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timhalamet · 12 days

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Always the writer, never the reader.

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timhalamet · 13 days

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hi!! can you do a lee x female reader where she finds outs she’s an eater after accidentally killing someone and then goes to lee in a panic and he tries to calm her down?

(sorry if this all jumbled 💔)

The red means I love you

Parings- lee x reader

Summary- lee shows you everything is okay and that the red means he loves you.

trope- cannibal lovers?? If that's a trope 👄

warnings- murder, gorey description of flesh and blood, cannibalism , not proofread, drabble

It was never supposed to happen. It was an accident. But it wasn't truly convincing as you stood in an isolated farm the warm sun warming the sticky wet feeling of the blood lathered over your hair, body and clothes.

You stood over the now still corpse the smell of blood still waving under your nose, but now it didn't seem appetising.

You felt sick.

You had killed some random farmer in his own farm not far from his farmhouse, which you now wondered if it held his his family, and you had eaten him after you bought eggs and milk. Right there and then.

Pieces of dewy flesh was still stuck in-between your teeth that were no longer pearly white. Your white shirt was barely white anymore your now red shirt was far much evidence of the crime you commited. The egg and milk splayed across the grass long forgotten .

Up until now you never understood your craving of blood and flesh.

Maybe it was because it was the farmer first who had been cat calling you and making comments at you from his barn across to your place walking on the side of the empty road when you made your way to purchase eggs and milk, that caused you to act out.

Or maybe it was because you were hungry and it was about time the bad habits you denied made you snap.

But whatever it was couldn't come now

Not when you had met someone

Not after you had met lee. Lee who understood you. Lee who you loved. Lee who had your firsts. And lee who wanted to live your future with.

Lee who was coming to pick you up right now.

The eggs and milk that you had paid for with the money he gave you were now ruined on the grass and with you drowned in blood and a ripped open farmer underneath you knew it would scare him.

Your blood ran cold as you tried looking around for an escape. Maybe for a place to change your clothes or wash the blood off of you but standing in an empty barn with an isolated road you were stuck.

Trying to think of an escape route for your current situation, you didn't notice the shadow of a figure making is way towards you.

You only seemed to realise when it called out your name.

You snap back to reality to see him stalking towards you eyes squinting from the sun.

You panicked as you saw his eyes slowly peel wider, his eyes slowly drifting down the state of your body to the bleeding corpse Infront of you.

You closed your eyes and swallowed the lump in your throat as you awaited the disgusted screams and revolted shouts that would escape lee.

But they never came.

Upon the sounds of groans and flesh being torn the fresh sweet smell of flesh wavered beneath your nose replacing the tangy dried blood.

As you reluctantly opened your eyes, you were met with the sight of lee crouched upon the farmers body he was clearly feeding on the body.

Eventually he pulled away a hand wiping at the thick blood that was coated around his mouth and chin, blood splattered on his face and dripping down his neck. His tank top now seemed to match yours.

He grinned as he stood up , walking towards you, his grin faltering when he caught onto your panicked look and your wide eye gaze.

His bloodied hands cupped your face.

'i didn't know you were an eater? I couldnt smell it off you how-'

You ripped yourself from his grip shaking your head 'no no no- I am not- I am NOT an eater. I don't know how-this was a mistake I don't...' you trail off ' I wasnt thinking-'

Lee grabbed you back into his grip 'listem what you did back there- that's not normal. You ate him. You ate the farmer. You are an eater and no matter how many times you deny it you will always come back to this situation. Just accept it. I did. I know it's hard but we can't help it. Its either this or we maul ourselves to death. I watched the whole thing and he deserved it okay?'

Tears brimmed in your eyes 'lee I don't know what to do I- ' your eyes drifted over his body 'youre covered in red'

Lee chuckles 'im here for you okay and I'll show you every step of the way this is nothing to be ashamed of.'

He glances at the body beside the both of you 'we should dig the body and then wash up in his farmhouse. He should have some extra clothes. We'll stay here for a bit and then get back on the road with his food and money.'

He cups your face again and presses his bloody lips against yours slipping his tongue in your mouth allowing you to taste the coppery taste of blood.

After pulling apart breathless he rests his forehead against yours.

'you see this. All this blood?

The red means I love you.'

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timhalamet · 27 days

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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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timhalamet · 2 months

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some people think writers are so eloquent and good with words, but the reality is that we can sit there with our fingers on the keyboard going, “what’s the word for non-sunlight lighting? Like, fake lighting?” and for ten minutes, all our brain will supply is “unofficial”, and we know that’s not the right word, but it’s the only word we can come up with…until finally it’s like our face got smashed into a brick wall and we remember the word we want is “artificial”.

