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iridescentmemoria · 1 year
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Please don't imagine Solas succeeding in his task and having to bury the only woman he ever loved with his own hands.
Don't imagine him building a temple devoted to Lavellan over her tomb, filling it with murals depicting her deeds and devotion to her people. Please don't think about how he would make this temple the most awe inspiring building in the whole of new Arlathan, putting everything else to shame.
Oh and don't you dare think about how he would include every member of the inquisition in this temple's gravesite. Please, don't imagine him making sure that every single one of them had their own resting place inside this building, along with their stories painted on the walls with intricate detail because he refuses to let them rot in obscurity and all alone.
Spare yourself, don't imagine him dedicating his life to this project to bring honor to his dead lover and his dead friends, and once it is done, years later, he ends up in the final tomb because he ended himself over the crushing guilt that's eating him alive from the inside out.
Don't do that. That would be torture.
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sassshime · 2 years
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When you're on a magic call with your best friend from Tevinter and he asks how are you holding up
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onewomancitadel · 2 years
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'What do you mean by unconditional love'... me trying to answer a question meant for monks and wise women... idk the emotional world is something that I think on some level resists intellectual description and that's half the purpose of narrative... I think anybody who makes declarative statements about it not existing are resistant to other perspectives and turning narrative into a transactional question of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE REAL Y/N is very boring
I think that because love is scary and vulnerable it's already a difficult topic and then to push that idea further there's so much ideology these days that pushes love as a weakness/love as only a 'chemical'/love that hinders you from your productive potential/love as illogical that it completely fucks dialogue up from the get-go particularly when it's grounded in pseudo-science presenting itself with the supposed indefatigable borderline religious power of science
The point is exploration on a difficult topic that's hard to talk about personally... stories do that for you... I can't tell anyone how to feel but to me the story that Jaune and Cinder love each other unconditionally is powerful. It's just a way to describe love in the story and love enduring
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reneegayde · 1 year
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If you're new here please know that i am a solas romancer first and a person second and when dreadwolf comes along i expect to be a hot mess. you have been warned.
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aho-dapa · 9 months
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Gonna fucking choke out this bald ass egg mf gonna weep as he walks away in his yas bitch slay outfit gonna fucking hunt him down and tell him he can't ever fucking out run me gonna put his ass in a kennel may the dread wolf take you my ass he better watch out for me
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theyhope · 2 years
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@dreadwxlf​ // Continued
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Time off had been a lovely gesture, but as Khalei stood there glancing between her two beautiful daughters and their father, clearly exhausted from his solo shift, she couldn’t imagine anything better than being apart of such a wonderful family. Solas had given her something she hadn’t felt since her time with her clan long ago: a sense of belonging. 
“So I see,” she laughed, a beaming smile dimpling her cheeks as she soothingly shushed the girls to calm themselves, “You have nothing to be sorry for, love. I’d rather be with the three of you than anywhere else.”
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nagarashi · 2 months
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My friend is playing Dragon Age for the first time and she's going through DAI right now. And romancing Solas, because when she asked for my opinion, I said "They have and probably the cutest romance, one of the best for me" and she decided to try to find out what's special about this unassuming elf....
Well... She marvels at how cute their romance is and hopes that Solas and Lavellan will be happy...
My face at this point:
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"Welcome to the club."
I guess I look too suspicious XD
P.S. She wanted to romance Cullen first, ahaha, no happy ending for you! >XD
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Stupid game... My heart is still broken.
Var lath vir suledin... I'll save your stubborn ass, Solas.
I hope Bioware don't screw it up at least with him, otherwise there's been no faith in them for a while now....
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Var lath vir suledin
Soft, soft lips - they haunt me in my dreams.
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misculenica · 1 year
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"Solas, var lath vir suledin!" - a heartbreaking goodbye
I want to talk about this a hot second.
It can translate to "Solas, our love can/will endure!".
But it kind of doesn't, and this will break your Solasmancer heart...
