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ONLINE THINGS THAT HELP ME ON UNIVERSITY, because someone may need it
resoomer.com –> summarizes the text (you can set your native language)
wordcount.com –> counts words in document
speechinminutes.com –> counts how long it will take to read the prepared text (you can also set whether you speak slowly, quickly or normally)
essaytopicgenerator.com –> generates the topic of the essay based on keywords (the field or type of essay can also be included)
researchgate.net –> free texts that can be referred to in the essay
academia.edu –> free texts that can be referred to in the essay
Google Drive / Microsoft OneDrive and Office365 –> free cloud with tools to make slides, documents etc.
sites.google.com –> make free, simple website without any skills
carrd.co –> make free, simple and pretty website without any skills (max. 100 elements)
Online converters –> change file type to different file type
icons8.com –> free icons (for slides, sites etc.)
remove.bg –> remove background from photo
loader.to –> download YouTube video or playlist as video or sound files
forms.google.com –> make simple form/poll/quiz/etc.
quizlet.com –> make flashcards and test yourself (some things are only in pro version now)
Streaming services –> documentary films, educational podcasts etc.
artsandculture.google.com –> explore art, online museum tours etc.
plantsnap.com –> recognizes plants and mushrooms
ecosia.org –> web browser, but they plant trees when you use it
tunemymusic.com –> transfers music playlist (or text song list) to another service
shazam.com –> recognizes songs
slidesgo.com –> slides templates
Darkling Dark Mode –> dark mode for Google Chrome
Darkling Dark Mode –> dark mode for Microsoft Edge
thesaurus.com –> finds synonyms (you can easily find similar websites in your native language)
Apple reminders, google calendar etc. –> help organize
Online libraries –> free books
html-online.com –> write html, css and javascript online
supercook.com –> shows recipes with things you have at home
edx.org –> free courses
academicearth.org –> free courses
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zipperzoo · 2 years
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I've been ill lately and dealing with a lot but like restless soul part 2 is mostly done but I have to do a bunch of rewriting and it stands at like
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and fight to make it up is currently at like
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ks-dreams-fantasies · 6 months
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TEACH ME PT.4 | TRAVIS KELCE
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a/n : I've been swamped with Universty 🫠 sorry for the wait but I hope you like this 4th part 💕 Enjoy !!
Warning : None, Some kissing
Words: 1,473 (Not proofread)
Pairing : Travis Kelce x Reader
Part 3
TEACH ME PART 4 | TRAVIS KELCE
‘’Y/N?’’ he slurred, a mix of surprise and recognition in his eyes. ‘’I’ve been thinking about you.’ 
Time seemed to slow, and your heart raced. He took a step forward, his presence, unexpected and unwelcome, sent a shiver down your spine and you took a step back, getting closer to Travis. 
‘’I’ve …I’ve tried to call but…’’ You instinctively tightened your grip on Travis’s hand, drawing strength from his steady presence.
"Is there a problem here?" Travis's voice was calm but firm, his protective stance unwavering.
Christopher’s gaze shifted between the both of you, a mix of surprise and discomfort in his eyes. You knew from his look that he was aware of who Travis was. He cleared his throat, attempting to regain his composure. "Since when do you two know each other?’’ he asked, shocked and hurt when he saw your hands intertwined. 
‘’It’s none of your business anymore, Christopher.’’ You responded looking at your feet before meeting his gaze again, feeling uncomfortable. He went on to speak but Travis cut him off before he could. 
"I think it would be best if you go back inside with your friends, don’t you think?" Travis’s powering figure was imposing. Christopher hesitated for a moment, his gaze lingering on you, before turning and stumbling back into the bar.
You let out a shaky breath, your heart still pounding. Travis turned to face you, his eyes filled with concern. "Are you okay?"
You nodded, trying to find your words. "Yeah, I... I didn't expect to see him. Thank you, for being here."
He squeezed your hand gently, offering silent support. "You don't have to thank me. I'm just glad you're okay."
As you continued your walk, the weight of the encounter lingered. Your thoughts were a whirlwind of emotions, and you couldn't help but be grateful for Travis's unwavering presence. He didn't press for details, understanding the complexity of the situation.
His protective instinct and genuine concern were a testament to the kind of person he was, caring, strong, and ready to stand by your side.
In that moment, you knew that this unexpected encounter had only deepened the connection between you guys. And as you continued to walk hand in hand through the city, you felt a sense of trust and comfort settling in, solidifying the special bond you were building. You had made your way to Travis’s car, riding back towards your place.
"You know," he began, his voice low and conspiratorial, "I was thinking we should do this again sometime. Maybe catch a game together?"
You turned to face him, a playful glint in my eye. "Are you trying to impress me with your football prowess, Mr. Kelce?"
He chuckled, a deep, melodic sound that made your heart flutter. "Maybe just a little. But mostly, I just enjoy spending time with you."
You couldn't help but smile, the sincerity in his words washing over you like a warm wave. "I'd love to catch a game with you. Just promise not to quiz me on the finer points of the sport."
He grinned, his eyes sparkling with mischief. "Deal. I'll fly you out to KC and stick to teaching you the basics."
‘’When are you going back?’’ you asked him, realising he played in a totally different state. 
‘’Tomorrow, I hope it doesn’t stop us from doing this again, because I really like you’’ he said as you reached your apartment.  His gaze locked with yours. "You know, this has been one of the best evenings I've had in a long time," he admitted, a touch of vulnerability in his eyes. 
He stepped closer, his free hand gently cupping your cheek. His touch was tender, sending a wave of warmth through you. "I feel the same way," you confessed murmuring, heart pounding in your chest, blushing as your gaze locked with his. He looked down at your lips. His gaze lingered there, making his intention obvious as you moved even closer to him.
With your hearts racing, Travis leaned in, his thumb brushing lightly against your skin, a silent caress that spoke volumes.
Your breaths mingled and his mouth worked against yours. The world outside faded away, leaving only the two of you suspended in a cocoon of intimacy. You could feel the soft press of his lips, gentle yet filled with a quiet intensity, as if he was pouring his feelings into that kiss. 
His lips were warm and soft and there was a sweetness to it, a tenderness that carried all the unspoken emotions that had built between the two of you over the past few days. It was a kiss that tasted like promise, like the beginning of something beautiful and profound.
The kiss deepened, though still retaining its tender nature. Your mouths moved in a slow, synchronous dance, expressing a deep affection that had grown between you both. There was no rush, only the quiet assurance that you wanted to savor this moment for as long as you could.
When you finally parted, it was with a gentle shyness, as if you were both aware that this was just the beginning. Your eyes met, and in his gaze, you saw a reflection of you own feelings - a mixture of longing, hope, and a promise for the future.
"I don’t want to sound clingy but, I wish you didn't have to go," You murmured, a touch of longing in your voice.
He gently brushed a strand of hair away from your face, his touch sending shivers down your spine. "I know," he replied, his voice carrying the same wistful tone. "But we'll see each other soon, and until then, you'll be in my thoughts every day."
You couldn't help but giggle softly, your eyes locked on his. "That's a lot of thoughts, you know."
His grin was infectious, and his hand cupped your cheek. "Well, you're worth it. Besides, we'll make plans, video calls, and send each other cute messages. It'll feel like no time has passed at all. Plus, I promised to fly you out to KC"
You leaned in, wrapping your arms around his neck as you got on your tiptoes, and whispered, "I'll hold you to that." 
Your noses brushed, and you shared a tender laugh. You knew that goodbyes were hard, but they were only temporary. With one last lingering kiss, you reluctantly stepped away from each other, your hearts feeling a little lighter.
That night as you laid in bed, a whirlwind of emotions swirled within you, and you couldn't quite pinpoint the source of it all. Perhaps it was the unexpected encounter with your ex-fiancé earlier in the evening, a painfull reminder of a past chapter. Or maybe it was the knowledge that Travis lived in a completely different state, a geographical distance that seemed scary and daunting.
However, amid the chaos of those emotions, one feeling stood out like a beacon. The butterflies that danced in your stomach from the magical evening with him. The way he made you feel like you were the only girl in the world, the laughter you guys shared, and the electric anticipation before the moment your lips collied. 
