#usually in a hostile way

[aeide-thea]

sometimes people on this site will just. say things in response to you that don't actually seem to be in dialogue with what you've said

#usually in a hostile way #but like. usually you can at least see how they *got* from A to ꙮ #even if it's like‚ oh‚ i get it‚ they're talking past me to the boogeyman i accidentally conjured up for them #whose very long shadow is unfortunately obscuring what i actually said #this latest instance wasn't hostile but it feels so disconnected from what i said that it's honestly significantly more disconcerting #like—i *thought* what i said was intelligible but maybe it just wasn't! maybe i'm speaking simlish and i don't even know it! #anyway. time 2 go 2 bed and not worry abt it but like. something very metalevel destabilizing abt attempting to fact-check an untruth #and having yr clarification apparently prove unclear #like it's just. shifting sands of misleading confusion all the way down #anyway. sand… sandman… sleepy time…

[diadraws]

my post canon darcy idea, where it sticks around as marcy’s alter whose purpose is to hold marcy’s traumatic memories of being killed and possessed, and its existence protects her from having panic attacks or flashbacks. though, it insists it’s locking marcy away in its brain again, since it still thinks its an evil supercomputer that will conquer and destroy the earth, and it isn’t very cooperative with anyone trying to be nice to it. but despite darcy’s belligerence, anne and sasha try their best to be helpful once they figure out the purpose of Darcy’s existence 👍

#amphibia #disney amphibia #marcy wu #darcy wu #dia draws #digital #fanart #despite its verbal hostility its not physically violent. it just yells a lot and is generally obtrusive and hard to get along with #but if anne or sasha dont bother it then it usually leaves them alone as well #it likes to program and play video games #the best way to deal with it is it leave it alone and once marcy is back see if something was upsetting her

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tavnians are the kings and queens of mlm vs wlw hostility

#there's so much misogny in the Tavnians as PER USUAL with star trek aliens #but in my mind I'd like to believe there is an equal amount of hostility on the women's side #in fact I'd like to think most tavnians think getting with the opposite sex is gross and a necessary evil to procreate but that's IT!!!! #Bc it's funnier that way #star trek #16 year old girls being told about boys: No....no it can't be true!!!! No NO NOOOO!!!!!! #Guys we finally did it #We found yaoi planet #god there's a certain manga screenshots that's like 'this is the world of yaoi' where it's a planet of all men #that's Tavnians. With the yuri planet too v_v

[odysseys-blood]

begging on my hands and knees please pb stop killing your own game its getting quiet in hereeee

#cliffnotes/.txt #whb #its like #yeah once again i get its a small company #but the way players keep dropping bc of how hostile/predatory its already gotten with paid content #im not going anywhere any time soon but man #ITS AGGRAVATING TO SEE IM SAD ABT IT #like i said when this started in like december its just #it feels like they jumped the gun way too early #no gacha is ever gonna be player friendly i get that too but like #usually they stwrt easing up on f2p content into more paid stuff later #game launched in what october? its april #only half a year and the way i keep seeing less and less is fr sad #and like ik im just a player i dont have the answer but like #if the focus switched from pay for characters to some of the other stuff that was supposed to be implemented by now #text chats/ the seraphim dungeons/ hell even the friends feature #like theres been no word on any of that and im just pulling from the promises announcement made in january #pools already feeling oversaturated for l cards #and its just. it gets real empty feeling real fast now it feels like nothing was rly. planned well if you get me #but idk #its just upsetting to see smthn dying this fast #i wanna have hope but ehhhh... #i rly do wanna wait it out bc im not like a super devoted pb fan #but i found love unholyc when the pandemic first was kicking my ass bc going from being on campus and- #being out all day with friends to being stuck at home was...tough #and the games janky but i liked the chars #same with whb #so like. augh

[fudge24-7]

