#uni exams got me like

[buglaur]

#hellooooo it's been a long week for sure #got my exam results. did a lot better than i thought i'd do!!! #also had an interview for a place in a community college which i got #but i hopefully got into uni (i'll find out 2pm tmrw) so i mightn't need it!!! #i'm so scared man i'm used to class sizes of like.. 8 😭 #and now i've gotta get 4 buses a day to the city and back instead of a 20 min stroll up the road 😔 #did a pub crawl saturday to celebrate. had a lot of fun #been having fun with bg3 too!! i'm still on act 1 #my ear is blocked again 😔 it's €60 to get it drained ughhh i'll just suffer on #getting my first tattoo soon though 🥳 #enough about me lol i need to make a personal sideblog one of these days #i'll def have a lot less time to be active with sims stuff if i'm starting uni so i'll be sure to make one ^^ #ANYWAYS here's ms macmahon #/roxana #i swear to god i'm going to catch up with all the new kmik posts when i wake up tomorrow #if i don't assume me dead #ts4

[learnelle]

Do you ever just get so tired and end up writing secononondly, unsure why it looks a lil off 👁👁

#3 french exams on Friday weeeelp #But I’m feeling so down because I wasn’t confident enough to pay €100+ to do the DELF b2 exam last week #Yesterday I was told that everyone passed the B2 DELF - even those who are doing the B1 uni course instead #And so it got me thinking why do I just * not * believe in my exam taking ability when people in the B1 course can pass the B2 🫠 #(( I am super happy for them though !!! Especially for two ppl who can now apply to uni courses in January like they wanted ! )) #Hopefully I can pass in March 🤞 #I just want that diploma so I can stop paying €900-2700 every year in Irish uni tuition fees 😭 #Also it would be nice to have a lil paper saying I can do ze French a bit #Because some days I feel like my french skills are non existent ( like yesterday when it took wayyy too long to compute the number 95 )

[hella1975]

i passed all my exams

#NO RESITS???? ON COURSE TO GRADUATING WITH EVERYONE??? NO ONE MOVE #THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE HELLO. HELLO. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #IM SO. IM NOT EVEN HAPPY YET BC IM JUST IN A STATE OF SHOCK #ONE SEMESTER DOWN ⁉️ AND THE HARDEST ONE TOO #I want a 2:1 average from this fuckass degree which is somehow MANAGEABLE bc i got an overall 2:1 average last year #and that’ll be weighted 35% of my final mark so that’s good #then from these exams I’ve averaged 2:2 which isn’t ideal but I never do well w in person exams and im honestly surprised i even PASSED #this semester is much more coursework based esp with my dissertation and i do better with that shit #so as long as I get a decent 2:1 or even better (⁉️⁉️⁉️) this term I actually should end this degree with a 2:1 #like. i am on course for that. do you even know how mental that is #for this degree you have WATCHED me fight tooth and nail for 3 years #im acc in a state of shock rn no one blags as hard as me NO ONE #hella goes to uni

[yohankang]

i officially resigned today :')

#i still have to work there bc i've got a one-month notice period. but i did it!!! #the conversation with my boss went well! she was really nice and supportive #she said she was worried about me bc she could tell i was struggling. and that she understands my decision #and in case i won't find a new job this month they can extend my contract #i cried a lot 😭 #and now i'm terrified and sad bc i really love some of my coworkers and i don't want to leave them #but at the same time i'm SO relieved. i feel like i will be able to sleep well tonight. for the first time in weeks #k.txt #also sorry guys i've been mia. and sorry for not answerings your messages #but between working full time searching for a new job doing final assignments for uni and crying. i honestly don't have any energy left #i only logged in to tell you the big news :') and now i'm back to my assignment :( see ya in a week when my exam hell is over

[true-blue-sonic]

Tumblr polls are great and all but they play into a handful of very specific evil subsets of my mind that drive me crazy. Including but not limited to:

went too fast and only read half the question and filled in the blank with what I thought was logical in my thoughts but oops, that was the exact opposite of what the question actually said

same with answers

First Option That Is Best Gets Pressed -> option that fits way better gets seen only too late

misunderstood a mere handful of vital words that change the whole question and/or answers but filled it in based on my misunderstood idea of it all all the same

and so on and so forth.

#please help this is why exams in high school and uni were so much trouble for me as well lmao #it would be nice if we like... got an option to change answer once but I understand why that goes against the mindset of the tumblr poll #plus that would skew results even more if people saw the preliminary outcome and changed their answer based on that

[saeshiraw]

tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one? #the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

[gingerbreadmonsters]

sleepy and v fed up w this blasted reading for japanese history class tomorrow. give me 45 minutes to finish this article and i will be back to talk about kissing or something

