#truly nothing like it 10/10

[ghouljams]

Ghost and pet names: The first time you call him baby he thinks about it, quietly loses his mind over it for the better part of a week. It's a casual passing thing you said, probably meant nothing. He convinces himself it meant nothing until you say it to him again with a sly smile, and he falls apart all over again. Names are... important. To Ghost. They're important to Ghost. They measure things: rank, familiarity, affection. Names are a baseline guide for his world.

Sir/Ma'am are too military, too close to his every day. Daddy/Mummy are too... the feelings they conjure aren't good, he doesn't- he doesn't feel safe with them. Mister? Miss? Ooh when he groans out a "Please Miss" "I'll do better Mister" it's perfect. It makes him feel small, makes him feel safe and kept. It tells him exactly where he ranks, below you. It's respectful in a way he hasn't had to be since he was a kid, and it flips some switch in the back of his head that he isn't expecting. It tip, tip, tips him forward into some warm fuzzy space where he can leave the thinking to you and just enjoy the pleasure you give him. You take such good care of him, why wouldn't he give you the respect(the title) you deserve?

It doesn't help that it still gets to him when you purr "is that right baby?" every time he snarks at you. He knows he'll get it later, he's hoping for it actually. It's easier than asking, and you're always quick to pick up on what he wants. (Even when he knows he'll have to beg to get it)

#cod x reader #x reader #simon ghost riley #simon ghost riley x reader #ghost x reader #ghost mw2 #simon riley cod #simon riley #ghost call of duty #ghost cod #sub!ghost #more pillow princess ghost #literally rotting my brain #anyway i was thinking about the last person i subbed for and how they wanted to be called Mister #and it did something to me that i cannot describe #truly nothing like it 10/10

[nieniekoto]

20102023

when we shake off the darkness and harness the light ⚡️

(i turned 28 last week!)

#illustrations #digital #selfportrait #original #im like 10 days late bc its been. A TIME #work throttling me/car accident/cross-state weekend trip/work in general got my ASS but we move #overcome by nothing but thieves truly the song of the year

[stephaniebrownthespoiler]

it would've hurt less if u just took a gun to my head, honestly.

#something something Barbara taught her what she used to stand up against her dad something #every part of Cass's introduction is just like #chef's kiss #10/10 #nothing after batgirl will ever do this justice again #like unironically one of the best comic introductions probably ever. and i truly believe that #cassandra cain #barbara gordon #david cain #second's comic corner

[oflgtfol]

anyway, i’m leaving for my upstate eclipse trip on friday morning. gonna be about 8-10 hours in the car all by myself. i desperately need entertainment to occupy me during it. can i PLEASE get some music recommendations so i can check it out during the drive

#preferably entire albums !! #but im planning on making a whole playlist so i guess individual songs are fine too BUT PLEASE ALBUMS #just to fill up more time if nothing else 😭😭 #literally please drop any recommendation whatsoever i need fucking 10 hours #nvm the return trip which will be another 8-10 hours #You understand my desperation . #im even thinking of maybe audio books but like idk i really cant do them and i cant guarantee i can pay attention while driving #but if i get truly desperate i might turn to that #brot posts #not only is it 8-10 hours alone in the car but its also fucking upstate ny #aka just nothing but the same mountains ovwr and over again #the same fucking road for hundreds of miles #so its not even just the time thats mind numbing. its also the lack of change of scenery #staring at the same damn thing for 10 hours #SO PLEASE GIVE ME RECSSSS

[gideonisms]

explaining my lifestyle: no see this looks like horrible depression but I actually feel much better than I did when I was putting work into improving myself ♥️