Wondering if tumblr is really good for me

#fudge does a talky talk #idk im just thinking #i keep on going to reply sections (bad idea) #and find myself getting into arguments #but what im most concerned about is how #idk harsh i feel im becoming? #like i try my best to somewhat be polite even in repkies but I find myself failing #and i feel like the hostility in tumblr reply sections in general might be a part of that #idk i probably just need to stay away from replies #i geuss whats concerning as well is that i usually tried to avoid arguments in the past #it felt like a pointless waste of energy that wouldn't change the other oersons mind anyway and woukd juetclead to anger on both sides #maybe in some ways its better that I'm more open to the idea people won't always be closed minded but #idk if thats worth the amount of aggression that usually comes with using tumblr reoky sections #or if replying and argueing at all is really worth it #or maybe I'm just blaming tumblr for a me problem idk #because I'll admit deep down kindness is not my first instinct #it is unfortunately to insult and attack perceived threats #i try to manage that but i don't always succeed #maybe tumblr doesn't help but idk #I know I don't usually make posts like these but #i geuss i should in case this leads to me not using tumblr as much? idk if thats going to haooen honestly but I'm thinking #In case it does i felt i should post this so people would udnerstand whats going on #i geuss i don't exactly owe anyone that but #I also wanted to get this off my chest #the more i think about it i think this is more of a 'tumblr bringing out the worst in me' then 'tumblr making me act a way i usually wouldn #idk what haplened with the reoly sections though i really used to not do that #geuss I've been desperate for human interaction? and getting into arguments is easier then starting a freindly conversation with someone #and idk maybe I've been feeling frusterated and like I can't really express my feelings to the people around me #so I've also been craving being able to actually say I don't agree with something #vent post

[bonestrouslingbones]

half the questions are real questions and the other half are ppl instantly calling him ugly i may have to amend the Be Rude rule again

#USUALLY PPL ARE TOO NORMAL THAT'S WHY I CLARIFIED THAT ITS OK TO BE MEAN LMAO WHAT THE HELL ??? #FELLAS HE IS HERE ENTIRELY BY CHOICE. OUTRIGHT HOSTILITY IS NOT THE WAY TO GO !!!! CHILL OUT!!!!!!!!

[somecoolnameeeeeeee]

OOHHH I SEE i didnt like the theory either (and especially how it started spreading like wildfire and like it was 100% confirmed) but i couldnt.think of another reason as to why that one guy wouldnt have his clothes on but that makes sense!!!

im glad that makes sense. honestly it was hard for me to put my finger on what i didnt like i get it fr

#ask #honestly i do not engage with fandom usually but the most ??? takes are like super mainstream right now #you know another one i dont like? suaivan siblings. #those guys were literally made for gaylesbian hostility what are ppl on #their relationship is so much more interesting that way

[icewindandboringhorror]

Current temperature inside of my room right now in the middle of the night whilst about to go to sleep... villain origin story...

#You just get SOOOOO tired of being hot all the time for multiple days straight.. with very little relief ever... hhHHHH #I forget that I literally lose my mind and become evil every summer like clockwork #I don't evenknow what I mean by that because I'm just as calm/monotone as ever lol.. but I just feel more evil.. low level pent up rage #or something. nothing changes on the outside but on the inside it's like hmm.. I'm like 5% more hostile than I usually am #not outwardly expressed still of course. but just.. my bones are made of a little more violence recently.. #percentages moving around. My character stats get a temporary modifier all summer where I feel chronically just a LIIIITLE more noticably #unhinged. like I will never do it of course. but I will think about. maybe I'll just throw all the plates at the wall and break every wind #ow with a baseball bat. No. I shant. I would never.. but .. I could. 5% more than I usually could. But I shan't. but let it be known.. I #c o u l d ...i COULD.. if I had to. but I don't.. but still.. keep the notion in the back of the mind.. hmm.. lol #And this is not even during a heat wave at the moment it's just like.. normal summer.. >:') #I think it's also largely the shitty apartment which was not built for coolness. Like older houses will have tall cielings and those window #above the doors and ceiling fans and be built high up from the ground and all these other ways to manage warm weather #naturally. but cheaply constructed dinky city apartments with no ventilation and windows only on one side and blah blah #It retains heat insanely like being trapped in a green house or something #even with all the windows open & fans in the house and stuff it just doesn't really move air well because the space is not made to do that. #Also really testing my anticapitalism/leftism/etc... sitting and thinking 'damn maybe I should play the stock market.. I should sell #some sculptures and overprice them.. howmuch could I charge for these clothes..' < *is desperate to afford a living situation with central #heating and air conditioning* #Haha! Guillotines?? who said anything about those? I LOVE rich people.. haha.. now what's a guy gotta do to instantly get about $50.000 ar #ound here? haha! kidnap someone and sell their organs? okay haha! I love the free market! going to home depot right #now to buy an axe! Don't you just hate taxes? so glad I live in the best country in the world under the best economic system on the planet #USA! USA!! USA!!! *visibly shaking. nose starts bleeding. you notice i am also levitating off the ground slightly* #ANYWAY gfgfgh.... winter......... my sweet child....i miss you so so much.... SUMMER you are my ENEMY #ah well now it's gone down to 80.4 Farenheight. cancel post. thats such an improvemtn surely I'll be able to sleep soundly now /s #what was I ever worried about? it's all good! haha!! *still levitating a little * #In better news - I have finished the Victorian Pharmacy documentary series and am now watching them build a medieval castle! and one of my #goofy joke song snippets suddenly got 6.000 views on youtube which was cool?? though very random? I made kale chips again. and had asparag #us. And saw a duck. carved a lot of things out of avocado pits. Little tidbits to keep me sane.. #See a funny little duck outside and go 'hmm... life is okay actually :) I no longer want to break windows :3' #then it gets like 85F inside again and you're liek NEVERMINDaaaaaaahhh!!!!! then you see a duck next morning and calm down :)

