#araekni

[youstillsaiditsname]

i think i loved you, but i guess i'll never really know

joan tierney / death cab for cutie / sylvie baumgartel / the crane wives / @araekni / khalid hosseini / lev st valentine / wendy cope / richard siken (reordered)

#web weaving #joan tierney #death cab for cutie #sylvie baumgartel #the crane wives #araekni #khalid hosseini #lev st valentine #wendy cope #richard siken #love #loss #grief #it's about. not knowing if it ever really was love. and not having the time to figure it out #do i really love you or do i love the memory of you. did i really love you. was it just love or Love #i didnt know then and now i will never know and every night i am dancing with your ghost in the hope that one day it will tell me

[araekniarchive]

i'm moving!

hi all :)) it's been a little while since i've been very active on this blog, and whilst a good chunk of that is chronic illness/job related, another big part is that i've been really struggling with my own tagging systems, to the point it feels like work just to reblog something properly. this is primarily because the theme tagging system for this blog evolved as i did, and a lot of the tags i used to use on her became superfluous, or repeated, and despite how many i have i still struggled to find stuff!

in addition to that, because of the way the tumblr editor used to work, the way i added images to posts would randomly add blank image descriptions to the pictures that just said 'image' and i couldn't change them, which made the webs look very ugly on mobile and also inaccessible to people using screenreaders or with sight issues on any browser, which is the opposite of what i wanted. thankfully, this has now been fixed for new webs, but is unfixable on the older webs which is a real bummer :(

so, a couple of weeks ago i randomly decided to do something about it. and i did! a few of you have noticed that a new blog, @otheraraekni, has been reblogging some of my webs and adding image descriptions in the reblogs, but i've also been remaking some webs as well with the alt text finally working as intended. i've made a new navigation page for my blog organisation, full of some tags i've kept, some i've slightly changed, and a whole new kind of tags for those i use most often. currently all the links on there will lead to this blog (so some of them will lead nowhere, as they may be new tags) but my intention is to switch urls.

so -- moving? in a day or so (once i've got the last kinks worked out) i will be turning my otheraraekni blog into araekni, and this blog into an archive. because araekni is a sideblog, i don't really have the option to just attach it to an old email and set it adrift, and i'm hoping not to have to get notifications from it forever, so in a month or so it will be deleted.

why a month? hopefully that will give everyone time to save any webs they like from this blog that i haven't decided to move over to what will be the new araekni! obviously, a good portion of the followers on this blog are from a couple of years ago when i was posting webs much more regularly, and i am not at all expecting the new blog to reach the same level of popularity as this one did, but if anybody would like to follow the new blog this is your chance :) i'll queue this post a couple dozen times so as many people as possible see it, but if you don't wish to follow me over there, please know how much i have loved keeping this blog over the years and how wonderful of an experience it has been <3

#not a web #important #araekni #otheraraekni #housekeeping

[serpentunderit]

very deep inside, i don’t know if i can be patched up. i don’t know if i’ll ever be enough.

maggie stiefvater, blue lily, lily blue

mario benedetti, the truce (trans. ‘I have this horrible feeling that time passes and I do nothing and nothing happens and nothing moves me to the core’)

charlie puth, some type of love

bo burnham, that funny feeling

bo burnham, make happy (speech)

emily henry, book lovers

anne carson, the glass essay

@thrill-of-first-lovee

ed sheeran, runaway

sophia lornie, flatline

@daydreamsandloveletters

taylor swift, all too well (10 minute version) (taylor’s version) [from the vault]

an exercise on web-weaving and trying to explain myself through the words of others, thanks to @araekni​

#taylor swift #sophia lornie #ed sheeran #anne carson #emily henry #bo burnham #charlie puth #maggie stiefvater #mario benedetti #i think all i'm about #is trying to be worth it #and still feeling sidelined #but i'll get there #araekni's web #web weaving #araekni

[mayfriend]

okay, so. not sure what to do, in that my most recent web got immediately flagged for adult content, my appeal was shot down (no sex acts, nothing graphic) within seconds, and now it looks like my web-weaving sideblog @araekni has been shadowbanned like its a porn blog.

will i get my icon/mobile theme/customisation back again if i edit the post/delete it? is it forever, even if i do that?? the web itself is apparently only visible to me now, which is annoying bc i spent the last few hours on it. ngl, i’m pretty bummed as i’ve been building the sideblog for over a year and i honestly hadn’t even thought about the inclusion of the scene as it was in an artistic capacity

edit: sent a request for the un-expliciting of my blog, so with any luck it actually gets looked at so they see it isn’t a porn blog at all

#emily speaks #araekni #help??

[soupandcats]

Ty @araekni for the image description!