#my apartment looks fine and average and my grades are fine and average #my skin looks fine and average my clothing is just okay my relationships aren't in the trash fire #yes i spend 10-12 hours a day zoning out or doing stuff unrelated to anything i'm supposed to be doing #yes i only leave this apt a few times a week #yes i struggle to eat enough sleep at consistent times and turn stuff in on time #but being kind of dysfunctional is incredibly relaxing #i go to bed actively hoping i'll wake up! like i will be there going oh hope i get to live the whole year/decade/next fifty years so i can #do my fun activities! #idk if this is actually true but it *feels* like the very first time since i was 18 that nothing is on fire #love to not be actively on fire #i think everyone should experience 'oh man i've been exhausted for a decade and i am going to spend most of a year being weird about it' #you truly have to work it out of your system it makes you hateful and anxious otherwise

[mr-trashcanchan]

real talk Xue Yang is a scorpio venus

#like what else could he be #with his deep dark intense obsessions #I feel like if he was in love he’d wanna climb inside that person and nestle into their rib cage #he’d be fucking consumed #I mean he is definitely already consumed and the intensity is eating him alive #truly not even death will stop his obsession #it’s all or nothing baby #xue yang #xuexiao #mxtx headcanons #also yes zodiac stuff for fictional characters 10/10

[andthebeanstalk]

I can't believe Janelle Monae is the new Mona Lisa! Couldn't have happened to a more deserving gay!!

#glass onion #janelle monae #glass onion spoilers #helen brand #rian johnson #original #her work means so much more to me than literally any classical painting ever has #hell. the same could be said of their face - truly as a person a work of art #in my opinion the movie basically does end by saying wake up boys new Mona Lisa just dropped! #and I love it. I love the music. I love that art history nerds confirmed it is supposed to be the real Mona Lisa #I love this movie making the statement that no piece of property could possibly be worth more than human life #and juxtaposing a lifeless painting with a person who is very much living and taking action and improving the world #and I love the way that the Mona Lisa looks almost as though she approves of it in the way Helen looked at her approvingly earlier on. #it's like these two women are sharing a knowing smile across centuries #but it is the real and living one who has something to fight for #I'm STILL on my third watch of the movie because I have to pause every 10 minutes to post about it on Tumblr #I simply have to there's no other way! 😅 #i regret nothing.

[unxpctedlygreat]

bad coughing fits again 😭 all this because she came for the holidays while sick and didn't bother trying to keep her sickness to herself

the past few days had seemed ok, i dont get why it's gotten back to this, it's so frustrating because i cant control it!!!!!

#morgane's talking alone #got a doc appointment tomorrow evening but what if he just tells me it's nothing 😭 #the bad fits are really inconvenient and truly do prevent me from doing anything #for like 5-10 minutes all i can do is cough and then try to recover/fix myself up #last september i already had these coughing fits and it usually meant at least once a day i couldn't work at all for 10min #(and then the whole floor at work got worried bc of the noise i was making lmao) #anyway i cant prove she really had a cold before coming to our home but she 'fell sick' less than 12 hours after arriving #(and then proceeded to sprawl everywhere and sit next to us like it's nothing and ugghh) #(she'll be sick at best for 4 days while if it's like last time i'll be sick for a month lmao)

[anarcho-masochist]

It really is like my brain went, "Wow, those are powerful intrusive thoughts you've got there. You know what's more powerful? Your desire to see this guy traumatized. Have 1.5 days of maladaptive daydreaming about them."

#I'm predicting this will continue for what's left of today #'pulled myself out of it' now but just enough to do things like post online and eat #I predict I'll return #I got up for the first time today (it's 7pm) and was suprised at how weak and shaky i felt #thought 'it is almost as if I experienced everything from the daydream. the power of one's mind over their physical well-being truly is #exceptional isn't it?' and then realized since I hadn't gotten up today I hadn't eaten and 'breakfast' was in the daydream #(was having trouble remembering whether it was or wasn't) #and of course knew I hadn't yesterday save for breakfast #which was real. I ate it outside and it was nice. #oh yeah and yahto fronted for like 10 minutes earlier but all he did was respond to our friend on the main blog and then we switched again #So it really has been a solid 1.5 days of nothing but daydreaming #Not about Cedar this is about the other one #Cedar also featured prominently. He just wasn't the main draw. #It was a coherent plotline but I wouldn't tell not-cedar the details of it on pain of death #I need something to call this person other than “not-cedar” or just using pronouns that WILL NOT communicate to them that it's them #And it's technically people not person but I don't know which they prefer #100% of people I've gotten obsessed with are also plural (all 2 of them) (or 14(?) depending on how you count it) #(Actually. Since I'm specifically obsessed with Cedar not his whole system it's more like 6? people) #(I'm not sure if there's a particular alter I like the most in the second system)