Looking it up word for word, it translates more to;
"Solas, our love way endure/endurance"
Elven/Elvish is a funky language, and bioware hasn't quite gotten the gist of it themselves, tbh. But at the very least we can understand the language as very metaphorical/requiring heavy context to understand any given sentence.
vir suledin means 'the way/path of endurance', which yes, makes the sentence essentially 'our love can/will endure'
But consider that suledin doesn't just mean to endure/endurance (the concept to endure something), the word 'din' exists there (meaning death/dead'). The word means (something) death... Endure... Death.... Until death. It literally means until/to death.
Vir doesn't mean 'will' or 'can' - it means way/path. It's a journey, that's typically spiritual in nature, a way to a state of being/understanding (Vir Tan'adahl, Vir Abelasan, Vir Dirthara). It's metaphorical, it's spiritual/mental/emotional.
Vir suledin - the way until/to death
"Solas, our love journeys/travels until death"
She's basically saying 'til death do us part', that within themselves, in their minds, their love for one another will last until the very end, or even if it leads to their deaths. It's "I'm with you always, even when I'm not around, and you're with me always, even when you're not around, until we're nothing anymore" and fuuuuuck.
She's reassuring him that he won't die alone, because he'll always have her with him in spirit.
Essentially:
"Our love is real and it will carry us to the end"
And the heartbreaker of this?
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hawkeshepshots · 1 year
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dustplustars · 3 months
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Solas, var lath vir suledin.
I wish it could, Vhenan.
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onewomancitadel · 2 years
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Love Endures
I was thinking about the Power of Love today because of course I was thinking about compassion, and my feelings on the subject have potentially fully formed, or are at least moving in the direction of doing so. Power of Love is insufficient a trope. I don't think I like it. The Power of Love can be inspiring or it can be a horror. The way Power of Love is described is usually the former, but I don't think it's enough, which is rather appropriate since that in itself is the criticism of Power of Love.
What I would describe as the Power of Love as usually explored is the idea that love inherently redeeming and saves the day – not just romantic love, but all kinds of love, though for the sake of this post I'm focussing specifically on romantic love. Motivating it is the idea that love alone is enough, usually with the implication it’s an inherently positive thing and a means to its own end with not much beyond it. The focus is usually on the recipient of said love who is someone that needs help, but the scrutiny is less often on the person directing the love (since the Power of Love is a foregone conclusion).
Rather, I think the idea I specifically enjoy is Love Endures. This is not as interested in the utility of love or saving the day but is something mystical which persists on anyway, even if it's not enough. To me love in romance or love in stories isn't just about the kiss/the consummation - I'm talking about people not really into romance but the way it's perceived in popular culture here - but all of the surrounding context of dedication and transformation.
With that being said, I think I am less interested in the idea that 'love saves' but rather that love is transformative. When I think about it in the context of redemption arcs - where I am specifically interested in enemies-as-lovers romance - I am actually not only interested in how the villain is transformed but just as importantly am interested in how the hero is transformed. Love is not merely an asset that’s deployed. It transforms and it endures. In this case, there is the potential to adress criticism of the Power of Love that if only a character had been loved enough they would've been redeemed or never have been evil; rather we're looking at the ways characters interact and change, which to me has always been the message us pro-redemptionists have tried to convey.
I think that Love Endures can encompass a lot of ideas tonally, particularly in the context of seemingly tragic romance or ultimately tragic romance. The idea I am interested in is the extreme edge of experience and the actual limits of love and compassion as a test of will. I think the Power of Love is also a bit more focussed on the recipient, as opposed to the person in question exercising said love. It's a two-way thing.
I did consider if this were a case of what is effectively the endless cycle of term overuse and misapplication so let's build a new one, but in this case I think maybe some of the perspective shift is warranted. I also realised whilst writing this post that I subconsciously borrowed Love Endures from Lavellan's Var lath vir suledin, generally agreed to translate as, "Our love will endure," which encompasses everything complicated about Solavellan.