As the morning sun gently streamed through the curtains, you rose from bed and with a quick glance at the clock, you knew it was time to get ready for another day at work with the little kids. 
After a brisk shower and a fresh cup of coffee, you got dressed and made your way to school, where you found Camille waiting for you in your class. 
"Tell me everything, from the beginning!" she rushed as you fumbled with your bags. 
As you recounted each moment, from the charming restaurant to the heartfelt conversation, you could see Camille staring at you with her infectious grin. Her support and genuine happiness for you made the memory even more special. She freaked out when you told her about running into Christopher, but she freaked out even more when you mentioned you and Travis kissing.
Later, as you stood in your bustling classroom, children flitting about like little whirlwinds of creativity, a soft knock on the door drew your attention. Opening it, you were greeted by a breathtaking bouquet of flowers, their colors a vibrant celebration. Gasps of delight echoed from the kids, their eyes wide with wonder.
A small note was nestled among the blooms, its message a testament to the thoughtfulness of the man who took you out the night before.
‘’I couldn't wait to brighten your day as much as you brightened mine last night, I hope you take me on my offer" it read, the words etching a smile on your face that could rival the sun's warmth.
To the note was attached a plane ticket to KC, scheduled in a little bit more than a week. 
Part 5
To Be Continued
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firstflayeda · 2 years
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           He had always been facinated by the Engineer, She was rather talented and he could see why Brenner manipulated her into his scheme, Not a lot of the workers that were in the lab even came close to her qualifications, they were mostly universty students fresh out of college easy to pay and manipulate into his ideal work place.         “ Hello little scientist.” his voice was cool and calm as he stood straight with his hands behind his back. “ seems we both have gotten ourselves into some trouble haven’t we hmm?” he retorted moving in closer. “ maybe we help one another..? or maybe i return to the lab with papa’s prized Engineer and his favourite Lab toy ?... no wheres the sense in that i don’t get anything from that” he hummed in thought “Maybe we could get dinner ? im awfully peckish”
@pctrkor :: For Adeline 
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athen90 · 7 months
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I just watched these two universties boys, Armand and Max. AHHHH, they are so adorable! I feel like I'm a parent watching over her children even though I am younger than them.
They have such adorable bound, I can't let them go. They need to come back.
PLEASE KOREAN ENGLISH MAN
THEIR FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE SWEET AS HONEY AND AS RARE AS A DIAMOND. I WANT THAT
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jammiedoggo · 1 year
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You can turn left-behind dog who never been to main stream school nor college and universty (because no dogs nor pets allowed except mascot) into a smart boi disguised for job interview, meeting and more (They can be overjugdemental, stricted, discrimtative, stubben and unfair). Make sure this home ed doggo is educated with online course for degrees and grades as real qualifaction to be accepted for career job if depending of what it want. There are hopes for are dream career if you do it now and learn new important things, NOT WAIT.
Kishu inu another victim of husky's overshadowed, hunting white wolf like dog spitz from japanese who is endangered breed of dog and simular to appearance to Pungsang dog, white Korean jindo and white hokkaido inu. I return from a month and weeks ago due to how busy with personal life and job which i get very tried back home. The software used in fireaplaca.
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kdubya80 · 1 year
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Check out this listing I just added to my Poshmark closet: Arizona State Universty Vintage Gray Gear For Sports Crewneck Sweatshirt.
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missfailureherself · 2 years
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just writing for myself
ı mean if anyone ever happened to just see this post and can relate ım really sorry. I just wanted to comfort myself by writing here and let it all out. To be honest ı have a decent life if anyone see it from outside, but on the other hand my inside, from the inside ı’m dying and nobody ever realize it. I laugh all day dance and make jokes but ı cry every single night. ı feel like everybody hates me and can never be loved ı feel worthless and pathetic. I just graduated higschool and was able to get into a decent universty but ı dont even feel happy. Im just scared, ım scared to meet new people, scared to go in to a whole new enviroment. ım really a coward actually and everybody thinks ım really brave and can do everything ı want but ı cant, ı never had the courage and dont think ı’ll ever have it. ı know a lot of people have worse life than mine but still ı believe everyone’s pain is a big burden to themselves. ı love my family but ı dont know if they love me back cause ı sometimes feel like they hate me and ım the blacksheep of my family not because of my grades or anything just my personality. Cause ı’ll never be enough, never be the daughter they want and ım so sorry for that. My mom never properly recieved love from her parent neither my dad actually but they are trying to show us love but its just if they love me once they scold me twice and ıt would be better ıf they just didnt care about me at all. oh they do that too actually ı mean my dad he only cares about my grades and academic achivements. ı dont know when was the last time ı felt like my dad loved me and cared about me not because im his blood but someone he loves. Well ı guess its the fate of middle child fate. my mom on the other hand she cares a bit too much if it can be called caring. she loves controlling my choices and everything ı do. she says its the best for me but even if its whats best for me its not what ı want. ı just want make myu own choices and even mistakes. ı told her about this actually and she pulled the then ı will never care for you again card and manupulated me, again. oh and ı have a sister who is sometimes full of herself, selfish and sometimes she is selfless ı cant understand her sometimes. I really love her of course but ı think she is being selfish without even realizing. Fuck ı wrote too much lmao but ı feel slightly better now ı want to thank myself for always comforting myself and if there is someone who read this ı also thank you and ım sorry for wasting your time anywayss sooo byeeee<3
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ao3feed-narlie · 5 months
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I'm Severly Fucked Up Why Do You Still Love Me?
read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/v4uFgNK by mynameiscraigtucker Charlie Spring has a pretty normal life, despite his mental illnesses. He's going to universty and he's getting out of his anorexia. Everything seems fine, until one visit to Starbucks. After this one visit, everything starts to fall apart. His depression gets ten times worse, his anorexia comes back and everything is just shit. But, you have to find a needle in a haystack, right? That needle is Nick Nelson, his boyfriend, who helps Charlie get back of the shit that is his life. Words: 2461, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Nicholas "Nick" Nelson, Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper), Tao Xu, Elle Argent, Darcy Olsson, Tara Jones, Victoria "Tori" Spring, Isaac Henderson (Heartstopper) Relationships: Nicholas "Nick" Nelson/Charles "Charlie" Spring, Minor or Background Relationship(s) Additional Tags: I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, Swearing, Aged-Up Character(s), POV Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper), Established Nicholas "Nick" Nelson/Charles "Charlie" Spring, Adult Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper), they're all 18 and in uni, University Student Nicholas "Nick" Nelson, University Student Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper), Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper) Has Mental Health Issues, Supportive Nicholas "Nick" Nelson, Nicholas "Nick" Nelson has ADHD, Sexual Harassment, Aftermath of Sexual Harassment, Trans Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper) read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/v4uFgNK
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thenerdybonbon · 4 years
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Every time I see ARMY on twitter be all ‘we get a hotel!! We should get a whole island for ARMY’ I get a cold chill up my spine and somewhere...a sad, mostly empty and slightly deflated ball pit slowly manifests into reality (with BTs branded balls)
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rosedustd · 5 years
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I whine about university a lot because I can barely afford to live ... BUT I have absolutely no clue how I’m going to survive outside of an academic environment without constant access to professors who have dedicated their lives to studying all the fields I’m interested in. I’m going to be rocking back and forth in some dreadful public library whisper-screaming “TEACH MEEE” over and over.
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himeyama-moved · 3 years
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literally gonna go bonkers with my guidance counselor!!!
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digimonloving · 2 years
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* gives you a donut* mind making some nsfw headcanons ((just to help me cheer up after a hard work on improving an essay from universty at part of the night (till 3:00 am on last night) and sending to my teacher today with sucess)) about what happens if a female tamer s/o of the following digimon: bezebumon, reapmon, sorcermon, flamewizardmon, wizardmon; sends *ahem* lewd pictures of herself to them via the app extension of her digivice on her smartphone resulting on "sexting" and her partner coming to her home so she helps with a certain "heated problem down there" they are having after seeing the photos?
