#yeah okay that'll do

[aajfa]

starting my umineko journey. this is going to be a long one i can tell i've only gotten through the like. intro intro right before the plane. but its been making me giggle already so im excited i enjoy the style of writing so far

#veryyyy very early thoughts obviously #uhm. i'll probably sort of half lb here. need a tag... #umi lb #yeah okay that'll do #journal

[front-facing-pokemon]

#bouffalant #i forgot this pokémon existed. i don't even know what type it is #ground?? ground/normal?? #okay no it's just pure normal. this is like tauros's cool cousin #Tau Ross. 'cause. he has bob ross hair. :)! #did you guys know that the bob ross show was actually filmed at my alma mater #yeah. the college that i'm doing finals for Right Now. the joy of painting was filmed there i think #no one talks about it and i had to find out from random anecdotal evidence from my mom when we were on a road trip #dunno how SHE knew but no one who goes to this college ever talks about it. they only ever wanna talk about david letterman #i hate it here. so glad to be graduating soon #the only reason i'm okay with telling you all where i go to college is because as of this posting (december 13th) i will literally #be graduating in three days. that'll be commencement. which i'm not even going to because fuck commencement

[itsanidiom]

WELP THEY DID IT FOLKS

THEY ACTUALLY DID IT

THEY MADE AN ABO TELEVISION SHOW

WE MADE IT

#pit babe #pit babe the series #IM SCREAMING #IS IT OKAY TO USE F1 REACTION GIFS WHEN TALKING ABOUT THIS SHOW??? #LMFAO #SOMEONE IS GOING TO MURDER ME #HAHAHAH #I should make a tag for all the posts I'm gonna make about this ridiculous show #omg #sasha screams while watching pit babe #yeah that'll do #🙈

[shakerofthebutt9000]

fuck i just realised this means his double on the "forever quest" (that's what they called it if i remember correctly) probably ended up dying the same way

#i am not okay #sighhh why must my brain do this to me #I'll just tell myself that they found a way to prevent his death somehow #yeah that'll do #okay cool I'm happy again #theshaker9000speaks #transformers #maccadam #transformers idw #idw transformers #transformers idw spoilers #tf idw #mtmte #transformers lost light #lost light #tf ratchet #transformers ratchet #idw ratchet

[amethystina]

Hiiii🩷🩷 I have a question... does Yohan think that Gaon loves Soo Hyun in a romantic way😳? If so, oh boy thats a huge misunderstanding to clear. Also, thank you for the amazing update!!! I'm sure as hell sticking around on this journey to see these two work out their feelings!!

Hi there! 💜

Yes, he does. Because Yo Han's got no reason to believe otherwise, based on how Ga On is behaving. He can tell that Ga On is attracted to him, sure, but that's physical. And sexual and romantic attraction are two entirely different things. One doesn't guarantee the other and just because you feel one — or even both — you don't actually have to act on it.

I'm more or less writing Yo Han like a bisexual demiromantic, i.e. he's good at recognising sexual tension/attraction but he's not very experienced with love. He's never really been in love before because he's never allowed himself to get close enough to someone to actually fall in love. And when you combine this with his upbringing and lack of social interaction with other people? Love is probably pretty tricky for him.

Not in a "he doesn't feel it" way because he does — and he knows that he does — but he's not the best at reading it in other people. Not at all helped by how he just doesn't get the whole "love at first sight" thing (because, again, demiromantic), which has made him wonder if, just maybe, his concept of love is different from everyone else's. He knows what love means to him and he's seen other people be in love (like Isaac and his wife) but applying that to his and Ga On's relationship is very difficult for him, especially with Soo Hyun complicating things.

Like, if Yo Han tries to compare how Ga On behaved around/treated Soo Hyun (who he assumes Ga On was in love with) to how Ga On behaves around/treats Yo Han, he can see a lot of differences. And it's a problem when his method for figuring this whole situation out is: "That is how Kim Ga On behaves when he's in love and, if he doesn't, he's probably not in love with me." Because that misses the part where people don't always behave the exact same way when they're in love (because it can be influenced by who they're interested in) and, if anything, it should be the other way around.

At this point, it's probably better to look at how Ga On behaves around you, Yo Han, not Soo Hyun, if you want to figure out what he's like when he's in love x'D

... but he doesn't know that, of course.

So, in short: Yo Han knows that Ga On cares about him and he knows that Ga On is sexually attracted to him, but he has no way of knowing if Ga On is in love with him. Yo Han has too little experience with it to be able to gauge that.

