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monstersandbrothers · 1 month
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Dean delicately picking glass out of Sam’s back. Blowing on it a little to relieve the stinging. I don’t know. just a thought i had
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niwolah · 6 months
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Hm? Yeah, tell me more about it. 👀
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yoannspn · 1 year
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joan hi happy wednesday!
umm do you have a favourite headcanon right now? it doesn't have to be your number one all time fave, just one you've been enjoying lately :)
Hi, Lana! Happy Wednesday, too. Uh—thanks for the ask! 🥰
I'm not sure if this counts as a headcanon, but for some reason, I got it into my head that John found out that Sam and Dean were soul mates when they were young—he also found out about him and Mary. For that reason, John did his best to keep Sam and Dean together, which is why he was so hard on Sam and his wishes to give up on hunting—he knew how much that "rejection" would hurt Dean.
John didn't care about the "romantic" or "codependent" implications of being soul mates and brothers at the same time; he just wanted them to be together as a solid unit so they could handle what could come. That's why in Lebanon he was okay with Sam and Dean living together and keeping their relationship as the most important thing. 👀
Edit: Also, that's why when he did the deal to save Dean, he knew he was saving Sam too.
Yeah, I know it's kinda silly, but 😅
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happy wincest Wednesday!! can you share some fluffy headcanons, please? i've had a crappy day and would like sweet fluff to feel better. thank you! ❤
sure friend 🥰 I hope you feel better 🥺 it's been a rough couple days for me as well
I really love the idea of Dean giving the best massages. Especially as the boys get older he'd be really good at getting out the cracks in Sam's back, but even in the early seasons and preseries, dean would be amazing at making his sammy feel better, rubbing his shoulders and feet and temples. Sam would fall asleep in Dean's lap because of the soft pressure of Dean's fingers making soft circles in Sam's skin right below his hairline, and dean would think it was so cute. he would run his fingers through sam's soft silky hair because he'd never be caught doing this while sam was awake but he secretly loves the smoothness in his hands.
i'm also a sucker for forehead kisses, so i think dean would give sam lots of them as kids, and it's one of the many babybrotherisms that has stuck around throughout their lives. eventually it becomes kisses on sam's eyelids as he sleeps, on sammy's cute little nose, the corner of his lips--not quite on the lips, but almost there. it wants to be a real kiss, but dean doesn't know that yet. it's eventually sam that grabs him and holds him there until their mouths open and they sigh together, what's been coming since forever.
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lambmotifz · 8 days
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i love remembering that this tweet exists
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boywifesammy · 1 month
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sam, dean & john definitely shared 1 bottle of that awful 5-in-1 shampoo-conditioner-bodywash thingies that you buy for cheap at pitstops. i imagine it never really bothered sam until he went off to stanford and saw how other Normal people live (including what fancy scented shampoos they use).
so sam when comes back into hunting in s1 dean obviously takes the absolute crap out of him for not only having 1: shampoo, 2: conditioner, but also 3: sensitive skin body wash. sam gets huffy about it and says that it’s not him who’s weird for caring about his body but dean for wrecking his skin & hair w/ that crappy 5-in-1 shit.
alsooo….. dean definitely sneaks sammy’s stuff into the shower once or twice when he’s sure sam won’t notice because he’s a sucker for a nice hot shower with expensive shampoo even if he won’t admit it to sam. but i think sam would steal deans stuff sometimes as well, when he’s aching for some sort of closeness or nostalgia. its the same stuff him and john have bought forever simply because its the cheapest on the shelf, but sammy likes the familiarity of it, how it reminds him of dean’s hugs and the mundane, comforting parts of their childhood.
obviously, they can both smell it on each other, but neither of them say anything for fear of bringing attention to their own shower habits.
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bukatra · 2 months
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Headcanon I love so fucking much
When Mary gave birth to Sam, John and Dean had been waiting in the hospital waiting room. The moment that the doctors announced that they could go and see Mary that she had given birth to a baby boy, Dean took off running as fast as four-year-old feet could take him. Faster than John, faster than the doctors. He had bolted down the hallways of the hospital with a single-minded focus on getting to the room where his baby brother was going to be. The moment he got into the room, he scrambled up onto the bed where Mary lay with the infant Sammy on her chest. He leaned over Sam with his face inches from his brothers. John burst in, ready to reprimand Dean, only to stop at the sight of how suddenly gentle and quiet Dean was as he seriously said "Hi Sammy. I'm your big brother and I'm gonna love you forever and ever." Sam opened his eyes, grabbed Deans finger and smiled a big gummy baby grin.
The first person Sam laid eyes on was not his mother, or father, or the doctor. It was Dean.
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sammychrist · 6 months
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Dean falls in love first, but never realises. You need something to compare your love to, to know it's not the usual familial love. He showers Sam with attention from his very first childhood. He fills the role of the brother, the father, the mother, the best friend and the lover, yet it's the only love he knows, so he never feels strange doing it — never knows himself exposed, his heart raw in the open, never has to hate the only good thing he has. And if he ever does, his instinct is to joke about it, so whatever vulnerability trembled into the world can vanish like a mirage.
Sam would maybe have been normal had Dean not rewired his brain from the start to love him the same way. There is a difference, though; he knows something's off. He studies the outside people, trying to understand how they think, how they feel, to emulate how they act. He studies and sees, the way you never see yourself until the mirror is broken or the water in that lake rumbles and disrupts your image. The outside people — they don't love like a scream in the night, desperate and animal — they don't bleed their fear all over one another — their need, their sweat, their devotion. They are —and just are— because of themselves, no self-worth lying on how useful they are to their father, their brother. They can only say "I love you" because they don't mean it, they really don't.