Female Tamer sending some lewd photos to her Digimon NSFT
Beelzemon
Beelzemon definitely takes interest in the lewd picture his Tamer sent him, but he really prefers to see her with his own eyes rather than through a screen. Not that he doesn't appreciate the picture, he simply hates the fact he has to wait to get a proper look at her. A picture can only do so much for him, and so he certainly takes to texting her a wink emoji with a 'better be lookin' like that when I come ta see ya, sweetheart. that pic made me hungry.'
If she does plan to help him, he's all over her the moment he sees her. Claws and teeth marking her up as he fucks her into the mattress and growls that she really shouldn't tease him with pictures. Unless she wants to really rile him up the way she did... He'll make sure she can't walk properly the next day.
Reapmon
When receiving the picture, he takes a moment as his face heats up once it registers exactly what he's looking at. He sends a quick message to be sure that she meant to send it to him and that he apologizes for looking before checking. When she confirms it's for him he goes silent on the texting end before he suddenly texts 'then do tell what you had in mind for when I saw this picture...'
He's not impatient, but if his Tamer is and chooses to pull him into the bedroom then he's not saying no. She riled him up good with their texting, and he can't wait to get his hand on her. He whispers into her ear that he did love the picture, but to truly feel her is much better to him.
Sorcermon
Sorcermon is shocked, but he's certainly not looking away from the picture that she sent. He compliments the photo she sent him and asked if there was a specific reason, or if it was just a tease. When the conversation delves into the gutter, he tries to ignore the growing need for his S/O... But it seems to not be working too well
He is quiet as he looks up to his S/O before he gives in to his needs for her, asking if they can move to the bedroom as he pulls at the collar of his cape. Despite his wants, he takes it slow with peppering her in kisses and feeling her up and down before he finally lets himself indulge himself with her body
FlameWizardmon
FlameWizardmon is IMMEDIATELY all over that picture, complimenting his dear S/O about her looks, and then slowly delving into deeper, dirtier territory as he goes on about her, easily changing the complimenting into sexting as he simply can't help himself. 'Id send pics too, but that takes the fun outta it.. I'll see ya later for a personal show'
FlameWizardmon is grabbing onto her hand and practically dragging her to the bedroom. She chose to send him the picture, if she wasn't ready then she shouldn't have gotten him so riled up. Least she is more than willing to help him out, and he plans to show her exactly how horny that picture got him with fucking her roughly and praising her body as he does so.
Wizardmon
He sputters the second he looks at it and nearly drops the connection entirely because of it. Wizardmon is far too much of a good boy to truly take more than the slight glance he caught to where he almost forgets to reply. He tries to keep it out of view as he texts back that she shouldn't just share such pictures without asking him... Which just leads to the playful flirting-turned-sexting as she makes her intentions more clear.
Wizardmon is a bit shy when he sees his Tamer, as he usually is when it comes to such matters, but if she leads him into it, he feels more comfortable as they both go slow into his Tamer helping him out a little with his "problem"
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joonni · 3 years
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Christmas lights | Jimin x reader
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Characters: Jimin x reader, ft. Taehyung, a bunch of 95 liners and Jungkook
Tags: friends to lovers, high school reunion
Genre: fluffy fluff🌼
Word count: 8,9k
Warnings: alcohol consumption
Summary: A reunion with your high school classmates, a lit-up Myeongdong, bustling streets full of people shopping for Christmas presents, your dear friends that you haven’t seen in so long. It already sounds like a fun evening. What you don’t expect to find out though, is the reason why Nayeon always has and still apparently hates you. And that it has to do with Jimin.
- a part of the Christmas collab by @kooala​ 
a/n in the tags! hope you enjoy!💕 
Song recs: christmas lights, from: me, love you on christmas 
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It looks like it’s going to snow. The air is crisp, and the thick clouds are covering Seoul like a heavy blanket. You stuff your hands into your pockets as you scold yourself for forgetting the handwarmer you bought earlier. It would come in handy now. The subway ride had warmed you up, but all of the warmth escaped your body once you climbed up the stairs and took a lungful of the cold outside air.
You’re now standing in front of the sixth exit of Myeongdong station, waiting for Wheein and Hyejin who organized this whole thing of a reunion. A sign on a nearby bus stop says it’s just one degree above zero and this new acquired piece of knowledge only makes you shiver more.
Seeing a group of high schoolers in their uniforms pass by made you reminisce those times, when life was probably a bit easier than now, even if it didn’t seem like it back then. You used to be an inseparable trio in high school, always hanging out together, spending your free time either in one of the many coin noraebangs or pc bangs around your school. It made you miss the idle afternoons spent singing your heart out into the microphones with those thin fabric covers and becoming so hungry that you each ate a whole serving of tteokbokki and then get scolded at home for being too full to eat dinner.
When you found out that you got into a different university than your two friends, you all promised to keep in touch and to meet often. Which you did, if you’d define often as once every few months.
Today was finally one of those days. You were excited to meet them both, but they could hurry up a bit. You pace around the entrance to the shopping district in an attempt to warm yourself up, the tower on top of Namsan peeking through the clouds signaling the air pollution is fairly bad by its yellowish color.
Your toes are starting to get cold and your ears are not much warmer but then you feel a weight landing around your shoulders. You jump up because of the sudden intrusion into your personal space but calm down as soon as you see two familiar faces.
“Y/n! Sorry for being late!” Wheein sheepishly grins at you, her head poking out of a giant fluffy scarf.
You know her far too well, when was she ever on time. You still haven’t lost hope with her though and always come on time.
Hyejin then adds as she sneaks her arm around yours, “I tried to make her hurry, but you know how she is.”
Wheein furrows her brows at you both as you start walking but soon joins in and locks her arm with your other one. It only makes you laugh, and you stumble, arm in arm, through the crammed streets of Myeongdong.
“Your hair is so long now, Y/n.” Hyejin comments. “I may be swayed by the bob trend, but I like short hair better. And I realized only after cutting it that long hair is such a pain.”
You chuckle at that. “My mom cut my hair short my whole childhood. Don’t you think I deserve long hair at least now?”
“Suit yourself but you’re gonna understand sooner or later that short hair is superior.”
“Yeah, sure, sure.” You brush off her words jokingly.
“Not to interrupt the hair debate but, Y/n, are you sure you’re gonna be alright if Jimin comes?”
You look at Wheein with incredulous eyes while holding on to both of your friends so that you don’t lose each other in the crowd. “How many times do I have to tell you I’m long over him. You’re both insufferable, you know that?” You say laughing and poke Wheein with your elbow.
So far, this evening looks like it’s going to be great. Having these two by your side makes you feel invincible, the same as in high school. The swarm of people blocking your way seems like a piece of cake to get through with them next to you.
The only thing that bothers you is that Hyejin with Wheein invited every single one of your classmates. It was up to them if they decided to come or not after all. They assured you that people change and grow up, that it’s been three years since you last saw everyone.
You wanted to believe your friends, but your gut feeling was telling you some people are never going to change.
 The pub Wheein booked is located in one of the smaller streets that connect the main streets, and one would most likely miss it if not looking for it specifically. Your fingers slowly start to melt as you go up one flight of stairs and enter the already bustling pub, your two friends following right behind you.
As luck would have it, your eyes fall on the one person you hoped not to see. Nayeon spots you and your friends as soon as the glass door closes behind you, sending you a crooked smile. You can’t help but sigh at the sight of your high school nemesis. Right next to her sits Jisoo, a girl that never really did anything bad to you but being a bystander to Nayeon’s shenanigans was as bad in your eyes.  
Why the girl didn’t like you, she never said, but she did make it obvious enough. Even now, as she stared you up and down with an irritating look.
Some people are never going to change, you thought. What a lovely start to the party.
Hyejin obviously notices the shift in your mood and pulls you by your hand to the other side of the tables booked for your class.
“Y/n, don’t let that girl ruin your mood so easily!” She sounds worried but her voice is firm. “Three years went by since you last saw everyone, are you going to let her ruin this for you? For everyone? Don’t even look her way if she’s going to act like a brat.”
You can see the sincerity of Hyejin’s words in her eyes and try to look as unbothered by Nayeon’s stare as possible.
“I know, thanks.” You give her a small smile.
It’s not easy to fool your friend, but she must have seen your will to at least try because she’s sitting you down at the table next to your friends which you haven’t seen since graduation and joining Wheein at the counter, probably because of some more organization with the pub staff.
