#and crushes a transphobe's head with his hands

[lady-ashfade]

You should do a Trans reader (fem to male) with Poly yan Charlie and nick

Smoothing

Poly!Nick&Charlie x Trans!M!Reader.

Plot: Just something sweet and short for comfort. This is the first time that came to mind.

This sucks so I apologize.

Warnings: Transphobic people & comments, Comfort, kisses & hugs, really short.

560 Words.

It wasn’t the fist time they had seen you like this and they hated to admit but, it probably wouldn’t be the last. They had no choice but to watch you from afar in class while fiddling with your clothes and moving in the chair. They could always tell when you felt sad or uncomfortable. They had known you for a year since you transferred to their school and only welcomed you to the relationship just a few mouths ago. That didn’t stop them from knowing so much about you.

When you got to nicks house you were pulled in immediately and rushed up the stairs by the boys, nothing to explain their actions. The door was opened to his room and you were confused but also happy, “What’s this about?” A second after speaking you were pulled into a hug by Nick and he crushed you, charlie joined and rested his head on your shoulder.

It was nice to have them hold you after a horrible day but this was unexpected. “Did something happen.” You mumble between them. “We just noticed how today was for you.” They pulled away, nothing but love in their eyes making you want to melt.

Looking away like you had been caught you sighed, “I was fine.” You could tell they gave you a look but you didn’t care. Nick groaned and pulled you again over to the bed and sat down only to pull you down, making you lay down and rest your head into his lap. Charlie followed and lay down beside you.

“Guys, I’m fine.” Of course you were lying but you didn’t want to worry them or talk about it. But knowing your partners they wouldn’t take it. Charlie reached for your hand and held it in his, “I know that lie well.” He admitted and leaned on his other hand.

Nick reached his hand down and pushed the hair away from your forehead and you looked up at him. He looked soft at first then a few seconds you could see the anger rise. “Did someone say something?” His tone lowered and his face scrunched up and you almost chuckled because he looked like a angry puppy.

“No, Nick. Today I just…” you stopped and took a deep breath feeling the weight in your chest get heavier. “Hated my body.” It was like some relief left your chest but then added more.

“Oh, hunny” Charlie sat up and had a sad pout. Nick continue to play with your hair and give you a smile. “You look as handsome as always.” He leaned down and kisses your forehead. “It’s hard being in a body you don’t want but we are here to help.”

“We love you all the same.” You chuckled and smile when charlie started to kiss all around your face and looked like a chicken pecking at food. You tried to playfully push him away but Nick took your hands and held you still, you yelled at him for being a trader but he just laughed and joined in on smothering you with kisses.

#Nick Nelson #Nick Nelson x reader #charlie spring x reader #Charlie Spring #Charlie Spring x Trans!Reader #charlie spring x nick nelson #Nick Nelson x reader x Charlie Spring #heartstopper #heartstopper x reader #trans!reader

[haveyouseenthisskeleton]

i need angst!!

skellies have a trans S/O / crush thats trans, and was currently aguring with someone. when the fight ends, the other person mumbles 'at least im a reaal boy/girl'

skellies reaction?

Undertale Sans - He gives the person a dark stare before dragging S/O out of there. That's enough for today. He then gently sits S/O's on a bench and assures them everything they said is bullshit and that he loves you.

Undertale Papyrus - He clenches his fists so hard the other person actually takes a step back. Just because the guy is angry doesn't mean they have to be insulting. Papyrus calls them out and asks them to apologize this instant.

Underswap Sans - Welp. You give him no choice. The guy is under arrest. Transphobia is not an opinion, it's a crime. Blue doesn't give a hell about them screaming he's abusing his role. You're not insulting his S/O in front of him.

Underswap Papyrus - He gasps, then simply takes his S/O's hand and walks away. They don't need to have more attention. This is bullshit, and he doesn't want to hear anything coming from their mouth again.

Underfell Sans - Oops. He acted instinctively and headbutted the guy at full force. He has no regret. Don't talk shit about his S/O or cry.

Underfell Papyrus - He growls as a warning. Keep going that way and you will really not like what he will do to you. He also puts a protective hand on his S/O's shoulder. Go on, try to be mean to them again, just to see what will happen.

Horrortale Sans - He lunges at the guy and stops at one inch from their head. They decide to back off, and, uncomfortable, leave. Oak growls at them until they are out of sight. He's mad.

Horrortale Papyrus - "WELL AT LEAST I'M A DECENT PERSON." He takes his S/O's arm and leaves, huffing at them. If you're not able to not be insulting, he's just going to ignore you. You don't worth his time.

Swapfell Sans - He knocks your aggressor in the crotch. See? It doesn't matter what is your gender, everyone is hurting there when you kick hard enough. Nox is very proud of himself.

Swapfell Papyrus - Rus shrugs and takes S/O away. A few minutes later, your aggressor will realize he teleported 2 pounds of dog poop into their bag and maybe you should be both gone when it happens. Rus regrets nothing. Fellswap Gold Sans - The hell you just said, bitch? Go on, say to his face he's not real because he changes his gender when he wants to? No? Why? Because he has his bone right under your carotid? Nah, it's because you're just a coward. Just because you're not feeling happy doesn't mean you have to take revenge on other people. Now leave or pay the price. He won't hesitate.

Fellswap Gold Papyrus - Coffee gasps, offended and upset. As the guy starts to mock you again, you start to cry. And Coffee is distressed and starts to cry as well. A lot of people in the parc turn towards you, and suddenly your aggressor is getting harrassed by twenty people all screaming at them for being transphobic. Coffee immediately stops crying. Yeah, he did that on purpose. Now good luck with that.

#undertale #underswap #underfell #horrortale #swapfell #fellswap gold #sans #papyrus #undertale ask blog #undertale asks #undertale imagines #undertale headcanons

[hedgehog-troops]

A Study Into Lily Evans: 1.8k

Lily focused, minor marylily and back ground jegulus.

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Lily Evans.

Many people knew her, many people had opinions about her, not all correct but opinions nonetheless. It’s hard to be known when you spend your entire life faking a personality.

The first person to ever know her was her sister. Petunia could always find her tells and would hug her whenever she needed. That is until one day Lily mentioned how she had a crush on the girl across the street.

Freak.

That’s what Petunia said she was.

Eventually they talk less and less, and then just cross to the point where Lily smiles at her, and Petunia throws a dirty look.

But it’s all good.

When she makes a new friend at 10 she keeps those parts of herself hidden. She keeps them hidden so she doesn’t lose another good thing in her life.

She would like to say that the second person who knew Lily was Severus Snape, her best friend but really she was the one doing the seeing and justifying. It’s a tale full of betrayal, red flags, homophobia and racism. Definitely not one she likes to think about.

The second person who actually knew her was her dorm mate, her best friend and later something much more.

It all began with a confident smile and a “Hey! I’m Mary, Mary MacDonald and is it just me or are these people weird”

Lily had looked at the girl – Mary – looking up at her from in between the ridiculous amount of pillows at her.

She knows it’s incredibly cliché but her first thought was truly Oh. This girl is beautiful.

So Lily kept her distance, she did. She made an extra hard effort of keeping out of way and sitting as far as she could from her and everything. And it worked, it worked all up until one day Lily was crying in a corridor after receiving a reply from Petunia to her letter.

She had sent a letter explaining how those were just childish thoughts and how now, she knew better and wouldn’t think of anything like that, how she missed her sister and hoped she could rekindle the things between them. And once again she had profusely apologised.

She received a reply and it was just one word, not even signed off but Lily knew Petunia’s handwriting as if it were hers.

“Freak.”

As soon as she’d read it she ran out of the great hall and into a corridor pulling her knees close to her chest and resting her head on her knees she’d begun to cry.

She felt pathetic.

She was Lily Evans.

Smartest kid in her class and yet a freak.

She felt helpless as another sob coursed through her body.

Couldn’t they see that she couldn’t help it?

She felt a hand on her shoulder, looking up she saw herself gazing into the most beautiful eyes ever.

And from then on Mary had taken to calling her her best friend. Each time she wondered if Mary would still keep up the claim if she knew how Lily truly felt.

Their friendship changed all through one drinking game. One day they were best friends and the next they were girlfriends, and Lily had never been happier with a change ever in her life.

She’d like to say their relationship was fun and perfect. But it wasn’t.

Their first ever fight was about Severus.

-

“He was my first friend!”

“That doesn’t excuse his behaviour!” Mary shouted back. “He treats me like shit, he treats people like us as shit. Not only is your so-called ‘best friend’ racist, he’s also homophobic and transphobic. Do you not see the things he says to Sirius and Remus? To James and Dorcas? Or do you just ignore those words when they’re out of your best friend’s mouth?!”

“Mary–”

“No. I will not– i can’t–”

“Mary” Lily whispered, absolutely devastated.

“Not until you let go of him, Lily, i won’t, i can’t.” and with that she had left.

People may think that her and Severus’ friendship ended that evening in the courtyard but it ended that night.

The rest of it all was just a ploy.

-

Their last fight, oh, it’s ingrained in Lily’s mind.

They hadn’t been fighting per se, more so just realising just how truly devastating their love story actually was, and just trying their best to salvage it.

-

“Think me a coward all you want, flower, but I can't fight this war.”

“Mary please, for me, for–”

“You’re being mean Lily”

“I’ll save you, just don’t run away! I can’t stand being without you.”

“Run away with me then!”

“I can’t, not on good conscious, i can’t”

“Fuck your conscious!”

“I have morals!”

“I have family! I have a family who loves me and needs me as I need them. I can’t leave them.” And then with a sideways glance, she said, “not that you would understand”

Lily inhaled sharply and nodded, tears welling up in her eyes.

“Lily, I–”

But it was useless. Lily had already left.

-

All these people in her life, and yet the only person who ever saw her was James Fleamont Potter.

For all of her first year and most of her second she had thought of him as an obnoxious, loud and arrogant child.

It wasn’t until late in their second year that her opinion on him changed.

-

Lily followed the muffled sound of sobs until she reached a hidden alcove, hard to spot upon first look and inside she saw Potter repeatedly hitting both his palms on the side of his head repeatedly murmuring “Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.”

She may not like the guy but she wasn’t heartless.

Lily sat down next to him and slowly pulled his hands aways from him.

James looked at her, eyes wide, red and puffy. It was a sight, seeing probably the most popular guy in their year like this.

“What’s wrong?” Lily asked and for a moment it looked like he would not reply. But then with probably the most distressed voice she’d ever heard, he said, “Me. i’m wrong. I’m all wrong. I’ve been wrong my whole life. Wrong.”

-

It had taken a while but eventually James had confessed to having a crush on a boy and then after that they gradually transformed into confidants.

Lily had been the first person James had told about being trans (besides his parents ofcourse) and after that she helped him in any and every way she could.

