#why does this always happen lmao

[ditaliaa]

I just love that, subjectively, one of my worst pieces of writing is the one that a lot of people are liking. Like, no! I promise I write better than that, please consider looking at some of my other works that I wrote when I was less sleep deprived and more sane!

#it’s always the ones I did not put much effort into that people really like #my other deeply thought out works that I put a lot of effort into are not so popular usually #why does this always happen lmao #werewolf by night

[fear-ze-queer]

i swear to fucking god every time i discover a new voice actor i find out they used to be in aphmau's content. the epitome of "wait, it's all aphmau?" "always has been"

#i'm playing a visual novel and one of the voices sounded familiar so i looked it up and it's christopher escalante. #apparently fucking KELLEN GOFF voiced some of her characters. #and the funny thing? both VAs voiced ein!!!!!! what the fuck!!!!!! #why does this always happen to me!!!! /lh #i'm not even into her content anymore and i haven't been for years but what a fucking coincidence LMAO #aphmau

[soplapinga]

Will still wanting to go w Monty right after being showed how much he has been mistreated by him AND him almost choking him to death -&)"/:?? he is so me actually

#he is THE REALEST #I would do it too will I get you so much #nevermore webcomic #nevermore #nevermore webtoon #will nevermore #montresor nevermore #in montys defense he did NOT know he was choking him #or pretty much what was happening at all #reminder that this guy experienced his worst fear without probably even knowing what the fuck was it about really #like he doesn't have his memories #he was terrifed. mortified as fuck. but he does not know WHY. WHERE DOES IT COME FROM !!! #anyways can you tell monty is my second fav character?? lmao (srry but pluto always on TOP🔥🔥)

[claitea]

porygonhd by @startistdoodles, a few doodles complete with gen 5 styled sprites!

#pokemon #porygon #clai's art #maybe i went a lil overboard but i just Really liked this concept haha #i actually have always been a little annoyed the porygon line ended at z yknow? #like dont get me wrong i love the whole porygon line but it was cool how porygon seemed to develop along with the games #so while it makes sense to stop since its a full three-pokemon evo line. why stop at a Glitched version? #i was looking at the porygon lines' bulbapedia pages while drawing this out of curiosity #and porygon-z's smash bros trophies suggest a patch was on the way. but that never happened :( #also fun thing to note is that porygon seems to have been made purely to poke fun at people lmao #bulbapedia says people told satoshi tajiri it was too late to make a game boy game and he should make games with 3d polygonal graphics #so instead he made porygon. which is techincally polygons as they told him but still in sprite form lmaooo #but does that not make right now and even better time to make an actual split-evo for porygon2? #since pokemon switched to full 3d ages ago why not commemorate that with a fixed up final porygon evo? #anyway thats my porygon rant haha #porygonhd is Such a perfect concept i would do anything to have this in a real game #EDIT: //DANG// THE SECOND AFTER I POSTED THIS I READ THE ASK ABT HOW HD CANT OPEN ITS WINGS HAJGHVDHGD #ah well. its cute here isnt it

[hauntedpearl]

the trap is like. okay i have love for it bc i am in an abusive relationship with the cw show supernatural and it has rotted my brain to the point where i settle for scraps but BUT the way it could've been crazyinsanegood was if dean did a hamilton-esque apology instead of saying he forgives cas. like yes cas craves forgiveness in that moment but also. like. there is no reason for him to actually be. like. forgiven. everyone lost in moriah. and then AFTER that dean was just lashing out. which the og script fleshed out the apology soooo much better like getting to the root of their fight and dean admitting that he blamed cas because he just needed someone to blame and not because cas did anything wrong. but also. imagine "if i could save his life — if i could trade his life for mine, he'd be standing here right now, and you would smile, and that would be enough." like it would never happen BUT IF IT HAD. IF ON GOD ROBERT BERENS MY MORTAL FRENEMY DID THIS FOR ME??? i would've won. i would've had EVERYTHING !!!!

