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Could I request an angst, comfort & fluff fic for Dean & a Female Reader (who's also a hunter) where one day after a hunt she just disappears. Mainly because she's been silently suffering & dealing with mental health issues & it just got to the point where she had to get away from everything or else she was gunna go over the edge. But then a few years later she runs into him again & is finally able to tell him why she left & they end up confessing feelings for each other.

Im so sorry i dont feel comfortable writing for a romantic relationship with dean, but i can a platonic version where there bestfriends.

Tw, sh, deppression, anxiety

You just got back to the bunker with sam and dean after a particularly rough hunt, it was a den of werewolves and there were supposed to be only 3 or 4 there ended up being 7. You were the one that was supposed to do a scout at the beginning and count you were the one that messep up, it was all your fault.

" y.n, what was that? You said you counted and saw 3 there were like 7 werewolves i there?" " im sorry, i didnt see the, i saw only 3 i swear" you say in reply to dean. You look away, apollogizing over and over trying to explaim that they werent there or younjust genuinly didnt see them. But no matter how hard you tried he kept saying it was your fault.

You layed on your bed staring at the ceilling thoughts swirling in your head, it was all your fault, you were so stupid, why did it have to be like this.

Your shoulder ached at the still open wound refusing to clean it you settled for picking the splinters out, you felt relaxed at the pain.

You got up and slowly moved to the bathroom and opened the drawrer, the razor glinting in the yellow light dry blood still on it from last time.

You pick it up and sit on the side of the tub begining to slice into your tender flesh

1- they got hurt because of you

2- you made a stupid mistake

3- stupid bitch

4- why cant i just get anything right?

You stared at your arm caughht in a daze, untill a knock was heard at your door, your head snapped to the source of the sound " j-just a second im busy" "ok" replied the oldest winchester from the other side of the door.

You scrammbeled to pull a sweater over your body and hide the razor, wiping the blood with a towel then shoving it under the sink cabinnet.

You run out of the bathroom to open the door" hi" " hey, im sorry for snapping at you earlier i was just angry cause sammy almost got hurt i didnt even bother to ask if your shoulder was ok , i know it wasnt your fault and they probably werent in the den. " you stood there shocked by his speech, " thanks, my shoulders fine cleaned it and all, i think im just gonna get some shut eye." He bid you goodnight and left you in your room.

Guilt eating you alive for lieing to him, you cant do this anymore you need to leave. You rush and paxk asuitcase and backpack, grab some fakes ids and a few credit cards. Sneaking out into the quiet hallways of the bunker going to the garage and taking the keys to your car.

You put your stuff in the back and sit in the front seat having an internal sturggle to decide wethere or not you should leave. Yes. No . Yes no. YES, you start the car pulling out of the garage ready to leave this life in the rearview mirror.

3 year time skip.

You have a job working in a dinner a small one bedroom apartment you live a semi normal life untill one day the faces you never thought yous see again strolled into the door, you quickly headed out the back hoping they didnt see you, and ran to your car inly to find the brothers waiting there.

" where have you been y.n : says dean running over to you wrapping his arms around you pulli g you into a hug so tight you might die, pour choice of words i know. Y" i- i im so sorry i just couldnt anymore, i was trying so hard and i couldt stop." You say bursting into tears.

After a long conversation explaining what was going on and a heartfelt apology from dean and his younger brother, you decide to go back with them.

You arrive at the bunker, a place you never thoguth youd see again the femmiliar scene sending a wac0ve of nostalgia through you grateful that you had the time to work on yourself and now you can continue doing what you love

Saving people

Hunting things

The family buisness

~♡ Alex

#supernatural #Platonic dean #Dean #dean winchester #Spn #castiel #platonic #angst #Fluff #sam winchester #spn fic

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Please send requests!

hello i am experiencing a sort ow writers block and as many of you liked my previous posts i would like to know if anyone wants to send in a request. I write for fem masc and gender neutral readers, if you dont specify i will go with gender neutral.