People would argue that their story started in 6th, or it started when James asked her out for the first time on the last day of second year.

But it was all a ploy.

Lily Evans and James Potter.

Head Girl and Head Boy.

The Perfect People.

That’s what everyone thought, but only they were the ones who saw behind the mask, behind the smiles and hugs and sweets. Only they saw the two broken and lost children in a world full of hatred.

For two years they only had each other. For two years they talked and they talked about feeling out of place. But then in fifth year, changes started.

Sirius opened up about their crush on Remus to James, as did Remus about his crush on Sirius to Lily. Marlene and Dorcas started going out. Mary and Lily kissed. Regulus finally talked to James civilly, and they started to meet up.

And in that year, what was a duo became a group, it became a family.

They were happy.

For the first time in their lives, James and Lily looked at one another and saw two children who were happy, truly happy.

-

Lily Evans hated Fate.

Maybe it liked playing a sick joke on her.

When Lily and James got together everybody said it was Fate.

That night Lily found her in that alcove. Fate.

A pure-blood and a muggle-born. Fate.

Books and sports. Fate.

Fate. Fate. Fate.

Maybe it was Fate.

Maybe it was Fate that the same day as Mary and Lily’s break-up, Regulus broke James’ heart too.

Maybe it was Fate that both James and Lily were drinking on a Tuesday night.

Maybe it was Fate when they both showed up the next day to class together, bright smiles painted on their faces.

Maybe all the rumours were Fate too.

Maybe it was Fate when James and Lily collectively decided that nobody would ever have the energy to put up with them.

Maybe it was Fate when the Ruse ended and they started dating.

-

Lily thought that after all these years she had seen James break down, seeing him at his worst. But no.

His worst came with a letter at midnight.

At that moment Lily truly saw James break down and she would be lying if she said it wasn’t the most terrifying thing she had ever witnessed.

She wondered what it was like, knowing the love of your life could die at any moment, that you may have to hurt them on the next mission.

At least she knew Mary was safe.

-

A year into their ‘relationship’ James told Lily about how guilty he felt about not being able to provide an heir, how he had these plans with him but now they were all useless.

And so, they decided that they should have a child. After tracking down one of James’ cousins and going through with the whole sperm donation process, Lily was pregnant.

And then 9 months later, Harry James Potter came into the world, crying.

Looking at their little boy, James and Lily decided maybe they would be okay.

-

All the tabloids may have believed that the secret to the famous Lily Evans and James Potter’s amazing relationship was a lot of love.

It was true.

But it was love for other people.

-

Maybe it was wrong of her, but the best day of her life was when she was hit with an Avada Kedavra right at her chest.

Waking up into the next world beside James, had admittedly been weird.

As they stood up, they were given the choice of whose life to view.

Harry or Mary?

Harry or Mary?

“I’ll go with Haz, you choose her.” said James.

Lily nodded and before she had the chance to thank him, James landed on the ground as a body tackled him to the ground.

She smiled as she watched both James and Regulus hug and kiss and cry and hold on to each other.

She was glad that things worked out for James, he deserved that.

But when had things ever gone right for her.

That’s what she thought as she turned around to watch Mary slow dancing with a guy in the rain and kissing him and smiling into the kiss and, and, and.

#we love lily i promise #lily evans #marylily #mary macdonald #severus snape #james potter #jegulus #regulus black #marauders fandom #sirius black #marauders #remus lupin #wolfstar #james fleamont potter #a wee bit of #jily #the maruaders #the marauders era #harry potter marauders #marauders era #the marauders #marauders fic #marauders fanfiction #marlene mckinnon #dorlene #dorcas meadowes

[mlmxreader]

Defender | König x trans!m!reader

anonymous asked: Hi! This is my first request but I think the prompts "walk the fuck away" and "are you scared of me now" with könig, where someone is being transphobic to trans!m!reader and konig deals with it but is scared he may have frightened reader ending with "the world will never know a man as amazing as you" from reader <3

summary: König loves you, there's no doubt about that, and he will always fight your corner.

tws: transphobia, swearing, some violence (not super graphic)

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König had heard it from the moment that he had stepped onto base; the amount of self righteous, stupid and cruel, cunts spewing bullshit about you as they always did. He despised it, and although he knew that you took care of it yourself more often than not, he was also well aware that not many people stuck up for you, either.

He did, and so did Horangi, but nobody else. Often, you were told to shut up and take it, be glad that they were only joking, stop being so fucking whiny, it's not their fault - he couldn't stand it. He knew you couldn't do anything about it, you had tried a thousand and one times, so he knew he had to step in.

It wasn't hard to find you, looking down at the floor and chewing at the inside of your lip as a group of people surrounded you; König heard everything. The way that they called you a girl, a woman; the way they poked fun at your body and told you that you would never be a real man; it was enough to make anyone sick, the way they spoke such bullshit with such cruelty.

König was light enough on his feet, sneaking up behind you and glaring at them. "Entschuldigung."

The leader of the pack glared at him. "What? Can't you see we're busy here making sure that this... I don't even know what this fucking abomination is, knows it's not welcome to be around us in the changing rooms."

Slowly, König brought himself between them and you, folding his arms across his chest and staring down at the leader of the pack. "How about you pick on someone your own size, hmm? Or are you scared?"

They tried to punch him, to get him out of the way, but he caught their fist, and with little effort, started to squeeze down; they howled, starting to sob as they fell to their knees before him. He squeezed down harder, and they howled louder, begging for him to let go.

"If you wish to say anything to my boyfriend again," he growled, "them you will have to go through me... is that clear?"

"Fuck... you..."

König tutted, letting go of their fist and grabbing them by the hair, nearly tearing it out of the scalp as he grasped the back of their head; he knew he could crush their skull, he had done it before, but he needed a little control - high command wouldn't take kindly to a fellow soldier being murdered on base, after all.

"Apologise to him," König demanded quietly. "Or ich tu dir weh... badly."

They squirmed, begging for mercy that would not come. "Put me down, brute."

"Hmm... nein," he shook his head. "Apologise to the man. Now."

The apologies came out hurried and panicked, but König didn't care, waiting for you to gently tug at his shirt before he let them go at last, huffing. "Walk the fuck away, cunt."

They did as they were told, retreating with their tails between their legs and saying that they would contact high command about the incident, about König's behaviour and your existence; he would have a word with Price in the morning to make sure that the record was straight.

But then you sniffled, and König frowned, suddenly backing away as he held up his hands, showing you his palms as he shook his head. "I'm sorry... are you scared of me now?"

"No," you looked up at him, eyes glassy with tears that threatened to fall quickly and harshly, voice shaky and a bloodied lip. "Just... thank you."

König shook his head, slow and cautious movements as he made his way back over, sinking to his knees in front of you; he gently brought his hand to your face, thumb tracing over the cut on your lip. "Did they do this?"

You nodded.

"I'll kill them," he growled, accidentally smearing your blood on his skin as he clenched his jaw ever so tightly. "I'll kill all of them."

"Don't," you said softly. "They deserve it, but... they'd punish you, and you don't deserve that."

"Did I scare you?"

"Never," you breathed out, pulling his hand from your face so that you could hold it tightly. "I'd never be scared of you... not you."

He hummed quietly, resting his free hand on your knee as he looked up at you like a kicked puppy; if there was anyone on the planet he didn't want to be cruel to, didn't want to hurt or scare away, it was you. He loved you, he looked forward to the day he would stand under the chuppah with you and finally be able to call you his husband; he never wanted to hurt you.

"You don't..." you sighed, shaking your head. "You don't think I'm not a real man, do you?"

"I know you're a real man," König told you. "A few dumm cunts won't change that. Ever. You're a real man, mein Mann, and there's nothing any stupid bastard could say to make me walk away... are you feeling better?"

You nodded. "Thank you... I... I can't thank you enough, Mein Prinz."

König grinned, nodding. "It's my job, isn't it? You stand up for me all the time, mein Bärchen - it's what boyfriends do."

You wanted to agree, pushing yourself down and straddling his waist as you wrapped your arms tightly around him and buried your face against the side of his neck, a final sniffle leaving you. Blocked nose from crying too much yet somehow too little. You adored König at the best of times, you loved him more than you had ever loved another man, and you couldn't deny that any time he came to your aid, you fell in love with him a little bit more.

No one stood up for you, Horangi did when he was around but it was rare, whenever someone came to your defence you were more than thankful for it; but as König held you so closely, rubbing your back softly, you knew that there was no one else like him, and your gratitude wasn't just because he had stood up for you.

"The world will know another man as amazing as you," you muttered. "You know that, don't you?"

"You remind me every day," he said softly. "But... danke... are you hungry?"

You nodded.

"Come on," he coaxed gently. "We'll go to that little café in town. I'll pay."

#mlem writes #könig x y/n #könig x reader #könig x you #könig imagine #cod könig #könig cod #könig call of duty #könig fluff #könig fanfiction #könig mw2 #könig modern warfare #König #konig x y/n #konig x reader #konig x you #konig imagine #konig fluff #konig fanfiction #konig fic #cod konig #konig call of duty #konig cod #konig mw2 #konig modern warfare #konig #cod x yn #cod x y/n #cod x reader #cod x you

[marley-manson]

scattered thoughts on season 2 of xena after marathoning it over a few nights.

-- Girls Just Wanna Have Fun is so fun lmao, it didn't even occur to me that the vampire ladies could've been hypnotizing Gab until I saw it mentioned in a tumblr post lol, I 100% just took it as Gabrielle being attracted to them. I mean one of them even has a buzzcut.

-- Xena is great because it's a true genderswapped cheesy genre show, complete with extremely bland one episode love interests who die to provide our heroes with manpain. Also Xena totally subconsciously let Callisto kill Perdicus, come on. Loved Gab's rage afterwards <3

-- Lucy Lawless and Hudson Leick are excellent at playing each other. Hudson Leick is so good as Xena that I always forget Lucy Lawless isn't actually in Ten Little Warlords lol, and Lucy Lawless' Callisto is great too, especially when she's playing Callisto pretending to be Xena.

-- Love Ares' first episode as a mortal too. Love that he's scared of rats, a decent fighter but still needs Xena to save him a few times, and the moment where he contemplates having actual blood on his hands for the first time is *chef kiss*

-- I'd skipped Miss Amphipolis when I first watched Xena because I'd heard it was transphobic, and then saw a post praising the episode for its progressiveness so I was like hm I guess I'll give it a shot. Honestly, it had its good elements, but yeah I think the criticism is warranted. Awesome if it's true that Karen Dior was openly HIV+ when she and Lucy Lawless kissed here, love that. And if the idea was that Miss Artiphys was more a drag queen than a trans woman it's not too bad I guess? But if she was meant to be trans then yikes, terrible depiction, lots of 'he's really a man' shit (plus the name c'mon). And the lack of clarity doesn't help either way.