 Once the two finally join in on the fun, much more people have come and you are actually having a nice conversation with Woosik, Taehyung and a boy you weren’t sure you remembered the name of. You were talking about everything and anything that happened during the time you haven’t seen each other. Which universties the others are attending, how your homeroom teacher had quit and started her own business and that one of your classmates is already married with a child on the way.
Nayeon is still slightly getting on your nerves because you can hear her obnoxious fake laugh from the other side of the room but it’s bearable with the others distracting you. A lot has changed since high school, but of course her demeanor stayed the same.
“So, guys, the food is unlimited for that set price I sent you earlier so just remember how much you drank, got it?” You hear Wheein shout and clank a chopstick against a bottle of soju in the middle of the pub.
“I’m really happy so many of us gathered today so let’s have some fun!” She continues even louder and everyone including you shouts in celebration, some people even clapping and clinking glasses.
 “Cheers!” Taehyung raises his glass over the center of your table, which happens to be a grill with sizzling meat, but people seated around you immediately join the toast. “Cheers to Jimin hopefully arriving before we get too drunk.” He then adds.
You see Woosik raising his brows in surprise. “I assumed he’s not coming since he’s not here already. What happened to our always on time class president?”
Everyone laughs at that, remembering that Jimin was always the first one in class in the morning.
Taehyung then proceeds to defend his friend after downing the shot of soju in his hand. “He’s really punctual even now. He just had something important at school he couldn’t afford to miss. But he’ll be here any minute now, I think.”
You hear Hyejin scoff. “It’s a Friday evening for God’s sake! Let us live, professors!”
A few people start complaining about the stuff their teachers make them do but before you can share your complaints about all the assignments you had to complete by the end of the semester, you hear excited welcomes from the other part of the pub. Nayeon’s squealing is especially hard to miss.
It makes everyone from your table lift their eyes to the entrance, where stands no one else than your class president.
“Speak of the devil.” Woosik says and Hyejin sends you a wicked grin and wiggles her eyebrows.
No matter how many times you told her that you really are over your high school crush, she wouldn’t believe you.
 “You don’t have any closure though.” Was what both her and Wheein would tell you every time. Did you really need closure for a crush that never developed into anything more than that though?
Your high school self thought that a one-sided love was pretty great. You could like a person as much as you wanted and then stop whenever you felt like it. And you convinced your heart you felt like stopping once you graduated.
Your friends then tried setting you up with some guys, you went on dates with some of them, but the spark was never there.
At some point you managed to persuade your girls to stop trying so hard, which only reinforced their belief that Jimin was still occupying a part of your heart.
 “Jimin!” Taehyung jumps up from his seat, soju bottles on the table shaking and the chair he was sitting on almost falling over.
You see Jimin’s features soften as his excited and a bit tipsy friend tightly hugs him like a koala.
He looks so different from the boy you used to have a crush on. His hair is now longer and a silverish color, both of his ears pierced by two small golden hoops, he’s wearing a bright red cardigan under a long black coat and black boots that make him look taller than what you remember.
The one thing that hasn’t visibly changed is the way his eyes turn into half-moons when he smiles.
Your heart does a flip when his eyes stop on yours for a while, that smile still plastered on his face.
 Maybe you do need closure after all.
 When you wake up from your daze, Taehyung is already dragging a free chair to your table, making Woosik and the other boy scoot over so that they can all fit.
Like that, you find yourself seated right across from Jimin, stealing glances at him while trying to keep track of the conversation as well as your composure. It could be just your imagination, but you feel his eyes on you too. You’re just not brave enough to face him, not trusting yourself judging from the glitch in your brain his mere presence caused.
The waitress brings a new glass and a plate for Jimin and as soon as she turns around, everyone’s attention is on the latecomer. Hyejin compliments his hair color but Taehyung immediately gushes that the pink he had on before was so much better.
“I got tired of it, Tae. Why don’t you dye your own hair, huh?” Jimin rustles his friend’s overgrown curly hair as he defends his hair color choice.
“I treasure my hair more than to bleach it.”
“You sure do. That’s why you‘ve gotten it permed.”
“Yah, Jimin! You don’t have to call me out like that.” You all crack up at that, Taehyung’s face turning into a sulking grimace.
Even though Jimin looks so different, he still seems to be the same boy inside, cracking jokes with Taehyung yet appearing to be the calmer one of the boys.
Some shots of soju and classmates’ stories later, Hyejin starts grumbling about the other table. “I thought Nayeon would calm down, but she’s still the same, huh?”
“I seriously don’t understand how Jisoo tolerates that girl’s temper.” You add. “I don’t even know what I did for her to hate me so much.” A pout forms on your lips.
“Right!” Hyejin is leaning in your direction to hold your hand with both of hers. “She’s never had a real reason to be so mean to our Y/n.”
“Wait, you seriously don’t know why she didn’t like Y/n?” Woosik then asks.
You look at him with a puzzled expression, your eyes then falling on Jimin who is seemingly… blushing?
“How would you of all people know that, Woosik?” Hyejin squints her eyes at your classmate who only chuckles and pats the blushing boy’s shoulder before continuing.
“She had the biggest crush on Jimin!”
“And…?” You pause, taking in Jimin’s embarrassed face. “What’s that to do with me?” You were confused to say the least.
Hyejin was more bored than anything by his statement. “Everyone knows that, Woosik. She walked around having it practically written on her forehead all throughout high school.”
You notice Jimin is pouring himself a shot and downing it right away, as if trying to catch up with the rest of you. You feel like everyone except for Hyejin and yourself knows some amazing secret that they were never kind enough to share.
“Ouch!” Woosik then cries out. “What was that for?” The table trembles a little.
Taehyung shakes his head at him. “Woosik, you sure talk too much when you’ve had something to drink.” He forces a smile that looks more intimidating than friendly. Jimin sitting between them is just looking down at the table, as if the plate in front of him was the most interesting thing in the world right now.
“You’re so secretive guys!” Hyejin whines, leaning on her hands against the table. “Tell me, tell me.” She seems already drunk by the way she can’t sit straight and also by the fact she can’t read the atmosphere.
“I’m gonna use the restroom for a bit.” You quickly make your escape from the tense air that surrounded your table. As you take a peek over your shoulder at where you were sitting a few seconds ago, Hyejin is still whining about them not letting her in on the secret and Wheein is just moving to yet another spot, probably trying to talk to every single person present tonight.
 When you wash your hands and look at yourself in the bathroom mirror, your clouded mind wanders to the previous conversation again. If you think about how Woosik put it, it almost sounds like… like Nayeon didn’t like you because you were in her way, blocking her from snatching Jimin.
You’re pretty sure you never told no one about your crush, apart from your two friends whom you trusted to not spill anything. Also, she wouldn’t hate you just because of that, right? Other girls, God knows maybe even guys, must have been crushing on Jimin, so why would she hate you of all people?
 Lost in thought and wiping the water from your hands in your trousers on your way back, you’re suddenly stopped by a wall. Wait, a wall? You lift your head to inspect the soft obstacle that has made you stop and the sight you’re met with is enough to make your heart skip a beat.
Jimin is standing mere inches away from you, looking as confused and dumbfounded as you.
“I’m so sorry, I didn’t see you. You okay?” he asks, his voice laced with concern, both arms gently holding your shoulders.
You take a quick step back from him. “I’m alright. Sorry, I wasn’t looking where I was going.”
Can it be more awkward than this, you cry out in your mind and you pace out of the dim corridor. Jimin’s appearance managed to agitate you once again tonight.
“Y/n…!” Jimin’s voice stops you in your tracks. “I’m… I’m sorry for that earlier. The air became so heavy, I’m not even surprised you ran off from that table. You’re not upset, right?” He hesitates a little on that last sentence and you see a shy smile spreading on his features when you face him again.
As expected of the attentive and kind class president, always caring for others before thinking about himself.
Shaking your head, you reply. “I have no reason to be. If anyone should be upset, it’s you.” You shoot him a sheepish smile. “You looked pretty uncomfortable when the topic was brought up.”
