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pouty. pouty boy go "☹️".

#i'm crying #look at him #just look at him please #he's POUTING #i am so in love #dean winchester #babygirl #spn #supernatural #spn 1x07 #spn 1x02

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one day you think: I want to die. and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book. and I want to die turns day by day into want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun, I want a cleaner kitchen, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else. I want to live.

- via duckbunny

#dean winchester right before the finale. #spn 15x20 #i hate you #dean winchester #i hate you too #spn #and you too

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dean in his little dead guy bathrobe rb if you agree

#silly man and his silly robe #i love him #my everything #my little sweetie pie #*feral animal noises*

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exhibits A, B & C. you know i'm right.

dean is bi, but not because of castiel or some rando, no, dean is bi because at 16 he sneaked out to go to a metallica concert and saw james hetfield take his shirt off and play the guitar like that. you don't see james hetfield half naked and not Feel Something.

#visual proof #that james hetfield turned dean bi #i stand by my hc

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dean is bi, but not because of castiel or some rando, no, dean is bi because at 16 he sneaked out to go to a metallica concert and saw james hetfield take his shirt off and play the guitar like that. you don't see james hetfield half naked and not Feel Something.

#dean's bi awakening was a sweaty long haired man #i know it was #all that adrenaline and energy from singing and dancing and jumping with the crowd definitely helped #also from having successfully sneaked out without john noticing #james hetfield #spn #supernatural #metallica #dean winchester #dean winchester is bi #bi dean winchester #bi awakening

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#i'm ending it i am #the glint in his eyes #i'm genuinely gonna be sick #he is so everything to me #also wanna mention how this is from the 4th of july ep and sam looked so happy because he was watching the firewroks with dean #*muffled sobbing noises* #sam winchester #spn #supernatural #young sam winchester #teenchesters #weechesters #dean winchester #sam and dean

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pov: u got caught making out in the janitor's closet.

#i have nothing to say here #just that this is gay #j2 #samdean #spn #supernatural #sam winchester #sam and dean #dean winchester #wincest #jared paladecki #jensen ackles

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thinking about how sam & dean's last words were each other's names.

#''Hey Sammy.'' #''Dean.'' #i'm gonna throw up #they don't need to say anything else because just uttering a name is enough for the other to know #to know that he is loved #that he has been missed #that finally they are whole again #it has always been just them #two halves of a whole #they are each other's everything #each orher's world #soulmates #canon soulmates man #sam winchester #dean winchester #spn #supernatural #sam and dean #samdean

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adding to this, i just remembered sam spent around 120 years in hell... where his only solace was probably remembering his childhood with dean, all their happy memories together, the comfort he found in their hugs (anything to distract himself from the torture).

what i'm saying is, sam spent more time remembering dean than knowing him, and it hurts.

#he found solace in jess too #as well as everyone else they met and he helped save by preventing the apocalypse #but this post is about sam and dean #they are so tragic #i'm gonna reblogg this so often w more angsty stuff i know i am #samdean #spn #supernatural #sam and dean

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if u dont feel empathy for sam winchester/think he’s boring/think he’s comic relief/(god forbid) hate or feel any sort of ire towards him, i simply dont think we could ever be friends. this isnt even a fandom squabble sort of thing but i think it says a lot about u

#op is so right #like how r u as a spn fan hating on sam #make it make sense #dean winchester would hate you

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I felt that I breathed an atmosphere of sorrow. An air of stern, deep and irredeemable gloom hung over and pervaded all.

SUPERNATURAL + THE FALL OF THE HOUSE OF USHER for @wincestwednesdays prompt: American Gothic (pt 1: Beginnings)

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#this realization just came to me #because sammy was like 37 when dean died #and then in the future he died of old age #so. around 70-80? that's a solid 40 years. #i'm going to throw up #every day this show makes me suffer #spn #supernatural #sam winchester #dean winchester #sam and dean #samdean #wincest #poetry #poem #c. c. aurel

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I love the fact that Dr. Sexy was tall, tan, hot, and had long brown hair. Remind you of anyone? He is literally Sam in a different font

#the tags *chefs kiss* #''dr. winchester'' #dean would've gone insane

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i have this soft early seasons hc that the moment smartphones became A Thing and you could finally take instant HD pictures of anything, sam started taking pictures of everything. a cute dog he saw on the street? snap. an interesting brick layout? snap. a squirrel eating a piece of bread in some park? snap. an ancient, pretty much decaying book in a library? snap.

snap. snap. snap.

and then when he'd get home (by that i mean, dean, at whatever motel room they were crashing in at the time), maybe to find dean making something to eat or cleaning his guns, & he'd go up to him all excited and show him every picture he took, give him small explanations, talk about how amazing it is that the pictures look so smooth and colorful and "just like the real thing, dean!" — and dean would look at all of them, and listen to sammy's explanations (even if he sometimes went on tangents dean couldn't understand), and he'd make comments, definitely tease sam a lil about his nerdyness. it didn't matter how long it took, because seeing his baby brother so happy about something so small just- made his heart hurt, filled him with affection. made dean realize how much he missed it, missed sam going on rants about science, about books, about whatever nerdy sci-fi thing he was into at the time. missed that glint in sam's eyes, the happiness that made him look so alive (missed when life was simpler).

sam smiles as he shows dean a picture of a blossoming flower and all dean can think about is how much he loves this kid.

#i just like to think abt sam taking picture of flowers with a dumb smile on his face #sam flower boy #also photographer #also technology nerd (canonly) #ik he'd get so excited to find a bumblebee sleeping in some flower #dean loves him #they make me insane. #happy sam = happy dean #can be seen as autistic sam #adhd dean & tism sam my lovies #spn #soft samdean #samdean #sam and dean #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #wincest #headcanon

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gonna start gatekeeping sam winchester. he's mine now. don't even look at him or think about him or know of him. i will talk obsessively about him but if you acknowledge him then you're dead.

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I unironically hope that there continues to be supernatural dram for the next 15 years. I hope that in 2038 it comes out that Jared Padelecki ate a human heart on set or something.

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i can't rewatch spn season 1 because every episode dean's like when we find dad we can be a family again. and sam goes i dont want that (i spent so long fighting for my own freedom. dad disowned me and hurt us and i dont understand how you can forgive him so easily and act like nothing happened. how can you keep making excuses for him? i had to work so hard to build a life without him, without you. and you never even came to find me. how could you ask me to go back?)

and dean's like why not? (i gave up so much so you could have something even close to a normal childhood. all those years spent arguing with dad and hiding things from you so you could grow up carefree. i have to accept that dad did the best he could because the alternative is too much for me to bear. you said you didn't want anything to do with the hunting life so i kept my distance. you look at me like im a stranger instead of your brother and im starting to think that all these years ive spent alone, everything ive sacrificed, was for nothing) and im just supposed to be normal about that i guess

#do you hear that? #it's me. #throwing up in the background. #tears in my eyes