[anirudhpisharody]

i know it's just how some people are and comes down to personality but god i fucking hate delicate girls. and i don't mean physically weak girls or whatever i mean girls that haven't raised their voice a day in their life and avoid walking on the grass like the plague. and there's nothing inherently wrong with being like that but it infuriates me so much like where's the LIFE in you. and why do you get to be the perfect societal standard for womanhood?? meanwhile i'm over here shoveling dirt into my mouth and sounding like a possessed demon when i get mad at my mom and you're making me look bad!!!

#i know how this sounds i know but it's how i feel #i think this also just has to do with my past personal experiences with girls like this who were also judgy as hell #way too many perfectly delicate on the surface girls have talked shit about me behind my back #and then said passive aggressive things to my face and trying to monitor my behavior #and THAT SHIT made me more angry than anything ever has bc don't you dare make me feel like less of a girl bc i don't act perfect #i thought i was over this bc it was mainly just a thing back in my early teens when i was having internalized sexism problems #but i've been thinking about it and i realize it happened again a few weeks ago with my roommates #where they confronted me and told me they felt uncomfortable bc i was being 'hostile' #aka not smiling and saying hi every time they walked into a room #but yeah the girls that are like this that aren't judgy about it are usually very sweet but it still makes me angry #also hate that i'm 21 and still feel this way #i'm too old to be as angry as i was when i was 13 #shut up hanna

[swordofruln]

[mun] yall ever worry u dont fulfill expectations

#chien isnt a lovey dovey person it literally cant love that soon #but sometimes i worry i disappoint others when they react in a way thats congruent with their usually hostile self #because chien has developed to a point where it CAN start loving people #but those people are very specific and play a special role in their interactions in a way others dont #chien hate/loves isandro because he understands them like no one else does and still wants to protect them despite it constantly rejecting #his allyship #chien ''loves'' volo because it can see part of itself in him and despite him obviously not loving it in turn #he teases and bothers it in a way that makes it feel included #which may be unintentional but still works to scratch a very specific itch #what im saying is having positive interactions with chien doesnt guarantee its affection #it best it guarantees its tolerance #but i sometimes get just a teeny bit concerned that this disappoints people who hope to become friends with chien #the fact of the matter is that making that kind of bond is not easy whatsoever with chien #even ree whomst chien considers a friend has not reached the ''love'' bond level #and thats not their fault #its entirely because of what kind of person chien pao is #and because of the trauma and experiences and personality it has #so if chien pao doesnt love your muse despite positive interactions dont worry #its not because i personally dont want that #its because it simply isnt a relationship they have interacted the right way for long enough for #i really hope that doesnt disappoint #also volo is mostly an outlier because he got the advantage that hes attractive and chien pao is down bad despite never going to admit it #lol #PSA.; #tagged for mention.; #gcd fcrsaken #tabletbound #skullkxd #Necro speaks.; #just because chien-pao doesnt love your muse doesnt mean i dont wanna interact

[wastelandhell]

Not towards you specifically but damn the hypocrisy in the tags drives me up the fucking wall with all the “ew gamerbros and their big ass and tiddie bimbos” while they be reblogging and/or modding some bara bara homoerotica with bdsm gear in their games when I KNOW most of them are fujoshi-like cis straight women that are just as creepy (if not creepier) but shame others for being attracted to curvaceous women. Doesn’t even matter if you’re a lesbian, they just throw some stupid shorthand like “oh hurr durr you’re just trying to impress the gamer bros”. Bitch how?! Are lesbians suddenly not allowed to like the same type of women straight guys do? We all just gotta like the same type of masculine presenting woman or some shit? Back to the closet you go lesbo I guess.🤦🏿‍♀️ Good god and there’s always an excuse for their hypocrisy of shaming others for lusting over women the same way THEY lust over men. Again this isn’t specifically towards you, just had to rant to someone about that kind of crap that I’ll usually get harassed for enjoying. Can’t a bitch enjoy and share her love of bimbos/himbos without the puritans coming my way?

