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there's an cactus in front of us today

#-🍀 #/pos #cac'd tus

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the freedom of identifying as praesigenic

like i know other posts make some parts of our origin obvious or mention specific things but the freedom of saying "we'll share what we wanna share and don't owe anyone anything else" is just. man. man!

#-🍀 #yeah #idk this might just make people question our origin and target us but that can't happen if we never post haha #can't get harassed if you refuse to make yourself known

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night two of trying to sleep while our arm is sore from our first covid shot, which, for multiple reasons, reminds us of having an iv in our arm, therefore causing us to have a fairly consistent emotional flashback with the occasional sudden and short more tangible flashback [just to keep us on our toes]. to cope i am pretending this is an objective in a video game. like, night 2 in fnaf [which ive never even played] but instead of spooky animatronics its Dread tm.

no but really holy fuck it feels so vividly like there's something in my arm and just,,, man

#🍀 #tw vaccine mention #tw covid mention #tw flashbacks #tw iv #tw swearing

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minecraft

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having “weird” alters doesnt mean you are faking. Having alters that fit singlets standards of “acceptable” was not a factor when your alters formed. Having object alters, popular introjects, “weird” animal alters, hybrid alters, shapeshifting alters, plant alters, factives, none of these make you a fake system

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*remembers sideblogs exist* holy shit

#we could make our own sideblogs...m #hell yeah #tw swearing #personal post #edit: forgot to tag as me jsjsjsh #🍀

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anyways

#☔ #art #system art #sorta #i don't know look man this is just the constant mood #i drew it a while ago but fuck if it isnt applicable to like every fucking thing i see #this is in fact specifically about the crowded room #also this is what i look like. just realized we've never like.... shown our appearances i don't think #usually my art style doesn't have eyes because they're overrated but i felt they added to this one #tw swearing #(for the tags)

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singlets shut the fuck up about systems and let us speak for ourselves challenge

like god! fuck! we're real fucking people (especially in this case, where the movie is based off a real story which has been sensationalized and dramatized to hell and back) and i am so fucking sick of being ignored and treated like we're not! i see so many ableist comments about plurality on a daily god dammed basis and it makes me want to scream. but yknow what?? at least those people are probably ignorant. at least those people probably think their comments are harmless. but a huge fucking hollywood production?? no fucking excuse. this isn't ignorance, it's blatant malicious ableism. if these fucks are putting in the effort to make a fucking movie about a real story they fucking know they're being harmful. they know this shit harms real people. they could easily do a smidge of fucking research into what actual systems are saying and even get some systems to work with them on the fucking movie but they don't, because they don't fucking care. so don't try to defend this movie because they do not care at ALL about the people this movie is about.

Hey. Don't support The Crowded Room. I don't care if Tom Holland is involved or not, Dissociative Identity Disorder (otherwise known as Multiple Personality Disorder, although that's an old diagnosis that doesn't even exist anymore) is a highly stigmitised mental disorder that is heavily linked to trauma, and media villianising the disorder is extremely harmful for systems everywhere. Don't give it your attention, don't give it your money. We do not need another Split.

Edit: Singlets (non-systems) have no right to talk over me, a system, here. Doing that will result in being blocked. You all may interact, but don't comment on it

#☔ #tw swearing #tw abelism #tw anger #rant #the crowded room #i swear way too much but i do Not Care #i have so much rage okay #fuck

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For everyone who's been told "that's too extreme" or "you're making it up" or been made to feel that way,

I believe you. It's okay if it's a lot. I know you're telling the truth. It's not going to be easy, but you will feel alright again someday. You deserve to feel alright again someday.

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Nobody:

That one little:

#this is nico #🍀

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hate the fucking trope that did/osdd is scary or makes someone scary. i worked hard for these ominous and unsettling vibes and you're out here saying it's just because of my mental illness?? what the hell dude! this shit takes effort! [/j]

#🍀 #did #osdd #actually plural #ableism #ableism tw #swearing tw #dissociative identity disorder #otherwise specified dissociative disorder #horror tropes #im so tired and i don't fear god time to post

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bad news:

-we can't sleep

-we need to sleep n we're so fucking tired

-dont wanna go to school tomorrow fuck school all my homies hate school [except for illustration class that's the one im actually looking forward to tomorrow]

-head hurts

good news:

-we got a free mod of toca life world that actually has the new house and furniture

#🍀 #i think the good outways the bad here #im gonna try 2 sleep soon #tw swearing #tw school mention

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nevermind it doesn't have the furniture and also the download stopped working

me, trying to download an update to toca life so we can get the cool new house, while it's loading at like 1 percent every 10 minutes: gaem gaem gaem gaem gaem gaem

three, in co-con: gaem gaem gaem gaem gaem-

#🍀

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cmon. cmon. cmon. cmon.

CMON. CMON NO NO CMON.

NONONO CMON CMON CMON-

YEAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

me, trying to download an update to toca life so we can get the cool new house, while it's loading at like 1 percent every 10 minutes: gaem gaem gaem gaem gaem gaem

three, in co-con: gaem gaem gaem gaem gaem-

#🍀 #tw repition #tw caps

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me, trying to download an update to toca life so we can get the cool new house, while it's loading at like 1 percent every 10 minutes: gaem gaem gaem gaem gaem gaem

three, in co-con: gaem gaem gaem gaem gaem-

#cmon cmon cmon cmon gaem gaem gaem gaem #🍀 #they just rlly like toca life #ITS A FUN LIL GAME #download bar: *goes up 1%* #us: YEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #literally chanting at it #whys it so slOOOOOOWWW #tw repition

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still not sure about the colors but- unity updates! 

#🔦 #SOBBIN G I LOVE THEM #unity makes me so happy #im not as into zelda as lucky is but....hnnnggg four swords...... #i don't know how 2 express how happy they make meeeeee wawawawa-

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m. me.......

#🔦 #im him!! im red irl!!!!! #(tho please keep in mind im a system member who kins and not a fictive!!) #i took a bunch of pictures of me to use in place of emojis :) #im feelin slightly confident today!! #time 2 express myself :) :) :) #kin #fictionkin #four swords red #red link