#for the blissfully uninitiated: hello i am history student #which is a fantastic thing to be but also a significant pain in the [REDACTED] when it wants to be #the professor for this class is almost unbearably terrible which does not exactly make me WANT to do this reading #but the exam is in like 2 weeks lol #so yk. i have the hardest life of anyone on earth etc etc #god forbid i actually do the degree i asked to do lmao #also i up early this morning to drag myself to the immigration bureau for a visa amendment #which meant a decidedly unpleasant hour on the metro during rush hour :( #its bc im applying for this english TA position in spring #its literally only for 5 days and tbh i wouldn't mind doing it for free bc i am sad like that and enjoy teaching for fun #but it IS paid - and paid work is Not Allowed under my student visa #so even though i literally have not even GOT the job (applications close today) i still had to go and apply for permission to work #watch as they dont hire me lol #oh i should mention - for those who may not know i am in tokyo this year #i am british and i usually go to uni in the uk but im on a study abroad year this year #i came to japan in sept of 2023 so ive been here for coming up on 5 months and i will be going back home in august on 2024 #its weird to think that im approaching the halfway point #tbh i should really just make this a separate post but whatever #coming to japan has been very strange but a good thing i think

[pluggedintosaverockandroll]

you know it's exam season because i'm questioning all my life choices

#you know i don't mind going to classes actually but studying and taking exams makes me feel like i'm a cog in a machine #as i got older i started caring less about school actually not because i don't think it's important #but because it makes me feel like a product of capitalism #why did i choose this major? #do i even still like it? #do i want to work in this field later? #like i think that no matter my feelings on my major i'm not gonna change it #bc 1 i already got this far 2 i don't know what else i would wanna do and 3 i couldn't live with the feeling of failure #i just have to make it through another 2 and a half years of uni at least #and right now i just have to make it through the next week and a half #god i want exams to be over #i don't have any motivation anymore and i don't care about the classes i have to study for that much #anyways can you tell that my last exam didn't go well ? #i should be nicer to myself bc it's weekend and i am never that productive for uni in weekend anyway #anyways thanks for coming to my rant #kj post

[foxscarf]

Working outside! Coursework is consuming me from within. Just trying to push myself for this last bit of finals, so I feel I've ended on a high note.

#sigh it's hard though! exams burned me out bigtime and I keep d r e a m i n g of the summer I've got waiting for me #but I want to earn it #gotta feel like this deadline isn't an anticlimax #studyblr #my work #summer #finals #uni

[philzokman]

just got my exam results back! chuuya nakahara if ur looking for another person to shoot i’m right here 🥰🥰

#literally sobbed though like i cant get into my main two unis if the appeals don’t go through #YAY #HSHANFNWNDHS #i fully don’t understand how i got a b in history though considering i was on target for 100%. #ONE HUNDRED PERCENT DHKDFBKWDN #AND LIKE I DIDNT FUMBLE LN THÉ EXAM EITHER LIKE #got a b in philosophy too whcih. makes sense bc it’s holistically marked but that’s even worse tbf #have no clue how i got an a in music considering i called a mass r&b AND the fact i do vocals and couldn’t speak during my practical exam #bc i was so sick #like i striaght up had the flu. THTE FLU. AND I HAD TO SING shit was so bad #english i got an a in which slay fun love that for me #FRENCH I GOT A C💀💀💀💀💀 #like i expected it. but. aurthur rimbaud if ur here bbg im so sorry #KDHAKDHDHD #losing my mind though bc im order to get into st andrews (my main uni) i needed MINIMUM 3 a’s 2 b’s #and for glasgow i needed at least one a for a humanity which #KDWLFNWKFBEKDBFKWBDJDHDJDHDHSKSHDWKDJWJDHWKSHDKSNDH #it’s fine. it’s great it’ll be fine actually i’m gonna appeal it’ll be fine gnwjcnekfnehsjdmsnsns #AHHFWJDBENCBFND #lea.txt

[rox-of-iu]

this is just me going "fine I'll just do it myself" after not being able to find a single fanart for Yi Xian (the cultivation card game). (I bet there's some but I'm just not able to find it)

so here we are, catering to myself and myself only with very low-effort doodles to destress feat. mostly Mu Yifeng, Yan Chen and Jiang Ximing

#Yi xian: the cultivation card game #Mu Yifeng #Yan Chen #Jiang Ximing #i know these arent solid at all but times rough and scribbling go brr #anyway hey if anyones intrigued and wants to know more about the game #its an autobattler deckbuilder in xianxia setting #so if pvp deckbuilding/strategy is your style you absolute should go check it out #i myself hate using my brain and pvp so this is absolutely not what i usually play or would pick up but it charmed me and i love it so much #even tho i SUCK at it so bad #its in early access on steam for 7 euro #for anyone interested #and it makes me so sad that theres so many negative reviews saying its p2w cuz its NOT!!!! the only thing available with money is reskins #and u can get the jades to buy them by playing anyway #but ive heard there were p2w elements back when it got released but they got hotfixed quickly but i guess the rumours stuck around?? sad #also if u like the concept and wanna see more without actually playing i recommend gameplays by retromation they're super entertaining #anyway #yeah i absolutely shouldnt be playing nno games whatsoeveer rn bc i cant afford any of the precious time I've got left #i dont even know exactly how much ive got left until the school leaving exams and shit for Uni like two months ig #im useless absolutely i cant i cant but brain no work and pretty card game makes stress go away uh oh spaghettios #oh well enough of that #cheers #btw ive been doodling in the meantime but ppl actually follow this blog now so I'm overthinking it again and not posting anything goddammit