Also Gabrielle's mild homophobia was a weird choice, and I didn't like that she only won after every other woman turned down the crown lol - I get the point that none of them really wanted it or enjoyed the pageant while Artiphys did, but I feel like that point could've been made without putting her in last place.

Kudos to the director for objectifying her just as much as any other woman though lol.

-- They should've given a little bit more time to Xena and M'lila's relationship in Destiny, since her death is the catalyst for her going evil, but unfortunately it felt like a very arbitrary final straw. It was funny though that M'lila died for her because she just knew it wasn't Xena's time to die yet lol. Like c'mon, at least imply they got close off-screen.

-- Also Xena 🤝 Dennis Reynolds: because of the implication. I'm actually torn on how much that's intended lol, because on the one hand they certainly do not frame Xena as an actual rapist here, she's still sympathetic and Caesar's still the ruthless villian. But on the other hand the predator/prey metaphor when she was coming onto him was incredibly on the nose (she even says "cutting off his path of retreat" like, yikes girl); Xena later points out that crucifying her was an overreaction and thinks she must've fucked with his head; Caesar has psychosexual nightmares about her in another later ep (ie killing him mid sex basic instinct style); and Caesar's "all those who prey on Rome" line is basically the payoff to his earlier "I am Rome" thing, essentially a coded way of phrasing "prey on me," which fits the sex thing more than the hostage thing, since that was literally preying on Rome.

Idk, I'm curious what the writers were aiming for here. Maybe some of it's just meant to suggest that Caesar has a crush and is mad about it lol, but it's eyebrow raising.

-- Also also: the montage of Gab and Xena at the end of Destiny is so ridiculously romantic <3

-- I love that Xena agrees to only possess Autolycus when he gives her permission, then bodyjacks him whenever he says no anyway. Autolycus is a delight in this ep. And I love how the show does everything it can to make it clear that it's Xena kissing Gabrielle in Autolycus' body, from Bruce Campbell's acting demonstrating exactly when he regains control of himself, to his "Seems like you two worked things out" in repsonse to the kiss, to him not noticing his hand was still on Gab's ass lmao.

-- A Day in the Life is still such a ridiculously good episode.

-- Can't believe how almost explicitly gay Blind Faith is even with the rest of season 2 to compare it to. Like okay maybe it's not quite The Quest's kiss, but something about Gabrielle's conversation with the gay dude where they both very overtly use ambiguous pronouns for the people they love feels like a step beyond. It's not just two close characters who love each other, it's lesbians situated specifically in a gay solidarity context, idk. I love it.

-- Also I cite this a lot but idc, I still fucking LOVE that Xena is temporarily rendered blind in this episode and she is still never physically challenged by anyone in a fight lmao. Like you'd think as a plotpoint it would be a way to have her uncharacteristically defenseless and reliant on this one-ep dude to defend her, right? Nope, she still outclasses him, all she needs him for is to watch out for cliff edges.

-- Also also I love that this annoying dude sees her as an idol and it's just accepted as obvious, absolutely no commentary on a dude modeling himself after a woman. She's Xena, of course aspiring warlords desperately wanna be her.

-- Ulysses here to reassure the straight audience after the tidal wave of gay we've seen in the last few episodes, but it can't even do that right because Gabrielle and Xena still 100% interact like they're hooking up and catching feelings but not exclusive.

-- The Price would be a perfect episode if it weren't for the racism in the depiction of the antagonist force, man, it's such a blot on an ideal Xena story. Also Xena is at her absolute sexiest here. I'm usually more of a Gab girl, but fuuuuuuck her hardass sadistic commander persona has me like 🥵. Hits the perfect balance of serious and dark, while her warlord flashbacks tend to be a little too exaggerated and campy to be truly sexy to me.

-- Also another episode where I love how men relate to Xena. She shows up, they find out she's Xena, and they immediately go "holy shit please take over, please command us, you're our only hope."

-- Cecrops is one of my favourite one-ep characters I think

-- Comedy of Eros is dumb but fun lol, I always enjoy how the show flips the script for Xena's occasional heterosexual turns, in the sense that she's the active participant, acting upon the men and going for what she wants. It is a relief when it stops being earnest and starts being solely for the sake of manipulation though lol, and I'm glad we have Cupid to blame for this one too. In fact, I think all the genuine reciprocated het is behind us now, right?

-- I love the fake out where Gabrielle nearly sees Xena first before Joxer gets in the way. I feel like I've seen some writer say once that they considered having Gabrielle fall in love with Xena for this episode, but they decided against it because they didn't want it to be a joke she gets over, and I am 100% behind that reasoning. It would've felt cheap imo. But the tease was cute lol, they know what the audience wants.

#xena #marley on xena #text post #didn't really want to liveblog as i watched but now i feel like this is too long so idk...

[phoenixs-fandoms-and-writings]

You, Nervous? Doesn’t Seem Possible

Fandom: Harry Potter - Marauders Era

Pairing: James Potter/Reader

Characters: James Potter

Summary: You want to ask James Potter out and James want’s to ask you out, but will one of you finally ask?

Gender neutral reader

Takes place during your sixth or seventh year.

Note: I don’t own Harry Potter. I am not JKR and I do not agree with her views. This account is a safe space for all people (except bigots, fascists, racists, homophobes, transphobes, ableists, and anyone else who has some type of prejudice).

Cross posted on AO3 as simplyreflected

You were walking past the infamous Marauders on your way out of the Great Hall, when you smiled at James who winked at you. You blushed at the attention from the handsome boy. You’d had a crush on him for so long that you almost fainted at the attention, but you focused on where you were walking.

Once you got out, you headed up the stairs going towards Gryffindor house, when you heard someone running behind you. Whoever it was started to slow behind you, until they stopped in front of you, causing you to stop. You saw that it was James Potter himself, smiling at you.

“Hi,” he started, seeming a bit flustered, a whisper of a blush on his cheeks.

You interrupted him, since he seemed a little nervous, hoping it might help him, knowing it would make you feel a little more nervous though, “Would you like to walk with me? I have something I want to ask you.”

He smiled and nodded, falling into step beside you, “I have something I want to ask you as well. But you go first.”

He looked at you, but you were looking where you were walking without looking at him, as you asked the question you had been wanting to ask for what felt like a long time, “James, would you like to go to Hogsmeade with me?”

James got you to stop so he could look in your eyes, “yes, a million times yes.” He took your hand and kissed your knuckles, while still looking in your eyes. As he pulled away, he smiled, and ran his other hand through his hair, “I actually came here to ask you that, but I got nervous.”

“You, nervous? Doesn’t seem possible,” you giggled as you wrapped your arms around him. “But it’s our secret, since you also make me nervous.”

He hugged you back and whispered, “you didn’t seem nervous.”

“That’s good,” you whispered back. “I was trying to focus on asking, but I didn’t want to look at you, because I would’ve forgotten what I was going to ask just by looking in your eyes.” You pulled back and looked him in the eyes. “I could just get lost in them.” You looked down shyly as you smiled before looking back at him.

“You have such a beautiful smile,” he put his hand on your cheek as you leaned into it. “Why don’t we go back to Gryffindor and wait for the others?”

“Yes, we should.”

He turned and moved his arm that was still holding your hand to around your shoulders. You kissed his hand and leaned into his side as the two of you walked back to Gryffindor house to wait for your friends.

#harry potter fanfiction #marauders era #marauders era fanfiction #james potter #james potter fanfiction #james potter x reader #james potter x you

[scottsummersbingo]

Spring is heating up and summer is around the corner. We’ve got a lot going on at the Scott Summers Bingo. We’ve got our mini Summers Splash event taking place now where things are guaranteed to only get hotter! In this spring edition master post we’ve got some great fics under the cut from bingo participants sure to please any Scott fan eager to get their hands on some great reading! As always if you want to join us on discord or sign up for the Scott Summers Bingo, we’d love to have you with us! Click here for more information!

Title of Fill: Here For You Author: scottxlogan Card Number: SSB-001 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/45829624 Square Filled: N4: Tactile Affection Ship/Main Pairing: Scott/Logan Rating: Teen Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Fluff, Sleepy Cuddles, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Cuddling & Snuggling, Hurt/Comfort, Grief/Mourning, Post-X2: X-Men United (2003) Summary: Post X2: Scott sneaks into Logan's room set on spending the night holding onto the one thing left in his life after Jean's death. Sensing Scott's lack of self-care in his grieving Logan looks to taking care of the fallen leader that he's come to care about very much. Word Count: 3227 Title of Fill: Snapshots Author: Cerylid Card Number: SSB-007 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/44792158 Square Filled: G5 "Headache/Migraines" Ship/Main Pairing: Scott/Logan (X-men OTM) Rating: Teen Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Summary: "After X3, Scott unexpectedly returns, depowered and unable to remember anything after being kidnapped by Stryker. Back at the mansion, as Hank races against time to try and fix Scott's malfunctioning powers, Logan starts to find out more about who Scott Summers really is." Word Count: 14570

Title of Fill: Out there's a land that time don't command Author: Wolfsheart Card Number: SSB-002 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/44502667 Square Filled: N1 (“Don’t worry. They can’t hurt you anymore.”) and N4 (Spooning naked as you fall asleep.) Ship/Main Pairing: Scott Summers/James “Logan” Howlett Rating: Mature Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Trans Scott Summers, First Kiss, Making Out, Mutual Pining, mention of Christmas passing, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Rivals to Friends to Lovers, mention of a bad break-up, Not Jean Grey Friendly, Not Charles Xavier Friendly, mention of Bobby Drake/Kit Pryde relationship, Trans Kit Pryde, Gay Bobby Drake, mentions of transphobia and homophobia, Transphobic Jean Grey, Transphobic Charles Xavier Summary: After a nasty break-up with Jean, Scott left the school and headed west to his home state of Alaska. For months, he's made his home there, feeling exiled from all the people he cares about. Then a familiar face shows up at his door unexpectedly; the face of his crush. Will Scott finally find some much needed and deserved happiness? Some quick warnings: Scott deals with a lot of self-loathing because of two people he trusted most who make him feel wrong for being trans. There is some flashback dialogue that implies transphobia and homophobia, and there is some internal dialogue of Scott's that hints at feelings of transphobia toward himself. They're brief, and I hope that they're not too triggering. They're only meant to set the scene for Scott's depression during what he feels is his exile from the school and his friends and family there. It gets better, I promise. Really better. Summary: After a nasty break-up with Jean, Scott left the school and headed west to his home state of Alaska. For months, he's made his home there, feeling exiled from all the people he cares about. Then a familiar face shows up at his door unexpectedly; the face of his crush. Will Scott finally find some much needed and deserved happiness? Word Count: 4642

Title of Fill: Are you Scarlet? (Chapters 1-8) Author: KianLake Card Number: SSB-004 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43068738/chapters/108225363 Square Filled: B2 Ship/Main Pairing: Scott Summers/Loki Rating: Mature Major Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Secret life Summary: Loki discover a secret of Scott that involved a strip club. While he looks for the clues, Scott tries his best to avoid the Norse god.