“Ah.” Is what falls out of Jimin’s mouth and he reaches for the back of his neck, rubbing the spot hesitantly. “I know I’m supposed to treat everyone objectively as the former class president but… Nayeon is a bit too much to handle, you know?”
“Yeah, she was always a force to be reckoned with. Especially when it comes to you.”
“Right…” He sighs. “Sorry again for bumping into you like that.”
“It’s really nothing, Jimin. Don’t worry.” At that, he only smiles and passes you in the way to the bathroom.
 You return to the table only to find Hyejin almost laying on the table face-front, mumbling something about Taehyung being a meanie. A long exhale escapes your lips at the thought of helping Wheein carry Hyejin to their apartment.
“Who’s down for round two?” Taehyung asks, hands busy playing with the strap of a cap from some soju bottle. “This place is dying down!”
“Let’s git it!” Hyejin mumbles and slaps one of her palms against the table surface. Both Woosik and Taehyung look at her with disbelief but start laughing after a while.
“Hyejin, you’re going home.” You scold her as if she were a kid. “No more drinks for you tonight, girl.”
“Y/n, I can take her home just fine, you go have your fun.” All of a sudden Wheein appears next to you and flashes you a brief wicked grin right after finishing her sentence.
“Whee, are you sure?” You send her a concerned look, baffled by the timing of her appearance. “I know how she gets when she’s had too much soju.”
She just waves her hand at you dismissively. “Don’t worry about her so much. We’re gonna get home just fine. It’s the opposite direction from your place anyways.”
“Okaaay, so Y/n is coming with us!” Taehyung then announces right as Jimin comes back. “Woosik? You down?”
“Sure, let’s burn this Friday down!”
Taehyung then continues, turning to the silver haired boy. “Jimin, you have no right to object. You came late so you need to make up for it.”
You were about to reject the invitation but Jimin was faster at replying. “Guess I have no choice.” He then lifted his gaze at you. “Let’s try to stay the more sober ones, Y/n. These two are already doomed to have a bad hangover anyways.” He gestures to Taehyung and Woosik. “Sounds like a plan?”
The idea of leaving drunk Hyejin with tipsy Wheein and staying out with the guys suddenly didn’t seem that bad. The things you do because of him.
“Sounds like a plan.” You repeat, the meaning of the words only sinking in once the guys are getting up and heading to the counter, searching their respective pockets for wallets to pay the dinner with.
“Go have fun, Y/n!” Wheein encourages you. She knows you don’t go out to party that often but there’s probably another reason why she’s so fervent about it. That reason being the boy that’s now heartily laughing at something Taehyung has said.
“I guess I owe you one, Wheeinie.” You say as you hug your girl friend tightly. “Get home safe and text me if Hyejin survived.”
“Don’t mention it. But I want updates about you and your prince charming!” the mischievous look coming back to her face.
Before you can retort to her request, the three boys are gesturing for you to hurry up. “Y/n, let’s go!” Taehyung shouts across the pub.
His loud voice makes a few people lift their heads, most of them just waving their goodbyes to you four.
Right as you smile and thank the waitress after getting back your card from her, you hear that high-pitched voice again.
“Jimin! Are you leaving?” Of course it’s Nayeon.
At that, Taehyung turns his back towards the pub and starts pushing Jimin out through the glass door, as if in panic. Woosik tags along and seen you don’t want to spare that girl a single look more, you bow to the waitress one last time and follow the three of them onto the stairs and down. The chilly air hits you right when you step out of the door and you hurriedly put on your scarf, a shiver running down your spine nevertheless. The things you would do to have Wheein’s chunky scarf right now.
The narrow street was completely empty except for the four of you and one older guy leaning against a building a few meters away, cigarette smoke leaving his mouth as he spares your group one look before minding his own business again.
You were never scared of the night but having three friends next to you made you feel very safe. Myeongdong may be a relatively small and safe district, but these alleyways are scary anywhere.
 “Do you guys know any good spots around here?” You remember that no one mentioned where you were headed for the second round of drinks.
“Don’t worry, miss, I know of a lovely place around Jongno.” Taehyung says in a lively tone. “It’s called XX. A brilliant name for a bar, don’t you think?” He then stumbles a few steps forward, apparently more drunk than you thought.
“He’s just saying that because he has the fattest crush on the bartender there.” Woosik scoffs with a laugh. “It’s a nice place though. Not too loud and it has a nice ambience.”
Jimin then speaks up, way more sober than the two boys who are leading the way. “I’m gonna have to trust you on that too. You’re finally showing me the place, Tae.”
You then watch a scene of the two of them bickering about Jimin not making enough time for Taehyung so that he could show him the bar and the bartender lady he likes so much unfold in front of your eyes. It feels like you traveled three years in time, back to your teenage years, except you’re tipsy and out after midnight in the city center. Woosik is laughing at the two friends’ antics and you join in.
Joking around with them like this makes you relax even when you’re still trembling from the cold when the wind gets under your jacket. The nervousness you felt during the evening when you were around Jimin long forgotten.
The streets of Myeongdong are now almost empty compared to the amount of people you saw earlier that night. You exit the district, cross Euljiro where at this time of the day are only taxis waiting for their drunk customers and lastly you cross a bridge over Cheonggyecheon where you stop your steps, even though the wind is stronger here.
The way the trough of the stream is decorated with Christmas themed lanterns and various lights is mesmerizing to say the least. You marvel at the delicate snowflake-shaped lanterns that hang above the water surface as if they were falling.
Only when Taehyung calls out your name, you realize that the three boys kept walking while you stayed behind, bewitched by the beauty of your surroundings.
“It’s so pretty!” You shout back at them, your voice louder than usual thanks to all the soju in your system. Stretching out your arms, you point at the lanterns and wave at the three of them to come and take a look at the decorated stream too.
Taehyung wobblingly rushes back first, almost bumping into you as he leans against the bridge right next to you. Jimin follows right behind, circling around you and leaning against the railing from your other side.
“Waah, it looks like we’re in a fairytale!” The curly boy marvels at the sight of the illuminated water stream. “We should take a picture! Let’s take a picture!”
Woosik then joins you in slow strides. “You’re impossible. First you rush to see the bartender and now we’re taking pictures. Fine.” A sigh escapes his mouth, but he still stretches out his arm as a sign for Taehyung to give him his phone.
Before you or Jimin have a chance to protest against the idea, Woosik is taking a few steps back with Taehyung’s phone pointed in your direction.
“One, two… Jimin, what’s with that stiff smile. At least stick a bit closer to each other, it looks like a very bad family picture right now.” Woosik comments while switching his attention from the screen to you three.
Taehyung does as he’s told, squishes closer against your body but retorts to Woosik’s comment feigning annoyance. “Since when were you so passionate about photography?”
Jimin leans closer against you too. The one with a stiff smile is now probably yourself. When was the last time someone’s bare proximity made you this flustered? The speed of your racing heart only amplifies when Jimin’s arm slips around your waist. He’s suddenly so close that you catch a whiff of his perfume, only making you dizzier.
“Okay, whatever. My fingers are gonna freeze off.” Woosik’s voice brings you back to reality. “One, two, three, kimchi!”
It took you a few seconds to register, but you burst out laughing at his cheesy way of telling you to smile. “Who even says that anymore?”
You feel Jimin’s hold on you tighten as he can’t hold his laughter either. You remembered it was a habit of his to fall onto the thing closest to him when he was laughing, but actually being the object in question is very endearing.
“You’re so cute when you’re drunk, Woosik.” Jimin manages to get out as his body shakes with laughter.
“Hmph.” Woosik huffs. “Let’s go Tae.”
Your heart does a flip when the boy holding you looks you in the eyes, his own still resembling two crescent moons. “Let’s hurry, you must be cold.” He says, head motioning to Woosik and Taehyung who took off already and his arm letting go of your waist.
The reply you manage to give him is a simple nod, afraid your voice would give away the state he put you in.
“Here.” Jimin offers. You look down to his extended arm, only to spot a pair of gloves in his hand. “They’re really warm, put them on.”
What is he so kind for, you internally scream. “Ah, thank you.” You say as you accept the garment from him with a smile. “Won’t you be cold though?”
“I’ll be fine. Or you can always hold my hand and share some of the warmth.”