[yellowsubiesdance]

i found my old sheet music from high school, and found one of my absolute favorite pieces we ever played, and i have the most severe bout of painful nostalgia i’ve had in a while

#it’s been 10+ years #that fucking hurts #i miss high school so much sometimes #no it wasn’t the best time of my life or anything i fully believe that those days are coming #but as of my life right now i truly peaked in high school #god dammit i miss playing in orchestra so fucking badly #that was what my entire life revolved around at the time #nothing else really compared #it was my entire life to play violin in that orchestra #i just miss it so much i feel like i’ve been chasing that high ever since #i might reach out to my old teacher and find out if i can join them for their spring program #it’s probably been a while since he had alumni perform with them so that could be fun #i want to cry i miss those days so badly it hurts #journal 2024

[voidscarredadjudicator]

Not sure if this has been asked yet, but would you consider setting up some sort of donation page to allow others a way to support your work? 🙂

The thought has crossed my mind, but it's one of those things where getting money involved would turn something that's mainly a hobby into something of an obligation, since it would put me in this mindset of "people are giving me money for me to write so I need to do this pronto", and I feel that would negatively impact the overall quality since I'd basically pressure myself into writing when I'm not exactly in the right mindset for it. I know donations aren't the same thing as commissions but that is just how my brain works 🙃

Plus I wouldn't even know where to begin with setting something like that up anyways. All of that said, I might start looking deeper into it if the demand for it picks up - but as it stands, with how glacial the content drip has been from me, I don't think I'd even be able to bring myself to make a donation page with a straight face.

#The Adjudicator has spoken. #“hey y'all did you enjoy all the nothing i made in the past eight months?” #“if you want to support my work on nothing. you're in luck! as i now have a ko-fi!” #“for every dollar made on my ko-fi that's another day's worth of nothing produced by yours truly” #that's kinda what the idea of making a donation page sounds like in my head rn #if i made a donation thing i'd want it to have at least some kind of benefit for y'all #like. $5 gets you access to a channel in a discord server where i post WIP snippets for feedback #$10 gets you a photo of me giving you a thumbs up #$50 gets you a code for a $50 Fortnite vbucks card. don't play Fortnite? too bad #$100+ and i will show up at your house with 3 revolvers. 2 are empty. 1 has a single bullet. pick 1 and i'll pull the trigger 6 times #i'll also juggle them for some reason #it won't be you or i in danger. it will be a smallfry plushie that i'm aiming at #little bastard knows what he did

[bucketofchum]

Im still a big romantic but definitely less romantic than I used to be

#LMAO the chatting today got me thinking about crazy ass shit i did #so full disclosure #i had no romantic attraction to these girls #but like #I'd just rizz em up so fucking good #because it made me happy to make them happy #and it just made me feel good to make them feel good #I'd write like #actual letters #like imagine receiving an actual physical letter from some random boy online who has been nothing but respectful to you #i had no interest in like ulterior motives sexy shit - i just wanted to make them happy lmao #i was truly a chaotic romantic force in the world #someone lock up this tiny romantic boy for sweet talking internet girls 5-10 years older

[lesbianlenas]

as i’m watching this i’m like why do i want triss to be a lesbian in the show when i romanced her as geralt when i played witcher 3 & now i’m realizing it’s bc i want to date her & that’s why i was ok w her being heterosexual w geralt in witcher 3 bc i was geralt 😭 now that i can’t romance her as him i’m like ok what if she kissed a woman 😳 lmfao….