Title: The Date Author: scottxlogan Card #: SSB-001 Square Filled: I4: Dancing Pairing: Scott Summers/Steve Rogers Rating: Explicit Warnings/Tags: Explicit Sexual Content, Dirty Talking Steve Rogers, Light Angst, Smut, Semi-Public Sex, Exhibitionism, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Skinny Dipping, Secret Relationship, Bottom Scott Summers, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Praise Kink Summary: Scott makes a shocking discovery when the big day for Alex and his wedding arrives. Faced with a stressful situation and feeling left out after a wedding disaster, Scott is relieved when Steve finally shows up to lend his boyfriend a hand by giving him the escape he so desperately needs to unwind. Together they find an escape and a little passion before facing reality again.   Word Count: 9587   Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/45885832

Title of Fill: Strike! Author: Ram Card Number: SSB-008 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/45019204/chapters/113272114 Square Filled: G3: 1920s AU Ship/Main Pairing: Scott Summers, Jean Grey, Charles Xavier Rating: Gen Tags/Warnings/Triggers: No Warnings Apply Summary: In 1917, Captain Xavier met Private Summers. By 1918, they were comrades. In 1920, Scott is Charles right hand man. But after 1926, they would never see each other again. Word Count: 2922

Title of Fill: Dance on fire as it intends Author: Wolfsheart Card Number: SSB-002 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/44786251 Square Filled: O3: Rough beard on smooth skin Ship/Main Pairing: Scott Summers/Thor Rating: Mature Tags/Warnings/Triggers: Asgard (Marvel), Implied/Referenced Sex, Implied Consensual Drunk Sex, Waking up in a strange bed, Scott is a Good Friend, Scott Summers & Emma Frost, Scott Summers & Logan, Scott Summers loves his friends, Scott Summers Deserves Happiness, Cuddly Thor Summary: After a night of partying in Asgard's palace, Scott wakes up in a strange bed with a surprise partner. He can't remember the night of passion he spent with Thor, but he realizes that he's not freaked out by this, and he hopes for a repeat performance. Word Count: 3373

Title: Best Birthday Ever Author: Sivan325 Card #: SSB-006 Square Filled: N2 - Cuddling for Warmth Pairing: James "Bucky" Barnes/Scott Summers Rating: Explicit Warnings: none. Summary: “You did it for me?” Bucky asked, and covered his omega with kisses. Word Count: 2298 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/45649237

Title of Fill: The Day Before the Soldiers Came Author: Cerylid Card Number: SSB-007 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/44101258 Square Filled:  “Panic Attack” Ship/Main Pairing: Logan/Scott Summers Rating: Teen Tags/Warnings/Triggers: No Warnings Apply Summary: (Set between X1 and X2) Logan travels North to try and chase down details of his missing memories, keeping in contact with the School by mobile phone, and he and Scott strike up an awkward friendship via text message. Back at the School, Scott is concerned when Logan doesn’t text back after a week of no contact, and goes to try and find him. They both get more than they bargained for. Word Count: 13361

Title: Lost in Fantasy Author: scottxlogan Card #: SSB-001 Square Filled: Scott Summers Bingo: I1: Satin and Lace Pairing: Steve Rogers/Scott Summers/Tony Stark, Rating: Explicit Warnings/Tags: Shameless Smut, Threesome-M/M/M,Blindfolds,Restraints, Light Bondage, Bottom Scott Summers, Submissive Scott Summers, Praise Kink, Aftercare, Scott Summers-centric, Dirty Talk, past Steve Rogers/Tony Stark Summary: Scott Summers has always had a secret fantasy that he wasn't brave enough to share until his new boyfriend encouraged Scott to be honest with what he wanted. In doing so, Scott's boyfriend pulls together a sexy night of fun with a guest sure to turn Scott's world around as the two Avengers are more than ready to show Scott exactly what he needs.   Word Count: 7,509   Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47122333

Title of Fill: Revelation Author: Cerylid Card Number: SSB-007 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/44443699 Square Filled: I1 - "Enjoying some private time together (S/L)" Ship/Main Pairing: Scott Summers/Logan Rating: Teen Tags/Warnings/Triggers: No Warnings Apply Summary: Logan and Scott go undercover as a couple on a mission to gather information. It was supposed to be straightforward, but Scott struggles to keep his feelings for his teammate hidden while they are out. Word Count: 4380

Title: Memories and Mistakes Author: scottxlogan Card #: SSB-001 Square Filled: G4: Where We Don't Have to Hide Pairing: Scott Summers/James "Logan" Howlett Rating: Mature Warnings/Tags: Angst and Feels, Angst with a Happy Ending, Feelings Realization, Denial of Feelings, Reunions, Sexual Content, Swearing, Regret, Getting Back Together, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Summary: After their estrangement Logan realizes the only way to win the war the X-Men are facing is to return to the man he'd vowed to give up years earlier. When Logan breaks Scott out of his prison cell the battle proves to be far more than anticipated as Logan reflects on the love he'd foolishly let slip away in the past. Will he be strong enough to hold onto it this time around or will fate have darker plans for his future with Scott? Word Count: 6281 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46898023

#Scott Summers #Cyclops #scott summers bingo #Logan #James Howlett #wolverine #scogan #Steve Rogers #Captain America #Iron Man #Tony Stark #trans scott summers #thor #thor odinson #Bucky Barnes #James Bucky Barnes #winter soldier #jean grey #Charles Xavier

[gatorbites-imagines]

Please can i get a crumb of khonshu with a trans boyfriend? Some fluffiness some cuddling is all that i ask

Khonshu x ftm reader

Headcanons

Want nothing more than to suffocate this dude in the best way possible, tsk

I added more than just cuddling hope you enjoy lmao.

You became Khonshus avatar on accident. Its up to you if this is before or after Marc and co. One thing led to another, you were dying in an alleyway in Cairo, and that alleyway had apparently been built on top one of his temples.

Soon you were stuck with the bird headed God, who seemed a little too into crushing people’s windpipes for the most minor insult or transgression against him.

He didn’t know you were trans in the beginning, as it had little meaning to him whatever your identity was.

It was when you wore your binder for too long or during missions and it started hurting you that he noticed though. How you would wheeze and cough and rub at your ribs.

Him being a god he can probably feel whatever the hurt is to heal it, but he couldn’t heal this one as it wasn’t actually a wound but something you were doing to yourself.

This led to many arguments between the two of you as he wanted you to stop binding as it harmed you, and you had to explain to him why it was so important to you.

Khonshu complains regularly about humanities brainless ways when it comes to gender and sexuality. You can regularly hear him grumbling to himself how humanity has gone backwards because at least back in the day you could love the same gender.

It makes you happy that at least he respects you, though you swear your binders go missing when you have been binding for too long or for too many days without a break.

At some point the conversation turns to how safe binding works, and after you start to notice how your missions as the moon knight always has at least one day a week empty, and your missions don’t take longer than 8 active hours without a break.

When or if you get top surgery Khonshu will complain but not actually be against it. He tells you that it won’t be an excuse to rest as his knight, as he will heal it right after and he won’t let you slack off.

He uses his weird godly magic that he also heals you with to make your body produce testosterone since getting it was an issue as you traveled the world for your missions.

You realize that mission that involve transphobes go up, which makes you pleased as you can finally hand their ass to them for being so horrible towards people who are just themselves.

As you and Khonshu grow closer it becomes easier to talk to him about issues that come with being trans, and though he’s blunt and sometimes rude about it, he listens and gives his own version of advice.

He rages when people make transphobic comments at you, telling you to kill them then and there for disrespecting his knight like that.

With really realizing he makes the moon knight suit fit however feels most gender euphoric to you.

You tease him about being a secret softy on the inside, which he takes as an insult.

When the two of you get together it continues like normal, though there is more touching involved.

Though he becomes less harsh in his comments when it comes to you, but seems to become crueler towards anyone he sees as not worthy of you or your company.

He brings you gifts, which may be a little weird, like ancient amulets, rings, and clothes. But he preens when you wear it, especially the special jewelry that represent himself.

What surprises you a lot is that the big pigeon is a cuddler, apparently being a banished god for so many years leads to quite the touch starvation

So, most nights when you aren’t out being moon knight, your cuddling in your bed, which is the biggest size on the market to fit the gods size.

Khonshu will typically curl around you like a cat, ending with you against his chest as you do whatever on your phone or talk.

Since he is a god Khonshu has no need for sleep, and will just lay awake holding you and listening to you breath and feel your heartbeat.

Sometimes though, you’ll lay with his head on your chest, though this can be kinda messy to do since he is so large compared to you, but you make it work.

He loves when you rub your hand up and down his back, or rub his beak or around his eye sockets.

He would massage your hands and legs when you cuddle, making some off hand comment about it being good for blood circulation which would make you a more effective knight, though in reality he just wants to touch you.

#moon knight #male reader #khonshu #moon knight x male reader #moon knight headcanon #moon knight imagine #khonshu imagine #khonshu x male reader #khonshu headcanon #marvel #marvel x male reader #marvel imagine #marvel headcanon #ftm reader #moon knight x ftm reader #khonshu x ftm reader

[the-owl-tree]

TBH, I can't get into depictions of Crowfeather that sand his edges either. But I feel for me it's both because canon grabs you by the ankle and drags behind you about how much of a tortured soul he is for losing his crush (he isn't) and that it's actually okay he hit his son once and constantly neglected and snapped at him because Nightcloud is a mean, coddling, lying hag (she wasn't) that sours 'kinder' depictions for me, AND how it's only bad fathers like Crowfeather. Nobody (besides Bonefall with his depiction of Lizardstripe) is making more charitable depictions of bad mothers, so why should I care about shitty dads being written to be good lmao? Especially when people can't even handle the idea of mothers like Curlfeather actually caring about her kid despite hurting her (something that, you know, actually makes more sense than Crowfeather caring about his own son since we see her die for Frostpaw)?

Oh absolutely hit the nail on the head for me, it's one thing if the author doesn't necessarily think Crowfeather is a bad father (loud incorrect buzzer noise), but I think even with people who acknowledge Crow's canon behavior it's just such a big NOPE for me. The writing team and the fandom spent so much time being abysmal towards the subject, it's left too much of a sour taste in my mouth to enjoy the character at all. I just don't think anything's going to salvage Crowfeather for me. He's a light in the mist, he's running for deputy, Breezepelt doesn't resent him, Nightcloud doesn't resent him, and Leafpool nearly got sent to cat hell (and also doesn't get to resent him). I do not like him <3 I need him to drop dead <3

Really good point about depictions of bad mothers (looks at the "bad mother" map. where is the bad father map people, where is it). Seeing as how people like to make Nightcloud worse ("Nightcloud would use her son as a therapist" "Nightcloud physically and emotionally abused Crowfeather" "Nightcloud was a predator", that one au map that sort of implied Nightcloud was transphobic(???), the list goes on), I'm not interested in stuff that attempts to make Crowfeather better. Once again, no hate towards the author or any AU's that do this, I just have Strong Feelings and otherwise avoid that stuff.

