeing Keiko and Miles, but apologising is the only thing on his mind right now.

("But what if it's not fine?" Miles had protested. "It's a medical conference, Miles," Keiko had laughed. "How much trouble could Julian really get into?" "I'll look after him," Julian had promised. "I'll keep him safe, you know I will." He should have listened to Miles.)

And he gets to the O'Brien's quarters and Miles answers the door like they've been expecting him and he doesn't even know where to start because somehow Miles is smiling at him and Keiko is smiling at him from the sofa and-

And Keiko-

And Keiko is holding a baby.

Julian looks at Miles, demanding answers to questions he can't even begin to formulate. And Miles gently asks him "Do you want to hold Yoshiro?" as if it's the most normal thing in the world.

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(So this was meant to be very small "fic I'll never write but I want to share the premise" post but it kind of got away from me.... And now I want to write the actual fic, the worst XD )

#cw pregnancy loss feels #julian bashir #trans julian bashir #In Purgatory's Shadow #By Inferno's Light #Miles O'Brien #Keiko O'Brien #DS9 #DS9 fic prompt #Andi writes #my trek musings #WSB

[autisticlegolas]

one of cannon reasons people say julian bashir is trans is due to his mom calling him jules and him correcting her saying this isn’t his name anymore and as a french person it’s funny and something that needed to be pointed out to because the name jules is culturally for mostly boys in france contrary to america where it is for mostly girls

#julian bashir #ds9 #st ds9 #star trek deep space 9 #star trek #trans julian bashir #ever since that i keep occasionally joking on my twt:i hope ppl think of my name as french masculine and not american feminine

[janekburza]

Sweet Dreams

daforge + trans!Bashir, Star Trek TNG | rating: E | 1,845 words

What if the daforges had invited Julian to their bed after the events of the TNGxDS9 crossover episode?

read on ao3

#daforge #trans julian bashir #star trek #my fic #star trek fic

[deepestturtlepielover]

((It’s that time of the month and I’m giving Julian a specific embarrassing moment that I think has happened to everyone))

((I’ll leave notes to explain my thoughts and writing))

Julian returns from a stressful mission while waiting for his ship to dock finally. He rushes off excitedly for his lunch with garak, they plan to discuss a new book garak recommended while he was away for the mission. Garak notices a smell of blood he thinks Julian is injured and is too stubborn to admit injury ((on Cardassia it’s typically signing a death warrant to admit your injured or showing any weakness because someone can exploit it)) , so he tries to pry it out of Julian by using the book ((sometimes you can say something without saying it or using an example)) They eat for an hour arguing over the books both detailing their interpretation and why the other is right. Garak suggests they get up and walk around to catch up with each other when really he’s going to walk the stubborn doctor into the infirmary. But Julian goes to get up first and notices a red mark on the chair and promptly sits back down refusing to move out of complete and utter embarrassment at forgetting to mark the calendar. He frantically attempts to let garak know while berating himself inside his head “I can’t move” then Julian grabs garak’s and his napkin off the table before putting it on his lap and sitting on the other one. But Garak misinterprets this as god dammit of course he can’t his injuries are too bad and just out right asks. Julian tries and fails miserably to explain why he’s bleeding because for fucks sake mate they are literally at the Replimat and there’s a bunch of people already staring at the commotion. He gets up and sorta plays it off like “haha I split food” before scrubbing the chair off with the napkins and garak is like what is happening and stop that before you injure yourself further. Then Julian removes his top half of the jumpsuit and sorta ties it around his waist before grabbing garaks hand and rushing out of there straight to the infirmary while garak protests and tries to slow down to talk about “hey maybe don’t go there you can come to my quarters I’ll patch you up” ((oh my god they were roommates! Palm to palm *wink wonk*)) Julian stubbornly says “no we’re going to the infirmary and then we’re going to talk I have something to tell you”

But Garak has other ideas and pulls julian to a stop and practically half carries half drags julian to his quarters instead away from prying eyes and away from the infirmary because who knows who’s listening or watching. Julian promptly has a conniption about how dare Garak just decide for him where he gets to go and “oh my god now everyone is talking about it! someone kill me please kill me” then dramatically locks himself in the bathroom ((I’ve done this the bathroom is my fortress YOU SHALL NOT PASSS)) Garak being completely unnerved by this behavior goes to try to open the door only to be met with a crying Doctor Bashir on the bathroom floor curled up into the furthest corner like the walls at any minute could swallow him. Julian is just in pieces at this point he can’t stop crying god why can’t he stop this is not how he wanted to spend his time back with Garak, they were only supposed to get lunch then maybe talk but not this. He doesn’t need to know about this part of his life how much he hates it and how much it makes him want to tear into himself for everyday he bleeds is another day of misery.