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timhalamet · 2 months

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is there anyone on your list that you haven’t written for that you want to? like a character/fandom you’d like more requests for

Yes!! I would definitely love more requests for the marauders or for timothee and Andrew!

#anon ask #julies blabs

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timhalamet · 2 months

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forever rooting for sensitive girls!!!!!! you have big hearts and a poet’s soul i love you

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timhalamet · 2 months

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how many requests do you have right now? i wanna send something in but i don’t want to overwhelm you!

Hiya lovie, right now I do have a few requests and I might close my requests in a bit to clear it out and re open it, but right now I have a few and I can take some more! 💞

#anon ask #julies blabs

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timhalamet · 2 months

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i miss you I'm sorry

pairings- toxic!sirius black x fem!reader

summary- a little blurb based on 'i miss you I'm sorry' by Gracie abrams. I've had this for a year, I decided to use it at a sirius x reader little blurb as I've been busy all week

warnings- mentions of blood, abuse,

a/n- I have been getting requests and soon when I have time I will answer them, just to let you know I am not ignoring them and requests are open!

The clutter of a shattering plate on the white marbled kitchen floor, echoes throughout the apartment as sirius frustratingly glares at you. You slightly cower, fear arising and pulsing in your veins throughout your body, as he intimidatingly towers over you, fingernails sinking into your palms, nails pricking droplets of blood, knowing whats coming next. Anger seepes off of sirius, radiating tensely throughout out kitchen as his hand curls around your wrist, feeling the blood in your heart stop. You can hear the deafening hiss of your blood throughout your ears so loudly that you can just make out what hes saying by reading his lips. The usual. How he's disappointed in you. This goes on for minutes hours possibly years, before he slams the front door and storms out of the apartment complex, rushing over to the nearest pub to drown out the disappointment he holds against you. Your eyes don’t seem to wet at the occurrence, mind used to the pain. You kneel down instantly and pick up the shards of the broken wine glass that you dropped, which initiated his harsh reaction, feeling the edges of the glass shards scrape against your skin, yet you do nothing but ignore it. You sit patiently waiting for sirius to come back, heart beating faster within each second as you fear the worst. Opening up your contacts, you hesitate before clicking on sirius's profile and sending one message before heading off to bed.

“I miss you, I’m sorry.”

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timhalamet · 2 months

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HOLY SHIT THIS IS THE BEST ANGSTY JAMES FIC IVE EVER READ WOAH

CAUSE YOU WEREN’T MINE TO LOSE

pairings. james potter x fem!reader.

summary. every year james went away to hogwarts while you went to a different wizard school, but every summer it was you two. until he brought home a girl.

summer was finally here, you were back home and the air was crisp, the warmth was just right. one thing was different but you didn’t know it yet. your mother yelled for you to remember dinner with the potter’s, which of course you already knew.

getting in the shower washing off the smell of your school and getting ready quickly since you arrived home later than usually. your mom yelled for you from downstairs, you groaned as you looked for clothes in your closet since, most were still in your bags.

once you did, you quickly changed and made your way downstairs.

“took you long.” your father said in a joking tone, you smiled at him following your mom out the door and across the street. since the two of your families knew each other since before you were born, your mother walked into the house without knocking. she held a bouquet of flowers as she yelled for euphemia making her yell back where she was in the living room. there was more commotion then usual making you confused.

the three of you made your way into the room where many people were sitted, you noticed sirius, remus, and peter sitting on the floor. then you noticed james sitting beside a red head, very close causing a pit in your stomach to form. more girls sitting around the floor.

usually, when sirius saw you he would hug you but he didn’t which made you even more nervous.

“i’ve met these boy’s but whose this lovely girl?” your mom questions looking at the girl, at her words you look towards james who was now avoiding looking into your eyes, usually when you walked into the door he jumped right up and hugged you.

your eyes snapped away when the redhead began to speak, “i’m lily, lovely to meet you!” she looked at all of you, you tried your best to smile but it wasn’t true. sirius was staring at you, the two of you became very close so you told him about you and james, he now regrets not sending you a letter at the true heartbreak on your face. he knew he should’ve but he was so torn between the two of you.

euphemia always went all out with the get togethers, but today was different. all of james’ friends were here, even lily’s since this year they had become a full group now that the two groups had come together because lily and james were dating.

she called everyone to follow her into the backyard where a long table was sitting in the grass, decorations all over the table. you follow your parents, usually sitting by james and the others but it was different. you watched as all of his friends fell into a group sitting by each other, even sitting far away from one another they were still having conversations.

this was the first time you felt out of place at the potters.

lunch went by slow for you, it felt like hours had passed but only one had. finally, everyone dispersed, your mother and father kissed your head as they followed the other parents, you quickly walked away towards the field in their backyard full of flowers where you and james had spent times together.

your throat had suddenly felt tight and an all too well feeling in your eyes, luckily everyone was too focused on whatever to come to you so letting the tears fall you took a deep breath with your eyes closed, head tilting back just a little to feel the summer breeze hit your rosy cheeks.

too focused on your thoughts, you didn’t hear the footsteps approaching. you quietly gasped seeing someone from the corner of your eye, scared that it was james but relieved to see sirius. he sadly smiled at you.