But, at this point? He thinks that Ga On is just too in love with Soo Hyun to ever love him (which is what this post was about)

And, in a very heartbreaking way, he's kind of grateful that Ga On made it clear he's not going to act on what's between them because Yo Han assumes it's only sexual attraction and some confused fondness on Ga On's end anyway. And Yo Han would just... rather not if that's all Ga On can give him. Because, for once, he doesn't just want sex — he wants love, too.

... this man is, once again, a goddamn onion.

(and will make you cry just as much as one)

And, for my own sake, I'm going to have to make a detour and write Yo Han's POV of what happens after he's gone into his bedroom because I SWEAR THE FUCKING BASTARD WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE. There is SO MUCH GOING ON in his head and snippets keep inconveniently popping up at irregular intervals, distracting me. And as soon as I push one aside, the next one pops up.

It's like a never-ending game of angsty Whac-A-Mole.

Someone save me.

ANYWAY. I'm glad you liked the update! And thank you so much for wanting to stick around 💜 I was genuinely worried about how you all would react to this chapter. Like, who's insane enough to throw in a rejection 400k into a story? People have probably gotten chased down with pitchforks for less.

So thank you for the trust, support, and dedication — it means a lot to me 💜

#Amethystina Replies #Anonymous #Who Holds the Devil #Amethystina Writes #Even if she would prefer not to this time #Like #I ALWAYS know what's going through Yo Han's head too #But this is the first time when I genuinely can't focus because I'm just BOMBARDED by it #I WISH I COULD SHUT IT OFF BUT I CAN'T #So I'm going to write it all down just to get it out of the way I guess? #Maybe then it'll quiet down #Also #I guess it might be nice just for the sake of knowing exactly where he stands #I make no promises that I'll post it though xD #Second also #Do yourself a favour and don't ponder how that 'my love isn't like other people's' work in relation to 'I'm a monster' #And 'I will smother his light one day' #Because that's... yeah #That'll break your heart #I'M SORRY I CAN'T SHUT IT OFF OKAY

[summerslushies]

alright another heart post (featuring a wave and a rainbow because i liked how they looked)

#okay last post like this for now #i need to calm down dhsnjfdnhgj #emoji kitchen #emojis #lovecore #again kind of??? #transparents #aesthetic #yeah sure that'll do it? #mocha.txt

[lunaticus]

i can be so damn bitter about the w7 conclusion :)))

im also don't like how oda decided to label this conflict pride :)))

#sorry but having no self esteem has absolutely nothing to do with pride #it couldn't have ended well if they had left usopp behind #luffy might be all high and mighty about being okay with usopp deciding to not come back but it would have broken the crew on a long term #especially since he decided to leave without talking it out #yeah let him crawl back while we give him the cold shoulder that'll fix the conflict #:)))) #im usually not that bitter I don't know where this is coming from #i get that usopp had to do stuff on his own but man depression and insecurity isn't really something you fight on your own #damn i need to stfu #w7 feels #the really bad kind

[nostalgia-tblr]

#yeah it would have been very convenient for his brother robert #but - oh no! - it was also convenient for his other brother who immediately set off for the treasury and then a hasty coronation #(robert had fucked off on the first crusade that's why he wasn't in the right place at the right time) #(he later ends up imprisoned by his bro in a castle where he learns welsh and writes some poems) #(say what you will about henry 1st he was at least VERY good at getting things from his older brothers) #okay it might have been an actual genuine hunting accident but i only read about dead monarchs for THE DRAMA let me have this #i always enjoy when a history book gets to this point and you find out if the author thinks it was an accident or an “accident” #the normans are french vikings and i've yet to come across one whose name is actually norman #idk if that name existed then but *I* would have named at least one son 'Norman of Normandy' just for giggles #btw every famous woman of this era is called Matilda. all of them. there's battles between competing English queens called Matilda. #i have yet to come across any explanation of why this is. i assume there's an OG Matilda who's famous maybe? possibly a saint? #(there *is* one called Edith too... but then she changes her name to Matilda) (no really) (and it's her husband's mother's name) #idk how you're supposed to write Norman Monarchy Femslash when all the women have the same name #what if i want to read about Queen Matilda's epic forbidden love for her husband's arch-enemy Queen Matilda? eh? eh? EH??? #i should probably come up with a tag for my history-related nonsense i wouldn't want people to find it who seek Sensible Thoughts #history fandom #(there that'll do for a tag)