As opposed to trying to de-emphasise the role of, say, the hero in love with the villain, because the Power of Love 'isn't enough,' and that's a potentially reductive message to send, I instead actually want to overly emphasise the experience of, in this case, the hero's love. I also want to emphasise the transformative aspect and the agency of the characters involved - by agency I mean from a strictly narrative perspective, that loving is an active choice. As always, in the context of enemies-as-lovers, it's something that might be incredibly difficult to do because it is effectively forbidden.
I think it also elegantly side-steps around those messy questions of, "Is it enough?" The question is not really about whether it's enough to save someone, or save the world, etc., but rather about the characters in question. Or in the case of love which is messy and complicated and fucked up, it might come to a different conclusion than something which is redeeming, or something that saves.
But as always, someone has said it better than me. I now fully understand why Joseph Campbell discussing romantic love in Power of Myth touches me emotionally and makes me cry, it's because it's where the spiritual test of love has actually been articulated, the agony and endurance of it. That's all of the stuff I adore.
JOSEPH CAMPBELL: What he was saying is thatthis love is bigger even than death, than pain, than anything. This is the affirmation of the pain of life in a big way.
BILL MOYERS: And I would choose this pain for love now, even though it might mean everlasting pain and damnation in hell.
JOSEPH CAMPBELL: That’s right.
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BILL MOYERS: So there’s joy and pain in love.
JOSEPH CAMPBELL: Yeah, there is. Love, you might say, is the burning point of life, and since all life is sorrowful, so is love. And the stronger the love, the more that pain, but love bears all things.
Love itself is a pain, you might say, but is the pain of being truly alive.
What I would summarise as Love Endures is that love is a transformative experience for characters to go through and accompanying that transformation could be the idea that love is redeeming and is something worth believing in, but it can also encompass the darker and more painful experience of love. Probably most interestingly to me, it doesn't dismiss or gloss over the strength of the character exercising that love. It is also not its own conclusion; it describes a mechanic through which you can realise other ideas (and not just 'Love saves the day' as the idea is so often watered down to). In this case, I think it is useful (for me personally) because then it's not just a tacked on theme, but something you can use to holistically integrate into a greater work.
I'm still figuring out my feelings so I might write something expanding more here. I like where this is going though, and I think you can definitely see what motivates a lot of my fanfic writing with this perspective, so it's worthwhile just for that.
Love Endures is already exciting for me just because, in my eyes, it can already ward off most of the criticism facing Power of Love, but still carry the meaning and the strength of it, if not more.
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marivenah · 3 months
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OC Masterlist
This is a full list of my fandom ocs + a select few characters from my original works that I've mentioned or talked about before, in text post format for easier access on mobile! No links included because it would break the post into oblivion. But important tags are fully listed.
Last updated: 18.02.2024
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Games
Far Cry 5
