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phpoetry·17 days agoText

You shut down

Not out of fear of love

Because you were already in it,

But out of sadness,

For it was far too out of reach.

So out of fear of getting hurt again,

To avoid the subject and pain altogether

You shut out anything and everything that reminded you of it

Until eventually

The only thing you had left to shut out

Was me.


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phpoetry·3 months agoText

You kept saying “we’re gonna be okay”

And you’re right,

We were,

Just not together.

Because it’s come to a point

Where it’s much easier to put out our fire

Than to ignite it anymore.


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phpoetry·6 months agoQuote
Just kiss me like the sun kisses the waves on the shore
Softly and gently
With your warmth against my skin, 
Then wrap your arms around me like
The tide crashing into the sand
And don’t let me go
Even for a moment
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phpoetry·7 months agoQuote
When my whole world is falling apart
You’re the one always there to pick up the pieces
Pulled and broken at the seams
You pick up every crumb until I’m whole again
And stay there to put me back together
But let me know it’s okay to be broken too
Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve you
Until I realize I guess you deserve me too

My heart was heavy, eyes were dry, and I couldn’t seem to breathe without feeling the weight of the world on my chest
But you did it
You lifted me up and out of this boulder I was strapped on to
And I don’t know what to say to you
Because no matter how many times I say it, it won’t be enough
To the light of my life, thank you, I love you

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phpoetry·7 months agoQuote
I cried for days
I’d sit in class not making sound
But if you looked me in the eyes
Anyone could tell
I was begging not to feel this way
Begging for a different outcome
Begging for a second chance, for him to love me again like he once used to

Because honey, I would run to the moon
Take away all your fears and hide them inside my stomach
Crawl to the shores and power through your thunder
Only to wipe all your tears and sing you every lovely tune
Just to be able to move mountains to be beside you

But while I was trying to create oceans out of droplets of water
You wouldn’t even lift a finger to make sure I was still happy with the life I was living
So I had to force myself to do the same

~ your love drove me insane
  but tell me why I’d still do it all over again

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phpoetry·7 months agoQuote
You were a bird
Sitting on the branches of my love
All you wanted was the support that you thought I could give you
But appearances are everything
And you didn’t happen to realize how broken I really was
Until my branches came crashing down
Destroying you and everything in your path
And only then did you realize what a mistake you had made in choosing me
And I wish I could go back and change it all, I really do
But my trunk is planted in the roots of this stubborn soil that is your love
So I’ll just have to watch you fly away
Devastated and overwhelmed but completely helpless in all of this
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phpoetry·7 months agoQuote
I read this quote today talking about how we can’t let go of certain people
because we think we’ll never find something like that again
And it’s like a light flicked on in my head saying THIS, THIS IS YOU.
I spent months trying to get over you
only to fall back in your grip once again,
not knowing why I couldn’t just move on.
This is why.
Boy the way you stared into my eyes the first time we met,
well that was the closest thing to “love at first sight” I had ever seen.
We held that gaze for what felt like hours,
completely mesmerized by each other’s pupils,
not being able to do anything but smile.
And it’s like every time I looked into those seas of hazel and gold,
a part of me would melt inside.
So yes, I am holding on,
because love at first sight never happens for a girl like me,
until you came along.
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phpoetry·7 months agoQuote
She told herself that she had been damaged enough
That she’d try to forget him and let go
For she’d cried too hard, for too long and was tired of hurting
But the second the clock reached 11:11,
She found herself wishing to be in his arms once again
… I guess he hadn’t left her mind after all
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phpoetry·7 months agoQuote
It’s been one year today
One year since you first came into my life
Introduced yourself with sparkling eyes and a beaming smile
One year since you looked at me like I was the most beautiful thing you’d ever seen
Made me feel special,
gave me such butterflies I couldn’t shake them away
One year since I met the guy who could make me happier than anyone else ever could just with a simple hello
One year since you would hold my hand,
Give me a big hug and ask me about my day,
Staring at me for hours while I pretended not to notice
One year
One year since you caught me in your trap and I’ve been stuck ever since
One year since you broke my heart and I’m STILL hurting
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