#illustration #my art #soupandcats #traditional art #mixed media #drawing #gouache illustration #gouache art #pastel art #journal #daily drawing #daily planner #hobonich art #hobonichi planner #hobonichi

[llovelymoonn]

Any chance you could recommend other webweaving blogs like your own? Can't get enough of your awesome work <3

Hope your day is light and carefree x

@retreat-to-your-mood @faunary @maddieisnotreal @paradoxarchive @jomeh @solavey @astereaus @bearingwitness @affect-encyclopaedia @sapientes @soulmvtes @kosmogrl @joybank @ruhlare @airmom @girlfictions @gothicenochian @garbageater @araekni @orangepdf @orangemotifs @tenderpearl @flowerytale

#asks #motleyfolk #hope your day is also light and carefree #that's one of the nicest ways someone's ever wished me a good day #some of these blogs are a bit more general but still #love them

[filledwithtomorrows]

Kate Elizabeth Russell, My Dark Vanessa @araekni | S2.03 / 2.07 @blairpfaff | Victor Hugo, Les Misérables @araekni | nicole homer, underbelly @ladymonstrous | S2.03 | James Baldwin, Giovanni’s Room @propertiesofjoy | Richard Siken, Crush | S2.04 @meyerlansky | David Whyte, Consolations

on Izzy Hands in season 2

#izzy hands #ofmd #web weaving #ofmd s2 #israel hands #our flag means death #BYE I CANT BELIEVE I DID THIS #mine

[araekni]

An excerpt from your body, burning by @araekni.

#art #embroidery #words #original #mine #my art #my writing #image described in main text #image description in alt text #image described #topic: grief #theme: the body #theme: i have no choice but to live with this #theme: sickness #tw chronic illness

[cryingtulips]

c!crimeboys in race the sunrise down the highway except it only makes sense to me

(mainly bc i have theories as to what happens)

Credits:

race the sunrise down the highway; chapter 1 (1, 3) // ashrayus // scpkid // race the sunrise down the highway; chapter 2 (4, 5, 6, 8, 9, 10) // iancito0x // Kylo8 // neptunecowboy // Daniel Lincoln // Holly Warburton // nighterns // bluebirbbunderscore // Holly Warburton // Ben Williamson // Fail better, heal faster, Big Brother // @routeriver (x) // wekillitwithfire // The Oh Hellos, Bitter Water // race the sunrise down the highway; chapter 3 (14, 15) // itzerya //thunderbottle // hivemindscape // Rainer Maria Rilke // Louis Untermeyer, Business of Ravens // race the sunrise down the highway; chapter 5 (18, 19) // unknown // race the sunrise down the highway; chapter 6 (20, 21, 22, 25) // unknown // galaghiel // The Crane Wives, Little Soldiers // RiceCake Bibi, Forgiveness // The Oh Hellos, Like the Dawn // unknown // Chuck Palahniuk, Choke // Radical Face, Always Gold // The Last of Us // araekni // Roshani Chokshi, The Gilded Wolves // @wilburfishfucker (x)

#dream smp #dsmp #c!crimeboys #c!tommy #c!wilbur #dsmp tommy #dsmp wilbur #crimeboys #crime boys #dsmp web weaving #dsmp web weave #web weaving #web weave #cryingtulips.weaves #dsmp fanfic #fanfic #fic: race the sunrise #im really hoping i got the order of sources correct #bc organizing all this became a mess

[ghostofashina]

LOVE AS DESTRUCTION — LOVERS TO ENEMIES.

in the cut, susanna moore

sekiro shadows die twice

Terrence Hayes, American Sonnets for My Past and Future Assassin (via @/araekni)

Yves Olade, Slaughterhouse

End of Emma (ONGBAL).

Yves Olade, When Rome Falls

@achillics, vulnerability

Saeed Jones, How We Fight For Our Lives

#sekiro shadows die twice #web weaving #theme: violence #theme: love #theme: destruction #quotes #poetry #lovers to enemies #emma sekiro #emma/sekiro #lady emma #fromsoftware #fromsoftedit #gamingdaily #gamingedit #videogameedit #<3

[pcbblebrain]

i’ll be the star. you can be the horrified one. or: c!purpled; on how loneliness can lead to becoming the worst kind of weapon.

