#aryspeaks

[tsuyoiqueen]

every now and then i leave tumblr for a few months cause i get hyper focused on something that's not really popular here so i have to look for other sources. but every now and then neil gaiman comes out with a new queer couple with tragic backstory and an even more tragic present and i cannot help but be dragged back into this hellsite as my obsession reignites once again.

#if i had a nickel for every time he's pulled this trick on me i'd have like. three nickels #which isn't a lot but basically surpasses the original count of the meme #in case someone still can't tell i'm talking about dead boy detectives #more specifically the two main dudes #i am obsessed with them #and i finished the show yesterday #dead boy detectives #charles rowland #edwin payne #painland #the sandman #good omens #dreamling #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #neil gaiman #aryspeaks

[autorul-varza]

kuzco is my favorite disney princess

#disney #disney princesses #emperor's new groove #kuzco #aryspeaks

[tsuyoiqueen]

forever mourning the fact that we never got to see loki in their female form. i'm dying to know what kind of actress the producers would choose, a tom hiddleston duplicate? someone entirely different? the possibilities are endless. never forget what they've taken from us, my friends.

#also i don't want to make this about shipping so i'm leaving it in the tags #but imagine mobius' reaction if loki just showed up as a woman someday #i loved seeing them in suits on episode 2 but we could've had loki in female form!!! typical undercover married couple vibes #we were ROBBED #imagine how powerful it would be if we got to see fem!loki beside sylvie and b-15 #ROBBED I SAY #tom hiddleston #loki laufeyson #loki #loki season 2 #loki series #fem!loki #lokius #for the tags #aryspeaks

[tsuyoiqueen]

‼️ SEASON 2 FINALE SPOILERS ‼️

i'm having trouble articulating my thoughts but it just hit me how much change loki has brought into mobius' life.

that conversation they had in the past, when mobius told him about how he spared a variant and his partner had to do the pruning instead, got high praise for it and became a judge... i don't know, you can tell he doesn't regret it but he's so resigned. he knows that he isn't as trustworthy in his co-workers' eyes since he made that "mistake" — that his empathy, his showing mercy, his "heart of gold" isn't appreciated at the TVA. it never was and it never will be. he was demoted from his job and transferred to the department of analysts, fated to get buried under paperwork and never really seeing his purpose as anything but a heavy burden.

and then loki shows up, someone that mobius already admires, someone that he has been watching in the sacred timeline for at least a while, and in spite of all the signs pointing to trouble he chooses to trust him. a decision that, at first, feels like another error in his judgement, another failure added to the list, when loki bails on him in season one, but turns out completely different from what he imagined.

loki isn't just mobius' friend, loki represents hope. he's the only living proof that mobius' kindness isn't a flaw because loki appreciates that in him! he trusts his leadership and listens to him unlike anyone else in the TVA has ever done. but more than that, loki doesn't expect anything in return, there's no hierarchy, no give or take, they just make sense together. it's the first relationship mobius has ever had where there's no stakes, he doesn't need to be anyone's favorite analysist to have a place in loki's heart. loki just likes to be around him, whether they're working on a case or simply eating pie and chatting. point is: they make each other happy.

so at the end of season two, after loki steps through that portal and doesn't look back, mobius is grieving. he hasn't just lost his best friend, someone he deeply cares about; he's also mourning the loss of his hope, his purpose. so much so that he's grasping at straws to keep himself afloat.

you see, in season one, if mobius could go anywhere he would've gone to find himself in his own timeline. but when loki asks him about it in season two, he says that he's not even curious about it because that isn't his life, the one he has at the TVA, with loki and the rest of his friends, is. that's why when he's starting to lose hope that loki will come back, left alone at his desk, he decides to look for his file and see that other life. everybody else is moving on, so why doesn't he?

that's when i realized how much he loves loki because even when he's there, faced with a life he could only dream about (he even tells sylvie that his house is the best in the block and he likes the front yard. please, he loved it) he still hesitates. he doesn't want to move on, he wants to wait, if there's even a small chance that loki might come back to him.

to me, that's where we're shown that they're equals. we start the season getting introduced to a loki that's desperately slipping through time in search of mobius, running straight to him as soon as he's finally recognized. then midway through, we understand how much mobius, the TVA and the other characters mean to him and just before the season finale, loki stares into mobius' eyes and tells him "it was about what i wanted."

now, we're watching the same exact scenario. mobius probably tried to look for loki but couldn't go far as he doesn't travel through time like him, so he resigned himself to wait until it got to the point where he was aware he needed to move on. and yet, he can't. it's not about what he should or need to do, it's about what he wants and that's beautiful. it's such a relief that loki finally found someone that perfectly matches his devotion, after all the heartache and loneliness. i can't wait to see what they do next, that ending was nothing like i expected but heartbreakingly beautiful nonetheless.