#the problem with deanjack is that they are father and son and they are bad at being father and son and also their closeness is like. #dependent on who is writing them #if EYE was in that writing room i would make them gokd father and son breaking the cycle of violence in the perpetuating cycle of violence #show #but my naive ass is not there sadly #anyway god hates me so i don't see more OBVIOUS dean giving jack importance scenes on the show #like i think the dean in my head is like. fully just his good father who committed atrocities but is willing to do a 180 about them #but in canon i do hate the way he is with jack like he is soooo mean and for what #also there's this. wall between them. it's verg sad to watch fot me personally. #like they're family but it's always something they SAY and not SHOW and it's like. well. act like it. #that one time he was dying that was good. also the birthday cake #this is lowkey why all readings of dean are valid to me because like. they give us a lot of contradictory shit lmao #anyWAY #IN THE GOOD SPN IN MY HEAD #this would happen and then cas would slap him and then they would hug and cry and be crazyinsanesad together #and sam would solve the plot problems idc #doe is talking again #OMG SPN POST??? ON MY BLOG??? OG POST NOT TWO YEARS OLD??? #just thinking about birthday boy #destiel #dad dean and jack #sorry for Hamilton reference in 2023 that song is just. good okay 😔

[da-proti-toku-grem]

I had just sat down to try to write the next prompt (which, coincidentally enough, is bojere) and Bojan drops that ig story

Let a girl write in peace ffs 😫 /j

#why does this always happen to me lmao #maca speaks

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

I DON'T UNDERSTAND, HOW ARE YOU ALL STILL SO HAPPY?

alt vers b/c i'm not sure if the colors on the final vers came out the best

#my art lol #vocaloid #vocaloid fanart #vocaloid art #vocaart #dismemberment #blood tw #kagamine len #kagamine rin #rin and len kagamine #rin vocaloid #len vocaloid #bad vibe hours 😔✌️ not gonna get too much into it #this is eh but whatever. posts it anyways #imo rin came out way better than len here lmao... idk what happened to him. #WELL OBVIOUSLY I KNOW she fuckign killed him but like. im talking pose/drawing wise. art is hard #was testing out some different color things here but GOD why does this always happen when im tryign to finish something #cause this technically isnt 'new' i already had the sketch i just never properly lined it. and then i finished it obv #but yeah 'im not gonna take so long on the filters ill keep it simple' THATS A FUCKING LIE. BRUH. im so indecisive

[ferretwhomst]

i have to answer asks for the bb au askblog

but i dont want to

#well i do want to but like #i don't have the drive to continue for some reason #UGH why does this always happen LMAO #ferret rambles

[carmillatism]

just realized it's been 8 months of my mechanisms hyperfixation. why.

#of course i have liked the mechs for 2 years now. but i wasn't constantly hyperfixated on them #the past few months though... #i have really just only been into them. why must this happen to me #nas' thoughts #the mechanisms #honestly guaging this on the fact that my pjsk hyperfixation died in january and i started writing fanfics for the mechs in january as well. #i just have not gotten really into something not surronding them in the past 8 months. why does this always happen #it wasn't this bad when i first got into them LMAO #this all /lh btw i love getting really into them

[loveaankilaq]

oh my god i went through just the few posts on that persons account and theyre a total freakkkkk. literally don’t even take them seriously jesus

yeah i could already tell by the madds mikkelsen pfp and soviet flag bg yuck yuck yuck Theyre trying to erm actually to my arctic ass its so insufferable.

#like why does this always happen lmao just zip it for once please

[autisticlee]

that autistic feeling when social rules changed so suddenly and randomly and you don't understand why and everyone refuses to offer an explanation becuase everyone ~should just know why~, but you're the only person that didn't get the update.

do you ever see people do something a lot and assume it's fine and normal and acceptable and harmless, then suddenly out of nowhere when you (or even someone else) do it, it's now suddenly "bad/offensive/weird/creepy/a red flag/unacceptable" and you just get so confused and dont understand why it suddenly changed.....