I write for the mcu and supernatural fandom

MCU

.Bucky

.loki

.natasha

.pietro

.wanda

.peter parker

.platonic steve

.platonic tony

SUPERNATURAL

.lucifer

.gabriel

.castiel

.platonic dean

.platonic sam

.charlie

.rowena

.platonic crowlie

If your character isnt on here feel free to ask and i may add them lots of love

~♡Alex

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Can You please do a loki x reader super fluffy story? like with lots of cuddles and hugs from behind and maybe some like neck kisses

omg yes! I would love that, I hope I did justice to what you wanted.

Loki x reader

warnings: none really, some bad language, and lots of fluff.

you were relaxing in your bed, your boyfriend Loki had been on a mission for the past couple of days and you were feeling lonely. you knew you should be happy that he's becoming a better person but, did that not include you? you decided enough wallowing in your own pity and decided to get up and draw, you liked to draw it was relaxing and the time seemed to always pass faster when you drew.

you were so consumed in the doodles that you didn't notice Loki getting home early and, he saw you and decided it best to get changed before bothering you. He goes to your shared room and changes into a black t-shirt and some sweat pants, just something nice and comfy. He walks up behind your and snakes his arm around your waist. you jump slightly. " l-Loki?" you ask. " yes, love?'. " when did you get home," you say jumping in his arms. " just now, now why don't we set up on the couch and order a pizza and watch a movie, hm?" . " yeah, I missed you so much!"

you're sitting on Loki's lap on the couch his arms wrapped around your waist, pizza box by your side, and Loki's face in the crook of your neck. " I missed you" he mumbles placing a kiss on your shoulder. " i missed you too" you reply giggling at his soft demeanor. suddenly he pulls you closer and starts placing kisses over your shoulder and neck, you giggle at the ticklish feeling. " loki, baby, i need to go to bed i have work i the morning" you say trying to break free from his arms to no avail, he mumbles something that sounds like a no in your neck and pulls you closer if that was even possible.

" loki "

...

" loki "

...

" LOKI "

" no, fuck you, my baby" he days as he lifts his head before kissing the top of your head. He nuzzles his face back into the crook of your neck and kiss's you. He oulls you down so now your laying beside him your face on his chest on the couch.

You giggle at his childish attitude but figure ine day off coulsnt hurt right? Cuddling closer to him your eyes fluttering closed and falling into a deep sleep.

~♡ ALEX

Ps lemme know if you want a part 2, like the day after where they just relax all day orrrr, either eay sorry its kinda short but my inbox is open if you want to request something.

#loki x reader #loki #loki fluff #fluff #loki laufeyson #loki odinson x y/n #x y/n #loki tickle #tickle fluff #ticklish!reader #marvel tickle #marvel #the avengers

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Don't Need To Hide

avengers x reader ( mostly bucky and Loki)

warnings, angst, depressive themes, swearing, SHscars, fluff towards the end.

gender-neutral pronoun, not edited so please be lenient with the writing.

summary: you are just going on your morning run when someone shows up unexpectedly seeing something they weren't supposed to see.

you sighed tying up your hair in a loose ponytail, throwing on some running shorts and a tee-shirt. You catch a glimpse of your legs, littered with scars, big and small. You run your hand over some of them feeling the bump in your skin.

going down the stairs towards the common room, it was 5:30 so Cap was already doing his workout along with Buck and everyone else was still asleep so it was the only time you could go for a run without worrying about someone seeing your scars.

grabbing an ice-cold bottle of water from the fridge and chugging the cool liquid before you go out. you tuck a loose strand of hair behind your ear and begin to make your way outside.

you open the door and the wind immediately hits your face, beginning to leave you to watch a car drive by on the side of the road. "that's unusual, this early especially " you mumble under your breath.

as you near the end of your run your start to grow tired. you check your watch 6:12 it reads 'ok so I have 18 mins to get inside' you think.

you made it to the tower ran inside and decide to take the stairs just in case people woke up a little early and were going to be in there. You're walking up the stairs when the door above you opens, quickly ducking under the stairs in order to hide you hear people. " come on brother, just walk with me the stairs are much more relaxing than those small metal boxes that travel up and down the floors!".

' shit it's thor, when did he get back? dammit,' you tuck your body as close to under the stairs as possible in order to hide from them. ' what brother- Loki? shit isn't he magic? let's hope he doesn't see me' your mind is racing hoping they don't see you and just get out as quick as possible.

they make your way past you without incident and they don't seem to see you, you hear the door at the bottom of the stairwell open and they leave. you wait just in case but as you don't hear anything you get out of your hiding spot.