#michelle speaks #the truth is out. i don’t like her w geralt i like her w ME!!!!! 😭 #truly could not care less abt geralt & yennefer tho on god. they are so nothing to me…… #they are not so bad as in the video game i did not like them at ALL together in the game in the show i’m just ambivalent #like i don’t hate them together but i don’t enjoy them together. i think added by the fact that of the age gap between the actors #i continue to wish so much that yennefer’s actress was like 10 yrs older. like the actress herself is good but she is too young #no idea what they were thinking casting someone so young for her. but besides the point. #wish they would give triss more screen time tho i love her so much 😩 #but like fr i thought i would want her & geralt together in the show at least at some point bc i romanced her in the game #but in the show i truly do not care. i’m like i want her to kiss a WOMAN!!!!!! #even the scene in the last ep where she put her hand on yennefer’s face to heal her i was like 👁️👁️ #them having triss w estrid in this ep………HATE.

[themanwhowouldbefruit]

was feeling super nostalgic for my lame ass college but then i looked at today's menu in the dining halls hahahahaha all nostalgia gone im cured 💯

#they wouldnt serve lunch on the weekends. they would serve fake breakfast at 10/11am. you would have to wait until 5pm to eat a goddamn #thing!!! and it SUCKED ASS because my weekend days would start at like 7am and 99% of the little cafes were closed weekends too AND. and. #there was no guarantee that the dinner menu wouldnt suck ass!!!!!!!! tonight's menu?? cheese shells and lentils!!! fuck off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #anyways it looks like they switched Late Night from the good cool dining hall to the shitty awful dump dining hall #i would actively walk 10 minutes in sub zero temperatures & high speed winds not to go to that dining hall lol!!! #imagine thinking you needed to fix Late Night (where i went to eat 25 chicken wings by myself and emit antisocial rays) truly there is #nothing sacred in this world

[robertsbarbie]

it’s just funny that mahomes breaks multiple league wide records (some even his own) a season yet everyone is obsessed with blonde ohio boi and how well he can beat mahomes like it’s ridiculous

#it’s just i don’t give a fuck if you don’t like the chiefs #but you truly cannot discount mahomes’ talent #and how he and kelce (and tyreek hill until he got traded) carried a good portion of the offense until this year #(i personally think this year was their strongest year as a whole team defense and offense wise) #it’s just alajakjd you’re tired of hearing about the chiefs but your wouldn’t be hearing about them without mahomes #smith and reid were making changes for the record but mahomes #won our first super bowl in DECADES and then and THEN got there again that was even a possibility 8 years ago #not to mention when he took over as qb and the chiefs went undefeated for 10 games #it’s just ugh it’s truly just don’t hate the player hate the game but mahomes is such a talent and just cause joe burrow beat him in three #games means nothing in the long run #anyway i’m done now back to being stupid about fictional characters and music #eris: text

[polaraffect]

honestly I kinda love playing tft because whenever someone comes to my board and starts spamming question marks I'm like "dude I don't have a clue either" and it really feels like a bonding moment

#damien.txt #if you don't know what tft is...... don't worry bout it lmaooo #it's my nighttime “relaxing” game before i go to bed #and of course by relaxing i mean half the time i play i exit out and go 'why am i even playing this i dont even like this game' #truly i understand nothing about strategy in this game. what's an econ. #tho i place pretty consistenly 2nd-4th so. slay. i'm just good like that. #playing set 10 pbe cause... i'm over set 9 lol. i would like to never see 5 cost k'sante ever again #but the comps rn are pretty fun. again i know nothing abt strategy in this game but heartsteel is addicting to play #it's like gatcha lmaooo ive gotten crazy good stuff ( once it was two complete item anvils one of which was an artifact) #im also lowkey obsessed with playing emo rn. couldnt tell u why tbh it's not particularly good #but you can make 3 star annie hit HARD if u give her good items #i can already tell pentakill is going to be the noxius of set 10 tho. im already like...... ok we get it lol #anywhooo sorry for talking abt the toxic game that is a spin off of another toxic game lmaoool