#wednesday night dinner

[nooomagnus]

monday.txt

#my gf met her classmates tonight and the queer ones (which there are at least 8 in a 40 person class!!) all went out to dinner #and when they heard I was here too (we are all overseas) they were like OMG SHE NEEDS TO COME #and I met them all and they were all so kind and welcoming and it was so wholesome #they were so excited to have me there and they want to be friends w me too 🥺 (good bc I literally know no one in this country) #like my birthday is on Wednesday and they were all like “’we’ll do something together!’ #and honestly most of the queer spaces in college were toxic and fatphobic and (oop dare I say) lesbophobic af #and the feeling of INSTANT warmth and safety and community…. yeah #anyway we held hands in public at dinner for the first time since getting here #and it was just a lovely evening. that’s all #hope you all had a lovely august night too #m #lifeposting

[magentagalaxies]

just realized my class schedule works out exactly perfectly for the days scott's going to be in boston (he's coming a few days early bc he's going to be doing an event with my college which i am very excited for). like everything flows into each other perfectly while not having any scheduling conflicts or classes i have to miss, i am god's favorite

#monday - scott shows up after i'm already done with all my classes #tuesday - first class ends right before we have to start setting up for scott's event. then scott's event happens #then right after the event ends (but not so close that it's abrupt) is when my next class starts #which is the class scott is going to be a guest speaker at #second class ends right around when dinner time would be so scott and i can get dinner with some of my other professors #(bc let's face it i'm friends with more professors than students and i want them to get to meet scott) #then wednesday - day of scott's show. i have another comedy class at noon that i want to see if scott can be a guest at #class ends about an hour before sound check for scott's show that night and i don't have any other classes that day #so i can just be in director mode rather than student mode the rest of the day #and also all of these classes and scott's college event are all in the same building

[arthur-r]

lyrics: i’m a silly stupid angel, smile sweetly as you watch / and my wings are frail and brittle, and i whisper when i talk / please don’t remind me of the role i’m here to play / please god forgive me for the things that i can’t say / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / i��m your soulmate in denial, self esteem gets in the way / and i’m just a little child who won’t live to see the day / when i’m regarded as a human being too / but all your lies just start to blend into my truth / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / don’t try to tell me i’m not happy / don’t try to tell me this is wrong / don’t try to tell me that i’m broken / cause by now i’m too far gone / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment

#hi i have a very important linguistics paper due in seven hours but i am distracting myself by playing vent music #inspired by: i typed out a long tagful of venting on wednesday night and then realized it was dumb to post it but it included the words #‘​‘tomorrow i will smile like a silly stupid angel’’ and so then the next day which is yesterday when i was once again anxious #then i wrote that part into a song. and now my roommate finally left the room for long enough that i could record it. very roughly #one of those songs where i need to get to a piano and figure out what the real chords are. but here it is for now #anyway this is about suppressing yourself in order to be more easily objectified!!!! because you feel like that’s your innate purpose #the deeper meaning of your life perhaps. the person you need to actualize. that is why i wrote this song #something something i don’t actually think this wrote this during an anxiety attack etc. me when it’s 2 in the morning on a wednesday night #and i have a midterm in the morning but i’m too busy sobbing to either study or sleep. college!! so much fun!!!! #anyways. i’m normal now basically. aside from extremely important paper due seven hours from now #but here is a song right now. i feel like a lot of us are struggling in the same boat #and i definitely am. PS this is not even about my relationship that im in right now. which is good shdhdf that would be an awful start #it’s literally so inapplicable to my current relationship. but i am just still insane. and so i am still upset and afraid. so yeah #anyway i’m in a little bit of a weird way i’m sorry for speaking weird and whatever. looking forward to dinner i think #i hope everyone is doing well. and let me know if you need anything #sending love from depression dorm room. and hope everyone is holding it together okay #me. my post. mine. #delete later #ask to tag

[slippery-minghus]

that kinda sorta gray area where you're like. hmm. i'm probably not actually at risk of relapsing on my eating disorder. but restricting my eating is feeling really good right now.

this is not something my current therapist (of over 4yrs) and i have really even ever discussed because of how long ago it's been since i got over my ed but. should i fuckin reach out to my therapist about this? like sooner rather than later? should i mention it in session on saturday? do i want help??? do i need help????????