End for now I’ll post later but I have to go eat I forgot to eat (✽´ཫ`✽)

#star trek deep space nine #garashir is real #trans Julian bashir #giving him my problems #The Cardassian culture of never showing injury #or weaknesses #culture misunderstanding? #this has happened multiple times #I am not a clever man I have 2 brain cells #fanfiction #I WILL WRITE MORE

[wanderingwriter87]

This fic is actively making me feral. Trans!Julian modifies his bionic dick so it fits Garak better, but I can't possibly undersell how much fun it is and how well they're both written.

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Coming to terms is always a gradual process, though, which is why he’s currently leaning in with his elbows on the bar and asking Quark, “Do Cardassians have dildos?”

Quark doesn’t look up from the glass he’s washing. “Any reason you’re not asking yours?”

“My Cardassian, or my dildo?”

“Word on the street is they’re one and the same.”

Julian snorts into his synthale. “You try asking a Cardassian about sex outright, see how far that gets you.”

#garashir fic recs #garashir #star trek deep space nine #trans julian bashir

[lesbian-odo]

Jadzia Dax fancam that came to me in a dream

#trans worm girl my beloved #jadzia dax #worf #worfzia #quark #julian bashir #ds9 #deep space nine #star trek #ds9 edit #lo #loed

[deepspacequeer]

hey y'all! I finally put together a post with everything I have for sale currently! some new things, some old things. click the photo descriptions for information and price for each collage!

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SOLD: the 6x8 kira collage, the worf 6x8 collage

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[youngpettyqueen]

Julian's line of "I needed another womb for the baby, and the only two other people on board were Major Kira and me." is already very. That Man Is Trans. and listen yes you can interpret it as him saying Kira was the only choice, but then it's literally followed up by Sisko saying "I think you made the right choice, Doctor." which I know is supposed to be a joke but the implication IS there that there WAS a choice and basically Julian is trans

#star trek: ds9 #julian bashir #he's trans what else can I say #his tboy swag is off the charts #and also I love the idea of him being trans and choosing to keep his reproductive organs like his uterus #I feel like gender affirming surgeries including hysterectomies would be much easier to do in Star Trek #so it'd be interesting if he elected out of that one #anyways can you imagine if Julian ended up with the pregnancy #Julian/Miles/Keiko fic where they all fall in love over the pregnancy #also fucking hysterical imagining Miles having to deal with Julian carrying his goddamn baby #I think that'd drive him insane #I think he would suddenly become very concerned about Julian's less-than-healthy work-life balance #I think Julian would be VERY offended when Miles suddenly didnt want them going to the Alamo anymore #im thinking too much about this now actually

[tboyautism]

i would let julian bashir place my iud

#this is literally nothing im so soerry #julian bashir #ds9 #trans julian bashir #dr bashir #startrek

[magpieandpossum]

julian bashir what do you mean the only surrogate options were you and kira. what do you mean king.

#he really is the first trans cis man isn't he #star trek #ds9 bashir #ds9 #st ds9 #star trek ds9 #deep space 9 #star trek deep space nine #deep space nine #bashir ds9 #bashir #dr bashir #julian bashir

[straightissacnewton]

I’m so fucking emotional about this edit oh my god

#god I am in the trans and intersex feels rn… ohughhh I am Feeling Emotions #fuck man.. dude… OW #star trek #ds9 #star trek ds9 #julian bashir #dr bashir

[sebstar]

dr. bashir, i presume?

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[doctor-octiddius]

#friendly fire #i too am a trans fag but sadly not on ds9 #julian bashir #ds9 #deep space 9 #deep space nine #star trek #star trek ds9 #star trek deep space 9 #star trek deep space nine #julian bashir ds9