It takes you a while to process what he just said but when you do, your eyes widen and you feel heat rising to your cheeks.
“Come on, let’s go or we’re gonna lose them.” Jimin grins and begins walking in the same direction as your two other friends.
Was he always this flirty or is that the soju he downed speaking? Anyhow, it made you feel all giddy because you’ve never before witnessed him acting like this. Not that you ever had a chance to see him tipsy since you weren’t allowed to drink yet back then.
As you catch up with the two that are leading your way, you’re tempted to really hold Jimin’s hand like he told you to, but the liquid courage doesn’t come that easy to you. Jimin never said he was joking, yet you can’t seem to shake the thought that he’s just very kind and would give up his gloves for any of his friends.
 With Jimin occasionally sending a smile your way, the four of you made your way to the bar. A small neon sign above the entrance spells “XX”, purple light from it and from the lights along the stairs that lead you below the ground level illuminating your steps.
If it wasn’t for Taehyung leading the way, you’d think it’s some sketchy club. Your opinion immediately changes once you set foot on a soft red carpet that covers the dark wooden floor. A few guests are sitting in leather armchairs that are placed around delicate looking tables, soft warm light coming from little lamps illuminates the space and Christmassy jazz music plays in the background. Though the whole room is a sight to behold, the wall of liquor bottles behind the long bar counter steals the spotlight.
Behind the counter you see a woman, maybe in her late twenties, hair tied neatly in a low bun, her bangs making her look elegant but youthful at the same time. By the frozen reaction of Taehyung, it’s most likely the bartender Woosik mentioned earlier on.
She’s very attractive, wearing a black shirt tucked neatly into her trousers but slightly unbuttoned at the neck and a golden name tag pinned on her chest. If it wasn’t for your crush on Jimin occupying most of your mind, you’d probably girl crush on her big time.
You follow Taehyung who takes a seat on one of the bar stools, closer to the bartender than at a table but still far from where she’s standing. The stools are more comfortable than they look, and you feel more tense about Jimin’s proximity than about your feet barely reaching the footrest.
“Good evening, what can I get for you?” the bartender asks, looking at you.
“Uhm…” it was your first time in a western-style bar like this and all of the bottles on display right in front of your eyes made it look intimidating. “Would you recommend me something?”
Dreading her reaction, you were pleasantly surprised to see a warm smile spreading on her lips. “Would you prefer something sweeter or something that’s more on the bitter side?”
After a moment of hesitation, you answered. “Sweet, please.”
“I’ll think of something for you, then.” She reassures you and you notice the shiny name tag on her shirt spells Hani. “And for you, gentlemen?”
As she turns to them, you see Taehyung rub his hands on his legs, probably sweaty because of the nervous state he’s in.
“I’ll have an Old Fashioned.” Jimin orders with assurance and Woosik follows by ordering a simple Cuba Libre. When it’s Taehyung’s turn to choose a drink, a silence spreads across the counter.
“Should I bring you the usual?” Hani proposes after a while.
At that, the curly boy nods and answers with a quiet “Yes, please.”
The bartender nods as well and proceeds to prepare the drinks. No sooner than she turns around, Woosik starts teasing the other boy about their brief but awkward interaction. You too were surprised that the always loud and outgoing boy became so timid in front of the bartender, but your thoughts are dispersed soon.
 “Noona!” You hear a voice that seems somehow very familiar but Jimin’s expression shifts into a dubious one at the sound of it. Once you peer in the direction it came from, you’re met with a beaming face of your hoobae from your English class.
“Ah! What a coincidence.” The boy leans on the empty bar stool where you set your purse and Jimin’s gloves. “You’re not here with anyone?” It was out of his character to be out at a bar like this. Or at least out of the character he presented himself with at school.
Jimin’s attention is now on you, and it could be just your dizzy consciousness messing with you, but you swear you feel him move closer to you, his scent stronger than a while ago.
“Here’s the Old Fashioned, and a Soul Kiss for you.” Hani slides the drinks in front of you in a graceful manner. “I hope the drink suits your taste.”
You nod and thank the bartender.
“I’m here with Lisa, noona.” He says in a hushed voice as soon as Hani moves closer to the other two boys..
Your eyes widen at his words. “You finally asked her out!”
The younger boy’s cheeks turn to a pale peachy color, unable to hide his shyness at your statement. “Sort of… I’m working on it.” He then replies, fidgeting with the hem of his sky-blue shirt that fits him like a glove. The tension that momentarily formed between Jimin and the younger boy disappearing at once.
“I told you she has a thing for you.” You playfully poke at his shoulder. “Ah, right! I haven’t introduced you two. Jimin, this is Jungkook, my hoobae.” When you turn your head in Jimin’s direction, he’s closer than expected but you try to keep your cool. You don’t bother introducing him to the other two, because there seems to be no end to their bickers.
“Nice to meet you, Jimin-ssi.” A smile blooms on Jungkook’s face, showing his bunny teeth. “Are you noona’s boyfriend?”
The younger one’s bluntness almost makes you choke on the sip of alcohol you just took, blocking any words from coming out of your mouth to reply to his curious eyes. Jimin does the job for you though, all while leaning even closer to you so that Jungkook hears him better.
“Unfortunately, I’m not. We went to high school together.”
His statement makes your heart sprint. Did he really just say that?
Jungkook’s eyes grow in size, a mischievous grin making its way on his delicate features. “It’s great keeping in touch with old friends, right?”
“It would be a shame to lose precious friends just because you don’t go to school with them anymore.” Jimin adds.
“Of course!” The standing boy nods but stills shortly after. “Ah! Lisa’s back, can’t leave her waiting.” His playful attitude now slightly stiffer. “It was nice meeting you, Jimin-ssi. See you in class, noona.” The suggestive eyebrow wiggle he manages to send without Jimin noticing makes you clench your fist.
“Yah!” You chide not so subtly.
Jimin truly didn’t notice Jungkook’s grimace because he’s looking at you with confusion written all over his face. “Why scold him, he seems like a nice kid.”
“He’s nice, but…” You honestly didn’t have anything to defend yourself with.
“But?”
“He likes to tease everyone. Including those older than him.” You reply after giving it a bit more thought. “Except for Lisa, the girl sitting opposite to him. He becomes putty in her hands.” You motion to the pair with your head.
“Seems like someone we both know.” Jimin adds as he looks over to Taehyung.
You can’t help but giggle. Taehyung was like a different person in the presence of Hani. But who are you fooling, Jimin has a similar effect on you too.
 “I guess you don’t go to bars that often.” Jimin asks and sips on his drink, a pleased smirk forming on his face after placing the glass back down.
“I don’t even go out that often to begin with…” Your words drift off.
“Really? You don’t seem that fazed by the amount of soju we had at the pub earlier.”
“I’ve always had a pretty good tolerance.” You take a sip of the orangey liquid in your glass. Your higher tolerance of alcohol was something you weren’t too fond of though. It made it harder to lose some inhibitions like other people. The liquid courage was never something you could achieve with an acceptable number of shots and getting wasted to the point of not remembering what you were doing was never your thing. “I hope it’s not limited only to Korean drinks though.”
“I guess we’ll see.” Jimin chuckles at your statement.
“How’s the kiss?”
“What?” Your eyes shoot up in his direction.
“The drink.”
“Ah.” An obvious blush spreads across your cheeks. “Yeah… It’s- It’s sweet. I like it.”
“Do you wanna try mine? It’s a little bitter though.” He offers.
“Sure.” You don’t think you’re going to exactly enjoy his drink of choice but you’re too curious as to what Jimin’s taste is to not have a sip.
He slides the low glass closer to your hand and you pick it up, briefly examining the contents’ color. Your face scrunches into a grimace as the liquid hits your taste buds.
“So bitter!” You let out after putting the glass back down on the counter.
Even though the sip you just took wasn’t a pleasant experience, Jimin’s reaction definitely is. Supporting himself by his hands on the counter, he’s falling over with laughter.
“You’re really cute, you know that?”
Jimin, you’re really blunt when you’ve had something to drink, you know that? You answered in your mind with a question.
“You expressed the taste so well with your face.” He’s still laughing.
“Why do you drink it, then?” You ask with a pout, stealing glances at his laughing form.