#tw disordered eating #i didn't have dinner last night aside from a few (undeserved) nibbles #and i had a thing of french fries for lunch #(god. which is such an ana meal lmao) #that's all i've had today #i'm heating up a few taquitos (was going to have cereal but that would have been Instant Gratification) and then i'll have dinner later but #it feels good to actually be feeling this hungry?? in the worst way??? #and the feeling REALLY makes me want to chase it #like literally was thinking on the way home how i'd cover for no longer eating lunch at work #i rationally don't want to let this go on but also irrationally want to hold so tight to this feeling #because it's making me Feel Something(TM) and i feel bery aware of my body but also masterful of it #it's probably no wonder with the work i'm doing lately on trying to be more present and embodied #because this is a bootleg broken cheat way to feel like i'm doing that but actually not #sigh. it's wednesday. i'm not going to go crying to my therapist for Help! Help! Help!! right now #i try to solve my problems on my own first thank you #but saturday isn't that far and nothing won't be unfixable between then and now #even if i. don't eat much til then #personal

[girlwithfish]

feeling like a weird odd thing. not elaborating

#anyway bc i have leftovers i dont have to worry abt what im gonna have for dinner and i cleaned my kitchen and did a ton of dishes #ystrdy so thats nice #just gonna haul my ass up and eat and have a coffee and do some studying ig.. #then tmrw and wednesday i have to grind my fjnal projct that ive been ignoring #and then also do scary therapy sess wednesday morning #And then thursdsy i have to go to an in person final lol #took tequila shots last night and played fortnite.

[daincrediblegg]

Oh yeah since I mentioned Doctor Sleep Danny Torrance can GET it and WOULD have gotten it from me thank you and goodnight

#showing up to his AA meetings to cheer him on delivering some dinner for the night shift at the home sorry fuck this I’m just #it’s time to revisit the catalogue of MANY blorbos he’s played in the many years I’ve been following his career now I guess #wonder what would happen if two people who shine fell in love dude LIKE I WONDER #OH FUCK NOT THIS SHIT AGAIN OH GOD HELP ME PEOPLE HELP #doctor sleep #danny torrance #oops #I think I’m gonna have to watch Doctor Sleep again #remember when my batshit ass got up at 11 am rushed out the house bought a peppermint mocha and a sandwich from starbucks #threw the coffee in a thermos and snuck it into the theater just so I could catch the VERY last showing of this at 12:30 on a wednesday???? #those were the days #now it’s going to come back to haunt me #whoopsie

[evilthotiana]

i seriously havent done shit today. tried writing and just couldnt get anything good going and havent had motivation to read or get outside. work in 2 hours but til then idk what im gonna do LOL

#im promising myself that ill go on a hike on wednesday and tomorrow night maybe ill cook a nice dinner or go into town and get something #i havent really got folks to hang out with here but maybe soon?

[longroadstonowhere]

oh the executive dysfunction hit hard after work - like i opened this text post to make a point about how i’m finding it difficult to gather up the energy to do food things for dinner, and then i stared at the blank text post for about thirty seconds before i started typing

#i also paused partway through writing but only for like five seconds or so #still uh damn i do not have the capacity to make myself do things right now huh #well the things i have on hand to make dinner with won't go bad if i order in for tonight #granted i'm trying to do less of that but maybe now isn't the time to make that attempt #wednesday evening i'll be done with the biggest stressor in my life right now so i can maybe get myself to cook dinner that night #.... except that's dnd so thursday maybe #and also working from home thursday probably? so can maybe make food earlier in the day and stuff #anyway point is if i want to eat tonight i should probably just order something

[laurelindebear]

Current stress level: Imminent Travel

(This is basically DefCon 1.)

#personal #stress #I am eating my dinner at 21:51 pm #I need to try on all of my clothes and also I hate them #I need to hem the other side of a 140cm piece of fabric by hand by Wednesday night #while also going to work and doing at least 2 more loads of laundry #I need to finish crafting a hat for a bird because I've gone fully insane #I need to rebead my bear necklace because the cord broke and I don't have the findings for it #and I don't even know if anywhere in town will sell any because brick and mortar shops are a nightmare #I need to decide wtf I'm doing about this belt I bought that doesn't 100% work how I wanted it to but it ok I guess #and I don't wanna have to return it overseas #I need to decide what I'm getting signed #I need to sort out a card #I need some bigger silver earrings that don't have dinosaurs on them for the rare occasions where I want to look more professional #I need to find a replacement for my face base pressed powder since they stopped making it #I need to lose 100 pounds in three days #I need I need I need to scream and cry

[omatone-dnp]