Also big agree, I don't understand why Curlfeather caring about Frostpaw would be such an awful thing, we don't need another antagonistic mother who's evilness is tied to her lack of maternal instincts. On my hands and knees PLEASE.

#asc spoilers #ask to tag #deer rambles #i think it's because so many people tie affection and love to morality #(which the writing team seems to kind of agree with) #that if curl loves frost that somehow makes her Less Bad #instead of idk having nuanced emotions #curlfeather caring about frostpaw would still make her actions bad btw #her loving her daughter does not excuse the hurt she caused

[fan-mans]

I haven't find any Heike HC's, can I ask you for some?

I was only planning on doing wii boxers, but I'll break my little rule for you :P

Ballet bby let's go!!

Heike dyes their hair grey only cause it looks cool. Previously, they've had lavender and baby pink hair too.

Like I mentioned in my music post about the super punch out crew, he has a deeper voice- probably on the higher side of baritone. He's not the biggest fan of it and wishes he sounded more androgynous.

Speaking of- though they present very femme, if they had to choose how to label themself in english they'd say non-binary. He likes the term bishonen to describe himself but it doesn't quite fit. No word they've searched for has fit really so Heike has been avoiding labels for their gender for the most part.

He's gotten some serious flak from the press and other boxing associations about his gender and whether or not he should be in the 'male' sector of the wvba (Even though the wvba doesn't actually divide between genders for fights specifically because of trans fighters like Heike)

Everyone is staunchly supportive of Heike though! From the janitors cleaning the locker rooms to head of the wvba Mr. Dream himself- the only people who don't are also openly transphobic... so

He uses he/they pronouns in english- They don't like being restricted to masculine pronouns and certainly not feminine ones. However, he does like feminine honorifics like Ma'am and Ms. over Mr. or Sir.

Has been a performer their entire life. His mom was a geisha and both parents did kabuki themselves. They were heavily expected to follow their parents footsteps as performers but dropped it the minute they tried boxing. His parents are still a bit heartbroken, but accept his choice.

Heike, like mac and peter, entered the wvba at 17. He'd been boxing for a little bit before then but only caught attention when he started doing tricks in the ring.

They've only used a very slight amount of teleportation magic in the ring, the rest of their skill lies in fancy footwork and hair tricks.

He's a bit of a prankster with the seattle Aran Ryan and Masked muscle.

They have a HUGE crush on Dragon Chan and are just head over heels for him. Hoy, Narcis, and Hurricane know this and tease him relentlessly.

Definitely a person who combines weird food, like fries in milkshakes or ketchup on mac n cheese.

Loves house and EDM music and makes some themself in their free time.

Has a youtube and a tiktok channel for his music, he also does nail and makeup tutorials as well as vlogging about being a dancer/kabuki performer.

Outside of boxing he does ballet and theater projects. They frequent the coffee shop Dragon works at just to hang and flirt with him.

Takes care of their hair like it's a baby- except they're very open with people touching it (As long as they wash their hands first)

Their closet is exclusively pink, purple, and blue - with a handful of grey and white for balance.

Does a lot of dumbass things- intentionally cause they think it's so fucking funny.

#heike kagero #punch out #super punch out #headcanons #ask game #my hcs

[shipsgaysfordays]

Dreamy Moony/Balance

Despite what the title may suggest, this is actually a really angsty and depressing chapter, be prepared. It is a shorter chapter though.

Does use the word of the day: balance, for @wolfstarmicrofic

CW: Death, blood

Links to other chapters here

Reminder that Remus’ pronouns for this fic are they/them, Sirius’ are ze/zis/zer/zhe/zeir/zey Also fuck JKR and the rhetoric that she spouts that’s transphobic, homophobic, racist, antisemetic, and if I’m forgetting anything else then I’m deeply sorry

After ages of running and running and sprinting away from their problems, Remus fell against a tree in exhaustion mixed with hunger. If only it was the full moon, the darker part of their mind speaks, then you really could run far far away, or get them back, really hurt them the way they hurt you, or worse. 

Their eyes flutter, but before losing consciousness a small voice in their mind speaks, that little third year with a crush, Sirius never did it, they really never did it…we hurt them so much. 

…

Remus woke up to the warmth of Gryffindor common room, the fireplace crackling, Queen playing on the record player, it was all so different from…from what? I’m at school, this is just how it always is. 

Peter had been shaking him awake, “Padfoot and Prongs are out fucking about, you want to play some chess?”

“You and I both know I can’t beat you.”

“Maybe I’ll let you win this time,” Peter spoke with a grin, in a blink they were sitting at the chess board, in a second blink they were already done, “Or maybe I won’t.”

“I’ll beat you someday Wormy.”

“I highly doubt that since…well, you know.” You’re dead, the back of Remus’ mind filled in. What? No he’s not, he’s right here. 

Wormtail waved a hand in front of their face, “Hey, hey, hey, get out of that big brain of yours, there’s a whole world out here.”

“Yeah…yeah,” Remus nodded. 

“Are you thinking about Padfoot?” Their mind flashed back to that image, that terrified face, blood, too much blood. 

“I don’t see why the guy can’t just ask you out,” Peter continued on, not mentioning Remus’ face going pale, “or maybe you could just tell zim you like zem back, it’s obvious Sirius loves you.” 

Sirius loves me and I…

“...but I guess you might not love zer….anymore, just like me.”

Remus looked back up, they weren’t in the common room anymore. A courtroom, a fence separating them, handcuffs, measures taken so Peter couldn’t transform into Wormtail, so he couldn’t avoid this. 

“Leave zer out to rot, like chopped liver. Just. Like. Me.” Peter grinned, that wicked grin, that smile that only used to happen because of a good rotten prank or a victory in chess, that leer he has now because…he won, in his own way he won. 

“Avada Kedavra!” someone screams, Remus couldn’t remember who, it didn’t matter who, all they could look at was their friend. Their once dear friend. The friend they would go to with all their worries. The friend they loved. Lifeless. 

Remus weeps, people stare at them, weeping over a traitor, you’re no better. 

“You’re the traitor now!” Peter’s corpse laughs. 

A projector appears out of nowhere, images of Sirius bleeding, of that other random frightened dog, of Mary crying and alone, of James and Lily treating them like a mad man, James and Lily alive having to clean up their mess.

A hand was on their shoulder, a hand covered in dirt and soot, a hand gripping firmly that they couldn’t brush away. His gruff voice whispered in their ear, “You’re the traitor now.” No, not him, not him, not Greyback, I can’t go back there. 

“You’re the traitor now,” everyone turned and repeated.

“I’M NOT,” Remus screamed.

Greyback covered their mouth, and forcibly moved their head to face him, “Now don’t say that, I’m so proud of my pup, finally following your nature.”

His other hand traced along their scars, “Finally following your nature, we’ve been waiting for you.”

“Things are finally balanced,” Peter’s corpse started sliding his feet on the floor, moving closer and closer as Remus was trapped next to Greyback, “two righteous ‘heroes’ and two villainous traitors making up our little band of marauders. I’m proud of you, mate, seeing the truth and joining us–”

A phone began ringing in front of Remus. 

“Don’t do it, mutt,” Greyback whispered. 

Another phone appeared, ringing across the room, and another, and another. 

With a long beep a voicemail began, “REMUS,” Mary screamed in agony, “REMUS–” she huffed and huffed, “what-what’s happening! Remus just tell me what’s happening, please!” She shrieked, long enough that they could almost tune her out, almost.

“We just need you to do a few more things, just a few more things before you join us on this victorious throne. You can do it, right Moony?” Peter smiled. 

Phones still rang, all they wanted to do was cover their ears, they just wanted to be alone, they wanted everything to–

“Stop?” Hope appeared in front of them, her mouth in a straight line, she had barely ever looked at her child in that way. Barely. Unless it had to do with…

“It’s not like this is new of you, we always knew you’d be a monster,” Lyall began, “a beast, a terror to this community. You lied to them all, convincing them you could be human, could be a friend, could be loved. Look how that turned out.”

“Bloody,” Greyback grinned, “bloody and you wanted it, you wanted more, you wanted the taste of copper, you wished for the red covering your tongue, didn’t you, pup?”

…

Remus woke up shivering and trembling, leaning against a tree.

#wolfstar #wolfstar fic #wolfstar fanfiction #Remus Lupin #RemusLupin #angst remus lupin #sad remus lupin #the marauders #marauders era #the marauders era #sad marauders #angst marauders #marauders fanfiction #fanfiction #remus' descent into madness

[abbatoirablaze]

Bad Girl's Club, Chapter 13

Word Count:  1.6k

Warnings:  taboo relationship, age gap, mentions of smut/sexual situations, slight transphobic statement, jealousy, referencing/treating a man as a sexual object, violence, aggression, punching, slapping, kicking, mention of blood.

“Mr. Everett,” Lily said quickly, looking to her crush and the man that just so happened to be her teacher, “I-I forgot my ear plugs…do-do you happen to know if there’s anymore in the-“

“Take mine, Miss. Drysdale,” Curtis offered.  She nearly melted as he gave her a kind, soft smile.  The gruffness seemed to be entirely gone from him as he waved her towards his office.  She blushed, a thought reappearing in her mind from the pep rally.  He’d become all too approachable in her mind, just as he’d become in just about every other girls in the school.  She felt herself swooning at his heady voice, “I think I have some in my desk.”

“Thank you, Mr. Everett.”

“Not a problem, sweetheart,” he replied without a thought.  Lily’s cheeks heated up as he turned, reaching into his drawer, and pulled out a large set of earmuffs, “They uh-might be a bit big…Sorry about that.”

“it’s fine,” she smiled, the blush getting deeper on her cheeks as he delicately placed them on her head, and adjusted them until they were just right, “thank you…”

“Of course, gorgeous,” he smiled without another thought, the second term of endearment sliding off his lips in a matter of moments.  He rested the muffs around her neck and took a step back, admiring her.  His own mind ran back to the thought of the guys telling him about her little crush, and he felt himself winking before he could stop, “they look good on ya…”

“You really think so?”

“Of course,” he replied quickly, “gotta keep a sweet girl like you safe…you did the right thing, asking for proper PPE.”

“I know how you’re a stickler for the rules,” she admitted nervously, a laugh falling off the end of her comment, “and my dad would kill me if I failed any class…shop included.”