#it was someone else who did it. i just witnessed it. and im afraid to ask why thats a problem now......the person was banned and. wtf tbh #there was no explanation. the mods just said its bad and creepy and a red flag to let someone know you dm'd them. BUT #I SEE THAT ALL THE TIME. everywhere on the internet people will throw out a “i sent you a dm” so whys it suddenly bad? #i never did it because they will get the notif probably so why give them 2 notifs...but still. it seemed so normal and harmless #and now its creepy and weird and unacceptable and a red flag. red flag for what exactly lmao. they didn't explain #its stuff like this that makes me afraid to talk to people in groups like discord servers and twitch chats because #you will get banned and blocked for saying the most harmless things without warning and get no explanation at all #im too autistic for this shit. if someone does a “bad” thing EXPLAIN IT TO THE REST OF US WHY ITS BAD!!!!!! #always offer explanation and another chance because some people genuinely dont know why youre so upset suddenly about harmless things #autistic #autism #actually autistic #lee rants #im the type of autistic that is very good at saying the wrong things without knowing and gets no explanation #especially when just repeating the trendy words and phrases said by others and copying what others do. its only wrong if it's me 🤷 #when it happens to others i get upset for them because. the fuck?????? that could have been me walking into an unknown trap

[blueish-bird]

sorry if I don’t remember your name or conversations/experiences or basic things about myself, every few weeks my brain gets factory reset and I have to relearn how to be alive

#lighthearted but also serious bc what is going on here buddy #been feeling weird as hell these past few months #like I can remember some stuff… but it doesn’t feel normal to forget the names of anyone I haven’t seen/heard the name of in a few days #or forget about basic interests and personality traits and experiences and feel like a blank slate every day #idk like ultimately life goes on and I’m happy to live in the moment but it would be nice to understand why my brain is doing this #just thinking #meposting #I think my brain just. does this sometimes when I’m stressed. which is annoying #I recall (lmao) feeling similar during earlier parts of life so this isn’t *new* it’s just unexpected and much more disruptive as an adult #I’m feeling better about it than I was. after like. acknowledging it. bc my mind has not always felt like a sieve it isn’t always this bad. #whatever #I’ll tag as dissociation just in case it’s related/reminiscent and ppl don’t want to see that #dissociation #me and her go way back… haven’t seen each other in years though #she wasnt all bad! coping mechanisms can provide relief and a sense of safety #and as far as coping mechanisms go it’s not the most unhealthy. though it ranks high in ‘socially stunting’ #I kind of miss the distance sometimes to be honest everything’s just So Much all the time #I’m so solid now #so stuck in the ruts of capitalism #fuck capitalism #I wish my imagination didn’t feel so dulled #sorry I love talking #and I don’t miss dissociation when I feel mentally present because I feel so Here with the people and things I love but rn? #it’s like a lose-lose bc I am not Here nor am I untethered. I’m heavy yet hold nothing #I enjoy being dramatic/poetic about it — I feel pretty fine. I just hope this isn’t a permanent and/or long-term state of existence. #like it makes me awful at my job I went from remembering a solid amount of the student body’s names (built up over a few years) to. like 5. #overnight it felt like. like Stressful Thing happened and I went to work and I couldn’t remember anyone’s names. #can’t believe I have to start from fucking scratch AGAIN I’d be better off quitting and working at a different school #bc at least then my lack of knowledge/remembering is justified rather than strange and seemingly rude #I’m getting better now but at the beginning of this it was blue screen in my brain all the time

[silverpiwon]

It’s crazy how whenever I see Jiung in a vlog and he’s looking exceptionally beautiful he always talks about how he’s bloated and his face is puffy 🤨

#has he considered that he looks good no matter what #this happened a few times already #im always like frickkk why does he look so good #and he goes I look bad and I’m puffy #I was so confused the first time lmao

[strqyr]

january 20th—two weeks from now—marks five years since raven last appeared in the show.

i'm doing fine, actually.

#crying screaming (internally) #why does this always happen with my faves #i think i'm cursed lmao

[willdisappearintothelonely]

That moment when you’re watching a show and a character who you became instantly attached to dies after like 5 minutes of screen time 😭😭😭

#why does this always happen #shit post #I’m just here to rant lmao #they always die #it’s not faiirrrr *throws a tantrum* #aaaaaaaaaaa