“I like this kind of taste.”
The silver haired boy proceeds to swipe his hair back, only for it to fall into its former place. You also don’t fail to notice the short swipe of his tongue over his lips. It suddenly makes you wonder what kissing him would taste like. Like the bitter drink he sips on? Or would the sweetness of your cocktail overpower it? You try to imagine the taste but there’s not one good comparison you can think of.
 “Y/n,” Jimin starts after a short silence due to your mind wandering off. “Do you want to know the reason why the girl we barely avoided earlier disliked you? But if you don’t feel like talking about it, we don’t ha-”
That definitely woke you up from your thoughts, not even giving you the opportunity to blush. “I don’t really mind… But you seemed quite bothered by it in the pub. Why bring it up?”
“Well… It has to do with you after all.”
“I don’t-“
“Back in eleventh grade, Nayeon overheard one conversation she wasn’t supposed to hear, hell, nobody was supposed to hear.” Jimin visibly shifts in his seat, gripping the glass in front of him a bit tighter. “I told Taehyung something that I’m a little scared to say to you even now.”
“Did I do something wrong?” Your worried look easing his unnerved figure slightly, shaking his head.
“No, no. It’s not you. You didn’t do anything wrong.” Jimin lets out a huff. “It’s me. I was being careless.” He pauses for a moment, eyes lingering on yours until you evade his gaze. “I told Taehyung that I like you. And she overheard it. So… It’s my fault she was so hostile towards you. I’m sorry.”
The words ‘I like you’ ring in your head, almost muting what he said afterwards. You stay frozen, your heart about to give out from the speed it’s beating at.
“Jimin… I-”
“I’m really sorry, I tried to talk to her, but she wouldn’t listen to anything I was saying.”
“Do you mean that?” you take a quick sip from your glass, praying the liquid would give you the courage you need.
“Yeah, I’m really sorry.” Jimin’s eyes drop down.
“No, wait, why weren’t those words in the past tense?”
“What do you mean?”
“Jimin, do you… do you like me?” You gather your courage.
“I- I…” He stutters before nodding. “Yeah, I like you.”
“Jimin…” you place your hand over his that is clutching his drink with too much force. He tenses at the contact but eases his grip soon enough. “Why did you never tell me?”
After a silence that followed your question, you can’t help but continue, the alcohol taking control of your voice. “I guess for the same reason I never told you…”
“Huh?” A confused murmur escapes his mouth.
“I had a huge crush on you during high school.” You sheepishly admit, your hands letting go of his and retreating closer to your body. “But I was never bold enough to tell you and you were out of my league. Being friends with you was more than enough for me.”
Jimin sips on the drink he was clutching so hard just a while ago and hums. “That means you don’t feel the same way anymore. It’s understandable, I’m the foolish one here when it’s been three years since we last spoke.”
There’s a sadness that spreads on his features even though the corners of his lips curl slightly up.
“I was convinced about it until a few hours ago.” You confess. “But now I feel like I’m seventeen again.”
 “Jimin,” a voice interrupts you before Jimin manages to reply. It’s Woosik. He’s on his feet already, supporting wobbly Taehyung as the gets up from the bar stool. “We’re gonna get going. Tae’s had enough. Are you coming with us?”
He pauses after examining the situation he intervened in some more because of the silence that spreads around you. Both you and Jimin are looking elsewhere, his hands fiddling with his drink and yours clenched tightly in your lap. “Did I interrupt something here?”
The boy sitting next to you replies. “I’ll stay some more. We still have a lot to talk about with Y/n, isn’t that right?”
You nod and shift your focus on the two standing boys. They don’t seem to be too concerned about you and Jimin, focusing on standing straight and not forgetting any of their belongings.
“Get home safe, you guys.”
“You always end up so drunk, Taehyung. You’re unbelievable.” Jimin says but pats his friend on the shoulder.
Woosik only snorts. “Why is it always me taking him home?”
“Maybe because he’s always willing to pay for the cab and you live in the building next to his place?” Jimin retorts playfully.
“I hate you.” Is the only thing Woosik says goodbye with before heading to the staircase leading out.
“Love you too.”
 Woosik butting in ended up lifting up the awkward tension between you two because you let out an unrestrained laugh, Jimin soon joining in.
“You guys really haven’t changed one bit.”
“You neither.” Jimin leans his chin against his hand, all while studying you with his eyes. “Only your hair got longer, and you’re not wearing a school uniform.”
“Oh? That’s all?” You pout.
“And you got even prettier.” He grins.
The instinct to hide your face behind your palms kicks in at once but Jimin is faster to get a hold of your hand, lightly holding it and kneading circles into it with his thumb. The soft gesture causes you to almost melt under his touch, biting on your lip.
“We may as well be the biggest fools on Earth, Jimin.” Your hand in his hold shifts so that you can intertwine your fingers with his.
“I know… Now I feel really bad, I’m sorry.” Jimin apologizes again but tightens his grip on your hand.
“Okay, no more saying sorry tonight. We can’t do anything about the past anyways.”
“Does that mean that you want to do something about the present?” A flirty smile returns to his face.
“I mean… Only if you want to.” Where did your confidence from a while ago disappear to, you’ll never know.
“I sure do.”
You look at each other for a while without saying a word but start giggling when the silence becomes too much.
“I can’t believe this.” You glance at your intertwined fingers, then at the boy’s brown eyes, taking in the tender look he’s giving you. “Doesn’t stuff like this happen only in movies?”
“Hmm, I’d say we’re living proof it happens in reality too.”
 “Was the drink to your liking?” Hani inquires when she notices your glass is empty.
“Oh, yes, it was delicious. Thank you.”
“I’m glad to hear that.” After collecting the emptied glass, the bartender turns to Jimin with a softer look occupying her face. “Is the man that walked out leaning on his friend’s shoulder okay? He seemed very drunk…” Her words drift off.
“Ah, you mean Taehyung? He’s going to survive. You don’t have to worry about him too much.” Jimin answers a little startled.
“Taehyung…” Hani repeats after him, collecting the glass in front of him as well.
“Should I pass him your number?”
The bartender’s eyes shoot open at his suggestion. “I shouldn’t be doing this during my work hours…” After hesitating for a short while though, she swiftly takes out a business card out of her shirt pocket and slips it close to Jimin. He only winks at her and hides the paper in his back pocket. Hani then dashes off to busy herself with work, cheeks slightly flushed.
“Wow, are we really not in a movie? Do you think she likes Tae?” You say, after letting out a breath you didn’t know you were holding.
“I’d say it’s clear as day.”
“Cupid must be busy tonight.” You let a sigh escape when you spot your hoobae in the back of the bar and motion his way by lifting your chin.
Lisa is leaning against him, sitting side by side in a small sofa looking extremely comfortable. Jungkook’s arm is holding her shoulder, pressing her body tighter to his, a humongous grin plastered on both of their faces.
“One would think you’re jealous, Y/n!” Jimin teases.
You can’t help but pout at his accusation. “I’m just surprised by this outburst of luck and love from the universe.”
“Well, it’s Christmas soon.”
“Do you believe in Christmas miracles?” you ask Jimin.
“I think I might from now on.”
“Cheesy!” You punch his arm lightly.
“Yes, yes.” Jimin’s resigned reply makes you both giggle. “Should we get going too? Leave those two a little privacy.”
You snort at his words. “I’ll probably hear about it all from Jungkook the next time I see him anyways. But I feel like my wallet can’t take many more of these drinks. Let’s go.”
 The night air is crisp but there’s some humidity that makes it feel colder than it actually is. A pout is slowly dissolving below your scarf as Jimin intently insisted that he was going to pay for your drink as well. Because he made you stay out longer and dragged you along to Taehyung’s bar of choice. You squeeze the pair of gloves he lent you earlier and burry your chin even more into the scarf that Jimin helped wrapping around your neck.
“You must be cold.” Jimin’s neck is pretty much exposed to the freezing air but he still shakes his head in denial.
“I’m good.” He then reaches out for your hand and your palms mold into each other as if it was the most natural thing. “Do you want to see the lanterns some more? You looked bewitched by it on the way here.”