#loki #mobius #mobius m. mobius #loki season 1 #loki season 2 #loki laufeyson #lokius #time husbands #marvel #i just want you guys to know that it's not only about the shipping #obviously i would love it if they made it romantic #but regardless they love each other so much #we should acknowledge that more #loki season 2 spoilers #loki spoilers #aryspeaks #loki analysis

[tsuyoiqueen]

Has anyone written a "Hob Gadling meets the Endless family" that includes the parents? Because not gonna lie, as someone with very little knowledge on the comics, I'm curious to see how that would go

#the sandman #the sandman netflix #dream of the endless #morpheus #hob gadling #endless family #a hob meets the parents scenario would be so interesting #how does one go about meeting the literal embodiments of time and night #hob would probably nail it though #dreamling #hob x dream #aryspeaks #please someone talk to me about them i'm begging

[tsuyoiqueen]

I was listening to a Dreamling playlist yesterday and couldn't help but wonder how much fun the people who assembled it together must have had while doing it because I can't even properly describe how I felt the moment I listened to Venus by Sleeping at Last and heard Ryan O'Neal sing "You're as beautiful as endless" for the first time. That song was meant for Hob and Morpheus and this fandom is delightful. Thank you all for your service, I love it here.

(By the way, this is the playlist. You have to listen to it. It's the only thing getting me through the long hours in uni these days.)

#you're the universe i'm helpless in #i was a billion little pieces till you pulled me into focus #it was me who was discovered #dream #DREAMLING #the sandman #the sandman netflix #dream of the endless #hob gadling #dreamling #dreamling playlist #sleeping at last #this song is beautiful #the whole playlist is #not to mention all the taylor swift songs??? #i had no idea she was a dreamling shipper like wow #so many songs #whenever someone says in a song i scream #this is just my life now #aryspeaks #Spotify

[tsuyoiqueen]

Someone probably already talked about this but It's so funny to me how we, as a fandom, adore and cherish Morpheus for who he is but an outsider might not understand the appeal at all.

I mean, at the beginning of the series, he's the kind of stuckup person to look down on other people, head held high, and ask, "Do you even know who I am?" to someone who's just being friendly. He's the type to walk into a restaurant, wait exactly three minutes to assess the place, call on the waiter, say, "I wish to speak to your manager", and complain for the next twenty minutes that he's never stepping foot there again if he can help it. He can muster up the nastiest glare if you dare to step into his personal space uninvited and he has a resting bitch face that can send anyone running up the hills.

What I mean to say is, he's absolutely insufferable as a person

And yet, and yet, we love him for it!

That doesn't mean we condone his behavior entirely, but we're able to see that underneath all that grumpiness, pettiness and coldness, there's so much potential for kindness, empathy, love. In my opinion, that's what makes him such an interesting character.

#the sandman #the sandman netflix #dream of the endless #morpheus #character study #i guess? #more like a quick analysis though #he's so insufferable i love him #i wasn't going to post this #but then my friend just suddenly told me they don't like him at all #find him childish and annoying #and i was like lol #i mean valid ig but i feel like #people who think of him like this don't get the complexity of his character #so i wanted to share my thoughts on it #aryspeaks

[tsuyoiqueen]

(last time dream met with night he had to get stuck in a black hole to do so!)

OH! that's interesting. i don't know much about his parents, only his siblings. how did he get stuck in a black hole, though? was it intentional? anon, you can't leave me hanging like this!

#answered #aryspeaks #anon ask #the sandman #the sandman night #dream of the endless #this is about the hob meets the parents post guys #please feel free to tell me more about the comics #i plan to read them but haven't gotten around to do yet

[tsuyoiqueen]

dajjsdjasjd ur taggs so cute! this is why i draw, for reactions like these <3

OMG YOU SAW IT JDFK i wish i had been funnier! i showed it to my work colleague and sent it to my friend because i liked it so much. my friend said morpheus is panicking and trying to act normal, and i said he was like "for me? 🥺" your art is ADORABLE, and hob's smile is brighter than the sun!!!