— Laurie Devin. she/her { ♡ Jacob Seed } tag; #oc: laurie devin | ship tag; #x: feed the hungry
— Aiden Hunter. he/him { ♡ Faith Seed } tag; #oc: aiden hunter | ship tag; #x: darkest before the dawn
— Toni Hunter. she/her { ♡ N/A } tag; #oc: toni hunter
Call Of Duty (Modern Warfare Reboot)
— Paz "Avis" Acosta. she/her { ♡ Simon "Ghost" Riley } tag; #oc: paz acosta | ship tag; #x: under sunlight
— Arlene "Ace" Harlow. she/her { ♡ König } tag; #oc: arlene harlow | ship tag; #x: two of a kind
— Laura "Lux" Siemon. she/her { ♡ Nikodim "Rodion" Egorov } tag; #oc: laura siemon | ship tag; #x: to see you shine
— Janaína "Omen" Mendes. she/her { ♡ Velikan } tag; #oc: janaína mendes | ship tag; #x: keep it silent
— Emilia Hellström. she/her { ♡ Rodolfo Parra } tag; #oc: emilia hellström | ship tag; #x: back to back
Mortal Kombat 1
— Santana "Serpent" Ruiz. she/her { ♡ Kenshi Takahashi } tag; #oc: santana ruiz | ship tag; #x: snake charmer
— Huo "Phoenix" Liang. she/her { ♡ Kung Lao } tag; #oc: huo liang | ship tag; #x: between wind and water
— Yawen Zhao. she/her { ♡ Tomas Vrbada/Smoke } tag; #oc: yawen zhao | ship tag; #x: underneath it all
— Quhiri. she/her { ♡ Raiden } tag; #oc: quhiri | ship tag; #x: moth to a flame
Pokémon
— Kheira Rane. she/her { ♡ Guzma } tag; #oc: kheira rane | ship tag; #x: my sun moon and stars
— Alysha Faye. she/her { ♡ N/A? } tag; #oc: alysha faye
— Cato Rye. he/him { ♡ Serena } tag; #oc: cato rye | ship tag; #x: something so sweet
RPGs
— Nova Shepard. she/her { ♡ Garrus Vakarian } - Mass Effect tag; #oc: nova shepard | ship tag; #x: no me without you
— Sara Hypatia "Pati" Ryder. she/her { ♡ Reyes Vidal } - Mass Effect tag; #oc: sara hypatia ryder | ship tag; #x: you're someone to me
— Ashalya Lavellan. she/her { ♡ Solas } - Dragon Age: Inquisition tag; #oc: ashalya lavellan | ship tag; #x: var lath vir suledin
— Wendy. she/her { ♡ John Hancock } - Fallout 4 tag; #oc: wendy | ship tag; #x: good morning sunshine
— Yasemin. she/her { ♡ Deacon } - Fallout 4 tag; #oc: yasemin | ship tag; #x: happens great happens sweet
— Valentina "V" Voigt. she/her { ♡ Goro Takemura } - Cyberpunk 2077 tag; #oc: valentina voigt | ship tag; #x: never fade away
— Scarlet. she/her { ♡ Dum Dum } - Cyberpunk 2077 tag; #oc: scarlet | ship tag; #x: chrome blood and roses
— Yunith. she/her { ♡ Astarion? } - Baldur's Gate 3 tag; #oc: yunith
Misc. Games
— Dawn. she/her { ♡ Argus } - Deponia tag; #oc: dawn | ship tag; #x: with you until forever ends
— Magdalena "Mags" Wilhelm. she/her { ♡ Genji Shimada } - Overwatch tag; #oc: mags wilhelm | ship tag; #x: my never ending thought
— Yuna Neuer. she/her { ♡ Danny Johnson } - Dead By Daylight tag; #oc: yuna neuer | ship tag; #x: take my heart
— Paloma García. she/her { ♡ Sam Drake } - Uncharted tag; #oc: paloma garcía | ship tag; #x: where I want to stay
— Aroa Ridley. she/her { ♡ Cayde-6 } - Destiny tag; #oc: aroa ridley | ship tag; #x: your soul is golden
— Evelyn. she/her { ♡ Simon } - Detroit: Become Human tag; #oc: evelyn | ship tag; #x: awakening
— Romy Schulz. she/her { ♡ Mark "Mute" Chandar } - Rainbow Six: Siege tag; #oc: romy schulz | ship tag; #x: silence the sound
— Irene Varano. she/her { ♡ Johnny Slaughter } - The Texas Chain Saw Massacre Game tag; #oc: irene varano | ship tag; #x: written in blood
— Bonnie "Bo" Wulff. she/her { ♡ Luke } - Coral Island tag; #oc: bonnie wulff | ship tag; #bonnie x luke
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MOVIES & TV
Marvel (MCU / XCU)
— Luna Richards. she/her { ♡ Loki Laufeyson } tag; #oc: luna richards | ship tag; #x: feel again
— Niteia. she/her { ♡ Adam Warlock } tag; #oc: niteia | ship tag; #
— Brooke King. she/her { ♡ Erik Lehnsherr/Magneto } tag; #oc: brooke king | ship tag; #x: halcyon
— Catalina Cruz. she/her { ♡ Alex Summers/Havok } tag; #oc: catalina cruz | ship tag; #x: light of my life