"hello"

you whip around to see Loki standing there, " umm, hi? didn't you just leave?" you said not trying to not sound rude.

" well my brother can easily be fooled with a simple illusion and it seems you can too." he responded with a matter of factly tone. " but, I was just a tad bit curious as to why you seemed to be hiding under the stairs ?" he questions. " umm, I just- well you see- I don't really- it just that i- well- " "relax," he tells you "I don't bite"

you struggle to find an acceptable answer without telling him the truth, " i just-" tears pricked at your eyes and your breathing became uneven.

your hyperventilating now, and he looks very confused. " Jarvis tells the team- th-that will be in my room until lunch, j-just say I'm feeling sick' you say. I run up the stairs with a very confused Loki standing in shock still at the bottom of the stairs.

Loki pov:

'What on Midgard was that mortal doing, what were those things on her legs? why were they crying? what is this feeling? guilt? no, I can be feeling sympathy?' i teleport to the common room as Jarvis is finishing the message and they share a look as if to say 'there's no way there actually sick'

3rd person Pov: bucky sits up, " ill go check up on them, ill call if I need anything" he says and leaves everyone else feeling worried for the smallest avengers until Natasha's gaze falls on Loki. " where were you, were you with them, what did you do?"

you were sitting in the corner, thoughts racing and tears streaming down your face. ' they cant know- they just can't, did he see them?' you hadn't noticed that a solid ten minutes had gone by and you barely heard the knock on the door. " y-yeah? who is it?" you question. " it's just me doll, can I come in?" you scramble to grab a blanket to cover your legs. " y-yeah what up?". he enters and sits by your side " so you're sick huh? just so you know no one buys it. why don't you tell me what's up. ?"

back in the common room Loki was pleading his innocence and explaining what happened" thor grabbed me for breakfast and as we entered they hid under the stairs at first I thought they were scared of me but their thoughts said otherwise" he explained, " well what did their thoughts say then" cap said accusingly.

" They kept repeating the same thongs over and over, " they cant know" over and over so I grew curious and turned invisible and led an illusion out the door with thor, they crawled out of the stairs and I said hello; I asked what they were doing and they couldn't answer me they just didn't" Loki drifted off at the end of his sentence before continuing " they started crying and hyperventilating and then left telling Jarvis to deliver the message which you all heard."

"buck I don't want t-to to talk about it," I say barely above a whisper clinging to his side and hiding my face in his ribs. " it's ok, just know I'm here if you need to talk ok?' he said as he caressed small shapes into your back as he held you close.

you sat there for a moment before there was a knock on the door. " h-hello?" you asked " may I come in" you heard the voice say ' Loki?' you thought. " umm yeah sure".

the door creaked open and Loki popped his head in " I'm sorry if I upset you earlier, I was merely curious as to why you were hiding" he stated. " hide?" bucky questioned. "yeah I was hiding under the stairs, I don't wanna talk about it" I said pressing myself into Buck's side.

" come on doll what's up?" he said trying to get you to open up. bucky turns to look at you and in doing so he moved the blanket, not that you noticed. " just talk to me-' he cut himself off as he caught a glance at the scars on your leg.

" y/n what are those," he said running his hand over the lines that were scattered across your legs.

you scramble to grab the blanket as you internally freak out " i- um"

"Buck" you whisper, " I'm so sorry, so sorry I'm so sorry," you say barely audible over your tears. " shh it's okay" he whispers bringing you closer and Loki closes the door behind him coming to join you both on the floor.

Loki rubs your back trying his best to calm you down. " it ok little one, just calm down ok?" he says. your crying slows and you try and pull the blanket to cover your legs but Bucky grabs your wrist. " you don't need to hide, ok? everyone has battles. some are worse than others but the important thing is you are here now and the whole team can help you get better, even Loki. " he says continuing to rub up and down your arm.

That's it let me know if you want a part two maybe with the rest of the team! have a nice day and remember people care, drink some water and have a snack!

#avengers x teen!reader #best friend!bucky #marvel #the avengers #loki x best friend reader #platonic #tw sh implied #tw sh in tags #tw sh related #x reader #reader insert #gender neutral reader #drabble

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