#answered #dogrom #an amazing artist and a kind person that's what you are #aryspeaks

[tsuyoiqueen]

Are you still answering?

Hi! Yes, I am. I'm pretty active on Tumblr, I'm just busy with college so currently I only like some posts and wait till I have the time to reblog with my own thoughts. Feel free to ask me anything though! 💙

#aryspeaks #answered #don't be shy guys i don't bite #plus i'm really curious #ask away

[tsuyoiqueen]

Obsessed with this song because I listened to it and all I could think about was Spideypool. It really sounds like Wade's POV when you look at the lyrics. But I wanna point out these specific parts:

Learning your colors

The different shades of your eye

Give me your worst thought

You turn away with a sigh

You said you felt patronized

This part gives me meet-uglys vibes, like Deadpool is trying his hardest to impress Spidey but the only response he gets is annoyance or silent resignation, as Spider-Man struggles to decide if he's harmless enough to keep around or if he should ignore him completely.

But then we get to this part:

In one unending moment

You fall within my reach

I'm close enough to whisper

Hold on to me

Hold on to me

This, my fellow intellectuals, is the climax of the story. I imagine Deadpool is walking down the street — probably just got done with a job and is now looking for Spidey — and he finds him all alone, beaten up and bleeding after a fight. He reaches for him, not expecting Spider-Man to actually let him help but Peter is tired and worn out and Wade hasn't done anything to hurt him since the start of their "friendship" (yes, he's still in denial) so he lets his head fall backwards on Deadpool's shoulder.

Peter doesn't know what he's waiting for when he does it, maybe Deadpool could get him to relax with one of his childish jokes, maybe he could keep him company until he feels well enough to swing back home. Instead, Wade, genuinely worried, wraps an arm around his smaller frame, says, "Hold on to me, Webs." and maneuvers Spider-Man's body out of the alley, taking him to his apartment where he can patch him up.

And now comes my favorite part, the one that made me go Holy @#$! Did this person write the song for Deadpool?

These are my burdens

This is that dark I embrace

Tell me I'm heavy

As you trace the lines on my face

They came with my fall from grace

Look at my two hands

Look at theses cracks and the holes

I am my savior

I found my truth letting go

And I've never felt so alone

This is that one part that makes the authors earn the Hurt/Comfort tag in every Spideypool fic: when they become close enough to spend time together and eventually have a heart-to-heart under the moonlight.

Wade has fallen for Peter and trusts him enough to show him his face in spite of his insecurities and fears. Peter — mask off or not, you decide — leans closer when Wade keeps his head down, afraid to see his reaction, and cups his face, the tips of his fingers tracing the lines of Wade's scars as he thinks back to what he's been told about Deadpool — about Weapon-X, how he got his powerful healing factor — until Wade's hands attempt to push him away, unnerved by the silence of his favorite spider. Yet, Peter doesn't comply and takes Wade's hands into his, looking at every crack, every ridge on his fingers, the back of his hands, his palms. He has mixed feelings; on one hand (heh), he wonders how Wade can still smile, crack jokes and jump headfirst into fights like he doesn't have a care in the world. On the other, he feels sorrow, then rage against the ones who did this to him. But both parts of Peter can't help but admire and respect Wade for his strength, longing to help him as best as he can now that Wade has let him in.

And if he dips his head and presses his lips against Wade's knuckles, watching shades of red bloom across his face as Wade finds himself speechless for once, that's his business.

#anyways! #this is a beautiful song and i just wanted to share the images my brain showed me as i was listened to it #everyone should listen too #SYLM has some really good songs #take me apart reminds me of deadpool in his second movie but if you let me ramble about it i'll never stop #wade just deserves all the love in the world okay? #if i knew how to draw i WOULD because this would make for such a beautiful sequence #if anyone wants to go ahead #spider man #deadpool #spideypool #spiderpool #spideypool playlist #how do i tag this LMAO #aryspeaks #Spotify

[tsuyoiqueen]

I . . . Finished Untamed and that was such a ride I dont know what to do with my life anymore that was one of the best things I have ever watched