DC (Watchmen + DCEU + Arkhamverse / Nolanverse)
— Carol "Haunter" Kovacs. she/her { ♡ Bruce Wayne/Batman } tag; #oc: carol kovacs | ship tag; #x: ghost around
— Rose "Virtue" Adams. she/her { ♡ Adrian Chase/Vigilante } tag; #oc: rose adams | ship tag; #x: head in the clouds
— Nadya. she/her { ♡ Edward Nigma/The Riddler } tag; #oc: nadya | ship tag; #x: creative minds inspire others
— Sadia Jamali. she/her { ♡ Harvey Dent/Two-Face } tag; #oc: sadia jamali | ship tag; #x: have all of me
— Harper Ray. she/her { ♡ The Joker } tag; #oc: harper ray | ship tag; #x: your sickening desire
Star Wars
— Shireen Oqir. she/her { ♡ Maul } tag; #oc: shireen oqir | ship tag; #x: to your deepest low
— Kieda Tarnji. she/her { ♡ The Inquisitor (TOTJ) } tag; #oc: kieda tarnji | ship tag; #x: come away with me
— Vayorrah Fen. she/her { ♡ Ima-Gun Di } tag; #oc: vayorrah fen | ship tag; #x: only time will tell
— Kane Desegh. she/her { ♡ Axe Woves } tag; #oc: kane desegh | ship tag; #x: at the sharp end
— Shal'toki Zanarri . she/her { ♡ Tarrek Amai } tag; #oc: shal'toki zanarri | ship tag; #x: try again
— Maina Amai. she/her { ♡ Luvas Kor } tag; #oc: maina amai | ship tag; #x: whatever whenever
— Fala Mox. she/her { ♡ Garazeb "Zeb" Orrelios } tag; #oc: fala mox | ship tag; #
— Aho Mox. he/him { ♡ Ahsoka Tano } tag; #oc: aho mox | ship tag; #x: blame it on me
— Gahya Astan. she/her { ♡ Kylo Ren/Ben Solo } tag; #oc: gahya astan | ship tag; #x: set in darkness rise in perfect light
House Of The Dragon
— Aelys Stark. she/her { ♡ N/A } tag; #oc: aelys stark
— Aerenya Targaryen. she/her { ♡ Benjicot Blackwood } tag; #oc: aerenya targaryen
— Rhaegor Targaryen. he/him { ♡ Taryne Strong } tag; #oc: rhaegor targaryen | ship tag; #taryne x rhaegor
— Taryne Strong. she/her { ♡ Rhaegor Targaryen } tag; #oc: taryne strong | ship tag; #taryne x rhaegor
Misc. Movies & TV
— Zoiya. she/her { ♡ Marcus } - Arcane tag; #oc: zoiya | ship tag; #x: you frustrate me incredibly
— Giulia "Juliet" Romano. she/her { ♡ Monty Fiske } - Disney tag; #oc: juliet romano | ship tag; #x: always beside you
— Alexandra Joe "Wraith" Colton. she/her { ♡ Tommy Arashikage/Storm Shadow } - G.I.JOE tag; #oc: alex colton | ship tag; #x: on the other side
— Kayla Johnson. she/her { ♡ Jackson Leung } - Transformers tag; #oc: kayla johnson | ship tag; #x: no matter what
— Michelle Eva Jones. she/her { ♡ Adam Milligan } - Supernatural tag; #oc: michelle jones | ship tag; #x: as above so below
— Manuela "Marie". she/her { ♡ Minho } - The Maze Runner tag; #oc: manu | ship tag; #x: way back to you
— Liliana Martínez. she/her { ♡ Steve Harrington } - Stranger Things tag; #oc: liliana martínez | ship tag; #x: skip a beat
— Helena Winter. she/her { ♡ Yuichi Kimura/The Father } - Bullet Train tag; #oc: helena winter | ship tag; #
— Yártien. she/her { ♡ Legolas } - The Lord Of The Rings tag; #oc: yártien | ship tag; #
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ORIGINAL WORK
— Sól Guevara. she/her { ♡ Sean Thian } - Snowfall tag; #oc: sól guevara | ship tag; #x: I'll give you everything of me
— Jaye. she/her { ♡ Dex } - Outer Rim tag; #oc: jaye | ship tag; #x: snake fodder
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idolsgf · 1 year
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WIP Wednesday
Hi, I was tagged by @melisusthewee for WIP Wednesday, thank you <33
So, I haven’t really been working on much except small snippets here or there (work has been very hectic). However, I wrote this awhile ago late one drunken night and I do eventually want to go back to it and expand on it whenever I get the chance. I didn’t know if I would ever post it or not, but here it is :)
It was inspired by a song song that came up in a playlist I was listening to.