“when?” you simply questioned, he knew. “beginning of this year, she started to like him after years of him chasing after her.” he explained, your eyebrows furrowed as he spoke.

you let out a scoff with a little laugh, “chasing after her?” sirius winced, he was so beyond fucked, james never spoke about lily when he was on break because he was so focused on you.

feeling the sun peak through your curtains you opened your eyes fully opened, you smiled seeing james sleeping, he was snoring softly. he was beyond beautiful at any time of the day. you brought a hand to his face softly brushing the curls off of his face. he hummed in content at the feeling of your hands.

“morning,” he groggily spoke, you absolutely melted at his morning voice. “morning.” you replied. the sheets were tangled in between you as he tightened his hands around your waist bringing you closer to him, in-fact bringing you to lay on top of him. you lightly laughed as he kissed your neck.

“all these years he came home on break, sneaking out of his own house to come into my room. he went back to school and chased her?” gods, you wanted to hate her but she was everything, she was sweet and beautiful. he wanted to hug you hearing your voice crack as you spoke.

you laughed at yourself, cancelling so many plans your friends had invited to you over breaks for him, stupid james potter.

letting out a breath as you wiped the tears off your cheeks, “i’m so stupid.” you muttered, sirius heard you making him sigh. you turned around and began to walk away. he called your name as he followed you around the house, you did not want to face your parents or his. sirius calling your name caught everyone’s attention. they all watched as sirius followed you, disappearing around the house. james quickly followed leaving everyone making lily confused, leaving everyone confused on what happened.

sirius heard james so he stopped and let him follow you out of the yard.

he continued to call your name but you continued to walk away from him, he finally caught up to you grabbing your wrist.

“baby—“

“do not call me that!” you yelled at him yanking your wrist from his grip, “you do not get to call me that anymore.” the tears kept falling, there was no stopping that. james had tears in his eyes, it was a mess.

“please, just listen to me.” he begged, you scoffed. “no you listen to me, you chased after her for years!” realization struck him, sirius slipped and told you.

“you- what the hell was i too you, james?” desperation filled your voice, “i love you! an— and. god!” you groaned turning your head away. “i was never yours, but you were mine. all the time. while i was away, i was yours— writing to you, thinking about you, calling you, everything! while you were chasing her!” your voice rose in anger.

james had finally let the tears fall, he never knew it would ever come to this. you guys had been best friends since birth, literally. two weeks after you were born, he was. sharing birthdays growing up because the two of you wanted to share it. then he fell in love with you, and you fell in love with him.

now everything was crushed, your friendship and your relationship, he was losing you— he could see it in your eyes.

“i am so stupid.” whispering to yourself, again. luckily he didn’t hear you.

“just, enjoy your friends, james.” you spoke quietly as you turned away and james was so heartbroken he let you walk away, he watched you walk up the stairs to your porch and disappear into your home.

you immediately walked up your stairs and fell onto your bed, sobbing. not even ten minutes had passed when your mother realized you were gone, and she went back home to find you. she walked up the stairs quickly seeing your door open and the sounds of your sobs, her shoulders sunk seeing her daughter like this.

“sweetie.” she whispered sitting on your bed putting her hand on your shoulder.

“i thought he loved me back.” you spoke between sobs, you knew she knew because she was your mom. even though you didn’t tell her this one thing, she knew. the nights he snuck into your room or watching the two of you from the potters kitchen window.

“oh, my sweet girl.” she slid her shoes off and wrapped her arms around you letting you cry. soon enough, your father came home sensing something was wrong when his wife didn’t come home, he saw the two of you but let you be.

almost an hour had pass when the tears stopped, your mom wiped your cheeks and kissed it. “go take a warm bath and i’ll cook your favorite dinner.” she smiled as her hands were on your face, nodding softly the two of you got off of your bed.

later that night, you laid in your bed thinking.

james was never yours to lose.

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timhalamet · 2 months

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I saw laurie Lawrence and i got so excited (i see no fics of him even though he’s like the perfect man even if he sucks sometimes.) i’m excited to see your writings <3

the way things go

pairings- laurie laurence x fem!reader

summary- after over hearing laurie propose to your sister Jo, heartbroken you decide to leave to paris

warnings- angst, not proofread nothing else

'would you do me the greatest honour of making me your husband.'

Laurie's words seemed to replay and echo in the dull hollow walls of your mind. Your heart ached as tears dripped down your face . You were going to tell Laurie you loved him. You thought he loved you.