[hella1975]

just think this time tomorrow ill be publicly indecent in a spoons somewhere. i am so strong

#ONE MORE EXAM. WE CAN DO THIS. I WILL BE DONE IN LITERALLY LESS THAN 24 HOURS NOW #AND THEN THE NEXT EXAM SEASON ISNT UNTIL MAY. COME ON GIRL #we have such a fun plan for tomorrow though bc the consensus has just been 'we need to get fucking mangled after this exam' #like i havent been out-out in WEEKS the closest i came was the end of december for a hometown house party of all things #i didnt even go out for nye. let's all take a moment and consider the implications for someone like me NOT GOING OUT ON NYE #so i am OVERDUE a good night out and then on top of that ive had exams be SO fr #and also this is the first year where my main friendship group (i.e not my housemates but my actual social circle) #are ALL econ students like there's about five of us and we all do econ and yeah two of them ive been mates with since first year #(the girl is my best mate at uni and is always who im on about if i talk about a 'girl on my course' and the lad is the one i lived with #in first year and have kind of got a thing with now?) BUT THE OTHERS ARE NEW ADDITIONS AND THAT'S SO FUN #so we're ALL gonna tip out of that exam and then me and her are gonna go back to mine to get ready bc am i fuck doing make-up #before that exam. the STATES i have shown up in these past few days i think the invigilators are worried about me #and then we're meeting the lads at the pub and starting there and THEN going spoons bc it's me and the girl's tradition #(calling her just 'the girl' is so funny. woman 🫵) after exams to buy each other mystery shots at spoons and we HAVE to drink them #and then one of the lads really wants to go to a karaoke bar for some reason?? so that might be in my future #AND THEN we're going clubbing. im so ready. take me home vodka shots. the end is near please please please #hella goes to uni

[yohankang]

so proud of myself for surviving this week :')

#it was really hard but hey. it's over #the workweek i mean #and tomorrow i have my LAST exam!!! #and then i'm going to. buy myself a lil treat :) #and then.. cleaning my flat #and then REST 💖 #i think i'll make some gifs and maybe start watching dramas from my watchlist #i can't believe it's been a year since i got accepted into uni again #i don't even remember what it's like to have free weekends sgjsfjs #and now i'll get 3 months of free weekends. i deserve it and need it so much #i'll be more active here too 💓 #k.txt #okay now i need to focus to prepare for this exam. keep your fingers crossed for me!

[edupiii]

me as of right now

i told myself that as a treat, ill buy myself the dog N plushie as a reward for finishing my first year of university. i live by the little treat system and i mcfucking deserve it

#murder drone plushie #murder drones n #ive got one more exam to go #it’s on Wednesday so ive got time to study #but christ #i want it to be over #so much stress #so sleepy #but i get rewarded for my efforts with dog n plushie #im so excited #but also scared #scared about my exam results #like i think i did good #but im still anxious #good luck to my fellow uni/col students who have exams right now #you’re going to do amazing! #digital art #furry art #i guess #my sona #university student #university exams #save me

[vvanessaives]

when i was still in uni and i was very stressed and anxious the morning of whatever exam i used to look at my own reflection straight in the eyes and then slap myself as hard as possible two or three times depending on how bad i was feeling and shout get it together while i did that and when done i'd just go out and pretend i was a normal human being. like. that shit was crazy

#rena.txt #i remember when i did my second attempt for latin literature i had a very big panic attack and i was crying while doing this and my parents #during all those years of uni always thought i was just a lil stressed :) brother that bitch was mentally ill as fuck #what made it all worse for me is that here we don't do written tests and we don't do papers (not many anyway). in my case all my exams #have been like interviews and the anxiety was sooo bad bc i knew i had to speak with these asshole. the idea of sitting and writing down #stuff was so comforting bc i could have my time to think but instead i got hell and to try and like. psych myself up. i'd do shit like this #uni was really a moment huh

[adore-gregor]

i have like 0 judgment when it comes to exams??! how...

#how is this possible #i was SO sure like 99% sure i failed this exam #i was devastated and i felt like i did so bad on it i was crying in my room 😅 #AND I GOT a B!!! ON IT OMG #like i'm so happy with that ofc!🥳🥳 i would have prayed for a D tbh #but how can you be so off??? #i don't get it #and this happened numerous times since i'm in uni #when i was in high school i usually knew when i failed and then i actually failed and when i did good #and i didn't yet fail anything in uni (which i actually studied for) and actually my grades are pretty good #(i failed 2 because some people told me that it's easy and they'd just try without studying and so did i ... i was fooled obv 😂🥲) #(they surely did study at least a bit and just said that but i took their word for it 🤦‍♀️ but anyway whatever i passed these 2nd try) #no but i'm baffled #the thing was i wrote some things there on the exam but i thought it's all wrong i was just taking guesses out of the possibilities #and also that i'm really bad at explaining i felt like and my writing was also kind of illegible #but i mean better this way than the other way around 🫠🥳 #but maybe i should save my tears until i actually get back exams in the future #if anyone knows the reason for this... or relates please let me know