[silverselfshippingchaos]

could cozy up to me- ahem

#ash rambles 💚 #i love him soooo much! i know i get stubborn about it sometimes but he really does have my heart #him and ash get together post-game so i love writing him and his development and him learning to be a better person #theyre not together during the game. theyre enemies during the game. theyre also both kinda immature late teenagers/young adults #(i just wanna make it clear that there's nothing weird there going on!! he and ash have had mutual attraction to each other since they were #kids but they dont get together until theyre adults and he is an adult in canon!!!) #but back to what i was saying #his development with ash is sooo goooddd! they spend a little while doing mercenary work together! ash has quite long hair and man ajsjajsh #the way he learns how to take care of her hair always makes me soo warm and fuzzy inside! he may be a bit of a meanie but he is a #surprisingly affectionate bf! f.f8 s/i probably also straightens her curly hair like i do and he just likes helping and stroking her hair #there's a lot of playful bickering though! lots of matches of triple triad too! whoever loses does the dishes LMAAOO #man.. he's so handsome and strong... i love how he's always so dedicated to being a knight and a protector... i know he uses that as an #excuse to like. do horrific things in the game but!!! in the mobile game you can see him develop and i really do like his redemption arc #from mean ass bully to kinda mean ally that'll protect you no matter what. his character is so good especially when you consider that he's #literally been forced into training since he was five. lots of things to analyze and think about there #but back to the knight thing!! he always says he's ash's knight! makes my heart flutter hehe! though he is very well-aware that ash could #kick his ass... and he loves it! he's not big on using her beloved guns (shes very picky about who touches her sweethearts too) but he does #like watching her epic gunslinger gf in action hehehe! okay yeah i think thats enough rambling for now #i got sick 😔 i'm okay and it'll pass but expect a lot of half-asleep f/o rambles LMAAOOO #okay yeah. tldr: i <3 s.eifer a.lmasy #your knight until the end 🤍

[autistic-shaiapouf]

Okay okay so. Thinking.

I've mapped out how I want to pay off my credit cards, which means I'll only be getting new stuff pretty sporadically, which means I need to appreciate the zero cost things in my life, like:

- the 2.5 foot tall stack of unread books I have

- the violin I might finally actually pick up again

- the 500+ drawing prompts I've been hoarding

- the list of anime I still need to watch

- the 3000+ songs in my watch later playlist

- the stickers I've been neglecting to cut

- yarn??? I have a lot of yarn

- all the pink fabric leftover from moth cosplay

- the candles and incense I also already have

In short, time to actually use the stuff that I have 😭

#though. i do want one more candle. they're putting minty smells in the winter ones and it smells cold #i need a cold smelling candle that is warm and on fire i just need that very strange contrast #but yeah!! will spend a little testing out acrylic charms but for the most part #we're gonna hang out at home for a while and express gratitude or whatever lmao #okay but i think it will actually be nice to start getting through all those books skjfkdkd #and to watch the bigger name anime to actually see them lmao; saw a lot at the con i recognized but hadn't actually watched #and also my music!! all my music bc i am clinically insane about music; miku playlist advancement... #this isn't even touching on the games i have now ksjfkf if either of you are reading this 👀 i still wanna get yall something #and I'm planning the exact day i wanna do it 😤 #but yeah I'm thinking it over and am like. oh boy time for self improvement skjdkfkf #also finances will get easier bc im not ubering all over and I'm not seeing docs for my stomach now that the ulcer has been resolved #i made back half of what i spent getting the car in only 4 months and that feels good to see #it's still gonna be some hard work but we're gonna make it; I'm also highballing one of the cards #the hotel put a damages hold on my card and my math factors that in; they said that money would go back to me in 5 or so #business days so that'll be a little less to be concerned with; I'll still try to pay what numbers i found though #do it faster and do it better and idk what the fuck I'll do with the cards bc. 30% apr........... #idk i could get groceries with them and then pay them off? take that credit score you'll just eat that shit up won't you.. #surprisingly my credit score hasn't taken any super ugly hits from this and i aim to keep it that way lmao #anyways. that's a lot of words to say that i want to actually use my stuff lmao #shai speaks

[ghostypetrainer]

I imagine little Kuro turns like 10 and Arceus is just like cool that's old enough (he's sick of waiting!!) and instantly gets Kuro to Hisui. Someone needs to fix the problems there, Kuro is a strong trainer even at 10, and hey, Sneasler will love him! Akari is spared (for now) due to being literally 7

Arceus you can't just do that!!

But he's Arceus. He'll do it anyways. Kuro still has his memories when he washes up on Prelude Beach, but NONE of his Pokemon friends. What is this. His Honedge just evolved into a Doublade and everything!! At least until he realizes that this means he can get more new Pokemon, something dad says he's not allowed to get. But dad's not here! He can't stop him! He can get as many Pokemon as he wants! That's what the job calls for!