I think you may be reading a bit into me rbing that post, because I agree 100% with all of your points. I firmly believe that everyone should be able to mod their game however they want. Hell, I use extensive tittymods and dozens of tacticool guns with realistic calibers and COD ports all the things that people love to shit on. I don't post my load order because I know I'll be clowned on.

I hadn't checked the tags and didn't realize thats how people were taking it. I thought it was just funny imagery. Hell, I use Fusion Girl with HHS and OCBP, my female player characters look like that.

I /hate/ the amount of hostility people have to tittymods, even within mod communities. I used to do a lot of troubleshooting and helping people set up body replacers on reddit but the poor users were constantly getting dog-piled with "bonk" and "back to horny jail" comments until they deleted their posts. I got sick of it and left.

Honestly thanks for sending me this because I have been seeing a lot of hostility toward 'sexy' mods on my dash lately but have been too much of a coward to say anything. I am with you anon 🤝let people enjoy things.

People love to shit on people that make and use these kinds of mods, but people making outfit replacers and bodymods are the backbone of the fallout modding community, and I think a lot of people who don't dive deep into modding don't realize that. I have found way more help on loverslab than with the puritans on reddit.

#long post #i usually dont like posting opinion stuff because im terrified of being misinterpreted or starting arguments i have 0 hostility to you anon #i agree with your points i hope it came across that way

[valctovoel]

Hi, i was wondering for a while now, what was that deal between carlos and lucious? What did carlos want that getting a deal with demon sounded like a good idea?

Carlos is a surgeon, except he puts waay too much pressure on himself for his own good. The moment he fails he sees himself as the ultimate failure (he has massive impostor syndrome). And he does fail one time, which costs him a life, which results in him spiraling into depression and self-doubt. Shortly afterward he finds a post on a forum about a wish-granting ritual, he's mentally in the worst place possible so he tries it. He wishes to not fail again, except the ritual summons a demon (luci) who is willing to grant the wish in exchange for his soul. Carlos agrees because what other option did he have? (he had a lot but he's not the sharpest tool in the shed)

So now he's stuck with Luci who periodically comes around to annoy him (he's very irritating) and slowly Carlos just stops being afraid of him.

#Carlos has no reason to doubt himself but hes a mess and i love him for it #meanwhile luci barely meets people with wishes that arent selfish #in a way carlos wishes to always succeed in his surgeries which in a way isnt selfish #luci's whole thing is to test people and their morality because hes annoying like that and also because he has a long standing argument #with his twin sister rae #like he tempts people into sin only so he can go 'i told you so' to his sister and his other siblings #usually #it works because people who are willing to make a deal with him are usually already questionable #but Carlos is a good person so he is trying to test the limits but also hes curious as to why carlos isnt playing his games #slowly luci starts getting very fond of carlos because hes just a silly guy just a funky little human and slowly carlos starts tolerating l #luci #and before they know it theyre sort of friends? and slowly they become more? #and in the end rae wins the argument #rae and luci arent hostile as luci is with his other siblings. they live in the same apartment and are truly irritating together #their argument is jsut the age old 'humans suck' 'lol they dont' #answered #not me having written more in the tags than in the answer itself. lol #fun fact luci and rae were once one whole being that decided itd be funny to split up into two seperate beings and thus theyre identical tw #it does take a while for luci to show his human form to carlos. since he has a human identity and a human job as well and doesnt want #ppl to know the truth #( he has a job thanks to rae #shes the biggest source of irritation in his life and he loves her a lot ) #literally if you ask me anythign about my ocs youll get a whole essay on them im sorry i love my funky lil dudes #also luci is barely doing anything for this deal since 1. carlos is good at his job 2. death isnt his area of authority so the only thi #the only thing he does is ask his sister very nicely and treat her to food or drinks

[voidscreamns]