1. waiting in the wings by eden espinosa, from tangled: the series // 2. a storm of swords by george r.r. martin // 3. i am missing from my own existence, visual diary // 4. waste by oh wonder // 5. standing in the shadows by mia risberg // 6. remember my name by mitski // 7. icicles by the scary jokes // 8. @/kiilttis-art + schuyler peck // 9. poetry in the tags, vol. vi by @/araekni // 10. icicles by the scary jokes // title: the imaginary lover: “in the twenty-fifth year of marriage, it goes on” by alicia ostriker

#short web weave with a lowkey bad description but well the people get what they want! #dsmp #mcyt #purpled #c!purpled #web weaving #hazel does web weaves #hazel.txt

[dilfhaljordan]

and then there was hal. with him, it was different. or, halollie; love, death, and mourning a friend who was gone long before the final blow.

after the movie by marie howe // zero hour: crisis in time #0 // after the movie by marie howe // ojistoh by e. pauline johnson and tekahionwake // poetry is stored in the tags vol. i by @/araekni // hanging heavy by KNGFSHER // zero hour: crisis in time #0 // hanging heavy by KNGFSHER // untitled poem by @/queenofmoons // sue zhao // undertale by toby fox // the predatory wasp of the palisades is out to get us! by sufjan stevens // green arrow (2001) #18 // miss you. would like to take a walk with you by gabrielle calvocoressi // i still forget we’re not even friends by trista mateer // on earth we’re briefly gorgeous by ocean vuong // green arrow (1988) #20 + a self-portrait in letters by anne sexton

#hal jordan #oliver queen #halollie #arrowfam #* #*myedit #*webweave #long post #in conclusion: i'm emo about them <3 #web weaving

[araekniarchive]

'penelope at the loom', @araekni

#my writing #original #spilled ink #words #prose #poetry #@araekni #mine #theme: i have no choice but to live with this #theme: i'll try again. let me try again #theme: creation #theme: unmaking #theme: begin again #funny how i have a load of tags where im trying to day how this feels and never quite getting there #local web weaver once again putting all her emotions in a piece of art and hoping that fixes her

[meistoshi]

SATOSHI & HANAKO AKIYOSHI + something about a small-town mother who got stuck before she got out & a gods-chosen son who never sticks around & both trying to reconcile that.

rumi   //   kate bush club newsletter, issue 21, 1987, kate bush   //  sophie kumpen, the red bulletin heroes edition 2022  // excerpt from one of my many, many unfinished and unpublished fics, araekni   //   the perks of being a wallflower, stephen chbosky   //   good bones, maggie smith   //   the haunting of hill house (2018)   //   yuri gagarin   //   sophie kumpen, anatomy of a champion 2023 // mom & me & mom, maya angelou   //   my mother texts me instructions to cook silken tofu, sue zhao.

#REPOST BE UPON YE #these two make me So upset 😊😊😊 #sidebar man i miss makin webweaves.. #ooc. pkmn is autistic culture. #dyn. & hanako. #narrative. #isms.

[b1gerror]

how do you make your web weaves? they are so pretty. the amount of detail and work you put into robin is inspiring

hi omg i'm really crying rn.. its the 6am talking thank you for calling it inspiring when i normally call it weird about myself haha!

as for the web weaves.. i guess i make every single one differently? i'm not sure if you mean how i decide to organise it, or how i find my material but i'll quickly cover them both. for organising it: i send to just freestyle depending on what i have. for my first webweave(the loneliness one), i had a lot that i felt all kinda flowed together quite well regardless, and so i basically just put it into tumblr and posted, besides the final side which i decide to make more of a collage of thought more specific to robin's mind? whilst the steve one i made, i felt like a lot of my material was disjointed, and so i kinda messed around with it in photoshop and made things overlap to kind of bring a bit more unity to it! honestly: if this is what you're struggling with, just go for it. there is never an ugly web weave, because i think at it's soul, web weave's are chaotic, there are meant to be this collection of thoughts pulled from everywhere.

as for how i find my material: i spend too much time on pinterest, and i follow a lot of poetry / compilation tumblrs (at least i did on an old blog, and just carried a couple over here!): these are amazing if you maybe don't know a lot of poetry, or even artwork! some of my favourites are luthienne & araekni! you can also just go into tags in general, search web weave, poetry compilations, art compilations! as much as i hate tumblrs tag system, the general-ity of it means you can easily search for web weave + loneliness and be greeted by so many resources!

please let me know if i can every do anything to help u make one!! and again, thank u ! <3

#as an extra: add ur psd! don't! i see some that look so pretty with psds on them but personally i don't because i like the more organic feel #web weaves are so personal that u can really do anything <3 #by organic feel i also mean. my psd is so picky and would blur text :(

[watersofthinejacuzzi]

I posted 1,443 times in 2022

That's 1,443 more posts than 2021!

0 posts created (0%)

1,443 posts reblogged (100%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@jacuzziwaters

@araekni

@nothingbutloveforyou

@alazybeing

@kumikoumae

I tagged 80 of my posts in 2022

#poetry - 34 posts

#quotes - 30 posts

#poem - 28 posts

#love - 28 posts

#love quotes - 26 posts

#life quotes - 25 posts

#literature - 23 posts

#spilled ink - 20 posts

#writing - 17 posts

#spilled thoughts - 16 posts

Longest Tag: 37 characters

#excerpt from a story i'll never write

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