He picks the Oshawatt out of the Pokemon that Laventon offers him. When it evolves into a part dark type at the end, he's so excited. YEAH. He LOVES dark type Pokemon. He somehow still builds himself a team befitting of a villain, despite having no memories of that time and six years between himself and being Commander Kuroaku. He catches a Croagunk, a Murkrow, a (Hisuian) Zorua, a Gastly, and a Skorupi and trains them all up.

He squints whenever he sees Volo. Something about that guy is super shifty. He can tell. Doesn't trust him one bit. When he asks him to come to Spear Pillar, Kuro comes prepared. Volo brings seven (technically eight) Pokemon.

Kuro brings thirty.

#asks #team chaos au #kuro voice: i love to lie and cheat #ingo heaving a long sigh: okay but what's the rule? #kuro: ...only lie and cheat to bad people? #ingo: yeah. that'll do

[blitzisms]

logs on to send one thing before disappearing again

#hi gamers #so both moxxie and blitzo's tags have been nuked #cause they both got the new update now #cringe nae nae fr fr #might be able to do something tho idk lemme test it rn #【⛧OUT OF CHARACTER⛧】 #okay yeah dope i just used the quick tag thing for the brackets #awesome. that'll work ig lmao #my main blog is gonna have a hard time with that shit lmao. we'll have to figure something out. #miss y'all #hugs and smooches and stabs in the abdomen

[mudstoneabyss]

one of these days I'll stop having artblock and hating my art and will actually enjoying drawing then it'll be over for yall

#joyousposting #not to take this tags to vent but MAN. ill be in an art rut and hate doing it then they'll be a single drawing i have fun with #or ill do something new that'll make me go okay yeah! #and it makes me go okay i can and will want to do art more now yay! and then im immediately back to before except even more frustrated #and its so sucks because if i cant do art a thing im supposed to be good at. and also cant do anything else. whats the point then #negative //

[gottagobuycheese]

you know, in between the paralytic terror, it’s kind of hilarious to me that when I see the object of my greatest fear (read: a spider) my first reaction is to cover my ears

#YEAH GOOD GOING BRAIN THAT'LL DEFINITELY PROTECT YOU #what's it gonna do?? scream at you??? #... #...... #no #no. #I don't want to know I don't want to know I dON'T WANT TO KNOW NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NONONONONONONO #ahem. anyway #this is all to say that these next two weeks are going to be exquisitely fun #the worst thing in the world is seeing a spider #the second worst thing in the world is not seeing a spider that you previously saw #(this is partly in jest of course I know there are worse things than spiders out there) #(example: TWO spiders) #...okay literal shiver down my back let's not joke about this at midnight when there's no back up in the house #Cheese's personal molasses #ughhhhh why does it have to be a Slightly Larger Than Average spider too #I should replay undertale #this would not cure me or make the situation any better #in fact it would probably make it worse #but at least I could recalibrate my morals and pretend I am sparing this little creature out of a sense of mercy than pure cowardice #aughghhg but what if it MOVES to SOMEWHERE IMPORTANT #it seems like the same one I saw in the kitchen a few months ago #I am relying on it deciding that that is its favorite room #if I ever have any more spiders in my bedroom like that one week my brain might actually break #the only experience I have had in recent memory that was comparable to high school #in the sense of ‘yes I survived once but if I had to do it again I simply Would Not’ #whelp that's enough procrastination time to go work on this presentation I guess #wAIT THE LAUNDRY THAT'S WHAT STARTED THIS WHOLE THING #man I miss when it was 10 AM and I found out I didn't have to go to work. let's go back to that. or do it again. whichever works

[coulrology]

Oops! All berries

#art vs artist 2022 #my art #iggy's art #MOST PEOPLE ARE ASLEEP so I can safely post this 🤡🤡🤡 #I realize that photo makes me look like a star wars fan. I am not. but I DO have a sick lightsaber though 💃 #tried hard to include non juniper stuff but erm. there was only so much 💔 #should I tag irl pics of myself. what do I even tag that as #iggy irl #<< yeah okay that'll do #okay done rambling sorry

[thecryptidwizard]

redesigning Pokemon AU Crypta for the umpteenth time. fun ! so expect some more of that real soon :)

#also forgot that i played Pokemon Ruby and Sapphire so that'll be added to the list of areas she's completed #the idea of 'this trainer is actually the champion of like 4 different regions and hasn't been beaten out of her position' #'oh how does she do it??' #'she fucking leaves' #DJHFGDJHFGDSHFDGFHD #like a week of being champion and she's like 'okay im done. i go home now :)' #i mean. YEAH #rambles #pokemon oc