“It was so pretty! Can’t blame me.” You hope the scarf around your shoulders and the darkness make the blush on your cheeks less visible but then you stop, making him turn around and face you. “Wait, Jimin, is that it? Are you trying to find excuses not to go home yet?”
“Is it that obvious?” Jimin fakes a laugh.
“Well, I want to spend more time with you too.” His eyes widen for a little bit as a current of wind ruffles his hair but then he smiles again. “Let’s go, before you freeze to death.”
“I’m not cold, Y/n!”
“Yes, yes.”
It was how comfortable he made you feel, joke around with you, yet still making your heart flutter. Just that. No other guy was able to evoke that kind of feeling in you. Just by walking next to you, holding your hand, softly bumping into each other’s shoulders on your tipsy feet.
The wind is playing with his silver hair, sometimes revealing a little more of his forehead and you almost forget to look where you’re walking as your eyes are engrossed in studying his features. The lanterns hung above the stream are of no big interest to you, mind occupied by the man next to you.
“Isn’t it too cold here?” Jimin asks, concerned.
You walked down to the path that is directly next to the icy water to see the scenery from a different perspective but failed to consider that. Water really made the air colder.
“We can just walk closer to each other.”
Jimin then guides your hand that he’s holding into the pocket of his coat but doesn’t let go. “I’ve always wanted to do this.”
“Do what? Walk next to Cheonggyecheon at two in the morning in freezing weather?” You tease.
“This.” He says as he gives your hand a gentle squeeze. “Give me your other hand.” Jimin requests and halts his steps. You comply right away, stuffing his gloves you’ve been holding into his still empty pocket along with both of your intertwined hands, leaving you standing face to face.
“It’s so warm.” You purr as his body heat reaches your skin. “But your neck still looks very cold.”
“It’s not like I will freeze when my pockets are this warm.” He defends himself with a smug smile.
Obviously not enough to convince you, before thinking twice, you close the distance between your bodies and lay your chin on his shoulder. You catch a whiff of his scent and the intimacy of standing so close to Jimin makes you melt against him.
Just then something cold lands on your nose.
“Y/n! It’s snowing!” Jimin lets out, excitement in his voice.
White fluffy snowflakes slowly fall all around you and fill the night sky. Everything seems quiet, as if the time has stopped, but the snow continues to fall, disappearing once hitting the ground.
“You know what they say about the first snow.” Jimin speaks up again. “If you’re together with someone during the first snowfall...”
He pulls away slightly, leaving your hands in his pockets and cups your face with his warm hands. You notice a few snowflakes get stuck in his hair, but they melt too soon for you to brush them away.
“You will stay together for a long time.”
“Hmm, I want to believe that.” You say, hands tightening in fists in Jimin’s pockets when you feel him pull you closer.
“Me too.” He almost whispers before his lips find yours, hasty at first, only slowing down when your arms encircle his waist.
You were right. No drink a bartender can mix can possibly come close to this. The keen movement of his lips still manages to be soft, sending shivers down your spine as he tucks a strand of loose hair behind your ear. Why drink alcohol when there’s something as addictive as this.
It seems you’re not the only one thinking that. No sooner than you pull away to catch your ragged breath, Jimin’s lips crash onto yours once more, this time in a more fervent manner, as if you’d disappear if he stopped.
You have an urge to pinch yourself just to make sure this is not a dream but the cold reassures you it’s not. Snow is still falling onto you both, lanterns swaying above your heads, but the only thing you can focus on is the man kissing your lips and his arms wrapped around you.
“Jimin-” You let out when he breaks the kiss, only to stare deep into your orbs and hum as a sign for you to continue. “I like you a lot.”
Jimin can’t contain the smile that overtakes his face, leaning his forehead against yours.
“You don’t even know how happy that makes me… Because I like you a lot too.”
“I know.” You plant a peck on his freezing nose and barely escape his counterattack.
You must look like a pair of fools, giggling and chasing each other in the middle of such a cold night, trying to steal kisses from one other, but you couldn’t care less.
As long as you’re with Jimin.
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Epilogue:
 Beagles 00:24 am
Whee: You should have seen Nayeon after you guys left hahaha
Whee: She made a ruckus that she couldn’t even talk to Jimin when she was ogling Dowoon the whole time
Hyejinie: Gets on my nervres so mu
 Beagles 00:26 am
Whee: Hyejin dropped her phone lol
Whee: Hope you’re doing better than this wasted missy, Y/n
 Beagles 01:03 am
Whee: Just got home
Whee: You should see Hyejin hahahahh
Whee: …
Whee: I really hope that you not replying is a good sign and you’re not passed out somewhere
Whee: I trust you Y/n!
 Beagles 11:01 am
You: Should I start believing in Christmas miracles too?
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24mirror · 3 years
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What is happening in Turkey
Today I want to talk about what is happening in Turkey. Specifically, the events of the last month. The government made some aggressive moves on one of the oldest universities in the country. It began with the current president appointing a rector, who had a political past with the president's party and no teaching nor bureaucratic past in the university. After students protested this un-democratic way of appointing a rector, the government responded with brutal police intervention. In response, the protests grew into other universities and the Turkish youth in general so did the police violence increased with it. Soon the government branches and police force started using deformation and misinformation to villainize the protestors. These attempts of creating public support for authoritative behavior have been falsified by the protestors through the use of visual proof and witness statements. A few of these are as follows:
During the early days of the protests, the appointed rector gave interviews where he tried to paint himself and his administration under a peaceful and open to communication color. Soon after letting police into the campus and purposefully using disproportionate police force and intimidation tactics, he switched into a more closed off, isolated by the security, police, and physical barriers way of leading. https://twitter.com/YolTV/status/1354731430786564105?s=20
Very recently, the official Twitter page of the police force shared a video. The video consisted of an interview with 3 men, who allegedly got beaten up by the protestors after being accused of being civil police, mixed with random snippets of protestors kicking police cars. The police force titled the video "Truth of the Events" but not before long the protestors pushed back with video proof of what happened. Providing videos of the men in the interview being drunk and attacking the protestor while swearing. Moreover, the men in the interview are also shown being forcefully detained by the police themselves. The police cars getting kicked in the video were also explained by the videos of them driving onto to protestors were shown. https://twitter.com/eylemnazlier/status/1358721659654582273?s=20
During the events one group of people were specifically targeted by the government as creating a public hatred towards them was thought to be easy. LGBT+ people was one of the most visible components of the student protests as a result of the Bosphorus Universty being one of the few safe spaces left for LGBT+ people in Turkey. After a collage criticizing the role of religion in the opression of women and LGBT+ people was shown in a student curated art gallery, the government tried to villify the LGBT+ community and the students through use of religion. The collage being an example of free speech aside, the smearing campaign the government led in this subject was vicious. They claimed that the art gallery was curated by the BULGBT+, which is social universty club for LGBT+ studies, and the paintings displayed were chosen intentionally. After the public perceived the display of the collage as a religious attack, government started making bolder moves like detaining more students and using even more police violance in the protests. Soon after the students who planned the event responded to the misinformation. The art gallery was curated by an inaniamous students group rather than a club and the art that was displayed wasn't picked. Any artwork submitted was shown in the gallery as a symbol of solidarity.
While the protests are still going on and the defomation nor the villinazation of the protestors have slowed down, I ask everyone to spread awareness about yet another outcry for justice and democracy in Turkey. Talk about it with your friends or if you can support it through social media through hashtags on Twitter. I will provide the hashtags down below. Please don't let the righteous being crushed under violance. We will keep on fighting against lies and violance with truth and rightful demands. We won't look down.
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warmly-yours · 4 years
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So.
I’m starting Art Universty in the fall. I’m super excited dude. I was gonna stay on campus, but it’s way WAY too expensive ($11,000 PER YEAR), and i wouldn’t be able to use my car, and on top of that I would miss my pets way too much. BUT since I’m gonna commute (uni is like 20 minutes away from my house), I’ll be able to use my car which means I could be the friend that grabs lunch, coffee, and if people need art supplies I’ve got their back. I’m excited to help people, essentially :-) I’m just a little bit nervous about making connections since I won’t have those built in connections with roommates. But I’m sure it’s all gonna be okay. The pros far outweigh the cons.
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