OMG YES!!!! I was waiting for you to reach out and tell me you'd finished. I refrained from talking to you until then because I was afraid I'd give any spoilers and AAAAAH, how did you like the final? Were you satisfied with it? Which part made you cry more? Have you started the novel yet? Oh boy, I sure have a lot of questions but I'm so glad you liked it! It's so good when you finish something and you just stare at the screen and goes "Worth it" doesn't it? Have you started browsing my blog already? I hope you're okay after all these feels XD

#i was really waiting jsjsks #me: should i talk to them? #also me: nooooo I might end up telling them about— #so yeah I was 🤐 #either way I'm glad you had fun!!! #nam-jonie #answered #the untamed #WATCH IT ALREADY GUYS #and scream at me about it #aryspeaks

[tsuyoiqueen]

Someone put Hank and Connor back in my dash and I just wanna say I came here to have a good time and I'm feeling so attacked right now

#i took MONTHS to get over this ship #and even now my heart still aches looking at them #bye #I'm not going back but it still hurts #and op put that confrontation scene #like wHY DO YOU HATE ME #*screams into the void* #connor and hank #detroit become human #man i don't even remember their ship name anymore #aryspeaks #y'all can ignore this i just wanted to rant #i mean scream

[tsuyoiqueen]

Why Marinette and Adrien's relationship wasn't handled well in ML (Silencer Spoilers)

Honestly I'm so upset with Miraculous Ladybug right now because they're doing something Star vs the Forces of Evil has done before which is introducing us a great character, with a good personality who genuinely cares for the main character and wants to be with them and cherish them and treat them like they deserve (Jackie with Marco, Tom with Star). And honestly, it feels amazing to see someone in the show liking the mc so badly but it's simply plot device so that the love interests will notice "Hey now that you're together with someone else and not paying attention to me I think I want you" (Marco Diaz style).

The theme was done horribly in Star vs the Forces of Evil and painted Marco as some selfish jerk who's trying to steal a girl he didn't even want to begin with from her boyfriend (and his friend!!) to the point that cheating was involved - It got so bad that Daron had to create an episode where the main characters crushes on each other were all part of a curse so that the mistakes could be justified (yeah right, use magic, magic solves everything) - and now I'm really afraid that Miraculous Ladybug is doing the same with Marinette and Adrien.

Luka has always shown his interest towards Marinette, admiring and complimenting her whenever he could. While Adrien did do the same he kept arguing that it was out of friendship and there were no feelings involved (because of his undying love for Ladybug which is also becoming annoying but that's a topic for later). But in Silencer there's no Adrien at all. Marinette doesn't even talk about him, not even when Ladybug is speeding past his window and I'm sorry to say that but it was really refreshing to see at least one episode where Marinette is not obsessing over what Adrien would think of her or how to catch his attention or what Adrien is doing. She's not doing that about Luka either even though they spent the entire episode together. She's simply being herself and trying to help out her friends, her crush on him doesn't get in the way of that and that's the amazing part of that.

I'm not complaining, I really loved the episode but that's exactly the author's intention (trust me I'm a writer I've done this before). Silencer is meant for us to question our ships, they're showing us how great and in synch Marinette and Luka are. How they work together, how they help each other out. Don't tell me you didn't notice this:

or this:

also this:

C'mon! even when she's Ladybug? That's dirty Zag!

Also, let's not forget that even Hawkmoth knows what's up:

But it's all for nothing! They're showing us how Marinette's life could go if Adrien didn't exist. So that when we start saying things like "Awww they're so cute together" or "I want Luka with Marinette now" they'll come out and say "Ha! Joke's on you! Marinette loves Adrien and always will! Wanna know why? Because they're soulmates!" when on the next episode Marinette shows up stuttering and making a fool of herself in front of Adrien all over again.

Don't get me wrong, I like Adrienette... sometimes. They're cute together. But it's not healthy for Marinette to keep chasing after someone who's only told her he likes her as a friend. You can argue that she hasn't confessed to him yet but she has! Remember Weredad? She tells Chat Noir she likes him and he doesn't even consider the possibility. Speaking of Chat, another thing that's not healthy is his love for Ladybug. It's selfish and it's annoying. If I had a boy I liked and there was another boy who I cared for that kept hitting on me and trying to get me to kiss him and chasing after me even though I told him a hundred times that I'm not interested I'd cut ties with him until he could understand that it's not gonna happen. Honestly, to me Chat's presence in the episode was completely unnecessary. Ladybug could have defeated Silencer on her own had she not lost her voice (which was also dumb, c'mon Luka is smart and that plan they used to get her lucky charm to work was completely stupid). What did Chat do? Hit on her, tease her, be in love with her. That's it. His fight with Luka was completely stupid too.