“Well, I’d rather you be safe above anything else, sweetheart…can’t go letting such a cute young thing like yourself get hurt in my class.”

But before she could respond, she heard the door opened and more girls began to pile into the classroom.  She spared Curtis another glance and muttered a quick thank you, before rushing out to meet her friends.

“What is that?” Jenna asked.

“Is that…is that Professor Everetts?” Jess asked, her eyes going wide.  Lily blushed a little more and bit her lip, nodding excitedly.

“Oh my god did you tw-“

“SAM!” Avery said quickly, covering her friend’s mouth. 

She ripped her friend’s hand away from her, and gave her a warning look, “I’d be careful about censoring me, Ave…I’m going to be your stepmom soon enough…”

“Did things with Professor Co-“

“I got his number,” Sam blushed, admitting it to the other girls, “he uh-slipped it to me after class…”

“Bet you wish he slipped you something else…”

“At least your crushes are slipping you something,” Jenna frowned, “My dad told me that Lance likes me only to then tell me that if I do anything about it, he’s not paying for my bottom surgery when I’m eighteen…”

“I mean…is that really a problem?” Sam asked, trying to be silly, “doesn’t Lance…like that kind of thing.”

“SAM!” Avery all but squealed, looking at her best friend while Jenna seemed to get a little deflated, “oh my god!  That’s so insensitive!  I’m sorry Jenna…”

“I-It’s fine,” she sighed, entirely too upset about her conversation with her father to be angry at anything else.  She looked over to where Curtis had started gathering the girls for the demonstration and had begun discussion what was going to go on during the class, “we should go see what we’re doing today.”

The girls shared a look while Jenna started ahead, each of them making a mental note that they wanted to cheer Jenna up, or at least find a way that they could.  But they put that on the backburner as they decided to follow her over to the group of girls that were being extremely flirty with and raunchy around their normally stoic teacher.

“Aright girls, now remember what I said about utilizing the safety measures!” Curtis reminded the class as he pointed to the back wall which held the safety goggles and gloves, “I won’t start the demonstration until each of you are utilizing proper PPE!”

“Forget PPE.  Mr. Everett should put his P in my V!” one of the girls cheered. 

Curtis blushed.  He bit his lip as he looked away from the raunchy teenage girls.  With a sigh, he rubbed the back of his neck, “okay…let’s just address the elephant in the room…I know that at the pep assembly the principal convinced a few of us to paint the letters of our team on our chests and we help you do the school cheer, bu-“

“TAKE IT ALL OFF!”

A few of the girls began cheering and cat calling him, which only made him blush even further, “Girls…I need you all to be serious!”

“Mr. Everett, will you take off your shirt for twenty bucks?”

“I’ll add ten more in on that!”

“GIRLS.”

Soon the offering was well over two hundred dollars, with each of the horny teenage girls admitting that they wanted to see their shop teacher strip it down.  And with every offering he got more and more red. 

“GIRLS.  STOP!”

The girls all seemed to stop on a dime, their eyes wide as each of them realized they had an authority fetish, while the man in his early thirties watched them.

“This is a classroom,” he said huffily, “a place where all of you are here to learn.  I-I can’t stress that enough.  Maybe showing my ‘school spirit’ wasn’t the thing I should have done but believe that I will not offer it again. Now all of you need to-“

“ONE MORE TIME MR. EVERETT.  TAKE IT ALL OFF!” another girl finally called from within the swarm of girls.  The whole time the girls kept their eyes on Lily, who was quickly losing her cool over the fact that a lot of the girls were looking at Curtis and treating him like he was some sexual toy ever since the pep rally.

So, the girls weren’t all that surprised when they noticed Lily push one of the girls.  The very same girl that had made the last comment about Curtis stripping.

“What the hell, Drysdale?”

“Fuck off Carmen.”

“Bitch!”

But the words were soon cut off when Lily threw hands, punching Sidney Carmen square in the nose, before yanking her down by her hair and sending a knee to it.  The girls all started screaming.  Jess had an ‘oh shit’ moment when one of the girl’s friends jumped in, and yanked Lily off, so she was quick to come to her rescue and beat the living tar out of the girl. 

But Lily didn’t simply stop at beating up Sidney…no, she turned on any one of the girls that also happened to jump in, even accidentally hitting Jess, before she realized that there was someone helping her. 

And while Curtis wanted to stop the fight, and knew that as a teacher, he really should, there was something that was deep within him that was getting worked up over the cute girl who was turning into a loose cannon over him.  The cute girl who was wearing his ear muffs and willing to defend his honor.

He’d remembered the conversation at the poker game, where the guys had told him that Lily had a crush, but he thought that they were just saying things.  But when she was blushing in his office…and now how she came to his defense when he was being treated like nothing more than a dick on a stick, it made him undeniably revved up. 

He’d never felt more attracted to a woman in all his life. 

“STOP!” he roared, finally snapping himself out of his euphoric feelings.  The scattering of girls left Lily and Sidney just a foot from each other.  Both girls looked wild, their hair pulled every which way, their uniforms dirty from the dust and soot on the floor.  Curtis felt a tug in his stomach as he noticed a tear in Lily’s stockings. 

A feral part of him wanted nothing more than to completely rip the fabric away from her body to see the milky flesh beneath.  He growled, reaching towards both of the girls.  And without much effort, he lifted both women to their feet.  They stared at him in surprise, at how little effort he’d used, and yet how he’d managed to lift them both. 

“Carmen…office.  Now.”

“But Mr. Everet-“

“Office.” He repeated, “you were using sexual remarks towards a teacher, and you were trying to throw money at me and encourage me to undress.  Not to mention the fighting-“

“But professor Everett-“

“No!” he boomed.  All of the girls got quiet again and he pointed his free hand towards the door.  “Office.  NOW!”

She jumped, and started sniffling, the dried blood that had caked along her collar flaking down onto her shirt as she gathered her stuff to leave.   Then Curtis turned his attention to the cute young thing beside himself.  And his animalistic urges raised as he wanted to do nothing more than to lift her onto one of the tables and devour her.

“And you…”

“I-“

“Detention,” he uttered, the simple word sending a shiver down her spine, “after school.  Toda-“

The bell rang, right as Curtis was speaking, and she looked towards the door, worry in her eyes.  

“CLASS DISMISSED!” the large man growled.  The girls gathered their stuff, dropping their glasses on the closest benches, and running out of the room.  Lily went to do the same, but Curtis grabbed her arm, “where do you think you’re going?”

“Th-the bell…”

Curtis waited until the last girl left the classroom.  His eyes flickered to the door and then back to his office. 

“Got a free period,” he muttered softly, “I’ll write you a pass…”

“Wh-“

“Lock the door, sweetheart,” he said in a firm, but sweet tone, “I’ll clean you up before you go tell your dad you have detention.”

Chapter 14

Tag List:  @lohnes16, @tenaciousperfectionunknown

#bad girls club #soft curtis everett #curtis everett #snowpiercer au #snowpiercer #chris evans characters

[doomgays]

right on schedule.

#( #doom #doom eternal #doomguy #doom slayer #id software #artwork #fanart #doodles #transgender #trans visibility #adra says... trans rights! #and crushes a transphobe's head with his hands #doomgays #)

[gh0stchoir]

Re-send. Y/N is trans, but not out to Nekoma. Because of a transphobic family, he has no binders, only tape. He knows this is dangerous, but its better than having to walk around normally. One day, he overbinds and faints during practice. As he wakes up a few seconds later, the whole team is gathered around him already, worried (esp. Kuuro, who has a crush). He's forced to come out so no one calls an ambulance. Nekoma proofs themselves to be very accepting, though Yaku and Kuuro scold Y/N.

“No more hurting yourself.”

Masterlist

Anime: Haikyuu!!

Character(s): Nekoma (platonic with the slight excuse of Kuroo)

Time set point: high school

Pronouns used: he/him (trans ftm)

Warnings?: unsafe binding with tape, overbinding, fainting, not proofread

A/n: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!🎉🎊I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY!! :D

⚠️FEMALE ALIGNED= DNI OR YOU WILL BE BLOCKED.⚠️

“Ah nice to see you today, Y/n.” Kuroo smirked at the second year, watching as y/n perked up and waved back. Y/n finished putting on his knee pads and walked up to the captain, glancing at Lev as he ran away from Yaku.

“Nice to see you aswell, Kuro. Where’s Kenma?” Y/n asked. He watched as Kuroo raised a brow and crossed his arms, pouting.

“You wanna see Kenma over me? How rude..” The captain joked, watching as y/n furrowed his brows. He and y/n both knew that wasn’t the case. He just hadn’t seen Kenma all day and missed him.

Y/n huffed and crossed his arms, silently wincing when he too quickly moved. The tape under his shirt feeling as if it was suffocating him. He took a few seconds to make sure Kuroo wasn’t looking at him weird. He hadn’t seemed to notice though.

“Yknow it’s not like that, rooster head” Y/n smirked after giving the classic nickname. Kuroo dramatically gasped, waving him off.

“So rude and for me being so so kind..well, Kenma is gonna be a few minutes late. Teacher kept ‘em back in class” The ravenette sighed. In the certain class, the setter would always be tired and would end up falling asleep a lot in the class. He didn’t mean to of course, it just helped him regain focus after a tiny nap.

Y/n nodded, glancing to his right where everyone began getting ready for drills. He looked back at Kuroo who began getting volleyballs, motioning for y/n to go with the team and get ready.

It was about half an hour into practice, every player sweating and quick on their feet. It was a good practice so far. All for one player, y/n. He’d begin having trouble breathing, needing to take more water breaks than the others. It was all the cause of the tape over his chest. It was so tight and uncomfortable, practically squeezing his lungs and not letting him be able to breathe.

“Mm? Y/n you good? You’re breathing much harder than usual and you seem a lot more tired. How much sleep did you get last night??” Yaku narrowed his eyes on him, acting like a caring scolding mother. Y/n just shook his head with a forced, tired smile.

The team was light scrimmaging, but for y/n it felt like the most intense thing ever. His hands were shaky, causing his receives and blocks to be weak and uncertain. His legs were tired from carrying him, as the muscle began to ache more by the second. His mind was fuzzy, beginning to blur his vision.

“Yaku-san I’m fine, and I got enough sleep don’t worry..” Y/n waved him off, wiping the sweat off his forehead. The libero just kept his eyes narrowed on him. He could tell something was up. Call it a mothers instinct.

The short third year continued watching as y/n gave a weak receive, even though it was a simple one. Usually he was so good and quick on his feet for receive. Now he was the complete opposite. He was so visibly tired and out of it, like he wasn’t even there.

For him, it felt like every few seconds he’d see nothing but black. He shook his head, trying to focus on his hand, but to no avail. His vision began getting more blurry and caused tears to prick his eyes.