Song here 🎶 ( I do suggest listening while reading )
Everything undercut. The tense is kind of a mess so I do apologize for that
It’s the battlefield.
Dark fire swirling all around, the scorched earth warming her bloody face.
Breathless, not as spry as she used to be. The smoke is seeping into her lungs, every breath labored and aching.
One good hand and a crossbow. Four bolts left.
Out of the corner of her eye, she spots him. He’s weaving seamlessly through the chaos, almost like a dance. A spark here, a barrier there. She’s mesmerized. The Dread Wolf.
Her breathing stops, heart in her throat. Memories come rushing back, memories she had pushed deep down. It was so hard to forget, why was it so easy to suddenly remember?
The scenes rush back, melding together in a hectic, melancholy blur. A first glance, laughter at stories, a stolen kiss. Sunlight streaming through the window, dust catching in the light. A soft stare over the pages of a report, a blush rising after being caught. A rainstorm, hiding a tear streaked face. only having to be there to comfort. A wound, feeling no pain while being healed, can’t keep her eyes off his. A secret dance. more battles, more stolen kisses, more laughter, more pain. A waterfall, a promise, only staring at his back as he rushed to leave.
Years pass.
Rushing through the mirror bloody and bruised, only to get the chance to see him one last time. She’s dying, hand burning, the foreign yet all too familiar magic spreading. An explanation, a final kiss, a promise. a mirror. Once again only being able to watch as he leaves. Arm fading. Magic seared into her heart.
var lath vir suledin
“Solas” the name doesn’t fully come out, catching in her throat. Solas. Louder and louder until she’s shouting it across the battlefield. He’s walking away, she doesn’t know if he can hear her. No. I will not watch again.
var lath vir suledin
It’s slow at first, her feet aching, the burn on her leg searing. She pushes it down, and starts running, dodging all that comes at her. nothing will keep her. An arrow whizzes past her ear, nicking the top. She keeps going.
She can see him now, bounding down the hill out of sight. She makes it to the edge.
“Solas!” she bellows, giving pause to some of the battle around her before starting back up into a frenzied scene. He stops, a pause. Shoulders tense, hand clenched around the worn wood, knuckles white.
Is it just for show, the staff? It must be. He’s the Dread Wolf. A wild beast that does not need the silly inventions of mortals to make an impact.
He’s still Solas.
He turns, eyes to the ground before his head snaps up. That look almost knocks her back, catching her off guard. Those sad blue eyes, they’re not the eyes of an all powerful deity, hell bent on tearing the world down. Not the eyes of an evil mastermind, carefully moving the chess pieces across the board. Not a god giggling madly in glee at the edge of the fade after betraying the people. Not even the eyes of one who wants to free them.
They’re pleading. Eyes of someone who only wants to tell the truth. A flash of a waterfall. Tears prickling at the edge of her vision, taking all of her strength to hold them back. She has cried enough. It’s not his right to bring them back out.
He looks up at her, no indication of movement, the only one being a slight twitch of his hand. Almost as if he wants to reach for her. Time freezes still.
Crossbow raised, arrow notched.
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fhrlclln · 2 years
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wish you | solas
SUMMARY : lavellan dreams of something peaceful without the wolf stalking her like every other night.
solas x fem! lavellan
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GENRE : angst
WARNINGS : emotional hurt/comfort & hint of fluff in the end
WORD COUNT : 891
a/n: this is a old fic i wanted to post here on tumblr ^_^
likes, reblogs and comments are greatly appreciated !! <3
enjoy !!