Again,

I don't hate Chat or Adrien or any ship with him. I don't like the way Miraculous Ladybug is handling their relationship and I've had my doubts about his love being unhealthy ever since Marinette's mother told him to not give up and that his feelings are valid. It's like everybody is prioritizing his feelings over Ladybug's and telling him "One day she'll fall for your charms, just wait" and tell you what? She will! Because they're soulmates!

So it doesn't matter if Luka is supportive. It doesn't matter if he's selfless and funny and brave and honest. It doesn't matter if he genuinely cares for Marinette and got akumatized exclusively to protect her because in the end Adrien is meant to be with her, not him. At this point Adrien could even start ignoring Marinette, stop complimenting her or sit down and do nothing because guess what? While Marinette is hurt by him Chat Noir is gonna have room to win Ladybug's heart by offering her the love his other self denied her. It feels so dumb to just chalk it up to them being partners or soulmates, like she can't even control her destiny, make her own choice. She's not obligated to end up with someone just cause they work together, especially not someone who keeps imposing his feelings on her.

So this:

The love he has in his eyes and the way she blushes when he confesses and gets happy about it is all just teasing and plot device. They could even have ended it with Luka asking Marinette out and her saying yes and put in huge red letters "APRIL 1ST" as the credits roll because it's all a joke, guys. Even if Marinette does like Luka as well and goes out with him once, he's only there to make Adrien jealous, to make him question his "She's just a friend" bull*hit. So yeah, another show to add to my list of disappointments.

#svtfoe #starco #miraculous ladybug #adrienette #arytalks #ladynoir #arywrites #aryspeaks #marinette cheng #adrien agreste #chat noir #adrinette #i'm sorry #long post #ladybug #ml #silencer #luka couffaine #lukanette #i'm just really upset #i genuinely liked adrienette at the beginning of the series #but now the last thing i want is for them to be canon #ml spoilers

[tsuyoiqueen]

EMERGENCY CALL

GUYS, guys, guys! You don't understand, I've tried literally everything to watch the new Brooklyn 99 episode. I made tons of accounts on tv servers and went as far as to download a vpn and try to mask my ip address so the damn website would think I'm Australian and let me watch it, nothing has worked! I know tons of you have already watched it so I beg you, please, please send me a link that actually works with no restrictions where I can watch it. It can even be a temporary link that'll only work for today. I don't mind. It's just... I've seen so many spoilers and I really want to see my babies again. Please help me

From a fellow fan to another.

#arytalks #arywrites #personal #b99 #brooklyn 99 season 6 #brooklyn nine nine #brooklyn 99 #b99: honeymoon #let me watch it #plssss #please #i beg you #pretty please #b99 season 6 #b99 spoilers #aryspeaks

[tsuyoiqueen]

One of the reasons why I love Brooklyn 99 is cause somehow I can fit it into any conversation without completely changing the subject and even adding to the humour.

Today my mother talked about exaggerations and (she hates when I do it but) I remembered (s3 ep22: FBI) when Jake says "I can see [the scar] from 20 miles away!" and the FBI agent and Holt are all like "You must have incredible vision" "Or it's a really big scar" and Jake says he was clearly exaggerating and my mom even laughed a little (and didn't scold me for involving fictional characters into a real convo lol).

Then tonight I was with my cousin and she was talking about things out of context or when you're supposed to say something and you say something else entirely and I brought up (s4 ep9: the overmining) how C.J. takes a sip of the soup and says "That's gonna leave a mark" while Jake stands there completely confused and my cousin laughed a lot.

So yeah, I just love how people who never watched the show or never even heard about it can appreaciate it for its humour and essence. Just another reason why b99 is the best tv show ever, cool, cool, cool, no doubt, no doubt.

(Also my cousin is in police training (I guess that's how it's called) and so is her crush and she was talking about it and I just. I went ahead and showed her Jake and Amy and now she totally ships them life is great)

#I'm sorry I'm just so happy #i needed to put this here #you guys can just ignore me #personal #b99 #brooklyn 99 #b99: the overmining #b99: fbi #just rambles #i really love this show #arytalks #aryspeaks #arywrites