Nobody seemed to notice, not even Yaku who turned his attention away for a minute or two. Y/n gulped, staring up at the bright lights of the gym. The light shining right into his eyes began making his vision even more blurry, causing him to stumble a little when he looked back down.

Y/n stepped back a step, not feeling his foot go down on the floor, and tripped on his own feet before hitting the ground and fainting immediately.

“Y/n??? Come wake up- hey hey your awake, can you see me?” Kuroo stared down at y/n, already knelt to his left side. The rest of the team was surrounded around, all worriedly staring at y/n.

He felt himself begin breathing heavily, wrapping an arm around his chest as he coughed. Every few seconds he would feel a horrible striking pain in his chest that knocked the wind out of him. No one knew what was going on.

“Y/n what the hell is going on?? Do you need an medical attention?” Yaku asked loudly, watching as the second year shifted and slowly sat up. He didn’t make eye contact with anyone, just staring at the floor beneath him.

He took a few breaths, trying to ignore the horrible throbbing in his head the began building more and more.

The team sat in silence, all just waiting for y/n to answer. They didn’t want to see him hurt. He was their teammate, their friend, their family.

“I-fuck.” Y/n hissed, wrapping an arm over his torso again as the pains kept striking. “I’m transgender..” He whispered out, followed by a violent spree of coughs. He didn’t dare look up. In his mind, when he looked at them they’d all stare at him with disgust. They’d kick him out the club and probably tell everyone in the school about this.

Though after awhile of silence, y/n let his eyes wander up to the team. None of them looked visibly grossed out or mad. In fact, they looked almost happy or excited. All of a sudden, he was tackled in a hug starting by Kuroo. Soon enough everyone was included, even Kenma.

“Now why didn’t you tell us sooner?” Kuroo frowned. He felt like he had done something wrong, especially since being best friends with y/n, he would be able to tell him about something like this. The ravenette didn’t understand that this wasn’t an easy thing to come out to someone. Hell, y/n had to deal with a transphobic family back at home so he had such bad trust issues with telling people about it.

“I didn’t know this would be y’all’s reaction..” The second year admitted, scratching his arm after everyone let go of the hug. Yaku stood infront of y/n, arms crossed. His eyes were narrowed and he padded his foot on the floor like an angry mother ready to scold her kid for breaking her favorite vase.

“You really must be an idiot to think we would not accept you. Now, why did you faint? Is your binder too tight? Have you been binding too much?” He asked question after question, concerned.

Y/n stared blankly. How did he know about binders?

“How do you know-“

“I have a cousin that’s transgender, so he’s taught me some stuff about safety precautions. You displayed a lot of symptoms of over binding.” The libero explained.

Y/n gulped and laughed nervously, scratching the back of his head. “Well I uh don’t have a binder since my family is yknow, yeah..I bind with tape.”

“YOU WHAT??” Kuroo and Yaku yelled in unison. Even the captain knew a small bit of binding, knowing that you should never bind with tape. They quickly pushed y/n to the changing rooms to change into his uniform.

The team waited outside, talking amongst themselves. Coach Nekomata had decided to end practice early because of the incident. He was proud of the team for being so quick to care about their teammate. It was something only people with a true bond could do so immediate. Almost like it was instinct.

After a few minutes, y/n slowly walked back into the gym. He had his uniform on, and a wad of tape in his hands. “I took it off, like you said..” He turned to dump it in the trash can, walking up to the team. He was quickly engulfed into another hug by Kuroo. He didn’t push him away in fear of Kuroo somehow feeling his chest, instead sinking into the embrace.

The captain was glad now that he helped in some sort of way, feeling closer to his best friend, and crush. In fact he felt even more attracted to y/n for being able to continue on with all the negatives in his life. It was empowering to the ravenette.

“Thank you. We talked and since the situation with your family we are gonna get you a binder so you can bind safely from now on ok?” Kuroo peered (up/down) at y/n, smiling softly.

Y/n just stared back with wide eyes. A binder? Like a real binder, not tape? He felt tears prick his eyes as he stuffed his face into Kuroo’s chest as he let himself cry. For once in so long he was crying happy tears.

“Y/n, here.”

Y/n looked at Kenma, who was holding out a black hoodie. It was the one Kenma would put on after practice. He grabbed it from Kenma and looked at it.

“You can wear it home, it’s big so it’ll help hide your chest.” Kenma watched as y/n immediately put the hoodie over his uniform, fixing the sleeves and smiling widely.

Y/n quickly hugged the setter, thanking him. “This means a lot Kenma. Thank you.” The blonde just nodded, going back to his phone and continuing to eat on his snack.

The three, Kuroo, Kenma, and Y/n all made sure they had everything before departing from the team to go back to their homes.

Yaku cupped his hands around his mouth, making it so his voice was louder. The team left next to him quickly covered their ears, watching as he yelled at the trio retreating.

“I don’t wanna see you using tape anymore y/n!!”

#haikyuu x male reader #haikyuu x trans reader #x trans reader #x male reader #nekoma x male reader #Nekoma x trans reader #platonic #women dni #platonic Nekoma x male reader #platonic Nekoma x trans reader

[domxmarvel]

Guardian prince

2 year masterlist

Day: 30 Royal Guard  Loki x FTM!Reader

D/N:dead name

TW:Dead name,transphobic parents

“Your highness the king has requested your presence in the dining hall” One of the guards informed you,you gave him a nod and dismissed him. Quickly changing before heading to the dining hall,you found your parents and your two sisters already sitting there. Your mother quickly noticed the new bruise on your arm.

“Have you been practicing with that sword again?”She asked,her tone filled with disgust. You didn’t respond,knowing if you did she’d find something else to complain about. There was a moment of tense silence before your father stood up.

“I’ve had enough of this,you’re a princess not a prince. We let you have your fun but now it’s over. By tomorrow I expect this phase to be over”He yelled at you,everyone else was silent. You were used to it by now but then he said the words. “Because I have already promised you away” The words you knew you’d hear eventually,every princess did,but you weren’t  a princess. You couldn't endure listening to him belittle you any further and quickly left. 

When you got back to your room you started packing some of your things,not taking anything that you didn’t absolutely need. You were almost finished packing,when there was a knock on your door. You quickly rushed to hide the bag,before answering the door. Both of your sisters stood there,they looked a bit hesitant before asking.

“Can we come in?” You backed away,letting them both in. “Are you leaving?” Lilian asked.

“I can’t stay here,I’m sorry. But if I stay I’ll be trapped for the rest of my life”You hugged both of them. “I really don’t want to leave you two. I love you and I hate having to do this”

“Y/N we understand,we’re not here to stop you”Rosalie stepped closer to you,she handed you a small box,inside it was a necklace. It was a silver chain with a ring on it,both of your sisters' names etched on it. “We’re going to miss you”

“But it’s for the best”

“Don’t worry,I’m sure we’ll find each other again someday”

*Timeskip* 

It’s been two years since you left your family,during that time you finished your transition. No one that met you recently had a single idea,you had never been happier. During that time you had also traveled to Asgard,joined the royal guard and saved Loki which ended up with you being his new guard. Everyone told you that there was no way he’d accept that,but surprisingly he didn’t seem to mind. He was never hostile with you,he was nice to you, sometimes it sounded like he was flirting with you. And you’d be lying if you said you didn’t have a crush on him.

Odin had asked all the guards to be extra vigilant,since some royal family was visiting. You had been sticking closer to Loki and he didn’t mind,he trusted you more than anyone since he knew you’d do anything to protect him. The day they arrived everyone gathered in the throne room to greet them,as usual you were standing beside Loki. The second they walked in and you saw them,it started getting harder to breathe. Your family,they looked mostly the same but they didn’t seem to recognize you,or they didn’t really pay attention to you. With every step your father took closer,it was getting harder to breathe and your hands started shaking slightly. You felt Loki’s hand on yours,making you turn to him.

“Are you alright?” Your hand started shaking even more and you couldn’t breathe,you couldn’t even answer his question. 

“I’m sorry my prince,you’ll have to excuse me” 

“Go ahead” You left calmly,not looking at them or saying anything. Thankfully the halls were empty since everyone was busy protecting their guests. You practically fell to the floor,crying and breathing heavily. Gripping your hair you started shaking again,but this time you were worried about your sisters was your father planning on doing the same thing to them. You felt someone’s arms around you. “Y/N it’s okay,I’m here just breathe”Loki had his arms around you,his fingers through your hair. You held onto him tightly,crying into his shoulder.

***

Later that night Loki asked you to come to his room,you assumed to talk about what happened earlier today.  You weren’t sure what you could say,you’d probably just have to tell him the truth. Standing in front of his door,your hand hovered over the door. Finally you knocked,he opened the door and let you in. He seemed nervous,which you didn’t expect,maybe this wasn’t about you.

“My prince, are you alright?”You asked, breaking the silence. 

“There’s something I’ve been wanting to tell you. I just want you to make me a promise,that what I’m about to say won’t change anything between us” You started to freak out ‘Did he know? How did he find out?’ 

“Of course. And I have something to tell you too” It didn’t matter whether he knew or not,you’d rather he’d hear it from you than someone else.

“Me first. Ever since that day when you saved me,I was so happy that you cared so much about me. To the point where you jumped in between me and that dark elf,you saved me barely knowing anything about me. I highly doubt anyone else would’ve done what you did. Just seeing how much you cared,I realized that I like you. I’ve never said this to anyone before and I never thought I ever would. Y/N I love you” The last part made your heart hurt,did he really think that no one would love him? 

“My prince”

“Loki”He quickly corrected you

“Loki There’s something I need to tell you and I understand if you don’t want me after hearing this”

“Y/N there’s nothing you could say that would make me not want to be with you” You sat down on his bed,he sat down next to you.

“I’ve never told anyone about my past,it’s not something I want to remember. I wasn't always like this,I-I was born as a woman.”You paused,waiting for his reaction but he didn’t seem to care. “I quickly realized that I was a man and told my family,as you can probably tell they didn’t take it well. I changed my name and took up stuff like sword fighting. My parents didn’t like that,they stopped me from sword fighting and put me into what they considered ladylike. They kept referring to me by the wrong name and telling other people to do the same,telling them that it’s just a phase. Always introducing me as their daughter,even when the person they introduced me to could clearly see that I wasn't a woman. The only thing that got me through was my sisters,they always corrected people when they got my name wrong.”

“They must’ve really liked you” You reached to the ring on your necklace.

“They did. I just dealt with my parents but one night two years ago,we sat down for dinner and my father started talking about how he arranged to marry me away to someone. That night I snapped,I couldn’t take it anymore. I knew that if I didn’t leave I’d be trapped for the rest of my life” As you finished talking,Loki wrapped his arms around you.