It was obvious now that you were wrong.

With a hand clamped over your mouth, you muffled the sob threatening to break out from your throat.

What made it worse was that he hadn't proposed to anyone else.

He proposed to Jo.

Anger simmed through you, overtaking the flow of your pain. You had asked Jo if something between her and Laurie had been going on and everytime she replied with 'don't be silly! Laurie's like my brother!' or 'laurie!? What possibly could make you think that!?' and brushed it off with furrowed brows and a disgusted frown.

But that didn't match up with what you had just witnessed.

Through the slightly ajar door, you walked down the hallway of lauries and his grandfather's house, hoping to speak to him only to be met with the sight of Laurie on one knee facing Jo, with a small velvet box holding one of the most gorgeous ring you have ever seen.

'would you do me the greatest honour of make me your husband.'

You held back your sob and flew down the stairs not caring if either of Jo or Laurie heard you.

You ran. Ran till you were in your bedroom, without a second thought, stuffing the rest of your precious belongings into your suitcase, filling it to the brim.

You looked around at your room savouring every inch before hauling your suitcase and down the stairs.

'you're already leaving so early?'

Marmees soft gentle voice called out from behind you, and you sighed turning around to face.

'should I get laurie to help you?'

A weak smile formed on your face, but you knew it was no use. Marmee could see right through anyone.

'no it's alright..I wouldn't want to bother him' your words came out more bitter than you intended to.

Soon without telling Meg, Jo, Beth, or Amy, you walked out of the door.

And to Paris.

'would you do me the greatest honour of make me your husband.'

Laurie knelt on knee holding the velvet box to Jo.

Jo squealed and grabbed Laurie up, wrapping her arms around his neck.

'its perfect! It's time, we need to go tell the others!'

'wait I need to look presentable' Laurie joked before dusting his clothes off and fixing the rough state of his hair.

The pair soon went to Lauries grandfather and told him the news.

He was ecstatic.

They spent an hour with lauries grandfather, before trampling through the thick mount of snow to tell marmee and the girls.

'is she here?', Laurie asked marmee.

Marmee sadly smiled, 'shes already left to the train station'

Laurie felt his heart drop to his stomach.

'what?'

'shes already left to Paris, if you're lucky the train might not have departed yet due to the snow storm.'

You sat on one of the benches at the train station, the bell jar in your hand, as you read impatiently waiting for your train to arrive.

Soon the call of your train was made.

You grabbed your suitcase and bag, holding the book with our arm.

As you began to struggle as you attempted to haul your suitcase and bag on the train, you felt arms grab your suitcase and a familiar voice.

'wait!'

You turned around to see Laurie, his hair sticking in all directions, and his face flushed from the snow.

He grabbed your hand and pulled you away from the train.

'what were you thinking? You were just going to leave? Without telling the girls? Without telling me?' his voice was strained and raspy as if he had been screaming.

'laurie I don't have time for this- the train its leaving!' you harshly ripped yourself from Laurie's grip, attempting to chase the train down as it slowly departed, only to be in his hold again.

He held you against his chest.

'youre not leaving. You cant-why?'

You struggled to find your words.

You looked at him million answers as to why. Why? 'why? Really Laurie why? You know exactly why!' you held a finger to him accusingly as you jabbed him in the chest 'you- what happened to us? We were so close. I love you Laurie. That's 'why?'.' Laurie's jaw dropped as you continued. 'i love you and I thought...' your voice trailed off as you swallowed the lump in your throat frustrated. 'i thought you loved me to. And I went. I went to tell you but you already proposed, I was too late. You love her.' your voice dropped with jealousy and anguish.

'what?' Laurie asked his brows furrowed as he bit the inside of his cheek 'who are you taking about? I love you. Only you.'

You were confused. But didn't he propose to Jo? 'laurie I saw you... I saw..but you proposed to jo.'

Lauries faced changed. His eyes widened as his mouth slowly formed into a grin before he started laughing.

'laurie it's not funny!' you exclaim, yet also finding yourself trying to hide your smile, pushing him away playfully.

Laurie grabbed your hands, enlacing his fingers with yours.

'god, i was practicing to propose.' he chuckled ' I was practicing to propose. To you.'

'oh.' was all that left your mouth but it was nothing compared to the whirlwind of emotions in your stomach.

'so what do you say? Will you be my wife?' he asked grinning as his hands revealed a small velvet box holding the same gorgeous diamond ring.

'yes!' you beamed at him, your cheeks flushed as he slid the ring on your finger.

As laurie quickly embraced you, his chin on your head as you wrapped your arms around your torso, Laurie chuckled,

'i can't believe that after all that practicing this is the propsosal.'

'well I guess that's just the way things go.'