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it started off as soft and almost blurry each night she dreamed. a warm fuzzy haze of longing each night the fade pulls her in. her breath shudders, feeling each wisp of the dreaming realm envelop her in such drug-like feeling. her eyes are sunken, glitter dancing around everywhere in her dream as it cascades into a familiar sweet setting she remembers in memories. the wide forest of the free marches made her tug a small smile on her chapped lips as she slowly explored the too quiet forest. the trees merely swayed with the breeze as she breathed in the air of cedar and nature.
finally. she thought, a moment of peace against the wicked. the wolf nowhere or felt in her dream, each night since the day he left her again without her arm, her dreams have been a nightmare. the howl of wolves, the dark eerie forest that six glowing red eyes would stare at her in the distance. spirits and demons never visiting her fearing of the wolf that guarded the poor inquisitor. she would shout, plead, yell as he merely stayed silent. each nightmare had felt as if it was too dizzy to comprehend, how the glowing red eyes would haunt her. was invading her dreams that amusing to him? she would think, how cruel he was to just stand there and watch her while she suffered the lost of him, the lost of her heart. a piece of her wretched by his own hands, the thought of the world ending by him as well. she longed for him, craved for him, her love never faltering. tears salty wasted on him, the churn of her stomach of the familiar feeling at the mention of him.
solas! she’d shout the wolf’s name each and every night. pleading, crying, exhausting herself as she reached out as he disappeared then. the cold feeling of his aura slowly fading away as he left her to wail in her hazy dreams. dances and specks of stardust clouding her vision, concealing the deep sadness that would drown her. she let another breath shudder out, remembering the feeling of the forest’s damp and fresh feeling on her bare face. ar lasa mala revas. you are free. the sound of his voice would make her soft again, the feel of his hand to hers. skin on skin, his lips again with his chaste kiss. the look of his gray blue eyes, a calm peaceful smile he’d wore that she would stare forever if she could. ar lath ma. the words of it coming from his mouth, the gentle baritone and rasp, those words full of passion she would want to hear one last time.
vhenan. her heart sang a song of yearn as she sat on the wooden log, her fade dress of white staining a bit by the hem as her bare feet placed firmly on the soft grass. sunlight barely went through the thick branches of leaves, only rays of it hitting her face as the animals roamed around freely. she tries not to think of the hidden loneliness in such peace. var lath vir suledin. she slowly closes her eyes, memories she cherished she’d reminiscent again and again. still stuck of what the past could’ve been, she would not want to let go of what she would have with him. she opened her eyes, the golden rays of the sun hiding as a tall elven figure came before her eyes. she watched for a moment as she observed it, familiar bronze armor and cloak dark as black. her eyes widened as she stood up, heart racing as she stood in place, fearing that it would slowly get away from her.
“solas.” his name repeated again. she doesn’t expect him to stay, knowing well he was here. the familiar strum of his magic tingled from her cheeks, a sense of sadness seeping now. she waits as she watched him turn around, familiar eyes that soften a bit. the shadow of the tree slightly concealing him as he took a step forward.
“vhenan.” he greeted back, her body shuddered at his voice. it felt hazy as she didn’t know he stood right before her, features still the same yet only the look of tiredness changing him. a quiet gasp made her blush as his bare hand gently traced the features of her tired face as well. silence only filled between them as only the forest’s hum made them complete. she gently touches his wrist, eyes still looking at him. the warmth of his other arm pulling her flush against his. warmth. that was she could only feel, it felt right, it felt wonderful to have him touch her again.
fen’harel. her hands cup his face as he relaxed in her warm touch. the wolf finally shuddering a relaxing sigh at the mere fact his heart had touch him. no words, no anger, no sadness, just complete bliss between the two of them. no thought of what comes next in the waking world, just them. their love still sparking, she wants to cherish this rare moment as he leaned his forehead to hers. maybe, at last, at some point maybe there would be a more happier ending for them two. but right now, the familiar feeling of what she sorely missed came back.
hope.
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thebookworm0001 · 11 months
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Weekes just dropped Var Lath Vir Suledin in the chat how daaaaaaaaaare
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