Sam never tells Dean how he feels, not really. Dean only tells Sam when he's not in control of himself, drunk in blood and adrenaline and thinking he's lost the one he couldn't live without. They fight when they're good because it's the closest thing to these words they can say out loud: I'm mad, because I care for you, because you're the only one that matters. I hate you, because I'm a shadow of myself around your light — because I'd kill for you and I'd hate myself for it, yet I would do it again, time and time again. They fight when the world falls to pieces because it's the only way to hold onto the body they need by their side. They punch the skin that should have been their skin, cut the throat that breathes life into them. They eat, cannibalize each other because it's the only thing they can do, the only way they are allowed to love, as brothers.
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deansbreastmilk · 29 days
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thinking about about how this guy:
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had to play mother for this guy:
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for the entirety of their childhood. never knowing when their next meal is going to be or where it will come from. (john left $20 on the counter when he left but he’s been gone for a month.) and dean isn’t the muscled fighting machine he’s expect to be because he’s so hungry all the time - so he’s good at guns instead. and sam resents dean no matter how hard dean tries to make him comfortable bc he’s STIFLING him.
and dean is shoving his hand down old truckers’ pants for a couple dollars here and there (“Hey, they didn’t have Door Dash back then!”) and sam is swamping himself with extracurriculars while they’re stagnant just so he doesn’t have to go back to the motel so soon and see the knobs of spine and jut of ribs so pronounced on dean’s body these days.
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walechu · 7 months
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This is so stupid.
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monstersandbrothers · 2 months
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idk but it’s a headcanon of mine that after Sam tells Dean he’s going to Stanford dean never, not once, asks Sam to stay or tries to convince him not to go, to his face. He never would because he knows, as much as it kills him, that Sam wants out so bad so he puts on a brave face or pretends to be happy for him or really doesn’t say much of anything at all, it doesn’t matter—what matters is that he never tries to talk him out of it. But then the night before sam’s set to leave and he’s sleeping in a dirty motel bed one last time and it’s late, dean makes sure Sam’s fully asleep, then crawls in his bed (maybe for the first time in years) and just drapes himself over his little brother and tries to stay quiet but can’t really because he’s just weeping and whimpering and over and over and over pleading “please don’t leave. Don’t leave me. Sammy please you can’t leave me” against Sam’s ear.
maybe: Sam is awake after all, hears Dean pleading and still leaves.
Maybe: Sam’s really asleep and he never hears Dean, never knows how utterly ruined Dean was by his leaving.
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futureconflicted · 2 months
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When dean is dying on that nail and asks Sam to tell him it's ok. I don't think he just meant tell me it's ok to let go, tell me it's ok to die.
dean was asking Sam if the way they lived with each other was ok too. That the things they did was ok because Sam wanted it too not just dean. Cause they don't talk about it. They've never talked about it. And this is deans last chance, he needs to know that Sam doesn't resent him. He needs to know that it was all ok
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gunsnpie · 10 months
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i have this soft early seasons hc that the moment smartphones became A Thing and you could finally take instant HD pictures of anything, sam started taking pictures of everything. a cute dog he saw on the street? snap. an interesting brick layout? snap. a squirrel eating a piece of bread in some park? snap. an ancient, pretty much decaying book in a library? snap.
snap. snap. snap.
and then when he'd get home (by that i mean, dean, at whatever motel room they were crashing in at the time), maybe to find dean making something to eat or cleaning his guns, & he'd go up to him all excited and show him every picture he took, give him small explanations, talk about how amazing it is that the pictures look so smooth and colorful and "just like the real thing, dean!" — and dean would look at all of them, and listen to sammy's explanations (even if he sometimes went on tangents dean couldn't understand), and he'd make comments, definitely tease sam a lil about his nerdyness. it didn't matter how long it took, because seeing his baby brother so happy about something so small just- made his heart hurt, filled him with affection. made dean realize how much he missed it, missed sam going on rants about science, about books, about whatever nerdy sci-fi thing he was into at the time. missed that glint in sam's eyes, the happiness that made him look so alive (missed when life was simpler).
sam smiles as he shows dean a picture of a blossoming flower and all dean can think about is how much he loves this kid.
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dwerther · 2 months
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headcanon: sam's post demon blood persona is pure self-hatred. you just see it in his sad eyes. he's so ashamed, so guilty for being corrupt. he believes he doesn't deserve to be with his big brother. he would wear a collar in public if dean asked him to. he would sleep on the floor beside their bed. sam would do everything to prove dean he can be trusted again, prove he's his again
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dimplecki · 8 months
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I have this hc about a high-school dropout version of sam. in a universe where he goes off the rails in an early age, experimenting with drugs, gets tattoos, tinkering with witchery and hexes, wandering the streets with his knife finding all kinds of shit to get involved in. And dean always chases him down and begs him to come home. But home is a shitty motel and microwaved food and sam is just over it. He's still doing research and learning about lore and ghosts and monsters. He tells dean about it when he does stop by the motel, usually to shower, or have a screaming match with their dad. But most of the time he prefers to visit when their dad isn't in the motel. Because then dean hops into the shower with him.
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lambmotifz · 1 month
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controversial opinion perhaps but the only lover dean can be aggressive with is sam, and sam secretly loves it and so does dean <3
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