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#i have a pretty busy next couple of days #today I have to drive 3 hours just to go to the dentist again and get my tooth fixed finally #then tomorrow I have to work #Thursday I’m shadowing for an internship position I hope to god I get #then I have a few days off #i was supposed to go to a dinner in my hometown with my family Friday #but I really don’t want to drive 3 hours there again #so I don’t think I’m going to go #also next week is thanksgiving #so Wednesday or Tuesday night I’ll go home for that #I’m making the desserts #so probably a pie and a cake and maybe a little something else #and my partner was supposed to come to our family thanksgiving #but idk if they’re coming #we’ll see #life has been so busy lately I just need a break #other

[kuiinncedes]

loud groan

#i feel somewhat ready for my exam tomorrow night i just gotta grind out this fucking reference sheet #but i feel absolutely not ready for my exam thursday <3 #screams #love it here :'') #i have wasted so much time lolll i was making dinner which took longer than expected and eating dinner #damn that's just living tho lmfao why does it feel like a waste of time ;-; #and then talking to my roommate and talking to my mom lol that part kinda more wasting time bc i was just sitting on facetime for a while #like not saying much lol #i feel like i should get back to doing work in some common rooms on campus somwhere #it's not as good as doing it in common rooms in a residence hall tho lmao i actually have to go somewhere :P #akjgbsdfgbshdraklrgj next week i have a fucking presentation on wednesday exam thursday essay friday #and i have not started shit for any of them <33333 #considering i have two exams to study for this week :DDDDDDDD #a;sdkngsldjfnglsidfbwdbglieruhgqiurhjfgdsk it's fine lmao #jeanne talks

[mocimori]

anyways will try to get this done before the next chan’s room ep. got hit with massive sleepy yesterday to finish

#wip #wip post on a non wip wednesday #he was so cute! but i also felt the struggle of fire noodles bc i had the carbonara one for dinner a few nights ago #and lmao my throat died! #10/10 not repeating the mistake of using up all the sauce :’) #and actuakly have 3 glasses of milk on standby 😭 I drank it with cola and HAHAHAHA #:’)

[pentanguine]

I have made bread! It’s my first time doing precise baking in our new oven*, and I don’t think I’ve figured out the temperature adjustments** yet because it came out slightly burnt; the dough also took forever to knead and rise, longer than it probably should have, and I am admittedly trepidatious about what the texture’s going to be like inside.

But it’s bacon and cheese bread, so even if the texture’s horrendous the taste should be excellent

*we have had this oven since November ** I’ve been doing +20 degrees for roasting veggies, biscuits, etc. and that’s seemed to work well enough, but it might have been a bit much for bread 

#wednesday cooking post #(origins of the tag: when i was living at home with my parents i started off cooking family dinner on wednesday nights) #(and then i started working full time and i stopped doing that) #(but the tag remains) #personal

[titsthedamnseason]

the youngest of all the cobalt brothers being the first to find love is going to create such an interesting dynamic. can’t wait to see their first wednesday night dinner!

#mine #cobalt empire series #and now protective thatcher is also a factor #but i do wonder how differently kbr is going to write the introduction to girl love interests vs the boys #SINCE WEVE LITERALLY NEVER HAD A GIRL???? LMAOOO after all this time is crazy #except if this girl is harriet my excitement levels are literally going to plummet lol (it’s not funny i would be devastated) #also kbr will never end them but the logistics of wednesday night dinner are going to start getting so complicated #like what happens when all seven of their kids have significant others and more then jane starts having kids #i hope sometimes they reserve nights for just the og 9 cobalt empire 🫶🏻

[cinematicnomad]

holy shit your eyeliner????!!!! i bow down before your skill. may your hangover be as brief as possible.

lolll thank you v much 😅 i've got ONE skill and it's making my eyeliner sharp. you are VERY sweet for the compliment 🥰

my hangover is lingering—i've never been good at sleeping when drunk, so i passed out shortly after i got home and was awake by 3:45AM. at the v least i've been sitting still for the last hour so the nausea has gone away lol

#ask #anonymous #i haven't gotten that drunk in ages #it's uhhhhh not my favorite #but it's mostly bc i drank on a frankly pretty empty stomach #i skipped dinner wednesday night bc i passed out for 12.5 hours after my draining therapy session #then yesterday i only ate like. less than half of my tuna sandwich at lunch #and then i didn't order food at the bar bc i thought we were gonna leave after only 2 drinks #but instead i proceeded to have like 7+ glasses of wine on a mostly empty stomach

[found-the-secrets-in-your-eyes]

entirely unable to get anything done today

#someone do my bio for me #its due on wednesday at 7:45 am #and tmr night im going shopping and then out to dinner with my dad and then i need to clean a bit for valentines day when i have my girl ove