“I’m sorry you had to go through that,I can promise you that as long as I’m here no one will dare say anything about you”He let go of you,leaving one arm around your shoulder.

“So you still want me?”He moved his arm,pulling you closer to him.

“Nothing would change that”You kissed him,moving closer. There was a knock on the door,making you pull away. Loki got up and answered the door,you recomposed yourself and stood behind Loki. 

“Your highness, will you be joining our guests for tea?”He turned to face you,you just nodded.

“Yes I will and so will Y/N”He closed the door and walked up to you. He kissed you again,letting you wrap your arms around his waist. He only pulled away when both of you were out of breath. “Y/N I promise you if I find them I’ll make them pay for all the pain they caused you” You didn’t say anything about that,you just let go of him.

“You should probably get ready”

“You too,you’re joining me right?” You didn’t exactly wanna tell him who your parents were,but you didn’t want to disappoint him. 

“I don’t know,they’d probably think it’s weird for the royal guard to be sitting with them”

“First of all you’re my guard and as I just said no one will dare say anything about you”

“Okay,I’ll join you”He gave you a quick kiss.

“Great now go get ready”

“Loki”He stopped,turning to look at you “I love you too”

***

Through the entire tea,you avoided looking at your parents. Loki wanted you to sit down with them but you convinced him otherwise.Your dad was talking about something but you only caught the tail end of it. 

“So when do you wanna start planning for the wedding?” You froze,was he doing the samething to your sisters? You knew that he wanted some sort of alliance with Asgard,apparently this was the only way he knew how. You couldn’t say anything but you didn’t have to.

“What wedding?” Loki asked.

“That’s been called off,I asked you here to talk about it”Thankfully Odin spoke up,and you knew your father wouldn’t dare say anything to him. Suddenly Odin asked. “Didn’t you have another daughter,D/N? What happened to her” 

“She’s no longer my daughter”That moment you wanted to explode,you were never his daughter. You put your hand on Loki’s shoulder and leaned in. 

“Can I talk to you,alone?”He got up and followed you taking a few steps away. 

“What’s wrong?”

“I didn’t wanna say anything but I can’t stand it anymore. I can’t stay here,I’ll assign someone else to guard you for the rest of the meeting.” He quickly grabbed your arm before you could leave. 

“Y/N What’s wrong? You can trust me with anything” You turned back to the table.

“It’s them,they’re my parents”

“What!”Loki stormed away before you could stop him,walking up to the table he slammed his hand on it. Everyone froze,you quickly tried to pull him away.

“Loki don’t” He was practically fuming as you tried to hold him back. “Loki! He’s not worth it”

“What are you talking about,what about all the years of pain and suffering he’s caused!”He yelled at you,you never thought you’d have to do this. You grabbed both his arms,he didn’t stop struggling 

“Stop,I don’t want you to do this” He only stopped struggling when Lilian bolted up

“Y/N!”You let go of Loki and turned to your sister. “Y/N” She ran up to you,hugging you. Rosalie quickly did the same. “We missed you”

“I missed you too”Your father stood up,making his way towards you. Loki quickly stood between you. “Loki!”

“Don’t even try to stop me! I said I’d never let someone treat you like this and I mean it” You had no doubt that Loki would’ve stabbed him if Odin didn't step in between them. He turned to your father. 

“I think you should leave”

“Fine,Lilian,Rosalie come here”He called them,but they didn’t move. 

“No,we’re not going anywhere with you. Y/N was right,the night he left he said something that stuck with us. ‘If I stay I’ll be trapped for the rest of my life’”

“He was right and we’re not you keep us trapped any longer” He was fuming as he stormed out.

***

“So did you plan on telling me?”Loki asked

“Tell you what?”

“Who your parents were?” Or that you were royalty” He asked

“I don’t know. I never wanted to see him again. But my sisters,I care about them”

“Well they can stay here as long as you want”He wrapped his arms around your waist,pressing his chest against your back and his lips onto your cheek. 

“I love you”

“I love you too Y/N”

#loki x reader #loki x ftm reader #loki x male reader #loki x male!reader #ftm reader #marvel ftm #loki imagine #Loki Laufeyson #loki odinson #loki fanfiction #loki fluff #Loki Angst #marvel x reader #marvel x male reader #male reader #x male reader #domxmarvel

[0quinn-the-gay0]

Loki x trans reader

A/N: I am basing this off of my experience and if you can relate, then I hope you found that comfort fic you were looking for. im writing this in the spur of the moment so please don’t judge if the grammar or the plot or something doesn’t make sense. in any case, I hope you enjoy!

warnings: dysphoria, gender and body dysphoria. misgendering.  genre: Fluff, angst and relating to one another.  description: you came back from work feeling exhausted and tired, along with your bad work day, you were constantly getting misgendered by the other Avengers, especially Stark. The only avenger that wouldn't do that was Loki, so you went to his room to seek comfort. he tells you about some stories on Asgard 

It was a slow Monday evening when you came home from work. You work as an assistant for Stark, and part-time as a bar keeper. Stark constantly told you to take breaks, but you were too stubborn and you liked working. Your co-workers are dick heads. 

You constantly get purposely misgendered. And it was starting to drain you. 

As you walked into the main floor where the avengers hung out, you decided to get yourself a snack from the snack bar. Unfortunately, there was someone already there, actually, make that two someones, so you mentally made a note to sit in your room to eat your snack. But before you got a chance to get your snack, Tony turned to you. “Hey, Y/n! Thor was just telling me that Loki was coming back to earth sometime this week!” He said, too cheerfully. 

You side eyed him. 

“Tony, you hate him. Why are you so happy?” You asked, suddenly suspicious. It was unlike Tony to be excited about Loki’s arrival. 

“Dude, you spend all your time around him... does miss Y/n have a crush?” You flinched as he said miss. “Tony... we talked about that...” You said, checking out your shoes. Tony chuckled, and nudged your arm. “C’mon you know I’m only joking!” Tony justified. “Are you alright, Lady Y/n?” Thor asked, looking in your direction. You sighed, and grabbed the box of Oreos. “I’ll talk to you, Tony and Thor, when you both are not being complete total jackasses.” You seethed, storming out of the room. “She’s pissed” You heard Tony mutter. 

While raging and cursing Tony out in 5 different languages, you accidentally bump into the one and only captain America. Or as you liked to call him, transphobic piece of shit. He wasn’t as bad as Tony, but he was still bad enough that he constantly forgot your name-change and your pronoun change. And he wasn’t even trying to remember your new name and pronouns. (A/N: D/N means dead name, if you do not want to put your name in, if it will cause you dysphoria, you can skip.)

“Hey, D/N, how’s life treating you?” I want to bash your head in with your own shield. “I’m good, long day, going to my room.” you said quickly, before storming off. He caught your hand, and stared at you. “Lady of the house, why is your room so dirty?” He asked. You stomped on his foot, and ran towards the elevator. when you got in, someone got in as well. You went to get out, but someone stopped you. 

“WAIT!” Oh for the love of- I just want my Oreos and eat them in peace, can’t a man do that?! 

You turned around, ready to bash the person bugging me. you were ready to end someones career, when you  realized it was Bruce. Bruce was the best one out of all the avengers, he accepted you, and even gave you testosterone pills since you have a fear of needles. “Oh, hey Bruce.” You said with a sigh, “I won’t be here to lecture you, but the others are trying in their own ways, yes, some more than-” You cut him off. 

“I understand, Bruce, okay? Everyone is trying and I’m the one being overdramatic, right? I should just calm down, because I’m the one that wanted the fucking pronoun change? Because I woke up one day, and decided to make sure everyone felt bad about poor Y/n because SHE THINKS SHE’S A GUY!” You started crying, and when Bruce tried touching you, you moved away. “go tell the others to go fuck themselves.” You said, sniffling, while walking to the other elevator. If someone else gets in your way, you’re using the stairs. 

You reached Loki’s floor, and hesitated. Why were you here? He was on Asgard, so why are you here? 

You shook your head and went back into the elevator when a hand stopped the door from closing. “Y/N?” you stopped, and stared at the black raven haired man in front of you. “Are you alright, Love?” 

Thats all it took for your walls to come crumbling down, your whole body wracked in sobs as Loki brought you to the sofa’s in his room. “What’s happened, darling?” He asked once more, looking actually concerned. You felt like you could talk now, so you tried.  “I had a bad day, then came home *sniff* And-” You broke down in sobs again and Loki held you tighter, rocking you back and forth. “The other avengers wouldn’t use my pronouns, and my name, and- and-” You stopped for a second time, crying. 

Loki hugged you, rubbing his hand on your back in a soothing manner. “hmm...” Loki seemed deep in thought. He snapped his fingers, and suddenly they were in a cozy pillow fort, cuddling you close, he began talking. 

“When I was young, my father told me that since I was his son, I needed to learn how to defend myself, that I needed to know how to use swords. I told him that I wanted to learn how to cook, and bake. He told me, that I would be seen as a disgrace if I was going to do a woman's job. That was when I first insulted my father, I called him.. in English terms... a jackass.” He rambled on. While doing this, he noticed that you were starting to calm down. so, he continued. 

“My mom, Frigga, found out.” Loki continued, “She had a talk with him, and by talk I mean she screamed at him for saying it was her job to stay in the kitchen.” You laughed, and sniffed. 

“At that point, Thor was in his room with his friends. They were holding a fight, and if one of them lost, they’d have to wear a pink dress for 24 hours. Thor lost. So, while our mother was screaming at our father for being so sexist, Thor came out in this ridiculous goofy dress. Both of them stopped arguing immediately.” He laughed, and smiled looking back at the memory. You smiled, and laughed with him, picturing big Thor in a pink frilly dress. 

“That day, in my school, I started learning how to bake and cook. My dad never told me again that I had to do something that was going to get me accepted as his son.” Loki ended the story, looking at you and actually smiling. You were smiling back. “Now, what happened, sir Y/n?” 

You told him what happened, and he nodded. 

“I’m sorry, Y/N that it happened. Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?” Loki asked, looking for a loss of words, for you and the ignorant avengers. 

“Could you explain to Thor what transgender means?” You asked, looking at him and snuggling into his chest. He nodded, and shouted “THOR!” Causing you to jump. 

Thor not long after came in. “Brother, was that you that screamed? Are you home?” Loki smiled, and hugged Thor. Thor looked shocked. “who are you, and where have you put my brother?” Thor asked, ruffling Loki’s hair. Loki struggled to get out of his grip. “Alright, alright you oaf, get off me. I had you come in here because I need to explain something to you.” 

Thor looked at you. “Lady Y/n? Are you okay?” You flinched at the ‘lady’. 

Loki sat Thor down and told him about your feelings, and how you’ve been feeling, and what transgender is. Thor smiled one of his famous smiles at you, and said “What can we do to make you feel more safe around the tower?”

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