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#full stop i feel like the odd one out with my personal interpretation of the Tsaritsa #like i usually see people theorize that she’s all very gentle and sweet on the outside but actually doesn’t truly care at all abt humans #i’m the exact opposite— i think she’s extremely cold and almost hostile on the outside #and seemingly has abandoned all pretenses of love that she may have once exhibited #but deep down inside we learn that she has never truly abandoned it— in fact it’s rhe very thing that fuels her motives in the first place #she tells herself that the war she’s preparing for against Celestia is all for the greater good #but in reality its just sheer grief and rage that she a god of love must follow the whims of an apathetic Celestia #like uh what’s that one phrase. ‘grief is just love lost’ or smth #i also think there’s two ways this can go— she’s either so caught up in her machinations that she doesn’t realize she still has love in her #heart. OR she’s fully aware that that she still loves humans and that is why she does the things she does with the Fatui #no matter how monstrous or damaging her actions are to the rest of teyvat goddammit she is wrong in the face kf the most unforgiveable crime #against humanity aka what happened with Khaenri’ah. she knows this and she has to go thru wifh it no matter how much it hurts her bc it’s #the only way out that she can see #maybe idk we dont know enough abt her to know for certain but it’s just got me thinking

[hydrachea]

We Will Be Reunited got me emotional for unexpected reasons. The fact that the Traveler has been going by an alias this entire time. The fact that the siblings' names have always been Aether and Lumine, but they couldn't trust this world enough to introduce themselves with their real names after one of its gods attacked them, stole their sibling, and stranded them. And could you blame them?

But most importantly the fact that Paimon learned of it then, she heard their sibling call the Traveler by their name, she was lied to the whole time. And after it's all over? She keeps using the alias they gave her. She doesn't even try to pry. She never calls attention to it. I love her so much.

#i played that quest weeks ago but it's still got me in a death grip #the implication that the name the player chooses is a fake name #the way it makes sense because would you want to travel as yourself in a world that's been so hostile to you? no #and then paimon #my sweet darling beloved emergy food #who's usually so easy to offend #doesn't even mention it not even once #she keeps using the fake name even though she's not the best at keeping covers #maybe it's just because she's been using it so long #most likely it's that #but still #i'm emotional #genshin

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

Thinking about AOS Jim Kirk on the daily. 

#jim kirk #st:aos #aos #he's just. i love him #he's such a survivor #tarsus and vulcan and khan #edison using his own logs against him #st 2009 holds a very special place in my heart as i've mentioned like 100 times before #like. objectively it may not be very good but subjectively it's the best movie EVER and i love all of the people in it #it's cause it was shiny and new and they were shiny and new #and then they fucking went THROUGH it #but they were still ok. they came out of it a little worse for wear. but still ok #but then!! by beyond Jim is basically done #exploration has lost it's magic and he's sick of it #(he's fucking insane for that by the way. I would KILL to travel around space meeting aliens even if some of them were tiny hostile bears) #but then he realizes that all of it is worth it for his crew and he's just. i don't know #this is more rambly than usual hm #i love the character journeys they go through in beyond #uhh into darkness is fine #it's watchable #fucked up that he dies tho #I NEED TO WATCH THE OG #maybe next weekend #i just can't watch wrath of khan without also seeing the search for spock afterward #because seeing spock die is going to devastate me #i got distracted and no longer remember what the point of this was #uhhh academy era jim is my baby #i think that was it #love kinning him

[note-a-bear]

Zaslav is currently taking a closer look at Demimonde, a series whose estimated budget is over $200 million and has been in pre-production for four years, but leadership at Warners has also expressed frustration with Bad Robot’s inability to get going with any of the series based on D.C. Comics properties they’ve laid claim to.

While production is underway for the HBO Max/Cartoon Network animated series Batman: Caped Crusader, which Abrams is producing with The Batman director Matt Reeves, other DCEU properties remain in limbo. According to Deadline:

“Sources say the DC Comics properties have also come under the spotlight. Sources suggest there is some frustration within the halls of Warner Bros. Discovery that Abrams has laid claim to a number of DC characters but has yet to get anything on the air. Sources note Warners has seen scripts for ‘Constantine’ and the pilot of ‘Madame X.’”(source)

Im sobbing.

The rule of JJ might finally be getting narrowed

#look i actually like abrams' original works #but hes been very open about climbing the genre ladder and latching onto various franchises as a way to get to another #and i think the resulting mess and hostility hes shown to some of those franchises has been undeniable #the reason cameron tends to get away with this is he usually uses his own money or that of very specific and committed investors #you cant spend a decade talking shit about a tentpole franchise and then expect to be given endless latitude by your boss